#heather is him and remus again

[nyxcharliechaos]

My Hazbin fankids! I also have an ask blog for them! @hazbinkiddos ,some info on them all

-Janus and Brandy are the oldest being about 16-17, Crosley is 15, Remus and Jubilee are about 12-13, Honeycrisp is 5, and C4 is 3

-Janus is genderfluid and goes by any pronouns, Brandy is trans MtF, Jubilee is bigender and uses he/she, Remus is trans FtM, Crosley is a Demiboy he/they, Honeycrisp is intersex and Lucifer convinced Adam to let them choose when their older and uses gender-neutral pronouns till time, and C4 is a boy

-Janus is kinda really sad a lot of the time, usually has to make sure everyone else doesn't die, and their best friend is Brandy, and their not very close with their moms

-Brandy is the most chill of the group, she's generally laid back and gives good advice like her dad, she considers Janus her best friend and tries to help them be happy, the two are closest, she's also very close with both her dads, Angel taught her how to do make up

-Jubilee is the second most chaotic, she's most likely to steal a car, and despite that he's actually close to all his moms, she tries to help her older sibling but isn't sure how, he's closest to Remus

-Remus is the most chaotic and most likely to commit a crime in general, his favourite musical is Heathers, and probably thought about blowing up a school multiple times, he wears tap shoes to be louder, and he is closest with Jubilee, out of his dads he's closest with Adam

-Crosley is kind of a loner that acts like he hates everyone, especially his older sister (but Charlie knows he doesn't mean it), despite being a grump that acts like he hates everyone he actually sincerely cares about his family and would (and probably has) kill(ed) for them, only they can bully their family

-Honeycrisp has eaten a battery, is very attached to all their dads bio and Al, would eat a battery again, and their best friend is C4, their nickname is Honey

-C4 was named that because Cherri and Pen had no fucking clue what to name this child, he's more attached to his dad and can often be found hugging his dad or his best friend Honeycrisp, has yet to eat a battery but probably would if offered

and some fun explanations for the names behind the scenes, Janus and Remus were named after the Sander Sides characters as I have a goal to name a character after all of the sides, Honeycrisp was named that because I wanted to named them after an apple and I thought that one was funny, Brandy's name is alcohol related, Crosley is named after an old radio brand, and C4 I thought was funny and I also had no clue what to name him

[royall-ass]

hi sanders sides animators i have a list of ideas but i cannot animate at all so here they are

feel free to reblog this to get more artists to see it!!!

Logan never shut up again heathers au?? where virgil is veronica, patton is heather m, and roman is heather c. it’ll probably cut off when kurt and ram come in cuz idk who theyd be

okay hear me out with this one… dont let me go animatic with remus as donkey and janus as shrek. after the twins split, remus is to scary so they kick him out and he has to go find somewhere else to say. So, he finds Janus and begs him to let him stay despite how strange he is

the dont let me go idea could also be patton desperately trying to befriend janus after everything thats happened

i love play rehearsal animatic (human au) where roman is ranting to a side about how much he loves theater?? this would preferably be virgil janus or logan but its up to the artist

stupid with love animatic where its logan pining for roman (another human au) (i think this has been done but idk)

killer instinct animatic where roman is talking about what hes done to get to the point hes at and how hes ‘proud’ of where he is idk how you might interpret it its up to the artist again

OKAY OKAY. this one is another hear me out…. i know it’s today animatic but its virgil growing up talking about how he hates being with the dark sides?? idk something like that

Roman hard to be the bard animatic idk what youd do but i love the idea of him complaining about how much work he does and how hes slowly breaking down

mister cellophane but its logan. i dont think i need to explain this any further

the i love you song and the au is that virgil is patton and janus’ kid?? maybe patton and logan??

patton good morning baltimore thats it thats all i’ll say

Virgil and roman singing what is this feeling from wicked

another wicked idea, roman singing popular to virgil or logan

logan singing god i hate shakespeare about roman with patton as nigel and the ensemble

roman singing i can hear the bells about any side (except remus) (human au probs but up to artist)

Remus singing positive to Janus as he tries getting virgil back to the dark sides?? he sings about how janus is better than the light sides (particularly roman, considering hes the one growing closer with virgil)

logan or roman singing my grand plan

The pitiful children but its Janus trying to manipulate one of the sides. probably patton or roman

What’s up Duloc animatic where roman is farquaad and its him just goofing off in the imagination idk i think itd be cute cuz theyre both silly

thank you for reading this list :3 if ur an animator i would LOVE to see these ideas (please im begging you)

[thedvilsinthedetails]

What each marauder’s fav musical would be (in my opinion):

James - beetlejuice (chaotic af, funny and happy ending…)

Regulus - Jekyll and Hyde (thought provoking, sad ending also he’d find ‘bitch bitch bitch’ funny bc that’s lowkey exactly what the ppl at functions he has to attend are like. Also he loves ‘bring on the men’ and I won’t accept questions and if ur confused about the name, it’s exactly what it sounds like.)

Remus - Hamilton (he just…would love it.)

Sirius - Six (no question. And he would sing ‘Don’t lose ur head’ at the drop of a hat. He defo learnt the dance to ex-wives and six finale)

Peter - Dear Evan Hansen (he just gives me those vibes like he genuinely would love it and I love that 4 him)

Barty - Heathers (pretty sure this was in like one of my first posts too but he would LOVE heathers.)

Evan - Moulin Rouge! (OMG this one was actually hard icl I couldn’t think of one for ages but I actually think this is perfect for Evan. He definitely prefers like plainer style of stuff and shit and pretends not to like musicals but he goes excited like a puppy dog with proper heart eyes if you show him the absolutely over decorated stage they perform moulin rouge on. And you best believe he knows all the lyrics of ‘Firework’ by Katy Perry but no no my friend it’s not because he listens to her, in fact he’d probably be confused about the annoying pop song arrangement of ‘the song from moulin rouge’ also he loves the song mashup bit in ‘backstage romance’ that they dance to (if you don’t know what I mean then play this song but skip to 2:30 bc the start of the song won’t make sense without the entire plot detailed to you) because I say so because everyone does because it’s impossible not to.)

Mary - Anastasia (look I will not be accepting slander of this musical and neither would Mary. It is a masterpiece.)

Lily - Jesus Christ Superstar (fucking love this musical and only the best for Lily Evans. She would love it because I said so.)

Pandora - Hadestown (thought provoking, gorgeous music, based off a Greek myth. Just yes. Also I can picture her humming Orpheus’ tune but especially the extended bit in ‘wait for me’ )

Marlene - Les Misérables (ok so I know this might seem like an odd option for her but hear me out hear me out…Marlene attempting to perform all the parts in ‘one day more’ and blasting ‘Do you hear the people sing?’ from her phone as an attempt to scare people.)

Dorcas - Phantom of the Opera (the absolute dramatic theme is definitely her jam and she absolutely knows how to play it on every instrument. Like she doesn’t necessarily know how to play an instrument but you can bet she at least knows the phantom’s theme on it.)

my theatre kid side is rlly coming thru in this oops

also if anyone wants to know the specific albums (bc a lot of them have more than one recording) of the musical that I prefer and am thinking of as I write this then check below ‘keep reading’

beetlejuice/hamilton/anastasia all only have one - the original bway cast

Jekyll and Hyde - ‘Jekyll and Hyde: The Gothic Musical Thriller’ (the 1995 one with Anthony Warlow as J/H)

Six - ‘Six: the musical (studio cast recording)’ sorry to the Broadway cast lovers, I prefer the og Brit one bc it feels weird to hear them with American accents to me

Dear Evan Hansen - the original Broadway cast recording, not the movie one

Heathers - Original West end cast. Again sorry to all the ppl that prefer the off broadway one, west end heathers ver till I die, it’s just better like ‘never shut up again’? I say no? I’m sorry it’s just better, no matter how much u say ‘blue’ is better than ‘your welcome’

Moulin Rouge - original Broadway cast, as much as I love Nicole Kidman I just prefer the bway cast recording to the movie recs

Jesus Christ Superstar - ‘Jesus Christ Superstar (Remastered 2005)’ the one with the 1996 London cast, it’s just my favourite album of it because of the song arrangement

