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#I'm angry and anxious and hungry all the time
permanentreverie · 1 year
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being a woman (derogatory)
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nexus-nebulae · 1 month
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remeron my fucking beloved
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luveline · 9 months
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Ok what about a lil fic of Remus being snappy with his gf leading up to the full moon? Just some angst and then fluffy ending with them reconciling
thank u for ur request! —remus says something he shouldn't before the full moon, and later campaigns for your forgiveness with affection and a confession. fem!reader, 1.2k
Remus lays on the couch with his forearm pressed to his eyes. It's the day before the full moon, and he feels the hours approaching like a death sentence every time. You hover in the doorway, watching, unsure of how to help. He gets the same every month (or rather, every cycle). 
Irritable. So anxious he can't breathe properly, let alone enter conversation. 
You hate seeing him like this. Your Remus, who spends every moment you're together trying to make sure you're as happy as you can be. 
Cautious, you round the sofa to crouch by his face. You hold out your hand, trailing a gentle fingertip down the length of his arm, tripping over pinched skin ridged by scars. He's beautiful no matter what, but he gets insecure about how he looks every full moon. You know he thinks he's a monster. You've no way to prove it to him beyond this. 
"Hey, handsome," you say softly. "I know you're not hungry, but I made dinner anyway if you feel up to it. And I know," —you drop your voice to a near whisper— "I know you're not in the mood, but I'm here. I can sit here and stroke your hair in silence all night if that's what you want, my love. I'll do whatever you want." 
"Then leave me alone," he says. 
Half snap, half firm defeat. You wince at the ire in his voice. It won't ever be nice to have someone you love speak to you like you're getting on their nerves, but you know what it is he's facing. You know this is hard for him to cope with. You can forgive him for everything if he makes it through this in one piece. 
"Okay. I'm sorry. I love you, Remus." 
He turns his head toward the sofa cushions. 
You leave the room with a heavy heart. In the kitchen, you try to eat, but every mouthful makes you feel sick, your eyes welling with tears as you chew. You're hurt, he's hurting, and this really, really sucks. 
The smell of dinner starts to amplify the nausea. You grab your plate and carry it to the back door, scraping your leftovers straight into the rubbish. You wash your plate and leave it to drip dry on the draining board, your eyes burning. You sniff, wiping your nose in your sleeve. 
You're hoping desperately that Remus will come around before bed, but he stays where he is. Thinking he's finally found sleep and wanting to leave him to that blissful reprieve, you creep through the living room and down the hallway into the bedroom. Tears fall as you change into your pyjamas. You're so tired that you barely have time to cry yourself to sleep. 
You're not sure how much longer it is when you wake. A familiar hand cups your cheek. 
From the warmth of your skin, he's had his hand there for a while. 
"I'm so sorry," Remus says. 
You don't know how he knows you're awake. He must have been watching you long enough to spot the difference. Honestly, you're not sure you want to see him yet, because you love him so much, and it breaks your heart to be at the end of his disdain even when you know the cause. 
You struggle to see him in the dark. 
"I should never have spoken to you like that." 
Your eyes close of their own accord, exhausted and sore from crying. "You didn't mean it." 
"I wish you'd shout at me," he murmurs, sliding his hand over your ear. His thumb draws along the shell of your ear. 
"I'm too tired," you mumble. 
Remus' head shifts closer to yours. Sharing the same pillow, his hand falls to your shoulder, his arm wrapping around you, a firm bicep pressed to your front. 
You let yourself lean into it. His breath warms the space between your brows. 
"It's no excuse, but I… I can't think of anything else but the pain, sometimes. I get so angry about it, because I'm–" He stops short, swallowing audibly in the otherwise silent room. "I'm scared. But I would be a hundred times more terrified if I didn't have you, knowing you're there for me, unflinchingly, before and after it happens, it helps me get through it. It's not fair that you give me so much peace and I just… 
"I'm sorry, dove. I don't mean to take advantage of your… heart." He says heart like he's been winded. He hadn't sounded finished, but everything stops at that word. 
You force your eyes open. He's looking at you with an unspeakable amount of love, kind to keel you over if you were standing. His eyes are pitch black in the lack of light, irises melded with pupils, giving him an even sorrier gaze. You raise a sluggish hand to his where it rests behind your back and pull it back to your face. You miss his touch. 
"I love you," you say. 
"I know," he says, his jaw tensing in an attempt to stage off tears. "I love you, too." You watch them collect in the corners of his eyes, following one as it slides to rest in the dip of his nose bridge while he lies on his side like this. 
"So don't be sorry." 
"But I am sorry. I can't fathom why I think it's okay to treat you that way." 
"You don't think at all, Remus. I'm not being flippant, but you're busy worrying about the worst of it." You shake your head gently. His hand twitches against your cheek. "I don't blame you." 
"I know," he utters. 
You stare up at him as he sits enough to tower over you. His smile is sorry, in love and ashamed. You want to tell him how it doesn't matter, that it's okay, but you're thinking maybe you need him to say it first. 
"I'm sorry." 
"Remus, you only told me to leave you alone." 
"I need you to know that any other time, you're all that I want. You're everything. I couldn't ask for more than you. Please don't think I'm cruel," he pleads in a whisper. 
You lift your chin incrementally. "I'd never think that." 
His apology kiss is coddling. Like he's worried he'll hurt you, like he's holding back, he kisses you like you can't handle more than a chaste press of the lips. 
"I love you," he says into it. 
You lift your head to kiss him harder. You love him, and you won't break. You can be exactly as strong as he needs you to be, so long as love waits at the end of the night. 
"I love you." A huff of a laugh escapes him. "Does this mean I'm forgiven?" Caution has his joke falling flat.
You nuzzle your cheek against his, knowing you'd forgiven him just as soon as he'd snapped. "If you let me stroke your hair. Did you eat your dinner?" 
"I'll eat it tomorrow," he says. A white lie, you both know, but he slides down further under the sheets so you can reach his head. 
You card your fingers through his hair until you've both fallen asleep. 
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writtenbymoonflower · 3 months
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Dinner
You have a panic attack and your boys comfort you. poly!maruaders x fem!reader
cw: panic attack, negative self talk, swearing, mention of raw chicken (ew ik)
1.7k words (it's long i'm sorry)
You never thought you would cry over chicken, but here you were. You knew that you had been having a lot of busy days as of late, there were a million things swimming about in your head. But you were managing it well, or at least you thought you were. But then it all came down.
You had bought a pack of chicken earlier in the week to cook for dinner one night. It had been on clearance so you knew it was  on its way out, but you thought you would’ve had more time. You opened your fridge so you could begin cooking before your boyfriends were going to get too hungry, when you realized that the meat was out of date by a whole three days. It was something so small, yet, it sent a billion anxious thoughts jumping around your head like they were on pogo sticks, and most of them were not very nice. 
How could you be so stupid? You should’ve checked the date. If you hadn't been so lazy earlier this week you wouldn’t be wasting this food. Now there was nothing to cook and your boyfriends would go hungry. They would likely end up resenting you for being a shit girlfriend and being so-
“Dolly? What are you doing over there?” Usually Sirius’ voice was a comfort to you, but right now it just added to your misery. It reminded you of all your failures and why you would never be good enough for anyone. 
Tears started filling your eyes. You tried to still your shaking hands and even your breathing, but it was all too much. They were going to realize your mistake and were going to be angry. His footsteps were painful and your other boyfriends’ laughter in the other room made you wince. When Sirius finally was facing you, your attempt at a facade fell apart. He knew you too well and apparently your body just decided to give over to panic because you suddenly couldn’t catch your breath. You tried to mutter out an apology but your voice was caught in your throat and your pulse was hammering. 
“ Hey.” Sirius’ dark brows scrunched in concern, his gray eyes searching your face and scanning your body for any injury. “What’s wrong?” His voice was raised in panic as you stood and shook. 
Apparently Sirius’ voice triggered your other two boyfriends to barrel into the room, but you refused to look at any of them, opting to hold the chicken package behind your back and stare at the ground. James thought you looked like a small child standing in front of a broken glass, ready to be reprimanded and punished. It made his heart ache. 
“Baby,” Sirius continued to beg for a response. “What’s happened? You’re scaring me.” Remus placed a soothing hand on his partner’s back while James scooted past the both of them to grab your shoulders and stoop to see your face. 
“Hey, hey, hey. Sweetheart, can you look at me?” James spoke softly. He was just as concerned as the other two, but James was better at keeping his head, even though inside he wanted to sob seeing you like this. You swallowed thickly and looked up at him. 
“There you go.” Remus whispered encouragement from behind James. Your chest was still heaving and you were still crying, but now they could read your face better. 
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, I-” You choked out, hoping that if you spoke about your failure early enough they might forgive your mistake.
“Hey, not right now. Just focus on me, honey. I think you’re having a panic attack, I need you to try and steady your breathing.” James motioned the other two over, Remus getting behind you and pulling you both to the ground so he could rock you in his lap. Sirius and James sat and each took one of your hands, James putting the one he was holding on his chest, while Sirius put the other on yours. (After throwing the chicken on the counter, opting to ask questions after you could speak again.) You stifled another sob from wracking your body. 
“We’ve got you, sweet girl. Just copy Prongs’ breaths, yeah?” Sirius used his free hand to tilt your chin up to meet the eyes of the two boys in front of you. You could feel James’ chest rising and falling as he took deep, exaggerated breaths. Your first few were shaky and clumsy, but soon you were finally able to get a comfortable amount of air in your lungs and your tears slowed to a stop. You still felt guilty, but at least now your head wasn’t so loud. You pulled your hands back into your lap.
“There you go,” Remus soothed from behind you. “Atta girl.” He pressed gentle kisses all over the side of your neck. You could see the two boys in front of you visibly relax at your now calmer state. “Good girl, you did so well. I know that was scary.” Remus turned so you were sitting sideways in his lap and you could see all three of the boys sitting around you. 
“ Thank you for helping.” You said sheepishly, looking down at your fidgeting hands. “I’m sorry I did that, I know it was a lot.” 
“None of that.” Sirius said firmly. “It’s not your fault, baby. You didn’t do it to be bad, you have nothing to be sorry for.” 
Wrong. You thought to yourself, remembering the spoiled food now sitting on the counter. 
“Can you tell us what happened, lovely?” James ducked his gaze to meet yours, his brown eyes were sad and confused and swimming with all too much love. 
You really didn’t want to admit your mistake, but they deserved an explanation for your erratic behavior. 
“It’s really nothing that bad.” You tried to console, as if you weren’t the one shaking on the floor not two minutes ago. “I was just-” You swallowed hard again. “I was being stupid.” You went back to picking at your nails. Your self-deprecating comment made Remus raise an eyebrow and Sirius lightly pinch your thigh. 
“You weren’t. You’re never stupid, be nice.” Remus (lovingly) scolded. 
“I was just, I bought this chicken.” You struggled to keep your breathing even. “I bought this chicken earlier this week and I was going to cook it, but I was too lazy these last few days and I fucked up and I-” You bit hard on your lip to keep from crying again. James desperately wanted to reprimand you for your self-cruelty, but he settled for grabbing Sirius’ hand and squeezing, not wanting to cut you off. 
“Go on, sweetheart. Take your time.” James spoke even softer. 
“I let the chicken go bad. I wanted to cook tonight but when I went to grab the chicken it was bad and I just- I just felt bad because I can’t do anything right. I had all week to make it and now I can’t cook for you all and I just- I just feel bad.” You took another deep breath, still not wanting to meet their eyes.
