#because i had stupid No Videogame parents

[girlwiththegreenhat]

having a stroke. one of my fondest childhood memories is stealing my older brother's Classic Gameboy for a few days and playing nothing but Super Mario Bros the entire time until it mysteriously vanished again. i remember being mad that My Princess Was In Another Castle and that the level following didn't have a ground and i was very bad at making the jumps from platform to platform so i always Died repeatedly and never got to progress

one problem!

super mario bros was never On the classic gameboy. i just spent 20 minutes talking to said brother, he has no idea what the fuck i am on about.

god damn universe hopping gameboy making me feel like an idiot

[captainzigo]

so unfortunately very few entries here are going to properly be vintage. also what i consider vintage might not line up with what you do. i am not old.

also i am not wealthy. and my family isn’t wealthy. this is an expensive hobby to have. i get most of my stuff from loving it and refusing to throw it away… and digging through the trash at university. you would be surprised with the stuff people throw away. planned obsolescence has nothing on the fact that people can’t be bothered to fix a sour harddrive.

i actually fix computers as a sort of second job. it’s nice to work on computers i can’t afford and that aren’t from the trash. but i love old tech. i love breathing life in to things long dead. i’m a technonecromancer. i am not including pictures of things i haven’t finished yet for the most part. and i simply am not including most things. this is but a fraction of my power

ok so these are all my computers that work. i didn’t include ones that im still working on. they all worked but needed repairs variously. mostly they just needed new hard drives.

my game consoles. again not including ones that don’t work. i actually bought that 3ds, but the rest my parents gave me after they got them used. that gameboy has needed a screen replacement that required soldering. the ds is my little trooper and has needed nothing ever. the wii needed a new disc drive. and the 3ds came in japanese and i hacked it to english.

there’s a back view of my stickers

these are some of my various devices. again not including ones that don’t work. that nano needed a new battery which was actual hell and i’m surprised it survived. that ipad is the first ipad and she works beautifully and one time i fastened it to my tummy for a tellytubby costume. i was slutty lala and i played the old spiderman movie trilogy in glorious VHS quality. i couldn’t find my iphone 3gs for this picture :( but it will turn up. i’ll include an old picture instead of cleaning my room to find it lol

here are some novelties i just like. thats an old radio i swiped from my great grandfather. i got it working but it broke again. i dont know whats wrong with it and its so old that the parts are impossible to find. on the right is the browser for DS which is just so quaint. i love it. it barely works at all but i loaded a wikipedia page one time so xP

this is my terrible stupid tiny phone i got from aliexpress that barely works BUT IT DOES WORK and is technically loaded with all modern smartphone features. i attached a video of it barely playing roblox

this is my og imac. with the og keyboard. i didn’t include it with the working computers because it doesn’t. the harddrive died and im trying to fix it but its really hard. i’ve already sought out two different adapters that haven’t worked

and this is a commodore 64 that i also got out of the trash. it does not work but im hoping to make it work. someone clearly loved it. enough to paint it crazy colors and enough to

write some weird scifi quote on the inside of the case under the RF shield. but maybe they died, or it just became too much of an undertaking.

not included here is:

• several more apple products that i just don’t think look good. all the iphones between 6 and 11 are just so ugly. and i don’t actually like the way apple watches look

• the phone, tablet, and smart watch i actively use

• various bits and bobs like the official speakers for a imac 4, an electronic pocket dictionary, various wii peripherals and so on

• all of my audio equipment

• my iphone 3gs. i just never found it or any pictures of it. i love it tho. it was my first phone (hand me down. i’m not that old) and i have had to repair it so many times and i love taking bad photos with it

• all of my monitors

• my many videogames

• my old fridge that i love and cherish and use

• anything i have fixed and then given to someone else

• a bunch of other stuff

so if you are a beautiful trans woman, are you in love with me yet? or do i need to make a part two

[gh0stsp1d3r]

Hey! Could I possibly request a hobie x reader where they have a kid together and their kid likes dressing up like hobie but one day their kid comes home from school crying saying that people made fun of them for their style, Hobie and reader calms them down and lets them know that other kids are just jealous and that they’re insecure and don’t have anything better to do? If you can’t write anything like this it’s okay! I tried my best explaining my request but if you don’t understand it I’m rlly sorry I’m horrible at explaining things lmao 😭😭😭

I love this sm! I think Hobies such a boy dad so I made the kid a boy.

Kids around 6 to 7 or something like that.. aged up Hobie

Coolest kid

Hobie had a giant smile on his face when your guys son had dressed up like him. He was almost an exact copy of him already, and he loved it.

“Hey, little man how was school?” Hobie said when he picked him up from the bus stop.

He looked at Hobie and didn’t say anything which made him furrow his eyebrows in confusion.

But he just continued to walk.

When you heard them get in the house you say hi to them both, with a large smile.

“How was school, baby?” You kissed his cheek.

That’s when the dam broke, he started to cry. Your smile fell and Hobie looked confused as he got on one knee.

“What’s wrong?” You asked him.

“I- I was-“ he stuttered and sniffled everytime he spoke, the words came out as a sob each time.

“I was- just walking, and then- and then some kids started to make fun of me, they said that my clothes and st-stuff looked weird!” He started to cry even more, Hobie frowned and wrapped his arms around him.

“It’s okay. ‘S alright. You wanna know something?” He said, and looked at him.

“I got made fun of as a kid too. Had no friends, no nothin’. And you wanna know what I did to get those idiots to back off?”

“What?” He sniffled.

“Well I beat their asses- but that’s not what you need to do.”

You gave him a glare and he put his hands up in defense.

“Sorry. But you wanna know something else? They’re just insecure. They are jealous that you’re the coolest kid there.” He poked his chest, making him laugh quietly.

“And they don’t have anything better to do.” You chimed in.

“Exactly. So, you wanna know how to beat them? You ignore them. You don’t let them get the best of you, and you tell ‘em that they are just jealous your the coolest one there, ‘nd tell them you don’t care what they say.” He stood up.

He smiled at nodded.

“And then tell them that I will beat them up-“

“Hobie!”

“Sorry, love.” He kissed your cheek, your son saying “ewww!”

In the end, everything would be okay, because Hobie Brown was a great parent despite what everyone else had said.

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[simgaroop]

I think I am neurodivergent.