Hadestown - original Broadway cast recording (I feel like ppl don’t rlly listen to the concept album anymore bc it’s just so wildly different from how the actual show music ended up sounding, I do actually quite like it but the musical ver is better in my opinion)

Les Mis - holy shit there’s a lot of albums for this one, tbh I’m not thinking of a specific one but maybe the 2010 London recording - the live one(?) I just quite like it but tbh I listen to a diff album each time I swear 😭

Phantom of the Opera - the original 1986 London cast one bc I just prefer it to the movie

[restinslices]

My Fandom Ocs

I was scrolling on tumblr and ended up seeing @mattmurdocksthighs (fantastic name btw) do this post showing off their ocs and I was like “I wanna do that” so here we are. No one asked for this but LISTEN- I don’t ONLY think about Mortal Kombat. And I’ll probably write about them at some point and get like, 2 cute lil like. I’ll keep updating this because my brain is always coughing up this shit. Their stories also got a lot of shit going on so I’m giving the very basic stuff so this shit ain’t too long. (Rereading this and the shit ended up long anyway). Last updated: 8/22/24

Jamie Kalivoda

Universe: Fear Street

Related to: Simon Kalivoda - Younger Brother

Sexuality: Unlabeled 

Love Interest: Ryan Torres (rip)

Faceclaim: Linda Cardellini

Summary: Jamie is Simon’s older sister and was dating Ryan Torres before the mall massacre. The leaves her deep in grief because Heather was also one of her best friends. She knows she should accept what’s happened, but she can’t help feeling that something is off since Ryan never seemed like he’d just “go crazy”. She is roped in with the main characters and tries to break the curse.

Cassiopia Lupin

Universe: Harry Potter

Related to: Remus Lupin - Dad. Polaris Lupin -  Fraternal Twin (it’s possible for twins to look this different. Look it up). Non canon mother

House: Hufflepuff 

Sexuality: Biromantic but Asexual

Love Interest: Harry or Neville 

Faceclaim: Adelaide Kane

Summary: She is the fraternal twin of Polaris and is sorted into Hufflepuff. Unlike her dad and sister, she’s actually not a werewolf (until some shit happens). Although she is the more protective and somewhat agitated twin, it comes from a place of never wanting her family to be hurt again. Her family sides with the golden trio and fight against the death eaters.

Polaris Lupin

Universe: Harry Potter

Related to: Remus Lupin - Dad. And before y’all ask, her mom is black but she’s not a cannon character so I’m not putting her here

House: Ravenclaw

Sexuality: Lesbian

Love interest: Bounces between Luna and Pansy cause she loves a lil bit of toxicity. She get it from Remus fr

Faceclaim: Chandler Kinney

Summary: In my version, Remus is gay. I know fans debate whether he’s bi or gay, in this version he’s gay. He’s in denial and ends up hooking up with a female witch, and while that confirmed that he had to face the hard reality of another thing about him being different, her ass must’ve been listening to Usher cause she said she was three months pregnant and she was keeping it (some of y’all enjoyed that more than others and I’m ok with this). At first he wanted nothing to do with this kid but came around to the idea, which was real convenient cause her mom got killed by her own family. Guess we locked in for life now. She has his werewolf gene and is trying her hardest to succeed in school to hopefully make their life better.

Vaelora Velaryon

Universe: House Of The Dragon

Related to: Rhaenyra Targaryen - Mom. Harwin Strong - Dad. Jacaerys, Lucerys, Joffrey, ect. - Siblings

House: Targaryen 

Team: Black

Sexuality: Pansexual

Love interest: Jacaerys and Baela 

Faceclaim: Connie Jenkins-Greig

Summary: Honestly I don’t feel like typing all of it, but you can read her story on Wattpad!

Aeavia Min

Universe: PJO

Cabin: 13 - Hades

Fatal Flaw: Holding grudges 

Sexuality: Bisexual

Love Interest: I ain’t think that far

Faceclaim: Park Gyu-young

Summary: Still a wip but essentially she is the twin sister of Mina Min. They are the secret forbidden children of Hades and know about it. They act as support for their fellow forbidden child Percy. Aeavia is named after the underworld judge Aeacus, which shows in her personality as she is less strict that her twin and believes that someone’s intentions matter the most and offers leeway when committing certain actions. She is also loyal to her family and fights alongside the Olympians.

Medora Montgomery

Universe: PJO

Cabin: 10 - Aphrodite 

Fatal Flaw: Recklessness 

Sexuality: Demisexual

Love interest: I ain’t think that far

Faceclaim: Cascina Caradonna

Summary: She’s still a wip but as of right now her story is that she is from a wealthy family and her father despises Aphrodite for what she’s done. Growing up her father talked horribly about Aphrodite and made it seem like she is nothing more than a “whore goddess” with no real significance. She also has experienced being over sexualized like many other girls and it always being her fault has been drilled into her head. When she is sent to camp and claimed by Aphrodite, she hates it. She doesn’t hate her cabin mates but she, like others, mistakenly believe that Aphrodite only represents sex and she blames her for all the sexualization she’s faced. She is desperate to prove that she can be more and throws herself into situations that are way too big for only her to handle. She has to figure out what Aphrodite means to her, how to love herself as she is, how to get her inner light back and has to learn how to recognize that she is a victim and that creeps exist. It is not her job to make sure they keep their comments and hands to themselves. 

Mina Min

Universe: PJO

Cabin: 13 - Hades

Fatal Flaw: Holding grudges

Sexuality: Lesbian

Love Interest: I ain’t think that far

Faceclaim: Park Gyu-young

Summary: Still a wip but essentially she is the twin sister of Aeavia Min. They are the secret forbidden children of Hades and know about it. They act as support for their fellow forbidden child Percy. Mina is named after the underworld judge Minos, which shows in her personality as she has a strict personality and believes in severe punishment for those who do wrong, regardless of their intentions. She is fiercely loyal to her family and fights alongside the Olympians (though she’s considered switching sides).

Kajsa Helvar

Universe: Six Of Crows

Related to: Matthias Helvar - Older Brother.

Sexuality: Lesbian

Love Interest: -

Faceclaim: Ivanna Sakhno

Summary: Kajsa is Matthias’s younger sister who is believed to be dead. She survived the village fire and was taken by Fjerdan officials to become an assassin (they got a bootleg Black Widow program. Shhhhh) for them since Druskelle take too long and are easily noticeable. After she finds out he’s alive, she leaves Fjerda and tracks him down but when she realizes his girlfriend is Grisha, she believes he’s being poisoned and wants to kill Nina. When Matthias refuses to let that happen, she thinks it’s too late and the only way to save his soul is to kill him. Will she succeed? Will they make up and undo her brainwashing? Who knows? Not me.

[fruitcoops]

Hi! I don’t know if you’re still doing requests but my anxiety has been super bad recently and was wondering if you could write something about either coops or the cubs I don’t mind where one of them is having a bad anxiety day? Like constantly being distracted and overthinking, picking their nails or biting their lips and just struggling and their s/o helps them out? Thank you :) xx

Fic O'Ween Day 1: Superstition! Character credit goes to @lumosinlove <3

TW for anxiety attack, mentioned medication

“It’s okay.”

It’s not okay.

“Baby, it’s okay.”

I’m not—

“Just hold onto me. You can do this.”

Sirius gasped for breath, his chest aching and vision sputtering. His neck burned with an itch he needed to scratch, but one hand was still locked tight around cold fingers and the other was paralyzed next to him. The itch spread to his collarbones, his ears, his chest, his knuckles hurt from the tension he was going to break, shatter right into a million pieces if he couldn’t get one more fucking breath.

“One more deep breath.” Some strangled noise tried and failed to escape him. The gentle hold at the nape of his neck pulsed. “For me, baby. Try one more for me.”

That wasn’t fair—it wasn’t fair to ask that of him, Remus you know better— “Non,” Sirius choked out around his leaden tongue. The shivering wouldn’t stop, his body frozen as the air from the open window cooled the sweat drenching him. Blackness crept in.

“One more.” Remus shifted, pressing their foreheads together harder. “I know it’s hard, but you’ve gotta try one more.”

Left skate, right skate, tap-tap-tap-check, tap-nametag-stall, water, jersey, walk, bumps, out.

