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l1-b1 · 2 years

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Decided to draw some of the different ranboo designs that I’ve made these past 2 years!

#of course this doesn’t include every single ranboo design I’ve ever made like c!ranboo has had countless designs over time etc etc #ranboo fanart #ranboo #origins smp fanart #rockstar Ranboo #rockstar ranboo au #dream smp #c!ranboo #o!ranboo #miss beloved #generation loss #30 days smp #generation loss fanart #generation loss ranboo

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skunkes · 8 days

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#I know antidepressants will still leave u with high and low days but idk even then my energy and productivity levels #havent been the same as they were last year or the year before that. before i got on them #so is it not an issue with mental health? wtf is it then 😭#im getting less comms now which is good bc i used to do 30 chibis per month #but now it takes me twice as long to do em bc my energy is so low.#so in making less money bc i dont have enough time to take More....#i dont knowwwwww. whats happened to me....#talkys #its also not even just work burn out...ive also felt the ''loss of interest in things u enjoy'' not just with drawing but with #journaling which ive done consistently for a few years now #i still make myself do it for memory keeping but it feels like a chore. i dont like that. it doesnt feel right #*also clarifying less comms is a good thing i raised prices so id get less!#im saying its bad bc youd think getting less wld leave me with more time for. more comms or literally anything else. but no.#my doctor always says med dosage is up to me like dude idk. im stupid. and scared

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skin-nd-bonezzz · 6 hours

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Can all the ALT and SAPPHIC edblrs follow me :3 I'm on the coquette, straight, side of edblr :(

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nightbunnysong · 1 month

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🌲3/50-Day Productivity Challenge🌲

1. Exercise

- went hiking

2. Reading

- 20 min (same book on Buddhist practices in forest environment)

3. Diet and Weight Loss

- Breakfast: caffelatte and a biscuit

- Lunch: cold rice (cooked rice that is cooled and served cold, often used in salads or mixed with various ingredients for a refreshing meal), peach

- Dinner: homemade pizza

Before lunch, I had an appetizer, which was a small, light dish served before the main meal to stimulate the appetite (bruschetta e olive).

4. Academic goals

- 30 min Botany

5. Personal growth

I had an emotionally challenging day, feeling a bit down and very thoughtful, but I made an effort to stay positive.

- Reflection of the day: I should take a deep breath and carefully consider how I express myself to avoid regret or feeling contradicted later.

Ps: In the photos, it’s me at 1,600 meters altitude today on a mountain in my valleys.

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running-in-the-dark · 5 months

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I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬#I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔#but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷)#also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

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whentherewerebicycles · 1 year

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it's good news thank god 😭😭😭

#iui tag #last time this was the first indication that things weren't going right #because it was only a 30% increase and it needed to be 60-100% for her to think everything was normal #but this time my levels went up by 216% 😭😭😭#i am weeping in a study room #maybe it's all going to be okay #my ultrasound is next thurs (week and a half)#i am going to try SO hard to stay in the headspace of joy during this brief window where i have no medical encounters #she mentioned that if i am feeling really anxious about the utlrasound i can have one more blood draw done in the meantime #and i think i will try to be chill but will keep that in reserve if i really need confirmation that things are going ok #but JOY JOY JOY #anyway in other news i think i might have a bit of light pregnancy loss trauma 🫠#the degree to which i was out of my fucking mind all weekend and all day today was just uh #it was a lot #i was so sick with adrenaline i was shaking on the drive to work #but okay #just gonna #focus on the joy of right now

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newlacesleeves · 3 months

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jsyk, every time you like one of my silly running updates i am kissing the top of your head so hard :*

because i do not have a stereotypical runner's body and therefore in real life whenever i talk about how much i love running i get people absolutely questioning whether or not i am ACTUALLY "running" or not and that is so fucking disheartening you have no idea

#one day i said on a meeting that i went for a run earlier that day and was met with 'do you mean like...you walked and jogged?'#and i felt so terrible about myself afterward like why would you even ask me that????#i have also lost over 30 pounds in the last 6 months (swapped birth control for metformin to treat my pcos it's been life changing!!)#and only NOW are people like “keep up the good work with your running” like man stfu i was still running when i was heavy too!!!!#the weight loss certainly HELPS with my speed and endurance #but this is why i support body neutrality overall because i just want my body to do the things i want it to do #whatever shape my body takes as a result of that is inconsequential #daisyruns.txt

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eggmeralda · 4 months

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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

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emotionallybrokenbaby · 6 months

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Can anyone find a Monster diet? Where you can either eat as many calories in 1 monster can or drink 1 monster can? Like I wanna do that

#disordered eating in tags #tw ana trigger #i will be a skeleton #ed disorder #anemia #deathspo #dieta ana #ed bullshit #ed no sheeran #low cal diet #tw ed diet #weight loss diet #tw 3d shit #30 day thinspo challenge #monster #monster energy #calories

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rickey-does-artz · 1 year

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I’m back in America from Norway!

Have a comic (badly drawn at the end bc it’s rushed)

Tumblr is a meanie so uh part 2 after this one >:(

#ranboo #my art #generation loss #dsmp art #dsmp ranboo #genloss #ranboo fanart #genloss ranboo #multiple Ranboos #ranboo verse #origins ranboo #dragboo #accurate Ranboo #30 day SMP Ranboo #villain Ranboo #future Ranboo

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veinsfullofstars · 7 months

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Kirbtober 2023 Day 25: Possession

(ID: Kirby series fanart of King Dedede being possessed by Dark Matter, floating limply with his arms held loosely out at his sides and his head lolling back, tears drifting from his half-lidded eyes. His stomach opens into a massive mouth, the pattern on his obi now sharp and deadly teeth. Within, a single large, bloodshot eye with an orange iris and pinpoint pupil stares out of pure darkness. END ID.)

Kirbtober 2023 prompts by @/paintpanic (link to list here)

Started and finished on 10/03/23. NOTE: This was originally posted on my deleted account on 10/25/23.

Aaaaaah, this one was so fun to draw, guys! The colors, the shapes, the body horror… It’s a welcome reprieve from the burnout struggle of previous ones. It’s also fueling my headcanons about Dedede repressing his traumas with unhealthy regularity.