#You ever see a character thats so self centered

[sugark1tty]

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[mewo777]

ilove him soooo much….. hes like a chew toy to me.

like he spends the WHOLE game making you think hes this cool, likable, charming guy who has everything together. its verso, the mysterious but still trustworthy guy. the guy who helps you stay on track with your mission just because he wants to help. the guy who cuts himself in half because he wants to cheer you up. the guy whos best friend is the most powerful being in your world. and maybe you dont know everything about him, but no matter how you look at him he seems like a good guy. hes doing this for the greater good. hes doing this for your world. hes doing this to help you.

but hes not.

hes not even CLOSE to that idea.

he swooped in to save you after your brother died, right?(but he let him die for his own gain.)

he’s helping you defeat the evil thats destroying your world, right?(but he keeps from you that she’s not the evil you seek to destroy)

hes helping you kill the man who massacred your team, right?(but he doesnt tell you that man is his father.)(and he doesn’t tell you to kill him.)(only to incapacitate.)

he is so. so. so selfish. so self centered. a liar for what is fundamentally only his own gain. argue as much as youd like that it’s for his family but he’s letting an entire world suffer and die for his. own. gain.

and i LOVE him for it. i love how absolutely selfish he is. i love that you spend this entire game watching him develop relationships with the other characters just to find out that everything he has ever done has been a lie to save his own skin. he doesnt even tell them esqiue can fly because he cant afford them trying to leave when hes so, so close.

and god at the end when everyone is trying to convince renoir that the canvas shouldn’t be destroyed, that there’s a compromise to be found… he just stays silent. not a defiant silence but a complete vacuum for any argument, anything he could possibly say and you can just see in his eyes that he does not know, at all, what he wants.

im putting this horribly but just god that final scene where he looks around so lost, so confused just absolutely kills me. like his whole life has been a constant battle trying to figure out whats right, what he wants, what he should be doing. he goes years and years fighting on painted!renoirs side before he decides to fight against him and get aline out of the painting but now that she’s gone, what is there? what else can he do?

and its less his final decision that makes his character for me and more his complete and utter confusion. like no decision he makes will be correct and still he must make a decision. and ultimately he makes a selfish one. and maelle makes a selfish one. because that is just who they are, that is how humans are, and neither can be blamed for a moment.

does any of this make sense at ALL im literally just yapping don’t pay any heed to this i just wanted to get the words out of my chest i lovke verso so mcuh i need to kill him with my bare hands. i need to dissect him

like genuinely at what point in the development did they decide yeah no we need a bisexual man with huge princess eyes and the sadness of an abandoned puppy. there was just no reason to make him so violently sad and lame and pathetic but they did and im so glad they did

[moonlight-ba3]

Hiii can you write about being in a bad relationship and you just got broken up with and you and Macklin have been friends forever and he sees you crying and having a panic attack and he comforts you and you guys end up realizing that you two have always been in love?

Warm 

pairing:macklin celebrini x reader

summary:when you finally get out of your toxic relationship and find a better one.

a/n: fluff, angst, I tried to make this based on the songs almost is never enough and warm by ariana grande, I came up with a random game against the Blackhawks, not proofread!!

I met Jake in freshman year of high school in English class. We started dating when he asked me out for prom in sophomore year. We were great until I introduced him to Macklin, my best friend. 

He always rolled his eyes when I brung Mack up. He hated him so much he convinced me to not invite him to my 18th birthday party. 

I never realized how controlling he was of me. Finally, I brung it up and somehow all we managed to argue about was Macklin.

I just got back from work after 7 hours of staring at a screen. My eye bags are huge, I can barely walk my limbs are so tired. All I wanna do is lay down and not have to argue with my boyfriend.

‘’You look miserable’’ Is the first thing I hear when I walk in.

‘’Jake, I’m exhausted’’ I mumble, putting my stuff up, not wanting to cause anything that would probably just be fight about Macklin somehow.

He rolls his eyes, ‘’God, you’re always exhausted’’ he replies still looking at his phone, most likely looking through some girls instagram.

I take a deep breath trying to calm myself down, but he keeps talking. I finally loose it, ‘’Jake I go to work for 7 hours and all you do is sit on your ass for the whole day! I come home exhausted cause I actually do things. I don’t wanna fight tonight. I’m exhausted’’ I yell at him, my voice slightly cracking. 

‘’Thats all you say, I do things all the time but your to busy talking to your other little boy toy!’’ He yelled back

I look at him, confused. ‘’Who the hell are you talking about?’’ 

He sighs, ‘’The shitty hockey player!’’

Macklin.

The boy I’ve known since I was 5. Who would always come to me no matter what. The only hockey player I would stand up for when they scored. The guy I always tried to convince myself I wasn’t in love with. The Macklin who I did everything with. 

‘’What do you mean?’’ I ask him, unclear on why he would bring him up right now, especially since I haven’t seen him in four weeks. The last time I saw him was at his game against the Blackhawks. All I could look at was him. He scored one goal and had two assists. 

He steps closer to me. ‘’You think I don’t know. I know you’ve been sneaking around and seeing him.’’ He says in a quiet voice. 

‘’I-what?’’ 

‘’Oh my god, you’re so stupid.’’ He laughs 

I stand there, still confused, ‘’Why would you think I’m with him?’’

‘’You’re always talking about him! Macklin this, Macklin that! You never stop. I feel like a side character!’’ 

‘’A side character! I involve you in everything, even things that don’t even concern you.’’ Shocked that he would even say that. 

‘’Even then you still find a way to bring him up! Mack loves this! Me and Mack used to do this together!’’

‘’Iv’e been best friends with him since I was five!’’ I yell back at him.

He closes his eyes, rubbing his hands on his face. 

‘’You’re the most stupidest, self centered person I’ve ever met!’’ 

‘’You always accuse me of the most stupidest shit!’’ 

He looks at me like I have 5 eyeballs.

My eyes are starting to get glossy.

‘’I’m so over you, why don’t you go cry to him about this.’’ He says as he walks out the door. 

I don’t stop him. I can’t. Tears are falling down my face. My hands are shaking. My shaky hand raises to my heart as I start gasping for air. I feel like I’m underwater. The room is caving in on me. All I’m able to do is get my phone out and call him, Macklin.

After the first ring he picks up. 

‘’Hey, y/n’’ His voice calms me down, but not enough.

‘’Mack-I can’t.’’ 

‘’Im coming over. Don’t hang up.’’

