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the2ndsanctuary · 2 months ago

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controversial take probably but i wish Hollyberry and huuuge scope of themes of motherhood around her was looked into more

#cr posting #i struggled to understand her character or what makes her unique but it is just that she is a Mother thru and thru #which is interesting to me...#im excited to see the next beast yeast chapter soooo much

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frost-eyed-autumn · 3 months ago

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{--Found this by accident and I've been thinking about Hunting Dogs Chuuya ever since.

Like, Chuuya if he never joined the Sheep. Chuuya if he never ran across Dazai and the Port Mafia, never met Mori or the Flags. Chuuya who never went through the questions of whether or not he's human (having it instilled into him similar to Verlaine that he's not). Never having his "real" family in Yamaguchi tracked down for him to answer where he came from. Chuuya who never opened his Gate (because no Dazai) to protect anyone because doing so means he would die without anyone to save him, not to mention the death and destruction that he'd cause as a result. Raised only to be a government asset and a weapon and nothing else.

I wonder who that Chuuya would be... : ) --}

#ooc #The Muse #{--not to mention who everyone ELSE would be bc #man Chuuya has so much influence on the series and who the other characters are actually #Rimbaud would have never made a fake “old Boss” appear to try and find Arahabaki #Dazai wouldn't have had so much fun trying to do mafia work if he didn't get to harass and manipulate Chuuya #maybe would have still wanted to die instead of try to have fun living #Double Black wouldn't have formed ever #maybe Dazai wouldn't have tried to become an Executive #or maybe he would have but either way Mori would view it differently #since Mori always used SKK as a sort of experiment to prove whether or not Natsume's teachings were true #Dazai wouldn't have gone on to try to form the ''next Double Black'' because there would be no Double Black to begin with #idk man for someone who barely gets any screen time in the main story #Chuuya's a pretty keystone character to a lot of events happening the way they do #remove him and a lot of story points just sort of collapse #which is interesting to me...#Can't decide though whether or not the Foreign Settlement explosion should still happen or not #On the one hand that could just never happen and then Rimbaud and Verlaine would still be with the Transcendants possibly #On the other it would be an interesting thing to have Chuuya aware of just how much destructive potential he possesses #and N's Lab B still exists so he could always end up growing up there afterwards so #of course he'd still know about Corruption but he wouldn't be able to actually USE it since he has no way to stop it once he starts #but he'd still have that knowledge of being able to turn into a human nuke at the cost of his life #HMMM--}

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

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aphel1on · 6 months ago

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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all!

#actually adhd #actually autistic #audhd #aphelion.txt #ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be #but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol #and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too #like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does #i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang #and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update #And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like #yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew #i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol #like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog

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josephsaturn · 3 months ago

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I think that “Anakin was a slave child who was groomed by Palpatine and raised by someone who wasn’t ready to take on a child, thereby leaving him in a social limbo state where he’s surrounded by people but only has a few close confidants, with the one he trusts the most actively trying to take advantage of him”

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“Anakin was taught right from wrong from a young age, first by his mother and then by Kenobi, but any time he was presented with a choice, actively CHOSE WRONG EVERY SINGLE TIME”

are two sentences that can, should, and MUST coexist to fully understand Anakin Skywalker as a character

Edit: PART 2 of this post here

#watching people debate him is so interesting to me #pro-Anakin people get it right in that upbringing shapes how a person is: he’s a slave child and had to leave his mom #so of COURSE he’s going to have an iron grip on people attachment-wise #but they tend to deny Anakin his own autonomy and resolve him of every bad thing he did #when it’s like: no. he DID all of that. not just did it…but did it once then did it again #meanwhile anti-Anakin people (usually) tend to understand that Anakin made terrible choices #but again…they either deny him autonomy by making him an always-evil character #or by just downplay the relationship he has with Obi-Wan or Padme. Completely dehumanizing him.#Like the truth is in the middle: he’s a deeply complex person #(arguably more so than fandom can completely understand)#it doesn’t help it that these people either tend to be pro Jedi (anti-Anakin) or pro Sith (pro Anakin)#Pro Jedi people tend to be…Xenophobic is the nicest term for how they treat Anakin #But pro Sith people tend to claim that the Jedi are a cult (they aren’t) and Anakin was groomed by it (he wasn’t)#So they use Anakin as the sort of doll to put all of their beliefs into. Which again we circle around to dehumanizing this character #star wars tcw #star wars #anakin skywalker #star wars meta #Anakin Skywalker meta