There is no official diganosis and at this stage in my life I probably won't look for one. But in recent years I've started to think I probably am one. I even thought about asking my therapist about this, just before she released me a couple years ago. But it just felt like I was making things up at the moment. Besides, it is pretty stupid for a mental health specialist to self-diagnose, so that's why I am not saying this with complete certainty.

Huh, this is one of those posts I should be writing in Spanish.

Anyway, why am I randomly posting this in my Sim blog? Well, because I am exhausted. I've spent the last two months carrying a huge figurative boulder on my shoulders and just pretending (or masking) non stop. If you met me in person, the most likely impression you would have of me is that I am a very calm, warm and sweet person, who has her shit together, is the voice of reason, a great listener, someone who is eager to come up with solutions to any problem. Someone who has control over her emotions, who likes "normal" everyday stuff. People look up to me and I am constantly been asked for support, both in my professional and personal life. I am so nice and adaptable, that I was able to practically live in a hospital for over 5 weeks, just leaving it to go to work.

However, deep inside I am a very anxious woman, who is triggered by thoughts of death, disease (of loved ones), doctors and hospitals. I need to have my time to be alone. I prefer (almost need) to sleep in a very dark room and listening to movie or videogame podcasts. I've always been into videogames and animated shows, and I tend to obsess about those topics. I used to write a lot of fanfiction and loved it, but have never told a soul because I am so embarrased by it. I prefer to be alone, I hate to make and answer phone calls and when I get a notification on Whatsapp I really need to take a moment to even read the message (and it is even worse if it's a voice message). I am socially awkward in situations that are not related to work. I used to stimm a lot when I was a child, and I still do it when I am stressed. I was a picky eater. I used to be the lonely child who preferred to be by herself and only made friends because my parents were worried. I do not watch series on Netflix, but I can browse Youtube for hours and watch Lets Plays and documentaries about shows. I've always wanted to share my nerd tendencies, but I can't, because I am a woman in her forties, and my family and social circle look down on that stuff. So I constantly pretend and only when I am alone at night I can browse and look at the stuff I like, which is honestly very innocent, but I feel like I have to hide it.

And these last weeks I have had to constantly hide myself in my "social" and "professional" self. And I am exhausted. I feel like my heart is heavy. And it is even affecting my work performance.

So I come to my nerdy spot on the Internet to vent. To the one place in which I can sort of be myself and hope like someone might read this and understand.

*Reads Post* Wow, this is why I mostly lurk. I sound like a 15 year old and my urge to pretend that everything is fine with me is screaming that I do not post this. 😥

[hotpinkboots]

Hello! Not to be a bother, but I noticed you take Dhmis requests, and I was wondering if you could do a (Platonic) Yellow Guy x Motherly/Caring reader? Keep up the good work, by the way! :]

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~Yҽʅʅσɯ Gυყ x Motherly!Reader (Platonic Headcanons)~

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Awww that's simply adorable, darling!!

~Enjoy~

★★★★

Yҽʅʅσɯ Gυყ

★★★★

~Oh, good, you can help him with the rash on his back.

~But anyway

~Roy is...weird....as we all know, so you're perfect for Yellow!

~He has a hard time remembering things sometimes, so you can help him with that. Everyone appreciates it.

~You'll have to scold Duck and Red if they ever insult him.

~Please reassure Yellow that he is not, "Stupid in the head".

~Yes, his self confidence isn't very high, but not exactly incredibly low, either...perhaps below average. Compliments make him beam.

~"Ohh, rEAlly? tHAnks :D"

~The funi "rEalLy tHankS :D" writing is absolutely necessary i swear

~Give him little head pats and ruffle his hair a bit.

~Keep in mind that being this close to Yellow means you'll quite possibly be in the danger he and the other guys get into, as well.

~So be CAREFUL, DARLING

~Red and Duck seem a bit jealous of Yellow sometimes, actually. They wish they had somebody like you.

~Red does little "aww" 's here and there at you two.

~Duck likes to give you absolutely horrible parenting tips.

~While Yellow enjoys this, he also doesn't want to be treated like he's just a child. Because he isn't. Having somebody to help him out and all that good stuff is something he truly appreciates, but make sure you aren't making him seem like a 10 year old...

~Because we all know he's actually much, much smarter than he even knows or remembers.

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Thank you for giving me the first Yellow Guy request!! I have SO much fun writing for him, he's so very cute :>

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~Love, PinkBoots

[onyxisnotuniqueenough]

i'm getting really tired of this constant dunking on angela for everything she does.

i feel like smosh constantly insults her smarts and her voice i hope she doesn't mind. i love angela and i feel like i would crumble in her place, with everyone constantly making fun of my every move and infantilizing me all the time. i really hope smosh doesn't make fun of her as much off-camera, that they check jokes with her beforehand, etc

i also wish fandom would treat her like the smart and talented and beautiful ADULT she is and not caricature her as this immature, loud, dumb person. she is not a "smol bean", nor is she "a rabid goblin" or whatever the fuck nicknames i've seen around on tiktok/tumblr

for smosh,

i know she explained that she feels like the young sibling/sister at smosh and feels like she's part of a family, and that roasting/teasing makes her feel seen and noticed, but i have older siblings. i know teasing is fun. but if it's constantly all the time on every video on every shoot day??? i bet it can get through to her!! just like it eventually gets through to me when my siblings tease me too much!! i genuinely hope that she feels comfortable with all this, bc i often worry about her

like she is the most roasted cast-member on smosh

she is made fun of for her voice, her smarts, her skills at specific games or activities, her appearance, etc. the only other people that i've seen being roasted are ian, shayne and spencer and it's not a quarter as bad.

ian is teased because of the anthony thing and OCCASIONALLY his old style, shayne is teased about being SO funny, SO talented, SO nice, SO muscular, SO well-read, etc so i feel like everytime they roast him it's just egoboosting, and with spencer i feel like they toss around the occasional nerd/videogame/chosen joke but even that he fuels as well.

with angela it feels like every single smosh games bit is about her not being skilled enough at the game, not knowing the rules, forgetting she's even a certain role, etc. and it feels, especially in videos like the latest werewolf one, like everyone is just suddenly all eyes on her, on this mob-mentality-kick, of "ha ha look at classic little angela! she is so funny when she makes a mistake! she is so bad look at her! we are all so much better than her at this game, collectively!" as if they all had this private group joke going on and she wasn't a part of it. it takes me back to when i was with friends with whom i felt excluded and made fun of.

and every five minutes it's "angela looks like joe pesci" (a NOT CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE MAN) or whoever the hell, "angela is too loud", "angela needs to be parented by chanse" (the "angela." chanse joke feels so...condescending), "angela is clueless", "angela is annoying", "angela has childish humor", etc.

maybe this is stupid, or i'm reaching/seeing things that aren't real, but i see a lot of myself in angela sometimes and i don't like that i also see the way i was teased by bullies in middle school. i really love her and i think she is so talented and pretty and so so smart with her humor and i am very annoyed atm after watching a video where the jokes were particularly angela-targeted.

