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Recently I just can't stop having a bad mood! I just don't know what it is :/ I am trying to focus on the things that make me happy and combat my wish to vent and turn irritating things into positive ones but every single good thing improves my mood for maybe like 3 minutes, and then I think about things that make me angry ANYWAY! I want to be around people but I can't because if I keep talking about things that make me angry - minor or big - I'll just exhaust them. But I've been trying to focus on good things for a while now and now it feels like it is a daily hard battle.
I really need to either finally have a mental breakdown (but I can't control when it happens, you know?) so I can cry, or have a justified reason to get angry that won't feel like petty over-reacting on my half. Hhhhrg
#/vent#look i am TRYING to stay funny or chill or simply based#but you dont understand - *everything* online makes me angry or bitter!#i dont even know what happened.. nothing about internet changed yet it feels like it did???#like a sound you cannot hear but the waves still shake you biologically..#as much as i judge people who built their audience on being reactionary at least-#-they have privilege of being negative as much as they want and only get 'yass queen kick ass' for it#meanwhile i should watch myself to not extend venting limit gfhhjhv when i vented too much i should-#-stay cool for a while before i can feel bad again#am i overestimating the importance of my negative emotions though?#like.. am i being vain thinking my vents will 'poison the world around me' when my anger is-#-as threatening as barking of an alerted pomeranean?#yeah maybe.......#maybe i just have microtrauma from people that treated me like a dangerous monster for having-#-emotion of anger to begin with. this summer this issue was dialed up to 11#right i am probably being too focused on self at this time!#i should watch some youtube trash-reviews or petty dramas to feel angry on behalf of someone ELSE.#gotta.. get out of my own head. now.
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folk hero really
#house md#gregory house#stacy warner#Peter Foster#screencap#s02e10 “Failure to Communicate”#longpost#yeah bribe him in 5s#maybe throw in some viagra too fuck it#long post
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Pssst... something new is coming...
...this weekend!
Free, non-AI animal art references.
#teasers#my projects#exotic animal photo reference repository#coming soon#new website#free art reference images#updated the post because oh yeah maybe the important part shouldn’t be just in the tags
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"whoa there pal! looks like your favorite web service is getting hit with enshittification. you should try this NEW PLATFORM, that is only mildly alike in function, has no stable source of funding, and is being ran by some people in their home office as a hobby. this will be a long-term solution for you that you can build a community on, i promise!" <- sentiment i see a lot on here lately. like. lol
#boo boo bear#annoying tag#edit: lol i didnt even say cohost out loud but people read my mind already#but also 'discord alternatives' yeah? a thing that hosts private conversations? i want that shit to be rigorous#and well reputed#and with a legal team#not staffed with people in studio appartments and maybe 2 tb hard drives
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small victories ^^
#wild life spoilers#skizzleman#grian#i fawking love u skizzleman#i was rooting for u this session#there was going to be a 3rd angsty installment for grian but . maybe next time dfjkdfjk#wild life smp#life series smp#trafficblr#eydidraws#my art#*edit someone noticed that yeah.. grians wearing mumbos coat#me putting in a head injury on grian when no one has seen all of my failed grumbo drawings . well#and now! he will be wearing. something else next time i draw him ... if i do .
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im sorry but i cannot stop thinking about isha's pastel memories that play during her sacrifice scene.
look at how full of colour this beautiful fuckin shot is:
it's been well established in episodes 4-6 how grim and dark the undercity has become under cait and ambessa's new rule. but look at how isha sees/remembers it - because of jinx.
jinx, who went through a severe childhood trauma that has carried over into her present self - she covers extremely destructive weapons and grenades in bright pinks and blues, neons, childlike doodles, graffiti. (joy and destruction, powder and jinx, a contrast so striking it becomes like a signature for her).
and then we see the world through isha's eyes. when we meet her in episode 2, she's running through sewers, from goons dressed in black; it's grimy and grim. and then all of her recent memories are done in these childlike pastel, almost crayon-y sketches. because what isha saw was jinx covering a dark and grim world in colours.
and so isha covered her world in colour, too.
because jinx made her world bright.
isha looked at jinx and saw the child in her. she saw powder and she saw jinx. she saw joy and destruction. and that's why jinx gave isha so much hope. isha knew the world was grim and dark - but then she watched jinx, and she learned that you can paint over all that grim darkness with neon blue spray paint.
that's why isha believed in hope. that's why in her final moments - in a scene that is lit dimly and dramatically - she sees nothing but a bright world coloured in pastels.
never underestimate the hope of a child.
#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#my post#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#sry tagging the shit out of this i dont wanna ruin the scene for anyone#jinx arcane#jinx and isha#isha arcane#jinx#god i just.#the thing about jinx's trauma that has been so poignant up until now being the exact thing that isha needed!!!#a child seeing the childlike behaviors of an adult and seeing it not as trauma but as bravery and hope#and it's WHY jinx has become this unwilling symbol of hope for the undercity. bc they *also* see her covering a dark world in colour#anyways.#i could say more and maybe i will later but. yeah#jinx made isha's world bright. im gonna be SICK
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Nightwing, Red Hood, Red Robin, Spoiler, Batgirl, all hug their teams after missions, check in, make sure they’re fine, because its what Bruce would do, what Batman did, after a rough patrol, or a difficult mission, he’d crush them close, ensure their safety, check in afterwards because maybe the mission was a little harsher and more trying so Bruce was a little more bitchy and he just wants to check in, make sure they’re good, make sure his kids are okay, that they’re safe, and the League sees this happen and is like “where did crime lord Red Hood learn this?” to just hug his teammates after battle? Weird. And then they all are like- “wait batman doesn't hug yall after battle?” And the League is like “wtf no????” and yeah…
I just want the kids to be the tadest bit oblivious to the fact that their Batman is also their Dad and is not the League’s Batman.
