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It's funny to me when people think mainstreaming students means parking a kid who qualifies as severe and profound and has severe behavioral issues in the back of a classroom and letting them terrorize the "regular" kids while learning nothing, but imagine a special ed classroom as an optimal learning environment. Advocates argued for mainstreaming for at least part of the day because most special Ed classrooms were somewhere between a daycare and a Cia torture prison. Students were not being taught anything beyond the very very basics in them, were winding up socially ostracized and stunted because they had 0 opportunities to interact with peers, and the general student population grew up without meaningful interactions with disabled students, which was also bad for their development. Mainstreaming without adequate support is not good, but students are at least getting classroom instruction like. At all. Not every student is able to be mainstreamed, or fully mainstreamed, and that's ok. But like. I had an IEP, and getting pulled out of class to go sit in the special education room for an hour to do ?????? (worked on my homework but I could have been in class) was much worse for me than having the kids with downs syndrome be part of some of my classes despite having pretty intense limitations and some behavior issues. But my experience isn't universal etc.
#is the problem the disabled students or#is the problem a lack of paras and specialists#and no TAs and large class sizes?#oh it's definitely the students I'm sure#and look most special ed teachers are great#but asking them to managethe education of#students across the abilities and support needs spectrum#either solo or with one other person and a small budget#all at the same time is insane and impossible#they aren't english or science or math or history teachers
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studying medicine as a disabled chronically ill spoonie be like:
WILL I END UP BECOMING THE DOCTOR OR THE PATIENT!?!? STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT!!!!
#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronically fatigued#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#spoonie problems#spoonie#chronic illness humor#spoonie memes#spoonie life#chronic illness things#invisible disability#disability things#disabled#disabilties#disability#physical disability#tumblr memes#med student#med studyblr
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finding out ur coworker is way older than you thought and having to very quickly reorient how you talk to them
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#synthv#synthesizer v#genbu#kasane teto#rikka is also here :) i think she likes to cause problems sometimes. because all the adults in her life are dweebs#and very easy to cause problems with <3#anyone else have this happen before. im older than a lot of my university peers and i always have been#because i took 5 years in highschool and my undergrad has been like 6 years and counting#(hashtag learning disability <3 ) and like thats chill to me i dont mind#but now i usually assume everyones way younger than me and i get shocked when theyre not. a buddy in some of my classes#when i first met her i absolutely and completely assumed she was like barely 19 and talked to her as such#like i dont talk down to people or anything but i do soften the way i talk a bit and give a bit extra patience with younger peers#cause yknow. i remember what it was like being 19. being 26 is WAY easier lol so i wanna give em a bit of leeway yknow#anyway a few months after meeting her i found out she was actually a year older than me and a grad student when she ended up as a TA in#another class i took. i felt so bad. we bonded tho and she didnt mind she thought it was kinda funny when i was like WAIT UR A GRAD STUDENT#i thought she was like a first or second year undergrad..............#also yeah im a 31yo teto fan. i dont mind the popular fanon that she has a separate age that makes her actually 15 and#i dont mind that more interpretations have her like that BUT for my internal canon she is a grown ass woman because i think its fun <3#she pays taxes. she goes to work parties. she can rent a car. i love it#let teto rent a car. let her rent a car.#yknow im exicted to be 31. i still got a few more years of being a 20 something which is fun. but being a 30 something sounds like it rules
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adhd is being under stimulated, crying because you hate yourself, then realizing that you actually don’t and you just needed a sweet treat
#adhd survivor#living with adhd#i hate adhd#this is actually a disability apparently#i don’t like being in a social setting#mental health#attention deficit hyperactivity disorder#tdah#university student#adhd student#adhd problems#actually adhd#adhd brain#neurodivergent
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OCD and ADHD is such a funny (/sar) combination when it comes to college work.
Like. For the whole week the assignments pile up and linger in the back of my mind, I stress and stress about it and lose more and more motivation because of it until I fall into a depression, and then all of a sudden the day everything's due I snap into hyper-focus mode and knock all of it out at once on a lousy night's sleep and two coffees and realize it wasn't actually that bad at all as I turn everything in at like 11:55pm
#college stuff#actually disabled#actually mentally ill#adhd things#ocd things#adhd problems#adhd combined#actually adhd#adhd#adhd be like#OCD#actually ocd#ocd problems#ocd stuff#disabled adult#disabled student#college student#university#hyperfocus#mental health is weird#pluralpunk#endo safe#pluralgang#adhd system#autistic system#adhd student#adhd stuff#tagging is hard
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Big celebratory shoutout to disabled/mentally/chronically ill school dropouts. You’re brilliant. You’re a hero. Don’t be ashamed. In fact, be proud. Be proud that you were…
…perceptive enough to see the situation for what it was…
…smart enough to know what you needed to do…
…strong enough to defy expectations…
…brave enough to forage your own path…
…and don’t let anyone convince you that their degree makes them smarter than you. or better than you. or more successful than you. or harder working than you. or more deserving than you. All it means is that they had better support systems. better resources. adequate accommodations. All it means is that you both had goals and plans and dreams, but the world let you down while it was seeing them though. All it means is that our society is deeply lacking both systemic and systematic equitability. And that is something to be angry or upset about, absolutely, but not ashamed of.