[cowboymantis]

Y'know what since it's pride month, I'll do a little random rambling about my identity, bc hell I am 22 whole years old and I am still struggling with my gender lmaoo 😭😭

But also, nowadays I think it's really funny that I took so long to properly realize I was trans and aroace

There were. So many signs. 💀

I almost dreaded to come out as trans to one of my old online friend groups, not bc I thought they were transphobic (bc we were always a heavily lgbtq group), but because I thought I took so long and now I'd have to explain myself. (Stupid I know, but my family is very transphobic, so I never got to be my true self irl, and idk if I ever will as long as my family lives, but maybe I'll be brave enough one day)

But one of the first reactions I got was just yeah I always thought you were gonna say that 😭 And us all talking AND OTHERS COMING OUT TOO it was just such a weight lifted from my shoulders, it was so great.

Because of my family, I'm not 100% sure how I feel about my gender, if I feel more nonbinary or male, it's more something in-between, but more towards male,, but that's why I just feel most comfortable without a label, I'm just me and I'm here 🛌

When it comes to figuring out I'm aroace, the thing is, I kinda thought about it before, but I wasn't sure. Even then, it wasn't too long before I realized.

I always hated romance and cheesy scenes, kissing and especially sex scenes in anything I watch make me super uncomfortable, I'd sometimes think about, if I'm grown up and in a relationship, I have to do all of that... And I was actually scared of needing to get in a relationship, or something like that. Part of it was pressure from my parents to tell me I need to find a partner, to, I guess properly live my life or something. And this is essentially what a lot of people think, that you NEED to have a partner to be complete, and I always found it so weird. I don't want a partner I just wanna sit in my room and play videogames all day :'D

Oddly enough, No Straight Roads, one of my favourite games ever, has indirectly helped me- NOW HEAR ME OUT. One name: Eve.

Omg I love Eve so so much, and her whole arc just made me slowly go ... I feel that omg

I was in one relationship in my life, I'm actually still friends with that person, they also came out as trans, but are in a poly relationship now, which is kind of funny to me because we went pretty much the exact opposite route, I love it 😭

Anyway, I never had any feelings of love how people describe it, I never had any attraction to people. But I was so desperate when we broke up, like I lost my one opportunity in life to be in a relationship, like I needed to have someone else no matter how uncomfortable I felt being in one.

And I just saw my younger teenage self in Eve and I think this is one of the reasons I am so attached to this character, gahhHH I love No Straight Roads so much. It has helped me in a time I was feeling down, it indirectly got me into kpop (😭😭yeah), which then also came at the right time when I had a downer phase, and the community of the game on release was just so sweet.

But yeah, to come back to it, throughout my life, I basically went from "I guess I'm pan or something, because I don't have a preference"

To "Okay the thought of being with a man disgusts me, so I have to be a lesbian"

To "Okay, but I just like looking at people in an aesthetical way, I simp for characters or actors as a joke, I just like looking at them or think they're cute, but that's about it"

And then I was just like oh. Oh wait. it's all coming together.

Realizing you're aromantic and/or asexual can be really hard, and I've seen others' experiences be similar to mine. I think, in a way, it's so hard bc pursuing relationships is the norm for most of the world.

Thinking back to that one lesson we had in ethics class I'll never forget, we had to write down something about the meaning of life. And then everyone should say what they have written down and what their idea was. Most people wrote down having a family. I don't even know what I wrote down (probably something like a happy life or something basic), but I talked about how meaning of life doesn't have to be having a family. And the teacher basically laughed at me for saying that bc that's the whole point of being a human!!!

And I guess from that day I had this one sided beef / grudge against this teacher bc how the hell are you an ethics teacher and think so one-sided 😭 Sure, humans start families so they don't die out, but not EVERY human needs to start a family to have a purpose in life?

So yeah, anyway. Aspecs are very nuanced, there are those who have platonic relationships, people who enjoy sex although they are not attracted to someone, I myself am absolutely repulsed by anything sexual and I don't ever want any type of relationship, I don't like being lovey dovey, and I hate being too close to someone, like hugging, etc. On the outside I've always been very distant, but on the inside I have all the love I don't have for romance, for my friends and for this world instead 😌🙏

I guess I can really seem too cold or maybe even angry, bc it's hard for me to properly show my emotions, and that's why I prefer text over word, I can express myself so freely and can add all the silly little emotes I want :3

Also, I always loved the I do not perceive and do not wish to be perceived bc yeah . Me fr jfhdjdhr

Also, I'm not too fond of sexualities and genders all having weird stereotypes, but god damit I love robots/androids etc sm I always would love to be one fr ‼️‼️ I guess that's one of the reasons I was immediately hooked on Tokusatsu- NO THIS IS NOT GONNA BE A TOKU POST THIS HAS DERAILED WAY TOO FAR

But speaking of-- Naki me belobed and ofc their actor, I love Nakayama sm man and recently read an a bit older interview of him and he's so real 😭😭 I've never literally me-d for an actor so much 🥲

[jimmy-johns-was-taken]

hii!!! could i request some angsty headcanons for tim and a daughter reader?? have a great day!!

Ok I love but hate angst. Like it’s so good but omfg I’m going to cry

Also sorry the ending is so rushed :(

Tim x Daughter Reader

Buckle up buckaros

Tim tries to be a good dad, but it’s really hard sometimes

You can make it hard I’m going to be honest

You and Toby crept onto the porch of the house. Another mission, nothing difficult. A family of 3, expect the dad was not only a drug dealer who fucked something up, but cheating as well. Slender had some beef with him or some shit, you didn’t know and didn’t care.