“Oh, my baby.” Sirius lunged forward, wrapping you in his arms before you could even process what was happening. Remus huffed grumpily over you being stolen from his lap, but let it go. “That’s what you were all worked up about? That’s why you were all scared?” You nodded, your face still stuck in the crook of his neck. 
“It’s okay,” James soothed, now smoothing a gentle path up and down your back. “That happens to everyone, sweetheart. It’s not something you need to be mad at yourself for. You didn’t do anything wrong, and you weren’t lazy. You’ve been busy and tired. It just happens.” James thought he could cry, his girl was so hard on herself that she was all panicked over something like this. 
“Exactly.” Remus said. “It’s nothing we can’t fix, dove. We can go to the store tomorrow and you can make it then.” You started to protest, wanting to go tonight but you were quickly cut off. “Tomorrow.” Remus was firm, but no less kind. “You aren’t doing any work tonight. You need to rest. We’ll figure something out for dinner, it’s no trouble.” 
You were going to argue but you figured it was a losing battle. 
“Thought you would be mad at me.You should be mad at me. I fucked u-” You couldn’t even finish the sentence before James squawked, Sirius sputtered, and Remus inhaled sharply. Sirius forced your head out of his neck to look at you. 
“What?!” He looked genuinely offended.
“Lovely,” James was the one who formed a full sentence. “We would never be mad at you for something like this. Never.” He grabbed your chin to make you look at him. “Look at us, sweet girl. No ones mad at you. We care about you, not a pack of chicken. It’s not worth you being this mean to yourself, nothing is.” He pouted during the last sentence. 
“Also,” Sirius said, still being very gentle. “I’m pretty sure this isn’t just about chicken, dollface. You’ve been really stressed lately.” 
“And you’ve been really hard on yourself. You always have been, but it’s gotten worse.” Remus’ voice sounding sad. You knew he was right though. 
“I know.” You sighed, dejectedly. “I’ll try to be better.” You gave them all a tight-lipped smile. 
“That’s what we mean!” James whined. “You don’t need to ‘be better.’ You just need to be gentle with yourself.” 
“It’s just hard.” You admitted. 
“I know it is, baby.” Sirius empathized. Then his face morphed into his usual grin. “How about, we all lead by example. I know I can be very nice to you.” He took your cheeks in both his hands and started pressing kisses all over your face. You giggled wetly, trying to squirm out of his grasp. “There, like that. Nice.”
“I don’t know how she is gonna do that, Pads. It’s hard to kiss your own face.” Remus attempted (and failed) to keep the amused tilt out of his voice. 
“Oh no!” James dramatically gasped. “I guess we’ll just have to.” He beamed, taking your jaw in his hand to smear even more kisses on your cheeks.
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Sick Child Reader MC with the dorm leaders
It's the season where someone is bound to be sick. Especially little kids, so I will be basing this off on how my siblings act when they get sick. So here we have a snotty nose child mc with the dormleaders!1!
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Riddle
Would definitely make sure you are taking your medicine and resting well. Tries to make you stay in bed resting but it back fires when not only a minute or so of him leaving the room you come out waddling looking for him.
Tries to think of ways to entertain you but it's mostly just boring and mundane things that would make a child lose interest easily. He's trying yall he really is.
When it comes to giving you medicine he loses his temper when you start to whine and throw your head back to avoid the spoonful of bitter medicine. This is the 3rd attempt at giving you medicine please stay still MC.
After finally giving you a stern look you take the medicine all pouty and complaining of the bitter taste. He can only let out a soft scoff and scolding you that if you weren't sick then maybe you wouldn't be taking "icky" bitter medicine
And now Riddle is dealing with a angry sick child. Way to go with the scolding Riddle.
When it comes to feeding you Riddle struggles with that the most since you say you aren't hungry. Even though all you had was some juice. Man's is worried and asking the great 7 to give him some help.
He goes to ask Trey for some help as well. He has never been sick often as a child and was always alone whenever he was. He feels completely lost when you have to rely on him to get better. He knows that medicine should be able to help you buy when you are still have the same snot and coughing fit he gets anxious.
With the help of Trey you start to recover quickly now. Riddle does feel a little jealous that you have got better with the help of Trey but quickly dismisses it when he sees you all happy and running around the Heartslabyul gardens.
Riddle: "so MC mind telling me how you got sick?:
Child MC: "umm yea ok so me, Ace and deuce-"
Riddle: "Ace, Deuce and I"
Child MC: "...but you weren't there..." *child side eye and pout*
Riddle: *sighs* "please continue your story."
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Child MC: "can I have a cherry tart Riddle?"
Riddle: "I'm afraid not. You're sick and any sugar will make you go in a coughing fit"
Child MC: 😾 "you're mean"
Riddle: "You can have a tart when you get better"
Child MC: "mmmm....fine but you're still mean"
Riddle: "Yes MC I am a very big mean guy who finds pleasure in hurting your emotions" *sarcasm*
Child MC: "it's good that you know. Good night" *Gets comfortable on the bed and goes to sleep*
Riddle: "huh... and they call me mean." 😾
Leona
Was wondering where you were at since you weren't bothering him around the usual end of the school day hours. Only to find out from Ruggie you were sick and will be in his care. Well mostly Ruggie's cause man's doesn't know what to do with a sick child.
Is always keeping an eye on you and losing his nap time because he has to care for you now. He can't nap in peace because of the coughing fits and the small grunts of pain you let out in your sleep. So now he has to do the work he was given for his remediation classes that he was going to do over the weekend because he can't nap and is bored.
Whenever you start to cry because of some pain he massages the area and gently scratches it. Which causes you to stop crying and go to sleep faster. Which baffles him sometimes because just a second ago you were crying and now you're letting out small snores???
Is the one holding you still for whenever Ruggie has to give you medicine. He's seen you kick and slap the poor spoon of medicine away from you and was a victim of getting the thrown spoon hit him. He ain't tryna get hit twice and those little scratches you give him do not phase him at all.
Whenever your condition worsens he feels just a little worried. He's never seen you look so pale, fragile and bed ridden, he's always been used to full of life and energetic. So he always rubs your head whenever you sleep to ease his worries.
Does not fall for the pleading that you want sweets he will tell you bluntly that you are sick and cannot eat all the yummy and sweet candies he has in the drawer. (He only got them because he got bored of you always bugging him for some candy he never had 😾)
Instead of you telling him about your day it's now the other way around. Yes, the Leona Kingscholar is now going off about his day to the sick child because you kindly asked with the small snot coming out your nose and teary eyes.
Feels himself sigh in relief when he sees you all better and full of energy. He can't stand seeing you look so tired and just empty. Makes him feel weird (ehem worried) and all sad somehow. But hearing your little whispers and feeling you blow at his ears when he is "napping" makes him grateful to see you all better
Child MC: "Leonaaaaa I'm hungry"
Leona: "Ok, what do you have in mind?" *pulling out his phone and clicking on Ruggies contact to text him"
Child MC: "food."
Leona: "understandable I will tell Ruggie you want that"
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Child MC: "my tummy hurts 😿"
Leona *who is laying on his bed and using his phone uses his free hand to gently scratch your stomach*: 's that better?
Child MC: "yes 😸"
Azul
I feel like Azul was sick a lot as a child but grew up to have a strong immune system so he knows how it's like to feel all icky. So he tries his best to make you feel all comfortable.
Hates to see you complain in your sleep. It snaps something inside his heart seeing you all down. Which is why he vows to make sure you recover very quickly.
Whenever he has to attend business meetings he has one of the twins keep an eye on you. He knows you have managed to wiggle your way into their hearts so it puts him at ease when hes at meetings.
If your condition worsens he feels himself panicking. He's looking over every book he has over human anatomy and trying to find any possible solution to make you recover quickly. He doesn't want to lose you 😿.
He prepares any meals you want and making sure you are getting the sufficient vitamins. Might sneak in a sweet if he sees you recovering quickly. He spoon feeds you because he doesn't want to strain your energy 🥺.
When he's working on contracts and other business plans, he tries to work on them in the room you're staying at. That way he can keep an eye on you and finish his work. It calms down his worries.
If you ever complain about being bored then Azul always has something to entertain you with. Let it he bringing you a few toys he has given you or even letting you watch a movie on his phone. He's got you entertained and sleeping soundly next to his side.
Once you fully recover he makes sure to give you a light scolding for worrying him. After that scolding he surprises you with a sweet he made and gives you a side hug mumbling about how you made him worry too much. The twins definitely take a picture of that moment and use it as blackmail sometimes 🙈.
Child MC: *waiting to be fed by Azul*
Azul: *softly blowing at the spoon filled with soup he cooked*
Child MC: *nose twitches and let's out a big sneeze*
Azul: *has his eyes closed and feeling the soup go down his face* "...bless you."
Child MC: "uh oh....I'm sorry and thank you" 😿
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Child MC: *pulling at Azul's sleeve*
Azul: "yes? What is it?"
Child MC: *making grabby hands*
Azul: *bending down to pick up MC*
Child MC: *letting Azul pick them up before blowing their nose on Azuls scarf*
Azul: "....Great 7 please give me the strength to not drop this child who just blew their nose on my just washed scarf"
Kalim
We all know this man has been "sick" before because he just had to be a from a wealthy family. So he somehow feels responsible to you getting sick. Even if it was because you stayed outside in the rain, he feels somehow responsible.
Instead of just leaving you to Jamil, he decides to be the one giving you medicine, checking up on you, feeding you etc. Jamil looking from the sidelines like ??? He's not annoyed but at the same time he isn't all happy he just feels weird. So he helps Kalim in taking care of you.
Kalim who tries not to indulge in you wanting sweets. He was close to giving you a chocolate cookie if it weren't for Jamil stopping him and scolding him that anything with sugar was bad for you. Yes, Jamil can feel you glaring at him but just ignores you.
He is always in the room you are staying keeping an eye on you. Sure he can be doing his homework but he doesn't do it because he doesn't want to be all engrossed in doing it and completely forgetting about keeping an eye on you.
He tries to make you smile, he would do anything to hear your cute little giggles. But seeing you all teary eyed and with a frown makes him sad.
Manages to help you stay awake by accidentally ranting to you about how his day went, what he learned and how he bought a bunch of things for you at Sam's shop. He promises to give them to you once you are fully recovered.
Kalim who takes note on how Jamil is caring for you when you are sick and asking him for help whenever you start to complain. He doesn't want to be inexperienced when caring for you so he does his best to learn from Jamil on how to care for you when you are sick.
Once fully recovered, with all the energy in the world, Kalim pulls you into a big hug. He couldn't hug you much because you complained it was too hot but now he can give you all the hugs in the world. He knows that you will get sick again sometime in the future but atleast from this experienced it helped him a lot to know how to care for you. Jamil feels a little proud deep down but doesn't show it.
Child MC: *blowing their nose on Kalims shirt*
Kalim: *patting your head and telling you to let it all out*
Jamil: "...tissue exists for a reason yknow"
Kalim: "yea but they wanted to blow their nose right now and I didn't feel like pulling out the tissue packet from my pocket."
Jamil: "..."
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Child MC: "I don't like this tea" *grumbles*
Kalim: "Oh I'm sure it can't be that bad" *takes a sip before coughing out the tea* "oh- Oh Great 7 that tea..."
Child: "I told you" 😾
Kalim: "I just had something stuck in my throat. I will add some sugar since you have been a good kid" *secretly thinking that the tea was the most plain tea he ever had*
Vil
Now.... can we really see Vil taking care of a sick child...? One that is coughing up a storm and wiping their snot off on the sleeves of their shirt???