He only lives 7 minutes away. I can’t focus on anything. His voice ringing in my ears. All I’m able to make out is ‘’Calm down’’ ‘’breathe’’ ‘’Im here.’’

I hear the door open and he comes running to me. He places me on the couch and kneels on his knee in front of me. 

‘’Look at me.’’ He tells me as he places my hand over his heart. 

I look at his deep green eyes, and finally for what feels like months, Im able to calm down. 

As my breathing evens out, I close my eyes and I feel him pull me in his arms, while he’s still on floor. It feels we were sitting there for hours, when his hand gently pulls my chin to make me look at him again.

My heart rate picks up, I get a giddy feeling that I never got with Jake. 

He places his forehead on mine, still no words exchanged since the call. My hands travel up his toned arms as his stay put on my waist. 

Soon we’re both leaning in. His lips feel soft against mine, the butterflies in my stomach only getting worse. I finally pull away ‘’Mack…’’ Is all I’m able to get out.

‘’I know’’

‘’I got in a fight with Jake, we broke up.’’ I tell him. ‘’Im sorry’’ he sighs.

‘’Don’t be it was toxic anyways.’’ Trying to make humor out of this. 

‘’So, I guess it wasn’t that bad of a thing I kissed you.’’ He says laughing softly.

‘’Never.’’

Finally, in months I feel like I’m breathing and not being held captive.

While we’re still sitting on the floor I tell him ‘’This is cute, but this floor is hurting my butt’’

He laughs, pulling me to stand on my feet as we both sit on the couch. Macklin puts his hand over mine, ‘’I’ll treat you better, I promise.’’ I look at him with a smile ‘’I know you will.’’ 

He pulls me in a hug. It feels real and warm.

It’s warmer in his arms.

[honeyhoku]

I personally dont think, or at least would like not to think, that the writers have any racist intent with the storylines. If only because I appreciate Lottie's casting so much as someone whose part Polynesian, and because I see Tai or Akilah's actresses having such vocal love and reactions to their characters. It lends to the idea that there has to be SOME kind of thoughtful care in action.

That being said,,, so many things just DO leave a sour taste in your mouth. Maybe not intentionally- because white characters like Natalie or Van have also had, in my opinion, a lot of plot holes or poor handling concerning their archs.

But after seeing the pitch for the show and seeing there being real reference to the characters identities/struggles regarding race (the comment about Lottie's white neighbor being violent, the character who was half japanese and half scottish or something?), it seems like the show has lost sight of yet another aspect that originally made it so compelling.

We acknowledge how all of the characters are "free" from society in the wilderness- how Tai and Van are free to embrace their sexualities, for example. But I have trouble with recalling anyone mentioning OTHER important social aspects.

Even more so, I saw someone comment on how race HAS to play a factor in Lottie's treatment post-rescue. It's hard to ignore that its her white father who has always been the quickest to shut her up and send her away. Obviously this could just have to do with her specific family dynamics, but when you compare her arch to Shauna- a white woman who by now we can all agree is not sane in the slightest, and how Shauna's actions are accepted and celebrated far more than Lottie's, there's that bad taste again.

Tai and Lottie are both shown to be mixed race. Tai's parents seem happy together in their brief scene- we know Lottie's arent. Did they ever bond over their shared experiences pre-crash? Clash over their different experiences? Like, Tai and Van are also an interracial couple. Thats another hurdle they'd have to face. Yeah its the mid-to-late 90's, but even now that's not exactly the easiest thing to navigate.

The show has so much space to make real commentary on these topics, and considering that many people fram Yellowjackets as an exploration of humaity/trauma- it seems ignorant to ignore how race plays a part.

Plus when you take that out of the equation, good intentions or not, it truly just leaves the door open for decisions to come across tone deaf. Tai leaving her wife and family for an old flame is a good example of self destruction, and I do love Van- but exiling her black family in favor of a white character, all while Shauna's family is left front and center? Again, bad taste.

[ngage2003]

Jay dad post when. Please

Ok fine Now but you'll have to stick with me on this.

I believe that a fundamental part of Jay's character is that he was neglected, which feeds into his existing issues with understanding other people socially, his self centered and selfish nature, but most importantly, why he started posting these videos. Because let's all be serious, why did Jay start and continue to post videos to the Marble Hornets YouTube?

He found something weird, and wanted a way to archive or document it, sure, but also after a point he does seem to be posting for the audience, but all without ever actually needing anything from us. He never asks for help decoding stuff or our opinions on stuff, hell I know it's something thats sort of post-production but the comments are turned off. He mentions on his twitter talking to people on AIM, but I still stand by my point.

Why does Jay, almost compulsively, keep telling us this story?

I think its because he wants to feel seen. He (whether he realizes it or not) crafts this specific image of himself to us, by what he cuts out and doesn't. He wants to be known.

I think this is honestly bolstered by one of the few times he is really put on the spot, Entry 59. While Tim is rightfully berating him there, we have an interesting piece of dialogue at 2:53.

Jay: "Tim." Tim: "But then suddenly it stops." Tim continues: "And I start getting better. And I can hold steady work, I can function like a normal human being for once in my life. And then suddenly… you show up, pointing a camera in my face, bringing back old memories like it couldn't possibly have any effect on anybody else. And you're not even trying to fix any of this. All you do is point your camera at every little thing that happens. How does that help anybody?" Jay: "In case something happens. I want people to know-" Tim: "Like who? Who the hell is gonna care? What are you trying to gain from all of this? I've seen it myself. Alex points a gun at you and your first instinct is to film it, you psychopath!"

Jay wants people to know if something happens, he wants some record it happened, he happened. He wants to be seen, not a memory or an unreported accident, but to be acknowledged. He is so of not catching something on camera, of slipping through the cracks.

I think he wants to do something important to, of course he does, but it is also more than that. So many people want to be important for so many different reasons, that feeling's roots tie to something else deeper.

"Ok, HOW does that tie into Jay Fatherhood??"

Well, I think, if Jay had something concrete in front of him to focus on, someone who needed him, who he was important to and loved and was his, he would probably not feel this compulsive need to be seen by someone. He doesn't need to be after all, he had this little bundle which needs and sees him already.

Its a sort of bandaid to a bullet wound I admit, but I think it could set Jay on the path to help himself, and personally I see his character as someone who due to his neglect, wants to never be like that, yk? He wants to grow as a person. He wants to be a good parent.