The door opened easily and the two of you popped in, silently making your way to the hallway. 3 rooms, a master, guest, and another bedroom. Pretty easy, you and Toby looked to each other in excitement. Neither of you had been able to go on this easy of a mission in a while.

Toby crept up to the first door, the other bedroom. When they opened it, a teenage boy spun around from a desk, screaming. He’d been awake playing videogames all night.

“Shit!” Toby threw a hatchet, just barely missing the boy who had ducked out of the way. The screaming must have woken up the parents, as another door slung open. An angry looking man with a shotgun stepped out, fixing his eyes on you. A loud bang wrung through the air and you hit the deck.

It took forever to finish the family, but you and Toby got it done. You had new bruises and a few new scratches. You had gotten close to your head being blown off, it rattled you to the core.

You and Toby talked a little on the way home, both dreading the lecture to come

Joking around a little, the two of you got distracted and ended up running around the woods for a little while

It was fun, the two of you playfully trying to kill each other

It was all games though, you would never actually do something to the other

When you arrived home though, Tim was sitting in the living room

You could feel his anger from the door

Toby bolted, you wished you could have

“Where the hell have you been?” Tim asked, walking briskly over toward you.

“Me and Toby were playing around a little, nothing much,” you swatted Tim off, trying to go around him.

“Ah- no.” It was a firm answer, Tim stopped you before you knew it. He grabbed your arm, looking at the new bruises.

“It’s nothing Tim, just some dude you tried to fight back,” you broke into a small smirk, ripping your arm away from Tim.

“And this is the 4th mission in a row where someone has hurt you! This one was supposed to be easy!” Tim exclaimed.

“Well I mean, I keep getting really difficult missions. I can do them, but I’m going to get a little hurt,” you tried to reason.

“That’s not the point,” Tim yelled, “point is, you’re irresponsible and you don’t think! You never think! You just charge in and try to do whatever! And when you do think? It’s some stupid idea that would only work in your little fantasy world!” You looked at Tim in shock, slightly stepping away from him.

“Because you think you’re right, or you’re ideas are good! But they’re not! You are just some stupid kid who got all her friends killed and now works for some thing in the woods and you kill people for a living!” You looked at Tim in disbelief, slight tears forming in the corners of your eyes. What happened to you, it wasn’t your fault. Everyone knew that, you just had a hard time believing it.

You backed away from Tim, then shoved your way past him. Running to the bathroom, you cried. Cried as you banged yourself and cleaned up. Cried as you ran to your room and tried to sleep. Fuck Tim, you thought, he doesn’t know jack shit.

[davekat-sucks]

Can I just say I feel like a lot of the Bro is abusive rhetoric comes from taking a lot of jokes way too seriously? A lot of stuff in early Homestuck was exaggerated for comedic effect and wasn't meant to be taken at face value.

They did this in Pesterquest with Rose and Mom's relationship too where they portray Mom as a neglectful alcoholic who doesn't even feed her daughter and Rose is forced to eat oatmeal all the time.

Like, with that logic, should we see John and Rose as vicious little monsters who try to beat up their parents because they're annoyingly doting? John literally tried to hit dad with a hammer and Rose tried to stab her mom with needles.

Like all of these were just exaggerated jokes, and so was Bro's strife with Dave, it was just an over the top version of two brothers rough housing to see who gets to play the videogame and Bro just let Dave have it at the end because he is a big bro who likes to mess with his little bro.

I'm currently re-reading Homestuck and Dave mentions that Bro is acting unusual that specific day and that he is usually just sitting on the couch or hanging out in the living room, meaning he doesn't always treat Dave this way (which isn't even a bad way of treating him, he's literally just messing around and it's exaggerated for comedic effect) which likely means their relationship is probably different than what many people think it is.

The stupid swords in the fridge and apple juice in the closet thing were both dumb jokes and people took it as if Bro PURPOSELY LETS DAVE STARVE, we don't even know where the apple juice freaking came from, Dave didn't even know it was there, is no one seeing how ridiculous this logic is???

JOHN'S DAD ONLY FEEDS HIM CAKE EVERY SINGLE DAY AND MOM PROMOTES UNDERATED DRINKING.

I'm so tired.

Exactly. I don't know why Dave is always painted in this tragic light when John and Rose would do those kinds of things to their parents. People also forget too that Jade had to TAXIDERMY her grandfather at a young age too. She had to physically touch the corpse of her dead guardian and bring it to her home.

[missytearex]

Happy 28th! Here’s what I read and loved this month. Remember to leave kudos and comments if you check these out!

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🤍 Darling, so it goes by @disgruntledkittenface --- [fic post]

larry | 195k | explicit

Harry Styles is a world-famous actor at the height of his career but a personal low point when he meets His Serene Highness Prince Louis of Monaco by chance. He doesn’t think they’ll ever see each other again, but after striking up a correspondence, it turns out they have more in common than he thought. Then they start to fall for each other. Louis is different from anyone Harry has dated before and their relationship moves fast as Harry realizes he’s ready for a change. Soon Harry finds himself adapting to an entirely new life, in a country where he doesn’t know the rules, the customs, even the language. Harry is used to people underestimating him, and he’s more determined than ever to prove them wrong.

He just needs Louis to meet him halfway.

Grace Kelly AU.

🤍 A Fantastic Wreck by 13ways

larry | 134k | explicit

Prince Louis William Tomlinson, heir to the Kingdom of Doncaster, has arrived in Rome to make an important announcement— his betrothal to Princess Eleanor of Anesidora, whom he barely knows. His grandfather, King William, lies gravely ill, and the country’s fate is in his hands.

What harm could it possibly be to leave the embassy for one day? Prince Louis has never fallen in love, mainly because he has a secret that cannot be disclosed. He’s never even had a proper kiss.

When he bumps into a journalist named Harry Styles, their mutual attraction is undeniable. But Harry, too, has a secret.

A Roman Holiday AU

🤍 we can take the long way home by @eleadore --- [fic post]

larry | 27k | explicit

“Fertile,” Louis says, and then laughs because it sounds stupid to say out loud. He hasn’t ever really thought of himself in those terms. Baby-making terms. It’s just one of those things his body can do, like exercise, or go without tea. Doesn’t mean he will.

