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spiderfreedom · 8 months
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Not a female separatist but I'm forever grateful to them for introducing the idea of just centring women in our lives. Focusing on women artists, scientists, writers, showrunners, businessowners... and where we don't see women in those positions, asking why, and what can we do to help. Focusing on female friends and female family. Building relations and community among women to help women. Spending your $$ money $$ on women. You don't need to be a full separatist to incorporate this into your life, and imagine what women could accomplish if we just decided to focus on uplifting women as a class.
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SAPPHIC ARTISTS TO LISTEN TO
(instead of writing your 69th essay about how Taylor Swift is a closet lesbian)
Starting off with my holy trinity:
Rina Sawayama (she/her, bi/pan): if you follow me you're probably aware of what a huge Rina fan I am. Lots of pop and rock, with a chunk of her earlier songs being R&B. Her debut album SAWAYAMA (my favourite album of all time!!) was her major breakthrough moment as it received critical acclaim and her sophomore album Hold the Girl made her the highest charting Japanese artist in the history of the UK. Known for her musical versatility, she made her acting debut in John Wick 4. I recommend: Cherry, Frankenstein and Bad Friend
Janelle Monáe (she/they, bi/pan): pop, funk, neo-soul and psychedelic. They have an entire series of concept albums about an android named Cindy Mayweather (her ALTER EGO?!) as she commits the crime of falling in love with a human. Lots of social commentary. Her album Dirty Computer comes along with a narrative film and a book taking place in its world. She's starred in movies like Antebellum, Glass Onion and Moonlight. I recommend: Electric Lady, Django Jane and Pynk
Raveena Aurora (she/her, bi): Experimental pop, R&B and soul. Her second album Asha's Awakening is a concept album following the journey of Asha, a Punjabi space princess, as it explores Aurora's South Asian identity and past relationships. Such a beautiful and soft voice to die for. I recommend: Headaches, If Only and Kathy Left 4 Kathmandu
Moving onto some other artists I like:
Boygenius: a band comprising of three sapphic women- Phoebe Bridgers (indie darling™), Lucy Dacus and Julien Baker (the first two are bi while the third is a lesbian). Indie, folk and alternative rock. Very melancholic. I urge you to check out their individual projects too (especially Phoebe's, I love her Punisher album). I recommend: Emily I'm Sorry, Satanist and True Blue
Kelela (she/her, queer): R&G, electronic and alternative R&B. Her debut EP Hallucinogen covers the beginning, middle and end of a relationship in reverse chronological order. Her second album Raven showcases Black futuristic art, which I fuck with. I recommend: Contact, The High and Bluff
Zolita (she/her, lesbian): dark-pop, R&B and electropop. She incorporates witchcraft into her music and mvs. She literally has an EP called Sappho what more could you want? I recommend: Holy, Ashley (the sapphic Speak Now) and Bedspell
Victoria Monét (she/her, bi): pop and R&B. She's written songs for artists like Ariana Grande (7 Rings) and Chloe x Halle (Do It). Go stream her Jaguar EP you will thank me later. I recommend: Touch Me (erotic sapphic song), Cupid and Love U Better
And finally some honourable mentions (can't make this post too long now can I): mxmtoon, Michelle Zauner, Arooj Aftab, Sir Babygirl, Dodie, Chloe Moriondo, Lauren Jauregui, Baby Queen, Sara and Teagan, The Butchies, Sofya Wang and Melissa Etheridge
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You know what? I have become a gaylor sympathiser
This is going to be a long post, sorry! Please read the full post before even thinking about commenting.
Over the past few days I’ve seen a few posts on my dash about taylor swift and her fans that have left a bad taste in my mouth.
I know that a lot of people think that some fans of her are “trying to make her gay” and I just wanted to put the record straight and defend some people after actually looking at what’s going on. And I know I’m probably opening myself up for tumblr’s poor reading comprehension but before I start I’m going to say this:
I do not think taylor swift is a lesbian
Ok? Now let’s have a conversation.
First of all from what I’ve seen most of the fans who talk about Taylor swift and queerness do it from a point of literary analysis and learning queer history. This is a huge part of the community and lots of people have said that they never would have learnt so much about queer history without reading taylor swift’s works through a queer lens.
Adding on to that point, it seems a little hypocritical for the gay site which loves queer readings of books, tv shows, songs, musicals, films etc to be bullying a pretty small group of people who are mainly doing queer readings of lyrics. Especially when those people get near constant death threats. Instead of bullying these people (who don’t think or do what you think they think and do) why don’t you go outside and think “does this affect me? No. Do I agree with them? No. Am I going to cyber bully them because of this? No.”
Secondly, for the people who believe that any speculation on a real persons sexuality is 100% wrong. I used to think this too but I have changed my mind a bit about this recently after stopping and thinking about it properly. I’m not trying to change your mind at all I just want you to stop and think for a minute.
If you only get mad when speculation is queer in nature, then maybe think about that for a minute. Why is it totally wrong to think a person might be queer. We probably do it in our daily lives with people we know and they likely do it with us, back in the day that’s how queer people found each other-by speculating on sexuality. Would you be upset if you found out someone that you know thought you might be queer? I wouldn’t, maybe you would but if you would, why? Why is it terrible to think someone might be queer (this is NOT about hounding a person to admit to being queer like shawn mendes, this is just thinking in your head and on your small blog that the person will likely never see). Also this is literally the website where we talk about historical (real people) being gay even when they would have never said something to the equivalent.
An addition to this point before people start saying in the comments is that this is NOT the same situation as with kit connor. The issue there was people assuming that he was straight and taking that role away from a queer person. Speculating that he was queer was the opposite of what happened in that situation. So this is not an example of what happens when you speculate queerness.
Final things to say:
1) don’t believe every post you see with someone looking insane about taylor swift being gay, a lot of them are fake.
2) before anyone says “they should listen to real queer artists instead” most of them very much do. There’s a lot of fans of Hayley kiyoko, girl in red, Janelle monae, tegan and sara, zolita, kehlani etc.
3) there are some queer flags that are there. Sorry but there are. Hairpin drops, lavender, the ladder, flag colours, songs about women, friend of dorothy reference. Whether they are intentional is a different matter.
4) shipping real people is not what is happening for the majority of the people in the community. Also this comes back to queer vs straight again. Plenty of swifties ship taylor with men she’s been seen with and no one goes into their inboxes and sends death threats even when they are the ones making taylor swift all about the men she may or may not have dated.
5) taylor swift has never stated her sexuality. I know this may be hard to belive based off of how some people act, but it’s true. She has made vague statements which could have many meanings but she has never clearly stated anything. When gaylors get upset with taylor it is not because she said she is straight, it’s because they are getting death threats and doxxed and she seems to either be unaware of it (which is unlikely given how she seems to be a little terminally online) or she doesn’t care enough to tell her fans to stop.
6) if she does explicitly say she’s straight then there will probably be disappointment in her use of queer history and flags and her potential queer erasure (as we saw with lavender haze, with straight women describing their relationships as lavender) and centring herself in queer spaces (like the you need to calm down music video) but no one will be angry that she’s not gay. And a lot will probably be grateful that she actually explicitly stated for the record to absolve any confusion. The main issue would likely be other fans ramping up the death threats and bullying.
In conclusion: these people who do queer analysis of Taylor’s work are not trying to out her or make her gay etc. if you don’t understand it that’s fine it’s clearly not for you and you can go quite easily without seeing any of it. It’s not illegal to read works through a queer lens and if it means more people know about queer history then I think that’s a very good thing.
I changed my mind after looking at what a lot of people are actually saying rather than what people perceive them to be saying and maybe you will too?
Just be kinder to people online please and if you don’t like what people are saying block them and do not engage!
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florenceafternoon · 22 days
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━。゜✿ jily fic recommendations ✿ ゜。━
Some more AUs I've been loving. I'm trying to alternate between AU and canon verse rec lists so bear with me. Remember that if you like a fic you should definitely let the author know as such.
For reference, anything in italics is taken from the summaries on ao3.
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theogony by @clare-with-no-i
The trip that Lily Evans expects to go on is the annual pre-dissertation jaunt to Athens with the rest of her Classical Civilizations PhD program. The trip she does not expect to go on is to 479 BCE, right on the cusp of one of the most important battles in the Greco-Persian war. Now, she has to navigate antiquity as she tries to find her way back to the 21st Century, God—or gods—help her.
James wants to win this war. No, James needs to win this war. He is a man of honor and duty, and even if it means dying a gruesome, bloody death, he will go down in history as one of Athens's great warriors. He will suffer no distractions; not even beautiful ones who speak strangely and refuse to listen to his orders.
 -- OR: The Outlander-Meets-Ancient-Greece Jily AU that no one asked for Maya dreams of.
I can't believe it took me this long to read this fic but OH MY GOD!! Clare's writing is phenomenal, I've known this for a while now, but THE DEDICATION TO HISTORICAL ACCURACY, I'm so impressed. If only I could put even half that amount of effort into my major essays for school. EVERYONE GO READ THIS NOW
Sweathearts' Special by @tinyluminaryzombie
What happens when your coffee shop nemesis, asks you to pretend to be a couple?
Or "I’ve been staring at the stupid cupcakes for the past hour, and they look way too good. Anyways, would you be willing to join forces and pretend to be together for the free cupcake and coffee?”
Welcome to Pettyville by @women-inthe-sequel
When Lily Evans accidentally sends a text to the wrong number, she isn’t expecting to find the right person behind it. She can’t stop talking to Prongs. The only thing is, Prongs can’t stop talking about the girl in his class. What could go wrong, other than the number?
A love square but it's just the same two idiots
Tall Dark and Glasses by @jamesunderwater
Tall Dark and Glasses (or TDG as he is more affectionately known) is the mysterious, painfully good-looking stranger who has been frequenting Lily's favourite coffee shop for months now. But despite having an embarrassing acronym for him, Lily, a burned-out STEM major, is too comfortable being a wallflower to go up to him herself. Thank god for playing cards, I guess.
coffee shops and copious amounts of sugar by @mystinkysocks
James decides to finally start revising, the coffee shop he attends introduces him to someone new!
As someone who spends an ungodly amount of time studying in public (at cafés and libraries), all I dream of is to one day live out my very own coffee shop AU
Unlicenced by @ohmygodshesinsane
Lily Evans begrudgingly agrees to get in the car with classmate and sometime-foe James Potter and his not-quite-earned P-plates after a particularly rubbish day.
Drop-Off also by @/ ohmygodshesinsane
James Potter takes Lily Evans home, and wants to make something clear.
Disclaimer that they’re Australian in this AU. You guys don't understand how much Lily Evans means to me. I want to give her a hug.
pretty, pretty boy by rosiemary0 (on ao3)
Pretty face, with golden brown eyes and strong cheekbones (one of which is adorned with a smudge of charcoal). Pretty hands—very, very pretty hands, Lily’s thoughts interject—which hold a jar each, one with water and the other paintbrushes.
Or the one where James is an artist and Lily hates socialising.
I'll Manage by @kaymardsa
James and Lily fall in love during the war.
In which Lily runs a refugee camp and James is an ex-sniper
I can't remember if I've recommended this fic already but again I recently re-read it and wanted to share
'Tis the Fucking Season by @thequibblah
Six-year absences. Yearly photograph burnings (figuratively). Low-cut tops. Two nosebleeds. Little red notebooks. The Past, with a capital P. The desire to pour your heart out to strangers (maybe pathologically). The desire to do unspeakably bad things to one James Potter. These are the ingredients that make up Lily Evans's holiday season.
Shelby the cabbie is in for a fucking ride.
I have been searching for this fic for two months and nearly gave up. An absolute classic that everyone should read!!
Two's a Crowd also by @/ thequibblah
Regency AU in which "the only thing Lily Evans can share with the Earl of Devon is a healthy dose of mutual dislike."
In Search of Something More by @kay-elle-cee
In the sunlit garden of her sister’s home, Lord Potter had promised Lily a life of her own design, with minimal expectations—her presence at community events, companionship, and an heir. As the two stumble into the routine of marriage and work to make a life together at Stinchcombe Hall, unsolicited feelings provoke each to start wondering if this is merely a marriage…or if it could be something more.
No, I will not shut up about this fic. Anything that Kelsey writes is bound to be amazing but this one holds a special place in my heart. Note that this is an ongoing fic though. I tend to recommend completed works but this one is too good not to include.
Pinkest Bluestocking of the Ton by @wearingaberetinparis 
Dearest Reader, the ton are abuzz with the latest gossip, and so it is my honour to impart to you the news that the Duke of Peverell has returned to London at last! A year after setting off on his tour of Europe, Lady Peverell's son has returned and rumour has it that his mother is preparing for the most joyous of occasions: a late summer wedding that sees her son wed the next Duchess of Peverell. It is my sincere hope that you have stored a bottle of wine for this most delightful of upcoming events for if ever there were a more determined mama, this writer is Icarus and this society paper has been scorched for flying too close to the sun.
A Jily Regency Romance inspired by Shondaland's "Bridgerton".
Again this is an ongoing fic, but it's too good not to include in this rec list! I haven’t caught up with all the chapters yet but I love the story so far!
A Heart of Coal also by @/ wearingaberetinparis
They say fortune favours the bold, yet Lily Evans was given her death sentence at seventeen. As soon as midnight strikes on the eve of her eighteenth birthday, her heart will turn to coal. Gryffindor knight James Potter, however, is the last to accept such a fate. For while Lily Evans’ curse foretells her death, his foreshadows a life without his unrequited true love at his side.
Fairytale AU in which the love is requited they're just idiots
Three Lemons and a Dragon by @thelighthousestale
Once upon a time, there lived a Prince named James who had to save his father's Kingdom by getting married. One day an older woman gifts him three lemons that will lead him to his true love.
Dillweed in a Fancy Metal Can by @eastwindmlk
When Lily gets dragged to a Renaissance Faire, she reluctantly agreed to go to the jousting event where she is pulled into the show against her will, or is it?
Lily represents me
Queen Foxtail also by @/ eastwindmlk
Once Upon A Time...