He's an obsessive little weirdo, sure, but I think getting set on that path, on bettering himself not for himself but someone who needs him, would help. I also just personally think he would he so enthused about having a family since he never really did. (Neglected nepobaby.)

Give him a baby to hold it'll fix him.

[thesecondsanctuary]

follow up to the bad driving post from yesterday. explanations under cut also feel free to argue with me lol

So basically top left = characters who drive badly but not in a way that will cause a crash, top right = characters who are actually all things considered good at driving, bottom left = characters who should not be behind the wheel ever, bottom right = characters who are good drivers in theory/most of the time, but certain factors can make them become car crash material.

Dalv: In my mind, Dalv is the most cautious and safe driver ever, to the point where he loops back around to being a shit driver. You do not want to get stuck in a lane behind this guy he will not go even CLOSE to the speed limit. He will probably let you through when he has right of way. etc etc. Ig on the bright side he doesnt get into enough situations where a car crash could really occur? yay?

El Bailador: Kind of guy who drives windows down music blaring probably speeding slightly at all times but somehow has never had anything bad happen to him. he is being protected by higher powers because he is sooooooo nice and cool :)

Ace: Ridicules all his friends for being bad drivers then actually gets behind the wheel and he sucks almost as bad. Yk, given how his whole thing in the Wild East is facepalming at the five's antics while arguably being worse than a lot of them in that regard. Why are you encouraging a child to gamble. Why are you tormenting blackjack with mooch. Whats his problem

Edward: Okay I didnt really know where to put Ed.. Hes in a weird situation where,, i think his biggest problem would be finding a car thats actually suited to him. Like how he wants to play the guitar but his hands are too big to actually play any of the ones they have. After that though, I think he'd be pretty good, at least decent! He does have some anger issues to deal with (beat up blembino that one time lol) that could cause problems but hes working on it :)

Moray: Pretty self explanatory. The most normal feisty five member. Probably their designated driver 90% of the time. The only reason theyre not completely top is bc their one weakness is whilst they ARE the voice of reason, they do ultimately go along w the group most of the time even if they feel whats happening is wrong. Maybe picks up on the five's bad habits a bit? Overall still a trustworthy pick for driver i think.

Flowey: Ok.do not take this too seriously..............Ik he doesnt have feet for th pedals but consider. Its funny. He can use his vines trust me (also even if he cant physically drive i feel like he'd have a really good understanding of driving. guy who has read every book is bound to have useless knowledge on topics that arent at all relevant to him. and you cant crash the car if youre not driving i guess!!!!!!!!!! but also. funny.)

Ceroba: Similar case as Ed. Actually good at driving but holy fuck the road rage. I feel she'd be worse at responding to it than him bc she has so little self respect. very "I will kill us both😳" attitude abt tailgating and shit like that. Usually better at keeping it in when shes driving with someone else.

Martlet: Maybe she should be furthest down bc she is the only one to canonically crash a vehicle…, Idk I feel like she’d be sliiiightly better w a car where her focus has to be constantly checked, she cant get distracted while filling in questionnaires with clover if she’s driving. That being said she is still. Yeah.

Mooch: similar to mart. Just cannot see her being a good driver. Sorry girl </3

Starlo: starlo.

Axis: faceplanted right in the center bc hes a wild card to me. Would he have insufferable road rage? Would he actually be pretty chill and responsible? Can he even drive if his foot is a singular wheel? Who knows.

[dayshift-confessions]

TLDR i wish ppl would do what the game didnt do and flesh out black jack as a his own person. maybe focus on his frustations with relying on someone else to keep his promise and the dehumanization he goes thru.

i like that black jack is getting more included in fanarts and being drawn n stuff but i wish that people actually explored his actual character and his feelings without relying on other characters

ever since i finished dsaf 3 ive had this concern for him like. imagine youre pretty much made of pure vengeance and anguish and you have to watch the other half of yourself sit on his ass and causing destruction for decades with another insufferable dude before MAYBE taking action (im considering most popular interpretation of the timeline which is where jack willingly kills at least 5 children, i find that irredeemable so thats why im giving him so much shit. otherwise i js wouldnt be making this point). on top of that everyone treats the husk of yourself as the "real" you just because he barely resembles a human and youre a dog with some goofy ass attire. I get that he's a self centered asshole but is that not just jack?? do peter, dee and dave even know that man

ON TOP OF THAT at the end of it all you, a grown man who happens to resemble a dog, gets *HANDED* to that insufferable purple man and expected to be by his side for eternity just because he was friends with your counterpart liek... he cant get a break. idk just trying to see things from his perspective. maybe im wrong, its late

:(

[paiizeldy]

hello hello! its time for me to introduce who my ocs are!! i have 12 ocs but ill be introducing the main ones and my favorites first!

meet the Mixed Berries Trio!

They're from my first universe called Shattered Views tho thats. Sorta an unofficial name.... its just a placeholder for now... basically i wanted this universe to focus more on the motif of healing from the past

lets get to know them one by one!

Medea Viridine — she/her

20 years old, Majoring in Sports Science

Medea is a loud and easygoing person who loves to live in the moment. However, when it's necessary, she often comes across as a direct and assertive individual who is not afraid to express her opinions bluntly. She believes in trust and honesty more than anything else thats why she goes with her instincts and follows her own principles rather than listening to other people's advice.

Ace Alistair — he/him

21 years old, Majoring Performing Arts

Ace aspires to impress everyone with his acting abilities and become a star actor that travels internationally. He is recognized for his lively and caring persona that he carries when interacting with others. Behind this facade, however, lies an arrogant demeanor and self-centered attitude which he often gets carried away with. He struggles to understand and acknowledge others' feelings as he prioritizes himself more.

Alan Thanawat — he/him

21 years old, Majoring Engineering

Alan has a calm and composed nature and sees the world in a practical mindset. His cooperative and organized demeanor makes him dependable, and many people rely on him because of this. Despite his generous and helpful nature, Alan frequently finds himself being taken advantage of by others, leading to him consistently being in demand and always working for others' needs.

I haven't really thought much about their character information actually... So please forgive me if the descriptions r pretty weird or bad.... i might end up fixing their descriptions in the future but all I've been really coming with are their relationships with one another and their history!

If you're curious about how they met and their relationships heres a quick summary!!

Medea & Ace - Classmates during Junior High School — they love to bicker and annoy one another... its almost like its a never ending competition between the two to see who's the better one. they still care about one another just in their own weird way

Medea & Alan - Living together in a Dorm — These two treat each other as siblings. Medea always wanted a brother who looks after her while Alan always wanted to have a sister who would tell him about literally everything and anything in the world- it feels as if they're found family.