🤍 build a nest for us to sleep in by blackwayfarers

lilo | 24k |  explicit

"It'll be fun," Louis tells Liam quietly. If it was anyone else's break-up, Louis would know exactly what to do, what balance of fondness and foolishness he'd need to give, but he's totally lost with Liam. Louis has no idea what he might need, what could make him feel better, so in the end he gives Liam the only thing he has: "We can order take away and play videogames and fuck about for a few days. I'll get Harry to bring us groceries, we won't even need to leave the house. Come on, Liam, come live with me."

🤍 Dancing Barefoot by @quelsentiment --- [fic post]

zouiam | 18k | teen and up

Liam, Zayn and Louis are the only parents who agreed to come and supervise a school trip to the seaside. They get way more out of the deal than expected.

🤍 It's Been Ages by @2tiedships2 --- [fic post]

larry | 13k | not rated

“We need to talk,” Niall said as he plopped down on Louis’ bed. “It’s you and Harry. You like him, he likes you, it’s a match made in heaven and you will one day be mates,”

Louis shook his head in exasperation. “If you’ve been watching, you would see that Harry is interested in, like, alpha alphas. Not me.”

“What the fuck is an alpha alpha?” Niall asked with furrowed brows.

“You know what I mean,” Louis said, giving Niall a pointed look.

“I literally have no idea what you’re talking about.”

🤍 The Risen by @creamcoffeelou

larry | 11k | explicit

In search of the next breaking story, Harry goes off to do something no one else has been able to do: get the scoop on Louis Tomlinson and his devoted group of followers.

🤍 When All I Want Is You by estrella30 

zarry | 9k | explicit

Zayn and Harry move in together and don't have a lot of money and everything falls apart (and then gets put back together)

🤍 Faire boum boum crac crac by catholicschoolgirl --- [fic post]

zarry | 9k | teen and up

Harry's in his seventh year when the Triwizard Tournament returns to Hogwarts. Normally Harry wouldn't care about weird magical tournaments, but Zayn Malik, a student from Beauxbatons, very quickly captures his attention.

🤍 We Might'a Took the Long Way by @evilovesyou​ --- [fic post]

larry | 8k | general audiences

The story of a perfect first date, a mind-blowing first kiss, an interfering lawsuit, a lopsided bowl, flutes of champagne, a little bit of heartbreak, a fated tiktok, and lots and lots of art.

🤍 From Now On by @this-onegoes --- [fic post]

zarry | 7k | explicit

On this night, Christmas Eve, to an outsider looking in, the famous Harry Styles is nothing but a pair of legs, awkwardly sticking out from under the Christmas tree he's currently laying under.

🤍 All The Small Things by @restless-rebels --- [fic post]

lilo | 6k | not rated

Louis finally looked up, staring at the same boy from the laundry room, his hair dry and soft looking, a short quiff at the top of his head. “Hey, uh, Liam, right?”

The tall alpha nodded. “Not a problem, Louis?” The omega nodded. “Is your wrist okay?” Before Louis could answer, he felt a rush of calm wash over him, as though he took a shot of whiskey. He watched as Liam closed his eyes and smiled.

Louis cleared his throat, having forgotten for a second that he had even fallen. “I think so. I didn’t put all of my weight on it, at least I don’t think I did. I’m sure Harry will insist on wrapping it when we get upstairs either way.”

“Good, that’s good.” They stood there awkwardly, Liam’s hands still holding Louis’s arm, both just staring, neither saying anything.

🤍 Five Times Zayn Didn't Speak to Harry (and One Time He Did) by @writsgrimmyblog --- [fic post]

zarry | 6k | explicit

A ‘five times’ fic, in which Zayn and Harry find it easier to fuck than talk.

🤍 Beyond the Sea by writeivywrite 

zarry | 6k | teen and up

Written for the prompt 'Zayn is a famous actor who has to film in a small town for a couple months, and Harry is one of the locals.' I went slightly off brief but I hope you enjoy where this ends up.

🤍 i fall in love whenever we meet by @leighbot --- [fic post]

zarry | 5k | general audiences

the one where Harry has temporary amnesia after surgery; he doesn't need his memories to know he loves Zayn.

🤍 i want to see you a little brighter now by merryofsoul 

ziall | 2k | teen and up

Niall would just like to do his job. Now, if the new firehouse candidate could just stop staring at him, he wouldn't be so distracted.

🤍 In Case of Emergency by @musiclily

ziam | 2k | general audiences

Harry and Louis have a PJ party that....goes a little awry

🤍 Maybe This Time by @flomps --- [fic post]

zarry | 2k | explicit

a brief au in which zayn is a writer, and they fell in love when they were teenagers. this is set years after that and is mostly angst, intimacy, and sex.

🤍 World Standing Still by @afirethatcannotdie --- [fic post]

larry | 2k | teen and up

AU. A first meeting in a pub doesn't go so well.

🤍 Virginia is for Lovers by @haztobegood --- [fic post]

narry friendship | 1k | general audiences

Harry and Niall go hiking in the Appalachian Mountains.

🤍 For Ten Minutes Straight by @a-brighter-yellow --- [fic post]

larry | 1k | explicit

Louis has a ritual for when Harry's away – and a good reason for keeping it private.

🤍 It's Just a Song on the Radio by @afireinsidethoseeyes --- [fic post]

nouis | 890 | general audiences

Niall is finally starting to feel okay again after his break up with Louis. Until he hears Louis' song on the radio. Suddenly, he can't get Louis, or the cause of their breakup, out of his head.

🌸 HP 🌸

🤍 The Compact by @astolat --- [fic post]

drarry | 64k | explicit

Hermione frowned. “The real question is why the magic of Britain would be failing now, in fact.”

“That is not the real question!” Ron said loudly; he’d woken up fully by now, and Harry had too; it was starting to sink in that they’d found the problem. “The real question is, how do we fix it?”

[anothanobody]

A little info about Axel please 🙏

I will describe the whole sibling dynamic with some characteristics.

Axel is the firstborn, he's 19, when he was born he had blond hair like his father that later turned into the black tint of his mother, his eyes are grey, he's tall, maybe jean's or reiner's height, kind of broad shoulders, he's a bit grumpy, he doesn't go to university because he thinks it's a stupid piece of paper overpriced for nothing and already has a job as video editor and programmer that he can do from remote, he developed his skills during middle school and high school to have his own resume, so he's a stay at home body. he smokes lol (like me. twins) he likes to tease his younger siblings, he's the reason his parents have given up on understanding teenagers. he idolizes levi and kenny, his personality is a mix of those two, he learnt from them how to play with a knife and kenny is the reason he smokes. good influence. he was the one that actually met eren first, because going to the same high school and same sports (football, the actual football) they crossed paths, friends kind of but now they fully are.

