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NEW SIX OF CROWS FIC

Hey Y'all

I'm working on a six of crows fic and I have quite a bit written.

My question is how many parts should I make it?

It's kind of Kaz x Reader, a lil bit o jelly from inej, Reader has known Kaz before the Crows.

It could also be an AU because Matthias is still alive and I'm changing a bit of Kaz's past... Wylan and Jesper are not together... yet.

So I wanna know how long y'all want it.

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i-

i feel personally attacked

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This is so right.

There is a 12 something-year-old kid in my apartment complex with a mental illness. And we have two apartment dogs. They run around the complex and everyone feeds them The puppy, his name is Panda cause he looks like one. Anyway, this kid abuses the dog and no one complains. Not even the security (which by the way, we have a LOT of.) Some people say, oh he's not right in the head that's why. You can't blame him.

But this kid literally picked up the puppy and threw it in the street. The poor thing started whimpering and running away but the kid kept dragging Panda back picking him up by the neck. The dog was still whimpering.

He did this a lot. And abusing the dog in different ways.

Now, Panda doesn't go anywhere if the other dog (the bigger one) isn't there. Because the kid finally let go of a little god when the big one ran at him barking.

I hate that we can't complain to the association because they know and don't care.

They're afraid of lawsuits because the parents of this kid might sue them in court.

PLEASE SPREAD THIS POST TO SHOW THAT THIS IS NOT OKAY

"Don't use your autism / disability / mental illness as an excuse" is supposed to refer to people who use their condition as a shield for abusive behavior. It's not a sentence you say in response to every single thing a disabled, autistic, or mentally ill person does that is annoying or inconveniencing to you.

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OMG that would be so amazing! thank you! i can't wait to see what you'll come up with!

next part of fine line?

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hey! I love the work you are doing on this channel, I’ve read almost all of them

I know you’re writing the next part of watermelon sugar and I was wondering for the part after that\

could you do it so that it’s like Christmas time and Jude’s siblings have low key shunned her and wont talk to her and she feels upset/abandoned/rejected

and cardan doesn’t know what makes him do it but he takes her to see the Christmas lights around town 

(this is happening on new years eve btw)

and when they come back, they decide to watch the ball drop on the tv

then they slowly talk for like 30 seconds. things get said, and it ends with cardan kissing Jude on the lips?

Right when the ball drops and the ppl on the tv yell happy new year

could you make it angst in the beginning + fluff at the end?

Thank you so much. I am so excited to how you are going to do this!

oh hi, lovely! thank you so much for all of the kind words and support 🥺👉👈❤️❤️ while i think this is a really cute idea, i have pretty much all of Fine Line planned out already. i also don’t usually take super specific requests for my long fics, as it’s hard to weave my own ideas with lots of different ideas from different people into one cohesive plot.

having said that, i do take super specific requests for one/two/three shots. i think your idea would make an adorable self-contained story, and i’d be happy to take it on as a request for a Christmas one shot if you want?

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preach

Word.

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okay, this is next level. I- I don't even know what to say. for all my fellow jurdan simps, here you go

Fine Line Masterlist

╙ This beautiful header was made by: @clockworkgraystairs​ thank you so much for the absolute skill, your honour 😭❤️

Summary: Two vindictive assholes. One shitty apartment. And a vow to get under each other’s skin. Stuck in hate together 24/7, this can only end in a crime of passion. A Jurdan Quarantine AU.

Rating: E is for 

CW: mature themes, explicit descriptions, drug and alcohol use, vulgar language, explicit content

Fic Masterlist    |    AO3

Chapter 1- Adore You, Verse 1 (Cardan’s POV)

Chapter 2- Adore You, Verse 2 (Jude’s POV)

Chapter 3- Watermelon Sugar, Verse 1 (Cardan’s POV) 

Chapter 3.5- Watermelon Sugar HIGH (Cardan’s POV)

Chapter 4- Watermelon Sugar, Verse 2 → In progress!

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New Blog

Y'all, I have a blog on another website. It would be so cool if y'all would go and follow that. I have different content on there and I really need it to get a bigger audience.

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Link Inserting

can smn tell me how to link another post in this from my blog? like I've seen ppl do this: part 2, part 3, but those are underlined links. i need help pls.

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Oh Poison My Friend Part 4

AN: finally. this is the last part.

