#homemade oracle deck

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PAC/ Who is your FS and your relationship dynamic 💖

Hi my loves and welcome to this new pac!💕 Today we'll check details about your FS and how your relationship will be when you are finally together. My FS pacs and personal readings are focused in the love of your life, soulmates and twin flame connections, here you'll get glimpses of the person you are going to spend the rest of your life with, this is part of what I do in private Fs readings.

Take a deep breath before choosing your pile, keep what resonates with you and leave what doesn't. You can choose more than one pile if you feel to.

Decks I used: green witch oracle, spirit animal oracle, romance angels oracle, astrodices and my homemade charms

For personal readings click here

All pics are from pinterest, credits to their owners

Pile 1/ Pile 2

Pile 3/ Pile 4

Pile 1:

~ Details about them:

(Cards: bobcat, swan, eagle, grasshoper/ chili, sweet corn, marjoram)

❤️‍🔥 This person has a magnetic aura, doberman type of beauty in males and siren type in females, they might look a little intimidating on the outside. They are extremely sexy and magnetic without trying, your Fs surely have a big amount of admirers because of their looks, they are also extremely charismatic what makes people feel naturally drawn to them.

❤️‍🔥 They have a deep emotional world, they can get lost in their own feelings and can be guarded with others, have a sharp intuition too. They keep a lot to themselves, I have to warn you that they have a tough shell to avoid pain, they have seen and experienced a lot of ugly things in their past and it takes time for them to open up in emotional terms.

❤️‍🔥 They are into the mysterious aspect of life, they are surely into conspiracy theories or occultism. Somehow they are connected to higher powers, even if they are not aware of this they are very spiritually guided and protected, I'd take it as a sign that your Fs has a good and pure heart regardless of their tough exterior.

❤️‍🔥 They are into adrenaline and risky or extreme activities, maybe they have hobbies that are usually seen as dangerous, I'm seeing motorbikes and martial arts especially. They are into high performance sports as an usual hobby, their physical structure is fit and strong due to all the physical activity they make on a daily basis.

❤️‍🔥 Your Fs is courageous, they don't mind getting in trouble to defend what they believe it's right, they are not scared of confrontation. I feel they have an strong sense of justice, they might get into trouble to defend people that are being treated badly. Surely your FS has an strong temper, very masculine energy for what I'm sensing.

❤️‍🔥 Powerful, confident and protective of their close ones, very dark sense of humor and love for extreme emotions. They have an strong sexual energy too, expect them to be very active and spontaneous in this aspect.

❤️‍🔥 The have a mix of fire and water energies, this is a very intense mix of energies for someone to have, definitely not for the weak. I'm getting Aries, Leo and Scorpio energy from your Fs.

❤️‍🔥 They remind me of Geralt de Rivia or Kaz Brekker from 6 of Crows, they have this natural charm mixed with the mysterious look on the outside. Your Fs might have tattoos too, I see an snake or dragon tattoo on the back or maybe on one arm.

❤️‍🔥 Your Fs feels happy and content with their life right now, their rutine and daily habits are aligned with their wellbeing and they feel satisfied with the direction of their current life. They are working into being more aligned with the thing that makes them feel good, they are releasing toxicity from their life, either it be people, habits, enviroments or patterns.

❤️‍🔥 They are an animal lover, a cat person I'm getting, they are a sweetheart on the inside but they prefer to keep this tender face very secretive. They are extremely loyal but their bad trait is being possesive, if that's not something negative to you just know that your Fs will he obsessed with only you.

~ Dynamic of the relationship:

(Cards: stay optimistic about your love life, let your friends help you, healing family issues/ Astrodices: aquarius, jupiter, 11th house/ Charms: diamond, swallow, star, trisquelion)

I'm getting that you won't like their attitude the first time you meet them, the card of pay attention to the red flags tried to drop a few times before getting the card of healing family issues, so it won't be love at first sight even though they will look very attractive, I'm hearing a phrase I heard to a friend, it says: they are not that handsome to compensate being that much of an asshole 😅. I get with this that you'll be mirroring eachother at first, you will reject them but you both will feel drawn to eachother like you have a magnet pulling you both, if your love story was a book, it would be booktok's favorite, it gives me enemies to lovers vibe lol. The relationship will be filled by passion and fun, they will be the new in your group of friends or you'll be the new in theirs, however it is there are more people involved here but in a good way, it could be that a common friend that introduce eachother too. Ngl, this person will trigger you and awake some emotional issues you haven't solved at the beginning but this will happen to them as well, it wil take patience and the release of control from both of you, let the people you trust give you a helping hand when you need it, you have good people around to rely on or at least you will have them by the moment you meet your Fs. You will feel very attracted to eachother but at the same time is like you two get both on your nerves, I see your FS will love to tease you and see how you respond them, if you are sharp and sassy when someone teases you, your FS will love your comebacks to their comments, it is like you challenge them and they love it, they'll love your charisma too. I honestly see here a lot of personal growth, you'll both will learn a lot about yourselves and the other and this will help you both overcome limitating beliefs or patterns that were holding you back in relationships but also in other areas of your lives.

This relationship might have something unconventional, maybe your dynamic or the way you approach it, it can be a lot of different options for different people but this feels like not following the traditional standards of a relationship, you both will agree in this. You both have a very supportive enviroment, friendships are very present here so I must congrat you not only for finding your divine counterpart but also for having such nice and loving friends too, I'm getting that you are destined to find your soul tribe. There's marriage here, or at least there is a serious commitment, maybe your wedding/commitment is more spiritual than religious but I see some kind of private celebration. For some I'm hearing that you can meet through social media, being very active on this to communicate or maybe your soul mission together involves social media to share something with others. I'm watching two people doing facetime at night to talk about how their day was, ngl maybe this starts as a long distance relationship, maybe your FS has a different cultural background or is from a foreign country, you both might need some time to adapt and understand eachother's perspective of life but after that everything will flow smoothly.

Your Fs is your soulmate, you have met in past lives and you have a divine purpose together in this one, this might be the reason why at first you'll trigger and challenge eachother, to grow in a soul level that align both of you with your soul mission. This relationship is fiery and passionate, you'll encourage eachother to become your best versions and manifest all your dreams, you will love to see the other shine and succeed. Your relationship will be very protected by both of your ancestors and spirit teams, your connection feels spiritual and ethereal like your souls recognize eachother before your mind is able to process it. This totally gives me power couple vibes, I also see some level of fame or public recognition in your relationship in the positive way, like you'll inspire others somehow. I'm seeing angel numbers 444, 1818, a trisquelion, a full moon and a bald eagle, take them as signs when they present to you in any way or form.

Pile 2:

~ Details about them:

(Cards: buffalo, dog, skunk, antelope/ rosemary, geranium, strawberry, lemon)

🍀 Your Fs doesn't have an inch of malice in their body, they are a sweetheart in all their essence, they are romantic, protective and caring. They have this golden light surrounding them that gives me such a warm feeling, like being in a safe and comfortable place around their energy. Btw, they are very attractive

🍀 If pile 1 was a doberman, your Fs is totally a golden retriever, they are lovely to extremes, they are very loved by the people that knows them, they are adorable, the perfect description of a sweetheart, nobody has nothing bad to say against yor Fs. They are highly compassionate with everyone, their beloved ones rely a lot on your Fs when they need advice or help with anything.

🍀 They are an extrovert, they surely love to spend time outside and have a good time with their friends, your FS really gives me fire sign energy. They are a natural lucky person, fortune makes their way into your Fs' life easily and it's mostly because of their optimistic view of life that they attract so much positivity. They believe in karma, destiny and soulmates.

🍀 They are goofy and funny, the one that makes everyone laugh without trying. It feels like is almost impossible to have bad feelings torward your FS because they gain everybody's hearts with their lighthearted personality, everyone has good words to describe your Fs, mostly their closest people that know them in deeper levels.

🍀 They can be a little naive when it comes to other people's intentions, they have this belief that if they treat everyone kindly everyone will be kind to them, they surely have been through some dissapointments due to this trait but they don't seem to mind it. I like their mindset of not letting the evilness of the world mess with their empathy and good heart, they have an strong sense of honor.

🍀 They are hopeful, optimistic and loyal, they are the first to offer a helping hand when anybody is in need. They value loyalty a lot, they might have an inner wound related to betrayals. They are very family oriented, like they want to settle down soon and find the person they want to build a life with, they might be more traditional in terms of relationships.

🍀 If Eddie Munson and Steve Rogers personalities could combine they would materialize as your FS, your FS is very reliable and trustworthy, they love to help others in everything they can and more. I would suggest you to ask them for help even when you don't really need it, it just feels great to them to be helpful and will feel very grateful if you feel you can count on them.

🍀 Damn your Fs is adorable, I think i'm gonna choose this pile too 😂. Their feelings are pure and filled with love, they are kinda of a secret romantic, they might not show it but they love to surprise with kind gestures to their beloved ones. They'll like to embody the gentlemen attitude with you, they'll pamper you with so much love and attention, like they go walking and sees a flower and pick it for you, or the kind that sends you songs or quotes that remind them of you.