Left skate, right skate, taptaptapcheck, tapnametagstall, water, jersey, walk, bumps, out.

Leftskaterightskatetaptaptapchecktapnametagstall, water, jersey, walk, bumps, out.

His stomach flipped and he clenched his eyes shut, his jaw, his fists, anything to stop the jerk of his body. Remus made a soothing noise; there was a hand between his shoulder blades. Do not throw up. Do not throw up. A forced inhale through his nose would have to be enough.

Fucking pharmacy, closing early. Fucking doctors, inputting the wrong pill count. Leo fucking Knut, putting everything off schedule because he needed an extra run that damn bad.

Sirius’ own horrible, useless brain, unable to function without a perfect routine. Heather had promised he was getting better. She promised.

“I’m so proud of you.”

Remus Lupin, lying to his face because nobody in the world could be proud of a shaking wreck.

“Non.” His voice broke. He didn’t loosen his grip on Remus’ threadbare sleeves.

Remus’ thumb pressed into the divot at the base of his skull and another tremor rocked through him. “I am,” he said into the space between them. “I’m so proud of you, baby. You’re doing great. You’re almost done.”

A sob became a wheeze halfway out of his throbbing lungs and Sirius clung to him, moving to push his face into the folds of his hoodie. There was one hand clasped between them. The other pressed tight to Sirius’ neck, firm and reassuring. There were no guesses with Remus. No surprises to fear.

Left skate, right skate, three taps check, tap nametag stall, water, jersey, walk, bumps, knock, out.

All of this, the trembling and the crying and the nausea, for a knock on the doorframe. A single superstition in the sea of nonsense his hockey brain convinced him was necessary.

His ears rang as the world shuddered into focus again, blurry even as he blinked. There was the floor. The rug they had picked out together. Remus’ knee, red from kneeling and knobbly. His own skewed legs, denim-clad and stretching out to his ankles, then his socks, those stupid pufferfish-covered things from last year’s Christmas party.

Sirius exhaled.

“Great job,” Remus breathed. “That was so good, baby.”

Inhale. His torso hurt like he had a stitch in it.

Exhale.

“Hey, there you go,” came the half-laugh, dripping with relief as Sirius stared at one of the colorful fish by his heel. Six spines. Two fins. One eye. Remus rubbed between his shoulders and gave the back of his neck another squeeze.

He gulped down another breath. His knuckles were rusted over, a lost cause, but he could wiggle his toes again. Progress.

Sirius made a disgruntled noise when he tried to move and pain shot up one hip. “Am I holding you too tight?” Remus asked. He shook his head. “Do you want me to move?”

Oh, no, Sirius wasn’t sure he would remain a solid person if Remus budged an inch. He pushed his face deeper into the bend of his neck in a silent request and felt Remus relax, his fingertips sliding along the curve of Sirius’ spine.

Remus inhaled like he was about to speak, then let it out long and slow. Sirius didn’t know what he was going to ask. He wasn’t sure he wanted to. There was too much rawness that he wished could stay in the dark.

“How long has it been?”

Sirius’ shoulders slumped. “Deux jours.”

“Oh, Pads.” It sounded like his heart was breaking.

“I can get them tomorrow. A refill. I called.” His thoughts felt too fragmented in his head, but hopefully Remus would be able to put it together. Sirius had been so grateful that the phone call hadn’t sent him spiraling before practice. It felt like forever since he hung up with clammy hands. “They—they didn’t give me the right number. The one on la bouteille.”

“Really?” There was an edge to Remus’ voice and Sirius’ stomach sank; he pulled him in closer by the fistfuls of hoodie he couldn’t bear to release, nuzzling into the worn edge where it smelled most like Remus, soapy and minty and something sharp like arnica.

“I should have checked,” he croaked, clearing his throat. “Desolé.”

“What? Oh, no, I’m—" Remus gathered him closer, one knee sliding out of Sirius’ view to bracket him. “I’m not mad at you. God, no. I’m mad that your doctors can’t fucking count.”

“I should have checked.” It all wound up being Sirius’ fault, at the end of the day.

Remus slowly rested his weight on his heels; Sirius mourned the loss until lips brushed his stubbled cheek. “It’s not your job to check,” Remus said. He tucked a strand of Sirius’ hair behind his ear and cupped one side of his face, drawing him gently from his hiding place. From the little Sirius could see in his peripheral vision, Remus’ expression was nothing but kind. “They need to make sure you have the right medication. That’s what they get paid to do. This is not your fault.”

Sirius swallowed hard. He pulled his aching legs to his chest and rested his chin on top, then let himself ease into Remus’ chest. Instantly, Remus’ arms came up around him. “I…” He closed his eyes and sighed. “I feel awful.”

“Cuddle?”

“Ouais.” He slid a hand under Remus’ shirt, just for some contact. “And a shower?”

The answering kiss to his temple almost made him smile. “I’ll wash your hair.”

[dustylogicalityrat]

intro!

you can call me Logan or Layla! (yes, i stole Logan Sanders' name, let's move on!)

she/him pronouns! (no preference! just either of these!)

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

DNI if you support:

genocide (fuck israel)

queerphobia (this includes aspecs, trans individuals, intersex individuals, and every other identity)

racism

ableism

sexism

anti-abortion

pedophilia

incest

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fun facts:

! i have autism and ADHD

! i'm white-hispanic

! i use tone tags

! Logicality is my favorite ship

! blue is my favorite color

! i'm still questioning my gender, lol (possibly bigender?)

! my favorite fruit are mango(e?)s

! i have way too many favorite songs

! my favorite Sanders Sides characters in order: Thomas, Patton, Logan, Roman, Virgil, Remus, Janus (i love them all so so much)

! my favorite Roleslaying with Roman characters: Roman, Youngblood, Noise, Henderson, Britney (chapter III), Lilypadton, Aunt Patty

! my favorite musical theatre characters include: Michael Mell (Be More Chill), Seymour (Little Shop of Horrors), Ram Sweeney (Heathers), Martha Dunnstock (Heathers), Beetlejuice & Miss Argentina (Beetlejuice), Jared (Dear Evan Hansen), Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)

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things you can expect from me + possible triggers:

reblogging Palestine news (FREE PALESTINE.)

Logicality (but also plenty of other Sanders Sides ships!)

all lower-case or all-caps

possible fics? (if so, i only write Sanders Sides fics)

occasional drawings!

discussion of my experience as an aroace and genderqueer individual

discussion of my experience as an autistic and ADHD individual

learning to un-mask my autism and ADHD

possible vents? (i don't really post those kinds of things, but if i do, i promise to tag them properly.)

discussion of special interests and hyperfixations which include but are not limited to:

SO MANY reblogs... (sorting system in the search bar for this blog!)

+Thomas Sanders (honestly, he's basically the only thing i post about)

+Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

+Good Omens

+musicals

just a few examples:

>Be More Chill

>Heathers

>Beetlejuice

>Hamilton

(open to suggestions!!)

+Sonic the Hedgehog

+Will Wood

+so many cartoons (again, very open to suggestions!)

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i've also realized i really like talking about myself. oh boy.

[wolfstarhaven]

NATURE THEMED RECS🌿

Summer’s here, but I’m poor and stuck in the city. So, I wanna rec some fics that make me feel….nature-y. You know what I mean, now let’s go!

Beneath a Big Blue Sky, by eyra (69k)

Sirius and James accidentally find themselves on a Yorkshire farm during lambing season. The farmer’s son thinks that’s a bit annoying, actually.

Eyra needs to be put first on this list, cause they’re most definitely the king of the nature-vibe. Always beautiful descriptions of nature, always. Go read everything they’ve written! You will fall in love with Yorkshire, trust me.

the private kind of purple, by greenscape (6k)

Post-grad summer. They are reaching for things they cannot name.

Or, it's four days out of Hogwarts and Sirius and Remus go wild camping in Scotland.

Beautifully written and slightly angsty—a perfect read for a rainy summer’s day!