There was an arrogant prince who turned down every suitable match and drove his parents to do something drastic. Marry him off to the next merchant that steps through their gates.
across the universe by rcdwings (on ao3)
“So, you’re saying that in these other worlds, James Potter and Lily Evans exist, too?”
She hadn’t expected to hear that, hadn’t even thought about it that way. She was too busy thinking about if in those other worlds, she and her friends could be seventeen and free instead of the war torn teenagers they were. Now that he’d put it that way, she couldn’t help but let her mind wander.
“I would assume so,” she swallowed. “Not sure what we would be like, though.”
A beat, then a soft hum. “Anything,” he smiled at her, “There are countless worlds, right? We could be anything.”
only love can hurt like this by @fireblts 
Lily doesn’t quite know everything, but it feels pretty close.
The main thing she still doesn’t get is soulmates. Love doesn’t seem like something that should be painful. Or rather, love seems like it’s painful enough on its own without any help.
Soulmate AU - whenever your soulmate is hurt or in pain, you can feel it too.
Soulmate AUs are my comfort genre of fics. I haven't been feeling to well lately and rediscovering this fic was a delight
The Librarian of Hogsmeade Village by @ohmygodshesinsane
Lily's work as a librarian in the small village of Hogsmeade has kept her occupied for the past six years, forever keeping the wheels of the town on the track. As the holidays approach, she prepares to settle in with a nice mug of tea and a well-thumbed old book. When a new resident and his son arrive at her weekly story-reading, with cheeky smiles and big hearts, those plans are tossed out the window in favour of chasing love, for once - not escaping it.
Lily living the cozy life of my dreams. I think it's well known by now that I love reading about single parents and well James with his baby boy always puts a smile on my face.
Spitting Image by @charmsandtealeaves
James Potter always knew he wanted to build a family, he just hadn’t found the right person to build it with - yet. Freezing his sperm at Gringotts Sperm Bank was a no-brainer really. He’d have children when he found the right person, and now he had an insurance policy. Then Lily Evans walked into his place of work with her son - the spitting image of him.
linking this art that the talented @constancezin drew inspired by this fic
Every time I see that Ray has updated, reading the new chapter becomes the highlight of my day
The Stag Prince Across The Sea also by @/ charmsandtealeaves
The realm of Hogwarts had lived for decades in a carefully negotiated harmony between the leaders of the four clans. However, when the time came for son to marry daughter, the Slytherin King refused to offer his daughter's hand to any of the other grand houses’ suitors. As the Slytherin King departed the shore, bound for the ship that would allow him to escape across the Green Sea, he cast a curse on the great families.
“Let ye be marked. Marred by tooth, hoof, and claw. May your sons never be fit for any bride!”
Slytherin invoked an ancient magic, which transformed each family's eldest son into creatures under the light of the full moon. The Kings searched far and wide for a cure to no avail while trying to keep secret the wrong that had been done to them. Years passed and with them grew a sense of unrest, a kingdom on the precipice of collapse...
what love is, I think by @potterandevans-blog-blog
It's James Potter's birthday, his nineteenth to be exact. Some people, if they're lucky, find a tattoo on their back on their nineteenth birthday, a tattoo that can help them discover their soulmate. And if the antlers on his back are anything to go by, James might just have a soulmate of his own out there, somewhere.
oil be there for you by @abby10fanfic
Texting/Social Media AU: Lily and James haven't spoken for 2 years. But that's all about to change thanks to Peter and his involvement in an essential oil pyramid scheme. Featuring boss babes, toxin-free lifestyles, binding contracts, and a very oily journey.
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maxrowave · 6 months
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GENDERBEND RAHHHHHH
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i love drarry and i love women so put it together and you get this, i present to you: Harphine
Harry is consequently now named Harley; Draco is also now named Delphine (Full name Delphinus Lucius Malfoy, however asks to be referred to as Delphine because it's pretty). I decided to keep everyone else the same because the world centres around them. Delphine is the ultimate coquette girl, lana del rey wishes she could be as coquette as her. Mega popular girl and a trendsetter, one day she wears a headband to school, the next day, half the female students are as well. Extreme closet gay, internalised homophobia...
Harley on the other hand is a major tom-boy, as a toddler and young childhood she probably had a buzzcut or short hair because her hair was too much maintenance for the Dursley's. She also wore Dudley's old clothes so she was mistaken for a boy for most of her young life, she only began to grow it out when she started attending Hogwarts and got a major glow-up in third year. and now the multitude of headcanons: 1) Delphine resorts to flirting to get her way with male students, however it is only by accident does Harley discover Delphine is prudent when she flirts with her. Delphine immediately goes red, sputtering incoherently:
"MY FATHER WILL HEAR OF THIS!!!" "good, I'm glad he knows about me so it won’t be as awkward to meet him when I'm over for dinner"
Harley uses this to her advantage and begins to spread rumours about Delphine to finally get back at her for all these years 'Pure Blood Delphine Malfoy, sole heir, is a homosexual?!' It gets out of hand and Delphine's rep gets ruined or somethin
2) Harley is a bit of an artist, she likes drawing/doodling. One day she's sitting in potions class, not listening because fuck that, idly drawing on her parchment without much thought, only for her to realise that hey... this kind of looks like Delphine, and then realising she's just been drawing Delphine in various sitting poses for the past half an hour.
3) Even though Harley really hates Delphine, she has to admit, she's really fucking gorgeous, and in an odd way Harley kind of admires how put together she is. Harley does try to imitate her makeup one day because she wants to know how it feels to be pretty/put together, it turns out shite, Ron laughs at her, Harley beats him up; Delphine also laughs at her. But when they do become good friends, like fifth year or so, Delphine does do her makeup (imagine that one img of the girl on top of the other doing her eyeshadow, that's them).
3.5) Slight extension from the previous one, I mentioned this on my xwitter awhile back -- Harry purposely messes up his tie so Draco can fix it, because Draco's love language is to clean up people, i.e brushing lint off their shoulder, adjusting their collar, kind of like a cat. In this genderbent au, Harley messes up her lipstick everytime so Delphine can redo it.
4) Delphine is a massive closeted lesbian, and is pining for Harley in her own odd way. When they begin to get close, Delphine instictually reels back, because she's used to playing hard-to-get with other guys as a flirting method. She doesn't quite register that it doesn't work with girls, which leaves Harley wondering what she did wrong and why Delphine isn't as interested.
5) When they do finally get into a relationship, most likely like sixth/seventh year, it's very low-key and secretive because Delphine still has internalised homophobia/closeted. But Lucius ends up arranging her marriage because she's an only child and a female to the Malfoy name. What happens next is idk
6) Lucius either dotes on Delphine like a child who is in constant need of being helped and cannot be independent, or never speaks to her ever because he's disappointed he has a daughter.
OKAY THATS IT, I HAVE MORE HEADCANONS THAT I WILL POUR IF ENOUGH ASK FOR IT LOL... i wanna see if I can make Harphine their genderbend ship name, it's cute
also boobs bc im gay and so are they
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sinful-lanterns · 3 months
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ah sorry, i meant the asmr artists you listen to 😭😭
now i'm also curious about your ptn women voices recommendations too 😳
If we are talking strictly f4f asmr artists then I recommend:
Sevira Darling - Her voice has a beautiful range of both deep and high, and as a bonus she uses PTN characters in her thumbnails, which helps you envision the character she’s “roleplaying” as, as the PTN woman in the thumbnail. (Her voice also matches the PTN character sometimes as well, which is a bonus)
Dizzy Daisy Audio - She has a very crisp voice that doesn’t sound exaggerated or strained at all. Also the world building in her writing feels very natural and is like…my inspiration sometimes when it comes to certain AUs on my blogs. She writes a lot of fantasy AUs so if you like fantasy themes in asmr, this one is for you.
Violently Sapphic - She has a very nice, natural, deep and “mommy” like voice, which is a reoccurring theme in most of her audios. I don’t have a mommy kink myself, but her voice is very relaxing and I highly recommend it if you’re a subby sapphic who wants to be praised.
I do listen to other creators but these are the top 3 strictly f4f asmr artists that I listen to. Do keep in mind that these 3 asmr artists have 18+ themes on their roleplays, and while they do post sfw audios for their audience, the majority of it is 18+ or suggestive content not suitable for younger viewers.
Hope this helps!
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Rolling Stone #1119 December 9, 2010 - The Playlist Issue
(click for better quality) Here's the playlist if you want to take a listen! Transcript:
Gerard Way: Glam Rock
My Chemical Romance's frontman grew up a metalhead, but when he heard Iron Maiden's lead singer, Bruce Dickinson, cover Mott the Hoople's "All the Young Dudes," he discovered a whole other world, "I knew I had to find out more," Way says, "To some people, glam is just about makeup. To me, it's a very magical thing almost like witchcraft."
1: "Ziggy Stardust" David Bowie, 1972
This song defines glam. It was also the first thing in rock that really challenged people's notions of sexual orientation. Bowie actually sings about a man's ass! 2: "Children of the Revolution" T. Rex, 1972
You always knew Bowie would make it out alive and turn into another character; with Marc Bolan you didn't know that. He came across as very vulnerable. 3: "All the Young Dudes" Mott the Hoople, 1972
This is kind of a cheat because David Bowie wrote it for them, but I always preferred the Mott the Hoople version. By this point, Bowie was talking about the actual glam movement, which is why it's about kids stealing makeup and breaking into unlocked cars. Glam became about the kid in the room, the poster on the wall, putting on a women's short fur coat and eyeliner, with no shirt on, just listening to this music. 4: "Ballroom Blitz" Sweet, 1973
They completely break the fourth wall when the song opens up and they're calling each other by name. We emulated that on our song "Vampire Money." It literally starts out just like "Ballroom Blitz" does. 5: "Cum On Feel the Noize" Slade, 1973
Obviously, everybody knows this for the Quiet Riot version, but when you hear the original you realize just how bold it is. The soundscape they created is probably one of the best out of all the glam-rock bands. 6: "Love Is the Drug" Roxy Music, 1975
Roxy Music took the glam thing and then modified it. Bryan Ferry looks nothing like a glam artist, and that's what I love about him. He's wearing this great suit and he's got short hair and he's so romantic. Maybe some people wouldn't consider Roxy Music a glam band, but I do, for a lot of reasons. A major one is that they used to have Brian Eno behind the keyboard wearing feathers on his shoulders and eye shadow.
7: "Needles in the Camel's Eye" Brian Eno, 1974
Speaking of Eno, this is the first track on his first solo album. It's the glammiest track on the record. As soon as he finishes that song, he's almost over it, and he's moved on to something else. Besides Bowie, Eno is still the most important artist to me of the glam scene. When you heard his first album, you knew it was gonna be his last glam record. He just needed to do it once and he was done. 8: "Clones (We're All)" Alice Cooper, 1980
With "Clones," Alice Cooper was moving into the glam of the future, like this kind of Blade Runner replicant version of glam. Alice Cooper doesn't get enough credit for being a glam artist. A lot of people just say, "Oh, he's shock rock," but I think he's way more Rocky Horror than he is shock rock. 9: "48 Crash" Suzi Quatro, 1973
She's the most unsung glam rocker. She's also the prototype for the Runaways. "48 Crash" is one of her more aggressive songs. She looks amazing on the cover, wearing this black cat suit. Everything about the song is magic. 10: "Personality Crisis" New York Dolls, 1973
They were a lot more punk, but I will always consider the New York Dolls glam by the nature of how they looked and their attitude. They took glam to America and really challenged the sexuality of it. They also had Johnny Thunders, who's basically like the American Mick Ronson.
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ermesskiss · 3 months
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what music I think jjk students would listen to
✧ ft: yuji, megumi, nobara, maki, todo, yuta, haraki, kirara ✧ a/n: been thinking about this for a minute, and I decided to write out my opinions/hcs
jjk adult version here + jjk character playlist works here
reblogs and comments are always welcomed!!
