#i hate my family

[witchyykitten]

everyone talks about cutting off a toxic parent

but no one ever talks about the pain of wanting a parent but knowing yours cannot love you the way they should

[jaybird3756]

Things that people say and do that really upsets me as an autistic person

• not realizing my support needs change from day to day

• sarcastic remarks and snide comments when I become more or less verbal

• “You weren’t like this before/ yesterday/ last week”

• persistently pestering me when I’m hyper focused, want to be alone, or am overstimulated

• “Why are you so rude?/ Why are you being mean to me?/ Do you not like me anymore?” This is an attempt to guilt trip and make my autism all about them

• “Take off your headphones” Like bitch I need those because every little noise is hurting me

• “Stop doing that (stimming) you look like a (r- slur)”

• taking away stim toys/ devices

• forcing me to make eye contact or talk to people. Some days I can do this and sometimes I can’t; it is not up to anyone else to decide when these times are

• “why can’t you do school/ work like you do your special interest?” Incredibly rude, all I hear is how you don’t value what I can do and demean anything I like to do as worthless

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

I do not know how to live. I am a stranger on my own planet.

[anavie-12]

oh to be violet harmon.

dead.

young and beautiful.

hot guy who is obsessed w me.

living in a beautiful house.

no responsibilities.

rlly living the dream there bro

[girlyteengirl16]

idk what i did to deserve the life i have now

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Can’t even celebrate my achievements can’t even be get excited can’t even be upset can’t even cry can’t even complain can’t even be mad can’t fucking do anything or feel anything

[ribb0ngirl]

how can a girl react when her parents tell her that they can’t stand each other anymore but can’t afford a divorce so they’re all just stuck like this until she graduates or longer

[crazystonergirl]

i’m allowed to be tired, i’m allowed to be sad, and i’m allowed to worry about my future (or lack thereof). and i’m sick of my mom pretending i’m not.

[lazykebabvagina]

Alcohol save me. Save me alcohol.

[freeket4mine]

alcohol is not enough to make me tolerate my family during dinner. I need a fucking bullet in my skull

[witchyykitten]

[fanyyy444]

When both you hate all your family members and your family members hate you also🥴

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

People abandoning me just reinforces my belief that I only deserve the worst of the worst. Who am I to have boundaries after all? If someone gives me an ounce of attention, and affection, I will worship the ground they step on; that's who I am. Miserable loser.

[noah13002]

This year I didn't want to have a birthday party, but my mother is making me have one.

Why doesn't she understand that I want to be alone away from my family I hate my cousins, uncles, grandparents and parents.

Anyway, I just want to spend my birthday with people I like <D

[anavie-12]

im so tired

[sad-tater-tot]

it honestly pisses me off how i actually can’t have more than 2 minutes of conversation with my parents without it ruining my whole fucking day.