🍀 They are learning to set healthy boundaries, I see they are currently in a process of healing where they are cleansing their energies, I feel they are going through an spiritual intervention but they probably are not aware of the divine precense. They might be through a period of purge and they are leaving behind people that were harming them, their bad trait is to be a little of a people pleaser but they are working on it, they just don't want to harm anybody.

🍀 Your Fs is very into physical touch but their main love language is acts of service, they enjoy making other people's lifes easier. They are into pda too, their body language may seem overprotective sometimes, they are the kind of people that would do anything for their person and somehow their thoughts reflect on their body language. Take as signs when you see sequences with number 2, shooting stars, owls or white cats.

~ Dynamic of the relationship:

(Cards: true love, religious factors, retreat, wedding/ Astrodices: libra, neptune, 6th house/ Charms: rose quartz, bouquet, spike, white heart)

I'm getting that you already know who your FS is regardless if you had anything romantic with them in the past or not, they have appeared in your life before but the circumstances weren't the right ones to begin something romantic. Whenever you have coincided, one of you had their energies really unbalanced and the other part was having a deep healing, it was the correct person on the wrong time. You have barely interacted with them, for some of you, I even doubt you have noticed them if you have crossed paths before and this might be some kind of spiritual protection for you, to not crave too much for them and to not distract you from the process you were in. For others on this pile I'm getting that you might be their crush and you don't know it, or maybe they are your crush but you have barely had contact with them and you take it as delulu, however it is the energy around you two feels familiar. You'll both will feel very comfortable with eachother from the first moment you start interacting, this will be your sign to know that you are meant to be together, everything will feel natural and cozy around them, like you can lay and rest after a long run. If there has been any kind of distance or separation, when they are back into your life they will enter it with all the intentions to offer you a serious commitment and telling you clearly that they want a relationship with you, you got the card of wedding so you both surely will get married at some point too that I feel it will be soon after you start dating, I'd say a time lapse of a year after you start your relationship

Your FS is your soulmate, your relationship was meant to happen so there will not be anybody else after you meet them, this is the person you are going to marry and live a happy life together. I'm getting that this will be a very healthy and balanced relationship, you'll be very respectful and compassionate about the other's feelings, this gives me the vibe of thelepatic communication for many of you, especially the ones on this pile who are already in tune with their spiritual nature. There's this energy of healing surrounding your relationship, for both of you your relationship will involve soul healing from past pain and closing karmic cicles, there's no fear here of being misunderstood or judged, it is all understanding and empathy.

Ngl, the charms talk about some opponents to your relationship and the feeling I'm getting is because someone is jealous of the harmony you and your FS share, there's someone who operates through a negative perspective that won't like to see you two happy, for some of you might be your ex or your Fs' ex, for some I see your Fs' ex is the toxic person they are dettaching from. The spike talks about interferences but not something to be worried about, it is just a warning to prevent any bad energy to mess with your relationship, I'd suggest you to keep it private until you decide to formalize, this will help keep bad energies away. Anyway, the rest of the charms are all about love, tbh I think you got all the love charms I got lol, so romance, passion and affection are surely present through all your relationship. This person will want long term commitment and they will make this very clear, I also see they won't have eyes for anybody else but you, you are the love of eachother's life. The overall dynamic of your relationship is give and receive, both of you have generous and kind hearts and your relationship will be a safe place for you two to share all the love you both have in your hearts, you'll take very good care of eachother and I'm very happy for you. If you are open to have children they will become a source of pure happiness and pride for your Fs and you.

Pile 3:

~ Details about them:

(Cards: dolphin, electric eel, nightingale, bear/ tomato, orange, onion, cucumber)

🪐 They give me very aquarius energy, they are a visionary who likes to think outside of the box and dream big, they have high expectations for their future too. This person likes to keep always learning and progressing in life, not the kind who gives up easilly, they give me the vibe of working smart and not that hard because they have this intellectual energy around them

🪐 Their mind is mesmerizing, they are the kind of person you could hear talking for hours and you'd never get tired of them. There's something about their voice or how they express themselves that is hypnotizing for others, they might be air dominant in their natal chart because they have a gift for communication.

🪐 This is my pile of friends to lovers dynamic and I feel it's mostly because your Fs wants to be friendly with you in your first interactions, they'll like you for a relationship from the very first moment but they'll want to make things right for you and give the proper steps without rushing the outcome.

🪐 Your FS is a social and outgoing person, they are very adaptable and versatile when it comes to people but at the same time they know how to keep loyal to themselves. They have a bright and vibrant personality, they are also very funny.

🪐 They are very skillful, I'm getting that they are a lot into technologies and for some, they are really a genius on sciences or maths. I'm also getting that they are into video games or something like that, I see a person with different types of screens in front of them so it gives me the vibe of videogames (but Idk shit about technology o take it as it resonates)

🪐 They are very open minded, they don't like to judge someone by their appearance, they are able to see further than the surface of people. They don't like to take things for granted so this makes them want to make efforts to keep getting better, some people see a beautiful flower and pick it up, your Fs is the kind that take care of the plant through the whole year and waits for more flowers to bloom on the spring

🪐 Your Fs is very funny, they maybe are not the conventional type of beauty but they really cute, like Stiles Stilinski. They have a natural charm that goes beyond physical attractiveness and I feel that growing up being the ugly duck made them cultivate other attractive skills that they have mastered.

🪐 They are straight forward with their opinions, they feel very confident on their values and morals so they don't mind to speak their truth out loud. They are very mental, an overthinker surely, they are not the most emotional person in the world and their love language is not words of affirmation but it is related to communication.

🪐They are very loving and protective with the people they really care for, they got cards that makes me feel that when they love, they do it with all their heart and at all cost, there's no middle terms for your Fs, it's all or nothing. Take as signs when you see 1212, 333, nightingales, angelic symbology and red roses.

~ Dynamic of the relationship:

(Cards: past life relationship, religious factors, trust, true love/ Astrodices: pisces, north node, 8th house/ Charms: aventurine, white heart, shell, bouquet, agate)

I suggest you to check pile 2 in case you felt called to that pile too, both groups got similar cards and charms.

Okay, for what I'm seeing here I 'm getting the vibe of partners in crime, your Fs is going to be your more trusted accomplice, I feel a lot of emotional intimacy shared here, like you know eachother darkest secrets and fully accep them with no judgements. The overall energy I'm picking from your relationship is peace and acceptance, you won't have to wear any mask to please your Fs or viceversa, your relationship is like a safe shelter in the middle of a chaotic world and you both will be highly grateful with the connection you two share. You'll feel like you are capable of anything with your FS by your side, they'll be extremely supportive of you and will help you to reach your personal goals, I'm hearing that they will got your back in your mischiefs too. This relationship gives me the feeling of two kids living their dreams at its fullest, there's this lighthearted and innocent energy surrounding your bond that really makes my heart warm. You might already know who your Fs is but there's separation at the moment, for some it can be that you already know them but you doubt if they trully are the person meant for you. You'll have to trust the process at the first stages of the relationship, this can be a twin flame connection and this type of soul bonds require spiritual growth. Both of you will have to supress the outside interferences and listen to your heart to recognize eachother, you got the true love card so it won't be difficult to find out.

The dices are confirming another level of soul connection, this feels sweet and ethereal. You two share a common soul mission in this lifetime and will be fullfiled greatly, if you have children your grandkids will brag and daydream about your love story, especially if you have a granddaughter (or will have it in the future) she will take your relationship as a role model for her life too. You'll build an empire or a dinasty, something significative that will last for a long time, deep inside you know you are meant for great things and this is your confirmation with the extra info that you'll reach the stars with the love of your life by your side. I''m also seeing with the 8th house that the sexual connection will be on a higher level too, maybe at some point of the relationship you start learning more about tantric practices or take your intimate moments to connect on a deeper level. I see too that you'll make time and space through all your relationship to dedicate to eachother and keep the spark shinning.

You'll be very aware of what the other is feeling or thinking, it feels like you are one soul separated in two different bodies, you'll be very similar in some aspects and very opposite in others but you'll know how to adapt to the other effortlessly, it will feel like you have known eachtoher since birth. I also see that you'll know when something happens to the other even if you are in different places, the spiritual connection will be so strong and both of you so curious and intelligent that you'll start digging more in spiritual teachings, this will make you release mental patterns or expectations about how your lives should be, even in your aspirations in life you'll have a very similar point of view. I see a lot of gift giving and romantic surprises but it's because you'll be living in eachother's mind 24/7 rent free and everything reminds you to eachother but not in an anxious way, in fact this feels very peaceful and loving, like everytime you cross eachother's mind you can't help but smile.

Pile 4:

~ Details about them:

(Cards: ant, wombat, lion, wasp, bee/ tarragon, lime, rosemary, marygold)

🎀 Your FS is an introvert, they love their alone time and spending time at home. I see your Fs is very crafty and have many different hobbies they do by themselves, speially something that needs the hands to be done like puzzles or painting.