How Fragile We Are, Between the Few Good Moments, by emergencymanagement (24k)

By the time it’s dark, there’s a fire crackling before them. The tent is set up. There are two chairs propped up by the fire. They have cooked and eaten dinner, and they are sitting in silence. It reminds Sirius of the dinners at home after he got sorted into Gryffindor, or after his mother found the letters from his friends, or lately, whenever he dares to show his face around the house at all. What lives in that space isn’t actually silence. Silence is absence. This thing that hangs between him and his mother, now between him and Remus, is the presence of something suffocating and cutting. It doesn’t serve as a placeholder for noise, it serves as a punishment. It cleaves him to the bone, flays him until he wants to cry. The soft, knotting feeling in his chest he feels when he wants to let tears out but can’t is rising in him. Sirius doesn’t know how to kill it except to hiss, “Well if you’re mad at me just fucking say so.”

Oh I love this so much!! It’s post-The Prank, and it’s done beautifully. It’s angsty, Remus is angry and the first war is coming ever closer. Also, it’s wonderfully written, making the Welsh nature feel almost dreamlike. It’s beautiful!

Highland Fling [+podfic], by picascribit (38k)

2004: The summer before college, Sirius goes backpacking through Scotland in order to escape his family's expectations. In a small village in the Highlands, an unexpected flirtation turns his whole world upside down. Alternately, the story of how Scotland loves Remus and wants him to be happy.

I read this a loooong time ago, but I still remember how this fic made me wanna visit the Scottish highlands. I also remember that this was a bit too smutty for me back then….perhaps it’s time for a reread.

Harmonicas, Hinky-punks, and Heather, by mblematic (24k)

Sirius and Remus get stranded in Scotland on Order business, and decide to walk to Hogwarts. Featuring the Brontës, a harmonica, a shrinking tent, and some self-discovery.

Once again: camping in Scotland, but this time with absolutely no angst! This fic is sweet and funny through and through!

Out There, by halictus (21k)

Sirius has to go backpacking to fulfill a college graduation requirement. He is comfortable in his own skin, he has friends, he has passions. But he's still learning how to fit himself into loosely-defined spaces. Remus is a graduate student leading the trip. He loves nature, and backpacking, and being outside, and smiling, and having lots of energy. They both have some learning to do—not necessarily tactfully.

Here you have some hiking, but on the other side of the Atlantic! Camping, skinny dipping and thunderstorms—and some strangers to lovers!

The Predatory Wasp, by munacy (23k)

Remus continues, “Alright then...of the survivors...I would marry Wormy.” Peter lets out an elated squeal. “I know for a fact that he can cook really well, he’s quite easygoing, and he’d make a wonderful little spoon for cuddling,” Remus winks cheekily at him. “Recipe for domestic bliss.”

“Aw, Moony, you’re lovely, aren’t you?” says Peter as Sirius mimes throwing up. Remus smiles, then blurts: “And lastly, well, I really want to shag Sirius, for obvious reasons.”

Everyone freezes.

What, Remus thinks faintly, in the ever-loving fuck?

This is so funny, and the nature-vibe immaculate! Features: camping, gay panic, James being lovely, and quite a lot of Walt Whitman poetry.

Go East [+Podfic], by xinasvoice (84k)

Remus has been running for a long time. Eventually, he runs into a strange castle built by a wizard and his young apprentice. The longer he stays, the more secrets he uncovers...and the less he wants to leave.

This is a novel-length adventure story that loosely follows the plot of Howl's Moving Castle. It does not require knowledge of the HMC book or movie to enjoy it.

This features nature of the more magical kind, but oh my does it do it well. The magical world building in this is INCREDIBLE! And the plot??? Amazing! Even if you’ve seen Howl’s Moving Castle, you’ll be surprised. The story is just amazing. Also, if you haven’t already, you really should listen to the Podfic—it’s really really good quality!

Do you have any nature-y fics that I’ve missed? Please rec them to me!!

xx Elliot

[poppletonink]

The Marauders Era as songs by Conan Gray

Heather is ATYD Remus to Sirius (while he was with Mary) and about how much he hates himself for liking Sirius, who at the time he was convinced was straight.

Family Line is about the Black Family - specifically from Sirius or Regulus' perspective. There are so many lines that leave this impression upon me, however the main part of the song that draws me to this conclusion is the bridge: "All that I did to try to undo it, all of my pain and all your excuses. I was a kid, but I wasn't clueless. (Someone who loves you wouldn't do this) All of my past, I tried to erase it. But now I see, would I even change it? Might share a face and share a last name but (We are not the same, same)".

Fight or Flight is either an ATYD wolfstar song or a jegulus song ("I'd rather die than have to cry in front of you" feels like something Remus would say to Sirius, and "I'd rather lie than tell you I'm love with you" is Regulus to James).

Comfort Crowd is a Remus Lupin song; specifically about how he bottles up his emotions until he reaches breaking point, and how being around his friends (i.e. Lily and the Marauders) gives him comfort because for a while he forgets about the things that make him different to everyone else - such as being a werewolf.

The Story feels like a canonically accurate telling of the Marauders Era (not that anyone in this fandom takes any notice of staying with canonical boundaries). It tells the story of jily and wolfstar from a canonical standpoint, and it is quite frankly heartbreaking.

Wish You Were Sober is ATYD wolfstar once again (specifically during 'Fifth Year: Sweet Sixteen' or 'Fourth Year: March'). 'Fourth Year: March' because whilst drunk tells Remus "But you, like… are , magic, y’know?" This instance is reminiscent of the line, "Real sweet, but I wish you were sober". 'Fifth Year: Sweet Sixteen' because they had their first kiss at Remus' birthday party, after both of them had had a few drinks; this scene is wholeheartedly summed up by this song.

Memories and Astronomy are both about jegulus. Memories is purely a jegulus song for the second pre-chorus: "So, there's no good reason in make believin' that we could ever exist again. I can't be your friend, can't be your lover. Can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love, with somebody other than me." This part of the song is most definitely Regulus to James - having doubts about their relationship and feeling afraid that he is holding James back from being with Lily. Astronomy is most definitely a jegulus song for numerous reasons, two being that Regulus is named after stars and many of the lyrics describe them and their relationship (i.e. "As much as it seems like you own my heart, it's astronomy, we're two worlds apart").

Crush Culture is ATYD Remus during the Great Snogging Race. Remus didn't know that he was gay at the time and therefore could not place why he wasn't interested in kissing girls like Sirius and James were. This is encapsulated by a few lines from the song - "I don't want your sympathy, all this love is suffocating, just let me be sad and lonely" and "Crush culture makes me wanna spill my guts out".

[cofe-doodles]

As I mentioned in my previous post, I will be explaining - in detail - the different au's I have of the sides. During the time I was active in the fandom, I made a lot of au's; some I remember, whilst others I don't. I will try to remember discarded au's as well just so that I can give you all content (and maybe drawings, but most of my content - as for now, since I am busy in school - will be in writing). So, without further ado, the first au we will be discussing is the:

Heather's AU!

Character Information:

Virgil Sawyer

Once popular turned outcast; Sawyer lives his high school life low-key. After graduation and upon entering the dreaded life of a high schooler, Sawyer finds himself in a mess; torn between his best friend and a chance at happiness again.

He wouldn't say that he didn't miss popularity because, in truth, he did. He missed having friends who would have his back and he missed the feeling of freedom; wherein everyone doesn't care what he does because he was one of the 'popular kids'.

So, between his life, the life of his best friend, and the lives of the innocent, Sawyer faces the most difficult choice of his life yet. Become a popular again or risk losing his sanity; he hesitates just once before making a choice.

Roman Sanders-Chandler

Rich, famous, and undeniably gorgeous, Chandler has the whole school wrapped around his pretty finger. Having been born in a rich family, problems for him were as easy as typing out his credit card info. The easy life was what he always had wanted, but the climax of his story was just nearing.

Fixated over the 'new' kid, Chandler finds himself drawn to a classmate. He swears he has seen him before, but can't really remember where and when.

There's nothing that stops him from reaching out, maybe even offering something he never offers to anybody. What can he say? The Sawyer kid caught his eye.

Logan Duke-Sanders

Obedient, intelligent, and often ignored by the king bee. Duke had always been the black sheep but that didn't stop him from achieving higher than any of his peers. He metaphorically crawled his way to the top; to where he is now, so why in the loving freak of nature is Sawyer doing in their table?