He makes it his mission to get you better the fastest way possible. He doesn't want to deal with a snotty nose kid. It's not beautiful- Oh? Neige just posted himself taking care of one of his dwarve friends? Pfft he can do so much better than him, come on MC you will be in his care and he's gonna make sure to milk this situation dry.
Making sure you are taking your medicine, he doesn't care about your whining. You will take that medicine with the look he gives you kind of like that mom raised eye brow look they give you when you misbehave yknow.
Occasionally posts on his MagiCam story pictures that doesn't reveal you or him just like a medicine bottle and a small teddy bear next to it. The hoes going wild with all this, VIL??? Taking care of a child??? Aw so cute 🥺. Hashtags being made left and right about how caring and hot Vil is for that.
Sometimes has you walk around the room, hates to see you all bedridden and doesn't want you to have jello legs. Sometimes picks you up and puts a mask on you, sure he loves you but he ain't tryna get sick. He carries you around and makes sure you are comfortable.
There are times he leaves you in Rook's care because of how busy he is. He makes sure Rook knows to not spoil you and to have you entertained. A complain from you about Rook and he will have his head. Rook just assures him that he knows what he is doing lol.
Sometimes reads to you, watches television, or even rants to you. He has you lay your head on his lap and runs his fingers on your hair. So now you can't take any naps without him doing that. Good quality time spent between yall if you ask me.
Once you are fully recovered, he makes to post a update on his MagiCam. Could be between a scenery photo with you in the background smiling or a selfie of him and you (with your face blurred) with a random song playing in the background. The hoes are eating this up and creating threads on Magi-Twt about yall 😫.
Vil: *just getting done of his night skin care routine*
Child MC: *waddling to the bathroom door and standing there, softly panting* "Vil.... I frew (threw) up..."
Vil: *looks at the mirror for a long time. Praying to the Great 7 above to give him strength and gives you a side look and noticing that you did infact threw up* "what will I do with you little potato... alright come on...let's get you changed."
Child MC: "I'm really sorry"
Vil: "I know you are... this was just something you couldn't control. I'm not mad just... immune I suppose."
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Vil: "Ok MC just hold the bowl and stuffed animal for a minute" *grabbing his phone and opening the MagiCam app*
Child: "but I'm not hungry...? I wanna take a nap."
Vil: "You can take a nap after I take a photo of you and cropping your face out. Now stay still the fans need to know I am very caring and gracious at taking care of you"
Child MC: "but you yelled at me a few hours ago-"
Vil: "shush or no candy"
Child MC: "😾"
Idia
Once again. Can we see this man...taking care of a sick child...... Especially since he doesn't see the sun and touch grass....? Let that sink in. Man's finna leave you at the care of someone else. As much as he wants to help, fuck is he gonna do? Reprogram you 😹😹??
On a serious note, he would most likely leave you in some one else's care but he does play the part at somewhat caring for you. Not much because he doesn't deal with that normie shit he's got that other stuff to do.
He has Ortho do all the work he should be doing but hey, it's the thought that counts. He has Ortho check up on you and send you some stuff he bought for you.
It ranges from a variety of things the "care packages" he sends can be from snacks to medicine to even a few toys. It really depends yknow on the progress you made.
On the days he finally decides to go outside, he immediately goes to you. Once reaching you he goes on his rambles which entertain you. It makes him happy seeing you with some emotion instead of being all hollow.
He brings a few games for you to play with. Or sometimes let's you watch him play, while commenting what's going on. It's a little bonding moment yall have.
Once he notices how tired you are he makes something for you. Idk I hc him that he knows how to do origami. You have a small collection of origami now thanks to him 🥺. The few times he didn't notice you fell asleep you always were holding one of the origami he made for you. It melts him
Once you are fully recovered you both get to finally pig out one junk food. Drink all the soda you want and even get to stay up past your bedtime 😼😼. But you always manage to go in a food coma so there's that.
Child MC: "What's more important your games or me?"
Idia: "games." *his tablet floats away*
Ortho: "Dang...big brother didn't even think about it."
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Malleus
I feel like this man probably only got sick in his younger years. Man's is always taking care of himself so I doubt he'll get sick. Even if he did, he has his retainers to care for him
Now seeing you all bedridden, looking so sad and bored, it makes Malleus realize just how delicate humans can be. How they can go from full of life to looking so out of this world with those burning cheeks. Feeling cold and clattering your teeth, yet burning up and sweating. So he decides that he will be the one doing the caring for you.
He kind of struggles to be honest. On one hand he doesn't want to be all mean but you really are testing his patience. Luckily Lillia is there to help and Malleus seems to be learning something. Lillia going through deja-vu with you 🥺.
So Lillia is showing the ropes to Malles on how to properly care for you and how to not indulge on the teary eyed puppy eyes. Child MC can never win fr 😿.
He probably spends the free time reading to you. The books can vary, but with the soothing voice he has he makes you go to sleep real fast.
Malleus is really trying to be entertaining but all he ever does seems to make you go to sleep. Now he's doubting himself 😿 but luckily you are there to clarify what's going on.
Once he gets everything clarified with the help of Lillia he tries harder to be entertaining. He notices you using your technology so he really tries to understand what is going on but with a quick look you can tell the gears in his head are turning.
Once you finally recover Malleus gets to finally have his energetic child of man again. He missed seeing you running around the halls of Diasnomia and the giggles echoing. Seeing you all better makes him realize to cherish the little moments he has with you, but he always promises himself to take care of you no matter what. He wishes to still see you smiling instead of frowning.
Malleus: "You never seem to laugh when I am telling you a funny story, child of man. How so?"
Child MC: "Well I do have a sense of humor...it's just..."
Malleus: "Just...?"
Child MC: "just that... you don't say anything funny and you speak all fancy...so I don't understand you sometimes."
Malleus "😿"
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Malleus: "What are you doing child of man?"
Child MC: "Oh hi Malleus, I'm just playing this game called Candy Quell... you should play it sometimes! We can be friends on the app and send eachother gifts!"
Malleus: "What an interesting game. I would be honored to be able to play this game and be friends with you on it"
Child MC: "Yea but you can play for me. I'm kinda sleepy"
Malleus: "alright" *begins to play the game for a few hours, after being amazed at all the mechanics of this wonderful game that he even asked his retainers to play it as well. Man's has never been so happy to be able to play such a silly game called Candy Quell*
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A/N: OMG thank you guys so much for the likes on my Leona fic 😭. I truly thought it wouldn't get as many likes but it's so close to 300 likes omfgg I can't thank you guys enough!!! I made this fic since this weather is so cold acting like I got someone to cuddle up with 😒. I even got sick because of it. But here is my take on how the dormleaders would act with a sick child they are fond of. If you couldn't tell I do have a few favorites 🙈. These guys just give off big brother energy and I don't see enough Platonic fics to feed me.
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pacific-rimbaud · 21 days
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I was looking through your past asks to learn more about Les Pelerins as it’s now my favorite fic and it’s crazy how many you got that were asking for the next l&oha chapter. On one hand it must be flattering how many ppl are hungry for your work but on the other I wonder if it’s unnecessary pressure which kinda diminishes what fanfiction is all about, as it’s a gift economy and should be purely enjoyable and organic for the author. I’m no writer but as someone who struggles with executive dysfunction I imagine it could induce negative emotions when looking at the next blank page to feel virtual breathing down your back!
The asks about updates never bothered me, unless they were entitled. I honestly would never have finished laoha if I hadn't known there were a handful of people out there who were genuinely anxious to see what happened next. And even when people came into my comments angry or annoyed by a delay, I knew my own life and fanfiction's place in it as a hobby, so it was just irritating. What made writing no longer enjoyable were the nonstop hate threads in fandom spaces. Knowing that my work was subject to ongoing public ridicule was creatively paralyzing in a way I've struggled to recover from. I'm still not sure how to process the time I spent in spaces where people tore down my work, explicitly compared it to others and made it clear that it would never measure up. On the other hand, in my personal experience, the nudge to finish a project almost always came from a place of love. And it still feels good to be asked whether I'll come back to a work, where a WIP went, or to be told that a removed work is missed or a continuation would be welcome. I know people can be exceptionally rude and entitled, and obviously don't do that. Thankfully I think most people get it. Anyway, I love that you loved Les Pelerins. It's one of my personal favorites. <3
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an-angels-fury · 11 months
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Hallmark!Adam Appreciation Post ❤️
Hey guys 👋
This is a thing I made months ago when I was kinda bored and I wanted to pass time, but I got too lazy to post it and, once again, started to rot in my drafts.
Please, don't take it too seriously. This is all about me being silly and fangirling over my favorite take on Adam/The Creature in a Frankenstein adaptation (Musical!Adam comes as a very close second) 🧟😍
Well, have fun 😘
P.S.: Forgive me for any grammar mistake. English is not my first language.
Baby Creech walking in the forest and being in contact with nature for the first time. His eyes full of curiousity, wonder and innocence just like a child
I MEAN
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JUST LOOK
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AT HIM
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WHY DOES HE HAS TO BE SO ADORABLE 😍😍😍
And then everything goes down when he's expelled from a village by an angry mob for stealing food (but he doesn't even understand what he's doing wrong! He's just born, has no idea what the fuck is happening, where he is and he's desperately hungry and... and...)
He runs away until he finds the DeLacey's house and hides inside a little barn where lies down and starts to cry and I just cry as well and all I want is to hug him and make sure no one will ever hurt him again 🥺
The scene where he meets the little girl for the first time
Little girl (I think her name's Eva if I'm not mistaken): Do you like baby ducklings?
Adam, all happy and shy: Y-yes...
When Eva brings Adam inside the house and you clearly see in his face how anxious and nervous he is because he's scared of how the girl's grampa will react to his presence
But then he relaxes when the old DeLacey receives him with open arms (the man also told him he was blind, which means he wouldn't be scared by his appearence) and even offers him shelter and food
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And then DeLacey starts to play his violin and Adam gets so emotional he starts to cry because that was the first time someone ever treated him not with hostility and violence but with pure kindness
Eva: What's wrong? Why are you crying?
Adam, sobbing: No one... has ever been... so kind to me before.
WHY DID ANYONE HUG THIS POOR MAN YET?! 😢
In the next scene he and the little girl are dancing together while DeLacey plays his violin and he's smiling and having fun and this is the happiest moment of his life (and sadly his only one 😔)
Literally all the times the Creature calls Victor "father" with that shaking, begging and desperate voice tone of his
Adam witnessing Justine's execution and being unable to look at the scene ('cause he knows he fucked up and he can't take back the damage he's done)
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Then, at night, he carries her dead body in his arms and begs her for forgiveness
I mean, of course this doesn't change or excuse his crimes, but it shows he feels remorse for the suffering he caused and how the weight of his actions actually affects him. It's just so painfully human and, even though it doesn't happen in the book, I love they included this scene. 👌
His reaction when he sees the bride for the first time is just so touching. His teary eyes full of hope, his shaking voice, his smile of pure joy. I just... 🥹
"She's so beautiful. She's perfect."
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"There's so much I want to tell you, share with you, teach you. About life. Love. I made us a home, our own secret place, where we can live without fear... with our children... together."
P.S.: You can listen to a little bit of "Moolight Sonata" playing in the background during this scene. It just makes the whole moment even more melancholic and heartbreaking. It could be considered the Creature's love theme (I read a post suggesting this idea and it just got stuck in my head because it's so perfect and it makes me so emotional and I'm just crying again okay).
