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#why couldn't he have just killed me?
miamiaballerina · 7 months
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they didn't even know I was gone
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tapakah0 · 6 months
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#I've read it.#**** you just read fluff chaos and little amount of angst and here BUM#It took me almost 2 hours to read just one chapter I don't know why but no regrets at all#With all these emotional ups and downs#I have one novel that I hold on the very top of the angst stories (I haven't read that many books#stories and fics and can judge only withing that little I have)#but if mnmc keep going like this this I need to widen my place on top...#I've cried over Mojo again#The same scene and here we go again. how.#And then this one SORRY I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS#The way they triet each other#they both go through hell#All little details about their emotions#Their differences yet so many similarities#I don't like the angst is placed out of nowhere but this fic was BORN IN ANGST#I WANNA BITE BIG MAMA'S HEAD OFF#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE LEON KILL HER FRIEND#YOU WANTED LEO JUST TO BE SAFE BUT WHAT'S THE MEANING IF HE'S NOT#AND IT'S SO DARK IN THEIR CEILING THAT LEON COULDN'T EVEN SEE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH LEO#SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED AT ONE TIME#I DID COUNT WITHOUT JOKES HOW MANY TIMES I DID CRY DON'T JUDGE (I AM HARD TO CRY ON SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T CATCH MY ATTENTION I GUESS MY AT#ENTION IS CAUGHT WELL ENOUGH) 4 TIMES. 4 F***ING TIMES#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE I WANNA SEE CLICHE WHEN THEIR BROTHERS JUST BOOOM CRUSH EVERYTHING AROUND ON THIS AIRPLANE AND SAVE THEIR BROTHERS I WAN#A A CLICHE#I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THE END OF THE STORY WHEN LEON DIES HOW HE WANTED FROM THE VERY BEGINNING#I AM NOT OKAY OVER THE WAY HE TREATS THESE KIDS#OR LEO SUDDENLY A BOOST OF POWERS AND TELEPORTS THEM#ANYTHING#JUST NOT DEATH#AT LEAST NOT LIKE THIS
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it's just that i reeeally don't think it would have been that hard to find a solution to the timeline problem that didn't involve condemning the main character to an eternity trapped in his own solitary personal hell
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wolfsbanesparks · 10 hours
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What Digimon do you think Billy would have?
Oh my gosh this is such a fun question!
I don't know if you know this, but I was such a Digimon kid growing up! It was one of my first ever fandoms (and I am actually in the process of writing a digimon fic right now!)
So back to Billy. There are so many good options, it's hard to pick just one, but I think Wizardmon would be a good partner for him!
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I just think they would mesh really well together. between his magic and his strong sense of loyalty to his friends, I think the two of them would be great (though they both have self-sacrificial tendencies, but hopefully they can keep each other safe)
Was it also a little bit because his name is Wizardmon and Billy is connected to a wizard already? Yes, but that doesn't mean they don't fit well together.
If anyone else has any thoughts on possible digimon partners for Billy (or other Marvel family members) feel free to add on!
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kyouka-supremacy · 4 months
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#Woha... Alright read the chapter 🫡#It's just. I get where Fukuchi is coming from and I feel like after rereading it the whole thing was a little more clear but...#Did it *really* have to be so complicated. Like dude did it **really** have to be so complicated.#Maybe it had to idk. After all I'm always the first to say that a complex reality can't be reduced to simple axioms–#and that semplifications never bring anything good.#But at the same time was there REALLY no other way#Couldn't you promote your ideas diplomatically instead. Couldn't you become a democratic activist or politician.#Couldn't you write a book‚ person named OUCHI FUKUCHI#Also couldn't you? Talk about it with someone before executing your crazy plan so that anyone else might have pointed to you how crazy it i#But I suppose the whole central theme of this arc ultimately was “people who try to do everything by their own are destined to fall”#And to an extent it does still feel kinda self-contradictory of a plan. Like ahah my plan included not to make anyone suffer!!!#[turns half world population into a vampire]#Like c'mon? Violations of human rights can happen even without killing people dude#(Also Akutagawa)#(Like I get it he's only one (1) person. But he's also the only (only) person for me so I can't bring myself to ignore him y'know)#Mmmmmhhhhhh that's of the main things ig. I YELLED when they brought up Max Weber and the what-is-a-state question#That's like. One of the main questions my whole life studies centers on.#The adrenaline that gave me to see it mentioned in my current hyperfixation ahfjvafjhcvlawsvfblwhkv#This chapter was just so so political theories packed I felt like I was just still studying lol.#I feel like this was a true “get why bsd is labelled as seinen”.#You just can't do this kind of in-depth political theory discussion in shonen manga ig#What else. Still patiently waiting for ss/kk 😔#random rambles
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dykeinthedark · 4 months
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thinking thoughts about claus mother 3
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tardis--dreams · 25 days