#A fancy document might be validating or identity-affirming but it sure as fuck doesn’t make anyone smarter than anyone else :)#neurodiversity#college dropout#disabled academia#cptsd recovery#disabled student#complex trauma#bpd#adhd autistic#did osdd#audhd problems#trauma recovery#dropout#school struggles#university struggles#student struggles#disability accommodations#neurological disability#physical disability#invisible disability#invisible illness#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#chronic pain#traumagenic#cluster b#neurodivergent#mental illness advocacy#executive dysfunction#mental health education
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I’m a college senior this year and I’m in my second to last quarter (in theory) but because of my disabilities I haven’t been able to go to my classes enough or really participate enough. My professors have been amazing and super accommodating and supportive but the office for students with disabilities has been a goddamn nightmare. Every time I tell them a struggle or something i need to help me thrive or at least idk pass in school they just say no or that I need more documentation with details and stuff and I can’t make it to classes or the doctor really so how am I supposed to do that. This isn’t even a problem for everyone who goes through them, it’s definitely an issue for many people but I know some who just get the accommodations they need when they ask so it’s really frustrating. I wish me and my professors communicating with them about my struggles about what I need was enough. I hate how inaccessible university and college settings are. It fucking sucks
#disability#disabled#actually disabled#chronic illness#chronic pain#physical disability#hypermobility#pots#pots syndrome#autistic#not accessible#accessibility problems#denied accommodation#accommodations#accomodation#student with disabilities#disabled student#disabled in stem
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Year abroad declaration of intent due in 12 days and I'm kind of freaking out about it 😭
#this isn't my official application but it's telling my uni what i intend to do and somewhat committing to a path#the reason i'm stressing is that teaching assistant is my first choice of option but if i get rejected from that (not unlikely if they can't#find a school able/willing to accommodate my stammar) then i won't have an easy time getting into study abroad as a backup#but if i list study abroad as first option then i can't apply for teaching assistant#so if i get rejected from teaching assistant then it's very likely i'll end up in a uni i wouldn't have chosen in the first place#it's only a year of my life. worst case scenario i'll stick it out and be done with it#besides the real point is to improve my french so as long as that happened then it's grand#but idk there's so much hype about the year abroad and former students saying it was the best thing ever that i'm very scared i'm gonna be#disappointed when i struggle#one again having thoughts of Maybe I'm Too Disabled For This. which is obvs stupid because many people in france have stutters too#idk man i'm so so grateful my french tutors are all going above and beyond to support me in class and for my year abroad application#but it feels very isolating being the only one in my cohort going through this and even though my friends are understanding it's.....yeah#i'm tired of putting on a brave face about it. i'm so scared and i feel so incompetent. i don't wanna be an inspiration#well for other people w speech problems wanting to do languages yeah. but not for able bodied people (aka my family 'you're overcoming so#many challenges')#i know they mean well but i'm tired. i'm so tired. i wish i was able bodied i wish [redacted] didn't happen so i wouldn't talk like this.#ellis exclaims
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I recently started using a cane everyday and so my previously invisible disability is suddenly visible. I also started medschool. It's been a while since I was properly social so I have questions...
People don't walk next to me. And if they accidentally do, they leave to walk next to someone else even if that means squeezing in three people on the sidewalk. No one talks to me if it's not to ask me "what's wrong". I have really tried to make an effort and talk to people but I don't know what to do.
Can it have something to do with my disability and my cane? Like they're scared to say the wrong thing? Or maybe it's because they've sensed the autism?;)
#chronic pain#fibromyalgia#spoonie problems#ableism#med school#med student#invisible disability#physically disabled#autism#chronic illness#cane user
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After years of putting it off, I finally got my first cane.
Definitely having mixed feelings about it. I’m worried about judgement coming from people who have seen me move around without a cane, and people claiming that I’m faking a disability because I’m young.
At the same time it’s such a relief to have something that provides me with more stability while moving around. My left leg has gotten so weak and I’m constantly scared of falling after my leg has given out multiple times (once on a flight of stairs)
I’ve got great friends who are super supportive of me finally getting a mobility aid and are willing to fight anyone who looks at me funny, but it’s definitely going to get some taking used to.