🎀They are a kind soul, more sensitive than they would like to admit, they can be an empath and doesn't even know about it. They are a little shy when it comes to interacting with people in love terms, they can be a little clumsy in the first approach due to their nerves

🎀 They deal with a rough past in general, not just in relationships. I'm hearing bullying so this might be something your Fs had to go through in their early years. This makes a lot of sense with their empathy, they have suffered so much that they know how to put themselves in the shoes of others and deeply understand them

🎀 They are the kind of person that likes to take the positive out of every situation, no matter if the circumstances are hurtful to them, they always know how to give an step back and take the lesson hidden behind the circumstances

🎀 They have a lucky magnet, like they are naturally blessed by life because their heart is pure and filled with good intentions. They also have a very nice balance between their mind and their heart so they surely ate very emotionally intelligent

🎀 They are a very generous person in every aspect so if you are into the provider type of partner your Fs is going to be above your expectations. They give me very earthy energy so their love language could majorly be acts of services or material gifts (it's 13:13 as I'm writting this, maybe it's a relevant number for you)

🎀 I'm getting that they are regenerating themselves at the moment, they got tarragon and rosemary cards that gives me the feeling that they are healing hard childhood memories. This energy is more mental than emotional so they might be trying some mental reprogramming like healing intrusive thoughts or a cruel inner voice.

🎀 They are very sweet but not with everyone, like pile one, your Fs has a tough shell but they are willing to open up with the right person. They fear being judged but they are not scared of rejection, your Fs isn't able to see how much bravery and courage they hold within themselves, they can have a very demanding or perfectionist inner voice, they give me very virgo energy.

🎀 I'm hearing that they regenerate pretty easilly in emotional and physical level too so they like to take care of their health, they barely get sick and when they do it doesn't last more than a few days, they are blessed in health terms

🎀 They got a prosperous and successful future, they are destined to make something significative and positive for everyone, they just need a little more confidence in themselves to fully believe it but their path is clear and it is meant to be great. Take as signs of your Fs numbers 1111 and 777, also bees, clovers and a bonfire.

~ Dynamic of the relationship:

( Cards: children, free yourself, passion, keep an open mind/ Astrodices: gemini, the sun, 4th house/ Charms: garnet, rose quartz, pink heart, boat)

Let's start saying that if your Fs doesn't have already a child they want children with you, if you have children your Fs will be very caring and attentive with them too. This person is very family oriented, they might have a more traditional perspective of relationships, they'll take their role in the relationship very seriously. You'll feel very connected from the very first moment, I see that from all the piles this relationship will be the fastest to formalize, it will be very clear for both of you that you want to be together. At first some doubts can appear because your Fs might not match your expectations but you'll have to check if your standards are being realistic so take this message as it resonates with you. Once the doubts are released the connection will feel like the sun is shinning only for the two of you, you'll feel like you can be fully yourself by your Fs' side, you won't have to worry if you look nice or how you manner, they'll love to see and praise every part of you, if you deal with physical insecurities your Fs will be very caring in this aspect too. You can behave like a little child and be goofy with your Fs, they'll make a safe space for you where you don't have to fullfil any expectation, you can relax and fully express yourself as you really want to, your Fs will also ignite your confidence a lot.

You'll have a great communication, you both will feel comfortable enough to express with eachother things you would never share with anybody else, I'm really amazed of how deep your conversations can turn, you can share your most silly thoughts with tour Fs and they would so the same with you because you will understand eachother so much. You both will feel seen and valued in your relationship, you recognize the worth of eachother and the connection you will share, your Fs will make you feel cared and protected and they will feel more brave and strong because of you, you will encourage eachother to follow your dreams. With the 4th house I see that the concept of home will be very important for you two, you both have the same expectations of what a family should be and will create it together.

You'll have a happy home life together, I see you'll have a very nice and cozy house you two will love to spend time in. You will value a lot your moments together and alone, you'll take a lot of care of your intimacy and privacy, I see you will be selective with the people you let in in your lives or the energies you allow in in general. You will achieve some of your goals that will lead you to have more responsabilities that will demand your time and energy, your Fs and you will compensate this by traveling together or make small retreats, I see that some of you will like to escape near nature on your free days. Your relationship will be filled with passion and romance, you will also gain power in some areas of your life by your Fs' side.

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 Pick a Pile: Nature Messages

Disclaimer: In this PAP I'm reading my homemade nature-based oracle with tarot and other oracle decks. There’s general messages and advice. Readings are not replacements for professional advice! Take what confirms you and leave what confuses you.

pile 1 ❀.ೃ࿔ pile 2 pile 3 ❀.ೃ࿔ pile 4

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Pile 1:

Rushing Water

[Healing (King of Emotion), Receptivity (Queen of Emotion), Uncertainty]

Hi pile 1! This pile has gone through a major healing period, or you might be in the tail-end of it. This could have been intense or fast—like a whirlwind of purged emotions and memories. Mental energy that was stagnant for a long time was suddenly swept away, and not painlessly. Now you’re a clean slate. You understood the importance of exfoliating these old mindsets, and there’s an inner child ready to look at everything with wonder again. Roles you have been forced to play dissipate. You can decide who you are instead of only reacting to an idea of yourself. There’s a sense of starting again and freshly taking in the world.

Beauty

[Experiencing, You Can’t Go Back to Yesterday, Ordinariness]

You have opportunities to appreciate the moment. You might be leaving a door open for things from the past, or you feel anxious about where to start with your new self. Be in the present! The beauty of life is coming through the routine and mundane—appreciating existence even when nothing big is happening. Finding joy in just being and the small things can help rebuild yourself. Appreciation will help you feel more connected and aware in the grand scheme of things. But, it’s harder to be open to this beauty if you’re still holding old expectations over yourself. Physical activities rather than mental ones may be especially helpful at this time, such as walking or gardening. 

Cactus

[The Tower rx, Impossible Things rx, Achievement (Sun in Capricorn, 10th house)]

Your defenses are up. Many of you have constant worry as a backdrop to everything. You’re waiting for something big to happen or to blow up in your face. Some are waiting for a dead situation to revive and putting your defenses up to everything else. Part of healing is trusting yourself to manage even when you don’t have all the facts. Waiting for something to happen can function as a way to ignore your present life or procrastinate, and you might end up ignoring lovely things. There’s irony here, having skepticism about good possibilities but not being skeptical about the worst possibilities. Not every day can be a tower moment. Many days are regular and will slip into time, which is why the opportunity to experience and steer it now can be a gift. Remembering this will create a strong foundation for later.

Advice—Bonfire

[Consciousness (Ace of Mind), Nothingness, 7 of cups]

The only mental suit in your reading is in your advice, and it emphasizes not overthinking. Awareness is needed to find yourself underneath your stressors, otherwise you may treat those as inherent parts of your character and life. This awareness can be found in joys of the mundane, letting your inner child out, and celebrating. Do things that bring you out of your head and into the physical. Or, activities that join reflection with sensory experience, such as meditating with candles & incense. Don’t waste your new self seeking those who can only accept past versions of you. If being present means taking more time with just yourself, that’s okay. Purposeful alone time is very helpful right now, especially during night if you can make time. You have a vast abundance of potential in and around you that can sprout anything, but you won’t truly understand or appreciate the extent of this if you don’t live it. Slow down and appreciate the warmth that’s already available. Also, don’t beat yourself up for progressing slower. 

Extra Details: coastal areas (coves or hills, golden sand), the beach at night, yellow stars (star shaped lamp?), working with friends/partner (especially if you left), The Office, gratitude practices (affirmations, journaling, etc), greatly increased intuition, or increased feelings of connection to Source/God/Higher Self/etc—you felt the connection was strained before? There’s awareness of something bigger than yourself, even your emotions or soul. xxxHolic, healing heart & throat energies, blue, water Sun & Moon, water N. Node (especially Cancer), Venus dominant, Venus-Moon natal aspect, heavy Cancer placements, feeling hopeful about career/finances or taking steps in that area (even slowly), trees/tree-hugging, taking care of plants, feeling like you’re given or gifted things & opportunities (but maybe you don’t care for whatever these are lol), shooting stars/meteor showers, comets, making a wish (or you feel very hopeful at this time), starting a new solo project or career, waiting for an ex (partner or friend), deer in headlights, lotus, feeling alone especially at night (you may want to try setting aside peaceful time if you’re usually busy at night or do something to purposefully wind down). If you were already drawn to pile 3 it may resonate

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Pile 2:

Hope

[Innocence, Nothingness, Awareness]

Hello pile 2! There's a very new and wonder-filled energy. An old version of yourself is dying so to speak, and you’re entering a different headspace. You might feel like a kid again, or life is prompting you to give your inner child power. Some of you are worried that means making bad decisions or indulging in things you shouldn’t? But this is about the innocence in your inner child’s perspective—and you still have knowledge and experience to express this part of yourself wisely.

With Nothingness + Awareness, I feel you’re already embodying this, but some of you have anxiety that’s stopping your enjoyment and hope. There may be shame with past relationships. Like how you may have gotten used, or you’re angry at yourself for things you didn’t notice. This is a good time to revisit activities and places you loved in your childhood. They can help integrate the experience you gained with your inner child. Time alone with yourself and nostalgia, becoming reacquainted with yourself & life (finding healthy ways to engage with nostalgia is important for you). Things that were blinding you have passed and you've been made anew. Lay down the last self-judgements so you can be fully aware of life’s present potential. If you already felt drawn to pile one, this “clean-slate” vibe and huge energy of potential is very similar. Or, you might have friends that embody the energy of pile one.