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swampybogg · 8 months ago

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#vampire hunter d #vhd #art #illustration #I think I like best how it's a recall of klimt's figures but in contrast D is alone - an emphasis of his solitude #The gold surrounding him a symbol of his status and how above it all he his - looking past us to something we can't even imagine #Don't forget to check out the VHD Zine ! P-O opened yesterday ( can't believe Saiko of all people is in it omg )#also yeah ~ I'll be making prints of it~#I have to get things into order but do keep an eye out if you're interested!#I think it'd be cool to look into gold foil too ooh ꒰´͈ 0 ॣ`͈⌗꒱💖#Hmm ~ but yes the motif I had going into this drawing was the “horseman of death”#makes me think about the brothers and which ones they would symbolize of the the remaining horsemen....#anyways have a wonderful day ! (❀ •̀ᴗ•́ )っ♡#and now onto the next D drawing🌚

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lucabyte · 1 month ago

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even dogs pass the mirror test

#hello again everyone. how's it going #isat loop #in stars and time #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #isat #lucabyteart #isat spoilers #so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where #i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose #just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin #like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was #actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow #plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt #would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing #like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract #in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict #something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self #but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party #trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire #like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter #that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from #the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once #ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness #or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose #and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'

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the-woman-upstairs · 2 months ago

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Can’t believe all it took for me to care about the MCU again was Yelena getting a super-powered boy toy with crippling depression

#thunderbolts #thunderbolts spoilers #mcu #ah shit here we go again #yelena belova #robert reynolds #yelena x bob #it’s only taken about two decades but the MCU finally delivered the girlboss/malewife ship I’ve been waiting for #there’s so much to unpack with these two #i liken their relationship to someone adopting a sopping wet kitten to look after only to realize it’s actually a tiger #she spends so much time protecting him only to realize he can crush her without a thought #but…he likes her soooooo much #if i had a nickel for every time lewis pullman starred in an action film as a character named Bob #who was paired with a badass woman that could snap him in half like a bundle of dry spaghetti I’d have two nickels #which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice #i’m so mad that i liked this movie and it gave me a genuinely interesting relationship to fixate on #just when i thought i was out

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saidiwascrazy · 10 months ago

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#the streets are telling me this is ai gen which makes sense still an interesting image though someone use this as inspo for something real

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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wonder if they know what he's on about

#my art #hina.sketch #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jjk #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #i continue 2 push the boundaries of how little of sukuna i can draw while proceeding 2 tag him anyway #i wont b stopped idc #wont tag the catoru tho dgfhsjg #another yuuji centric sheet wuawww who r u and what have u done w known megumi main tumblr user hinamie i hear u say #and 2 that i say i rly dont know whats happening idk if its the march 20th around the corner of it all but im in a yuuji mood #i know im only 3 sheets in but theyre alr growing on me #i alr feel myself slowly becoming less precious abt placement and how clean my lines are which was th whole point so ! yay :D #also posing is coming a lot easier bc theres not so much pressure on making sure i have perfect anatomy #and theres not even anything dictating tht i need 2 have interesting poses 2 begin with . i cld do a whole sheet of 3/4 busts facing left #nothing is stopping me #it is rly nice 2 just let loose #i love this pen but maybe next time i can try an assortment and see what happens

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kensatou · 1 year ago

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j… jesus oppa ;____;

#ashsksjsks jesus k-idol era… and when he does his comeback stage…..???#i just want you to know the last thing i saw before my plane took off was an “i’m going to jesus cafe” message from my grandma #and the first thing i saw when i landed fifteen hours later yesterday was 130+ unread messages on kakaotalk #and i opened it and most of it was cutesy photos my grandma had sent me of her and white jesus #also: she is not even christian…. her friends were like wanna come and she was just like WHY NOT?#also… if you’re interested… in japan there’s a manga called 聖☆おにいさん (translated as ‘saint young men’)#which focuses on the lives of roomates jesus and buddha #(also there are fancomics based on this… including. of course. jesus/judas)#christmas

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yeoldenews · 1 year ago

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A selection of strange and cryptic personal ads from The New York Herald, 1860s to 1890s. 14/?

#in the 8 years since I first posted these they have updated from photocopy quality microfilm to scans #the blue veil one sent me down one of the most interesting research rabbit holes I've been down in a long time #which i will definitely be writing about once I have written the 47 other things on my list #writing prompt #victorian #history #personal ads #ny herald personals #1860s #1870s #mysteries #gossip #journalism #writing prompts #writing inspiration #writing

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ocean-breeze-pier · 1 month ago

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I really despise how gendered stuff is and how it comes back to bite you in the ass as a trans person. And I don’t mean in the typical “feminine afab” “masculine amab” way that’s imposed on us based on our agab. Yes of course this sucks but I mean it in a different way. I hate that being a binary trans person means binary assumptions are placed on me. As a trans guy it’s assumed I want facial hair when I don’t. It’s assumed I want short hair when I don’t. It’s assumed I will have “male interests” (whatever the fuck that means) and I don’t. Which of course is where Those™️ types of trans people will appear and accuse me of not really being trans.