Mikasa is the second born, she's 18, copy of her mother, as you know nothing like her father, but she actually got some of his personality, a bit awkward but a sunshine, she has mid back lenght hair, black and shiny and silky, grey eyes as we know, tall but small, lean but with a good muscle structure. she was a ballerina till middle school then evrything became too extreme and she left, went to do volley and cheerleading for a little before switching to church activities. she likes to stay at home as well, she bickers with her siblings a lot but they have each other's backs. Axel once threw her down the stairs tho. In his words "don't touch my shit, bambi." they were 16 and 15- he likes to reminisce on it "you remember when i pushed you down the stairs? good times." mikasa unfortunately stands no chance with him.

Ayato is the last born and the accident, he's 15 turning 16, his parents only wanted two kids, the girl and the boy, never imagined there would be a third, but here he is. lol, they love him tho. his hair is the same as his father with mom's coloring, his eyes are the hazel of his father as well and he has a little tan like him too. he's into videogames but as he entered high school in this second year he went into the football squad with eren. he doesn't mind the church activities. he doesn't like sweets, he tried to smoke, lowkey does and when he tried to steal a pack from Axel he was caught and had to do his chores for a month or he would snitch on him for smoking to his parents at 14. When he was a child Axel and Mikasa would tell him he was adopted till he cried. he's the most bullied out of the three but also the most coddled by his two siblings.

there's some more that will come in a second wait for it. btw eren is the same age as mikasa. i love these siblings tbh.

[lizardywizard]

the kids of the neighbourhood were fierce, not street-fierce but upper-class snots who ran in packs and clawed down your skin with their fingernails.

i mostly watched them from afar and tried to join in with their games occasionally but they hated me. they stole my shit. one time this one ringleader kid, an absolutely horrible girl called louise, concocted a plan where two kids asked if i could come out to play. once i reached the end of my driveway, i was pounced on by vicious, screaming children. they'd gathered the entire neighbourhood's worth of kids to hide and jump out at me and chase me. then louise claimed that because i'd said it was an "ambush" and she "didn't know what an ambush was", it never happened.

fear, sometimes, is the people in your house. sometimes, it's the people that assault you every time you step out onto the street.

though i was reviled by most of the kids my age (mostly for being the kind of kid who knew words like "reviled", or "follicle", or "bestiary"), there were a few times when i felt well enough accepted into the loose community of creatures who shared my territory. always it was with the boys. i'm afab and at the time had long curly blonde hair and i hated it. i just wanted to wear sonic tshirts and chill.

i hung out a lot with a kid called lewis. he was from australia and had a neat OC surrounding this plush dolphin he had but then he got too old for it and i felt sad. i wanted to keep talking to the dolphin. he also had a nes and all the cool mario shit, like sticker books. when lewis's parents kicked us off the nes and told us to go play outside, we'd play at being mario and luigi. i got really into it, got a red cap and customised it with ears made out of felt. made a raccoon tail to wear sticking out of the back of my pants. that was my furry awakening.

he was a good kid, chill. but as he got older he felt like he couldn't hang out with make-believing "girls" anymore. he got more into his friendship with this other kid, mark, who had a mega drive (sega genesis). hated that kid he was a dick. according to my mum he punched me in the back and left a scar but i don't remember it, even though i can feel the scar still. i tried to read judge dredd thanks to his stupid "drokk!" shirt but i could never get into it, though i like the concept of a cop satire.

we were no more than 11. the balmy summers went on, me dreaming of videogames. i don't know what he dreamt of.

i wish i could go back in time and tell him i was a make-believing boy. not that it would matter, not that we were the kind of people who would understand.

[radgirl-spray]

My experience growing up kinda gnc. My mom was really non conforming (not that she knew) She rarely wore make up. I saw her in a dress only sundays, because she wore it to the church (until she stoped believing when i was like 10), the rest of the week? joggers, big boots, simple t-shirts. Most of the time she put on my dad's clothing. And most of it was stained with paint. She never painted her nails, and didn't cared about jewerly or hair, far too occupied doing stuff around the house and by that i mean building stuff, fixing furniture, working on the garden, choping wood, plating, hammering, getting shit done, etc. On that same note, i can count with one hand the times i wore a dress in my childhood. Since we were dirt poor, i inherited my clothes from my older brother so girly clothes was never a thing for me and my brothers themselves had very long hair as children. I spended my days playing in the mud, jumping, climbing trees, budget too tight for barbies. I played in the woods, fought with wooden swords with my brothers and sister, dress up and tried to make my own tree house at 12 (a total failure of course) but the imput was there. Even for school, we had uniforms with skirts, but mom sended me with pants because it was too cold. And even when mine was a girl's school, since we were only girls, no one compared us with any boys, so we found a ball and played until we broke some windows among other things.