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✦ yuji
➥ he definitely listens to pop music with overall good vibes. I also think he would listen to R&B and rap, but nothing that is too vulgar, he is the stereotypical sunshine character so I don't think it would be in character for him to listen to music that is highly explicit
➥ I feel like yuji definitely listens to music from the 2000s and 2010s, the type of music you would hear on the radio as a kid during that time, the nostalgic type stuff,
➥ I feel like he's a big fan of some of the old Drake music and Kanye's graduation album. I also think he would love Tyler, The Creator
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♪ Stronger: Kanye West ♪ Loving Is Easy: Rex Orange County ♪ Games On Your Phone: 24kGoldn ♪ Glitter: Tyler, The Creator ♪ Headlines: Drake
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✦ megumi
➥ my favorite emo, he for sure listens to dorky music, such as Weezer (hence, gege made Island In The Sun his theme song), probably some alt and rock
➥ though everyone calls megumi emo I don't think he would listen to sad/depressing 24/7 unless something horrible happened to him (the recent manga chapter) I think overall for somebody as grumpy as megumi, he does listen to more upbeat, positive music
➥ I think that he would listen to older music, stuff from the late '90s and early 2000s; I honestly think he listens to a little of everything in regards to the era. honestly whatever he does listen to relates to him or has some kind of story or meaning to it, if yk what I mean
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♪ You Get What You Give: New Radicals ♪ QUEER: BROCKHAMPTON ♪ Time to Pretend: MGMT ♪ I Want A Dog: Weezer ♪ Wake Me Up When September Ends: Green Day
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✦ nobara
➥ listens to more women artists than men (a true girls girl) regardless of the music genre, she's going to be more interested in women singers
➥ since nobara is very confident in herself and her abilities, she listens to music that makes her feel confident. Seeing her listening to sad music as she self-loath isn't in character for her
➥ a large majority of the music she enjoys is queer-coded (she's a lesbian, fight me about it)
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♪ Brand New City: Mitski ♪ Cherry Bomb: The Runaways ♪ Silk Chiffon: MUNA ♪ Broken Clocks: SZA ♪ Just A Girl: No Doubt
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✦ maki
➥ I get the vibes that she listens to rock music and also likes pop and some R&B; it’s a mix of all three tbh
➥ similar to Nobara, I can see her listening to music that makes her feel powerful, little music that is self-loathing; she’s trying to keep up with her stern and strong appearance
➥ is a Megan thee stallion fan, listens to her while training
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♪ Conceited: SZA ♪ I’m So Sick: by Flyleaf ♪ Did It On’em: Nicki Minaj ♪ Cocky Af: Megan Thee Stallion ♪ Hard Times: Paramore
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✦ todo
➥ All upbeat music, not a single sad or depressing song on his playlist
➥ Because it’s all upbeat music, he usually listens to rap and R&B. His workout playlist is the only playlist he listens to
➥ Also listens to music from female artists that are his type (Megan Thee Stallion, etc.), and he tends to listen to music that is explicit about women
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♪ Baby Got Back: Sir Mix-A-Lot ♪ Started From the Bottom: Drake ♪ Faneto: Chief Keef ♪ You Better Move: Lil Uzi Vert ♪ DOGTOOTH: Tyler, The Creator
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✦ yuta
➥ I think Yuta's musical taste combines Yuji’s and Megumi’s. On the one hand, he’s a lover boy, sunshine MC, and on the other hand, he has an emo/self-loathing part of his personality
➥ Given the genres, I would say he would listen to rock, alternative, bedroom pop, and Indi
➥ I think that yuta is open to listening to any type of music, he's interested in hearing other people's favorite music and he's also a bit of people pleaser so even if he doesn't like he'll agree so the other person doesn't get upset
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♪ Can’t Dance, Don’t Ask Me: Weezer ♪ Creep: Radiohead ♪ Day ‘N’ Nite: Kid Cudi ♪ Television/So Far So Good: Rex Orange County ♪ Bad Habit: Steve Lacy
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✦ hakari
➥ Listens to rap and R&B, without a doubt, and maybe some rock music from time to time
➥ Knowing that it is canon that he is a rebel and doesn’t like following the rules, I can see it fitting him also the fact that he’s a bookie and a player
➥ he's a drake fan
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♪ Baby Keem: Baby Keem ♪ Bad and Boujee: Migos ft. Lil Uzi Vert ♪ I Don’t Know Dem: Chief Keef ♪ F**kin Problems: A$Ap Rocky ♪ Crazy Story: King Von
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✦ kirara
➥ Based on their appearance and fashion style, they listen to alternative, rock, and dance/electronic
➥ kirara definitely giving off 2000s emo type music
➥ Since hakari and kirara are always together, kirara started to like hakari music more
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♪ freak show: Punkinloveee ♪ Ginseng 2002: Yung lean ♪ Helena: My Chemical Romance ♪ GOOD LOYAL THOTS: Odetari ♪ Hands Up!: 6arelyhuman
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✧ a/n: I had a hard time with a few characters; you would think, since I have over 1.9k liked songs, it would be easier lol. Anyway, feel free to comment your opinions and/or if you agree or not
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Not her coming out with an album with a long ass title. She wants to be Lana so bad. SZA was robbed for AOTY, Kelly Clarkson was robbed for best pop VOCAL album (I mean, c'mon now).
Scammys are constantly snubbing Black creators in the major categories. Only 3 black women have won AOTY in the 66 years of the Grammys existence. Two of those albums were cover albums of mainly white acts ( Unforgettable...with Love by Natalie Cole and The Bodyguard Soundtrack by Whitney Houston). The last BW that won AOTY was Lauryn Hill's "The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill" which won 25 YEARS AGO.Even Mariah Carey hadn't won this category. What baffles me the most is the fact that the most awarded artist in the Grammys history hadn't won a single one AOTY and only has 1 (ONE!) award from the big 4 (Record of the year, Song of the Year, Album of the year and best new artist). She'd won it for Single Ladies. Out of all the hit songs she has, that was the only one that got awarded (imo one of her worst songs).
Renaissance got snubbed last year. And this year we see a tendency of streaming artists (Ariana's newest song comes to mind first) following the Renaissance's sound and house music's becoming trendy again. The Grammy voters even said 'We didn't vote for Beyonce on AOTY because she's won too many already'. Too many my ass. This woman's won only one Grammy outside of the genre category. And the genre categories they put black and brown people in are truly outrageous. No matter what they do, no matter how many new sounds and sub genres they invent, they will always be boxed into R&B and Urban categories. I mean, her country song from 'Lemonade' album 'Daddy Lessons' got snubbed in the country category and got rejected a nomination for being 'not country enough'. Bitch, please. From the first five seconds it's obvious to even non-country listener that it in fact, is a country song. And people that vote for this stuff are supposedly professional musicians and music experts. These same people box The Weeknd's music into R&B categories when he's clearly making pop music.
Jay-Z's speech was just a cherry on top for me. After Swift in her acceptance speech said that " I want to say 'thank you' to the members of the recording academy for voting this way but I know that the way that the recording academy voted is a direct reflection of the passion of the fans" while smugly polishing the Grammy, this man went on stage to get his lifetime achievement thingy and completely obliterated the same institution that Swift was ass kissing just a few minutes prior. He went on and said: " We want y'all to get it right. At least get it close to right. And obviously it's subjective because it's music and it's opinion based. [About his wife] She has more Grammys than everyone and never won AOTY so even by your own metrics that doesn't work. Think about that: the most Grammys, never won AOTY. That doesn't work. Some of you are going to go home tonight and feel like you've been robbed. Some of you may get robbed, some of you don't belong in the category. *everyone gags* No, no. When I get nervous... I tell the truth. But outside of that, we got to keep showing up. And forget the Grammys for a second, just in life, you gotta keep showing up until they give you all those accolades you feel you deserve, until they call you chairman, until they call you a genius, until they call you the greatest of all time". To me that sounds like "POC have to work twice as hard to get half as far". Not a big Jay fan but the speech was great. I'm sure he got his ass whooped on the way home for saying that.
Then the Grammys have proven him right by celebrating white mediocrity by giving Midnights AOTY. The outrageous thing is, only three Black women have won AOTY, she now has four. And many talented black people don't have a single one. The bodies of work that transcend genres, cultures and languages. The bodies of work that have much better musical components and lyrical content. The bodies of work that can stand the test of times and sound fresh and new even 10 years after their release. Artists that aren't afraid to step out of their comfort zone, experiment with genres (Whatever Swift calls 'experiments' don't go outside of the pop genre (Country-pop (Red), synth-pop (1989, Lover), electropop (rep, Lover), acoustic pop and alt-pop (Folkmore)). Beyonce, Kendrick Lamar, TLC, Missy Elliott, Usher, Kanye (his artistic side), Alicia Keys, Lil Wayne, Frank Ocean, and many more black music creators deserve their flowers. They are the ones that are inventing new shit and setting trends in various genres of music, they are the ones that put the most effort into their presentation and live performances. I'm sick and tired of the major showbiz institutions overlooking black, brown, asian, indigenous excellence. These people deserve to be rewarded for their hard work in the same capacity these institutions reward white (anglo) people. I'm sick of people celebrating white mediocrity and overlooking art of different cultures, ethnicities, races.
Now she's gonna be insufferable for at least another year. I've been listening and enjoying her music for the past 5-6 years (not a fan but a casual listener) for the lyrical content of her songs but she's not a poet in any way. Lana's been a staple for me in that regard. And the fact that she dragged her on stage to have that "Adele to Beyonce" moment just gave me the ick. I wouldn't be surprised if Swifties are taking Jay-Z's speech as a sub for TS's wins (haven't gone on twitter yet). I mean, if the shoe fits. Also wouldn't be surprised if she herself took it as a jab to her ego. She's also clearly drunk and possibly on some ❄️ (just my opinion). The only deserved AOTY she has is the Folklore one. And don't get me started on her EMMY win. The fact that a visual masterpieces like Lemonade and Homecoming lost to Carpool Karaoke is absolutely absurd to me. Also the fact that her visual album for her "Lion King" project wasn't even nominated when every single one of those in the category were comedy specials is especially infuriating (If anyone's interested, some of the music videos are up on Youtube). And Swift comes along and swoops up hers in a bullshit category with no actual nominees? Nah, things don't work like that. Or at least, they shouldn't.
Anyway, SZA and Lana were robbed. Victoria Monet's won Best New Artist, Miley got her first win, Phoebe Bridgers went home with the most wins of the night and everyone only talks about Taylor Swift. I'm patiently waiting for the tower to fall. She desperately needs a reality check. This drunkard didn't even acknowledge Celine Dion who handed her the award. I mean, she didn't even look at her. But proceeded to have a cringe and unnecessary handshake with Jack Antonoff. You're in a professional setting, behave like an adult and save those handshakes for the afterparty or do it behind the stage after giving a speech. She proceeded to drag Lana on stage to the point where she was trying not to fall. At this point I'm convinced that swifties have brainwashed her into the thinking that the nicest thing she can do for someone is grace them with her presence. Ana Clara's family serves as a great example.
Her hair was a miss, she looked like she was wearing a wedding gown and the black gloves didn't help. Her make up made her look old. Her accessories were excessive and tacky and it looked like she was also wearing hip pads, shoes were giving late 00s-early 10s. Overall, fire the whole styling team. You're a global superstar that's a billionaire and you look cheap as fuck.
TL;DR : She shouldn't have won. Lana and SZA were robbed. She once again made the night about herself and her narcissism peaked in the moments where she'd accepted her awards. Black creators are criminally overlooked. She ass kissed the grammy voters and Jay-Z shamed them just a few minutes later and was right. She needs to get rid of her stylist, hair stylist and make up artist. Another drunk award show. Beyonce should have at least one AOTY. Sick and tired of people celebrating white mediocrity in show business.
Sorry for the long ass paragraph, just felt like it was a safe space to vent 💜
you guys can vent all you want. I'm here for it🤏
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themidnightarcher · 7 months
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↳ જ⁀➴ 🏹 。˚ “i want to do something splendid before i go into my castle--something heroic, or wonderful--that won't be forgotten after i'm dead. i don't know what, but i'm on the watch for it, and mean to astonish you all, some day. i think i shall write books, and get rich and famous; that would suit me, so that is my favorite dream.” — JO MARCH, LITTLE WOMEN <33 (my absolute beloved!!)
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my beloved freffy (bottom right corner) ILY TO DEATH, you deserved BETTER *sobbing while enraged*
╰┈➤ 🎧 [ARTISTS] -> taylor swift (OBVIOUSLY), lana del rey, olivia rodrigo, gracie abrams, conan gray, sabrina carpenter, beabadoobee, maisie peters, mitski, cigarettes after sex, sza, the weeknd, beyonce, kanye west, reneé rapp, ABBA, melanie martinez, tv girl, marina, doja cat, the smiths, queen, nirvana, rihanna, ariana grande, tyler the creator, adele, lorde, mac demarco, phoebe bridgers, avril lavinge, boygenius, laufey, suki waterhouse, fiona apple, clairo, billie eilish, madison beer, tate mcrae, steve lacy, kali uchis, girl in red, lizzy mcalpine, arctic monkeys, radiohead, mazzy star, coldplay, ricky montgomery, harry styles, chase atlantic, the neighborhood, roar, alex g, pinkpantheress & more!!
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better than the movies | agggtm | percy jackson | the hunger games | osemanverse | book lovers | i kissed shara wheeler | the seven husbands of evelyn hugo | daisy jones & the six | fourth wing | the atlas six | girl in pieces | the inheritance games | six of crows | we were liars | these violent delights | acotar | if we were villains | it ends with us | normal people | people we meet on vacation | ice breaker | where the crawdads sing | you deserve each other
╰┈➤ 🎬 [TV SHOWS/FILM] -> skins, gilmore girls, bridgerton, derry girls, ladybird, little women (2019), tsitp, barbie (2023), anne with an e, twilight, stand by me (1986), the breakfast club (1985) the edge of seventeen, boyz n the hood (1991), red white and royal blue, ten things i hate about you, thirteen (2003), girl interrupted, thg, gossip girl, heartstopper, clueless, legally blonde, [2000s chic rom-com teen girlie movies have me in a severe life-threatening chokehold, send help], outerbanks, never have i ever, sex education, etc. and MANY MORE 🫶🏾🫶🏾
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controversialhpmemes · 2 months
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people who single out marauders fan artists like likeafunerall and blame them for feminizing sirius need to chill the fuck out and take a break from the internet. there's currently a tiktok going around with some unpopular (and valid) marauders opinions, one of them being something along the lines of "I prefer masc Sirius! " which AGAIN is very very valid. what ISNT however are the comments going absolutely insane over fem Sirius and blaming individual artists for ruining Sirius, as if seeing him as a short long haired guy had ruined their perception of him forever. I'm just wondering if theyre aware that. that's. transphobia. like standard definition of transphobia. "Sirius cant be a woman theyre making wolfstar look like a straight couple" ARE YOU LISTENING TO YOURSELF? they claim to be inclusive and woke but their acceptance stops at anything beyond two white twinks kissing. and it SUCKS bc the "fanon vs canon marauders" discussion can very much feel like a fight between two sides and it's just a fact that a majority of these transphobic assholes is on "my side" (preferring canon over fanon). Ik that this is mostly owed to the fact that the fandom is GIGANTIC and parted into many sub fandoms and I used to be fine with that but it's gotten to the point where I feel like I need to clarify my position every time I interact with people within the fandom "yes I prefer canon over fanon, no i do not ship jegulus, yes I enjoy wolfstar a moderate amount, no I do not like the fanon version of wolfstar, yes I enjoy masc sirius, NO I AM NOT A TRANSPHOBE" to me, it has started to feel like theres almost nothing in-between thinly veiled misogyny ("remus is a casanova, sirius is 5'6, sirius needs remus help with studying") and thinly veiled transphobia ("sirius needs to be 6'4 and super masc and anything else isnt valid") and its starting to get me wondering why i am even still caring about this dumpster fire
There is a lot to unpack.