Ace & Alan - Close friends ever since Middle School — Due to their long history in Middle School, it was pretty hard for them to be friends again now that they're in same college. At first, the two swore to never cross paths or even breathe the same air. The more they interacted, the more they learned that neither of them change one bit— It made them miss each other and what they used to have.

THATS ALL!!! IVE YAPPED ENOUGH ABOUT THEM!!!!!!! If you want to know more about them please please PLEAASSEE ask me questions!!! id loveeee to answer abt these three theyre my favorite and i love drawing them- heck if you even want a request doodle about them then FEEEEL FREE TO ASSKKKKK!!!!!

sorry being able to talk abt my ocs make me so giddy im definitely gonna enjoy posting more stuff about them here!!!! until next time!!! i hope you enjoy these three the much as i do!!!

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

clarence,,,,i miss him but my minecraft obsession stole me so im just not drawing him anymore dies of death.

youuu should talk about clarence i think thanmks. share your headcanons idk???? silly ideas??

its so hard to talk about him actually he sucks can he get more character building in canon thanks-

ALSO HAII HII HAVENT TALKED TO YOU IN A LOONG TIME HAIII

KOIIIIII. OH MY GOD HI <33333 omg dude. getting this ask was like a ray of absolute sunshine in my inbox you dont even KNOW. my writing energy has been at absolute 0 for like a month and a half now. i also miss clarence. thank u sm for giving me an excuse to talk about him <3333 putting this under a cut because oh god it turned into just a big block of text.

here special for you -> my most recent clam writings. this is for my big long nhw fic, a very very first rough outline of the first time mal sees his apartment. i love you using living spaces as a way to get to know a character better. yes i gave him a fish tank. yes this was entirely self indulgent. dont ask me about nhw clarence's fish tank unless you want a wildly in depth conversation about hobby aquariums.

FUN FACT ABOUT ME that i think nobody ever would be able to guess considering the everything about me. danny phantom is. biggest source of inspiration in my life (*gasps of surprise*) so like. the fact that clarence is LITERALLY VOICED BY THE GUY WHO VOICED DANNY PHANTOM. thats huge for me yeah. and its like. a huge huge part of how i characterize clarence considering we get like 0 canon information on him (however. i have dissected his 37 seconds of canon dialogue so much i can point you to any one sentence and tell you how i got from point a to point b characterwise. i have basis in canon TRUST ME). i have that damn clip saved in the dead center of my desktop. im normal about him

anyway. anyway. koi i dont know if youve ever watched danny phantom but i think you should its great. its so fun its awesome. BASICALLY. the reason i bring this up. the way i picture clarence is like... what if an alternate universe danny grew up under the rules of the pd spirit world and without the support system he has in the original show. clarence is like. hes like danny but worse to me. hes like danny who was granted the title of ghost king at too young of an age and didnt have anyone to fall back on to tell him how to handle that so he handled it like a teenage boy (badly and irresponsibly) and just . continued to grow up that way. hes messy hes irresponsible he doesnt really CARE about his duty as the whisperer but at the same time... nobody else is gonna do it so he has to. the crown weighs heavy! its fucking exhausting! its either a blessing or a curse, depending on how you look at it !!

a huge part of danny's early character in dp is being very new with his powers and figuring out how to use them, and often using them for petty selfish things like pranking his bully or cheating on a test. the thing with danny though is that he has his best friends and later older sister there to stop him from doing stupid shit and take better responsibility for his actions! clarence to me is like. what if that didnt happen. what if he kept being annoying and petty and using his powers selfishly and didnt see anything wrong with that ! i think being the whisperer grants him a sort of regality that makes him appear to anyone who doesnt know him as this ethereal powerful mysterious figure, and thats really good for intimidation and using his title to get what he wants, but i think as soon as anyone got to know him (cough. mal) he'd just kind of be like. a goofy kind of lazy teenage boy in a grown man's body. i think hes GOOD at his job and does have some sort of moral code about it, some sense of duty about it (especially when he gets older) but he doesnt think its fair that it all got shouldered on him when its not something he ever wanted . hes similar to william in that way <3

god thats so much. i think about him a lot. whatever. you understand. ive mostly been thinking about clarence in the context of nhw cause i want to finish that fic so badly but . i seriously gotta get back on the canon clarence train. i miss him. i gotta relisten to pd again and actually take notes on the tiny bits of spirit world lore we get bc right now im jsut working off of my swiss cheese memory and also the episode 39 speech. man. i love him. do you ever think about clam? i think about clam a lot.

[xchxsex]

Kenny Lacos NSFW Alphabet:

In honor of one of my people watching picket fences, i decided to make a nsfw alphabet. (And i found the gif funny)

Aftercare( after sex): He’ll do what you like, but after a day of work, he loves to relax with a nice hot shower with you followed with cuddles and something to eat.

Body part(their favorite part of them and you): i think this man is a leg guy. He loves to caress your legs and part them before he has his way with you. On him, he likes his hands as thats what he works with. He also finds it fun to slightly touch you when you’re not expecting it and fall into his touch.

Cum (anything): he’ll usually use protection, but if you stop him when he goes to grab a condom, he will go feral and have you so rough, he wont ever want to wear one again. I think he’d be a little worried to finish inside you, but when he does, it gives him this adrenaline rush that he craves more of.

Dirty secret(self explanatory): okay okay okay, out of all of Costas’ characters, he is definitely the one i can see being the most submissive. Let’s just say one night you decided to cuff his wrists and push him into the bed and he got a little too excited. (And not to mention when he gets KO’d and them legs go up in slo mo, peggable is all i will say)

Experience (are they experienced?): he’s fairly experienced and definitely knows what he’s doing in the bedroom, but what he’s even better at is getting you built up. He loves to tease and grab onto you until he has you begging for more.

Favorite position (self explanatory): i think he would go for basic missionary a lot but he definitely loves cowgirl and reverse cowgirl when he’s being submissive or if you’re in the back of his car ;)

Goofy(are they serious or goofy): i think he would be serious at first but as you got more comfortable with each other, he would smile and laugh while you were going at it, mostly because he’s still surprised that he has you like this.

Hair(grooming): id say he stays clean shaven with some stubble. He would go with whatever you prefer.

Intimacy(the romance): hes definitely a classic romantic. He’ll take you out to dinner, buy you flowers, open your doors, take you dancing, but what he likes the most is just being able to hold you in his arms after a long day.