As a result by the time i got to puberty, my mom wanted me not to wear makeup, that i didn't need it, but me being a 14 yo insisted. I wanted to be goth and wore dark make up and stuff because i thought it was super cool. Not because i was a girl, but because i liked cool shit. If anything i always gravitated towards boys who had long hair and wore make up, and girls who did cool stuff like playing drums or whatever. This is why when people speak of "girl stuff" and "boy stuff" it sounds so fucking out there to me. It sounds so weird and i really cannot comprehend why people cannot separate biology from everything else. This is also why i believe a child raised in a gender non conforming home will rarely feel inadequate to their sex. If someone had told little me "if you like skirts you are a girl" i would have imediatly told them "i am a girl and i don't wear skirts." not even because i didn't like them, but because i simply didn't had them. They weren't a necessity in a home where 4 children share jeans and t-shirts. Where children play outside. Why would my mom put myself and my sister in skirts if we were playing football outside with the boys? And i did wanted to be a sailor moon as a child, but i also wanted to be an evil vampire and singer and a veterinarian. None of it meant i was or wasn't a girl. But growing up i found out that my biology did meant that people would misstreat me. That people would doubt me and make me uncomfortable, but i never for a single second thought it was my fault for being a girl, nor it was girlhood nor my body. After all my body took me places and allowed me to do stuff. My girlhood was me hunting spiders, playing videogames and stealing apples from my neighbour's backyard. It was the people. My parents always warned me about what people do to women of course, and i also had to go through the "boys will be boys" stuff while my sister and i were responsible for stuff my brothers weren't, but i always knew it was not my fault that everyone is sexist. My mom teached me that being a woman meant that i could do and look whatever and that i would be it even if people (family included) would want me to be many stupid things that weren't necessary with her own example, so i cannot understand how is so difficult for a bunch of people to grasp that simple fact. And is because of this that i care about women droping stupid ass stereotypes. Is also why it offends me so much when some braindead gendie say stuff like "i'm not like the women" or "woman is a gender" because is not. Because is totally possible to be at peace with yourself and your body while understanding that you don't have to perform femininity. That is not that the world is garbage because you are a woman, but rather people treat women like garbage just because we have a body that's different to men. That i don't feel anything in particular about my biological reality, because i am not different than my body, i am my body; but i'm hella pissed that people might kill me because of it and that somewhere out there, there is a girl, like me, who likes to build stuff and play videogames and loose clothing and some stupid fuck is telling her that she's not a girl because of it; alienating her from her body, lying to her about how the world will treat her if she convinces herself to be something else. That out there is someone telling her she should feel anything but neutral about the body she has, instead of making a confident and rational woman of her, filling her with insecurities and doubts of her own existence, convincing her that she needs hormones and surgery to be her "true self", that she has too buy a binder so no one knows she has breasts, instead of using the money to get herself a cool videogame or tools for some hobby that makes her happy. That her uterus is useless and that someone calling her female is wishing her death because being a woman is hell and the worst thing that could happen to her

[sins-of-the-sea]

//I made that post because how the Seven’s ages are distributed has really reflected the age I was when I initially created them: 15 years old. I was a literal child. 19 (Ruixiong’s age, as the youngest, at the time I created him) felt like the age of an adult with everything of his life put together: a career, a home, all these amazing adult things and adult wisdoms, etc. But now as a 35 year old, I realize 19 is still, in many ways, still a baby. The difference is that he’d be legally old enough to sign marriage papers and conceive children. But still a baby when it comes to life experiences. I’ve aged him up to 21 for reasons (and thus making him only 1 year younger than the Twins and 2 for Giovanni), which I will get to in a bit.

Folks need to know that your life does not end if you didn’t get married and have a job by the age of 20. You would be, in fact, just starting your adult life altogether. The tragedy present in the Seven, then, lies in how much their life COULD have kept growing, COULD have gotten better, COULD have sought that happily ever after--but it has halted thanks to the Master.

The four Himbos are young meni in early adulthood (21, 22, 23) who cannot mature further even with immortality and the years passing by because the Master is constantly stunting their emotional growth by focusing on traumas they haven’t overcome by the time their ages locked. Their lives have not begun yet and they are forced to remain stupid and reckless. 500 years can pass and Ruixiong will still behave and think like he’s 21 years old. He’ll be smarter (some), more world experienced, develop a better sense of self-awareness and introspection, but still be a dumbfuck who’ll play videogames until 6 AM because he doesn’t have to worry about getting up and going to work at a reasonable hour. Guy and Phoebus will still mourn over not having a proper father to guide them into a time they should be starting their lives despite outliving several hundred generations. And so on and so forth.

Meanwhile, you have Josep and Abena, whom--believe it or not--is still considered early adulthood (just older than 20). At 35 and 38, they SHOULD have been long married, they SHOULD have established careers, they SHOULD have had their livelihoods started and settling--but they DIDN’T. Versus someone in their early 20s when they are expected to START obtaining these things but didn’t get a chance to START AT ALL. So the angsts between these two groups will look different altogether. Abena’s would look especially different as a woman in the 1600s-1700s; at age 38, she’d have suffered two miscarriages and is approaching the time of her life she may never have a pregnancy ever again. An 18 year old girl can never understand or grasp that angst and SHOULDN’T have to worry about that herself unless she had fooled around irresponsibly during high school... and EVEN THEN, a 38 year old woman fearing being barren would look different from an 18 year old. They cannot be compared despite the angst being the same. The stages of life are not the same. The 18 year old can at least get help and support from her parents. The 38 year old is, more often than not, on her own.

Believe it or not, the prime of your life is NOT in college or high school--it’s your middle adulthood. By the time you hit your 40s-50s, your kids would have been old enough to marry and have children of your own--and thus, your bloodline and progeny are secured. You’re expected to be financially secured because you’ve had enough work experience in whatever field you started in your early adulthood to get you settled. You’re either on your way to paying off that home mortgage or it’s been finally paid off. You are at the point in life where the direction to keep on blooming is however the hell you want it to be. Mid-life crises stories happen here because the individual is at a point of life they didn’t want to be but are anyway, so they try to recreate a “new start”. This is where you will start noticing actors getting their accolades for their work instead of being beautiful. This is where CEOs get their faces on magazines. Etc etc. Most creatives are getting to this point where the best of their work are being recognized. All of this is happening BECAUSE the priorities of having kids and families are usually realized by then. Rashid’s tragedy is that he, for all the stability he has been providing for his family, for all the settling he’s done, something went wrong and he can’t grasp by, of all times, it’s happening then. His angsting over Sukhbir and Assad would look SO VERY DIFFERENT if he was 20. And with them out of his life, all he can think of is “....What now? Where do I go from here?” There is nothing. He got his career, he got his home, he got the family... and it vanished in seemingly an instant. He will NOT try to prioritize finding a new wife and getting new kids unless that’s what he wants, but he DOESN’T because he can’t grasp WHY he lost his first ones to begin with. And until he gets it, he is emotionally and mentally stuck at 45 no matter how many centuries pass.

So here is how I connect age-appropriate angst despite how long lived the Seven are. Note I have no one in late adulthood (70s+), and the reason for that is because by that time in that life, the person should be expecting to pass on anytime soon, and thus, should focus on making sure whoever and whatever they are leaving behind outlives them. Dying starts to feel less scary at this time even if the person is happy, healthy, and surrounded by loved ones in a prosperous environment. Acceptance seeps in, and if it doesn’t, than that means something is wrong. Of course, dying still sucks, so they would focus on making sure the last years of their lives remain happy and healthy; thus the emphasis on maintaining good health over finding a new wife or whatever. And frankly, that is all useless to the Master. He’s not interested on people who are a foot from the grave. They still need to be strong and useful--and easier to manipulate and shape.