The whole scene between the Creature and Robert Walton, but specially this part:
Adam: Do you dream, Captain?
R. Walton: Yes, of course.
Adam: I dreamed once. To love. To be loved.
🥺
R. Walton: But you're a slave to vengeance.
Adam: Is not any man subject to temptation every day?!
R. Walton: Christ did not resort to vengeance when all mankind sinned against Him!
Adam: His father loved Him, sir. My father despised me.
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OKAY NOW I'M DEAD
😭💔
That's how the conversation happened in the book? Not exactly, and part of me still wished they had used more of the original dialogue because is so fucking good.
Did the scene still hit hard in the feels? Oh God YES! And how it did.
Well... that's it.
There are definitely more precious moments but I think this is already enough.
Also, if no one in this fandom will spread love for this miniseries, I'll have to do it myself. 🥰
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thesongweave · 7 months
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Wake Up, Love (Or, Fight, Part 2)
Thea wakes up from her nearly fatal injuries in the Temple of Shar. Gale is anxious.
Fluff and stuff
Sorry this is a bit later than I planned, I had a lot to do at work, and then I got sick on my weekend off :/
Gale tried reading, studying his times while Alathea lay unconscious on his bedroll nearby. Tried, really, because he could not concentrate on a single written word, just the sound of her breathing.
He sat next to the elf, every now and then murmuring little bits of encouragement, or outright pleas that she wake soon. Gale would take Thea's hand, tracing idle patterns along her fingers, planting kisses on the palm.
The silence only let his mind wander. Would she still be angry when she woke?
A wince made his heart leap to his throat - or had he imagined it? No, there. The bard was finally beginning to stir.
Leaning forward, Gale brushed bits of White-blonde hair from the elfs face. Thea groaned, grimacing in pain.
"Shh, shh. You're safe, love. I've got you." Gale murmured, fingers tracing their way down the side of her face.
On instinct, Thea leaned into the warmth of Gale's touch. Slowly, Alathea did open her eyes, expression disoriented and confused. "Where--?"
"Back at camp. Karlach carried you back." There was regret in his voice - regret he wasn't there to protect his bard from what harm he could. He hadn't been there to watch her back.
Thea's gaze finally managed to focus as she oriented herself. More confusion set in, and worry as she stared at Gale, even as she covered his hand with her own.
"I...I thought you were angry with me." Her throat was dry, so the statement came out as little more than a whisper.
"I know. I am so, so sorry, love. I should not have let you leave angry. I should not have become so angry over something so inconsequential." He flinched, voice full of regret and sorrow. Gale tore his eyes away from Thea, fearing how she would look at him.
Instead of anger or rejection, he felt a small squeeze of his fingers, then a tug. With some hesitation, he forced himself to turn back.
The elf, though weak and in pain, smiled softly, if a bit sadly. "The fault is mine, too. I let this place get to me, and I lashed out. I should not have done that to you, Gale. You did not deserve that. I am sorry." As she spoke, Thea tried to push herself up to a sitting position. Gale was quick to help, easing her upwards so as to not aggravate her injuries any further.
"Gods..." his voice caught in his throat - Gale wrapped his arms around Thea, pulling the elf to him, "when the others came back with you in Karlachs arms, you were...hells, you were so still. I thought I had lost you. Healing wasn't working, not at first. And all I could think of was that we had argued, and..." he trailed off, burying his face in her hair.
Thea felt tears prick at her eyes, fingers digging into the fabric of her lovers shirt. She nuzzled against Gale's chest, eyes squeezing shut.
Gale took a deep breath, exhaling it slowly, his fingers idly carding through the elfs hair. Some of it was sticky in patches - blood, no doubt. Unfortunately, there was not much way to wash it down here...
"Gale?"
"Hm?"
Thea pulled away just enough to be able to look up at the wizard. "Are you going to be all right...?"
Gale let out a huff, mixed with something if a laugh. "I should be the one asking you that." He brought a hand up to brush his fingers across Thea's jawline. "I will be all right. Better, now that you're awake."
Thea nodded, tilting her head to press against his hand.
"Gale?"
"Yes, love?"
"....I'm hungry."
The wizard let out a chuckle, smiling. "I'll see what I can get you."
~Fin~
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baki-tiene-un-simp · 1 year
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Headcanons for retsu, katsumi, baki, hanayama and doppo (father-in-law) with an o/s who is being harassed for a year by a college/high school classmate? The o/s had not said anything so as not to worry, but the person has already reached his limit and really feels depressed and even a little anxious to go to his place of study
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I remember doing something similar, but in Spanish 🤔 However, I'm not going to reject the request, and this came out darker than I expected, sorry if it was not what you expected 😔 I hope you like it 💕
Warning: implicit/explicit feelings of revenge, undescribed violence, the reader is scared. / Sentimientos de venganza implícitos/explícitos, violencia no descrita, el lector esta asustado.
Situation: The S/O is bullied in college. / El S/O es acosado en la universidad.
Characters: Baki Hanma, Doppo Orochi, Kaoru Hanayama, Katsumi Orochi and Retsu Kaioh.
Baki Hanma.
Despite what we might think at first, he's not going to beat the crap out of people who annoy his S/O, he's figuring out how he can drag them into his territory where he can do what he wants with them.
Because he's so angry just as his S/O falls apart and trembles in their place saying how they're scared to step foot in college because of them.
He will protect you in his arms during all the time it takes to devise his plan; He's in and out of the university with them, locating his target in the early days while his S/O goes about their business. In fact, the tension caused by Baki's gaze is palpable throughout the room, except for his S/O.
Humans are not so different from animals in certain instincts, they all feel hungry and the need to eat, they all feel sleepy and the need to sleep… They all feel fear and the need to flee.
The horrible feeling of danger escalates like an unpleasant chill down the old man's back into a suffocating pressure that does not allow him to breathe properly, his hands sweated and began to shake like jelly, his muscles flexed waiting for the slightest noise to jump to the ground flight; he needed to preserve his life, protect himself from imminent danger.
The teacher looked over his shoulder to watch once more in the class hour that had passed so slowly, he was still, sitting right there with a calm expression on his face. The boy had begun to frequent the class for a few days in the company of the students he recognized, apparently protecting them and keeping the entire class in a suffocating atmosphere of fear due to his relentless presence.
On the other side, Baki watched the man at the front of the room as he nonchalantly leaned into the seat he occupied, sensing the tension he felt. Baki was aware of the paralyzing effect that he had on the people who were there, and that was exactly what he was doing.
His gaze traveled to his side, his S/O were quietly working on their computer and they looked more rested than a week ago, he mentally smiled at it. His eyes flicked menacingly at a sudden movement near his target, they had stretched out in their place before freezing again at having the Hanma's eyes on them again, he growled loudly to warn all.
So yes, humans are not that different from animals, humans can also understand a threat like that.
He makes sure his S/O's stalkers are away the entire time he's tagging along, one look and anyone would back off.
When he has them where he wants them, right in a place where no one will help or even listen, he will tune out the world and see only red. Looking directly into the eyes of the one who has mistreated his S / O for so long puts him in a trance, he does not know or understand anything other than fighting.
Doppo Orochi.
You are part of the Orochi family since you started dating Katsumi, you are like a son/daughter to him. Obviously, he will not let your suffering go by.
He will comfort you in a paternal way, he constantly repeats to you how this is not your fault and that there is nothing wrong with you, he promises you that everything you have had to suffer will be over soon.
However, he will not let you stay locked up, you must face this person who annoys you. Fear not, he's here to back you up and of course he will.
The man's huge arm wraps protectively around the trembling form of the little S/O in the darkness of the main hall; Natsue and Katsumi have left momentarily and the S/O have felt safe enough to talk. They are hugging their legs while they explain in whispers how they have had to put up with so many things alone to not worry anyone and since they can't take it anymore, crying they ask the head of the Orochi family for protection from who has done them so much damage.
The major listens intently with an unreadable face, stiff and expressionless at what he hears, making the S/O think the worst. Concerned, they stammer regretfully about not wanting to bother, however, Doppo's frown softens and he caresses them back as a consolation.
"You've had a rough time, haven't you, (Y/n)?", Everything in him screamed toughness and strength, but his words were so soft and understanding, "Yet I'm here for you, right here."
His gaze is soft as he meets the frightened eyes of the S/O, stroking them head to comfort their crying.
"You can't stay here, I won't let them stay locked up here, it won't be the best. I'll accompany you, trust me, I'll fix this"
He lets them hide in an embrace, his hand still on their back and humming occasionally to they sob. "Be patient, I'll figure this out"
He's smart, he knows he can't walk into a university to create a disturbance, and patient, he'll wait for his goal until he comes out to hold it in his hand.
He may be very sensible, but he will resolve this situation with his fists to defend his family. He will make sure that no one bothers you, you have him to defend you and he will do it without a second thought.
Kaoru Hanayama.
He comforts his S/O with great care, he is so big compared to his partner and he wraps them so protectively that it would be impossible for them not to feel comforted.
He will spend a lot of time consoling the crying of his partner, he is extremely worried at first, he can only think about how his S/O felt when they were cornered and alone in front of those people.
Don't you want to go to college alone? Okay, he'll send you to be taken care of if it's your concern, don't you want to go to college for a while? Don't worry, he'll figure it all out while you rest.
Probably the most ruthless here, his S/O's stalkers aren't going to touch them again. His S/O's stalkers will never even see the light of day once more.
The person struggled feebly to undo the immobilizing grip on their arms, the men dragging them through this dark corridor moving forward without caring whether or not they could keep up with their sedated body.
They demanded answers, who were they? Where were they dragging them? Why were they doing this to them? Receiving a cold silence before each of their questions throughout the length of the corridor. Their legs were still asleep, so there wasn't much they could do to resist.
When going through the only door in the entire corridor, they could see that huge man who had his back to them, trembling, just the mere silhouette of that man's back caused them a feeling of terror that they never thought they felt. When he turned, they felt the weight of his imposing gaze, they felt small and helpless, just what a prey feels against a predator.
"So, you're the one who's been troubling them," his voice was deeper than expected, "You have no idea what you've done, do you?"
Kaoru gave the silent order to be chained to the wall of the dark room, taking a seat while his men attended to his guests.
The slight jingling of the chains gave him the notion that his guests were still under the effect of the strong sedative he gave them before bringing them.
"I'm a very patient person" Hanayama mentioned from his place, "Although not very benevolent to those who make me angry."
"Much less with whom they hurt the one I love the most"
He is no stranger to certain questionable methods of dealing with people in his work, he is a yakuza, imagine what that entails.
Katsumi Orochi.
He gets so frustrated, who would even want to hurt his S/O? He is on top of them at the moment, comforting their tears as they take refuge in his chest to vent.
He cradles his partner in his arms and whispers softly in their ear words to comfort them, how much he loves them or how he's not going to let her do this on her own from now on.
Sit back and let him take care of the rest. Promise that the people who have wronged you will leave you alone from now on, you will not have to tolerate any more unfair treatment.
He has the support of Doppo and all the students of the Shinshinkai.
The cars forced them to pull over, blocked their way and gave them no other option but to stop. They were surprised by the number of people that now surrounded their car with serious faces, watching them, as if they knew them.
A tap on their window brought them out of their thoughts, the person outside seemed to ask them to get out of the car, they had a bad feeling about this.
They got out of the car being mowed down by the intense brightness of the lights of the other cars that crowded around them, by the time he realized other people had also blocked their way to his own car. They are trapped now.
They question, but no one answered.