Jack off(masturbation head cannon): being a deputy sheriff is a lot of stress and when you’re not around, he has to release it somehow. He’ll usually do it in the shower in the morning if he wakes up hard or right before he goes to bed.

Kink (one or more): LOVES orgasm control and denial for you and him. He loves to work you up over and over and denial you over and over until he finally lets you cum. He gets maniacal at the way you grab onto him and scream his name when you finally have that release. On him, he likes to be edged and beg to cum until his cock is so full and throbbing it hurts. You can get that man to scream.

Location (where they like to do it): he likes to do it at home in his bed but there’s something about fucking in his cop car that he absolutely loves. He’ll pull over to the side of the road, pull your legs up on his shoulders and have his way with you in an instant.

Motivation (what turns them on): well, an obvious choice is lingerie since he said that but i think he really likes it when you wear his clothes with nothing else underneath maybe even more. He likes putting on clothes that you’ve wore or that he’s fucked you in because they smell like you and he can think about how pretty you looked getting fucked in it.

No( turn offs, limits): probably just the basic ‘no’s’ like waste or intense BDSM stuff.

Oral (preference): its a good thing he doesn’t have a beard because it would be orange in the center by now. He likes getting sucked off, but he likes returning the favor even more.

Pace( fast and rough or slow and sweet): i think it would depend on the day and context. If he was stressed, you best bet he’s taking it out on you with his thrusts. If it was just waking up in the morning or after a romantic night out, he’ll be slow and sensual kissing all over your body and lightly caressing over your sensitive spots.

Quickies( do they like them): if he really needed something then he would like it, but other than that he likes to take his time pleasing you and working you up. He also lasts a while and goes multiple rounds until you both can’t breathe.

Risk( do they experiment): he’ll try things for you but other than that he’s pretty set in what he likes and doesn’t.

Stamina (how long can they go): as i said, he last a while and can go multiple rounds. He will go as long as you want him to, if the dynamic is established he’ll go for as long as he wants while you beg him to slow down or stop.

Toys (do they have them or use them): i think he has some cuffs or maybe a paddle for when you misbehave but he also has a vibrator that he pulls out just for you when you need a little extra.

Unfair (how much they like to tease): oh he likes to tease you a lot. He’ll caress your lower back or run his hand around your thighs and waist to work you up when he cant take you yet. He might also just take you to the bathroom and fix that problem.

Volume( how loud, what sounds): i think he’s fairly vocal. He’s more whimpery and whiny when he’s being submissive but you can definitely work a couple of those out of him when he’s in charge. When he’s in charge he definitely grunts and groans.

Wild card (random): not sexual but he likes being babied sometimes like sleeping on you, being the little spoon, he blushes when you call him cute or other little pet names.

X ray( under the clothes): above average, girthy and knows how to use it.

Yearning (how high is their sex drive): his drive is high especially when he’s super comfortable around you. He will find a way out of any situation in order to have you.

Zzzz (how fast they fall asleep): he gets tired after a few rounds and when you’re both finished, he likes to make sure you’re asleep and comfortable first before he goes to sleep.

[whatyadrawin]

I swear to fucking God if I see one more gatekeeper asshole on my dash I'm going to punch a wall.

You have to be real self centered to get mad at creativity with headcanons.

Like baby, if you want the real character and every other variant is awful to you, then maybe.... stop reading fanfiction altogether. You know why? Because those slashers will never ever find you interesting, they will never be your friend, they will never love you, and they will never let you survive. If headcanons that deviate even a little piss you off so much, then maybe you should just stick to rewatching the movies 800x and living in your own rigid ass headcanon. Or you could shut the fuck up and put out YOUR OWN FANFICTION, yes! Write your own work and put it out on the internet for free like all the other hardworking creatives that make this website incredible! Instead you just bitch and complain about how the creatives didn't make what you like. Guess what? You have FREE WILL AND YOU CAN JUST NOT READ THEIR WORK.

Anyway, this isn't something that happened to me in particular it's just anti creatives making posts that no one should be agreeing with and that trash ass post coming across my page.

I have certain things I prefer with slashers, and there are things I dislike seeing in writing about my comfort characters but I still respect that someone took the time to write out something for the Public to enjoy; I have this wild understanding that not everyone is like me, and thats ok, maybe its something that comes with maturity lmao. I respect the hell out of people who can be constantly creative and bestow their work on the internet for no cost just because they are nice enough to share their passion.

Anyway, sorry for the rant to my followers. I'm just so tired of the netizens of this site sometimes, they just act so entitled and complain SO MUCH about things that they could just skip over. I love you all, I will have work coming in dribbles, a lot of loved ones are keeping me very busy, plus im doing coursework, so I haven't been able to draw or write in a while. Your patience is a virtue, and you are all special to me.

[sacredfang]

Hello! I’ve been making a game and wanted to make a character with npd to mix up the character dynamics. The thing is, as you probably know, npd is so stigmatized, which means it’s literally impossible for me to research. So, if possible, I would like to hear some of your experiences with npd (how it makes you think and behave, that type of thing). If you don’t want to answer, feel free to ignore this.

its kind of hard to explain but i can try my best QvQ!

its pretty self explanatory! i do objectively tend to think i am above people when first meeting them. the only people i truly feel are my equals are my very good friends and partners! bit beyond that, even other friends im not as close with, i believe i, and my friends, are better then them. not even necessarily in a malicious way. its subconscious

i do get envious and jealous quite frequently. over someone elses success, their talent, their clothes, or even them getting the attention from someone I want that attention from. obviously it can range, but jealously is fairly prominent in my life. however i usually dont let it impact how i act and treat others. im aware a lot of my jealously is irrational so i dont let it guide me. i also HATE the fact i get jealous. like. im above jealously?? im too good for that??

i tend to believe i am the priority in peoples lives. that i deserve their #1 spot of love and admiration. im objectively very self centered. but despite this, i do attempt to put people i care about first. it may be first instinct to put myself first, but ive learned that in some cases its important to give others more attention, especially if i truly care about them.