Confused and utterly mortified, Duke tries to understand why the self proclaimed king bee invited an outcast into their circle. Unwanted thoughts of what if's metaphorically knocked his noggin, a sense of rejection hitting him.

Was he being replaced by a former somebody?

Patton McNamara-Sanders

Ever smiling and ever laughing McNamara; the sweet lamb of the wolf pack. People often see him as the 'friendliest' Sanders which he takes advantage of. What can McNamara say? It was just that easy to fool people these days. Manipulative and charming; a dangerous combination.

So it's not a surprise as to why Sawyer opened up to him first. With the given information from the former outcast, McNamara can either break or make Sawyer; but don't tell Chandler that.

McNamara keeps secrets, like everyone in high school, but he feels like he can trust Sawyer.

Janus De Felice

With physical scars that reminded him of his past, De Felice moves out of his father's house and into a new city, meeting new people; meeting a potential boyfriend. The mystery of his past seemed to have Sawyer on a leash, and maybe De Felice doesn't really mind that.

Remus Sanders-Ancar

Moving from school to school due to his 'bad' behavior, Ancar finds himself in the same school where his wannabe cousin was. He decided to get himself suspended but reconsidered when meeting a winsome boy with the cutest eyes.

Relationships:

Virgil - Roman, Logan, & Patton

Virgil has mixed feelings about the three considering that he always viewed them as up-tight and mean people.

Roman - Virgil

Roman is interested in Virgil; not in a romantic sense but something close to that. Though, he flirts with Virgil a lot of times.

Logan - Virgil

Logan doesn't really like Virgil but flirts with him due to Roman.

Patton - Virgil

Patton feels indifferent of Virgil.

Virgil - Janus & Remus

Virgil likes them both, but it's not necessarily romantic. He just feels comfortable with the two since they don't really care about status or reputation.

Janus - Virgil

Janus has romantic feelings for Virgil considering the fact that Virgil is really easy going compared to other people. It's mostly because it's convenient.

Remus - Virgil

Remus has an unhealthy fixation towards Virgil; it started as a way to spite his cousin (Roman) but it grew to be an unhealthy obsession.

Janus - Roman

Janus doesn't like Roman but flirts with him to spite Remus.

Remus - Roman

Both hate each other.

Janus - Logan

Janus doesn't particularly like Logan.

Remus - Logan

Remus likes to flirt with Logan just to spite Roman.

Janus - Patton

Janus hates Patton.

Remus - Patton

Remus likes Patton because of his manipulative nature.

Roman - Logan & Patton

Roman considers them as friends. He likes hanging out with them because they let him be 'in control'.

Logan - Roman & Patton

Logan looks up to Roman in an unhealthy way, he also kind of has a crush on Roman because of the power Roman has on him. Logan likes Patton since both have different views that they can talk about.

Patton - Roman & Logan

Patton admires Roman openly. He also likes Logan and is very honest about his feelings for the two.

I'll add more as I build the world and story :)

[nightshift-clocking-in]

Does anyone care what I read in April? Probably not. But I love reading so here are the books I read that I read last month, and which marauder I think would read them. (with little to no spoilers for the books.)

The Oleander Sword by Tasha Suri

I think James would buy this series, excited to see a South Asian fantasy, but it would be too slow paced and sad for him (He likes rom-coms guys!) . So he would give it to Lily who would love the flower imagery and stubborn lesbians.

Malice by Heather Walter

Dorcas obliviously. A Slytherin in a friend group of mostly Gryffindors, she would relate to Alice in being an outcast I think, also sharing her sneaky mischievous streak (and a thing for hot blonds).

Something Fabulous by Alexis Hall

James would love how chaotic this is. I do believe he would laugh out multiple times and telling Regulus everything that is happening as he reading. But would get second hand embarrassment on the waterfall scene and 'hungry flowers' (honestly who can read that with a straight face? no one!)

Something Spectacular by Alex Hall

Marlene, becuase again chaos but also like Peggy, Marlene is on board with gender is made up. Also like Peggy they are just gay disasters when around people they think are attractive.

The Stolen Throne By Holly Black

Pandora, she will read anything about fairies, you can't convince me otherwise. She has read this entire series, and has been reading Holly Black books since Spiderwick.

Hell Followed with Us by Andrew Joseph White

Sirius, Remus and Regulus would make a book club based on just this book.

The religious trauma and being raised in a toxic environment (Its a cult!) would shake Sirius to his core. The idea of realizing everything you that was normal isn't is something he would relate to. Also finding and building his own family. Oh, and all the gay rage.

Regulus would feel for Benjy turning into a monster against his will, becuase of choices made by someone who was supposed to love him? (THE DARK MARK COME ON!!)

Similarly, Remus would have a love/hate relationship with this book. I think reading as someone become a monster, while people praised them for it would remind him too much of Greyback's pack. But the rage that Benjy feels, Remus would understand on a molecular level. The idea of having people to protect and willing to protect him, while he struggles to not give into the thing inside of him. *chefs kiss*

(This was also my favorite book of the month)

A thief in the Night KJ Charles

Barty, he is not a big book guy, but he will listen to audiobooks while multitasking. It short, funny, with a lot sex. He would finish it in one day, then realize its the second book and grumble about reading it in the wrong order.

[me-a-mess-morelikelythanyouthink]

so "Heather" by Conan Grey

it really do be bringing up memories I repressed from last year amirite?

[romantichopelessly]

I want to get back into writing but I don’t think that I will be writing Sanders Sides content ever again, so to clear out my google docs, I’m making this post just… a list of plot ideas that I had that are now up for adoption for the Sanders Sides fandom. This will likely be my last ever post on this series.

"Dark Sides Pining Club" - can be any combination of dark/light ships, I was thinking Analogical/Roceit/Intruality. Janus, Remus and Virgil have a standing (monthly?) meeting where they get together to talk about their crushes. Over the years it has stayed the one sacred thing between them, even after Virgil left.

"Stars that Welcome with Open Arms" - 5 times that Virgil came to cry to Deceit and one time the tables were turned - ending in Virgil leaving.

"Firefly Lights and Campfire Nights" - Intrumoxiety summer camp AU. Virgil, Patton and Remus are camp counselors. V and Pat have been best friends forever. Patton starts falling for Remus at camp and Virgil is conflicted over pining for his longtime crush, Patton, and falling for Remus too.

Analogical college AU with French Virgil. Logan gets a boyfriend while studying abroad in France and his friends do not believe that this boyfriend is real.

Remus can see ghosts--Roman is a ghost that he sees.

Roman knows that Virgil has a crush on Patton, so starts leaving Patton love letters under Virgil’s name, but Patton recognizes the handwriting and starts falling for Roman, who is already crushing on Logan but may be catching feelings for Patton now as well. Basically circular pining LAMP.

Everyone on earth is born with a curse/gift. For Logan, it’s as if he’s allergic to love. But at least his heart is forever protected. For Roman, all he sings comes true. Virgil has just about the worst luck anyone has ever seen. It’s like his every worry comes true. But at least he’s always prepared. No one knows the cause of these “gifts”. But some say they can reverse themselves. If you find your true love, that is. LAMP.

Nico/Thomas AU where the sides are Thomas’s younger brothers.

A set of Heathers: The Musical inspired oneshots. NOT A HEATHERS AU. Canon AU that just explores each side's angst using a Heathers song. “Me Inside of Me” Roman angst // "Lifeboat” Patton angst // ”Never Shutting Up Again” Logan angst // ”I Say No” Virgil angst // ”Kindergarten Boyfriend” Janus angst // ”Freeze Your Brain” Remus angst

Analogical au with slight influence from Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist. Logan doesn’t really like music, but suddenly can hear people’s thoughts in song. He hears Virgil singing him love songs.

Celestial Kid AU - Virgil raising half demon/half angel Patton. This was a whole AU I made that may still appear if you search it on my blog. I don't mind if anyone takes it anymore.