“Jude, tell me something.” Oh no. I know where this is going. “Why did you take the Wraithberry poison?” I didn’t meet his eyes. I looked down at my lap instead.

“You know why,” I said quietly.

“You were building up your immunity. But why? Who’s going to poison you?” he tilted my chin up and looked into my eyes.

“No one’s going to poison me.” I paused. “They were going to poison you.” My voice came out as barely a whisper.

“What? Who’s they? What does this have to do with you poisoning yourself?” he asked, a little louder than intended but still soft.

“I got the news that you were going to be poisoned by the end of the week. At the ball on Sunday. I thought if we called the ball off, then the attackers might know we’re onto them.” I looked at his face, which had a tiny bit of anger but was still unreadable.

“I thought that if I increased my intake, then I might be able to resist the poison. Every time, someone handed you a drink or food, I would flirtatiously take it from you and drink it so no one would suspect anything. I just wanted to protect you Cardan.” I justified. “It didn’t matter if I was dead. I’m not the queen. But you’re the king. You have a kingdom to lead.”

“Shut Up!” he said sternly. “How could you? How could you think that? How can it not matter if you were dead? You mean so much to me! If you had just waited until the ball instead of trying to be a smart ass by drinking that poison, you would have been the queen!” He quickly put a hand to his mouth and went quiet after that. Like he said something he didn’t mean to say.

“What?” I choked. “What do you mean I would have been the queen?” He met my eyes again.

“I was going to ask you to marry me. At the ball. In front of all of Elfhame.” he admitted. “That’s why I threw the ball. How could you even think for a second that you don’t matter? Did you hear Oak every time he came? His cries broke my heart. You heard them too right?”

I nodded. “Could you tell me one thing?” I asked. He nodded. “Did Taryn come and visit me? I don’t think I heard her voice. I may have but I don’t remember.” He looked down to his hands. “Yeah. That’s what I thought.”

“No. It’s not that.” he looked back up at me.

“Then?”

“She came once. The first time. When we told her the news, her, Vivi and Oak came. She didn’t say anything. I think she was in shock.” Cardan tried to make me feel better by defending her.

“I doubt it. That she was in shock. The last time I saw her, she told me that she wished she never had a twin at all. That she wished I never existed. All because I tried to warn her about that jackass Locke who’s only using her to get up to higher standards with Madoc. He’s always wanted to be Madoc’s right hand.” I could feel tears pricking my eyes, but I didn’t let them through. I refuse to cry over a twin who doesn't give a crap about me. I looked away, but Cardan knew. How does he do that?

“Hey hey hey. Please don’t cry,” he said softly. He moved behind me so that I was lying between his legs and my back rested on his chest. He rubbed my arm and held me. That was all I needed. For someone to hold me.

“She’s my sister Cardan. My identical twin sister. Vivi is only my half-sister and cares way more than Taryn. We’re supposed to have a special bond. Twins are special. My mother always told us to cherish what we had. I tried to look out for her and she wished me dead.” Cardan bought his head down so that his cheek touched my temple.

“Jude, don’t worry about her. I’m here for you. Vivi and Oak are here for you. Speaking of, we have to tell them. I’ll call in someone to send a letter.”

“No. Don’t. I wanna surprise them. I also wanna stay here a little longer. With you.”

“Of course darling.” I could hear him smiling. “I love you. You know that right? Please never scare me like that again.”

“No promises.” I chuckled.

“Jude! I’m serious. You said you heard me right? Every day I begged for you to wake up. It kills me to see you hurt.”

“Fine. I’ll take better care. Oh, by the way, how long was I out? A couple of weeks? I lost track after a few days.”

“Umm… something like that. You were out for ninety-six days; three months.”

“WHAT?” I exclaimed, pushing myself off of him and turning to look at him.

“Yeah. That’s what made it so hard. The healer said that you were dying a slow and agonizing death and you were suffering and in pain. And the woman who was in here before you woke up, was here to….” he stopped.

“Put me down, right?”

He nodded and looked away. Just before he turned, I saw that his eyes were a little glossy. I cupped his face in both of my hands and turned him to face me. “Now it’s my turn to tell you not to cry. Not now Cardan. I’m here. I’m awake. And I’m not going anywhere.” A single tear rolled down his cheek.

