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for Alex - ❤️🩹 Would your f/o ever hurt you? Under what circumstances, or why not?
I love this particular selfship because asks about it always have one half of my brain like 'aww lovely daydream' and the other half of my brain is just sitting there grimacing.
Inside of me there are two wolves.
The funny thing is that I'm not so much of a masochist as a... sadist at my self-inserts' expense? If that makes sense?
Anyways let's get down to the question!!! Which is from my dark selfship asks, for selfships that aren't as fluffy as the usual assumptions in this community <3 I'll answer it under a readmore for folks who want to avoid the physical and mental abuse discussions :I
The short answer is yes, absolutely, Alex hurts me regularly for his own entertainment. I think that he sees me very much as an extension of himself, and that leads to some interesting dynamics.
I grew up with Alex as a constant in my life, and he's been testing my limits ever since I can remember. Twisting my arm, cutting my hair, stabbing me in the leg under the dinner table, I literally don't know a home life without Alex there as a constant unpredictable force.
The balance with Alex is that he doesn't want to hurt me "permanently," and he does that oh-so-classic tactic where he moves in cycles that are slow enough for me to forgive him before he hurts me again.
He's also protective of me around strangers, and even to our parents sometimes. They're not dangerous the same way that Alex is, but they tend to be harsher with me because they know that I won't talk back, and Alex gets in between us when I'm upset. Reinforces the idea that it's me and him against the world.
He lets his friends hurt me in very prescribed ways, and he's angry with them when they overstep. He uses me as both a peace offering and a way to possess his friends through me, in a way that he himself can't/won't. I don't think that he's aware of that factor, and I don't think that I'm aware of that factor at the age of my standard self-insert, but it's true either way.
#oops this answer was from a while ago#i think i was writing it at work and then was like 'wait this is weird to do at my desk'#and then forgot it in my drafts#anyways thank you anon!!!!#tw abuse#i can't believe that the most fucked up shit on this blog is things that i came up with more than ten years ago#this question really is the heart of my clockwork siblings dynamic#it's a relationship that's all about pain and control because that's what i was obsessed with when i created it#as a very young person who was struggling with my relationship to those things#aaaaanyways#nostalgia selfships#clockwork siblings#anon#asks#ask games
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bruce's worst nightmare is them getting along 💀
#minhkhoa khan#ghostmaker#jason todd#red hood#batfamily#dc fanart#dc comics#myart#forgot i had this sitting in my drafts
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do you think it'll let up soon?
static version:
#good omens#good omens fanart#good omens 2#crowley#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#first rain etc etc#oooo I completely forgot this in my drafts anyways#I literally would keep going back to this canvas whenever i was drawing because i liked looking at the rain#y'all last time I posted something with rain it stormed for like 3 days straight. it's HOT pleaseeee let me control the weather again
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DO YOU SEE MY VISION... DO YOU SEE WHAT THEY COULD BECOME
#laishuro#shuro#nakamoto toshiro#laios touden#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#art#dungeon meshi spoilers#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#ok. i can already see that the colors may be. Different. becos it was worked entirely on my tablet#hopefully its still ok 💀#namari#I FORGOT TO TAG NAMARI#ITS FINALLY DONE IVE HAD THE IDEA IN MY DRAFTS FOR LITERAL MONTHS
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Chat Noir: Hey, my lady? Quick question: why was Argos multitasking during patrol and trying to solve a cryptex? He said he got it from you.
Ladybug, casually: Oh, it’s from my latest treasure hunt I made for him.
Chat Noir: …You give him treasure hunts? Why?
Ladybug: I still don’t totally trust him not to pull another ‘Red Moon’ incident so I figured if I give him enrichment, he’s gonna be spending his time solving puzzles and figuring out clues that take him all over the city instead of potentially becoming a supervillain again.
Chat Noir, who watched Félix spend several hours to solving riddles last night: …Huh. Does he know..?
Ladybug: 90% sure, yes. I don’t think he cares that much, he’s pretty invested in it and I’m great at creating complex systems with clues to follow so— it works out. Plus usually there is something to find at the end of the trail. Usually Kagami.
