Watching My Daughter Climb Trees In The Oxygen Farm (Ravage's Poetry)
I am watching Viridian climbing a tree
In the oxygen farm.
Soon she will be too big
For the stems of these great terrestrial trees
(terrestrial trees in a space-bound terrarium
where the climate won’t get any better
but at least won’t get worse;
this is not sanctuary only for us and our own)
And I will still be glad she survived.
When I was the age she is now
There were stronger trees living on Cybertron
But I didn’t dare run in those forests
Or climb on those trees.
There were hunters out there
And they made a sport out of murdering people like us.
You can ask me again and again why she is alive
And I am alive
And billions of people whose worlds I once trod on are not.
I will not have an answer that satisfies you.
Not now, not once, not ever.
I will not have an answer that satisfies me.
I did not climb trees in a world that invented atrocities
Long before these trees we keep alive out here in space evolved.
In the hope of undoing atrocities
We invented a whole lot of new ones.
Do I deserve to live?
How can I answer that?
Life is not a prize for the deserving.
It appears wherever it will
Sometimes completely unwanted and scorned
And it only wants to survive.
I can say that I regret the deaths of others
And mean that I regret my part in them
The world has never been fair or just
And justice is something we usually find accidentally
Too often we’re angry and focused on punishing those who oppressed us
And somehow forget to restore the oppressed
Or to recognise the oppressed in the faces of people who evolved somewhere else.
I don’t regret my own survival
I can’t tell you I’m sorry I lived because someone else died.
I can only lie on my spark-mate’s chest as he frets about elephants
Even when nobody’s shooting them
The people who run their planet are killing it slowly.
They're not so different from us after all.
I can only sit here and watch my daughter climb trees
At an age when I couldn’t have dreamed of it
And be glad that I, and she, and the trees are alive.
--Ravage Stanixa
Sanctuary Station 2024
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no matter what the voices
they've inscribed into your processors say
no matter what it says on the signs
or the feeds
or the pages of the Great Cybertronian Taxonomy
there is no wrong way
to be alive
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Just a pair of friendly sorcerers out on a stroll~
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Taylor Swift is right when she says karma is a cat
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ig: @trinakeepstrying “you’ve always been more of a dog person” by trina das
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The cat is real. The cat is a ghost. The cat is a metaphor for your loss, your grief, your powerlessness. The cat exists, and yet it doesn't. The cat is there to remind you that nothing can change. The cat is the reason you'll take matters into your own hands. The cat is a bad omen. The cat is your revenge. The cat is a projection of your worst thoughts. The cat is proof you're capable of love. The cat is a distraction. The cat is your goal. The cat is alive. The cat is dead.
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Ravage (Transformers)
Additional Tags: Primax 1020.27 Iota, Non-narrative Transformers Works, Decepticon Culture (Transformers)
Series: Part 12 of All Hail Ravage
Summary: A meditation on the problem of the master's tools.
Author’s Note: This is one of Ravage’s poems. She wrote it sometime during Designs and Persuasions, but I never found the right place to put it. In case you haven’t guessed, it’s about Sanctuary, and Concordian revolutionary praxis. And also, parenting, a little bit.
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there are some things you have to be cat to be best at
cat things
purring
sleeping in weird positions
knocking offensive objects away
hunting petrorabbits
being cat is good when other people are not stupid about it
being cat is fun
climbing trees and hiding and pouncing
it is highly recommended
cat is a good state of being
and so is girl
i am cat and i am girl and i am Protector of Destron
these things make me happy
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I always wondered,
How writer's block can be real?
How can someone who used to write,
Just lose their inspiration?
Until the day I lost you forever.
After that I've passed a month and 12 days
feeling numb, devoid of any clue.
What's the point in feeling anything,
if I can't express it to you?
Do you still look at the place,
where I used to wait,
for you to come and spare a glance at me,
or you just simply walk away?
All those hopes I had for us
shattered when I saw you the last time
since goodbyes are supposed to be the hardest,
But what I cried over
and can't forget
was your smile when we parted.
You smiled and looked back at me
not because you were in love
but you knew I was.
And now, all I feel is pain,
with each passing day,
your memories are fading slowly
and all my emotions are just slipping away.
-a self-declared poet.
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You cannot convince me that diluc doesn't write poetry, or at least keeps a diary. He is so dramatic, have you heard how this man talks? He's a poet in private and it's a secret he'll (try to) keep to his grave.
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Cover art for Ficciones (Fictions), Jorge Luis Borges, c. 1940s-50s
To a cat
Mirrors are not more wrapt in silences
nor the arriving dawn more secretive;
you, in the moonlight, are that panther figure
which we can only spy at from a distance.
By the mysterious functioning of some
divine decree, we seek you out in vain;
remoter than the Ganges or the sunset,
yours is the solitude, yours is the secret.
Your back allows the tentative caress
my hand extends. And you have condescended
since that forever, now oblivion,
to take love from a flattering human hand.
You live in other time, lord of your realm —
a world as closed and separate as dream.
Jorge Luis Borges, trans Alastair Reid, 1977
A Un Gato
No son más silenciosos los espejos
ni más furtiva el alba aventurera;
eres, bajo la luna, esa pantera
que nos es dado divisar de lejos.
Por obra indescifrable de un decreto
divino, te buscamos vanamente;
más remoto que el Ganges y el poniente,
tuya es la soledad, tuyo el secreto.
Tu lomo condesciende a la morosa
caricia de mi mano. Has admitido,
desde esa eternidad que ya es olvido,
el amor de la mano recelosa.
En otro tiempo estás. Eres el dueño
de un ámbito cerrado como un sueño.
Jorge Luis Borges
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Song-Resembling Thing
maybe I'm misinterpreting things again
oh maybe I am
maybe I'm tryna make something outa nothing
oh maybe I am
yeah maybe I am
i think there might be something wrong
inside
I think there might be something wrong
with my mind
something mighta done it
something mighta pushed me over the edge
but I don't know what real or what's fake
all I know's this could be another big mistake
yeah okay
maybe I'm just another love drunk fool
oh maybe I am
maybe I've deluded myself, am I lovable?
oh maybe I am
yeah maybe I am
i think there might be something wrong
inside
i think there might be something wrong
with my mind
something mighta done it
something mighta pushed me over the edge
but I don't know whats real or whats fake
all I know is that this could be another big mistake
your dark red hair, your brown eyes
somehow they remind me of
her blonde hair, her blue eyes
somehow they remind me of
her black hair, her dark eyes
somehow they remind me of
her dark hair, her dark eyes
yeah somehow they remind me of
somehow they remind me of you
i think there might be something wrong
inside
i think there might be something wrong
with my mind
something mighta done it
something mighta pushed me over the edge
but I dont know whats real or whats fake
all I know is that this could be another big mistake
maybe
just maybe
it's not me it's you
maybe
just maybe
I can't help but love you
maybe
just maybe
it's not me it's you
maybe
just maybe
I just can't lose you
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