Organization

[Friendliness, Manipulation (Jupiter in Scorpio, 8th house), All in the Golden Afternoon]

In terms of divine timing, there's a time and place for everything. What doesn’t make sense now may be a key piece of a puzzle later or an important shift. Many of you are having a faith or emotional crisis. You may feel strained with the grand scheme of things or a higher power, wondering why things happen the way they do. This is linked to that clean-slate energy, as this transformation of self/beliefs is having a profound impact on your inner world. These strong emotions (especially if you’re angry or indignant) can fuel your investigation of life, your new beliefs, and in creating.

You could be experiencing things emotionally & spiritually you never have before, especially in relation to a major loss in the last 6-9 months. Some of you got some blessing or achievement related to this time and you may feel conflicted about it. Regardless, balancing socializing with alone time is important for you. Interacting with others will help you make sense of the world, can inspire you, and can also help you work through grief both of you may be experiencing. The phrase “checking in” comes to mind; both you and your loved ones can benefit from being more there for each other. This doesn’t extend to people who no longer have a healthy space in your life. Some of you are punishing yourself or caging yourself in loneliness by not seeking healthy social interaction. Intentional alone time is good, but not as a way to punish yourself.

Underwater

[Clinging to the Past, Keep Your Temper, Discovery (Mercury in Sagittarius, 9th house)]

Positive outlets for emotions and restlessness are very important. Strong emotions have come out twice. You may feel like you’re drowning in feelings or confusion. You could have an explosive or blinding temper right now that you’re suppressing. There’s anxiety & fear about how fast or strangely things are moving in your life—especially if any kind of intuition, spiritual practice, or similar things have developed. But the fear you feel is not reflective of your abilities. Loss, change, and learning curves ARE scary. I keep getting this self-punishment or self-“inflammatory” (?) vibe. Like when too much emotion or confusion builds up, you become your own target (especially in anger). Your emotional capacity is not the enemy. Always seek professional emotional help or stress management if you need it; don’t take it out on yourself when life is hard. Your emotions are powerful when directed into something non-destructive. That’s easier said than done, but the bottom row of your reading really emphasizes self-discoveries, creative ideas, and new perspectives your emotions can lead you to. Healthy ways to manage your explosive side will help you tap into this. For example, travel keeps coming up. Going somewhere to clear your head and get away from stifling energy could help, especially if you can travel somewhere special to you. Even going to a new place locally can shift energy. A lot of you are experiencing this because of grief or because rapid changes are pushing you to the familiarity of the past. You may look at past people with rose-tinted glasses or long for innocent times. This can be another form of self-punishment—making yourself obsess over what once was (or never was) instead of loving present you. You are braver than you let yourself feel.

Advice—Decay

[Impulsiveness (Mars in Aries, 1st house), the Lovers rx, Page of Swords rx]

There’s an important ending; this could be part of the grief mentioned if you’re now trying to feel alive again. You’re clinging to something that’s gone or leaving, and this is fanning the flames of emotion. All things naturally reach endings, and there's more on the other side of the transformation. What steps can you take that signify a new mindset? It can be as simple as trying a new activity.

I am picking up a lot about communication with another. Maybe a relationship is coming to a close or not on good terms, or you’ve been thinking about communicating with someone from the past. Maintain a wide and objective perspective; very high emotions may cloud your communication skills. It’s not so much about regret, but you may not be satisfied if you speak while upset. For those that resonated with this, you may also resonate with the message below (I channeled it before I wrote this part).

Specific message: please be careful of overindulging, especially drinking! This message is so important, it came through in my dream before I pulled your cards. Your guides or whatever forces you believe in are really, really wanting me to stress about not overdoing it in this department, especially if you tend to think you’re more sober than you are, or go from 0 to 100? Be very aware of your pacing because there’s something about easily going overboard without realizing, and potential communication in regards to that such as drunk confessions. This is 200% so if you’re hosting or going to a party/get-together, or socially drinking. If you’ve been drinking more this is fueling your past regrets and nostalgia.

Extra Details: restless/excited energy (& anticipation/anxiety), transitory period, anxiety in your chest, blocked heart/throat/third eye energy (may feel an imagination block; journaling can help). Great Red Spot, starfish, suddenly feeling very intuitive, confused about spiritual/religious beliefs, Jupiter as an important natal planet, Sagittarius + Scorpio placements, fire Moon and Mars, water & fire as dominant elements in inner planets & Jupiter, death of someone that changed your life but you weren’t close or on good terms (already happened), rehab, wanting to host a party/get-together, angry or confused with God/universe, putting on an "okay" attitude for others’ sake, nostalgic dreams, feeling stagnant, questioning or leaving a music career (singing, gospel/spiritual music?), veggie tales?, gardening (maybe in childhood), wanting to break no communication or text an ex/new crush, finding online communities, “Are We Moving Too Fast?” by Malibu 92, feeling like you’re in a dream/ infatuated with a dream version of someone, love songs, Kyoukai no Kanata

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Pile 3:

Changing of the Seasons

[The Lovers, Abundance (King of Material), Sharing (Queen of Action)]

Hi pile 3! You guys are embodying a new energy much like the other piles. Your cards show having so much to be shared. With the King of the physical suit, this is likely material blessings. Some of you have been struggling with past regret/vendettas, and deciding to move on has shifted the energy. Or, some of you are starting a new faith? This is a very fulfilling time and it reminds me of Summer, with all the abundance and “sunshine-y” energy (maybe a significant season for you). Wholeheartedly embrace however this manifests; matching the effort from the Universe/higher power/etc will increase your success (I also heard “manifold;” there could be many things happening at once).

Let go of lack, scarcity, and insecure mindsets; there’s enough to go around. This Lovers card speaks of how people mirror each other and how love evolves into compassion. Embracing compassion—and trusting that it’s okay to feel safety and joy—will allow abundance to overflow. This can even just be uplifting yourself and those around you with positivity. This extends into your community, uplifting the “village”. It goes the other way too. If people would like to support you in a healthy way, let them! Don’t be afraid of people expressing their love to you as assistance. Effort from you OR those in union with you will help increase good things that are already going (like how the land grows fruit regardless, but farmers can multiply it drastically). Seasons come and go so make the most of a fruitful one!

If your success/wellbeing is heavily tied to someone close, this could be a great time for both of you. The increases one of you experiences will be very positively mirrored or appreciated by the other, especially for happily married people. You may want to share more, help & be helped more by the other at this time.

Resourcefulness

[Ace of wands, 10 of wands sideways, Publicity (Jupiter in Leo, 5th house)]

Get your hands into the new opportunities life is throwing your way. Have a direct experience with life. This pile might use manifestation methods where you mostly sit back and allow it to come to you. Or there’s a similar approach of watching + waiting, not really getting into things too much as you wait for what’s meant for you to present itself. You might also always keep manifesting something, like even as your manifestations appear, you go after something else instead of interacting with it. You’re highly encouraged to get INTO whatever life has to offer right now, to actively co-create and experience the world. I heard “recognition;” that may be what’s in store if you exert effort. How can you make the most of the present, the fertile ground? Idk why there’s so many farming metaphors but they represent your situation, how the “land”/life is there for you to work and multiply the natural blessings. Even in a shared blessing, you can make it work especially for you—if you’re willing to get your hands dirty (metaphorically, not promoting corruption or shady behavior lol). This could be work but it feels more like creativity, passion, faith.

There’s also something about working too hard with the 10 of wands sideways. Maybe you’re used to working and grinding hard all the time. These opportunities prompt you to view “hard” work more creatively and openly. Especially if you've struggled materially—and maybe that’s why some of you have passive manifesting styles. Adapt—as all nature must to make the most of the situation—don’t bring old approaches forward that don’t serve the present. What helps you survive Winter may not be beneficial in Spring.

Faction

[3 of wands, Justice rx, Belong to Your Own Dream]

This seems like energy from someone around you rather than you. What I’m getting is a group or partnership of people that’s so heavily tied, something happening to one affects all. Someone around you has gone through a transformation that’s changing the dynamic of a group. I heard “undercurrents” and “hidden,” so I think this isn’t apparent yet. Not everybody knows about whatever this is, but it’s a shift that affects you. This could be you too since this is a group reading, but for most here I think not.

What I picked up is someone coming to terms with an identity or self-expression. I also picked up on power dynamic changes, so this could be someone getting materially blessed and it having a ripple effect. Below in the details, I picked up on a baptism which may be related. There’s literal baptisms, but it could also be someone feeling initiated into a new group, organization, or identity. Regardless, being heavily tied to others has responsibilities and consequences beyond our control. We sacrifice some freedom to share our compassion, ups and downs, the blessings too. Some people and blessings will ONLY be in our lives for a season, and some people are only a certain version of themselves for a season. Make the most of the present because the future is changing & moving, and staying in the past sacrifices what you currently have.

Advice—Abundant Harvest

[Power (Moon in Scorpio, 8th house), Impossible Things, Exaltation (Moon in Taurus, 2nd house)]

Idk what to tell you because the whole reading really, really emphasizes that there’s so much good stuff here to “reap the rewards” of 😭. I know we talked about this all along but it came out again. Idk if you guys are very hesitant to accept good things or make the most of them and maybe this is why it’s being emphasized so much lol. I channeled a food forest that feeds the whole community for free, that may describe this energy for you and your people. Or, may describe your role soon. 