#WE’RE SILLY POSTING BABYYYY#Gotta keep the bird boy Enriched#he’s fine and pinky promises he won’t do it again but Ladybug likes insurance#And Argos likes puzzles so he’s fine with his arrangement#and Kagami gives him a kiss whenever he figures out the location so he’s happy#(Kagami will give him a kiss regardless but this way is extra fun)#This has been in my drafts since AUGUST#Bc I forgot I never actually posted it so. Oops#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#felix fathom#felix graham de vanily#SB Speaks#hope you like my newest silly post
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#colin 'i am your chaperone' bridgerton
#*gifs#1k#bridgerton#bridgertonedit#colin bridgerton#colinbridgertonedit#luke newton#polin#polinedit#dailypolin#bridgertonblr#dailybridgerton#userkatiec#ughmerlin#userhann#uservalentina#jemmablossom#userbeckett#userneve#worrying about her being alone... baby the only one compromising her is you<3#(just found this in my drafts forgot about it entirely WHOOPS)
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𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 +𝟏𝟖
you're pleasure is so important to eddie. his one goal every time you fuck is to give you the most blinding, intense orgasm possible, but once he makes you cum all bets are off. that's when he really lets loose because then he's just chasing his own end. his whole weight comes down against you. crushes you beneath him and it's slick and warm with your combined sweat and his thrusts get wild, earth shatteringly hard. just plowing home in desperate search of release and it's so goddamn overstimulating, his hips slamming little ah ah ah's out of you with every frantic hump
you can practically feel his moans echoing in your skull, hardly dulled by his face buried in the pillows beneath you, his sweat-damp curls tickling at your face
and oh man.. thinking about him just pressing you so deep into the mattress. he's so sweaty. it's hard to keep ahold of him, your fingers scramble, nails biting into his slippery skin in an effort to keep him in your grasp. you can barely breathe, you're still winded from your orgasm and he's laying on top of you, he's panting and whining into your neck, POUNDING into you so so desperately because shit he's close
his thrusts get erratic but simultaneously harder and so much more powerful. his balls are slapping your ass and it's sloppy. it's loud. he's making noises into your ear that have you losing your goddamned Mind
and when he finally cums? it's borderline fucking violent
his moan is practically a shout against the curve of your throat. he slams into you so hard that it pushes you up the mattress a little. it has him gripping your shoulder and hip to keep you in place m, to force your further onto his cock until you're nearly crying at how deep he is and, god, he just KEEPS CUMMING. tightening his arms and rutting into you with these little groans that practically vibrate your skull and-
#found this buried in my drafts#wrote it in a post-sex haze and then promptly forgot about it in typical Me fashion#eddie munson#eddie munson smut#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson x gender neutral reader#eddie munson x reader#eddie smut#eddie imagine#eddie munson x reader smut#eddie munson x you#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson stranger things#*
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“Every lesbian dresses like a McElroy” “Every lesbian dresses like one of the Animaniacs” actually every lesbian dresses like a character from Gravity Falls
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DE requests + unfinished disco art
#forgot I had this in my drafts#very messy and very unfinished but it’s probably more disco that way#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#de#de fanart#disco elysium art#harry du bois#harry du bois fanart#harrier du bois#cuno de ruyter#measurehead#ruby the instigator#ruby disco elysium#klaasje amandou#miss oranje disco dancer#titus hardie#annette disco elysium#hardie boys#disco elysium annette#digital art#fanart#artists on tumblr#art#my art
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#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#iwtv#*#im determined to clear out my drafts#and this was lost in them so far behind i forgot i made it#so here have gifs from oct 10 2022 🥲
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"Welcome back, it's been a while."
After a long time has passed, how might the Obey Me! demons welcome you home with a hug?
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Lucifer tries to approach you in a calm and collected manner, but that facade easily crumbles as he gets closer. His pace quickens and his expression melts into an inscrutable blend of emotion. The man is fighting to stay composed.
He pulls you towards him, unwilling to wait a moment longer to have you in his arms. His gloved hands wrap around your back and waist with a secure grip. Your toes brush the ground as his hug lifts you to eye level, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "Welcome back, I've missed you."
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Mammon sprints up with the goofiest grin imaginable plastered on his face. He catches himself at the last moment though, grinding to a halt as a blush creeps over his ears. He wants to be cool. "You sure are a piece a work to keep The Great Mammon waiting."