Individual artists and writers should not be blamed for something being popularized that is not canon. Individual creators should never be harassed or sent anything hate-like. Never.
There are two problems. One is fem!Sirius written in a misogynistic way where Sirius' "fem" traits are associated with misogynistic portrayals of women. Stupid, airheaded, need man to function, "hysterical," "dramatic." You get it. Sirius can be a woman, can be transfem, but Sirius is not stupid, airheaded, helpless, "hysterical" in canon.
The second problem. If Sirius is transfem Sirius should still be Sirius. Intelligent, loyal, quick-witted, cutting, intense. Those are not gendered traits. They can be for everyone. Sirius likes motorbikes. Likes creating things. Likes taking risks.
When some people see fem!Sirius art and also see misogynistic takes on fem!Sirius in fic, tumblr, tiktok they combine the two. Fem!Sirius as art or concept not the problem. Fem!Sirius where Sirius is nothing like canon and is only negative misogynistic stereotypes, that is the problem. That is more common nowadays.
If you want to write canon Sirius as transfem, OK. But make MtF Sirius with canon personality. As far as I know being transgender makes your personality shine better because you can be who you really are. If canon Sirius is written as transfem then canon Sirius personality should shine more?
So it is not the concept of fem!Sirius that is the problem. It is the execution. To me fem!Sirius should be similar to Bellatrix but fighting for good and not prejudiced. Canon Bellatrix is a formidable witch. Transfem Sirius would be also.
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ive really been loving the pacing of your story and i enjoy the concept and the bits that have been released about the plot! youre doing really well, and i admire it greatly!!
ive been having trouble figuring out an overall plot in my own work, i just have character ideas and the vaguest idea for a storyline. i try to just write but then i usually end up taking a break (re: dumping it) because i don't have anymore ideas for how to complete the plot. i've laso been curious about how you go about writing for a comic (do you write then do thumbnails? do thumbnails then go back to figure out dialogue? a third thing?) so i was wondering if you had any advice or resource tips for writing? both for comics and for overarching plots, if that's okay
if you don't have any ideas tho, no worries. i was just curious. good luck with Felt World! i love everything that's coming out so far, thank you for gifting us it!!
Oh thank you so much!! I can't say I'm a comic book artist at heart because I really don't have much experience, I was only an illustrator for a short while and never wrote anything myself, but learning from past mistakes (i.e. I don't stick to plans), I've so far done this and it seems to work:
I'm one of those that don't like to plan strict layouts for the entire thing, because chances are I will not stick to it, so what I've done for felt world is just write a sketch for the overarching plot, the b-plot and c-plot, with rough estimates in what order I want the major plot points and settings to be. My current sketch looks like this;
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(which is done in Miro) and as you can see there aren't that many plot points, because I want to have the wiggle room to come up with something on the spot. And also, my comic focuses a lot on interpersonal relationships, character development, and themes rather than the plot, which means it needs to be concise or else the comic is gonna take 6 million years to finish.
And now,, I think this might just be how I work, but I think it's easier to be creative when you have strict restrictions rather than all the choices in the world.
for me, personally, I restrict an update of 10 pages tops, because instagram only allows max 10 images per post! This means I have to 1) fit all I want to say in 10 pages, 2) it has to be concise or else I infodump on readers, and 3) I have to answer some sort of question within the update, or else I said nothing and I start over.
As for scripts, I tend to write one or two sentences of what's going to happen for the update, and then I get to thumb-nailing and sketching right away! I come up with most of the dialogue on the spot too.
And also, I think what's most important, is that you take your damn time! If you aren't immersing yourself in your own world, how do you expect your readers to do the same?
I'm very much a believer that the stories you are telling are something that comes to you naturally if you just sit with it and listen rather than demand that it makes itself known to you. When I brainstorm for felt world I quite literally sit in my bed and go "omg!! And then what? :0" TO MYSELF LMAO as if I'm not making everything up myself! I think that's extremely important that your story is engaging to you first and foremost!
And as for more practical tips
carry a notebook with you or use your notes app AS SOON as you get ideas to write them down! No you will not remember, lol.
set rules of what you're not allowed to do with your story so that you don't fall into lazy trope territory! You can do that when you brain storm, but finesse the story post brainstorm to just make it.. smarter.. if that makes sens For example, don't kill your gay characters, don't make sensitive men the butt of the joke, don't make your women fight over men (unless it's the point), etc.
set physical restrictions! For example, max amount of pages per upload, max amount of pages for the whole story, max amount of characters, etc.! That literally forces you to problem solve, which by definition is creativity! Like, oh you can't do this the obvious way? Do it the creative way! That's way more fun!
I could probably go on, but this is too long already! But I hope it at least helped somewhat!
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emotionaldisaster909 · 5 months
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Oh, joy))
Just had a fight with my father
Who’s completely lost to the propaganda, because he is extremely easily influenced
So i showed him those videos from Kyiv
And he says
“Answer this: Why won’t Zelensky sign a peace treaty?”
And I ask him
“Answer me this: Is this an excuse to kill innocent people???”
On which he says that every day everywhere people die whether you like it or not
So I ask him
“Are you serious??? Are you insane??? Are you fucked up????”
And he spilled alcohol on me))0
And called me a piece of shit
Who doesn’t understand anything
And who’s opinion doesn’t matter
Now))
This is exactly how our government looks on it’s people
He speaks their words
Because he listenes to their propaganda every single day from every device
From multiple devices at once even
Has been for years
Now.
How am i supposed to change minds of thousands of brainwashed people in my country
If I can’t even change my father’s mind
What am I to do
I can’t even hate him
Because I know that he literally has an official mental disorder
Which made him believe all kinds of liars - cultists, medical frauds - for as long as I remember
What am I to do?
What am I to do when people say that it’s not just Putin’s war, that russians must pay, that Russia must be bombed in return
Aside from the fact that the majority here is agains the war
But, just as in Hitler’s Germany, we are forced to keep our tongues shut
Which we don’t
And we get beaten up, arrested for bigger sentences than rapists and murderers
Used to instill more fear in people’s hearts
And to tell stories about “foreign agents” who were sponsored by “The West”
Should we start a civil war?
Should we kill people who are just too naive and bombarded by all sides by levels of propaganda Goebbels would look up to?
And
As a journalist
Believe me when I say that this propaganda is WICKEDLY smart
It uses all the methods known to history of information in a rapid fire speed
It even turned around my own desire to not see things “one sided” into the decision not to see anything at all in fear of being lied to
Which is dumb
But should i be killed for this?
I just kept listening and talking to people
Different people in my job
And a funny thing about a tattoo artists’ job
Is that there are many soldiers getting tattoos
Good thing is, many of them come and tell us that they quit, that this war is pointless, that it’s just our government making money from it
But some don’t
Yet when I talk to them
They
Talk like
People
Not some monsters
Just people
But they truly believe
That they’re doing a good thing
That they’re fighting to free the oppressed
That they’re fighting to protect their people
Or to avenge their fallen comrades
I
I might be just too naive and empathetic myself
But
I don’t want them killed either
I don’t want any deaths
Haha
I want a third path
Hahaha
Yeah, I might be too influenced by the ideas of a fictional character who is also called stupid and naive for his views
But
I don’t know
The only people I want to be punished are those who rule this machine of war and hate
And not only from our side
But
Maybe it was also told to me by propaganda
But i don’t think that American government wants this to stop too
I think I saw it in english media as well that US government is known for profiting on wars all around the world
Forgive and correct me if I’m utterly wrong
But in that same post that said that the entire russian population supports war
Was said that we could’ve stopped it
We
Tried.
Before the arrest of Navalny and soon after our opposition had the biggest rise in this century
We had so many mass protests
They were all brutally suppressed
Young men, women, literal kids and, I shit you not, literally VETERANS, GRANDPAS AND GRANDMAS who ALREADY LIVED THROUGH ONE WAR were BEATEN AND ARRESTED BY POLICE FORCES which are supposed to PROTECT THEM
After the arrest the oppression of opposition has strengthened
We lost our leaders and organisation
Protests began to lessen
Yet with the declaration of “The Special Military Operation” people ROSE AGAIN
And the same thing happened
But worse
So many brutal laws were adopted
All to ensure not a single negative word or movement against the government
So yeah me and my family might be soooo fucked for what I’m writing right now
I’m really not so sure if tumblr is safe
I’m riding on sheer hope for a fluke
But
I just
I am so sorry for keeping my eyes closed for so long
This app and talking to people here is what made me open them
What let me express my rage and made it boil to the point where I couldn’t shut up anymore
I don’t know if I should post this or not
I don’t know.
I might not
Will it make a single change?
I know a way of doing this safer and for a longer time
Actually
It would even be more influential
Yeah
But I wish there will be time
When I can no longer be afraid
And when my words will be heard loud and clear
Along with all the voices of those
Who stand with the free world
For peace and love
And
Hualian)
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sirfrogsworth · 10 months
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In home theater forums there is this initialism "WAF". It stands for Wife Acceptance Factor. And it makes me cringe whenever I see it.
Basically, they complain they can't get certain speakers or equipment because their wife will not approve or give them permission. Sometimes because of aesthetics, but it can also be due to price or overwhelming loudness.
Sometimes they will be super blatant and start threads like "I have a MAJOR WAF problem. Any speaker suggestions for my buzzkill wife?"
Can't imagine why home theater continues to be a huge sausage fest.
I do think significant others need to make compromises when sharing the same space. That makes sense. But I also think this WAF thing is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Home theater comes with a lot of male gatekeeping and sexism. I see so many men saying it is too complicated for women. And that women would never be interested. "They don't care about this stuff."
They don't even attempt to share their hobby with their wives. She doesn't like the subwoofers vibrating her organs? It's very easy to create multiple configurations and calibrate a home theater for different listening preferences. You could totally blow your wife's mind with an audio experience that doesn't shift her liver to the other side of her abdomen.
But if I had an SO and I was seriously into a hobby, I would really want to try and include her in my passion. And I would hope she would feel the same about her hobbies. I'm not saying she would have to know why you crossover speakers at 80 Hz for the subwoofer. But I would definitely want her to understand why I love the thing I love.
I mean, I already do this with my best friends. They let me ramble on about technology and computers and speakers. But I also learned about D&D so I could understand Delling's grand adventures. And if I weren't already an artist, I would totally learn about art for Katrina.
And I'm also not sure I could be with someone who would limit me in my hobby. I'd want someone who would help me figure out how to create my own space where I can do what I want or find some solution that doesn't come down to her rejecting a speaker because it doesn't match the carpet.
I don't know.
If it were me, I would not approach it like "Can I have permission to get this thing?" and I would be like, "Can I show you why this thing is cool?"
If these guys dropped this macho gatekeepy behavior, maybe there wouldn't need to be a term for WAF.
But also... if they are spending grocery money on an amplifier or dipping into their kid's college fund for Atmos speakers, that isn't WAF.
That is called... a red flag.
Also also, loud things have volume knobs. If you can't explain that concept to your spouse, you don't deserve the loud thing.
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candycane969 · 6 months
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✨🎧🌆ROTTMNT DONATELLO HEADCANONS🌆🎧✨
made by me! candy! :3 no major spoilers
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A quick guide!✨
💜 - Supported by canon (things that are pretty sure out there, maybe not confirmed 100% but yeah)
❤ - Kind of supported by canon (things that happened in the series that miiiight lead to some other stuff)
🧡 - My source is that I made it the fuck up (still trying to fit it into the character tho)
⭐ - Not sure if I'm taking this headcanon or not, but I do think It's pretty neat
💋 - Kinky! DISCLAIMER: Ive always seen the rottmnt boys (and April) in the age group from 17 to 19 and thats what I headcanon them as (as it is my own age group!). Ive seen the show and was fucking sure theyre my age and then a month or two later I was slapped in the face with thier actual age lol. I dont support any pedo shit, I also dont think minors can consent. Just putting it out there
Lets go!🌆💜🎧⭐✨
The 'Tism
• 💜 I think Its pretty fucking obvious that this boy is autistic, pretty much everything in the show supports this.
• ❤ Donny's headgear also works as noise cancelling headphones! He's often overwhelmed by background sounds and his gear makes it easier for him to live his life (either on missions or just spending time with his brothers and/or April). He still loves blasting his music on the highest volume tho. It's different when you consent to hearing your jams then when several people are talking at once and youre going crazy.
Tagging as kind of canon because he might have audio sensory issues because of his autism and you can reraly see him without the damn googles.
Different stims
❤ Foot stomping
❤ Hand flapping
🧡 Repeating a song/part of song over and over (yes, even if it has no words)
❤ Spinning on chairs
🧡 Pacing around the lab/the lair
• 💜 He knows ASL! Though It's never said in the show why he learned it, I believe that because he goes nonverbal often. Everyone in the lair can sign a bit because of that, but not everybody is too good at it. Donatello can communicate in ASL fluently.
Gender
• 🧡 Donatello never really felt connected to being "a men" and categorising things as "for boys" and "for girls" always seemed dumb to him. Shortly after Leo's coming out as a trans men (SURPRISE LEO HEADCANON) he went to talk to him about his gender experience. After some thinking and digging, Don came to the conclusion that he is in fact nonbinary. He still uses mostly male pronounces but always appreciates gender neutral pronounces coming his way.
Sexuality
• 🧡 While realising his own gender he also figured out that he doesn't really sees gender that seriously in others either. Men or women, its pretty much whatever to him. He doesn't like to label himself much when it comes to his sexuality, he accepts reffering to him as a pansexual or bisexual.
• 🧡 When it comes to dating Donatello doesn't imagine himself with anyone, really. He finds himself attractive, but doesn't think anyone would fancy him in a romantic way. He's not interessted much in dating either way. But he doesn't exclude dating someone in the future. It's just he won't go out of his way to look for love.
• ❤/🧡 Its obvious Don is a men of science, he's a genius when it comes to coding, math, engineering, I would say chemistry as well. Thats the field he feels the most comfortable in, but he loves learning new things in general. As long as there is interesting knowledge he can obtain, he will be there, soaking it like a sponge. He likes listening to info dumps, and probably listens to long ass video essays and/or podcasts.