There’s a message about having gone through a profound inner transformation, having “repositioned” yourself in the world. For example, some of you always viewed yourself as a servant and now you’ve shed that? You may still do it, but you’re not only this one thing, and it’s in a way that empowers you. There’s something about relating to the world as yourself in a different, unique way, and this having a huge change on power dynamics. You may not outwardly appear this way, maybe others don't understand, but you’ve empowered yourself greatly somehow, & if not this is a change to embody so you can reap the most of the blessings. I keep wanting to say reap—there’s energy of good things already fruited, especially with this Moon exalted in Taurus. So much security + comfort is laid in your path right now, please tune into the version of yourself that can multiply BUT ALSO enjoy this!

Extra Details: nature as significant in your faith, promotion for someone in a duo/close group, forgiveness, homemaking (recently switched to/out of it because of changes in finances or beliefs), worship of a masculine + feminine deity (or recognizing feminine + masculine qualities in a gendered deity, or yourself), Cave In- Owl City, getting into nature + water, caves/coves, orange, beach towns, hopeful, end of a dark night of the soul, weddings/unions, Christianity, finding someone/ community with similar beliefs, baptisms, moving up in an organization, new clothing or style, shift in power/money in relationship, parable of the sower (the actual parable). Scrying, divining signs, charm casting. Coming out, changes to beliefs about gender expression & roles. Healing the relationship with a specific part of yourself. Going back to school or studying a new topic (astrology) (some of you want to go to a religious university?), legal situation ending (divorce, suing, etc). Dragging out your words. No longer thinking you need someone to survive or complete you, Single Ladies- Beyonce, moving on from toxicity into new partnership or friends. If you were already drawn to pile 1 or 4 they may resonate

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Pile 4:

Underground

[6 of cups, The Creator (King of Action), the Hanged Man rx]

Hi pile four! The first thing I heard is “sharing is productive, sharing is compassion.” A lot of you have been doing your own thing, developing yourselves or a project behind the scenes. There’s something about your life or inner landscape others are not privy to. Expressing yourself—or sharing this part of yourself where appropriate—will be “productive,” I hear. You can also be an example of whatever it is. Maybe there’s some knowledge, beliefs, or world perspective that could be a positive influence to those around you? You could feel like you have a mission to bring these ideas or something else to your community, but you’re not sure how to start. Showing people who you are through your self-expression, ideals, words, mannerisms, and how you interact with others can be just as impactful as explaining something. Your style may also have an impact if you’ve changed it recently or if it’s different from those around you. It’s important to do all this from a place of compassion for the best impact (I heard “best outcome” & “best product;” some of you are part of a project or group goal where this is relevant?). You are no longer only preaching at people or trying to get end results when you move with compassion & understanding. It also allows you to remain grounded when disagreements occur. Compassion is the point.

Nurturing

[the Fool sideways, I Want to Be a Queen rx, Judgement]:

You may have transformed very quickly or changed some fundamental beliefs, and now I hear you feel you’re on a different “momentum” and “speed” than those who’ve been in your life, especially those who’ve been around for a long time. Maybe you feel you’re outgrowing them. You could have lost interest in a project or relationship you invested in, or could be moving away. There’s conflicted feelings about a new lifestyle at the cost of the things left behind. This could refer to a childhood/past dream you’re unsure about pursuing.

It’s not about picking the “right” thing, it’s about if you’re willing to nurture the energy and accept those consequences. Staying with the past, doing something new, being in the middle—each has its own set of consequences you must face. There’s an emphasis on that with the judgment card next to the Hanged Man rx—whatever you invest your energy + thoughts in, you’ll experience what follows that choice. Some of you feel like you’re hiding from life by not moving forward or postponing something, but that's also a choice.

Old and new are inherently neither good nor bad; what are you willing and able to do to nurture the life you choose? Can you do this with compassion and discernment? Your life is your choice. That decision is only one part of a much larger picture: the life you continuously create (and what you choose to associate with). When you act with wisdom and discernment, you learn more about yourself, what’s really calling for you and not an illusion. You can be honest with yourself, not only about what you want but what is right and good for you. Compassion allows you to create with love (including self love). It reinforces your ability to live honestly, in the moment—and not only do things for results.

Friends

[Two of wands rx, Going with the Flow (ace of emotions), You Are Rare and Free]

I know “friends” is not necessarily nature-based, but it’s what came out. "Going with the flow” talks about allowing yourself to be moved with life instead of fighting against it or staying stagnant. Again, many of you are holding onto something familiar or ignoring something to avoid change. This card talks about detaching from ego-based ideas and expectations. So many of your cards throughout the reading speak of looking back or nostalgia—6 of cups, 2 of wands rx, Hanged Man rx, even the Fool is not fully upright, but yet you have Judgment too. Judgment is a reminder that reckoning comes for everyone and everything; life continues even when we cling. Contemplate what you want and what action this entails. This pile is taking paths of most resistance; something you’re doing or thinking is making things complicated. It seems related to friends or family. Caring about them a lot is making the decision harder, or you might have some kind of investment/entanglement with them. Remember who YOU are and stick with that. You can enjoy and share with other people without it being at the expense of yourself. You aren’t necessarily a people-pleaser, but you may hold yourself to what old versions of you wanted or thought. It’s okay to change, it’s unavoidable. Fighting a change in yourself may feel easier than dealing with the effects, but is it really? You may avoid facing others, but you’ll always have to face yourself.

You might really try to hold onto control (especially for timing) as a substitute for trusting yourself. Decisions and change feel so monumental because you don’t know if you can make it through what comes afterwards. Build trust in yourself and applaud your skills that help you make it through day to day.

Advice—Practices

[Defense (Mars in Taurus, 2nd house), Follow the White Rabbit rx, the Chariot rx, 8 of swords rx]

Set up little actions and routines that will help you make steps towards what's on your mind. Your cards suggest the goal, move, or decision you’re interested in might not see forward movement right now. You might feel like you meet resistance, but this might just be because you need to build a routine, discipline, or set of steps before you can see progress. This period is needed for the discord to clear in your mind. This’ll be a time of mental transformations more than physical ones, but this is the foundation of the tangible changes later. This doesn’t have to all be boring. I keep hearing “reverence;” blending spirituality with your goals will be very helpful. Or, anything that adds fun & peace to productivity. Example, time in nature (being outside at all) can be uplifting as well as brainstorming time.

Extra Details: freelancer, work that doesn’t feel like a job (because you like it or it’s not traditional), thinking about life goals (large/collective ones like helping humanity), supervisor or manager (or similar group leader role), taking responsibility for power and influence you wield with others, fashion scene or niche artistic local community like DJing, culinary, food service, cooking shows, “the time will pass anyway,” choosing between a childhood dream/community and a new one, unsure about medicine or another lucrative field. Walks or solo activities where you can sort your thoughts are very beneficial. Guilt about an ill/injured loved one (wanting to do something where you won’t be able to see them?), divination routine, There's a lot of emphasis on food as a passion or because you need to eat lots of fruits and veggies, tea (dandelion tea?), Kate Bush. If you already felt drawn to pile 1 it may resonate. If you already felt drawn to pile 3, the resourcefulness and faction sections specifically may resonate.

[thesweetestdevotion]

Tarot Game! Spirt’s Messages For You✨

CLOSED (please read the rules before asking)

Drop an emoji+your fav movie in the comments and I'll pull one tarot card and one from my homemade self-care oracle deck for you!

RULES (must read):

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[publishinggoblin]

With just 32 hours left on the project, the Goblin's Journey is ready to take a look at another one of our pins! There are times when a goblin has to eat, and food is a BIG theme on the journey! Let's take a look at times in the journey with food!

Reminder that the Goblin's Journey is here -- And the Goblin's Tarot all the below lines and sketches are from is coming July!

In this cute cafe for the Ace of Cups, Glammy the glamordillo and the Pub Gob have a nice milkshake! These gorgeous lines from Sam Dow are going to be so dreamy in color, can't wait on that! Sharing food is a common theme in the tarot deck and journey, as it should be in life!

If you're familiar with the Oracle Dice, you might recall the Gambler and the Heir of Earth here, sharing food truck food with the Pub Gob! This 3 of Cups features delicious Indian food, naan, and a bowl of saffron rice!

In the 9 of Cups, we see the Pug Gob working a booming Mead Booth for Hork's homemade mead! A big part of the Goblin's journey as seeking meaning in the world, and with food meaning so much to them, they tried vending, cooking, and more!

The 6 of Coins shows the Pub Gob in the kitchen of a bustling restaurant! Our Goblin also tried their hand at the fields and gardens in cards, like in the Ace of Swords!

While they didn't choose a life in food as a business in the end, the Gob will never forget the importance of making food, and sharing it, with those you love. In the 10 of Coins, we'll see a gathering of the people the Goblin has met, the people the Goblin loves.

If food means the world to you as it does to me, now is your time to claim your Baking Goblin pin in the Goblin's pin set! And stay tuned as we take a look at the other pins and their meaning to the journey There is just 32 hours left on the project to get your own!