"I'm the one who orchestrated all of this" Katsumi walked to the center as the others made way for him, "I really need to talk about something with you."
"It seems to me that we have matters to settle"
He loves his S/O so much, it hurts him not to have done something sooner, but he will more than make up for it. He will take care of everyone who tries to turn off the beautiful smile of the one he loves.
Retsu Kaioh.
He is always so understanding and safe to talk to, it was such a relief when his S/O was able to be honest with him. Retsu held them so gently in his arms to shield them from the horrible feeling of uncertainty.
Retsu listens to them patiently without interrupting, he understands everything they have gone through in silence and hopes that they will express themselves without fear, he is accompanying them now.
He will accompany you from now on, he will be the comfort made his person; Accompany them to the university, take them to eat, take them for a walk to clear their minds, listen to their problems and how the situation is now that he is by his side. He is worried and tries to be helpful.
Like Baki he avoids the closeness of his S/O's stalkers as much as he can, he is a little less aggressive, but that doesn't take away from him being intimidating. He walks through the halls of the university with his partner and locating those who annoy him from a distance, trying to keep his S/O calm.
The moderate bustle of the corridors with a few people was something I could live with, it wasn't annoying or stuffy, just the amount of noise I'd expect in a community college. The kenpō practitioner did not lose sight of his person, who kept walking a few centimeters ahead, as they walked together towards their first destination of the day.
He listened to the soft voice of his partner while they told him about their class schedule for the day, subjects related to their university career that started quite early and ended after fifteen hours, they admitted that they would be busy and complained that they were taking up all of Retsu's time. He smiled understandingly as he held his S/O's books with his right arm.
"No need to worry", the tall figure of him followed closely, protecting them, "I'm fine with being here, clear all my business before coming here"
He received the nod as an approval of his words and paid his attention when they brought up the subject of the schedule again as they walked through the classroom door. His S/O, so oblivious to the others now that he was there, didn't pay attention to the look they received from one of the corners of the place, but Retsu didn't miss it.
The voice of his S/O followed in his head as he locked glances with those people, Retsu's stiff scowl casting a silent warning to whoever was trying to hold his gaze.
"They are not alone, here I am, I will protect them"
However, he will end up facing these people sooner or later. His S/O do not find out, he does not want to worry them. He will try to keep calm during the encounter, but if those who hurt his love dare to mock, then he will have no choice but to defend his S/O.
Versión en español.
Baki Hanma.
A pesar de lo que podríamos pensar al principio, no correrá a moler a golpes a las personas que molestan a su S/O, está calculando detalladamente la forma en que puede arrástralos hasta su territorio en donde pueda hacer lo que quiera con ellos.
Porque está tan enojado justo cuando su S/O se desmorona y tiembla en su lugar diciendo como le da miedo poner un pie en la universidad a causa de ellos.
Les protegerá en sus brazos durante todo el tiempo que le toma el trazar su plan; entra y sale de la universidad con ellos, ubicando a su objetivo en los primeros días mientras su S/O se ocupa de lo suyo. De hecho, la tensión que provoca la mirada de Baki es palpable en todo el salón, excepto para su S/O.
Los humanos no resultan tan diferentes que los animales en ciertos instintos, todos sienten hambre y la necesidad de comer, todos sienten sueño y la necesidad de dormir… Todos sienten miedo y la necesidad de huir.
El horrible sentimiento de peligro escala como un desagradable escalofrío por la espalda del anciano en una presión sofocante que no le deja respirar correctamente, sus manos sudaron y empezaron a temblar como gelatina, sus músculos flexionados a la espera del más mínimo ruido para saltar a la huida; necesitaba preservar su vida, protegerse del peligro inminente.
El maestro miró sobre su hombro para vigilar una vez más en la hora de clase que había transcurrido tan lentamente, él estaba quieto, sentado justo allí con una expresión calmada en su rostro. El muchacho había empezado a frecuentar la clase desde hace algunos días en compañía con los alumnos que reconocía, protegiéndoles, al parecer y mantenía a toda la clase en una sofocante atmosfera de miedo debido a su implacable presencia.
Del otro lado, Baki observo al hombre al frente del salón mientras se inclinaba despreocupadamente en el asiento que ocupaba, notaba la tensión que sentía. Baki era consciente del efecto paralizante que tenía sobre las personas que estaban allí, siendo exactamente ese su cometido.
Su mirada viajó a su lado, su S/O trabajaban tranquilamente en su computadora y se veían más descansados que hace una semana, sonrió mentalmente por ello. Sus ojos se movieron amenazantes ante un movimiento repentino cerca de su objetivo, ellos se habían estirado en su lugar antes de congelarse de nueva vez al tener los ojos del Hanma sobre ellos otra vez, gruño en voz alta para advertir a todos.
Así que si, los humanos no son tan diferentes de los animales, los humanos también pueden entender una amenaza como esa.
Se asegura de que los acosadores de su S/O estén lejos durante todo el tiempo en que él está acompañándoles, una sola mirada y cualquier persona retrocedería.
Cuando les tiene donde quiere, justo en un lugar en donde nadie les ayude o escuche tan siquiera, se desconectara del mundo y solo verá rojo. Ver directamente a los ojos a quien ha maltratado a su S/O durante tanto tiempo lo pone en un trance, no sabe ni entiende nada que no sea pelear.
Doppo Orochi.
Eres parte de la familia Orochi desde que empezaste a salir con Katsumi, eres como un hijo/hija para él. Obviamente no dejará pasar tu sufrimiento.
Te consolará de forma paternal, te repite constantemente como esto no es tu culpa y que no hay nada de malo contigo, te promete que todo lo que has tenido que sufrir se acabara pronto.
Sin embargo, no dejará que te quedes encerrado, debes dar la cara contra esta persona que te molesta. No temas, él esta para respaldarte y por supuesto que lo hará.
El inmenso brazo del hombre envuelve de forma protectora la forma temblorosa de las pequeñas S/O en medio de la oscuridad del salón principal; Natsue y Katsumi han salido de forma momentánea y los S/O se han sentido lo suficientemente seguros para hablar. Están abrazando sus piernas mientras explican entre susurros como han tenido que aguantar tantas cosas solos para no preocupar a nadie y como ya no pueden sopórtalo más, llorando le piden al jefe de la familia Orochi protección de quien tanto daño les ha hecho.
El mayor escucha atentamente con un rostro ilegible, rígido e inexpresivo por lo que escucha, haciendo que las S/O piensen lo peor. Preocupadas balbucean arrepentidas sobre no querer molestar, sin embargo, el ceño de Doppo se suaviza y acaricia su espalda a modo de consuelo.
"Lo has pasado mal, ¿no es así, (T/n)?", todo en él gritaba dureza y fuerza, pero sus palabras eran tan suaves y comprensivas, "Sin embargo, estoy para ti, justo aquí"
Su mirada es suave cuando se encuentra con los ojos asustados de los S/O, acariciando su cabeza para consolar su llanto.
"No puedes quedarte aquí, no dejaré que se queden encerrados aquí, no será lo mejor. Yo las acompañaré, confíen en mí, solucionaré esto"
Les deja esconderse en un abrazo, su mano aun en su espalda y tarareando ocasionalmente ante sus sollozos. "Tengan paciencia, resolveré esto"
Es inteligente, sabe que no puede entrar a una universidad a crear disturbios, y paciente, esperara por su objetivo hasta que salga para tenerlo en su mano.
Puede ser muy sensato, pero resolverá esta situación con los puños para defender a su familia. Se asegurará de que nadie te moleste, lo tienes para que te defienda y lo hará sin pensarlo dos veces.
Kaoru Hanayama.
Él consuela a su S/O con sumo cuidado, es tan grande a comparación de su pareja y los envuelve tan protectoramente que sería imposible que no se sintiesen reconfortados.
Dedicará mucho tiempo a consolar el llanto de su pareja, está extremadamente preocupado en primera instancia, solo puede pensar en como su S/O se sintió al verse acorralado y solo frente a esas personas.
¿No quieres ir a la universidad solo? De acuerdo, enviará a que te cuiden si es tu preocupación, ¿no quieres ir a la universidad por un tiempo? No te preocupes, él lo resolverá todo mientras descansas.
Probablemente el más despiadado aquí, los acosadores de su S/O no van a tocarles otra vez. Los acosadores de su S/O ni siquiera volverán a ver la luz del día una vez más.
La persona luchó débilmente para deshacer el agarre inmovilizador en sus brazos, los hombres que le arrastraban a través de este oscuro pasillo avanzaban sin importarles si podía o no seguirles el ritmo con su cuerpo sedado.
Exigió respuestas, ¿quiénes eran? ¿Dónde estaban arrastrándoles? ¿Por qué le hacían esto? Recibiendo un frío silencio ante cada una de sus interrogantes durante toda la extensión del pasillo. Sus piernas aún seguían dormidas por lo que no era mucho lo que podía hacer para oponerse.
Al atravesar la única puerta de todo el corredor pudo ver a ese inmenso hombre que le daba la espalda, temblando, solo la mera silueta de la espalda de aquel hombre les provocaba un sentimiento de terror que jamás creyeron sentir. Cuando él se giró sintió el peso de su imponente mirada, se sentían pequeños e indefensos, justo lo que siente una presa frente a un depredador.
"Así que, tú eres quien ha estado perturbándole" su voz era más profunda de lo que se esperaría, "No tienes idea de lo que has hecho, ¿no es así?"
Kaoru dio la orden silenciosa para que le encadenaran a la pared de la oscura habitación, tomando asiento mientras sus hombres se ocupaban de sus invitados.
El ligero tintineo de las cadenas le dieron la noción de que sus invitados seguían bajo el efecto del fuerte sedante que les dio antes de traerles.
"Soy alguien muy paciente" menciono Hanayama desde su lugar, "Aunque no muy benevolente con quienes me hacen enojar".
"Mucho menos con quien lastiman a quien más amo"
No es ajeno a ciertos métodos cuestionables para tratar con personas en su trabajo, es un yakuza, imagínate lo que eso implica.
Katsumi Orochi.
Se siente tan frustrado, ¿quién podría siquiera querer dañar a su S/O? Está sobre ellos al momento, consolando su llanto cuando se refugian en su pecho para desahogarse.
Acuna a su pareja entre sus brazos y susurra suavemente en su oído palabras para confortarles, lo mucho que les ama o como no va a dejarle hacer esto por su cuenta de ahora en adelante.
Relájate y déjale encargarse de lo demás. Promete que las personas que te han dañado te dejaran en paz de ahora en adelante, no deberás tolerar más tratos injustos.
Cuenta con el apoyo de Doppo y todos los estudiantes del Shinshinkai.
Los autos les obligaron a orillarse, les cerraban el paso y no les daban más opciones que detenerse. Se extrañó por la cantidad de personas que ahora rodeaban su auto con rostros series, observándoles, como si les conocieran.
Un toque en su ventanilla les saco de sus pensamientos, la persona fuera parecía pedirles que bajaran del auto, tenían un mal presentimiento so bre esto.
Descendieron del coche siendo segados por el brillo intenso de las luces de los demás autos que se aglomeraron a su alrededor, para cuando se dio cuenta otras personas habían bloqueado también su camino a su propio auto. Están atrapados ahora.
Cuestiono, pero nadie respondió.
"Yo soy quien orquesto todo esto" Katsumi camino hacia el centro cuando los demás le abrieron paso, "Realmente necesito hablar de algo contigo"
"Me parece que tenemos asuntos que arreglar"
Él ama mucho a su S/O, le duele no haber hecho algo antes, pero lo compensará con creces. Se encargará de todo quien trate de apagar la bella sonrisa de quien ama.