• 🧡 Don likes to learn about others people hobbys and takes interest in learning about it. He likes showing others that he cares about something, even though Its something totally indifferent to him. For example, he knows lot about art making process from Mikey (Angelo even made him paint with him a couple of times!) even tho he doesn't really likes drawing and/or famous artists. No many people appreciate his work so he wants to show his appreciation to others.
• 💜 He is pretty low empathy most of the time. It's hard for him to relate to others, and can often feel like someone is overreacting. It's also challenging for him to put his feelings "out there". Which often makes him look unloving or unfriendly. And it couldn't be farther from the truth. He loves his brothers even though they bother him most of the time. And he loves April as well (though she never really troubled him much). He never really thinks that his low empathy is a flaw (more often he thinks about it as a blessing) but there rare are moment when he feels helpless because of it. He is glad that his family knows that he truly cares about them (and accepts any effort he puts in to express his feelings, even if it seems small).
• 🧡⭐ I've seen people headcanoning Donny as a baker and honestly I like it a lot. Cooking is Mikeys domain, and it suits him well, as it allows a lot of freestyling and just overall feeling. Baking and pastry making is very calculated and one miatake can ruin the whole thing. It reminds Don of engineering in a sense. Also baking is an easy way to get love and appreciation from his family because, cmon, he just made the most angelic fruit tarts in the whole universe, of course they're going to praise him. It also works as a stress relief. When feeling stumped and/or overwhelmed over a project or a situation he'll make something easy like brownies to get his mind of it.
• 🧡 He's very sentimental. He loves receiving gifts and will cherish and use them (even if he doesn't like it). He still has every "gamers dont die they respawn" Tshirt and every "dont fuck with my brother he was born in october and has autism" mug. Sometimes he REALLY wants to throw something away but god damn it this is painting Mikey did when he was ten and is just five splats of paint and thinking about him somehow finding out and crying about it might destroy him forever.
• 🧡⭐ This bitch reads fanfics, thats it. It started when he was around 13 or smth with Atomic Lass x Reader and now he knows all the fanfic lingo. He still might read something from time to time and writes very long and well written comments (with constructive criticism).
• 🧡 Speaking of which, Don writes perfect sentences while texting. All the correct spelling and punctuation. He also communicates with emojis and gifs like a millenial.
Food, TW: drinking!
• 🧡 He has a rather strong head, you cant make him drunk that easily. But when it finally happens, youre in for a ride. Shutting him up is near impossible, he will talk non-stop but with much less eloquence then while sober. Its extremely easy to make him laugh, so Leo absolutely loves it. He often looses track of what hes saying and starts completely different rant. Overall a chaotic mess. Really fun to witness it at least once. His beverage of choice is either fun cocktails or beer (tho rarely and/or only with some kind of juice because he doesn't like the fizziness on his tongue).
• 🧡 And that takes us to Donatello that hates fizzy drinks. He hates carbonated beverages, no matter if its cola or champagne. The feeling on his tongue and in his mouth makes him really uncomfortable. When there is no other choice but to drink up some bubbless, he leaves it open for as long as he can to get rid of them. His brothers despise him for that.
• 🧡 He doesn't like weird food combos either and is rather picky. When ordering food Don sticks to what he knows not to risk an uncomfortable texture touching his mouth. Texture is the most often reason for him not liking a specific food. Donnys pretty strict to preparing food as well (the way he does a thing is The Correct Way and no other exception is acceptable). Also he puts milk first so his cereal doesn't get soggy.
• 🧡 I feel like he likes fruit juices in boxes and fruit mousses but this is pretty random 🤷
• ❤/🧡 He wears contacts! We've seen little Donny with glassess, so I assumed he wears contacts now. When he knows he will be spending all day in the lair (for example because of an injury) he still has a pair of glassess he uses. And yes, he tapes them to the head. Because he rarely ever wears them, he never came up with a solution for not having ears and needing glassess.
• 🧡 ABSOLUTELY hates smoking. Will go on a rant if he sees someone he knows smoking. He absolutely despises the smell and WILL take it out of someones mouth/hand and throw it away. Appreciates the fun smells of vapes but still hates them. Will call vapers losers (maybe not exacly in these words but he will for sure).
• 🧡 Really good at makeup, but not as good as Leo is (ANOTHER SURPRISE LEO HEADCANON). He spend years perfecting his eyebrows of course. He also wears eyeliner because serving cunt is important even on the battlefield. From time to time you can see his nails painted as well.
• 🧡⭐ While being flustered or simply distracted he stutters a lot, mostly in a way of repeating whole words or parts of a sentence ("Its good because- Its good- Its good because I um- Its good-")
• 🧡 Enjoys taking very long baths, and actually prefers them much more then showers. Can stay underwater for a rather long time as well!! Being fully submerged calms him down a lot and its overall very relaxing for him.
• 🧡⭐ Ive seen a lot of takes that without his battle shell, he is really flexible (due to having a soft shell). And I like the idea. I think, that before sitting infront of a screen (or a desk in general) to do his work for several hours he stretches deeply so his back won't be so sore later. Also a reason to draw Donny in yoga poses and thats always cool.
• ❤ Makes up shit to fuck with his brothers. Like just spreading misinformation and gaslighting them for shit and giggles. Or to get them to leave him alone for a while. Also will gaslight them if they somehow find out that he was lying ("what? you must have heard me wrong then 🙄💅")
• 💜/❤ Loves singing and dancing!!! Aint the best singer (tho I love his songs in the show Im kissing him as we speak) but is a gorgeous dancer! He finds it incredibly fun and feels fabulous while doing it. Also Im pretty sure dancing counts as stimming so add it to the list. Dances solo like 90% of the time but really enjoys dancing in pairs (dances with April a whole lot when they get the chance!).
• ❤ He rarely laughs out loud, but when he does it is loud and messy. A good joke can make him think about it all day and continue laughing for a long time. Not my og take, Ive seen this headcanon before and I love it so so much :3
• 🧡 From all his brothers, he kind of wishes to be human the most of them all. Its not a big big wish, he does think of himself as very unique individual and takes pride of being a mutant. But sometimes while hanging out with April he can get lost in his thoughts of "what ifs". Maybe in the process of making a cloaking accessory.
• 🧡 His handwriting is god-awful. All scribly and fucked up like Doctors writing. Unfamiliar eye would not decipher a word out of it, but Don knows exactly what everything means. But he mostly writes digitally.
• ❤ Dons dislike of hugging is canon, but I do believe he likes being touched on his head and face (head pats, cheek rubs, scratches). He enjoys hand holding when it's appropriate as well.
• 💋 Im headcanoning the boys to go through mating season once a year (except mikey cuz he small) everyone at a different time. It would be similiar to an ovulation but much more horny (with also fever symptoms). Don would be the second after Raph to get it. While in heat he doesn't go feral or anything, but after a few days stops working because he cant focus on his craft. Waves of sudden temperature changes (mostly high heat) with really horny thoughts and hypersensitivity to pretty much everything...yeah not the best work environment. He spends his  most intensive days closed off in his lab or room because he really doesn't want his family to see him like this (the rest of the turtles are in thier rooms during thier mating time as well for the same reason). Also add being possessive while having a SO, and also veeery easy to irritate.
• 💋 Donny takes on a more submissive role while being intimate, even though he loves to be in charge all the time. But he isn't a bottom either, I would put him perfectly in the middle as a switch (more leaning on that sub part tho).
• 💋 His biggest turn on is smell. Like someones natural smell, no perfumes and all. He likes to snuggle in the crook of the neck and take it all in. This becomes cranked up to eleven during mating season, as he absolutely cannot stop sniffing. Would love his significant other to leave him clothes with thier smell on it and sleep and/or snuggle with it.
Might add more later but thats all for now :3💜
Hope you enjoyed it⭐✨
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getosbigballsack · 2 years
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The Way He Choke Me
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𝑰𝒏𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓 𝑮𝒐𝒋𝒐 𝒙 𝑰𝒏𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓 𝑪𝒉𝒖𝒃𝒃𝒚 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓
𝑺𝒚𝒏𝒐𝒑𝒔𝒊𝒔: 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒃𝒚 𝑼𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 (𝑴𝑬) 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝑼𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑴𝒆𝒊 𝑴𝒆𝒊'𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒖𝒏. 𝑾𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒆𝒕 𝑮𝒐𝒋𝒐 𝑺𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒖.
𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒅𝒔𝒎, 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒙, 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒈𝒆, 𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒙, 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒙 (𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈) 𝒃𝒅𝒔𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆, 𝒅𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔, 𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒔𝒆𝒙 𝒕𝒐𝒚𝒔 (𝒄𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆, 𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒑), 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒔𝒆𝒙, 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒂𝒔𝒎.
𝑨/𝑵: 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓-𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒘𝒂𝒚 (𝑷𝑺: 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆) 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆
𝑾𝑪: 10.9𝑲 (𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔)
𝑮𝒐𝒋𝒐 𝑺𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒖'𝒔 𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒚 𝑷𝒆𝒏✯
𝑬𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚❤︎
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You were currently spinning around on your chair listening to ‘Hot Girl Bummer Anthem’ with your chat on your youtube stream. You were a social media influencer, you were known for your love for horror videos and your great taste in fashion. 
You were also a good influence to many women on Social media. You represented thick women, curvy women, and black women. You weren’t afraid to show off the natural curves you had. You were comfortable with dressing in clothes that would show off your thighs and soft tummy. 
Your hair played a major part in your confidence. You weren’t afraid to style your hair or create hairstyles that would allow kinky hair girls to feel comfortable. Many loved you, a lot wanted to be like you. You spread positivity in the black community and for that you were well respected by major artists in the music industry. And one of those artists just happened to be black bear. Hence the reason you were able to play his song on your stream without being copyrighted. 
You were jamming to the song while you read the comments that kept on popping up in the chat on your stream. “That college dropout music, everyday is leg day, she be too thick,” you sang as you bumped your head just a little harder. 
You were so caught up in the music you didn’t even hear when your best friend entered your gaming room. That’s until she sang out, “And my friends are all annoying, but we go dumb, yeah we go stupid.” You spun around and you saw your best friend standing behind you, swaying from side to side in one of her pink mini skirts. “I still can’t believe that Black Bear gave you his permission to stream his song live.” 
You flashed her a cheeky grin then you replied, “What can I say. People love me.”
Your best friend scoffed while rolling her eyes. She then walked up to you and leaned over to take a peek at your chat. “Hey Y/N, stream.”
You turned to see them sending heart eyes and kissy face emoji in response to your best friend greeting. 
You’ve been friends with your best friend for a while now and you both were inseparable. Friendship like yours was hard to come by. The level of respect that you both had for each other was unexplainable. You acted more like siblings. Words could not describe how much you both loved and trusted each other. Betrayal was out of the picture whenever you two were there. You had her back and she had yours. It’s probably the same reason why you both lived together inside a beautiful apartment. 
“So Y/N?”
“Yes?” you answered. You turned your attention towards your best friend to see her playing with her nails while biting her lips. You sighed heavily because you knew exactly what this meant. She wanted something from you and there is a slight possibility that you might tell her no. 
“So uhm, Utahime and Mei Mei are  throwing a party tonight. It’s not too far from our home. We’re both on the guest list and I was wondering if…”
“Fuck no, not interested,” you said to your best friend. 
“What? Why?” your friend asked. 
You sighed as you muted your stream and then turned to your friend. “You know how I feel about that scared face bitch.”
“I mean she did tell you that she was sorry,” your best friend said while shrugging your shoulders. 
“For accusing me of sleeping with Shoko? Or for calling me a dick termite?” you asked. 
“Come on, Y/N, don’t let her stop you from having a great time. Mei Mei would be happy if you come,” your best friend said while smiling at you.
“So Utahime can accuse me of sleeping with her too? Ah no thank you,” you said before turning away from her.
“Bitch please. Come on, take that stick out of your ass and let's go have fun,” your friend said as she spun your chair back around and dropped to her knees. “Fuck Utahime, she’s just a freaking sad bih that clearly need a dick.” 
“She’s a lesbian,” you reminded your best friend.
“Ok, she needs a strapon then. Come on please, do it for me,” your best friend begged. You began to fake cry while resting her head in your lap. You sighed heavily as you stared down your best friend. “I’ll even stop using your shampoo. Just think about it.”
You wanted to laugh because you knew that that would never happen. But you were thinking about it. It would be nice to get out of the house and head over to a party to enjoy yourself. What’s the harm in that? You’ll probably get laid while you're at it. 
You pressed your plump lips together and then sighed. “Fine, but if it’s boring you’re buying me two 12 piece wing combos and a venti starbuck drink.”
“I’ll even buy you a freaking teddy bear,” she said and fake sniffed. 
“Fine whatever,” you said. Your best friend squealed before tackling you with a hug. You hummed while patting her back. She pulled away shortly and left the gaming room. You unmute your mic and say goodbye to your stream. 
After that, you turned off your PC and locked up the gaming room. You then walked toward your bed while thinking about what to wear. You liked to dress to impress, but also feel comfortable in whatever it is that you were wearing. This party was being thrown by an influencer who was just as famous as you were, and you’re pretty sure that other influencers would be there. And you’re positive that they’ll go all out, so you had to do the same. 
“Fuck you, Toniann,” you mumbled as you walked inside your room and proceeded to go get ready for the party. 
You stood in front of your wall mirror to admire the outfit that you’ve chosen to wear. You settled for a thin strapped black dress that hugged your body perfectly. A green puffy sleeved, pullover crop ultra short sweater and your black mid thigh boots. Damn you look stunning. You smiled as you fluffed out your afro. You were feeling a bit too lazy to slick it back in a low puff, so an afro will just have to do. 
You walked over to your dresser and you began to put on your jewellery. You added a bit of lipgloss on your lips while you smiled at yourself in the mirror. You picked up your phone that was on the dresser and snapped a couple of pictures in your wall mirror. You then choose your favourite picture and post it on Instagram. You tagged Mei Mei in the photo and it wasn’t long before reposted it on her stories. 