It’s annoying that I don’t get the privilege of being gnc because I’m a trans guy that doesn’t pass which is used against me. There are medical and personal and financial reasons I’m not taking hormones and some people seem to think I need to compensate by conforming to masculinity. I hate that I’m being forced into a box just like I was when I used to think I was cis. Part of this is why I didn’t realize I was a trans guy for awhile. I thought I had to be nonbinary bc I didn’t deserve to identify as a trans guy since I didn’t look like one. And people push that rhetoric and it’s so harmful. It literally delayed me realizing who I truly am.

Just let trans people exist however they want. I don’t want to have to alter everything about me to be seen as a man. I want to be seen as a man right now because I am one.

#transandrophobia #and I’ll state I’m not even that gnc LOL #which if I was that would be fine #but I don’t wear makeup usually I don’t wear dresses or skirts or even show off my chest #it’s just #having long hair😭and my interests ig #but to many that’s enough to invalidate me #god I hate how regressive this community has gotten #I miss when we were all cool about gender #granted these kinds of people have existed and I know they did back then too but idk #it feels worse now

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dragggd · 6 months ago

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more stobotnik for the real ones

#sonic movie 3 #sonic movie 3 fanart #sonic movie #sonic the hedgehog #stobotnik #agent stone #dr ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #ivo robotnik #dr eggman #realized i only rlly like ships if theyre also kinda funny #but besides that i have like zero interest which is fine #just putting it out there for posterity sake #anyway im not drawing any more shipping stuff #just not for me sorry

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welcometogrouchland · 7 months ago

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I have a LOTT of sketches I could post rn but these 2 are recent and I'm fond of them <3 Steph costume ideas and Tim/Damian cringe bickering inspired by Batman: Brave and the Bold #18!

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #stephanie brown #tim drake #been drawing more self indulgent doodles lately which is nice #these r sort of a part of that lol #i drew the tim and damian one back when that stort actually came out it's. definitely interesting #if only for portraying Tim and Damian as equally flawed individuals (contrasted to the zdarsky batman for example)#AND unintentionally highlighted how low-key embarrassing it is that Tim is still robin. it's got a part two coming out sometime this month #and the Steph doodle was inspired by me rereading her batgirl run since the trade came out! and remembering how hard Lee Garbetts art slayed #but yeah while i figure out what to post and how- have this #the tim and damian one got like 3 likes on the bird app meanwhile the Steph one is at 1.3k w 93 bookmarks #say what you will about the bird app but when you get the right ppls attention that place does NOT have to be batboy centric #(or soley batboy centric. i like them a lot (damian mainly) but the variety is nice compared to here)

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pillowbugs · 4 months ago

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okay. this is going to be a rough post because i am still reeling from that direct. sorry about that.

but the map of lumiose city for legends: Z-A just released on the official website.

immediately, one thing struck me:

now, this may not actually be the case, but there's a possibility that this is lumiose station, where you take the TMV from lumiose to kiloude in the XY postgame.

why this building in particular? well, it happens to bear a striking resemblance to the famous gare du nord railway station in paris, which lumiose city is based on; and is even in a somewhat similar relative location in the north.

(location on map - may not be fully accurate to XY's map, but in that game, lumiose station is still on the east side of the north boulevard at least.)

(note the shared features: skylight along the ridge, arches)

with that in mind, it's interesting that chandelure is one of the pokémon featured in this visual. of course, it could easily be just a cute little visual gag (chandelier pokémon beside modern chandeliers); chandelure was part of the XY regional kalos pokédex after all.

however, chandelure is also famously associated with ingo, who is famously associated with trains, and appeared in the previous legends title, even mentioning the former briefly during a plot scene.

could this be a nod to them? no one knows.

of course, if the depicted building isn't actually lumiose station, this whole post is moot and i am but a harlequin in burgh's gym. but for now? i am going absolutely INSANE over this. possibly the most hype part of the reveals today for real.

#pokemon #submas #pokemon black and white #pokemon legends za #legends za #chandelure #subway boss ingo #lumiose city #tbh the part which really got me freaking out was actually realising the similarities between gare du nord and the visual #but that's just because i'm studying architecture and submas dragged me into being interested in trains and railways #when the interests collide... well you get this #willows rambles

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