Retsu Kaioh.
Siempre es tan comprensivo y seguro hablar con él, fue un alivio inmenso cuando su S/O pudieron ser sinceros con él. Retsu los sostuvo tan suavemente entre sus brazos para protegerlos del horrible sentimiento de incertidumbre.
Retsu les escucha pacientemente sin interrumpir, entiende todo lo que han pasado en silencio y espera que se expresen sin miedo, él está acompañándoles ahora.
Les acompañará de ahora en adelante, será su confort hecho persona; acompañarles a la universidad, llevarles a comer, sacarlos a caminar para despejarles, escuchar sus problemas y como sigue la situación ahora que esta a su lado. Está preocupado y trata de ser de ayuda.
Al igual que Baki evita la cercanía de los acosadores de su S/O todo lo que puede, es un poco menos agresivo, pero eso no le quita lo intimidante. Se pasea por los pasillos de la universidad junto a su pareja y ubicando a quienes le molestan desde la distancia, procurando mantener calmados a su S/O.
El moderado bullicio de los corredores con algunas personas era algo con lo que podía vivir, no era molesto ni sofocante, era la cantidad de ruido que esperaba encontrar en un centro de enseñanza superior. El practicante de kenpō no perdió de vista a su persona, quien seguía caminando pocos centímetros por delante, mientras caminaban juntos hacia su primer destino del día.
Escucho la suave voz de su pareja mientras le contaba su horario de clases del día, materias alusivas a su carrera universitaria que empezaban bastante temprano y terminaban pasadas las quince horas, admitían que estarían ocupados y se quejaron de estar acaparando todo el tiempo de Retsu. Él sonrió comprensivo mientras sostenía los libros de su S/O con su brazo derecho.
"No hay de que preocuparse", su figura más alta le seguía de cerca, protegiéndoles, "Estoy bien con estar aquí, despeje todos mis asuntos antes de venir"
Recibió el asentimiento como una aprobación a sus palabras y presto atención cuando volvieron a tocar el tema del horario al atravesar la puerta del salón de clases. Su S/O, tan ajenos a los demás ahora que estaba allí, no presto atención a la mirada que recibía de una de las esquinas del lugar, pero Retsu no se la perdió.
La voz de su S/O siguió en su cabeza mientras conectaba miradas con esas personas, el ceño rígido de Retsu lanzo una advertencia silenciosa hacia quien trataba de sostenerle la mirada.
"No están solos, aquí estoy, voy a protegerles"
Sin embargo, terminara por encarar a estas personas tarde o temprano. Su S/O no se enteran, no quiere preocuparles. Tratará de guardar la calma durante el encuentro, pero si aquellos que lastimaron a su amor se atreven a mofarse, pues no tendrá de otra más que defender a su S/O.
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smolkiwi98 · 1 year
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"Coffee is a meal."
Yay finally a post! It's a little rough, but I've been busy. I hope you all enjoy!
WARING! Mentions of not eating properly, fluff, poly relationship, I think that is it
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All day you've been working your ass off. Ever since you started college work has gotten a lot harder. Juggling retail and essays and studying was starting to mess with your mental health and physical health. Steve and Eddie, the loves of your life. You tried to keep all the stress hidden, but they knew you all too well. They could tell when you were anxious, depressed, angry, you name it. 
On top of everything going on, you've been losing a lot of sleep and forgetting to do simple tasks. It's been embarrassing that Steve or Eddie have to remind you to do the little things, "Don't forget to brush your teeth and hair, Sweetheart." "Make sure to take a shower before it gets too late." "Make sure you eat." These are simple things you should remember to do, it's all common sense to do these little things but your brain gets so scattered and chaotic you just forget and want to break down. 
It was a beautiful Saturday night. So many stars in the sky and cold weather, perfect weather for you to snuggle up in your blanket, read a book, and drink a coffee. Steve was working late at Family Video and Eddie was working late at the auto shop, so it was very quiet. All weekend you were off of work and you had some free time from school, so you decided to drink some coffee and finally start Lord of the Rings like you promised Eddie. It's been 20 minutes since you've started reading and sipping on your coffee. Finally feeling relaxed…until your stomach growled. You groaned to yourself and set your book down "I gotta make some food for the boys anyway." You mumbled to yourself as you got up. You grabbed your coffee cup and made your way to the kitchen to find some dinner. You've had small snacks throughout the day and you've had too many cups of coffee, so you weren't super hungry. Another little snack wouldn't hurt though. 
As you were finishing up a frozen pizza for dinner you kept thinking to yourself how you needed to go shopping so the boys could have a proper meal. You were in the middle of cutting the pizza when you heard the door open "I'm home!" It was Eddie "In the kitchen!" You called back to him. You could hear him shuffle around taking his work boots off before walking into the kitchen "What smells so wonderful?" He asks while setting his lunchbox on the counter and coming up behind you. He didn't want to touch you with his greasy/oil stained hands, but you felt his chin rest on your shoulder. You could smell the workshop on him. "If you want to call frozen pizza wonderful, then be my guest." You said with a small chuckle. You could feel his little smile against your cheek "I'll have some wonderful pizza when I get out of the shower." He says before kissing your cheek. Eddie stretched and turned towards the counter again to grab his work button up and noticed the half pot of coffee "Sweetheart, how many cups of coffee have you had today?" This is your second pot and that's the last thing you want to admit. Eddie knows you more than Steve when it comes to this. If you drink a ton of coffee you're not eating properly. "Um…that is my first pot." You lied, "Try again." He knew you weren't telling the truth "It's my second pot of coffee…" you mumbled. Eddie let out a small sigh and came up behind you again, setting a light hand on your lower back still not wanting to dirty your nightshirt "Eat some food." He said before pressing another kiss to your cheek and then walking away to take his shower. 
You watched as Eddie walked away and let out a small sigh. You would eat dinner, but you've had so much coffee that it made you feel full and the little room you have in your stomach only a small snack would fill. Coffee has been your friend recently…a comfort drink almost. You looked at your coffee cup and picked it up while taking another sip. Looking back at the pizza you set the pizza cutter down and walked back to the couch to continue your book. You could simply tell Eddie you wanted to wait to eat with him. 
As you turned the page of your book you heard the front door open along with Eddie's footsteps coming from the stairs "I'm home!" Steve shouted. You could hear the two boys talking with each other and asking about their days. You were starting to get lost in your book again until you felt a pair of lips on your head "Hey there, Pretty Girl." Steve mumbled in your hair. You smiled and tilted your head back looking up at him "Hello." You said as you brought your hand up to his hair to lightly scratch his scalp “There’s pizza on the stove if you’re hungry.” You told him. Steve stood up straight and walked into the kitchen. Eddie came around the couch and sat next to you “I see you’re finally reading the best book ever.” He said pointing at his old Lord of the Rings book “Well, I finally ha-” “Did you two not eat?” Steve asked from the kitchen cutting you off. Eddie turned his head towards the kitchen “I’m gonna grab a slice here soon.” After his reply he turned his head back to you and gave you a serious look “I thought I told you to eat.” You groaned and closed your book “I’m not hungry though.” Steve walked back in the living room with a plate in his hand “Have you eaten anything today?” He asked while sitting down in the lazy boy next to the couch “I had some little snacks here and there.” “Little snacks isn’t a meal, Love.” Steve said “What else did you have?” He pushed “If I may jump in…” Eddie began “By the pot of coffee and the information our dear baby has shared with me earlier. All she’s had is two pots of coffee and maybe some crackers.” And of course he hits it head on. You let out a sigh and played with your fingers “Am I wrong?” He asks. You didn’t say anything. You just shook your head confirming that he was indeed correct. Steve sighed and set his plate on the coffee table "Why haven't you eaten?" He asked "I've just been…scatterbrained, I guess." You said picking at your nails "I've just been so busy with work and everything that I just don't feel hungry." You explained. Their eyes didn't leave you "Sweetheart, when you feel a tiny bit of hunger don't eat a little snack…" Eddie began "Or drink coffee!" Steve quickly added "And before you say anything, coffee is not a meal." You squint your eyes at Steve "Coffee is a meal." Eddie let out a small huff/chuckle "Yeah, okay." He said standing up "Come on." He said holding out his hand for you to take "Where are we going?" You asked confused. Eddie helped you up and picked your coffee cup up as well "Dumping out the coffee and getting you food food." He says before turning away "But that's a waste of coffee!" You said running after him. 
The rest of the night was a little bit of a disaster. The boys wouldn't let you leave the dinner table unless you finished at least one slice of pizza. No matter how many times you've told them that you weren't hungry and the coffee literally has filled you up, they just wouldn't stop nagging about it. Soon you accepted defeat and ate a slice of pizza which caused Eddie to act dramatic and cheer as you ate. Steve was just sitting next to you rubbing your back while you both watched your dramatic boyfriend act out.
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michelleleewise · 2 years
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i loved your pregnancy fics 💚 their absolutely precious, i was wondering if you could do a blurb of loki handling fatherhood and getting used to being a father to his newborn?
Eeek!! I do love the fluff!! Sorry this took me a minute to get too!! Thanks so much for sending it!! I really really really hope you like it!!! 💚💚💚💚
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Daddy's Here
Pairing: Loki x reader
Warnings: uncontrollable amounts of fluff, taaaad bit of angst, only a sprinkle.
Summary: you and Loki welcome home your little one as you both adjust.
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You laid Aiden in his crib, looking down at the sleeping boy smiling as Loki wrapped his arm around you. "He's so perfect love." He said kissing your head. "Thank you Loki." You said laying your head on his shoulder. "For what darling, you did all the work." He said squeezing you tighter. "For loving me, giving me the greatest gift in the world." You said looking up at him. "It is I that should thank you. You've given me the family I never thought I could have." He said, seeing a tear stream down his cheek you caught it with your thumb. "Come on, let's let him sleep." You said grabbing his hand.
"Darling what if....what if I mess up?" He asked as you climbed in bed. "What do you mean?" You asked "what if I'm a bad father, what if I don't know what I'm doing and..." he started "Loki, with kids you'll never know what your doing, you just have to do your best." You reassured him. "But...what if I become like odin? What if.." you stopped him "Loki, I never want to hear you say that again. You are not and never will be like him. He was a monster, you are wonderful. You'll never be him." You said sternly as he nodded. You scooted closer hugging him.
"You will be the best father there is, because you my love are kind, gentle, and the most loving man I've ever met. He will adore you." You kissed him gently. "I love you so much y/n." He said pressing his forehead to yours "and I love you, now sleep, you'll need it." You smiled, snuggling into him as you drifted off.
The next few weeks were a blur. You had taught Loki the best way to change a diaper after he wasn't fast enough the first time, getting covered in baby powder in the process, making you giggle. "You'll get the hang of it." You smiled wiping the powder off his face. You were unable to breast feed, so you made sure to have formula at all times.
Telling Loki how much to add, making sure the water wasn't too hot or too cold. "Darling, he won't stop crying." Loki called out as he rocked him back and forth. You came in seeing Aiden losing his mind. You took him from Loki, holding him close to you as he stopped crying and settled down.
"My son hates me." He said looking at you "he does not. Your just anxious and he can feel it. Are you ok?" You asked "I just, I don't know if I'm doing any of this right y/n." He said looking at you. "Loki. You are doing great! I want you to take a deep breath, relax and sit down." You said as he sat in the chair. "Turn your thoughts off love, only focus on him, and how much you love him. He'll feel it I promise."