[chocor0se]

do you think along with all batfam members having their own room in the manor they also have their own completely separate room? like the manors pretty big and there’s probably a lot of unused or abandoned spaces so why not?

it starts with dick getting his own gymnastics space when he first moves in and decorating it with things that remind him of the circus and his parents

then jason finds an old room after he moves in and starts putting random stuff he can’t fit in his bedroom in there until realizing he just made himself his own little space (in which dick finds out and remembers his own room in the process)

and eventually tim makes-gets his own blackout room for photography that’s decorated with a lot of batman and robin apparel and suddenly it’s a tradition

steph’s room has a lot of purple in it, and i like to think she uses hers to collect things she finds on patrol that she finds interesting (ex: a homemade card for spoiler, rocks that look cool, broken toy/stuffed animal, etc)

i’m not too sure about cass, but i think hers would be like steph’s collection but more as a collection of stuffed animals and/or things that are just generally comforting (ex: soft blankets, fidget toys, maybe a tv to watch movies(cass’s room is the favorite to go in))

barbara doesn’t get her own room at first because when she’s batgirl it hadn’t become a tradition yet but eventually after becoming oracle she gets her own arcade room (each game wheelchair accessible obviously) in which she absolutely schools everyone in all the games

when jason comes back he redecorates his room, putting in more books after the library fills up and practically making it a comfort room like cass’s except it’s less fluffy blankets and wonder and more vintage quilts and comfy chairs. it’s technically a second, smaller library, but jason also adds other things like play posters and pictures of the other bats and the outlaws (it also has a lot of hidden weapons just in case that everyone pretends not to know about)

damian’s room is actually a balcony that was left unused because it was in a corner of the mansion that no one usually went into. he uses the balcony to paint or draw the outdoor scenery and animals, and occasionally his siblings. despite him using only a balcony the others convince him to decorate so the entry way to the deck is lined with his drawing and paintings, though he usually keeps the balcony itself cleared out aside from an easel, table and chair so that he can just focus on the subject.

[caitofcaithall]

Yooo I need food and dog food money and so I'm offering readings with my homemade oracle deck. $5, 3 cards, any questions.

You can send to c@shapp = $acadycade or my newly made ko-fi.com/acadycade

[rosecolouredflames]

@twoplustwoequalsfuckyou

i did a reading on christian slater on my homemade oracle deck about typology fhsjfhsjsj and this is what it had to say so u might be right ❤️ i actually then shuffled again and asked 'what is christian slater's type?' and got 5-influence one more time; And then i asked 'what is christian slater's IV?' after shuffling again, cut the deck and got sxsp AGAIN. excuse the funny picture bdbdhdjsdh

[zee-has-commitment-issues]

Thanks for the tag @missmeganlee and @lazybug16

No pressure tagging @the-navistar-carol @insomnaticwriter @altruistic-meme @allthefakepeople @missezri @auselysium @antigorite

[aesethewitch]

For the ask game! asked by fox-and-fischer

4. Do you use any tools in your practice? Which one is your favorite?

9. What's your favorite divination tool?

21. Who are some of your favorite practitioners on Tumblr? Tag them.

From this ask game!

Do you use any tools in your practice? Which one is your favorite? Oh, yeah, I have a bunch of tools I use regularly (not counting divination tools). I've got a variety of tools and ritual items on my altars that I use all the time. As for my favorite, I have a particular wooden spoon that I use in my food spells. It's particularly smooth and feels good in the hand, so it's the perfect cooking wand.

What's your favorite divination tool? By far, it's the Alleyman's Tarot deck. I just love it. I use it for pretty much everything. Second place goes to my homemade oracle deck, which isn't even complete yet but is rapidly becoming a go-to.

Who are your favorite practitioners on Tumblr? Tag them. [Cracks knuckles]

@windvexer

@friend-crow

@stagkingswife

@elminx

@fernthewhimsical

@serpentandthreads

@rose-colored-tarot

@jasper-pagan-witch

@creature-wizard

@hillbillyoracle

@coinandcandle

@breelandwalker

@will-o-the-witch

Uhhhhhhhhhh probably a ton more that I'm forgetting to tag???

[roaenexists]

i just ordered a first copy of my homemade oracle deck + 18 card keyword expansion and im so excited but it won't be here for like two weeks ofc so now what do i do????

[thesweetestdevotion]

Daily Tarot:

These will be daily tarot pulls for my collective! I'll do one everyday in the morning (i'm in EST!) so be sure to tune in whenever you have the time to get some daily insights!

The Cards of the Day are:

Tarot: The Hierophant

My homemade oracle deck: "generosity" "take a break" "appreciate how far you've come" "patience" "listen to your favorite songs"

The Takeaway:

Be gentle with yourself, wisdom and achievement will come in due time. Now it is time to stay consistent and be patient with the process, and also take a look at what you have done so far! Try to enjoy the simple pleasures in life too, discipline and indulgence both need to be balanced in order to achieve great things!

[sswitchcraft-blog]

Tarot cards @ my home

[the-moon-devi]

Pick A Flower!! April Showers Bring May Flowers!!! 💮

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Use intuition! Choose from left to right. Click ALT for #'s

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(Pics by me)

DECKS USED: 5 decks; African Goddess Rising Oracle; The Starseed Oracle; Sea Soul Journeys Oracle; Ride-waite, Homemade Index Oracle Cards.

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Questions I'm asking your Spirit Guides:

For the format of this reading I'll be asking spirit questions and for each question. I'll be using one deck... If that makes sense? Examples are down below!

What did April teach you? - Starseed Oracle

What energy are you bringing into may?-Sea Soul Oracle

What is flowering in May?-African Goddesses Oracle

May the Month of May bless you-Tarot

Extra messages -Index cards

I also want to say that this reading was amazing!! It amazes me how the energy comes thru everytime!! There's so much change & transitions 4 the collective! 🌸💕

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Pile 1:

What did April teach you? - Starseed Oracle

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Hi pile 1! Hope you guys are well! So... it seems that April has taught you guys to surrender to the divine. You all may have been worried about something and it not turning out the way you wanted it to. You could have felt out of odds with your surroundings and/ or your body. Maybe it was even hard for you to let someone else take care of you and nurture you. April could have been really hard for you guys I'm feeling like you didn't understand your life & you just had to learn to let it go!

What energy are you bringing into may?-Sea Soul Oracle

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Omg the way yall cards are lining up!! It's crazy!! So you got Accept- may you recieve what is as it comes and Wild- may you express all that you are. So I'm getting you are bringing in confidence & grounded energy into may. I think you learned to go with the flow no matter if it feels steady or not. I think the beauty in this is you learned to still be able to manage even when the rug keeps getting pulled from underneath your feet. Even if you happen to fall you'll be fine and you know how how to ride that wave. Your bringing in unspeculative fun, I really just get free-ness from this pile. Your really learning to let go & and trust in the divine.

What is flowering in May?-African Goddesses Oracle

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Okkkk!! So what is flowering for you guys in may is the ability to come out and be you. Maybe you find out something about where your from because we have divine lineage Oracle here. Your really coming into yourself & becoming you unapologetically. I think you realize your heritage is very sacred & special. This could have been something you were stressing about in April. But I think in may the answer comes to you. Maybe your spirit guides are encouraging you to really step into this & they are sending you messages so make sure your paying attention! It's really time to express yourself & all the knowledge you hold.

May the Month of May bless you-Tarot &

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So we have the Knights of Wands, The Judgement card, The Devil,and Queen of Pentacles. So there's a lot of serious energy here. Your waking up from being chained to something you were in a resting period and you were sleep & overly in your head. You could have also been addicted to something like pleasure maybe. You also have knight of wands and I think this is your energy ⛮ of going with the flow but things may start to move pretty fast for you as well. With the queen of pentacles I'm sensing creation energy & we have the sacral chakra Oracle card. So you may be creating something spiritually. I've been getting a lot of pregnancy & creation energy lately. (Yeah I'm seeing 333 as I type this.....) uhhh idk but yall might end up preggers or sum if not that then this is a lot of energy that will be going into a project. You did have divine lineage so this could literally be a child coming through and the knight of wands could be that child and they are coming soon. Judgement also represents rebirth & awakening and I think that somehow ties into this. You have a lot of sacral energy so if yall watched my sacral tarot reading I think it was pile 4 or 5 idk I'll link it here (choose between pile 4 or 5 maybe both) i think that reading will really resonate for ya'll. Also if you are doing something online make sure you back it up. You have the back it up Oracle so maybe you really Finna back it up on somebody 😄. Overall I'm getting you guys have learned To let go and trust in the divine, this May you'll truly learn to accept your circumstances and go with the flow and be true to who you are because you find what you were looking for. You may be able to create from this knowledge and turn it into wisdom and you have so much proof to back it up. Another thing I'm getting is if your preggers let your man take care of you & rest even if your not pregnant now when you are I'm getting this may be a problem so just a heads up! Thank you for reading pile 1 and I hope you enjoyed & this resonated 4 u. Bye Lovelies! 💕🌸

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Pile 2 :

What did April teach you? - Starseed Oracle

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Ok guys so April taught you all to trust in the universe and have faith. You learn to loosen your grip. I'm getting it's because you remembered who you are on a soul level and understand you don't have to do everything alone. Maybe your forcing some type of memory on yourself from a past life and spirit is saying to slow down and let it come naturally. This message is so similar to pile 1 so go check that out if you feel drawn to that pile. But anyways, I think April taught you there was so much more to life but at first you couldn't see that because you were too busy hovering over the divine making sure things turned out the way you wanted them to.