[fruitcoops]

Hey Eve how are you doing I hope you're having a good day. Could you possibly if you want to make a fic like after the disownment fic and there's an interview with Sirius, Remus or (or the lions) on how they felt and there reactions and stuff only if you want to ofc I hope you are having a good day

This isn't a social media fic, but it does include include this prompt and was combined with an ask for Sirius having a hard time in the wake of a breakdown because he was doing so well before. Please pay attention to the TWs and let me know if I missed any. SW credit goes to @lumosinlove <3

TW child abuse (past), angst, past trauma, mentions of going to therapy, and feeling overwhelmed

The studio cameras hadn’t seemed scary in a long, long time. Sirius stared at the white floor, toying with his ring and trying not to run screaming from the building; this is for them, he reminded himself. For everyone like me who never had someone speak up for them. The metal folding chair was cold under him.

“Sirius?” There was no hint of teasing in Marlene’s voice. “Are you ready?”

He had already saved himself and Regulus. Now it was time for the rest of them. “Oui.”

“Rolling in three, two, one…”

“My name is Sirius Black,” he said, channeling all the strength and control he could manage into his voice as he straightened up. “I’m 27 years old, the center and captain for the Gryffindor Lions hockey team, and a Stanley Cup champion.” He took a breath. “And I grew up in an abusive home. Last week, my biological parents officially disowned me for refusing to go back into the closet and under their control. It wasn’t dramatic. There was no media present. There was a lot of paperwork.

“But I’m not here to talk about that.” He swallowed, and felt some of his confidence return. Behind the camera, Marlene gave him an encouraging look with a shine in her eyes. “I’m here to talk to everyone else in my situation and let you know that you’re not alone. You can get out of there, and you can be the freest version of yourself. For the next month, 1/12 of all proceeds from Lions tickets will go to charities supporting abuse survivors and those currently living in abusive situations. My story is not the only one. We can make a difference.”

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Sirius laid on his back on the lobby couch, letting “Radio Gaga” thump in his ears and drown out the tremors in his body. He had never said it publicly before—as far as the rest of the hockey world knew, his family was only rumored to be strict. He had been hesitant to do the video at first despite the tsunami of questions flooding their social media, and it wasn’t until Marlene suggested the charity aspect that he agreed.

Sirius didn’t like press. He liked it even less when it was poking around in his past, and when he had to support it.

The song ended and he paused the music, listening to his own breathing and steady pulse. You’re okay. You’re done. You made it through. He didn’t feel okay.

“—proud of him,” someone was saying inside the studio. Remus. “It was a complicated and painful thing to work through, but he never wavered from what he wanted and what was best for him.”

Six of his other teammates would speak, supporting the charity with a quick mention of their own feelings in case any assholes on the internet got bright ideas about speaking for them and their feelings on Sirius’ disownment. It was insane what people thought they found by digging through interviews.

“Hey, baby.” Sirius opened his eyes; above him, Remus was leaning over the armrest of the couch with a tired smile. He kissed Sirius’ forehead, then his nose, then his lips. “Ready to go home?”

“Don’t we have to stay until the end?”

“Marlene said she had everything she needed from us.”

Sirius blew out a slow breath and stood, wrapping his arms around Remus on instinct. “This feels like it’s going to go badly.”

“I don’t think it will,” Remus said quietly, rubbing up and down his spine. “I think it’s going to help a lot of people, and I hope it means we stop getting nosy comments now that you’ve answered the big questions and made it clear that’s the end.”

“I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

They walked to the car in relative silence, hand-in-hand; Remus took the keys without a word, and relief washed over Sirius in a cool breeze. He didn’t feel grounded enough to drive safely. At the moment, he wasn’t sure he ever would. The whole world was hazy outside the passenger window, blurring the city he loved so much into smudges of colors—Remus was a presence next to him, but what Sirius wanted more than anything was some hot chocolate and a long, long nap.

“I don’t feel good,” he said, hardly above a whisper.

Remus glanced at him out of the corner of his eye as he drove. “Do I need to pull over?”

“No, I just…” He sighed. “I thought I would feel better after getting this off my chest and helping people. I feel bad.”

“Can you eat?” He nodded. “I’ll make some soup when we get home if you want to lay down for a bit.”

Sirius’ eyes burned. “Sounds good.”

“Hey, baby, it’s okay,” Remus soothed, reaching one hand down to close around the one Sirius kept on his thigh as Sirius sniffled and shook with the effort of keeping in his tears. “It’s okay. You can call Marlene and ask her not to publish the video. That’s in your rights, you don’t have to—”

“No,” Sirius choked out, wiping his tears away with the back of his wrist. “It has to happen. People have to know that they can help. I—I just—I don’t know how to feel and so everything is happening at once.”

Nobody had taught Sirius how to handle Feelings-with-a-capital-f until Dumo; suddenly, he felt like all that hard work was being undone in one fell swoop. He kept ahold of Remus’ hand and let the tears slide down his cheeks as he breathed through it, keeping both feet firmly planted in some semblance of control. Remus parked the car and turned to him without unbuckling his seatbelt. “Do you want to go inside, or should we drive for a bit?”

“I really want to go to bed.”

“How can I help?” Remus laced their fingers together again and Sirius squeezed his eyes shut. “You really don’t seem alright, love.”

“I’m not, and I don’t know how to fix it.” The words were broken glass in his throat. “I was doing so good. I don’t know how to go back.”

“Oh, baby,” Remus murmured, taking his seatbelt off to kiss Sirius’ temple. “Let’s go inside, yeah? You’ll be more comfortable there.”

Sirius nodded mutely, still pressing his lips together to stifle any sounds that tried to come out. It always seemed like when he started to cry, he couldn’t stop—whether that was a function of never crying for the majority of his life, he didn’t know, but it always felt horrible. No mistakes, his mother had told him. The video felt like a mistake. Still, he knew he couldn’t ask them to take it down. There were people that needed help, and he couldn’t let his childhood hide in the shadows anymore.

Remus turned as if to hug him when the door closed behind them, but Sirius slipped past and headed straight for the stairs. Sweatpants, hoodie, soup, blanket, talk. Talk, talk, talk until you can’t stop. Then sleep. He heard Remus moving around in the kitchen as he stripped down and dug his softest sweatpants out of the drawer, followed by Remus’ most worn-down and oversized Wisconsin hoodie that he always wore when he didn’t feel well. Sirius buried his nose in the neckline and inhaled deeply; the familiar scent soothed the rush of blood in his ears.

He didn’t bother with socks and made a beeline for the couch, wrapping himself in the afghan blanket one of Hope’s friends had crocheted for their wedding. Hope had kept it in the Lupin house so she wouldn’t forget to bring it with her, and it smelled like them, too. It smelled like safety and a happy house and healthy childhoods.

Another tear slipped out when Remus set down some water and the soup—Campbell’s chicken noodle, can’t go wrong—and Sirius curled up against the armrest to make room. “I need to talk to you,” he said. “I need to talk to you.”

The cushions dipped as Remus sat next to him and crossed his legs. “About what?”

“Everything.” His voice broke. “The way I grew up, everything about it. I—Re, I never lied to you, I promise. I just didn’t talk about it because I didn’t want to scare you, but I have to be honest with you.”

“…alright.”

Sirius took a shaky breath; his mouth was dry, and salty at the edges. “My parents—my parents hit me when I wasn’t good enough, and nothing was ever good enough unless I could do it again, and again, and again—”

“Sirius—”

“—and I thought everyone on my team didn’t get dinner if they didn’t get a goal and—”

“Stop—”

“—and Regulus and I, it was like we couldn’t breathe in that house with them scripting every move—”

“Sirius.” Remus’ hand covered his mouth and Sirius closed his eyes as a sob ripped free, but didn’t fight it. “Sirius, stop, please.”

“I have to tell you,” he said hoarsely, trembling from head to toe. “I have to be honest with you.”

“I love you, and I’m glad you can talk to me, but I’m not the person you have to tell.” Remus’ voice was thick with tears. “Being honest with me doesn’t mean telling me every detail, please, please don’t do that.”

“I couldn’t make mistakes,” he blubbered, leaning into Remus. “What kind of fucking freak tells a child they can’t make mistakes?”

Remus shushed him softly, running a hand through the hair at the nape of his neck as he went boneless into Remus’ chest. He could feel the hitching breaths under his face and regret reared up, but he felt so empty. There was so much more he could tell Remus and nothing he could say. “I love you,” Remus began, sniffling slightly. “I love you so much, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Because I love you, I’m going to tell you that I am not the person you need to tell all this to right now. You should talk to someone who knows how to help, like Heather.”