You smiled as Loki nodded, taking a deep breath as you handed Aiden to him, cradling his head as Loki hummed to him. "See, I told you.." you said as Loki rubbed Aiden's cheek with his thumb smiling. "I will do better little one." He said. "Your doing perfectly now, it's a leaning process." You said as he smiled. "Thank you darling." He smiled, turning back to Aiden.
You were sound asleep when you heard Aiden through the monitor. Slowly sitting up Loki pushed you back down "I'll get him, you sleep." He said kissing your head as you settled back in. You heard him on the monitor "Shh Shh it's ok, daddy's here." He cooed making you smile. It got quite for a few minutes when you head him again. "Are you hungry little one, I made you a snack." You heard. "There, that's better, I get angry when I'm hungry as well." You smiled as he continued.
"I love you so much little one, and your mommy, you two are my whole world. The reason I exist." You heard "I will always protect you and be there for you both, until my last breath." He said. "I know I'm new at this, but I really am trying, I promise. Just be patient with me yes? I'll get there I swear." You heard as you teared up. "You and mommy make me strive to be a better person, to try harder." He said. "Oh, would you like to hear a song? My mother used to sing it to me when I was a child." He said as he began to sing in what you assumed was Asgardian.
You closed your eyes listening, his voice almost lulling you to sleep when he stopped. "Ok, back to bed little one." He whispered as you rolled to your back. You felt the bed dip next to you as you curled into him. "He's asleep, all is well." You heard as he wrapped his arm around you. "Loki, I couldn't love you more if I tried." You said squeezing him. "I love you too darling, both of you. I always will." He said kissing your head.
You knew parenthood was going to be an adventure, but with Loki by your side, you knew you could accomplish anything..
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fruitsoxs · 10 months
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Hello! First things first, thank you for sharing your writing with the world!
Second things second... would you be willing to share any SFW and NSFW headcanons you have of Roberto? I feel like I normally don't request thirst on my first request but I've read your Roberto drabble like 6 times and I'm down abysmal. 😩😤
Have a good one, and thanks again!
more roberto for the world
warnings; nsfw !MINORS DNI!
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I kind of feel like he’d be actually really shy with someone he really likes
Like let’s say you two have known each other for awhile and he’s started catching feelings, this man will be blushing hard core if you so much as accidentally touch his hand
He’ll try to play it off cool though
And I think that’s because he’s not good with real feelings
This man seems to have been through /things/ and i fully believe he hasn’t had time for romance 
So him falling for someone?? Yeah he has no idea what to do
If you’re on the shy side, he’ll probably be willing to take charge
But it will be like both of you are awkward and unsure of how to proceed. 
He’ll grab your hand, or put his hand on your thigh if you sit in front with him
The entire time he’ll be so nervous though
If you’re bold, he’ll try and pretend like the stuff you do doesn’t affect him
But the moment you step away he’ll be leaning on a wall trying to control himself
Old man is about to have a heart attack from you leaning clos eto him
He’s probably a secret romantic too
Will buy you little gifts and trinkets that remind him of you
Notices when you’re hungry and always give syou a snack
Shares his water when you run out
He also can tell when you’re upset and will always steer you away from what’s going on to give you a little break
Does it in a way that you don’t even notice
He sees that the others are overwhelming you and he’s like “wow that cloud kinda looks like a cat.” and drags you away
Or he distracts you by making fun of you and getting you all riled up
You get so angry and annoyed you forget that you were ever anxious 
He’d also reach over and silently squeeze your hand
I THINK HIS HANDS ARE PROBABLY SO WARM (I could write an entire separate set of headcanons for hands in general)
I also hope you like hugs because he loves them
He’ll just pull you into a hug whenever
Side hugs are his favorite. He like wrapping an arm around you and pulling you close
Anyway I think he’s just sweet 
But he likes to make fun of you, it’s his love language 
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Now when I say he’s shy I totally mean just with relationships and romance. 
Roberto FUCKS and i refuse to believe otherwise
He’s a dirty talker. 
He doesn’t moan much, but he is constantly talking
He likes getting a reaction out of whoever he’s with
I also think he’s the type that likes looking whoever he’s fucking in the eye
He’s probably not very experimental with positions - he’s old fashioned
Idk why but i imagine he likes clothed sex
He’s very bold - doesn’t mind doing it in public where you might get caught 
In fact he likes pushing it a little bit
Gets you all riled up in public with hidden touches to see if you can survive until you’re in private 
If you can’t he’ll find a closet or something to fuck you in 
Sometimes he’ll get lazy and not wanna have sex, so he’ll just pleasure you non-stop
Mans loves eating pussy and sucking dick 
He fucks hard. Relentless pace, bruising grip, biting sometimes. All of that good stuff
He’s a soft lover though 
Like the first time after he says “I love you” is the softest sex ever
He likes kissing 
He strikes me as the type who likes putting his fingers in your mouth 
Imagine getting on your knees for him while he smokes a cigarette and praises you
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ithaquasbbg · 5 months
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hello! could i possibly get a idv matchup?
I go by all pronouns (i just default to they/them), im pansexual with innattentive ADHD (aka ADD) and an anxiety disorder. My MBTI type is INTP-T, and I'm a scorpio - rising taurus. I'm very outgoing and funny with my friend group, however i get anxious and very quiet if im in public without someone else i know being there. i've been told im a perfectonist and that i set high standards for myself, when i dont meet those standards i tend to break down. i have a hard time asking for help in general and tend to bottle up how i feel which has cause people to get angry at me because i do not know how describe how im feeling. i have been told i'm very observant and tend to notice little things in stuff like movie scenes.
im very pale with a lot of freckles everywhere with a curly dark brown wolf cut. i tend to bruise and scratch myself easily as well. i speak english, german, and spanish (english is my mother tongue) !!
my aesthetics in terms of clothing range from 90's-ish to cybercore…. although my usual fit will have silver jewelry. i like going out from time to time to shop or picking up food from local food shops!! on terms of food, i have fast metabolism so im hungry for most of the day…my favorite kind of food is texas bbq!!! I love to cook and read a lot so i tend to stay up late doing just that lmao
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Hiiii anon! I’m sorry this took a while, matchups are a little harder for me lol. Ty for the request :)
08 | I match you with….
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Grace | Naiad
….Headcanons below….
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|🐟| I feel like she’s somebody who would benefit from having an extroverted partner- somebody who would help her out of her she’ll and become less reclusive!
|🐟| I also feel like she’s probably quite calm and patient in general, so she likely wouldn’t be bothered by your ADHD or anxiety much if at all
|🐟| She seems like the type to be good at comforting others, so if you had a really bad day and were really anxious or feeling defeated by your perfectionism, she’d probably be patient and kind to you as you calm down
|🐟| Speaking of perfectionism, she doesn’t strike me as a perfectionist at all. This could cause some misunderstandings every once in a while, and she takes some time to forgive if it’s a big one, but I don’t think she’d be too offended or bothered
|🐟| She’s probably quite fond of your appearance and the way you dress- it’s unique and makes you easy to remember!
|🐟| Sometimes she’ll trace little designs on your freckles :))
|🐟| She seems like she’d have a fast metabolism as well, and would probably have no problem eating a lot with you
|🐟| Give Grace some time, and she might even make some things with you!
|🐟| I feel like she’d like reading with you, laying her head on your chest and listening to you read it aloud, or reading it herself!
|🐟| Eventually she’ll probably fall asleep, which would probably serve as a reminder that you need to sleep as well.
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uselessmicrowave · 10 months
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hihello could I possibly have a match up please? Continuity: MTMTE (Lost Light crew?) and/or TFP (Decepticons)
Appearance: very long curly hair! very soft, very bouncy, very thick, like a sheep!, skinny as a stick and physically weak, have a baby face and I hate it so much because I feel like no one takes me seriously-..don't know if any of this matters or helps-?
Personality: I’m generally a very quiet and reserved person, especially during first impressions! I’m kind of a shy and anxious lurking shadow who assumes the worst until I get a good enough feel of a person, you know? Then I'm comfortable popping in!
I tend to gravitate towards being "Designated Parent Friend" or "Big Sibling Friend?" I love being able to make others feel better about themselves or to help them out. Maybe it’s because of some rough stuff in my past, but I never want anyone to feel similar to the ways I have. If you hurt someone I care about, I am never going like you. I’m kind of..soft? I cry very easily, be it happy or sad, and it frustrates me! I’m not a soft and squishy person! ..okay yes I am but I’m also trying super hard to be the shoulder people can lean on if they need me! Growing a backbone is a work in progress, and sometimes I come off too harsh or mean when I actually use it.. A friend once described me like glass; it’s fragile, but a broken piece can still really mess you up, you know? Glass-ness aside, my sense of humor is honestly very dry and sarcastic and you probably wouldn’t expect it out of me! I can get kind of angry over petty things and sort of clingy, but I’ll be fine after some time to let it all pass.
I like playing videogames, drawing and writing, and reading tarot! I like doing things alone, really, but I love the company of others when they want me to join in. Because it does indeed get lonely being alone sometimes!
I have some really gross depression bouts and lots of anxiety disorders that I do my best to juggle, but, sometimes I just have to shut down for a bit and..sleep.
Values: Someone who can make me smile when I’m really having a hard time! I guess that sounds a little silly, but even something small to distract me from my thoughts is huge. Loyalty also? Admittedly I get kind of jealous and clingy when people I like hang around others too much..especially if I don’t like those others. I also really like um..acts of service I guess it is? Little things matter to me most!
NOPES: People who takes themselves too seriously. Disinterest/poking fun at in my hobbies..or insecurities. Being completely babied/not letting me try to grow. Making assumptions based on appearance or first impressions alone. Is this enough to work with? I just realized how much I wrote I'm so sorry- but um thanks again, you stay hydrated too! ♥
This is definitely enough to work with, thank you anon! I’ll be pairing you with MTMTE Swerve and TFP Breakdown!
Swerve
Your quietness in the very beginning of your relationship is probably a good thing because it gives him space to ramble.
He relates to you about the baby face appearance and your glass-ness, having some of the same experiences as you do seem to warm you up to him.
He loves your hair, he face-plants into love if you ask him to help you style or take care of it.
He thinks it’s so cool with the tarot card thing? He doesn’t know how it works but is totally supportive!
Swerve loves playing Earth video games with you, he prefers multiplayer games like animal crossing (new horizons) or even smash bros, but nothing too competitive.
You two will, without a doubt, eventually go on a double date with Tailgate and Cyclonus.
Swerve has his fair share of anxiety and he’ll take naps with you when you shut down.
If you drink alcohol, he will find a way to get some liquors that are safe to consume for you.
He has a snack supply under the bar for you but he doesn’t want you to think he’s babying you. He only reveals this to you when you admit you’re hungry.
Breakdown
This hunk is also very quiet towards the beginning of your relationship, which makes for a couple awkward moments
He’s also the ‘parent friend,’ so he’ll make jokes about having vehicon kids.
Your dry sarcastic sense of humor reminds him of Knockout, so you and the lead medic will interact a lot.
He, much like you, doesn’t like it when someone makes fun of appearance, hobbies, ect.. Not afraid to yell at a random vehicon that poked at your insecurities.
He tries his best not to baby you, but you’re just so very cute. He tries not to mention it but the baby fat on your face practically makes him have heart optics.
You’ll sit on his shoulder while he’s restocking medical kits or shelfs, that way he won’t get lonely. Breakdown loves it if you ask questions about the medical tools.