#shout out to my doctor for also supporting this and giving me a script for one#I’m honestly just hoping that this will allow me to regain even a little more control in my life#on the verge of sobbing most days that a college student in too much pain to even walk around campus#chronic illness#chronic pain#young disabled#disabled#sciatica#degenerative disc disease#spinal stenosis#spinal epidural lipomatosis#herniateddisc#muscle weakness#joint pain#joint problems#cane user#mobility aid
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Battling chronic illness and disability while being in college full time is hard to say the least. To anyone out there struggling, no matter the reason; go easier on yourself, but don’t stop. Never give up on your passion, whatever it may be. Being this ill, being in and out of the hospital, if it’s taught me anything; you never know how much time you have left. So do exactly what you want to with that time. Even if it’s hard. Take care of yourself, just don’t stop. 🧿💙
#academia#dark academia#moths adventures#psych student#psychblr#study blog#study motivation#studyblr#studyspo#art#my art#moths art#disability#disability positivity#chronically ill#chronically ill art#chrinic illness#chronic illness positivity#positivity#mental wellness#mental health#light academia#death mention tw#seizures#heart problems#ily it’s gonna be okay
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sorry if I become extra annoying im kinda tweaking over being on my own for the first time sooooo I might let myself become extra indulgent 💔💔💔
#‘aren’t u already super indulgent’ you’d be surprised#everything will be tagged either fanfic bullshit or gayalanwoke if you wanna block 😭#sorry i kinda maybe sorta will be having a moment. for a while.#idk if I can call myself disabled. but like yall know I have diagnosed cptsd and suspected-autism#sooooooo#taking care of myself is. not easy. At all#I can hardly manage with my parents#and now . idk. basically my routine for the past 20 years is being disrupted and im not handling it well#not only that. just.#again like I said taking care of myself in general is really hard#AND I have . college now.#lord 😭#I’ve always been a straight a student in high school and community college right#four months after my cptsd developed? I dropped out of community college 🫠#bc I literally couldn’t handle it#that was last February#now im at a . four year school#so#im tweaking#like actually this time#and since hyperfixations are All Consuming . they are as helpful as they are debilitating yk#so like yes this show/the fic might contribute to education problems. buttttt it’ll also stop me from crashing out!!!!!#so . yeah. yall might be hearing a bit more from me 😵💫#or#I’ll become extremely self conscious and never follow through#sorry#this is so funny I’m freaking out that yall might be angry im posting abt stuff that makes me happy LMFAOAOO#THIS IS LITERALLY ALL IN MY HEAD LMAOOOO#yall: hey gayalanwake! what’s up? cool binder. hey gayalanwake! wanna come over to my house today? :D#me: they alllll hated me 🐺
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stupid ass argument. "children's literature" isn't a monolith that only spans one genre or reading level. an adult who can't read at a high school level (or even read at all) isn't stupid. they just can't read. you're not better than other people for reading more.

#1- this person does not seem to have considered the concept of intellectual disability#2- their extremely condescending tone is just irritating and undermines their goal of trying to persuade people to agree with them#3- they do not seem to have considered the variety of “children's” literature in the world#4- i think they're reacting to like. something some college students said on twitter and not like‚ a real problem in the world#green eggs and ham famously isn't about reading it's about trying new things in general#also famously it's about the possibility of liking things. not about forcing yourself to do things you've already tried and disliked#it's also not about forcing yourself to do things that are too hard for you. it's just about having an open mind#op has only considered one scenario#and i just don't think that scenario is universal so this post is just stupid and rude
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prolly taking a late withdrawal from one of my teacher courses which means in 8 months i did 8 credits (full time for disabled students would be 18) so i feel a bit shitty for that
imma try to make up for it with 9 credits online over the summer !! for a total of 17 credits in my second year of teacher ed
i'll be in 2 online courses next year tho and i think i'll need to take 1-2 online courses every term if i wanna graduate by 2028 without wanting to die all the time
#studyblr#study blog#autistic studyblr#education studyblr#university life#history studyblr#teacher education#queer studyblr#disabled student#autistic student#fasd studyblr#adhd studyblr#adhd student#audhd problems
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wow. not even a week into college and i'm already behind on work. fucking lovely.
#friday chats#friday vs post-secondary school#tw vent#(in the following tags)#i am immeasurably stressed right now#i need to talk to my doctor about getting a booster to go along w/my adhd meds#bc this has been a problem for a while but i think it's about to come to a head#and i'm very scared for when that happens#maybe also talk to my school's disability services#bc Good Fucking God i'm already overwhelmed#it's 11:56. should i just go to bed? i have so many things left to do#when do i even have the time to go to disability services. and i've heard a lot of schools' processes w/that are slow and overcomplicated#fuck. fuck fuck fuckity fuck.#i think i'm spiraling#i'm worried that if i don't get a degree i won't be able to find a nice enough job to support myself independent of my family#and i don't want to be stuck with them forever#i really really don't#maybe i can talk to disability services sometime tomorrow morning. see what they can do#i think there's mental health services too. i hope they're decent#i just feel really bad right now. and it's only week one.#it feels like time's moving too fast but too slow at the same time#classes take forever but my free time zips by and runs out way too quick#and when it's gone i've completed maybe one or two things. out of several. if any at all.#i just don't know what to do. it's only been three days.#maybe i can drop a class; i think i'm taking enough to still be considered a full-time student with one less thing on my plate#i hope so#fucking damn it#how do people do this??? for multiple years????#and i feel selfish for saying this but i hope if y'all see this post you'll interact with it somehow. even just a like.#i want to know someone hears me
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just finished my semester!!!!
gonna go hibernate for next 3 months in preparation for the next.
#autism#actually autistic#autistic#queer#neurodivergent#autistic things#actually adhd#adhd#adhd brain#adhd problems#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#pots syndrome#potsie#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#disabilties#disabled#disability#college#college student#i am so sleepy
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