As for why I only aged up Ruixiong to just 21 and not diversify the Himbos’ ages more? Devil’s Eye is a story that emphasizes forgiveness, letting go, and continuing to grow. In many ways, it’s a coming-of-age story---not in learning to become a MAN or whatever, but in recognizing the start of your life is NOT the end of it. You’ll grow. You’ll keep growing. As long as you still have breath, you will keep on growing. This isn’t to say your life is over by the time you’re 70, however; as I said above, if there is something troubling you greatly by the time you are old enough to keel over at any given time, it still needs to be addressed and overcome, because everyone deserves to have lived their lives to the fullest, free of regret and sin. So I suppose it’s “coming of age” but not just for teens. It’s for the 20 year olds and the 40 year olds, and for folks in the Hero Crews, 50s, 60s, or even 70s. Immortality sucks not just because you outlive everyone, but also because your growth either remains stunted or grows forever without direction and closure. And no one should be shackled to their trauma and regret.

[disdaidal]

That post you just reblogged about the upside down! That's exactly what pisses me off so much! Even if season 1 had flaws, it was iconic, unique and nailed the mystery element so damn hard. The upside down actually felt dangerous, scary, eery. It was unknown and terrifying. In season 4 it felt like a generic videogame level where you waltz around carefree. It lost its charm :(

Yup. There was stuff in s4 that I liked (enough to inspire me for future fake edits, that's for sure xD), but also some stuff that I really, really hated.

This season had so much more content, so many more hours into it and yet, it still felt rushed and stuffed too full at the very same time. And we still haven't gotten answers to some of our burning questions. Like, who the fuck are Steve's parents and where the fuck are they?!?!? Does he even have parents? Is he an orphan, living alone in his big house, looking after himself all day, every day? Answers goddamn it! :DDDDD Also the Duffers forgetting Will's birthday? Unacceptable.

Also The Duffelbags fully admitting that they didn't watch their previous seasons? I facepalmed. For real. :D Because it shows. It really shows in this season. And it pisses me off. They're so fucking stupid. Seriously. I hate them.

Unlike s1, s4 wasn't even creepy at all. At least not for me. Like sure, it was fun and mildly intriguing at times. But scary? Fuck no. At least not the way s1 was. This season felt like a mixture of s1 & s3 anyway. So nothing unique, really.

Is it also wrong to say that - besides the fight scene between 001 and El - the only time I felt truly alive and pumped up watching this season, was during that Demogorgon carnage in a Russian prison? Not saying I actually wanted Hopper and Enzo die. But when the demorgorgon leapt out of that cell and started making minced meat out of everybody, I was like, now this is what I'm talking about. This is good shit. This is my kind of shit. D: and i think that's also very telling how i felt during the entirety of watching s4~ I wasn't even excited about Billy's return anymore. I know they would fuck it up somehow and they kinda did. So now I just revert back to s2 or post s3 where Billy's back alive because that's how I liked him. He wasn't a good guy or a nice guy, but at least he wasn’t painted as devil. Fuck that shit.

[sellingpussyainteasy]

Did I say I needed $800 for my car?? SIKE, I LIED! lmao. I didn't even pay attention to this shit, but it says $881 on the paper. I thought that was with the inspection included. Nope.

Now see I got a coupon for it, so if they can accept the coupon, it'll go down $100. That's still $781...which is still $800.

I made $550 this week. There was a contest going on so I had to really push myself. I worked 30 hours. That $550 will have an extra $50 added to it, since I qualified for the bonus. So I'll have about $600. I can borrow $75 from an app I have so that's $675. If I could borrow another $150, that would be fantastic. I'm thinking about just asking my parents for it and paying them back when I pay for insurance.

If I could get that $100 off, this would work. Sigh I'ma just have to call them when I get my money together and see if it's still some good.

Working these 30 hours was tough and I actually can't believe that I actually did it. It was hard. With my sister and I still not talking, it really puts me in a bad headspace...

I've been getting more lonely as of late and so I've been checking my ex's ( the guy I had the situationship with. idc we was together ) socials more. It's a stupid habit that I developed when I was younger with him, and I can't stop doing it fr. He just posted this sexy ass picture of himself on FB and I can't stop looking at it. He shaved his whole head. FINALLY. Like fuck. He looks so good with his head shaved and with that fuckin line up on his beard.

Fantasizing about a reality with the two of us being happy makes me feel so empty because I really think he hates me fr... We both said a lot of crazy ass shit to each other and none of that shit was right. We both were wrong for what we did, but I'm not going to admit to that until he tells me sorry first lol.

On a serious note, I have no idea why I can't get him off of my mind sometimes. I thought it was because I was horny, but that can't be it because I came today already and, well...I came A LOT lmfao. I think about him and get so angry because idk why he was so mad. It pisses me off. But it's like I don't care about that because wtf could I possibly do to make a nigga THAT mad you know what I mean?? But I still think about him. I still care about him. I miss how soft his lips felt on mine. I miss the way he sucked on my nipples. I miss the way he touched me. And I absolutely LOVED the way he ate my pussy. Just thinking about his face being buried in between my legs again makes me flustered. Thinking about the way he made me cum with just his fingers...

I know I should move on. I know. He probably didn't even fucking like me like that fr. He doesn't even think of me the same I do him. He said so, but his actions prove otherwise. This man sat here and still had my email from 10 years ago and emailed me. That's why all this happened in the first place... Idk man... The situation doesn't bother me fr, but it stays on my mind. Because well...I'd like it if we had an actual relationship instead of us just fucking off with each other... I need to worry about this money tbh. That's my main priority.

I just realized it's past midnight. I gotta go to sleep, since I need to go to work. Damn, I worked for 7 days and the only time I had to myself was when I was doing my hair. I'm okay with it though. I'm glad I'm being more productive with my time. If I'm not working, I'm lurking my ex's page, watching youtube, daydreaming while I listen to music or playing videogames. It's good to be productive.

My goal for this week is to work another 30 hours at least. I'd like to see how much I could make if I was more serious about this shit. I low key wanna work 40 fr. Anyway, lemme go to sleep.