Your drawing and writing fascinates him. What kind of things are important enough for you to make art or write about it?
He’s definitely all for a stress nap with you, especially if you want to lay on his chassis.
Breakdown also values loyalty, but he won’t be spark broken if you decide to spend your time with Knockout instead of him. As long as you’re having fun.
This ^ hc above? Total lie. He’ll just say that to you, the poor bot won’t really have anyone to spend time with if you and KO are busy.
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novelynrecamadas · 2 months
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"MY STORY WHEN I WAS A CHILD AND UNTIL I GROW UP"
hi, I'm Novelyn G. Recamadas. I'm currently 18 years old. I would like to share with you my experiences from when I was young until now. When I was a child, I loved playing outside our house with my cousins. It brought me so much joy to be with them. However, I was a stubborn child who didn't listen to my parents when they scolded me because I was always playing and not eating at the right time. This made my parents angry. I am the eldest among my siblings, but I was always the one starting trouble. That's why I think I was a bad influence on my siblings, and that's why my father was always frustrated with me, even when I was just in elementary school.
I didn't expect that I would have misunderstandings and arguments with my cousins over small things, which escalated because we made a big deal out of them. So, I stopped spending time with them, and I would just stay at home holding my cellphone. That's what I always did until I reached junior high school. It was during that time that unfortunate events started happening in my life. My father got sick, and we didn't know that it was already serious because he kept it hidden. I couldn't believe that my father got sick, and it was getting worse during those times. I felt so depressed, and I also developed a nervous system disorder. I was anxious about everything, and I suddenly felt sadness in our family. We didn't understand why all of this was happening to us, and we struggled to find a way to get my father the medical treatment he needed because we didn't have enough money. We felt so sorry for his condition. Unfortunately, he couldn't make it, and he passed away due to a severe migraine and a heart attack. I couldn't help but cry because I didn't know what to do without him. He was the one providing for us, and he was our strength to overcome poverty. I also felt sorry for my mother because she didn't expect that this would happen to her. Despite being left by my father at an early age, she immediately looked for someone to love. I couldn't accept that she quickly found someone new just because she couldn't be with my father anymore.
It was painful for me as the eldest child because I couldn't accept that she replaced my father with someone new. Moreover, she would come home late at night, sometimes even after two days. It was disheartening because sometimes we would go hungry waiting for our mother to come home so we could eat. It was tough for us, my siblings and I, always feeling hungry. It was also difficult for me to go to school because I didn't have money for transportation. My mother couldn't afford to give me money because she had enough for my siblings, but I didn't get angry when she couldn't give me any because I understood. She didn't have a job, so she couldn't sleep at night. Sometimes, I would go to school even without any allowance as long as I had money for transportation and could go to my school.
I've been enduring all the pain I've been going through now, even though I know myself that I can't handle it anymore. But I keep fighting because I have dreams that I want to fulfill for myself. I didn't expect that I would meet someone at Bric Bank where I did my work immersion when I was in grade 11. I didn't regret doing my work immersion there because I met Ma'am Cindy, whom I always talked to. She was so kind to me, not only kind but also beautiful and sexy. Many people liked her because, for me, she had everything a man could ask for. She already had three children and had partners, although they weren't Filipino but German. But they were a perfect match, so they were destined for each other. When I finished my work immersion at Bric Bank, I was fortunate to find a job, so now I'm a working student. I'm very grateful to Ma'am Cindy because she's the one supporting my education now. That's why I finished grade 12. If I hadn't met her, I wouldn't have had a job and wouldn't have been able to finish my studies because no one was helping me. So, I really looked for a way to have a job for myself and to help my siblings in some way. That's why until now, I'm not content with just finishing grade 12. I still want to study in college because it's my dream to work while studying in college. I know deep down that as long as I have dreams and keep fighting, I can achieve my dreams.
I won't lose hope in reaching them because I have inspiration. I'm doing all of this because of my family because I know how difficult life can be if you don't finish your studies. I'm alone, and I don't have anyone to talk to about my problems. That's why I sometimes feel depressed, thinking about things that may never happen in my life. That's why I suddenly cry because the weight of my emotions becomes too heavy, feeling like I'm all alone with no one to turn to. I think I'm the loneliest person in the world. Even though I don't have anyone to talk to about my problems, I'm thankful that I joined the RPW account because that's where I found friends. I found friends there in RPW, even though they're far away. Some of them are from Davao, Manila, Negros, Leyte. Even though they're far, I still get to talk to them, and they're kind. It feels like they have the same sense of humor as me. It's like little by little, I'm healing from the past hurts in my life. That's why I always post my grievances in life there, and I didn't expect that many would show concern for me. I was happy and felt so much joy because I read a lot of good advice for me. It motivates me to overcome the problems in my life. As time passed, I met someone who makes my heart beat faster. I only met him on RPW, but I really like him even though I haven't seen him in person, only through social media. But the feeling I have when it comes to him is different. Even though we don't have the same age because he's older than me, he's already in his second year of college, while I'm still in senior high school, grade 12. Even though we don't have the same age, I still love him. We became close friends since grade 11, and I opened up to him about my problems because he listens when I open up to him. That's why I don't feel like he doesn't care about me because I felt that he has concern for me. That's why I always turn to him when I'm feeling down, and when I talk to him, I forget about the problems I'm carrying. It brings me so much joy to talk to him, especially when we have voice calls. That's why when I reached grade 12, he confessed to me that he likes me, and I also told him all the feelings I have for him. That's why he courted me, and I said yes.
because I really want him to be my boyfriend. I said yes to him on September 2, 2023, and we're still together now. It's our 5th monthsary on February 2, 2024. Even though he doesn't have much time for me now because he's busy with college and needs to maintain his grades since he has a scholarship, I understand that his priorities are important. He is my inspiration to finish my studies. He always gives me advice, and I feel lucky to have met him because he always helps me. That's why I continue to fight in life because I want to finish my studies and find a good job. Even though I face many problems and feel exhausted, I choose to keep fighting because I have dreams.
For those who have also experienced problems in life, I want to offer some advice based on my own experiences. Life can be challenging, but it's important to stay strong and have faith that things will get better. Believe in yourself and your ability to overcome obstacles. Don't be afraid to reach out for support. Whether it's from friends, family, or even online communities, having someone to talk to and lean on can make a big difference. Sometimes, problems can feel overwhelming, but remember to take things one day at a time. Focus on what you can do in the present moment and break down your challenges into smaller, manageable steps.
Look for sources of inspiration and motivation in your life. It could be a person, or anything that uplifts your spirits and encourages you to keep going. Even in the darkest of times, hold onto hope. Believe that better days are ahead and that you have the strength to overcome any adversity that comes your way.
Remember, you are not alone in your struggles. Reach out for help, stay positive, and keep moving forward. You have the power to overcome and create a brighter future for yourself.
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tavyliasin · 4 months
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Short Fic - The Shrew Who Tamed The Incubus
This was a drabble request that ran a little long, and I'm glad it did. It was a nice little soft moment, not particularly my usual flavour but you know sometimes even the little Haarlep in my head needs to lay their head somewhere soft and take a rest from being a relentless muse~ Full piece below the cut! Not really spicy at all, but there's still sexual references, so I wouldn't call it SFW either. So have some sweet soft moments for a nice rest, loves, and I shall be back upon the morrow~
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Haarlep looked towards the shimmering doorway of the boudoir, an unexpected guest stood just beyond the barrier, nervously shifting his feet as his hands fussed at his outfit. Simple, plain, but comfortable, and his hair was neatly combed. The incubus could’ve been mistaken for thinking this young man was waiting for a first date, anxious about getting their parents’ approval to take them out. The sight amused them, so they waved away the barrier. “Come, there is little point in standing at my doorway, Little Shrew.” They beckoned towards the bed where they lay, wings spread and tail swishing lazily against the sheets. “Now, to what do I owe the pleasure of your visit?” The man followed the command, stepping inside and walking across the room with soft footsteps. “Well, you see…the thing is…” “Is there any need to be so shy? I know why you are here, you wish to lay with me, and it would be my *pleasure* to feast~” They smirked, licking their lips at the prospect. “Actually, no.” He found his voice a bit more now, even beneath the powerful gaze of the incubus. “Or rather, yes, I do want to lay with you, just not like that.” “What other way is there? You are a meal walking up to the plate, and now you say I am not to even have a taste?” Haarlep’s brow furrowed, a darker edge creeping in to their voice. “You’re not hungry though, are you?” Shrew stated more than asked, staring them down, not even waiting for an answer. “You’ve fed, yet there you are waiting to give more of yourself again. When was the last time you felt touch that wasn’t all about lust?” “What’s the point in that?” The incubus seemed to only be able to answer with more and more questions, their look changing to one that was more perplexed than angry now. “You need more than just food, you deserve more than that. You could feed on anyone, drain them to a husk with only a thought for your own pleasure, but you don’t. You care - in your own way, I wouldn’t insult you by suggesting anything more - and…well, I care. About you. In my way.” He stepped a little closer, reaching out to the incubus, laying a soft hand on their face, stroking his thumb along their cheekbone. “Let me, just for a while. If you really want me to leave, I will.” Haarlep seemed completely lost for words for once. Not only had this timid creature approached them without desire behind his steps, he had asked for something nobody else ever had. Clients would request their kinks, to hear Raphael’s voice in their ear, or to feel the softer curves of the Archduchess, but never had one asked to simply be close without sex. It made no sense…but then perhaps the idea had some appeal after all, if nothing else the curiosity was beginning to eat at the back of their mind. “Fine,” they relented, shuffling back a little and gesturing to the space, “you may proceed.” Shrew quickly removed his boots, leaving them neatly stood by the bedside, folding some of his clothing next to them, only keeping a little clothing on his lower body. This wasn’t the time to be fully undressed, but he still wanted to feel the warmth of the incubus’ skin against him. He climbed up on to the high bed, kneeling at first to shuffle closer to the fiend. “I know this body isn’t really yours , but all the parts that are more you than him …they’re beautiful.” Shrew smiled and kissed the demon on his cheek as they seemed ever more lost for words. 
The incubus was caught between the need to be in control and the confusion at how this mere mortal had seen right through them. They were not Raphael, much as they looked like his younger form, there were just a couple of areas they changed. Not in ways that they thought anyone would notice, so to feel this…to have those parts praised softly… It made no sense. They lay still, allowing Shrew to continue. He snuggled in against Haarlep’s chest, carefully lifting their arm and draping it over his back like a blanket, wrapping his own arm around the fiend’s waist after. “You’re so…warm.” “Of course I am, Little Shrew, have you forgotten where you are? Who you are with?” “No,” he replied quietly, tracing soft lines along the slight ridges that ran from Haarlep’s back and along the edge of their hip. “I’m exactly where I want to be, with who I want to be. So…rest. Let me be your comfort, or the prey caught in your claws if that makes you feel more comfortable. And if you wake in the morning feeling hungry…well, we shall see.” “You are a strange creature.” Haarlep sighed, resting their chin atop the man’s head now, bringing their large wing across them and curling their legs up closer to seek more contact. Perhaps this wasn’t such a bad idea after all. He was soft, delicate in a way, and the light feeling of his touch was pleasant in a way they hadn’t anticipated. A light warmth danced across their skin wherever his fingers roamed, until eventually his hand stilled and his breath grew slower, deeper. “Dream well, Little Shrew. Perhaps I shall join you there after all.” The incubus whispered almost silently against the top of his head, their eyes closing at last as they nuzzled in closer with an instinct they would never understand.
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