You left your room and headed towards the living room to see your friend standing in the living room dressed in a pink dress that looked almost like yours and a white sweater crop top and white timberlands. You watched as she slipped a choker around her neck that marked daddy’s girl before smearing lipgloss on her lips and then smiled at you. 
“Let’s go bitch, I wanna go get fucked up,” she said while dragging you out of the house, but not without closing the doors. She then pulled you towards the elevators and the next thing you knew was that you were sitting in the front seat of her car. For the whole car ride you and your best friend were vibing to a song named By My Side, by Safe ft Kaash Paige. 
“Stand by my side I don’t wanna die young,” you sang out. 
“Show me the signs I’m just tryna find love,” your best friend sang out too. 
“I roll the dice, I don’t wanna be waiting for you. But supposedly you’re over me,” you both sang out before laughing as she continued her drive towards the party. About an hour later, you both arrived at the party. 
Your eyes widened when you stepped out of the car. You were beyond surprised to see the house bustling with lights and loud music blasting throughout the house. You almost smiled. 
“Yow, Y/N,” you heard your name being called. You turned around to see Yuuji and his twin Sujuna standing next to Megumi. They were all waving at you with smiles on their faces. You smiled back while waving at them. 
“People are starting to recognize you already,” your best friend teased as he grabbed your hand and dragged you inside the house. Upon entering the house you immediately started to sing along with the song that was playing. 
“Understand I’m just tryna be the daily Scoop, Scoop (skrrt),” you sang while moving your body to the beat. As you both walked further inside the party, you saw a few familiar faces. Some were dancing around, making small talk with their pairs and others were just drinking. 
You saw a few influencers taking pictures and some were even vlogging. Maybe this party won’t be so bad. Maybe you were going to have a wonderful time. “Ah look who decided that she wanted to show up.” 
Your best friend squealed as you both turned around to see Geto Suguru standing behind you both. He smirked when your best friend pulled away from you and jumped in his arms. “Su,” she squealed. 
You rolled her eyes at them when you saw him kiss her on the lips before putting her back down on her feet. “Sup Y/N,” he said while greeting you with a smile. 
You wanted to gag at him and it was not because you hated him. Because you didn't actually like him. But you wanted to gag because he was the most annoying person to ever walk on this. “Mhm,” you said to him. 
“She still has that stick up her ass I see,” he said and your best friend laughed. 
“I think she needs to get laid,” your best friend teased. “You need to loosen up a bit, come on let’s get you a drink and find you a hot guy to flirt with while I go and have fun with his dick.”
“You’re both fucking disgusting,” you said and they laughed at you. They pulled you through the crowd and took you to the bar. They both ordered drinks for you and themselves before leaving you to go dance on the dance floor. You sighed heavily to yourself. You slowly began to sip on your drink as you watched as your best friend and her boyfriend (if you could even call him that) danced with each other while stealing a kiss every now and then.
It would be nice to go out there and join them in their fun, but they told you to find a hot guy to flirt with which meant that they didn’t want you to be anywhere near them. 
“You look like you could use a bit of company,” you heard a calm yet soothing voice speak from beside you. You blinked a couple of times as you turned to see a guy standing next to you. He was about 6 feet tall or maybe even taller. He had his hands tucked away in the pocket of her straight jeans. He also had on a white turtleneck sweater which complemented his pale skin really well, and expensive shoes to match. He had a few chains dangling from his neck too. He was dressed up pretty well. It was simple but you could tell that he put a lot of thought into his outfit. 
Your eyes travelled up to his face and the first thing that you noticed was that he had pillowy white hair. You couldn’t see his eyes, but could damn well see his pretty pink glossy lips. You swallowed thickly before turning your attention back to your friend. 
You sip your drink quickly and from the corner of your eyes you watched as the tall, pale stranger sat next to you. He then turned to look at you and he said, “I didn’t think I'd see you at another one of her parties.” 
You raised your brows at him. Did he know who you are or what beef you had with Utahime? You thought to yourself. “Well, I’, here aren’t I. I just hope she doesn’t see me.”
“You could say that again, if it wasn’t for Suguru then I wouldn’t be here,” he said while pointing at the guy who was currently swapping spit with your best friend (ME). 
“You know Suguru?” you asked. 
“Yeah, I’m his best friend, Gojo. Gojo Satoru,” he said while offering you his hand to shake. 
“I didn’t know that he had a best friend,” you said while shaking his hand. 
“Maybe that’s because you didn’t ask, Y/N,” he said with a cheeky smile. 
You were just about to ask him, how the heck did her learn your name, but then you thought that that would be a dumb question. You were an influencer after all. So you sighed before taking another sip of your drink. “But still, I should have been able to know if he had a best friend or not. I mean he’s an influencer and I’m just assuming that you’re an influencer as well.”
“Yeah, I’m an instagram model sweetheart,” he said while flashing you a cocky grin. “You probably don’t know me because you’ve never taken the time to check out my page. I mean you like my photos all the time. You even followed my page. I guess you’re too busy to check me out.”
“You’re probably right,” you said while smiling at him. 
“So, Miss Y/N. Do you want to spend the rest of the night having fun with me?” he asked. 
“Well only if you take your glasses off,” you said he chuckled. 
“I won’t take it off, but I’ll show you my eyes,” he said as he slowly removed his sunglasses from his face. You stared in awe when he opened his eyes. He had the prettiest blue eyes you’ve ever seen. “So now that you’ve seen my eyes do you wanna spend the rest of the night with me? I’m great company and you look like you know how to have fun so how about it?” 
You smiled at him before replying, “Of course. I have nothing else to do anyway.” 
“Alright let’s go to the dance floor.” 
… 
“You don’t know what you did, did to me. Your body lightweight, speaks to me. I don’t know what you did, did to me. Your body lightweight, speaks to me.” You sang to Under the Influence as you wrapped your hands around his neck, while you sway your hips from side to side. 
You saw him smirk before leaning his down and whispered in your ear, “Looks like you’re having fun.”
You giggled as you replied, “Of course and it’s all thanks to you.”
He chuckled before gripping onto your waist and spun you around so that your back was pressed tightly against his chest. “Maybe we ought to have more fun than this.”
“What do you suggest?” you whispered back as you continued to roll your hips against his. A low growl left his lips as he gripped your waist even tighter.
You could feel his lips brushing against your neck as he whispered, “Getting ourselves more drinks.” 
“Do you drink?” you asked. 
“No, I’m lightweight,” he answered honestly. You chuckled a bit and then he continued with his sentence. “But one shot wouldn’t hurt, right?” 
“I guess,” you giggled. 
“Come on let's go,” he said as he led you both away from the dance floor and towards the bar. “Yow!” he shouted at the bartender. “Can we get a couple shots?”
“Coming right up,” the bartender answered as they began to prepare the shot. While you both waited, Gojo had already pulled away from you and now he was standing beside with his back resting on the bar counter as he stared out into the crowd. 
As your gaze moved from his face to his shoes and back again, you remarked, "He's pretty." You bit your lip as you slowly admired this adonis of a man. One man shouldn't be this attractive, not on earth.
It wasn't until he turned around and asked, "Are you looking me out?," that you realised he had been observing you out of the corner of his eyes.
 You gasped and quickly looked away from him. God you were so embarrassed. Just then the bartender placed both your drinks on the counter. Go quickly drank his before ordering a can of soda. 
You downed your drink. “What if I am?” you asked as you bashfully patted your eyes at him. 
He chuckled without responding. You watched as he pulled his glasses down to stare you dead in the eyes. You watched as he shamefully began to check you out. You observed how his eyes would linger at certain places longer than you would like. 
“Are you checking me out?” you asked him in the same teasing tone he used when he asked you that question. 
“Of course. You’re beautiful and I must say you’re very sexy,” he said as a smirk rode his lips. You could feel heat rising on your cheeks and you quickly turned away from him. “You have a nice pair of tits by the way.” 
You jerked your head back to look at him and replied, "Huh?" You cried out, "Excuse me?!" and he laughed at your response. He observed the slight enlargement of your cheeks. This wasn't the first time a guy has praised your physique. However, it was the first time you had ever heard a compliment on your body made so casually.
Although you felt slightly upset, you refrained from hitting him. He arches his brow in response to your question, "Did you just complement my boobs?" He implied without saying it that you already know the response. “What if I complimented your dick, how would you feel?” you asked with a heavy sigh.
He laughed as he reached for his soda that was now sitting next to him on the counter. “Well, you haven’t seen my dick before.” You watched as he took a sip from his soda before he continued with his sentence. “But if you want to see it then how about we go somewhere a bit more private.”
You began choking on air and he all but laughed as he watched you struggle to regain control of your breathing. You shook your head and ordered a soda for yourself. And once you got the drink, Gojo took your hand and led you away from the room that was packed and into a room that had less people. 
He struck into a casual dialog with you. He questioned you simply, such as why you wanted to be an influencer and what drew you to horror games. You explained to him that you become a social influencer in order to promote body positivity. You told him you wanted to stand in for all fat or heavy girls who are self-conscious of their bodies.
You admitted to him how challenging it was for you to have self-confidence, particularly as a young black girl. You stated that you want ladies who resemble you to realise that being overweight and having dark complexion is not a problem. You wanted them to be happy with who they are and to dress however they feel most at ease. 
You weren't even aware of how at ease you were speaking with him until you saw that you were seated on his lap and he put his hand on your waist. “I hope it’s not a problem with me being in your lap.”
“Nope,” he said as he pulled you even closer to his chest. 
“Well then how about you, why did you become an instagram model?” you asked him. 
“Well, it goes without saying that my mother was a model. But she passed away from cancer," he added while smiling sadly. “I decided to become an Instagram model since snapping photos somehow makes me think of her. And I yearned to take part in something that she had previously taken part in. In order to honour her, I wanted to excel at whatever I do. I know it would make her happy.”
“Awe that’s so sad, but so sweet,” you said while smiling at him. 
“I even started to donate money to a cancer treatment centre, you know,” he said with a smile on his face. You smiled back at him before resting your head on his shoulders. You both sat in silence for a while until he spoke up, “So do you want to head back to the dance floor?” 
You shook your head yes and quickly hopped out of his lap and dragged him to the dance floor. The music was loud and infectious, but you didn't care, you just wanted to dance with your new favourite person right now. 
Once you both were on the dance floor, you quickly spun around and pressed your back to his chest. He rested his hands on your waist to keep you close to him as you both began to move to the beat. You allowed yourself to get lost in the music and the soft touch of hands on your hips. 
When the song "Shake remix" by Jada Kingdom feat. Skillibeng began to play, you both suddenly realised how close you two were. His cock was pressing up on your ass, you could feel it. When you felt his hand reach out and grab the exposed thigh from your waist, you gasped. His fingertips were soft, and they brushed your thigh gently.
As his hand moved gently up your side, feeling every curve in your body, it eventually wrapped itself loosely around your neck. Your lips softly gasped as you pressed your hips into his. Then, you moved your hand to the back of his head to fiddle with his fluffy white hair.
You were both losing yourselves in the music. Slowly drifting away into euphoria. You could feel his lips caressing your ears and his fingers tickling your neck. 
“I wanna fuck you slow with the lights on,” Gojo sang in your ear on as soon as the song Lost in the Fire by The Weeknd and Gesaffelstein started to play. “You’re the only one I got my sights on (sights on, sights on, sights on). Type of sex you could never put a price on.” 
A smile rode your lips as you sang along with him. “You wanna fuck huh?” you chuckled as you leaned into him. 
You could feel him smiling against your ear then he whispered, “Are you having fun?” 
“Yeah, I am,” you whispered back. 
“Hm’ you wanna leave this place and come to my house. We could have much more fun there,” he said he pulled away from you and spun you around. “I did say that I wanted to keep your company. So how about it?”
You bit your lips and looked away from him. You need a minute to think about this. You’ve spent most of your night with him and he’s been nothing but sweet to you. You had more fun with him then you ever did whenever you hang out with your best friend and Geto. A little more fun wouldn’t hurt. 
So without another thought, you shook your head yes. He gave you a smile before he grabbed your hand and dragged you out of the party. As soon as you both were outside the party he slung his arm around your shoulder and he began to lead you towards his car. 
On your way to his car, you were greeted by more influencers, like Nobara and the twins Maki and Mai. You couldn’t help but to smile and waved at them. “Looks like your friends with everyone I know.” 
“Well I try to be cool with everybody,” you replied and he hummed. 
“Well I’m glad,” he said as you both stopped in front of a Lexus LC: 500. 
You inquired, "Is this your car?" but he quickly responded by opening the door so you could get inside. Without saying a word, you entered, sat down on the plush leather seat, and awaited his entrance.
He entered, shut the door, and turned to face you. You complimented “Your car is nice,” and he grinned back.
“Thanks,” he said as he started up his car. You watched as he turned on the AC, then he adjusted to his liking before leaning back into his seat. “I want to show you something inside my house when we get there.”
“What’s that?” you asked. 
“You’ll see when we get there,” he whispered and you hummed in response. He smiled and you watched as he leaned for and cupped your chin with his fingers. He licked his bottom lips as his eyes flickered from your eyes and down to your plump lips. “Can I?” he asked as he began to pull your face closer to his. 
“Yes,” you answered without hesitation. He smirked as he quickly pressed his lips against yours. You could feel the intensify electricity coursing through your veins as he slowly moulded his lips with yours. He hummed as he sucked on your bottom lip before he slipped his tongue inside your mouth. His tongue wrapped around yours as he pulled you in by your chin to deepen the kiss. 
A soft moan escaped your lips as you moved to wrap your hands around his neck to tangle your fingers in his hair. His hair felt so soft and silky between your fingers. You would probably feel jealous if it wasn’t for the fact that he was kissing you right now. 
“Fuck,” he whispered as he pulled away from your lips. “I am going to have so much fun with you tonight.” He pecked your lips once more before he pulled away completely and he drove away from the party. 