He pulled my face down to his and kissed me as if I was slipping away and he’d never see me again. I returned it with just as much emotion. His lips tasted salty; probably because he just cried. But I didn’t care. I pulled back and rested my forehead on his.

“You get that? I’m not going anywhere.” I whispered. Now my eyes filled with happy tears.

“Promise?” he whispered back.

“Promise.”

Fin

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Oh Poison My Friend Part 3

AN: HEHE I was lying. There's one more part after this. Enjoy ma homies.

I sat back down, her hand still in mine. I slowly put her hand back down and headed out of the room to send the healers in. I didn’t want to be there when she… finally rests. I closed the door behind me and sent for a healer. Once the woman arrived, she told me what I was making was the right choice and that Jude would finally be at peace. The woman went in and I just waited outside. For the news to come.

Suddenly I heard glass breaking and noises from inside the room. I whirled around and pushed the door open as fast as I could. And I could not believe my eyes.

There she was.

Sitting up on the bed.

Awake.

Blinking.

Breathing.

Alive.

I was frozen on my spot. At a loss for words. “Jude?” I croaked. I could feel my eyes stinging with forming tears. I could see her eyes were the same. She nodded with a smile and tear-filled eyes. I ran to the bed and engulfed her in a hug so tight, it should have cut off her breathing. “You’re back!” I laughed, my face in her hair.

“I’m back!” she laughed too. Hugging me tighter than I was her. We just stayed like that for a really long time. Neither of us wanted to let go.

Jude

“I’ve missed you so much!” I was crying now. “You have no idea what it’s like to hear everything that’s going on and not being able to move.” I pulled back, staring into his eyes. As black as the darkest night. There was nothing I wanted to do more. I held his face in my hands and crashed my lips onto his. He kissed me back with equally as much force. The feeling was just as I remembered, if not better. I’d missed this so much. Our lips moved together in a harmonic rhythm and I didn’t want it to stop. But he pulled back and looked into my eyes.

“You could hear? You heard everything?” he laughed in disbelief.

“Yes.” I nodded smiling like an idiot. “You said all those things to me, holding my hand. Did you mean it?”

“Every last word,” he whispered. I laughed while crying happy tears.

“I love you too,” I whispered. “More than you know.” To that, he pulled me into another hug. “I wanted to hug you and tell you everything was okay and that I would hear you but I couldn’t move. I just had to lie there while you cried in front of me. I couldn’t do anything about it.”

“It’s okay though. You’re awake now.”

“That I am.”

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Oh Poison My Friend Part 2

AN: this is not the last part, though the ending may make it look like that. there's one more part left. Enjoy.

Cardan

We tried everything to get her to wake up but she showed no signs of her health improving. I knew this was going to get her killed one day or the other. She just never listened. It’s been three months and she’s still in some sort of coma. The healers say she’s overdosed but not to the point where she could die a quick death, but to the point where the Wraithberry acts as a slow poison. She’s dying an agonizing and painful death. The healers confirmed this yesterday.

I can’t believe I have to say goodbye to her. She is one of my oldest friends, if not more. Granted I bullied her every day up until a couple of years ago, but I’ve known her almost all my life. I sat there, next to her, just like I had been for the past ninety-six days. Holding her hand, begging her to wake up. Taryn, Vivienne, and Oak came to see her often too.

I think Jude and Oak had some type of bond, because every time he visits, he’s always crying, shaking Jude, and begging just as I do to wake her up. It broke my heart to see that. I was sitting with her today. One day after when the healers told me that she’s suffering. It just occurred to me that she’s been sick and suffering this whole time. Three months.

It hurts me that she’s hurting. I decided to say my final goodbyes and an attempt to wake her up before calling in the healers to finally put her down. Gods, this sounds so insane.

“Jude,” I started. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. “This can’t be real. You can’t die. You can’t leave me.” I bought her hand, still intertwined with mine up to my lips and kissed it. “I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like without you. I don’t want to.”

I just stared at her face. Her beautiful face. One better than anyone in all of faerie. I can’t understand how anyone could be this beautiful. I can’t believe how I bullied her about it. “Jude, I don’t know if you can hear me. But I hope you’re able to. I don’t know if you know that I come here everyday. Just talking to you. Looking at your face. More beautiful than everyone in all of faerie. And I kick myself everyday for not telling you this as often as I could.”