His arrogant act is betrayed by the many glances in your direction. By the way he's clenching his fist so hard his knuckles are white, and by the way he immediately crumbles into your open arms the second you reach out. He throws his arms around your shoulders and digs his face into your neck. He grips the back of your top a little too hard, as if you might leave again any moment.
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Leviathan sheds his insecurities and doubts, all negative emotions, just to be able to bask in your presence again. It's a moment he's looked forward to for weeks. He puts trust into the belief that you've also been looking forward to seeing him.
He wraps his arms and legs around you, unconsciously aiming to get as much skin contact as possible. "I've really missed you, you know!?" he half-shouts before burying his face in your shoulder. You fight to stay standing upright. Every little movement, every minor adjustment in posture you make causes Leviathan to snuggle closer until you can't tell where your limbs end and his begin.
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Satan can't control all of the overwhelming emotions that hit him at once. He grabs hold of your hand, and with a palm on your back he pulls you close until your entire weight leans against him. At your touch, all he can do is smile.
"Glad to see you again." The two of you sway back and forth, turning your hug into a psuedo-Waltz. When you look into his eyes, Satan gives your hand a kiss and presses your intertwined fingers against his face.
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Asmodeus laughs as he barrels into you. "Did you miss me? Of course you did!"
You stumble back several steps yet he catches you before you fall, latching onto your side like a matching puzzle piece. He rubs his cheek over your head, pausing every few seconds to give you a kiss as his free hand enthusiastically traces its way up your back.
Asmodeus is the most reluctant to let go. Making a mess of your hair and clothes only gives him a calculated opportunity to touch you more as he tidies up your appearance. His caress lingers over your collarbone and around your ear. His fingers brush against your mouth, which he then brings to his own lips.
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Beelzebub falls to his knees, relieved to see you return safe and sound and glad to be by your side once more. His arms curl around your hips. He noses his face into your chest and looks up with a content smile as he greets you, "welcome back."
You lean over to return the hug, running your hands through his hair. You don't expect Beelzebub to stand, picking you up in the process. You steady yourself on his shoulders as he rises, his violet eyes not wavering from you for a second, tempting him to steal a kiss.
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Belphegor wraps his arms around your shoulders and practically falls on you. He doesn't seem concerned that you're sinking to the ground. In fact, he's so preoccupied with cuddling up to you that there's no way to avoid sitting on the ground with this demon on top of you.
He curls his body around your legs. You feel his warm breath on your neck as he slowly exhales, "welcome back." He's awake, but nothing will stop him from pretending to be asleep as his grip strength loosens and his face trails down your body.
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Diavolo laughs amicably as you approach. He wants you to come to him, and is so thrilled to have you back. He bends down to latch his arms under yours and swings you around, sweeping you off your feet as you twirl two, three times, then slow to a stop.
"How have you been?" In due time he wants to know everything, and hear all the stories of your time away in detail. For now, he's got you locked in a bear hug. You feel his lips brush over your hair as he lightly swings you back and forth.
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Barbatos' hug is the most restrained. It's simple and polite. At first he was content to just greet you with a gentle handshake and loving gaze. Though, when you request a hug, there is no way he can say no.
He extends his arms around your back, gives you two soft pats, and hesitates for just a moment before letting you go.
At night that evening as you prepare for bed, you find a note in your pocket that Barbatos must have cunningly slipped in without anyone noticing. It's a detailed letter with everything he didn't get to tell you in person.
#I've seen a lot of people coming back to the games after a while of not playing#and “fluff” won that quick poll I posted the other day so I churned this out just to pass the time. it's 100% self indulgent.#I've got better writing in my drafts folder but ota is in two months! Gotta get my cosplay done!#edit: I FORGOT MEPHISTO BRO I AM SO SORRY think of all the potential with his cane. screaming sorry mephisto#obey me#obey me swd#obey me!#omswd#obey me scenarios#obey me shall we date#obey me headcanon#obey me x mc#obey me fanfic#obey me brothers#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#obey me x reader#obey me fluff#obey me drabble#obey me fic#obey me writing#obey me mc
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i’ve seen a lot of posts talking about nimona’s queer messages which is great! but ive not seen as many posts talking analyzing how both ballister and ambrosius were changed to be asian, which is a shame because i genuinely think its one of the most important parts of the film! a huge part of it is a deconstruction of the model minority myth and respectability politics, both of which are big issues in the asian american community. both of them represent each side of the spectrum, with ambrosius expected to be superhuman with very little support and ballister being seen as less than human, no matter how hard he tries- a monster.
