so what do you think would happen if you slit my throat :3 (flirting)
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Just love it when I go from cloud 9 to contemplating suicide bc my favorite person said something remotely negative in my direction
Fuck this disability
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Everyone always says "oh, don't d!3, don't kys, you have so much to l!v3 for! Your family will miss you, your friends too. You're just being selfish."
B!tch, yall don't think I KNOW that already? Honestly. Those people would be better off if I just d!3d no f^cking joke.....
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I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.
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um , alt schizophrenic stalkers tht committed several crimes & wana hurt me even after killing me dont exist im kms
(cum 2 da vid of me kms)
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December 26th
Height: 168 cm
Weight (morning): 70.2 kg
Budget: 900 cal
Breakfast: Yoghurt with apple and bilberries + Detox tea (225 cal)
Lunch: Salad with boiled eggs and feta (210 cal)
Dinner: Oven baked sweet potato and cauliflower with mashed peas and pickles + cola zero lime (260 cal)
Total: 695 cal
So yeah i think i ate quite a lot and wasn’t active today but at least i ate kinda healthy ;) just have to remember that consistency is the key
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My life is on an endless loop of pain and misery.
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“wyd” fighting the war iside my head (i’m loosing)
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When will people understand that I’m just a waste of their time and will never accomplish anything great so I can go ahead and end it all without worrying. Stop believing in me please.
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i’m in so much pain and nobody cares, but i think that’s the magic behind it. no matter what i do or how far i go, still nobody cares.
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existing is exhausting
I don't have the energy to take care of myself, washing myself is too much, brushing my teeth is too much, going to the bathroom is too much, eating is too much, drinking is too much, dressing myself is too much, talking is too much, responding to messages is too much
why, just, fucking why, I can't cry, I don't have the energy to cvt, I'm tired of making up fake scenarios in my head since I have been doing it 24/7 for the last few months constantly, I'm annoyed all the time and push everyone away, my own body is dead on focused on destroying itself
let me fucking rest please
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