“I’m sorry,” Sirius whispered.

“No, I understand.” A kiss pressed against the top of his head. “And I’m not upset at you. Both our emotions are running really high. I just—this isn’t blaming you or to make you feel bad, but it hurts to hear all the horrible things that happened to you. I already wish I could have stopped it before it happened, but hearing you say it is a lot worse than thinking about it and I wasn’t ready to hear everything.”

“That’s not everything.”

“I know.” Remus’ voice cracked. “I know, and that’s the worst part. This video was a bad idea, I should call—”

“No, no, don’t do that.” Sirius caught his wrist as he reached for the phone. “The video isn’t the problem. It will help people. It’s just hard for me to talk about it without getting overwhelmed.”

Remus hesitated, but left the phone alone and hugged Sirius close again. “I’m here.”

“I know.”

“And I’m not gonna leave.” His chest rose and fell. “But—but if you need to tell me things, not just today, please give me fair warning first.”

“I will,” Sirius promised. They sat quietly for a moment before he sat up and pulled the soup bowl into his lap, letting the steam roll over his face. “Mon dieu, I was doing so good before this. It’s been the best two years and now…”

“Now it’s going to be better,” Remus filled in when he trailed off. A slender hand tucked his hair behind his ear. “It’s going to be better, Sirius. For you, and for lots of other people that you’re helping. But this is the hard part.”

“This is the really, really hard part,” he agreed, taking a sip of broth. It was the perfect temperature. “Thank you.”

“It’s just soup.”

“No, for everything. Everything you’ve done for me.” he rested his head on Remus’ shoulder, then left a lingering kiss on his cheek. “I love you more than I can say.”

A wry smile tilted the side of Remus’ mouth up. “In English or French?”

“Both,” Sirius half-laughed. “Both, I promise. I’m going to finish this, and then can we take a nap?”

“That sounds perfect. Make sure to drink your water, too.”

It would not be an easy evening, or an easy night, or an easy anything when the video came out. But he would work through it, and he would remember what he had learned from his family and his friends to move past the roadblocks his childhood always created. He would call Regulus, they would cry together, and they would be okay. He would be okay.

[vash-the-trans-catboy]

Thegayemo’s Masterpost

Falling for you (literally): Intruloceit, 600 words, gay fluff with a tiny bit of angst

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Our Love is God: Prinxiety, 1052 words, song fic based off “Our Love is God” from Heathers

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Bad Dreams: Prinxiety, 2026 words, Roman has been having nightmares of losing Virgil. Virgil helps comfort after the bad dreams.

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When I Grow Up: No ships, 442 words, Logan as the second grade teacher asking all the kids what they want to be when they grow up

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Cold-Blooded Cuddles: Anxceit, 471 words, Janus is cold-blooded because of his snake half and gets cold super easily. Virgil is there to help him warm up

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Part of Your World: platonic lamp, 507 words, movie night in the light side of the mindscape but is everyone welcomed?

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Can’t Hide from the Corners of my Mind: Remus centric, 886 words, song fic based on “Serotonin” by girl in red. Remus tells Picani his intrusive thoughts

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To Break a Curse: Analogical, background Roceit, 1403 words, Roman takes Virgil into the Imagination for the day, and by accident gets him cursed. Only Virgil’s true love can break this curse.

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The Floor is Lava: Analogince, 243 words, Roman and Logan play the floor is lava, Virgil gets caught in between

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Truth or Dare: Roceit, 279 words, Everyone plays a game of truth or dare

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Spooks and Scares: Analogical, 431 words, Logan and Virgil spend Halloween at a haunted house

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May I Have a Dance?: Logince, 847 words, Roman and Logan have a date in the imagination

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May I Have Your Hand in Marriage?: Logince, 680 words, Roman asks Logan an important question on Valentine’s Day

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It’s a Snake?: Anxceit, 1060 words, Janus turns into a snake and Virgil comforts him

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But I’m not Tired: Analogical with creativitwins as their sons, 1011 words, Logan and Virgil go through the bedtime routine with their sons

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Forgetting the Good Times: Dukeceit, Romantic light sides, 3772 words, Virgil wakes up one day and he is 7 again. He forgets everything about the light sides since he still lived with the dark sides as a kid

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Meows for Medicine: Romantic light sides with kid Virgil as their son, 1364 words, Virgil’s anxiety has been unbearable lately and he hasn’t been able to handle it. The light sides plan to get him anxiety meds to help him. The meds appear to Virgil as an esa cat. Virgil is 13 and the other sides are 35. Logan, Roman, and Patton are parents to Virgil

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But That was Supposed to be My Boyfriend… : Loceit, unrequited logicality, prinxiety, 2734 words, Patton loves Logan but it’s not mutual. Patton is willing to do anything to win the love of Logan, even hurt everyone around him

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Flowers: Prinxiety, 842 words, Virgil gets kidnapped back to the dark sides and starts to hallucinate. Song fic based on Flowers from Hadestown

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Cake and Impersonating Your Enemies: Dukeceit, 1269 words, dukeceit fluff for Janus’ birthday they bake a cake

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Five to Form a Family: Familial sides, 4670 words, Patton adopts 5 children

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Hey, Little Songbird: Prinxiety (mentioned), one-sided Anxceit, 1048 words, Virgil dies and meets Janus the Lord of the Dark Side World. Song fic based on Hey, Little Songbird from Hadestown

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Come Home With Me: Prinxiety, 1045 words, Hadestown au, Virgil and Roman meet for the first time

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Horror Movies and Panicking: Anxceit, 598 words, movie night doesn’t go as planned

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I Love You, Scars and All: Roceit, 493 words, Roman helps Janus see he is beautiful even with scars

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The Beauty of Storms: Loceit, 1468 words, Janus hates storms, Logan loves them. Logan shows Janus the beauty behind them when Janus is having a tough day.

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With You All the Way: Prinxiety, 1486 words, Virgil and Roman both come out as trans. They help each transition and adjust.

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Center of the Earth or Die Trying: Logan-centric, 2038 words, Logan is willing to do anything to accomplish his life work or when you become so invested in your work that it kills you

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Fatal Mistakes: Prinxiety, 1661 words, Not everyone likes the royal family. Some aren’t afraid to take action. The youngest prince and heir to the throne happens to be caught in the wrong place at the wrong time and it’s up to his knight to save him.

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Just One of Those Days: Prinxiety, 1398 words, Virgil is having a rough day but Roman is there to comfort him

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Too Much Morality Will Cause Anxiety: Analogical, 1630 words, Patton causes Virgil a lot of anxiety but Logan is there to help him through it

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An Anniversary Worth Dying For: Analogical, 1358 words, Tomorrow is Virgil and Logan’s fifth wedding anniversary. Logan has been hard at work creating Virgil a perfume that will have a calming effect to it. Unfortunately, the perfume and a poison Logan was experimenting with look very similar.

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[jellyfishbeansontoast]

Trials and tribulations

Part two: Heather

It had only been a couple of weeks since you and Remus had started fake-dating, yet somehow the whole school knew. The whispering in The Great Hall the first time was almost unbearable. You’d almost left but Remus held you back, slinging an arm around your shoulder and pulling you into him. He smelt of vanilla, your head fitted perfectly in the crook of his neck.

It didn’t take long for the hall to become crowded with the hundreds of students bustling in for dinner. Somehow, you’d made it to your usual spot before the others which was strange because Sirius was always about ten minutes early, he would not be caught dead being late for dinner.

“We’re not that late, are we?” the familiar voice belonging to the black-haired boy said.

Lifting your head, you made eye contact with Sirius. He was sporting a new bruise on the left side of his face. The others had filled in around you, James was next to Sirius, no bruises but extremely messy hair even for him. Remus seemed to be the worst off. His eye was slightly puffy and red, the beginning of a black eye, and his lip was split.

“Merlin! What happened to you?” your fingers traced the cut on his lip.

Remus shakes his head “Let’s just ignore it.”

“Absolutely not.”

You turn to look at Sirius. He averts his gaze quickly, fixing a stare on his food. “I can’t tell you if Remus won’t” he mutters towards his plate.