“Wow,” you breathe out as you rest your back against the car seat, “That was hot,” you thought out loud as you tried to control your breathing. You had to admit it to yourself, you had never been kissed like that before. It felt as if he was stealing every last breath out of your body. His lips felt soft against yours as he kissed you. The kiss was passionate, and a little needy. Your legs began to squeeze themselves together as you thought more about the kiss. And you soon realised that you were getting quite needy yourself. 
Gojo gave you a quick glance before comprehending this. He smiled and entwined his fingers with yours. You both remained silent for the rest of the ride, and you had thought that he would have at least opened up a light conversation to assist you both release the overwhelming sexual tension you were feeling. And you were feeling a bit happy when he finally decided that he wanted to break the silence, but didn’t expect him to break this silence with this.
“Have you ever been tied up before?” You weren't sure why he chose to ask you this question. And even though you were surprised, you still answered, 
“No I haven’t. Why do you ask?” 
He didn’t respond. 
He glanced over at you once again, and watched as a confused yet fearful expression crossed your face. He chuckled, “No need to look so worried. I won’t hurt you. Well maybe, but it’ll be fun I promise.”
Now what the fuck is that supposed to mean? How the hell is that going to be fun, when there is a high freaking chance that he might hurt me, You thought to yourself as you shifted uncomfortably in your seat. 
Your movements didn’t go unnoticed by him. “Y/N, I want to have sex with you. I want you to scream for me. I’ve been wanting to fuck you ever since I saw you walked inside the party with your friend. I don’t mean to scare you, it’s just that when we have sex I might get a bit out of control and I might hurt you,” he said to you. “I want to have sex with you and I’ll be damned if you said that you didn’t want to have sex with me too.”
You were in shock when you heard him say this. Your mind went on an immediate pause as you tried to comprehend what he just said. It’s not like he was lying, you did wanted to have sex with him. He’s super attractive after all and he looks like he knows how to make a girl’s pussy cry. 
So what’s the harm? It’s a risk that you want to take. 
… 
You were being pulled up a set of stairs in his apartment while he had a firm hold on your arm. His apartment was rather large and beautiful as well. However, he was already carrying you down the hallway toward a dark door with many locks, so you were unable to look around his flat.
Sketchy, you thought as he let go off your hand to reach for a pair of keys that were hanging from the door. You observed him carefully unlock each door lock before hanging the key on the door.
You swallowed the lump in your throat as he turned to face you. One of his hands miraculously wrapped itself around her throat; he pulled you closer to his face until both your nose were touching. You could feel his hot breath fanning over your lips as he whispered, “I remember telling you that I wanted to show you something.” You could feel his other hand wrapping itself around your back. “What I want to show you is behind that door. I’ll let you enter to look around and when you feel satisfied you are going to tell me if you like it. Ok?” 
“Ok,” you whispered in a small voice. He smiled and pressed a kiss on your lips before he let you go. He stepped out of your way and urged you to move towards the open black door. 
He opened the door for you and motioned for you to enter. You begin to enter the chamber, sighing quietly as you move. The moment you entered, you were flabbergasted by what you saw.
The first thing that caught your eyes was the four-poster bed in the centre of the room. The bed was draped in a deep crimson velvet spread with frills around the edges, and the top was neatly folded like a bed at a five-star hotel. Nicely arranged, large, fluffy red and black pillows sitting against the bed frame. The canopy was covered in nearly floor-length black and red curtains.
And the bedpost had straps hanging from them. “What the fuck?” you whispered under your breath as you looked at the left side of the bed and saw a smaller bed. It almost resembles a dentist chair. That bed was crimson red, and it looked comfortable. A large black semi-circular leather sofa was there as well. It had a few red pillows and a deep wine red blanket tossed on it. 
Away from the wall, or more specifically in front of the wall, were enormous racks with an unusual shape. It was made of what appeared to be mahogany wood, and it was filled with whips and canes. Flogs, belts, additional ropes, and even paddles.
“What the fuck,” you thought again when you spun around and saw a large black wooden X on the wall. And at each end of the X was a single cuff. “What in the world of BDSM is this?” you asked when you looked towards the door to see Gojo walking inside.
“Do you like it?” he asked as he began to remove the watch that was on his wrist and also his rings. You bit your lips as you took another look around the room. It was an unusual setting, but a part of you likes what you’re seeing. 
So you answered truthfully, “Yes I do.”
He smiled as he walked over to you and grabbed hold of your chin. “Do you want to play with me and my toys here? Or would you rather to have sex inside my bedroom? I intend to have fun with you tonight. It doesn’t matter what you choose,” he said as he leaned his head down to kiss your forehead. “I just wanted to show you what’s inside the room. I wanted to see if you’d be interested in crazy stuff like this? So how about it?” 
You licked your lips and he licked his as you stared into his lust-filled cerulean eyes. You brushed your hands over his clothed chest before you fist his shirt in your hand and pulled him impossibly closer to you. He watched as you licked your lips again before you answered. 
“Yes, I want to play with you and your toys.” 
He tasted like sprite. 
That lemon-flavoured drink danced on his tongue as he thrust it past your lips. He rolled his wet muscle with yours and he could taste the sprite on your lips as well. You hummed as you savoured the taste of the soda coming from his lips. He could feel your nibble finger tugging at the ends of his hair and it made him groan a bit. 
When he moved away from your lips and placed his wet lips on your neck while leaving a trail of kisses, you thought, "Fuck." He groans at how wonderful you taste as he licks and suctions at your skin, squeezing the flesh between his teeth. And he listened as those soft sweet whimpers left your lips, it brought joy to his ears.
He continued to create numerous bruises on your already swollen flesh while whispering, "You taste so wonderful baby."
Then he claimed your lips once more. He seized both of your hands with one of his big hands and held them above your head. Your hips were grasped by the opposing hand. When you felt his nails pierce your skin through your jeans, you slightly winced.
He parted his lips from yours and stared into your eyes as he sat back on his heels. His tongue swiped against his bottom lip as he said, "Take my shirt off." The dominant tone in his voice had your thighs squeezing together and your pussy clenching around nothing. You quickly gripped onto his shirt and you slowly pulled it over his head. You tossed it across the room before your hand went to touch his hard abs. Your finger outlines the outline of his muscles. 
You could feel his eyes watching your every move. He gasped and shivered at the light touch of your finger on his abs. “My belt too,” he whispered as he wrapped his hand around her other hand and pressed it against his belt. You hummed as you slowly began to unbuckle his belt and dragged it from the loops before tossing it on the floor. 
“What now?” you asked him. 
“Let me undress you,” he said. You gave him your consent and so after each article of your clothing was slowly being stripped away from your body. He took that as an opportunity to caress your soft body too. Your hands were once again pinned above your head as he slowly hovered over you and pressed his mouth on yours. 
“Can I tie you up?” He asked for it. Due to your focus on the sensation of his lips on yours, you were unable to hear his question. “Hey,” he called out to you as he pulled away from your lips. He watched you stare at him with lust floating around in your eyes. “Baby, can I tie your hands together?” 
“Huh? What? Why?” you asked as you looked up at him confused. 
“It’ll be fun,” he answered. 
You sat up almost immediately, with him following suit. He still holds your hands in his. You bit your lips and looked away from him. “What’s the fun in tying my hands together?” you asked. 
A dry chuckle left his lips as he released your hands. He stood up from the bed and went towards the rack that had the ropes. You slowly turned around and you admired how his sexy back muscle flexed as he picked up a rope. 
“Why don’t we find out the answer to your question together?” he asked as he walked over with a slim black rope in his hand. “Do I have your consent?” 
You sighed heavily as you slowly nodded your head yes and you laid back on the bed just so that he could do whatever he wanted.
"A work of art is something unique that is created using special skills and reflects the personality and creativity of the artist."
He quotes you as he skillfully works his magic and ties your wrist together. He told you that that quote he quoted to you was something his best friend would say whenever he was teaching Gojo the art of rope bondage. 
This knot that ties your wrist together is called the Double-Column tie. It helps to keep your wrist together and to also control the placement of your hands. 
You didn’t know what to expect when he grabbed another rope from the wall and tied that rope on the bed headboard. Then he wrapped it around your wrist that was already tied together. 
You wanted to know when he had another rope around your wrist. But the moment you felt him pressed a kiss on your pussy while he spread your legs over his shoulder. You understood why he had your hands tied up like this. 
You were sprawled out on his bed with his head between your thighs. His lips worked wonders as he sucked on the sensitive bud. The feeling of his tongue licking on your puffy clit had your eyes rolling to the back of your head, your back arching from the bed. Your thighs almost squeezed his head but his hands held them in place. 
“Fuck,” you screamed as your struggled against your restraints. The way he was eating you up like you were his last meal, had you quivering. You could feel yourself coming closer to the edge with your orgasm creeping up on you. 
His mouth latched on your clit; sucking harshly onto your sensitive bud. He pulled one hand away from your thighs and thrust two fingers inside your soaked pussy as he lapped up all your juices. “Hm’ baby,” he hummed against your cunt. You gasped when he fiddled with your clit with his tongue. Your hand desperately grabbed onto the rope that bound you to the bed. 
Another finger was inserted inside you, curled until the tips contacted the spongy area inside of your warm cunt, and he grinned as he did so. Your pussy started to clench and covered his fingers in cream. You were so close that white specks started to obscure your vision. Your body was trapped inside cloud nine while your mind was now floating around in your utopia by the person who was consuming your pussy.
The tightly wound coils in your core eventually broke. He quickly withdrew his finger from your gaping hole and pulled his lips away from your clit in order to see the clear liquid spilling from your cunt and wetting up his chest. Your body was shaking from the shockwave you were experiencing as you continued to squirt. 
And he smirked as he watched as your chest rose and fell from the intensity of your post orgasm. He hummed as he sat up on his knee and then leaned over you to place a small kiss on your lips. 
You tried to settle down as he inquired, "Having fun, baby?" and you nodded in response. He chuckled as he started to untie the rope holding you to the headboard. He tossed it to the floor and got out of bed as you watched. 
He then grabbed your wrist that was still tied together and yanked you off the bed. “What…” you started to complain but he quickly shuts you up with a kiss. 
“On your knees,” he said in between the kisses before he pulled away from you and let go of your wrists. 
Those three simple words had your knees trembling as you quickly knelt down before him with your head held high. He smiled at how quickly he had you on your knee for him. He might just find his new pet. 
And that pet just happened to be you. 
You stared up at him and into his cerulean eyes as you waited for him to do whatever it is that he wanted to do to you. He slowly began to unbutton his pants and pulled the zipper down. “No touching,” he said as he tugged his pants down his toned muscular legs. 
“How will I be able to touch you when you have my wrist tied together?” you asked him. 
He chuckled as he reached to run his fingers through your afro. “I tied your wrist. You are free to move the rest of your hand and your finger you know,” he pointed out. 
Oh, yeah he didn’t tie up your entire hands. You bit your lip and looked away from him. You heard him chuckled and the sound of his underpants being pulled away from his body. The soft touch of his finger brought your action back to him as he turned your head to face his now exposed crotch. 
You gulped as you stared at his semi-hard cock and you started to wonder if it could even fit inside your mouth. “SO BIG,” you whispered under your breath as he pulled your head closer to his cock. 
“Get it nice and wet for me. Can you do that?” he asked. You swallowed your saliva and shook your head yes. “Open,” he commanded and you did. He slipped three finger down your throat and he slowly began to fuck his fingers. You began to gag around his fingers and he couldn’t help the smile that was slowly inching its way up on his face. 
Drool began to leak out of the side of your mouth as he kept working his fingers in and out of your warm mouth. God this was so filthy, you felt dirty to have yourself being belittled by a man like this. But somehow you liked it. No you loved it. 
“Fucking beautiful,” he said as he pulled his fingers from your mouth and wrapped them around his cock. You watched as he stroked his cock before pressing the tip on your lips. He hummed as he circled the tip of cock around your lips before tapping it on your mouth. His cock felt heavy tapping against your lips, it almost sting. “Let me in,” he said with cock already pushing into your mouth. 
He groaned when you opened up your mouth wider and allowed him to slide even further inside your warm mouth. “Shit,” he said as he moved his hand away from his cock and grabbed a handful of your hair to keep you in place while he slowly thrust his cock into your mouth. His hips rocked gently back and forth into your mouth to get a feel of how warm it is for him. He could cum from this. He pulled his cock out of your mouth and slapped it against your tongue then he thrust back into. “Do your work,” he said as he released your hair and rested it at the back of your head. 
You hummed around his veiny cock as you slowly began to move your head, taking in as much of his thick cock inside your mouth. He was so huge; your jaw aches from how much he was stretching your mouth part. You pulled your head back to suck on just the tip and then you used your tongue to circle the head of his cock. 
Fuck, you wanted to grab hold of his cock, you wanted to feel weight of his cock in your hands while you stroke what couldn’t fit inside your mouth. But the moment you lifted your hands to touch, his fingers gripped your hair and yanked you away from his cock. “No touching,” he said. 
You whimpered as he stared up at him then looked down at his cock that was coated with your saliva and leaking with his precum. “It’s too big,” you complained and he chuckled before yanking at your hair a little tighter. 
“No worries, you can do it.” he assured you before bringing your head back down towards his cock. You sighed while staring at his cock. You leaned your head to one side and you began to lick long stripes on the side of his cock. You pressed your tongue against the biggest vein on his cock and you couldn’t help but to grin. You sucked him back into your mouth and you hollowed your cheeks to take more of his cock. You felt a bit frustrated because you were unable to use your hands, you continued to suck him anyway until salvia was dripping down your chin. 
“Fuck, let me,” he said as he rest his other hand at the back of your head and he bega to move your head at his own pace. You moan around his length when you feel his cock stretching your mouth impossibly wider. Your eyes started to roll to the back of your head once again and tears began to pull from your eyes. His low grunts and soft moans told you how lost he was in pleasure as he used your mouth to get his cock wet. 
“Put your tongue out,” he said as he pulled his cock out of your mouth. You mindlessly opened your mouth for him and stuck your tongue out. “Just like that,” he said as he tapped his cock on your tongue and watched as saliva dripped from the tip of your tongue. 