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Some of those doctors make hating oat milk their entire personality. I hate them. Cannot pretend to find them funny or like i give a shit. Fucking pretentious assholes
#also my colleague (the girl i had my shift with) is the exact opposite of me in all aspects. asked me if I'd ever worked in customer service#because i couldn't care less about being fake friendly to assholes and don't care if they like the service or not#like bitch those people don't have any other choice but drink our fucking coffee it's not like I'm competing with anyone#or like they pay us in any way. i get paid for doing the dumb work i have to do not for stroking some dumb ass doctors' egos#they come out of their rooms once an hour to get coffee and we have the cups on the table and i wouldn't even Think of#HANDING them the cups and smiling sweetly at them and asking 'coffee? tea?? :))'#I'll just assume these grown adults will get their stupid coffee or tea when they want some. it's not like they don't know where it is#(and i AM friendly and smile when someone is coming in our direction but why the fuck do you need to get so disgustingly friendly with them#if someone held up a cup asking if i.want some coffee I'd leave immediately even if i came just for coffee. it's creepy)#anyway. she's nice. I'm not.#there's normal people who will get their coffee and maybe ask if the milk in the little jug is cow milk to which I'll happily reply 'yes#:)'. then there's the other people who see the oat milk and make it clear they are the most insufferable people on the planet#(and i pity their patients so much. not much to choose from i guess but if i had that as a doctor I'd happily just die)#like everyone who took oatmilk could do it without making a fuss about the cow milk on the table. the cow milk lovers could never#'the oat milk is in front of the actual milk. this is unacceptable. i hate such healthy bullshit' lol okay#'OAT milk?? I'll leave this to the horses! THANK GOD you have actual milk!'#my favorite was the one who really took personal offense with its sheer presence. as if it had killed half of his patients lmao#'we had 50 patients with xyz problem. ALL of them drink oat milk. they cannot see the connection. it's really unhealthy'#at this point i just said i didn't care and stopped paying attention and he started complaining to his doctor colleague about how#oat milk is advertised to be healthy and how it's actually the opposite and i just find that very funny compared to the first comment#from that one guy who doesn't like such healthy bullshit. you guys need to find a consensus on the oatmilk issue i think. no one takes you#seriously if you contradict yourself like this. also i couldn't care less about the healthiness of the milk alternative of my choice. bitch.#next week I'll end up killing someone. i hope they all die from their cow milk. (but not the ones who took cow milk and didn't say anything#about the oat milk. they can continue living as they didn't annoy me)#void screams#some of these doctors were actually quite nice (most of them even). one even brought an applicant to us telling her to get some coffee#(which we are not allowed to give to applicants. but i don't care. I'd rather they get something than some of the asshole jury members#who hate oat milk (which is not the issue. the issue is them making it everybody else's issue that they don't like oat milk))
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batcavescolony · 2 years
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I watched some of the DCAU 'Batman: Death in the family' while reading the B:DITF comic and tbh I don't really like the DCAU version. like I get their different stories but why not just have the Sheila plot point? Idk I just feel like I'm connecting more with comic Jason, he was just a kid who wanted to see his mother and she betrayed him. in the DCAU it's kinda like their saying 'ah well thats what you get for running off should listened'
#also why does Jason Todd's dad have Lady Shiva in his address book? idk that seem weird I guess if he needed to take a hit out on someone?#also the idea that lady shiva could have maybe been Jasons mom is funny. bruce coulda found two of lady shivas kids and another was trained#by her. if they went with that bruce and shiva shoulda just had shared costady of all the kids lol#ok now im watching under the red hood.....is death in the family just utrh bruce addition? i dont like it. and still no Sheila?#plus after jasom death its like batman didnt care. in the comics (a lonely place of dying) you see him grieving. thats why Tim went to find#dick to be robin (and then dick couldn't and Tim took up the mantle). like idk its like the dcau got a summary of DINTF and ALPOD from#someone who only likes action and hates the emotion in comics.#if i only watched utrh id be with jason on the*why dont you care about me enough to kill the joker*things bcz i dont see any morning#like i see a vague *i just got out if a 6month body cast* things from the joker or something#comics bruce was calling kids jason crashing a planes like having a big enough grieving process that a 13 year old had to get dick for help#dcau utrh is better than ditf so far i like the action and stuff but i like the comics better#comics#dc comics#robin#tim drake#batman#red robin#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#red hood#dcau#nightwing#under the red hood#death in the family#i like bb jason tho when he was in the og costume that was cute#obligatory this is just my opinion dont kill me for this i like jason and all the batkids bcz some if yall are wild
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lemonhemlock · 1 year
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What themes George used with Rhaenyra and Aegon in the book?
