also… lowkey wanna give up on tumblr since idk how anything works here
edit: just saw my other post got 45 notes somehow… nevermind! i will keep trying 😭😭 tysm🥹
also i don’t understand how any social media works tbh why do some of my posts get hundreds of likes on insta but then others which i worked HARDER on flop? i know it’s the algorithm but seriously WHY?
At eighteen I learned java, html, css-- I was in an advanced online highschool program (that I paid for) with a 4.0 GPA. I worked 30-40 hours a week, was in the gym daily, had smoothies every morning and actively studied Korean. I was determined to rebuild my life and get on track.
And now, at twenty three, I am back to square one. My Korean skills are lackluster, I forgot everything I once knew about Java, and I couldn't afford to pay for highschool.
Instead of trying to rebuild everything in my life that crumbled in the years between, I am starting fresh. I am building something new and trying again.
the longer i work as a child educator the more i strongly feel like it's really just awful practice to post specific anecdotes about the children you work with to social media. not only out of respect for children's privacy but also because i think that it's just really not good to tie your mindset when observing your kids to a mindset of looking for content to post about. if that makes sense.
people are discoursing about the laios and shiro fight bc that was always going to happen but i do hope that wave crests quickly and we can all come to see it as what it is: literally one of the best written fights between two people who are both entirely justified in their actions and acting without any malice or cruelty of all time
i think im just gonna start blocking people that engage in flowey age discourse <3 im not in the fandom for petty drama about nothing im here for analysis and art and its really irritating to be looking for art and all there is is arguments. i love uty dearly but the sudden uptick in pointless arguments regarding floweys character is infuriating. why can't we talk about how well hes written and that hes an extremely good example of ptsd why must we argue. if u disagree with something block and move on dont act like children
very happy Matt decided to clarify his stance on the genocide of the Palestinian people rn. Pretty unhappy with the way he worded it, who he centered in his video, and disappointed to see the responses to it on Twitter.
kinda scared to even post about it bc CR fans can get so defensive about their favorite white people that they can often leave little room for criticism or nuance. but man I have thoughts.
as someone who likes to occasionally look through the blogs of the accounts that show up in my notifs it really is sad to see so many blogs now just be personalized empty spaces :(
GOD this new layout is FUCK ugly. clicking the activity feed now brings a stupid mini window popup that BLOCKS the view of my dash LOLOL like literally its so fucking bad. it used to be nice and clean because the popup was on the opposite side and didn't obscure anything?? like they literally just wanna look like twitter no matter how hideous and confusing and nonsensical the cost huh
Ah Yes, I Am Totally Hip With The Kiddos. HaHa, I Know What A Kin Is. Mhmm. And The Whole Tea On This Slaying Situation, Why Of Course I Know It! I Am A Knight After All.