He rubbed his cock against your tongue before stepping closer while pulling your head back a bit and he placed his heavy balls inside your mouth. You moaned while sucking hard long kisses on his sack. Your tongue slowly slid up to lick the line between his balls. “Fuck, baby,” he moaned as he pumped his cock and watched as yu expertly sucked on his balls.
“Your fucking beautiful on your knees,” he said as he removed your head from his balls and thrust his cock back into your mouth. You let your tongue rest comfortably at the underside of his cock as you waited for him to use your mouth. “So fucking beautiful with my cock stuffed in your mouth. Fuck.” 
You started to gag heavily as you choked around his cock when he started to move your head faster on his cock, and his hips now moved to meet every bop. His thrust was getting rough each time he pulled out and thrust back into your mouth. He groaned as he stared down at you and watched as your iris rolled to the back of your head. Only your sclera was visible to his eyes. 
His cock started to twitch heavily inside your mouth and he could feel his ball tightening. He was so close to cum, but he was not ready to cum inside your mouth, not yet. Not until he had you cumming from his cock three more times tonight. So he quickly pulled his cock out of your mouth and watched as saliba leaked from your mouth and created a mini puddle on the ground. 
You were grasping separately for air. He fucked your throat so hard you could hardly think straight. “Baby,” he moaned breathlessly as he pulled you up on your feet. “I enjoyed that,” he praised before kissing your lips. You moaned as he continued to kiss you sweetly while his fingers went to play with your clit. “So fucking wet and ready for me,” he said as he pulled away from your lips and pushed you on the bed. 
 “Are you going to untie me?” you asked him. He helped you to lay down comfortably on the pillows before hovering over you. He began to caress your thighs before slowly spreading them apart to settle himself between your legs and pressed his cock against your wet and soaking pussy. 
His lips attached themselves to your jaw and he began to leave a trail of open mouth kisses from your jaw, down to your neck and between the valley of your breast. “No baby,” he answered as he gently sucked on your fat nipple inside his mouth. You gasped when you felt him bite the skin around your nipple. His sharp teeth sinking deep with the soft flesh of your breast. He gave your nipples one last suck before moving onto the next nipple while he twisted that nipple between his fingers. 
“Wh-what do you mean by… ugh fuck… no?” you stuttered as you tried not to focus on the pleasure he was giving you. 
“I’m going to fuck you like this,” he answered while pulling away from your nipples. “Or do you want me to cuff your hands to my bed instead. I want to go easy on you since this might be a little too much for you,” he said as a reference to hold things about you not being tied up before. “So choose your fate. I’m gonna fuck you hard anyways.”
You stared at him with your eyes blown out wide. How are you even going to respond to this? You looked away from him while continuing to play with your tits in his hand. “You said you were going easy on me and yet still you are going to fuck me hard. I don’t understand.”
He chuckled. “Fucking your pretty pussy hard is me going easy on you, baby.” What the living fuck? So he wasn’t fucking around when he said he might hurt you during sex them. “What do you choose, baby? My cock is getting tired of waiting.”
“I want you to fuck me like this,” you answered. He smiled and kissed your lips while he removed his hand from your breast. 
“Spread your legs a little wider for me,” he said while grabbing the rope that held your wrist together and held your hands above your head. He used his other hand to stroke his cock before pressing the tip at your entrance. 
Your eyes squeezed themselves shut when you felt the bulbous mushroom tip slowly parting your folds and pushing into you. “No baby, I want you to look at me,” he said and you did look at him. “I am going to fuck you and I want you to watched as your pussy stretch itself around my cock. 
“Fuck,” you scremed when he slid his cock into you slowly. You tipped your head back to release another loud moan from your trembling lips  as he pushed deeper inside your pussy, stretching your walls thin to fit around him. 
“I’m gonna fuck you so hard, you’ll turn into my little slut by the end out the night,” he whispered as he pulled out of you and slammed inside you. “I’m going to make this pussy mine.” He began to move his hips, setting a brutal pace which caused his balls to slap against your wet cunt. You could feel the tip of his cock touching your cervix with every harsh thrust of his slim hips. You cried when your cunt squeezed his cock and snuggled tightly around him. 
He was so deep and he was hitting your g-spot repeatedly. You were right early, he definitely knew how to make a woman cry on his dick, because now he has you wailing. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head yet again as your breathing increased. Your heart started to beat heavily against your chest. “Fuck, Gojo.”
“Satoru,” he whispered in your ear. His mouth began to nibble on your earlobe. “So fucking tight baby,” he whispered as he to ram his throbbing stiff cock inside your warm cunt. He groaned as he pulled his body away from yours to angle his hips to hit further into you.Your back arched forward when you felt his cock hitting the deepest parts of your pussy. 
You can feel him pushing you into the mattress while wrapping your throat with his free hand. Your forehead was wet, and tears were pouring from your eyes. You bite down on your already bloated lips. You were experiencing an incredible sense of well-being. Your hips rose from the bed to my forceful thrust, and your toes curled up  from the ecstasy you were experiencing. 
“How is my baby slut feeling?” He whispered as he gazed down at you with lust clouding his eyes. His white hair bounced against his forehead with every movement of his hips. Some hair even managed to stick to the side of his face from all the sweat that was trickling down his face. 
He fucking called me a baby slut, you thought. Simply hearing him insult you with such sweet yet cruel words caused your pussy to leak around his cock and drip down your bottom, staining the red sheets in the process. “So fucking… good,” you cried as your pussy clenched around his cock and suck him back in whenever he pulled out of your aching pussy. “So good.”
“Yeah, I know,” he whispered above you, thrusting harder, fucking you faster. His hand locked itself tightly around your neck. If you weren’t so lost within your mind you would be able to see the veins popping against his arms with how hard he was gripping your throat. 
It felt fantastic, almost like he was about to choke you. You wanted him to choke you even more because he was so good. You were frantically gasping for oxygen as white flashes started to obscure your eyesight. Your hands began to strain against the rope, but his grip was so terribly tight around your wrist that you could feel his nails piercing your skin.
“Ugh,” you screamed as your body lurched from the bed once more, but you were quickly brought back down with the grip that he had around your throat. “Too much,” you repeatedly cried as he thrust more forcefully and deeper than you thought possible.
Your heels dug themselves into the mattress and you tried to pull away from his brutal thrust. He chuckled at your silly attempt at running from him as he slowly pulled out of you. He then pressed against your cheek and whispered, “Why are you running?” before slamming his cock back into your pussy. A scream was ripped from your lungs, your body began to shake; thighs began to tremble beneath him and your pussy was spasming. 
You screamed, "Slow down, slow down," but he did not listen to you. The sound of his heavy balls slapping against your wet cunt filled the room. His masculine cologne's aroma and the odor of sex increased your level of arousal. 
“Mhm,” he groaned. His mouth coming down to meet yours with a rough kiss. His tongue easily slips past your lips and he was kissing you messily. Your body jerks with every deep, shallow and hard thrust. Your breasts were also bouncing and rubbing against his broad chest. Your mind was becoming numb; incoherent noise left your beautiful lip. 
This should not have been happening. You were being fucked dumb by a guy you’ve met inside a party only hours ago. "Fuck baby if you keep squeezing my cock like that I'll cum," he whispered against your lips. He grunted and snapped his his faster. He could feel his orgasm approaching, and your body couldn’t help but to tremble when his cock twitched inside of you. He wanted to cum. Your warm, juicy tight pussy was too much for him to handle. 
But he wasn’t ready to come as yet, not until he made you cum on his cock more times than you can count. And by the look that was on your face, he knew that you were about to cum. 
And you too because you could feel the familiar coils tighten in your tummy. “I wanna cum, fuck… I wanna cum.” He grunted, removing his hand from your neck and rubbing his finger across your aching clit to push you toward your climax. He continued to penetrate you through your climax as you yell, utterly losing sight as you release yourself in the joy of your orgasm. To prevent himself from arriving too soon, his hips somewhat slowed down.
Eventually he pulled out of your and quickly hopped off the bed. You felt him grabbed onto your wrist and he began to untie you. You were so caught up in your post orgasm, you didn’t even realise that he took down more of his toys until he told you to put some on. 
“Huh?” you said as you looked over at him to see him holding up a full body harness. “I thought we were…”
“Put this on baby I’m not done fucking you,” he said while licking his lips. 
“Satoru…” you whispered as you took the harness from him. 
“Go ahead,” he said and you watched as he slipped on a gold cock ring around his cock. “Fuck I didn’t think I’ll be using a cock ring for fuck sakes. But god damn your fucking pussy is fucking me up.” He watched you now as you thoughtless put the harness on and then you laid back down on the bed. “Your pussy is so fucking great.” 
“Satoru? What are you going to do?” you asked as you watched as he picked up a riding crop and walked over to you. 
He smiled, “You said you wanted to play with me and my toys. Now that the easy part is over, it’s time for me to really play with your pretty body. So do I have your consent?”
“Yes..”
… 
“Satoru,” you huffed and he groaned as he pressed into you some more. 
“I’m deep huh?” he breathed. “Do you wanna cum for me one last time tonight baby?” 
“Sa-Satoru,” you whined, gripping onto the sheets tightly. He pulled out finally  after fucking and pulling orgasm after orgasm right out of you, he was taking his cock ring off. These past few moments have been hell for you. 
A hell that you sort of like. Well, no you loved those moments. Gojo had been fucking your pussy rentlessly, even made an attempt to fuck your ass, but he said he’ll try for another day since your ass was too tight. And he didn’t have the time to stretch you out with his fingers. 
Your ass was even burning from all the time he spanked you with the riding crop and let us not forget about the harness that was digging into your flesh. 
“Hold on just a bit longer for me baby, it’ll be over now, you just gotta be patient and let me cum,” he said as he pushed all the way inside of you again and it made you gasp. 
He backed up only to push into you once more. He was deeper than you had ever experienced.  Notably, he slowed down, moving his hips in languid strokes that made you weak in the knees and encouraged him with the wet sounds from your pussy. He placed his palm on your back as you wailed, pushed you back down, and again inserted the arch in your back. He continued to move softly, easing you into it while seeing how your sex lured him inside of you. You were drenched, and just by looking at you, he wanted to offer you everything.
Your muffled whimpers got louder as you started to lean back into his thrusts once again. He heard you curse in reaction, so he tightened his hold and accelerated his speed. There was nothing you could do but bury your face in the pillows and groan as his pelvis repeatedly slammed against your ass.
“I’m close baby,” he said and gave you a hard thrust which made you gasp. He fucked you more roughly and quickly. The searing smack of skin against flesh grew louder as the bed trembled. You were scarcely able to breathe because it felt so amazing. As he reached the end of you, every sting of pain was instantly satisfied with mind-numbing pleasure. He violently whacked your behind with the riding crop, causing you to wail. Every time he hit that spot inside of you that made your body even hotter, he was forcing the breath out of you, causing you to gasp. Your waterline was pinched by tears, so you squeezed your eyes shut to block them out.
You really wanted to alert him that you were close, but all you could muster was a sigh as he started fiddling with your clit. The muscles in your thighs tense up. Gojo smiled as he observed your shaking.
“Such a good fucking girl. So fuucking good,” he praised. The praise made you shiver. Being a people-pleaser at heart, you began fucking him back while sliding your hips to meet him in the middle and squeezing him inside of you. You gritted your teeth in resistance to the bite and took pleasure in Gojo's wounded sound as his cock head impacted the end of you. 
“Come for me, Y/N,”he said. You experienced an overwhelming orgasm. A harsh, ragged sound that emanated from the very centre of your existence was your moaning. Gojo cursed as he felt your pussy clench violently. Although his rhythm was a mess and he was only attempting to get off, he made a deep, almost growling noise as he continued to fuck you. He grabbed hold of your hips and drew you back into him as he came. He drew you close to him, and you could feel his hands shaking . Your tummy was flush with the bed when he pushed you down, and it was so thrilling to hear him groan as he did it.
He quietly hissed at the sensation as he moved away from you. You also made a gentle humming noise. He observed your thighs' tiny twitch as he peered down at your body. The sickeningly soft feeling was back in his chest as well, which was far worse. He couldn't help but kiss the back of you. You extended your body for him, clearly savouring the affection.
You were beat, so fucking done. And all you wanted to do was sleep now. 
… 
“Open up,” Gojo said as he placed a bottle against your lips. “Drink, it’ll help to clear your throat up a bit.” 
With hazy eyes, you did as you were told. Slowly open up your lips to drink whatever it was in the bottle. He pulled the bottle away from your lips soon after and gave you another piece of chocolate to eat. 
“How are you feeling?” he asked. You tried to speak, you really did but it seemed as if you had forgotten your words. He must have noticed this because he chuckled when you nodded your head yes. “You scream so beautifully for me tonight. Was it too much for you?” he asked as he rubbed your thighs. 
You shook your head no. 
“God, give me a kiss,” he said and you did exactly so. “I’ll let you rest and then we can get you cleaned up.” You shook your head yes and he smiled. He continued to feed you chocolate and flavoured water to help give you a boost of energy. 
You needed it. 
“Did you have fun?” he asked as he started to massage your neck and then your wrist, that had bruises on them. But it was not from the rope it was actually from how hard he was holding your hands when he had you in a reverse cowgirl position. 
“Mhm,” you hummed and shook your head yes. 
“I’m glad,” he said and kissed your cheek. “You know we can have lots more fun like that together, but only if you want to. No, I want you to.” He heard you humming as if you were trying to say something. But he knew you couldn't, you had somehow forgotten all your words. “I know we just met, but honestly I like you. And I want more than just a normal friendship now. I wanna see you again. I want to make you my slut. But I want to make you my baby girl. Just think about it. I’ll wait until the morning and then we can talk about this.”
“Mhmm,” you hummed and nodded in agreement. 
For the rest of the night he gave you the best aftercare before taking you inside his room and wrapped you both up in the sheets to sleep naked. And if so be it, have sex when they wake up in the morning.
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