the main theme for both of them, like in most of FB, is kingship, so what makes a "good" king/queen, what is power in the first place, how do you receive it, how to wield it etc. add to that the theme of hubris - house targaryen cannibalizing itself and sowing the seeds for its future destruction. and, also, the theme that follows through the entirety of the series - corruption - power as a means to its own ends, not for the betterment of society - “why is it always the innocents who suffer most, when you high lords play your game of thrones?”
when asked the question put to shireen, "who would you prefer, aegon or rhaenyra?", you should be going "oh, well, on the one hand this, on the other hand that" and it should lead to a debate on political structures and how societies are organized and how laws are enacted in society and what is the nature of law anyway etc. instead the show turned it into "rhaenyra obviously bc aegon is a literal danger to society".
so when people say that aegon should be even darker bc this is game of thrones and everyone is mean and dark and awful so stop being a crybaby about it, like, ok, but there is a limit as to how far you can push this without sacrificing the balance of this story.
bc this is not the kind of story in which maegor reborn kills saint rhaenyra and does her this great injustice of erasing her queenship from the history books. not that it's a moralistic children's tale either, but, if the lopsidedness between them would have skewed so much in rhaenyra's favour, she would have received a more heroic death or died on her own terms at least
#it /would/ be targnation who have no problem hyperbolizing aegon's evils#bc they're used to stanning dany and since dany is a martyr in their eyes#who was betrayed and unjustly murdered#they came to believe that asoiaf is really /that/ kind of a series#in which the hero gets murdered bc of how grimdark it is#so if it happened to dany; why couldn't it happen to rhaenyra too?#this way they come to believe her death wasn't justified in any way#and aegon just killed her bc he was a mean villain#not bc she deserved to be punished by the narrative; oh no#so yeah long story short too!dark!aegon kind of messes too much with the construction of the story for me#you'd be sacrificing the integrity of the political themes for the chance of exploring the darker human psyche via the vehicle of aegon#which isn't going to happen anyway bc the show is not interested in a sophisticated portrayal of that#nor does it have the space/time to do it properly#so you'd just be making a bad trade-off#ask#anon#hotd critical [storytelling]#hotd critical [aegon]#hotd critical [rhaenyra]#aegon ii targaryen#but you know just like you have the extreme of puriteens on the one hand#you inevitably get the other end of the spectrum where people call you a prude for not agreeing to go balls to the walls crazy dark#in absolutely every instance#not saying that dark!aegon enjoyers are like that (i'm one of them)#but there is a reasonable space between whitewashing vs acknowledging that there's a limit on the possible darkwashing#in order for the narrative to still make sense as it is
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robotpussy · 9 months
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I did so poorly in my interview 🫢🫢🫢🫢
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steelthroat · 2 months
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I don't understand why some medicines taste so FOUL.
Like- what's the point in taking them if they're so bad they make me barf???
At least make them taste decently or not have a taste at all so I can take them without feeling like my organs are twisting on themselves and my tongue wants to detach itself from my mouth ffs.