What energy are you bringing into may?-Sea Soul Oracle

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So the energy you are bringing into may is depth, you are going to understand something about yourself on a spiritual level for sure. (Omg I'm freaking out this is so similar to pile 1 wthhhhhh??!!) Your going to free yourself with this information. I think since your no longer taking everything upon yourself spirit is going to allow you to be free as a bird and see the ancient world from a different perspective. (Birds may actually be significant for you- avian energy) I really feel strongly yall are going to figure something out like the cards are screaming that at me. But please don't rush or force it. It will come to you when your in a freeing state of mind and see things with depth. Like a bird !! 🐦 🪄 I mean depth as in step back not dig deeper. Dig deeper in yourself & stay calm lol 😂

What is flowering in May?-African Goddesses Oracle

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Brooooo yall got Yemaya and in this deck she represents Awakening like wtfffff. And the craziest part on top of that is both of these women are pregnant (pls go read pile 1) it's crazy because pile 1 felt a Lil vague but whattttttt okkk back to scheduled programming.....

So pile 2 your energy pulled the Oracle card Ala- grief as well for what is flowering for you in may... so I really think there's a rebirth/birth going on it may literally have to do with your creativity. When you choose to see things from a wider perspective that's when things will Blossom for you. Also with this ancient energy you may feel some type of grief when you learn more about it. You may understand the in depth details and how impactful the ancient world was. I'm also getting Atlantean vibes from this pile. Mermaids just water people are significant. You will have an awakening about something. Some of you are or will be pregnant like I feel that so heavily Ik some of ya'll are like what but it's so strong I can't even ignore it. There's so much water energy and we know water is the basis of life. I see you guys getting so much creative energy and using it your advantage this could even be a way of healing for this pile. I also think you guys learn to surrender completely like your so tired of running and you just break down. So many tears yalllll!! OK now let's get to the Tarot because I think this will give me more insight...

May the Month of may bless you-Tarot

Extra messages -Index cards

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I'm literally could scream.... The sun, The Moon, King of cups and page of swords. If yall have this pile we're connected because ain't no wayyyy... some type of information is coming to light I think something has been hidden. But you'll either get this in writing or through a mental download. The king of cups may be a spirit guide or a water sign man in your life I think they will really help you decipher this message and understand. With the page of swords this is happening fast or the message is given to you really fast and you don't fully understand it. The moon and the sun I'm getting two things here. So first as I said earlier you may have trouble looking at things at a wider view. Once you learn to look at things with more of a wider perspective I think this is when things will be illuminated for you. The moon can represent your subconscious and old thoughts and trauma are being brought out for you to nurture. Now secondly I'm getting moon is the mother and the sun is the father and page of swords is the child. A very nurturing connection and the father is there for you emotionally. Ok sooooooo yalllll stop playing with me cuz I'm really pshyic out hereeeeeeee... so for the last of you guys cards from the index cards I made we have Honeymoon, I achieve nurturing myself on a subconscious level and cappin.. so I just think these line up so perfectly I wish yall could have seen me pull these cards cuz ain't no wayyyyyyyy... Ok anyways so you may be going on a honeymoon. I literally just heard married. So maybe you'll be getting married. I was going to say as well that maybe your going on a babymoon trip with your partner. I think that's what they call it but also you and your partner may be really happy and in love with each right now. This May you will master your subconscious and see what has been holding you back from getting the answers you need. With cappin' here and since we have the page of swords this could Also signify a sneaky person around you or maybe your 🧢 capping to yourself. 👀 alrighty pile 2 it was a pleasure reading for you guys! Stay happy & healthy! Goodluck and best wishes to your beautiful journey!

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Pile 3:

What did April teach you? - Starseed Oracle

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Heyyyy pile 3! So I believe April left you all with a lesson of you don't have to punish and isolate yourself because of an mistake you made. You guys may be very hard on yourself and you may be the type to feel you need to hide away to heal and there's nothing wrong with that. But I'm getting a lot about you don't have to do it alone. This could be a need for physical touch. I see you needing a hug. I'm also hearing something about doors too maybe your shutting off access to the outside world and you don't want to feel seen. But you crave interaction. April taught you to look in the mirror but to understand your not the only one going through a rough time and there's others out there who you can connect with. They are just waiting on you to unlock the door. I'm getting someone is literally waiting to hug you. Like I just see the door opening and the person looking at you like "finally" 🥺😥

What energy are you bringing into may?-Sea Soul Oracle

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You guys are bringing in receiving energy! You are opening yourself up to more powerful energy and connection. I think your gaining confidence and open energy to get what you want this may. This is how you'll be flowering in May! You are understanding that you genuinely are a prize and that your special. I'm really getting yall gonna have a Lil glo up! 🤣 right in time for summer! But yes gaining momentum for Sure and stepping back out there. Your energy is very powerful so don't be afraid to show it and know you deserve love.

What is flowering in May?-African Goddesses Oracle

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Wowww! This reading has been damn good! The way these cards have been lining up! Whew Chile! Okkkk... you guys have Mami wata- naked and radical rebirth. This just reiterates what I said earlier. You guys really stripped yourself apart in April & didn't want to show yourself. Pile 3 you guys thought you deserved to be alone and that is not the case. May is flowering you in a way where you get to show your real beauty and you won't care. You are going through a massive glo up in may. May is really going to Blossom you into who you are meant to be. You are powerful & you will see and everyone around you will too!

May the Month of May bless you -Tarot. &

Extra messages -Index cards

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Yalll omg it happened again! I can't! Ik I'm pshyic but it freaks me out sometimes! 🥴 Ok ok so... you guys have the 8 of wands, king of pentacles, queen of cups, and 9 of pentacles. For the last of your cards this is from my homemade Oracle deck you have Hugs!!, I evolve in the darkness, & I can give you more than the usual. Ok let's get into it because I have a lot to say. So with the 8 of wands you may be getting a text or some type of message from a earth sign soon like super soon. I think they will be offering you some type of financial security or just the ability to feel secure to the point where you will be able to relax. You guys should go listen to Trey Songz- usual. That has a message for you. I'm getting luxury and princess treatment 👑. You deserve nothing but the best and this King of Pentacles is willing to give it to you. With the queen of cups I see you being in your head a little. I think this time you spent in April really made you evolve and your so powerful now. You evolved in darkness and came out as light. Umm my last channeled message could resonated for yall (pile 2 click here). I'm really getting may is bringing you comfort this could even play out into June because I'm getting cancer energy as well. If you and this person are water and earth risings/moon/sun that's such a beautiful combo. But I really think this king of pentacles wants to spoil you and check up on you. They will probably start talking and calling you more often as well. Alright pile 3! That's all for now don't forget to listen to that song. Y'all are powerful don't forget that and you deserve love & connections in the physical realm. 🥰😘 (444)

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Catch ya later lovelies! Til' next time! Happy Bloom Szn 😘

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WITCHY GIFT IDEAS

A list of ideas for gifts any witch would love to receive

• LINED JOURNALS

• INCENSE STICKS

• INCENSE HOLDER

• INCENSE CONES

• CRYSTAL JEWELRY

• BATH SOAKS

• HOMEMADE SOAP

• COLOURED CANDLES

• PENDULUM

• TINY BOTTLES

• ANY CRYSTAL/SHELL

• SALT LAMP

• TEA CUP

• CONJURE OIL

• ESSENTIAL OIIS

• HERBAL TEAS

• WITCHY BOOK

• TAROT/ORACLE DECK

• ALTAR CLOTH

• SUCCULENT

• WITCHY MUG

• PACKETS OF HERBS

• 2022 WITCH CALENDAR /PLANNER/ALMANAC

• COLOURED CANDLE HOLDERS

• COLOURED PENS

• GARDEN STATUES

• TEA LIGHTS

• FAIRY/STRING LIGHTS

• JARS JARS JARS

• LABLES

• BOOKS ABOUT PLANTS

• WIND CHIMES

• SUN CATCHERS

• WITCHY ART PRINTS

• WITCHY MUGS 

• STICKERS

• SKELETON KEYS

• BELLS

• TOTE BAG

Please feel free to add to this list! 💗

(SUNCATCHER , TOTE BAG , WITCH BOX , HALLOWEEN HOOD)

merry meet! -B

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Inner-child Pick-a-card

How can you heal your inner-child?

When I decided to do this reading, I expected it to be like those articles that tell you to go dance in the rain or something. That’s not what I got, so I’d just like to say that working through childhood trauma can be extremely difficult and I would strongly recommend not doing so on your own. If you have the resources to seek therapy, please do. It's not super in-depth or detailed, but if you have any hesitations about reading this one, then don’t.

Each pile has 3 paragraphs, the first is how this inner-child wound affects you in the present. The second is the root cause of it. And, the third is the steps you can take to begin healing.

Piles to choose from:

1 - Scorpion 2 - Butterfly 3 - Turtle 4 - Mouse 5 - Oyster

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These readings are done for a general audience and therefore are not applicable to everyone. I also can’t go in very in-depth because the specifics of everyone’s life and situation are different. If you would like a personalized, in-depth reading consider purchasing one from my shop.

