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🟠 🔮 for Ven!! :3
Ah, thank you! :D <33 (Also, orange! Ven's so happy~~).
🟠 Orange- What is a trait your OC hides about themself from others? Do they refuse to acknowledge it or begrudgingly accept it?
Vendetta wishes it was their theatrics. Every time anyone comments on that, ne wants to crawl into a ditch and die. :'l But that ain't hidden soooooo, perfectionism it is. o: Given Ven's more trollish and dramatic tendencies, I imagine ne comes off more goes-with-the-flow to people not in the know. But ne isn't, at all. Ven stresses over every word, every sentence, every choice and decision, before and especially after. My god, especially the afters. .----.;;;
But ne does accept it. Like that's just the cost of being able to be nemself, double-guessing everything ne does and spiraling badly when nir plans and intentions eventually do fail~~
🔮 Crystal Ball- What kind of future does your OC want to have? What would they do to make it real?
Oh. Oh, oh, oh. Mhm. Ok. So, Vendetta has never, not even once, thought about this. o: Ne just doesn't believe ne has a future, and definitely not one worth pursuing. Ven has been doomed by the narrative and ne accepts that. But ne also wants at least one chance to rip out the narrative's throat with nir teeth before it finally kills nem.
~*the future vendetta is aiming for*~
And I have no idea what ne would do to make that real, but I'm sure Ven will give it nir all when the time comes.
#finch was so right to call out nir perfectionism#not that ven listened any#ne's flexible after all~~ things just have to be right#as exhausting as that is...#and sorry the last one is a bit of a bummer#ven and the future aren't friends#maybe that'll change in book three onwards#but right now#ven wants to spit in the face of fate too much. u__u;;#like you could have a cute life with the girls#(and/or angie + ortega)#but noooooooooo#and thank you for the questions! ^^!#they were delightful!#vendetta frey
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There are truly very few forces in the world as strong as the inertia of staying up way too late doing fuckall
#it’s like that saying about drinking poison and expecting the other person to die#in the morning I will be exhausted and work will still be there#cruelty#alas#One more round of solitaire#personal
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>Join a union
>Hear people constantly complaining that the current union leadership is super corrupt, it's all just the same ten guys making all the decisions in secret and nobody else in the union ever gets to know what's going on
>Go to the monthly union meetings that are completely open to all 1200 union members
>The only attendees are the same ten guys every month, giving detailed reports about everything that's going on
#anyway this is why i'm the way i am about politics and people who advocate against 'participating in the system'#i am on my way to becoming one of the ten guys and frankly? it's fucking exhausting#i chatted with the union president afterwards and he got this haunted look in his eye#and was like 'i'm glad to see you getting involved but remember you can say no. you can always say no.#don't let anyone bully you into doing more than you want to. make time for yourself. YOU CAN SAY NO.'#which was good and much appreciated advice! but also. ominous
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People turning against Chappell Roan for not accepting harassment & stalking of her and her family, saying Hozier is acting embarrassing for defending his girlfriend THAT Y'ALL WEREN'T EVEN SUPPOSED TO KNOW ABOUT after she got harassed online, calling Pedro Pascal names for.. apparently not greeting fans loudly in his own private time?
Y'all have GOT to get a grip on real life if you think celebs establishing boundaries is working against you. You do not know these people, you will not sleep with these people and they do not owe you anything!!!!!!
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im sooo ready for summer
#depressing shit#hell is a teenage girl#i am just a girl#mentally exhausted#tumblr#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#lana del rey#coquette#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlhood#female rage#girl interrupted#black swan#weridcore#cassie skins#americana#grunge#old hollywood#beauty#female hysteria#vent post#priscilla presley#manic pixie dream girl#girl blog aesthetic#lana del ray aesthetic#pink aesthetic#tumblr fyp#school
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when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd#mentally exhausted#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#sadgirl#sad thoughts#bpd shit#shitpost#mental health#mentally fucked#mental illness#mentally unstable#tired
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Anbu shenanigans
#my art#bons art#hatake kakashi#naruto#yamato tenzo#naruto yamato#tenzo naruto#itachi uchiha#kakashi hatake#kakashi sensei#anbu kakashi#anbu itachi#anbu black ops#tenzo anbu#tnkk#kktnz#ymtkk#kkymt#mirroring that one scene at one Naruto movie#kakashi my chakra exhaustion king
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Existential Nihilism Squad™
#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#ozai's angels#dangerous ladies#azula art#azula fanart#atla azula#princess azula#azula#ty lee atla#ty lee fanart#ty lee#mai fanart#mai art#atla mai#mai#ba sing se#the beach episode#atla meme#ozais angels#fire nation#Now you know why they get along so well#It's the existential nihilism of it all#Not existential crisis! Those are Zuko's specialty#“I'm never happy” “Think about our place in the universe” *yells to the universe* “You've never held back before” *drops into a moral coma*#he's really going through it#Meanwhile these three bad ladies are just ✨vibing✨ through it#existing is exhausting
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make a cohost account, make a blue skies account, make a pillow fort account, make a artfol account, share your discord, make a back-up account, make another account, make another account, make another account-
#shitpost#pot dog#pot dot#doodles#sites just remain normal challenge impossible#i can barely manage having a tumblr and a twitter account to both post to#the prospect of making more accounts more places just because shit may go down in flames or threaten to do so is exhausting#i will remain here until the ship is at the very bottom of the ocean cause i'm so tired of extending myself for social media efficiency
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i would do anything to get to bed on time except go to bed on time
#every day this week im like oughhh im sooo tired im so sleepy im going to bed early tonight i promise#and then every night this week i still stay up and go to bed at the exact same time as the night before and wake up exhausted 😞#goodnight fr tho ❤️#this has been a post#1k
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working on early horses, i wanted to do a quick sketch to show how small Eohippus was compared to an extant horse (this one is about 150cm tall). as you can see, it wasn't big at all. a perfect little lap horse :)
#i honestly don't even know how i managed to get this one done#was working on it veeeeery slowly#even tho it isn't even insanely rendered#was kinda hard to finish cuz i'm exhausted but i wanna continue working on early horses... hmm.. series? idk#i might do a size chart with them in the future if i draw enough of them<3#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#paleoart#horse#equus caballus#eohippus#id in alt
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*about any given drawing* cranking the saturation slider will fix this
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#itafushi#if u count this 0.7 of a megu as itfs ig#ANYWAY HI SORRY IM LIKE DIES but fear not i am actually lives#between artblock and job and attempting to have a social life im exhausted Always but we persist! she said wracked w anxiety and guilt#capitalism got me BAD this leaving the house stuff and waking up early stuff and going to bed before midnight stuff got hands#im also like. rly anxious posting this i feel like its not Enough of a draws to justify the break bc im like insane#convinced every1 hates me for not posting regularly and wld rather i never post again and other delusions#im working on things i am going so slowly it makes me want to crawl out of my skin but i am working on things!!!#anyway im sorry its just sketchy im sorry my render still looks like an identity crisis pls accept my humble offering#before i crawl back in2 my hole and/or run in2 traffic BYE
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i hate when people ask how i’m doing like.. horrible. next question
#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd#mental illness#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked
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You really did that for me? 9-1-1
#911#911edit#buddie#buddieedit#911verse#tvedit#911 abc#mine#evanbuckleyedit#evan buckley#scheduled#911 spoilers#spoilers#buck buckley would move heaven and earth if eddie needed it#and eddie would do the same for him#this list is non-exhaustive i know i've left moments off
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