punches to the ego are never fun. even small comments that arent meant to be taken seriously could feel like a personal attack. like someone just offended my entire bloodline. especially when it comes to losing a game or an argument. ive found that when people insult my sense of morality it can easily cause me to crash. a lot of my pride is put into being a good person, its what makes me so confident im as good as i am! so when someone implies or even directly states they think i was in the wrong or that im not a good person, i loose my marbles. specifically when i believe im in the right. if i can see a mistake and agree i did something wrong thats different, but when i think my slate is clean, i take full offense to those accusations. i ESPECIALLY cant stand being spoken down to or patronized. that shit drives me INSANE

i also hate being wrong. or proven wrong. or people acting like im wrong. it makes me want to claw a wall. this also applies to positive things! like, for example, if i tell my friend i think theyre pretty and awesome, and they deny it, i get PISSED. like. are you telling me im WRONG? YOURE BEAUTIFUL

and of course i struggle with empathy. i can be compassionate, caring, kind, and sympathetic, but empthy is out the window. i struggle to connect with certain troubles or feelings someone is facing because i cant ever understand how they feel in that moment. objectively, i could understand why they are upset, but i can not relate to those emotions. an internal reaction i often have is thinking theyre over reacting, or that they need to suck it up. even if i know thats not really true.

overall, im very self centered. im low empathy, quickly irritable, i hate being vulnerable, i yearn for admiration, i dont like being looked down, i tend to talk over others, jealous easily, overconfident, fantasize about power and sucess, believe im special, im pretty, who wouldnt love me? and when my sense of pride is hit, i crumble. its easy to split on someone if they are apart of it, even accidentally. and grudges are upsettingly frequent aswell

i try to be private about my personal life. i hate when people know too mucu about me. what if they used it against me? what if they think im weaker than i am? or the ideal version of myself ive created to be viewed is shattered?

however i can be very open and affectionate to my friends and partners (the fear above is still ever present though) the only person i trust fully with my feelings is my best friend who Also probably has npd. so. but i HATE pda.. unless its me. im allowed to do it. but if anyone else does it im fully of hate

i can love. i can kiss i can hold with ease, but when i love it feels suffocating. i feel like i need to tear my partner open and make him hurt just so he knows how much i love him. existing without him is like being deprived of air. he is my equal and he is everything. and i dont want him to treat anyone else like he does me, becuase i am HIS partner and he is MINE. no one else gets that treatement. im downright obsessivive lowkey (highkey)

i also struggle to fathom the concept of people disliking me. if they dislike me then fuck i dislike them too! tf! they can go die!

in the past ive had a few cases of demonizing people to give myself a reason to dislike them or to ditch them. especially after theyve upset me. these days im pretty good at communicating when im upset and fix it, but when i was younger i would just place the blame on their shoulders and book it. not my proudest era

ive learned to handle these traits fairly well with common sense and consideration. i may not have empathy but i still care about being a good person. so even when its instinct to think one way, i force myself to rationalize. to go "Well. No actually you arent the most important person in the world. idiot." so i can keep my shit together lmfao. i care too much about people (and my morals) to let myself fall into my urges and irrational thoughts. i always do my best to approach criticism with an open mind, and id say i do pretty well at it!

ive also found that due to this, i get really anxious at the idea of people being aware of my npd. being aware that i think this way. knowing that they very well could change their opinions of me based off this one fact. its freaky as hell

im sorry if this doesnt make a lot of sense. im the worst lol

[bug-bites]

one of my fav things to read/write is a f!reader x Simon "Ghost" Riley, where the reader is almost exactly like ghost. I'm talking full black mask, (maybe legally dead) few words, silent, callsign generally spooky like Reaper or Phantom, and I was wondering if you would wanna do that?

Usually I have reader as a childhood friend or adopted sibling of Roach, which is why roach is so comfortable around ghost. He's just used to it. If it's pure fluff or platonic that's completely fine, and if you don't wanna do that it's also fine!! I just thought I might as well shoot my shot :)

Your an amazing writer, have an awesome day <3

seeing double

cw: canon-typical violence, breif (pun intended) mention of ghost having skeleton boxers (nothing like explicit though i dont even know if this needs to be mentioned tbh but better safe than sorry), ghost gets shot womp womp, angst w/ a happy ending, so many military inaccuracies, barely proofread :P

pairing: platonic!simon 'ghost' riley x f!reader, gary 'roach' sanderson & reader

characters: simon 'ghost' riley, gary 'roach' sanderson (price, gaz and soap mentioned v briefly!)

authors note: omg you are so sweet thank you so much!! sorry this took so long i've been so busy with things, i hope you don't mind that i got a bit silly with this one and basically wrote a fic in jot notes 😭 (ALSO ROACH MENTION!! I LOVE MY BBYG THANK YOU ANON <3)

when you first met ghost he genuinely thought this was a joke. the balaclava, the whole death motif, your callsign being phantom which is literally synonymous with ghost, even your attitude was so eerily similar to him. it was like looking in a mirror

it didn't help when he tilted his head you mirrored your actions

i think he wouldn't gravitate immediately to you, it's not that he didn't like you he just felt a bit odd with how similar you two were, in all honesty he was probably slightly unnerved by you

soap and gaz definitely crack jokes about you being the second coming of ghost or something dumb like that

whenever anyone is referring to you and ghost and phantom it was always "the ghosts" or "ghost and girl ghost" which pissed you OFF

roach cant count all the times you have ranted to him about how everyone treats ghost like he came up with your whole aesthetic and you copied him when you have been doing this for YEARS before you even met ghost!

"and everyone acts like he invented skeletons and being legally dead! how self centered do you have to be to act like you invented skeleton iconography?! THEYRE SKELETONS. THATS LIKE BASIC HUMAN ANATOMY. and its always men taking the credit- god its so stupid! i did shit this first and how do i know that he isn't copying me huh?? did we ever think of that?? and ghost is such a basic ass fucking name like really. ghost? bet the only reason he wears that mask is to cover up his casper sized forehead."

roach knows that you're annoyed and you probably aren't trying to be super mean- maybe you don't even think ghosts forehead is casper sized! but hey, he isn't trying to argue while you look like you're about to rip someone's head off

instead he opts for calmly signing words of comfort lest you tear ghosts head off (with a few minor corrections)

"yes roach i know phantoms are pretty much the same as ghosts but that's not the point. you're basically my brother. you have to be on my side. that's how it works."

its good you and roach get along with each other. however, since you are just so similar with someone whos name starts with s and ends with imon "ghost" riley he becomes friends with roach quite easily and rants to him too

"she thinks shes so fookin crea'ive but you know wha? she isnt. bet ive been in SAS longer than her. wheres 'er skull tattoo at?? cause i got a whole sleeve done almost a decade ago! she isnt the first to come up wi' this. see, i get youre friends wi' 'er but truth is she di'nt come up wi' all o' this 'erself and she isn't half as dedicated as me. i even got skeleton boxers! she got those??- wait no dont answer tha' i dont wan' tha' image in my head."