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[Decks Used: Modern Witch Tarot, Wild Unknown Tarot, Wild Unknown Animal Spirit oracle, Tarot Cats, Rider-Waite Tarot, standard playing cards, Wisdom of The Oracle, and a homemade oracle deck]

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1 - Scorpion To the sea, Knight of Wands, 2 of Pentacles, The Hermit r, 9 of Hearts Blessed, 4 of Cups, Page of Wands r, 2 of Wands, Queen of Hearts Chop wood, 8 of Wands r, 8 of Pentacles, Temperance r, Jack of Diamonds Thinker r, 10 of Wands, 5 of Wands, 2 of Cups, 7 of Spades The Fates, 3 of Swords r, 6 of Wands, Father of Swords, 9 of Spades, 10 of Spades (162). Jealous (99). July (4). You are not seeing clearly

You are someone who feels as though you have to choose between your own comfort and  the comfort of those around you. You struggle with prioritizing yourself and don’t allow yourself the time you need to rest and recharge. This can affect you to the point of passing up or ignoring opportunities that would benefit you because you think someone else could do it better.

This stems from never getting the recognition you deserve for the amount of work you put in. When you were younger, you tried to live up to other people’s expectations of you, but never felt like you could. You likely never received any praise from your teachers or guardians because good grades and behavior was something that was always expected, but never rewarded.    

To begin to heal, you need to start letting go of your people-pleasing tendencies. It’s also important that you stop reflecting on and overthinking the mistakes you’ve made in the past. Take time to really sit and contemplate everything you’ve succeeded at. It may be difficult at first for you to actually recognize what you’ve done right, because you’re the kind of person who sees every flaw in what they’ve done. So, if you need to, talk to close friends and ask for their opinions. I’m sure they’ve noticed the fact that you’re too hard on yourself and will be happy and willing to help.

On the back of each deck: Happy Happy, 10 of Swords, 6 of Pentacles r, Ace of Wands, 4 of Clubs, (12). You can’t help everyone

For your own peace and happiness, you need to realize that you can’t please everyone. Focus on what actually matters in your life and try to let go of the rest. The people that really care about you are proud of what you can do and have done.

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2 - Butterfly Building Blocks r, 6 of Pentacles r, Ace of Cups, 10 of Pentacles, Death, Queen of Spades Chaos and Conflict r, The Magician, Queen of Pentacles r, 8 of Pentacles r, Jack of Hearts Not for You, Ace of Swords r, 5 of Swords r, 5 of Cups, Father of Cups r, 7 of Hearts Time to go r, 5 of Swords, 4 of Wands r, Ace of Wands, 4 of Swords r, Father of Pentacles, 6 of Hearts Tick-Tock r, 9 of Pentacles, Queen of Pentacles, 4 of Pentacles r, Mother of Wands, 4 of Wands r, Jack of Clubs (188). First Quarter (137). Humiliated (2). Don’t make yourself smaller for other people’s comfort

You were likely taught that emotions as a whole are a weakness. This was enforced by your family, specifically by a maternal figure (mother, grandmother, older sister). It’s made it difficult for you to not only identify your feelings, but also to open up to other people. Now that you’re older you want to be close with people, but don’t know how. You probably feel like you need to be useful in some way or your loved ones won’t want anything to do with you. So you go around solving everyone else’s problems, hoping that it will keep them around.

I’m seeing some kind of divide in your family that stems from a lack of communication. It was very painful and emotionally draining to navigate. You were made to pick a side and were likely heavily guilted (and possibly ridiculed) by whichever one you didn’t pick.

You need to begin allowing yourself the time and space to breathe without being productive, especially when it comes to your need to do things on the behalf of other people. You also need to take a close look at your relationships and filter out the ones that aren’t good for you. There needs to be an equal give and take, you shouldn’t be the only one providing or reaching out. I think you’ll find that once you do that you’ll be much more satisfied by the company you keep. You’ll also have more space to reach your full potential and accomplish your ambitions without those energy vampires hanging around.  

On the back of each deck: Flexible r, 4 of Pentacles, Empress r, The Hanged Man r, 7 of Diamonds, (155). 4th House: Family & Home

You need to examine all of the ways your home life has affected your perception of yourself. Sit and really think about whether or not that image you have in your mind is truly an accurate portrayal of who you are as a person.If it’s not (which I suspect is the case), it will take time and patience to reconstruct the way you see yourself, be patient and kind with yourself while you go through that process.

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You have a very strong fear of being hurt/rejected. To compensate for this you don’t let anyone know who you truly are. You let others think that you’re more put together than you actually are and don’t show any weaknesses. You’d also rather do things on your own than ask for help. You’re incredibly ambitious, but don’t let anyone see what you have up your sleeve.  Other people tend to underestimate you because of this.

At first glance your family life as a child probably didn’t look that bad, but if someone were to dig deeper they’d probably find a complete mess. I’m not sure how much is appropriate to include in a public reading, so I’ll just summarize very briefly. Behind closed doors there was a lot of pain, back-stabbing, and financial struggles. It all looks very traumatic.

Considering the amount of pain you’ve gone through, there’s no quick fix. The main message of this part of the reading is patience and letting yourself heal at a pace that’s healthy for you. You need to deconstruct all of the unhealthy habits that are left over from the past, as such, it’s going to involve facing your more “shadowy” aspects. If I were in your position, I would consider seeing a therapist - although I do recognize that therapy isn’t accessible to everyone.

On the back of each deck: Time to go, King of Cups, Page of Pentacles, Judgment r, The Hermit, 8 of Hearts, (246). Insecure

Take your time and be mindful of the work that you do. Not everything needs to (or can be) worked through at once. Don’t force yourself to process things that you can’t mentally or emotionally handle at this point in time.

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4 - Mouse A Leg Up r, Page of Wands r, 4 of Wands r, Justice r, 4 of Spades r Round and Round r, 5 of Pentacles r, Page of Cups, 6 of Wands r, King of Clubs All That Glitters, 10 of Swords r, Hanged Man r, Daughter of Pentacles r, Ace of Hearts Yin, The World r, Ace of Cups, 3 of Wands, Jack of Clubs Milk and Honey, Queen of Wands r, Strength r, The Lovers, 7 of Spades, Queen of Clubs (237). Reserved (18). Remember your potential (130). Long-term relationship

You have a hard time relying on people, but you thrive when they rely on you. When you form a close bond with someone - which is relatively rare - there’s nothing you wouldn’t do for them. You struggle with accepting the fact that other people want to be there for you the way you are for them.

The reason for this is that someone close you trusted went out of their way to make you feel worthless or like you weren’t enough for them. You felt like you had to keep providing them with gifts or doing things for them in order to keep them around.

I’d normally interpret the Lovers and long-term relationship cards as some kind of romantic connection, but in this case I think it’s more about learning to love yourself. You need to direct as much compassion and care towards yourself as you do other people. You should also start enforcing healthy boundaries with the people in your life.

On the back of each deck: Time for a nap r, The Hermit, 8 of Pentacles, 4 of Pentacles r, 10 of Diamonds, (134). 2, 4, 6, 8, 10

It’s time for you to start putting work into your long-term happiness. Contemplate what it is that you truly want and begin making your way to it.

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5 - Oyster Serendipity r, Ace of Pentacles r, Knight of Cups, The Star r, The World, 5 of Clubs Loyal Heart r, 10 of Wands, 5 of Cups r, The High Priestess, 2 of Hearts Time to go, The Sun, Knight of Swords, Justice, 2 of Diamonds Soulmates, The Hermit r, Queen of Cups, 8 of Cups, King of Spades Chaos and conflict, 2 of Pentacles r, The Sun, The Hierophant r, Son of Pentacles, 9 of Spades (46). Sagittarius (169). 5th house (221). Likes to travel

You have a deep longing for romantic love, and would give anything and everything to a partner. However, you have trust issues and won’t let anyone close enough to get to know you beyond a superficial level. Whatever faith you had with the prospects of love and soulmates dwindled a while ago. You have a lot going on at work, so even if you could trust someone you’d be too busy to have time for them. That doesn't mean that you don’t like to have fun, you just don’t stick around long enough for anything to become serious.

It looks like you had a fairly ungrounded childhood and probably moved around a lot. I can’t tell if it was because one of your parents had to move for work or if they couldn’t seem to settle into one place. Whatever the reason, you couldn’t make any long-term friends and dealt with a lot of loneliness as a result.  

You have a lightness to you that attracts other people, even if they aren’t aware of it. If you could work on letting go of whatever anxieties keep you from properly engaging with people, you would find no shortage of suitors. Unfortunately with people there’s no guarantee that they won’t take advantage of that light for their own personal gain. But, if you really want to find love, that’s a risk you’re going to have to take.

On the back of each deck: Happy happy, The Chariot,  4 of Swords, The Tower, 10 of Spades, (122). There must be something in the water.

You seem to have dual aspects of yourself that are in direct conflict. On the one hand, you’re very optimistic and not afraid to go after your ambitions. But on the other hand, you can be paranoid and are constantly waiting for everything to go wrong.