You lean across the table so close your foreheads are almost touching and you can feel his breath on your face. “Tell me now.” You mutter, pronouncing every syllable through gritted teeth.

He gulps, “Lucius Malfoy.”

You’re out of your seat before Remus can stop you. He tries, his hand latches onto your wrist but you shake it off before stomping over to the Slytherin table. Lucius smirks when he sees you coming,

Merlin, you wish you could punch his pathetic face. “How can I help y/l/n.” His friends laugh obnoxiously.

“What the fuck is wrong with you Malfoy”

His smirk only continues to widen, “I’m not sure what you mean by that”

“I mean that” your finger angrily points back to where Remus is sitting, he looks worried and his face almost makes you stop but then you see the bruise again and a fresh wave of anger washes over you. Everyone in the hall has turned silent and is watching.

“Your boyfriends a bit sensitive what can I say?”

Your hand connects with the side of his face. He reels backwards into the person next to him. “Don’t come near my friends again or you’ll get much worse.” He knows you mean it. You’re always getting into fights, one time someone said something about Remus only doing well in a test because he’s a teachers pet and you hexed him so badly he ended up in the medical wing for a week.

You meet Remus outside the hall. You didn’t know when he left but he knew what you’d done, whether he’d seen it or the gasps from other students inside gave it away. He raises an eyebrow when you stand in front of him. You shrug your shoulders “What? He deserved it.”

Remus laughs and shakes his head. He pulls you into an unexpected hug. His head rests on top of yours, his arms are warm and comforting. The wool of his jumper is soft against your face and it smells just like him, like home. “Thank you” he whispers, his voice is muffled but you still hear.

“How did he hit you hard enough to split your lip?” You’ve been wondering that since you saw it, surely Malfoy’s not that strong.

He laughs again “turns out rings hurt.”

You sigh, linking your arms and walking towards the common room. The corridors are empty as everyone is still at dinner. The castle looks pretty empty, it’s easier to appreciate every portrait without all the students usually milling around.

“Well, if it just the cutest couple at school!” The Fat Lady coos. Her hands are clasped together over her heart.

Remus snorts and you feel your face begin to heat up. Mumbling the password quickly she lets you in and you hurry past, not wanting to look at the woman in the painting anymore.

You flop down on the red sofa in front of the fire. Remus plops himself down at your feet. “So it seems like everyone buys it.”

You nod, suddenly reminded that your relationship is fake.

“I’m gonna go to bed” You stand up hurriedly and leave before he has a chance to protest. He looks after you as you disappear up the stairs to your dorm room. Once you’re in you let out a deep sigh. You didn’t realise how complicated it would get fake-dating Remus; you also didn’t realise how long he meant to fake date for. It only occurred to you after a week that you hadn’t actually asked, it would be too awkward to ask now, he’d probably think you found it weird.

Everyone’s excited the next morning at breakfast. You know there’s something happening soon, but you can’t quite remember what it is.

“Y/n have you done potions yet?” Sirius asks with a mouth full of toast.

“Remus did it for me.” You slide the parchment across the table for him to copy.

“Perks of dating a genius.”

You both laugh awkwardly. You can see his cheeks reddening out of the corner of your eye. Remus has two slices of toast on his plate, but he hasn’t touched either. You steal one from him and bite into it, trying to diffuse the tension. Sirius raises an eyebrow at you but you just shrug in response. Remus has been off with you all morning. You assumed it was just the abrupt leaving last night although he’s still keeping up the dating act well enough.

You excused yourself quietly, claiming that you wanted to get to transfiguration early to get a good seat. It wasn’t really a lie, transfiguration was your favourite class and you enjoyed having a seat at the front.

You managed to avoid Remus for the entire day successfully. There was almost a run in in potions when he tried to talk to you but Pansy Parkinson managed to do something useful for once in her life and get in the way.

You considered skipping dinner so as not to see him but your stomach growling thought otherwise. Making your way down to the Great Hall you weaved in between small first years filling up the corridor. Remus was standing at the entrance. You turned to leave once you saw him but he ran quickly after you, it was easy for him to catch up being so much taller than you.

“Y/n please wait” his hand is on his shoulder and he stops you in the middle of the corridor. “Can we at least go on a walk?” He offers out his arm.

You nod and link your arm through his. It’s cold outside and you weren’t dressed prepared. You’d only been expecting to go down to dinner for about ten minutes and then leave so you were only wearing your school jumper and one of Remus’ Quidditch hoodies over the top. Remus is dressed more practically, in fact you’re sure that Remus could survive in the arctic with the amount of layers he has on.

Your teeth chatter as the cold wind from the courtyard bites at your face. Remus unravels the Gryffindor scarf from around his neck and wraps it around yours. It’s warm and soft, just like you expected it would be.

“Look,” he begins “I hope this fake dating thing isn’t awkward for you or anything”

“Remus-”

“Because I never intended it to be awkward I just wanted Marlene off my back”

The mention of Marlene makes you laugh. “I know Remus” he stops and stares at you “I promise it’s not awkward.”

He raises his eyebrows skeptically. “Well that’s good because-” he pulls a small jewellery box out of his pocket “I wanted to ask if you’d go to the yule ball with me?” That’s what you’d been missing at breakfast. The yule ball was only a few weeks away and the whole school was in a frenzy.

Inside the box is a small heart shaped necklace with the initial R on it, it glints beautifully in the winter sunlight.

“I have a matching one with your initial.”

“Remus! How did you come up with this”

He scratches the back of his neck shyly. “I had to ask Sirius for some help”

He fastens the necklace around your neck, being careful of your hair.

“Maybe this will truly give Marlene the hint”

You force out a smile but you’re worried it looks more like a grimace, “yeah maybe.”

[mavkasilas]

Percy Weasley as one of the heathers

also another idea Percy and Sirius friendship

also, have you ever watched doctor who?

I have so many au's I wanna talk about with you (if you let me) and like hey, hello, hru? How you doing? Is everything okay? I haven't talked with you in a while so I wanna get back in the fold/pos

First of all, good to see you in my ask again my dear hahahaha. You can always drop all of yours au's in my asks, just feel free to explode it. Well these days I'm not doing anything but starting my TEFL lessons (which is a Valentine's gift from my sister, of course I'm appreciate it)

Let just straight to your lovely questions:

/1/Percy as one of the Heathers

Tbh I actually haven't watch the Heathers movie yet cuz it's not my genre, but I do know some of its background. I don't have any ideas about this question cuz I haven't get into the characters yet, so I don't know which one suits Percy better.

/2/Percy and Sirius' friendship

Ok, if it's in the golden trio era, at first Percy definitely reminds Sirius a lot of Lucius and Snape. He will make so many inside jokes towards Percy that only people in his time like Remus would know, but he sure loves Percy just like other kids in that house.

Their friendship is just like the water in the lake, very tranquil just like strangers, not as close as Sirius with Harry, not as good as Sirius with Remus, also not as funny as Sirius with the rest of Weasleys. Their status is like this, Percy went to the kitchen to have a glass of water and then bump into Sirius who is worrying about his own stuff. Percy will just nod his head, and when he decides to walk away Sirius stop him. Although Sirius doesn't have that much bond with Percy, deep in his heart he knows this kid might be able to solve some of his problems.

Slowly, having a cup of tea and spending a few minutes in the empty kitchen becomes their secret. Percy finally admits that Sirius is not as evil as the rumors said, he's the most talented wizard he had ever met. Sirius takes back those jokes that he makes fun of about Percy, and admits that although Percy is a very boring person to him, he and Hermoine definitely the most intelligent kids in this house, just like Bill and Charlie.

Their friendship didn't last very long (if we go with the original timeline). When Percy found out about Sirius' death, he didn't show any emotion on his face. He didn't feel any sadness but felt a void in his heart.

I have an idea which is when Percy uses his own way to mourn Sirius' death, Buckbeak shows up. Of course, Percy will be frightening because he's concerned that it'll attack him, but all Buckbeak does is slightly bow his head down to Percy. Then, it left a feather to Percy and flew away.

/3/Doctor Who

I only watch a couple episodes from different seasons, I'm more like a fan of criminal series.

Thanks for your questions!! Hope you have a great day<3