for the first month or two whenever you see each other its clear you two do not get along.

roach tried to crack a joke but if anything it just made you hate ghost more

"hey, phantom. what's got two legs and bleeds?" "half a dog." you and ghost respond in unison

the rest of the day you dont even acknowledge each other. price makes a joke about how "you both are acting like you killed someone" which you mutter a small "oh im going to that's for sure" under your breath

safe to say you had a long rant to roach about how now not only is he stealing your whole persona, he's taking your jokes now too

you think roach would be torn between choosing sides but no this man loves every second of it. its so petty- so stupid he just needs to see how long you two idiots will keep butting heads

you mention how you were planning on getting a red mask? he's going up to ghost being like "hey, ghost did i ever tell you red is totally your colour? you know what actually? you should get a red mask!"

you both walk into the next briefing with your new masks and you couldn't be more pissed

to make matters worse you both are teamed up for the next mission. something about stopping a major arms dealer but ghost is the one getting his hands dirty. all you need to do is get into security, guide him through the complex enough for him to grab intel and leave

its simple. you've done it a billion times before, same with ghost. the first half goes fine. you both get in, he grabs the intel and is ready to head out, both of you speaking only when necessary.

minor issue- actually major issue, getting out wasn't as smooth. somehow ghost ended up shot right as he's notifying you that he's almost out. you hear the gunshot ring out, a grunt and scuffling.

"phantom to ghost. how copy."

your voice rings out, an eerie silence following after

"ghost. how copy."

you repeat again, this time earning a response

"m' alive. shot in the leg. bullet went clean through, makin a torniquet as we speak" he grunts back. you have never been happier to hear his stupid manchester accent "keep it that way."

if past you knew those four words directed at ghost would come out of your mouth, you're pretty sure you would've stolen a tank and driven it off a cliff immediately with ghost in it too probably

but now is not the time hotwiring a tank and locating a cliff would take too long anyways, you guide him out, occasionally telling him some stupid fun fact to make sure he's still there or just to keep him alert

"did you know that jellyfish have one hole for their mouth and asshole?" "these get more concerning the more you tell me." "most koalas have chlamydia." "alrigh', 'nuff of that. fun facts are s'pposed to be fun, you know that right?" "learning is fun."

this earns a chuckle from him which he quickly covers up with a cough

he makes it out alive, busted up that's for sure but alive nonetheless

you hook his arm over your shoulder, talking about everything and anything to keep him conscious. he's going to listen anyways so might as well make the most of it

"you're not as bad as i thought you'd be, 'specially for a copy cat." he says after you tell him yet another bizarre animal fact "i got a red mask first by the way" "piss off. this is why i don't compliment you" he rolls his eyes, for once not out of annoyance "i wear it better anyways." "sure, sure. believe what you want, but just know that i'm the cooler one." "you also are shit at making tourniquets" "so you finally admit that i'm cooler." no amount of eyerolling or snappy comebacks can hide your grin at this point. you silently thank your past self for choosing to wear a mask all the time "you're quite bold for someone who got shot in the leg"

once you two get back, practically everyone is surprised how all the deadly glares and colorful insults muttered under heavy sighs between you two have now been replaced with playful banter and empty threats with no murderous intent behind them

price heard you laughing with ghost followed up with you telling ghost "they will never find your body" which did scare the shit out of him but it made ghost laugh so hard he nearly pissed himself

price made sure to check that ghost was in fact alive for the next few days, just to make sure you were joking

when asked about it both of you just shrug and reply "trauma bonding."

roach, although disappointed with the absence of drama is glad to see two of the most special people in his life getting along bros just sad he cant be an instigator anymore

and as soon as ghost comes back from leave, he's got double the scary dog privileges he originally had

[nerves-nebula]

Oh yeah i agree the way i framed it as good authors vs bad authors was a very reductive i usually try to stray from that sort of framing (i guess you cna call that a bad writing moment on my part), i was trying to see the whole "it breaks my immersion" critisims in good faith, because there are stories out there you're supposed to immerse yourself in but just sort of fail at that, but i do find like you said more often its a fault of the audiance for not being willing to immerse themselves to begin with, like how people nitpick the logic of a story when the logic of the story is already pretty loose and established to be that way.

Its a lack of trust in the author/the work, which leads me to go "well why are you even engaging with the work if you cant give it your basic trust"

Also, I do belive in story telling rules but not strictly like some people do, i just sort of use them as a guide line and as a way of figuring out why i like certain thinks in stories and why i dislike others (eg. "The reason these characters dont compell me is because all of their relationships revolve around the MC". Something like that isnt automatically bad, but I usually dont like it in stories and figuring out thats what is bothering me in a story is pretty helpful for my purposes of trying to understand what appeals to me)

Its like music theory, there are many rules and many ways to break them but that doesnt mean a song that breaks a bunch of those rules cant kick ass, not to mention these rules can vary a lot based on region and tradition, but knowing them can still be helpful in identifying why certain songs don't appeal to you (eg "the melody lacks structure and doesnt follow the beat/ the melody is too repetitive, never iterating on the original idea and settling on simply repeating it ad nauseum" neither of these things are inherently bad but help explain why I specifically don't like this theoretical song)

Also yeah i tend to center author intent a lot, seeing as i see story telling as a conversation between audiance and author, however i do understand how this view centers the author too much and leads people to build up an often false image of who they view the author to be (i mean, this phenomena is common enough that someone made a game about it with The Beginner's Guide).