ambrosius (who is now east asian, like his voice actor eugene lee yang, who is korean with chinese and japanese ancestry), despite being in a seemingly powerful position as head of the knights and a descendant of gloreth, he isn’t really given the kind of support that this position needs- he’s constantly undermined and belittled by todd, the face of the other knights, and when asked about his emotional state by the director, represses his emotions rather than talk to her about his true feelings. this is very similar to how asian american students in schools aren’t given the support they need academically by teachers and administration, as the model minority myth leads to them being perceived as more intelligent and competent than their fellow students and therefore not needing support. he’s also held to a higher standard than any of the other knights, being immediately placed into a position of power despite just being knighted, again a reflection of the model minority myth, since asian americans are held to higher standards unfairly. despite being technically better off than ballister, he has no support, no friends, no way to seek help for his problems, and, just like ballister, is immediately thrown away the moment the director thinks he’s served his use.
ballister is now pakistani, like his voice actor riz ahmed (no, not like pedro pascal. where did this come from lol), and i’d go as far as to say that he is also, if not explicitly muslim, heavily muslim coded as well. he’s framed as a terrorist by the white, christian institution, and from then on, it doesn’t matter how good he tries to be- everyone else sees him as a monster. he’s also from a lower socioeconomic class than ambrosius and the rest of the knights- while this is initially used to frame him as a success story, after he’s framed, it’s used to cast suspicion on him. almost immediately he’s othered, with posters casting him as a foreign invader sent to destabilize the city, much in the same way that muslim immigrants are seen in real life. even when he tries to be peaceful and good, it’s always twisted so that he’s the monster of the story. while ambrosius is held to too high of a standard, ballister will never be enough for the institution to accept.
which is why both of their arcs culminate in them breaking out of the system, learning to accept what they’d been taught was monstrous, and leaving behind respectability. it’s a genuinely great commentary, and i can definitely see why riz ahmed and eugene lee yang were chosen for this, as they’ve both done activist work for their communities.
#nimona#chatters#another analysis post i made at two am and then put in my drafts and forgot about LMAO#anyways i forgot to actually write a conclusion but shut up this isn't school i don't have to conclude SHIT#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin
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Modern! Shadowheart ✨
God’s Favorite Princess + ink of her favorite flower
Closeups!
Links: Commissions Open | Twittter | Insta
#shadowheart#my art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#artists on tumblr#digital painting#shadowheart bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur’s gate fanart#baldurs gate 3 fanart#baldurs gate fanart#bg3 shadowheart#azperja art#modern bg3 aus#this has been sitting in my drafts for weeks and i almost forgot i made it#pls notice her night orchid tattoo#🥹#bg3 shart#shart art#shart#queued
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Pt1. // Pt.2 // next
Masterpost
Hood would never want to be verified and would actively hate being verified argue with the wall
#if anyone can find elmo you get a gold star#birds on the bird app#pretend like this is before elon got his mitts on twitter and ruined the verification system please and thank you#also please ignore the dates this has been in my drafts since august and i completely forgot it was there#go gonzo go!#social media au#batposting#jason todd#dick grayson#stephanie brown#duke thomas#tim drake#dc batman#batfamily#batfamily social media#queue are you really?
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rust + hallucinations
#i love the bird one bc birds do do that exact same thing. but textually its implied rust thinks its a hallucination#so the bird one is my favorite bc its so ambiguous!#he doesnt know if it is one- he looks to marty to confirm. but marty doesnt see it bc hes looking at the church. i love it so much#true detective#rust cohle#matthew mcconaughey#truedetectiveedit#*#*gif#*td#*tv#tvedit#oops i forgot this in the drafts
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EMILY PRENTISS in CRIMINAL MINDS 3x03 | 'Scared to Death'
#THE red top#when i say emily prentiss red top i Know these images are playing in your head#she is so fine#i adore this episode!#emily prentiss#criminal minds#forgot i had this in my drafts actually#paget brewster#cm#cmedit#criminal minds gif#luthqrs#luthqrscm#luthqrsgifs#crim s3#cm 3x03#scared to death
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