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"The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for."
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“I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.” - Kafka
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Breath (In the Air)
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Sleeping is giving in,
No matter what the time is.
Sleeping is giving in,
So lift those heavy eyelids.
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335 days clean all gone in one night.
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Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You
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and in that moment
i prayed that you’d kill me
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Terror made me cruel.
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If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger. -Wuthering Heights.
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