I been on the side of the author myself of this conversation im positing fiction to be, with some of my work being misinterpreted in ways more intresting than i originally intended and others in ways less intresting (to me). It's simultaneously a delightful and frustrating experience, but i like it when people think of my work deeply regardless of what conclusion they come to, as long as theyre thinking, i find it very endearing

I think i place so much focus on authorital intent because art has always been a way for me to communicate and express my self since my earliest memories due to me having difficulties communicatig growing up due to varios factors, its why i get annoyed sometimes at people misinterpreting my work, wven if im glad theyre thinking about it at all, i feel like i failed at communicating, and it especially stings if im trying to communicate something inportant to me

Anyway its probably more productive view it as a conversion between the work and the audiance rather than between audiance and author, yknow, to prevent parasocial stuff forming

Also youre so real for that emotional whiplash thing, i dont think i ever seen that critisicm applied in a manner i agree with. I think i can see where people are coming from (maaaaaaybe theyre engaging with a work that flips between dark and comidic and feel that the impact of the dark parts dont hit as hard due to the comedic parts, which sometimes *is* the point but sometimes doesnt work well due to poor implementation (tho even that is subjective)) but like i feel there is a better way to word that critism rather than just calling it emotional whiplash, especially considering a lot of works of fiction use those qucik shifts in mood as a feature, not a bug

Also exsuese the mispelling, im very sleep depreived, and thank you for humouring my ramble to begin with

when i tell u this ask comes from a universe i no longer remember... technically a day ago but in my mind? years. decades.

also, i can tell we are both The Over Explainer cuz i already assumed like 80% of what you've said here based on what you've already told me. lmao. like, we have both played the beginners guide like, i get it

[thebadtimewolf]

the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

🔥 choose violence ask game 🔥

This is all doctor who... um...just recent ish and what im watching...

I need more people to love Dr. Martha Jones and if we lose drrose stans as a result, to quote both in voice and cadence from holes 2003 character, charles "trout" walker portrayed by scott plank: that's too damn bad. Martha! Martha! billie piper x freema agyeman in character kiss 2025 Christmas specialq

poppy chandra-akingbola (neé Sancerre). she's just neat! plus she's the youngest cast members of dw to do a dual role similar in the likes of her adult co stars! she's our daughter and we love her

Timeless Children as both an arc and a character of their own. poor kids! Hope they comeback or is referenced even more! Very intuned with the reintroduction of televising expanded comic/book/audio lore! Get into that! considering they stole @themadvigilantist 2010 backstory and ongoing plot line of my ocs lore and made it work for the dr ever-changing childhood lore yeah of course its my favorite

yes i am noticing the pattern that if a character is black that is tied to and or centered slashed revolved around a predominantly white main character they can not self project themselves into, it is seen as 'unpopular' due to 'bad writing' when its really 'unpopular' because 'they are not continuously defaulted white'. its wild the current hate is very anti-black children around these two plot points in the fandom consensus. Both points grossing over said kids being bred into the world via science to prolong the inevitable extinction of an species of two sides of a coin....it just makes me go eugh whether I see someone type out they hate the timeless children and or poppy and then complain about rtd/chibnall shit writing before in the same paragraph write exactly the same rtd/chibnall shit writing they hate as a 'fix it' when its just 'I am a hypocrite who writes the exact same way as the head writer i just said i hated.' Just mmm shh if your fix it is to exaggerately 'character assassinate' another!

Adric. I liked him from the jump. I don't get the hate, even back then. He's just what the current Doctors keep saying to genius 10 year old or babies - acts exactly like the son of Romana and Doctor, if they ever adopted any kid together. With the prissy ego to boot - makes sense since Adric is an alt universe citizen of Gallifrey minus the two hearts. Even his choice at the end is a very romana/dr sacrificial choice they would choose. Which makes me think his arc is very at the time where these ppl are the same ones that voted to kill Jason Todd back then. Just that overall thing.

Also liked Kameleon. He's the only shapeshifter we got on screen aside from Zygons! Though I get the prop was...probably possessed as hell...fun!

Quite like Tara and Scarlette/Lucita Marne.

I think thats it. I mean I could say belinda but belinda was well liked. I like Reinette! What we could've had.

wild none of this is showing my age but showing how easy it is to be entrenched into something because of open access by curiosity

I think the rest of characters from other shows are usually just well liked. I am side eyeing however anyone that reacts to david tennant villain character with 'ugh horrifying I can't watch him' when every villain character is very obviously yelling 'I want to fuck black ppl and or be a bottom to Lee Pace one day' while auditioning to be Miranda Priestly and Willamina Slater sub bottom in a crossover event some-fucking how but can't because plot. Very hard to be afraid of someone and their acting skills when their villains have that as a blinding neon sign. So there's that...

[ask-the-t-sanders-sides]

ARC ENDING: Cronus' POV

[TW: this part features talk of neglect and lack of self worth, if this triggers you, please skip this part, its not more important than your health.]

This part is connected to Logan's. read that one first.

enjoy :] <3 (you can find all the other parts on #arcend on this blog)

Logan's crying... What do i do? This is exactly why i didn't take care of Virgil, im not built for this. What am i supposed to do?

"Lo..?"

"im- im fine.. i just need a moment"

He's definitely lying, if he really was fine he wouldn't be closing his eyes to avoid crying

"are you really? You can tell me, I'll listen. You know i will."

"I- I dont know... I dont know what im feeling anymore"

"do you... Want to.. talk about it?"

I hope im doing well, i want him to understand i care about him

"i just dont know what im feeling. Ive had to suppress all emotions in order to be taken seriously- or well, attempt to be taken seriously. And then i had to suppress my sadness and anger when that didn't work, and i was only ignored and pushed out. And now-" he puts his hands out, like he's holding a big invisible bowl, "-i dont even know what feelings feel like anymore."

I wish i knew what that felt like, burning rage is probably worse than feeling nothing. It still sounds like hell, not knowing what you feel, if you feel.

"that sounds awful..."

"and ive sacrificed all that for nothing, too. Its not like its any better. They still wont listen, whenever anything happens it always ends up back in square one. There's no progress, no indication of a reason to keep trying."

I have nothing to say, ive never knew it was that bad.. i mean, i knew it was bad, he asked to FUSE with me. But i didn't know just how deep the cut was. The least i can do is keep listening.

"its frustrating, knowing im just a side character in their stories. And all I'll ever be is a support character thats only there for a moment, never my own character who's at the center of the story."

"thats not true.. you're your own main charact-"

"im not! Even in my own plot, even in my life, my WHOLE EXISTENCE, im still the side character! All i do is help Thomas! No matter what or who, IM ALWAYS JUST SUPPORT."

I place my hand on his shoulder

"Logan... Main character or not, people still care about you."

"who? Remus only cares about me because no ones cares about him, and you only care about me because i brought you back. No one cares about me."

"thats no true! I care about you, more than i care about myself.. you're THE MOST IMPORTANT side. Without you none of us would be here. You deserve to tear them to shreds, yet you choose again and again to make sure they're okay instead. You might not see it but YOU are the reason we're all still here."

Logan is speechless, but he knows im right, i hope.

"you really think so?"

"i know so."

"now come on, we both need calm down time. There's some ice cream in the freezer"

He smiles, a genuine smile. I did it. We both did it.