#just the tadest#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#batkids#batman and robin#yeah#justice league#confusion#maybe angst#its just normal for the kids#so why shouldnt they do the same#they know their traditions and what bruce would do#so they mimic it#idk
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bakingformers where they all work at a bakery together and nothing bad ever happens
#transformers one#transformers#elita one#orion pax#d 16#b 127#bumblebee#d 16 just rips sentinel in half for fun#bakingformers#food critic sentinel#“um this cream puff is too sweet”#and d 16 rips him in half#😭😭😭😭#everyone is like 😧 IJOJHK:LDMRJL#this is sucha stupid AU#but its so cute and indulgent i cant help myself#im working on a very canon compliant animation rn too so im allowing myself to have fun#orion banned from kitchen#okay but slightly unrelated but i can NAWT see orion beeing a good cook#like maybe optimus yeah but ORION#orion cooks like the way a college frat boy would#d 16 making a very warming delicious stew while orion is eating the concoction he made from the various leftover ingrediants in his fridge#i like to think elita likes to indulge in making her pastries very pretty#she tries to act all noncholant about it but bee is like “WOW!! these are soo pretty! how did you do that!!!”#and all of a sudden shes all chalant#LOL#i think d 16 would really like making themed desserts LOL#megatronous prime cupcake and hes litterally shaking trying to frost it perfectly and hes trying SO hard LOOL
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"just as I did, in 1983."
you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#iwtv#armand iwtv#daniel molloy#armand#armandaniel#devils minion#drew this before the finale but idk maybe this is during the unspecified amount of time between armands divorce and daniels press tour#the titian painting doesnt fit at ALL with the timeline btw#i THOUGHT it did bc i assumed 1508 was when armand was turned into a vampire BUT upon reflection thats more likely the year he was born#and even then the painting was made in like 1510 so fuck me i guess. also im foggy on when armand was taken to rome#idk man i havent read the books and i failed art history on two separate occasions i cannot endeavor for accuracy#anyway as much as i love 70s/80s devils minion i have equal love for old man daniel#his cynicism has been tempered by time... refined like a diamond... he dont gaf and bullies his loser vampire and its hilarious#like ''sure yeah fine all these old italian renaissance guys saw ur ethereal otherworldly beauty but literally anybody can see that''#''IM the only mf who gets to experience the incandescent joy of seeing you be a messy idiot''#sidenote trying to make armand look unflattering is impossible u can blame the show for casting the worlds most beautiful man
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So no FNAF survivors for Dead by daylight,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#michael afton#william afton#springtrap#vanessa fnaf#vanessa shelly#fnaf vanny#mike schmidt#security breach#fnaf 3#dbd fanart#DBD#dead by daylight#IM BOTH surprised and not surprised by no survivors for FNAF#like I knew definitely they’d never do Michael#like after 10 years like I know by now Michael is a character they refuse to show#but I was surprised to see no game Vanessa#she seemed like the obvious pick#but I get that she doesn’t exactly fit with Springtrap#my next guess would of been Vanessa and Mike from the movies#maybe they’ll be legendary skins for some other survivors#TBH though I know all of them are relived to not go tot eh DBD realm#LIKE YEAH THEY GLAD BAHAH
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let's hear it for women's wrongs
#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane art#arcane jinx#thank you to everyone who joined me in my mental breakdown over the past 24 hours#this is maybe my quickest turnaround for starting art after watching something#i started this before i'd even finished s1#i had to stop after s2 ep1 because i have to go to work tomorrow and i knew i'd be up ALL NIGHT#i just think she can have a little war crime as a treat#she reads to me as that really tiny girl wearing MASSIVE shoes tearing it up in the pit and somehow being the most dangerous one there#my friend said apparently this fandom has a thing where after you watch it. all your creative skills get buffed#and. yeah
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Not only are you gonna fight a bunch of flowers, Susie. You're gonna fight a wedding bouquet!
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#utdr#crossover#crossover comic#twin runes#twin runes au#twin runes comic#my art#kris dreemurr#lesslo#susie deltarune#ralsei#chara#frisk#did you REALLY think I fogot about the soul colored flowers in asgore's shop?#yeah no this was planned all along#you guys need to be a little bit more patient#not everything needs an immediate payoff#that'd be boring#also yes I REALLY wanted to make that pun#along with lesslo being a representation of asgroe and toriel's divorce#there is just something funny about them having to fight their wedding bouquet#is this what you call exposure therapy?#more like family therapy#who knows maybe it'll help kris cope with it better#also yes... the hydrangea is doing the godzilla roar in case you're wondering
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its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website
#like yeah i WISHED i could do that sort of stuff#but i felt so completely isolated from everyone else at my school bc ppl were so nasty to me#its fine cos im doing all the stuff i missed out on now that im in university#but some ppl dont even get that chance#maybe its not that serious but. idk. just dont be a dick#but also ppl who didnt do that stuff acting like theyre better than ppl who did is fucking annoying and also a dick move. btw#📼
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snnzzzzzz mimimimi sssnnnnzzzzz mimimimi
#twilight sparkle#mlp#mlp fim#my little pony#mlp fanart#my art#i drew a twily because i was sad#the silhouette could definitely use improvement but overall shes cute#oh yeah i have a backgroundless version too idunno if ill post it but maybe#well rather the bg is a gradient instead of her little cloud
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Sorry you're gonna have to repeat that
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#labru#the art of a lemon wedge#me: yeah i got some extra time maybe i can doodle some labru and clean it up another day#:|#and my night GONE#ahaha#a bit of a companion piece to my last one#its about mutual info dumping u know?
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