By now I was just crying. The tears flowed down my face as if there was no end to them. “I’m sorry Jude. For making fun of you all those years. For torturing you. For humiliating you. I should have never done that. I’m sorry for everything.” I brought my free hand to her face and brushed a lock of her chocolate brown hair behind her ear. The way I was sitting on my bed, across from her made it easy to do so.

“I am begging you Jude. Please wake up. I don’t know what I’ll do without you. The healers say you’re suffering and I just want it to stop. I...” I took in a deep breath. This was my only chance to say it. I’ve felt it for an abnormally long time. I never told her because I was afraid she didn't feel the same way. But, I have to say it today. “I love you Jude.” I kept looking at her. For any signs of movement. “I love you so much. I love you enough to let you go.” I slid closer to her. My face hovering a few inches above hers. I gently put my lips onto hers. Our first kiss. Also our last. “Goodbye.” I whispered.

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"Oh Poison My Friend" Part 1.

So I decided to write the Jude x Cardan fic I was talking about and I wanted to post the first part which I wrote last night. I hope this is smth y'all like so yeah.

Summary:

Jude and Cardan are in a council meeting and something happens so Jude runs out, and Cardan follows her and loses consciousness. There is a little bit of angst and fluff in here.

Jude

The Council meeting was as boring as ever. Ever since we decided to deal with the problems of Elfhame with a more personal approach, people were coming to the council with petty issues: My boyfriend cheated on me, My mother won’t let me go out, My sister took my lunch, there’s a bully at my school, and more. I have completely zoned out. I can only concentrate on the throbbing pain in my head, and how hard it was becoming to breathe as each moment passes.

“Huh?” I asked. “What were we saying?” The Council members looked at me for a second but before they could speak, Cardan replied.

“We were just throwing out ideas on how to tell the kingdom that we’re not taking on their personal problems anymore.” He paused for a moment waiting for my reply. “Are you okay Jude? You look a little pale.” he walked around the table to get a better look when something on the side of my face caught his eye. “You have a bruise coming up on your cheek and neck,” he said with concern lacing his tone.

“I’m fine.” I dismissed quickly. “I suggest that-” before I could finish, I had to put a hand to my mouth and run out of the room. I made it out of the palace just in time to crouch behind a bush and wretch. My throat was burning, my head was throbbing and I couldn’t stop coughing. I heard footsteps as someone kneeled behind me and held my hair back.

“That’s it. Let it out.” Cardan soothed, rubbing my back. But I was done. I couldn’t see straight or even hold myself up. But he can’t know that. He’d parade it in my face the next day. I coughed again and tried to push myself up but I couldn’t. My limbs were weak and wouldn’t cooperate but I had to try.

But before I could try again I felt Cardan picking me up bridal style. “Let me down Cardan. I can walk.” I said with a little anger in my tone.

“Jude you can barely stand,” he said, looking into my eyes. I saw his nose twitch for a second as if he smelled something. “Is that Wraithberry Jude?” he asked angrily. I looked away. “GET THE HEALERS!” Cardan yelled to the guards by the back doors. “THERE’S POISON IN HER SYSTEM!” and he ran with me in his arms. But I was too weak to stay conscious. I tried really hard, but I kept going in and out.

When I opened my eyes again, it looked like I was in Cardan’s room. He was putting me down on his bed and all could hear were muffled voices and sounds. “Jude!” he patted my cheek. “You have to stay awake!” I was trying really hard. I heard another voice but I couldn’t figure out who it was. I think it was a healer because then Cardan said “Concentrate on my voice okay?” I nodded faintly. Suddenly I felt like throwing up again so I put my hand to my mouth again and tried to get up to go into the bathroom but a bucked was held in front of me in a couple of seconds.

I really tried to stay awake after that but along with my lunch, my energy went out as well, and closed my eyes. I could hear muffled, panicked voices, one of which was Cardan’s, and I was out like a light.

Thanks for reading part one guys! I write part two and post it soon and then I'll link it below this post. See y'all soon!

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first post

hey guys, it's kathryn and I just joined tumblr. i love reading. mostly fantasy and some realistic fiction. I also like writing facfics. I have some ideas for a tfota fic and an au for soc. do y'all want to see it? i also have a wattpad acct for fics and I have an insta where I post aesthetic pinterest finds in series. comment if you want me to drop the @s. also my requests are open so if y'all want any fics, I can do em.