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liebelesbe · 2 months
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tonight in my dream it was valentine's day and somebody set me and a person I don't know irl but had a crush on in this dream (and who had a crush on me in the dream!) up on a blind date, but went about it in a scavenger hunt kind of way? Like we were at a hotel and both started out in the lobby, then got different hints and had to find more hints in the hotel until we got to the room where our date was supposed to happen. UNFORTUNATELY I'm terrible at directions & a coward, so it took me a really long time to find the right places and then sometimes it would lead to a room that said "Staff Only", so I was worried I'd gotten something wrong and wouldn't go in until an employee took pity on me and told me I was in front of the right room (bc apparently some employees were in on it too). 😭 ANYWAY at some point I made it to the last room and my date was smarter (and therefore faster) than me and had to wait for me for a pretty long time and was kind of annoyed that I took so long... 🙁 and right before the actual date could start I woke up, rip
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birdmenmanga · 3 months
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every time I check the tags for the heart of tomas I'm like. ah. this place is filled with people who have no idea what this series is about
#just thinking thoughts...#seeing some 'thomas was a total manipulative bitch' takes in there and I'm like.#he didn't kill himself because he wanted juli to love him back.#he killed himself because he wanted juli to love himself.#and he realized that as juli was he couldn't accept any sort of love for himself because juli perceived himself as a sinner#and THAT'S why thomas killed himself. he was universally loved by everyone;#so he commited a huge sin BY killing himself and it's a query to juli. do you love me any less because of my sins?#and if you can still find it in yourself to love me despite the fact I killed myself.#can you find it in yourself to love yourself too despite your own sins?#sorry. thot is like. the biggest piece of misread media that I passionately love#sorry there was another take that was like oskar and erich will LITERALLY have the best dynamic and then not end up together?? for what??#and well bestie I hate to break it to you. even though thot is oftentimes called a forerunner of bl.#it is actually not about boys getting together with other boys. it is about juli's religious journey#I get that if you're reading thot after reading a lot of modern bl it will seem weak and half-baked#because you're evaluating it from a 'the characters must eventually become a couple right?' standpoint#but it's not about that. free yourself from your shackles. come with me.#we can find it in ourselves to see worthy stories not just about loving other people but loving ourselves as well#I feel okay saying this bc like. ONE thot blog follows me#usually I'd complain in the dms to my friends though LOL
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potatobugz · 2 years
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opening untitled google doc #7592 so I can attempt to write something again but ultimately never finish it
#rambles#but ill keep doing it bc. if i dont write i will never learn#i had another homestuck scenario i wanted to write but you see i only have an idea for one specific part#and i have 0 writing experience so i cant write it that well if i dont have a good udea 4 what i want to happen#anyways the premise is that feferi ascends to god tier (more like cod tier) after eridan kills her#& she revives nepeta and equius. the rest of the trolls r like hesitant to revive eridan right away#but feferi goes ahead and revives him anyway bc she has very conflicting feelings & shes like 'i just wanna talk 2 him 38('#ofc this backfires#eridan waking up & immediately assuming the worst; freaks out and runs away from her cuz he thinks shes gonna [krill] him again#(fish pun bc i saw the opportunity and couldn't resist)#then he runs into kanaya and freaks out EVEN MORE and then attempts to run down stairs & trips on his dumb scarf (affectionate)#and falls down a flight of stairs#ive had that specific scenario in my mind for like a few days now!!! and ive been dying to put it down somewhere!! augh#other cincepts i havent fleshed out include: eridan hiding from everyone on the meteor. eridan and gamzee alliance maybe.#some exploration on how kanaya feels abt this bc i feel like kanaya is always portrayed as angry at eridan but ppl forget WHY shes angry!!!#shes *greiving*. the matriorb was like the hope for their entire race & she was tasked 2 protect it and it got destroyed#its very sad to me. murderstuck as a whole is tragic 2 me because theyre all children and i dont think any of them shoulda died#idk i hope that makes sense#um also eridan putting themself in a cycle of 'not evil anymore i want to be loved now. evil again' cuz#characters who destroy their relationships w others over and over again mean everything to me. self destructive characters my beloved#and also everyone who was revived makes it to the alpha session so eridan and roxy friendship can thrive <3 (i am ill)#and also eridan transgender arc is mandatory sorry#wow i am sorry 4 talking so much down here ive been DYING 2 get this idea out but like#i cant ramble normally in posts i have to do it in the tags or i get self conscious otherwise agh#feel free to add onto this if youd like i think#homestuck#oh also maybe nonbinary roxy too maybe bc i really like nb roxy headcanon and also t4t pale eriroxy so wonderful
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davinaclare · 8 months
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you know how i said in an older post that i probably deleted how it wasn't worth it to feel this amount of stress and anxiety to go to a dinner party where i would probably get ignored the whole night anyway? yeah... i was right. i could have dropped dead at any point and nobody would have noticed. expect my "friend" who kept leaving me her purse. i love being a coat hanger.
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franeridan · 8 months
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am I the only one who finds it weird that luffy's mom still hasn't been mentioned once
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