Omg omg omg yesterday my mom asked me "arround how heavy are you rn? Because we can see that you have lost weight" and I was like 🤩🤩🤩🥳🥳🥳
But I had to play it cool
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I miss California so badly. Actually I felt so alive when I was there. It was like movie. Like a dream. So unreal. California dream.
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And I hate my hometown so badly.
I rarely leaving my house. I look like a mess. I don’t do my makeup, I don’t dress nice, I just live in my pyjama 24/7.
I miss the feeling of being alive.
Now I’m just rooting in my room.
I hate my hometown so badly.
It destroys me.
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IGH THIS GIRL IS SO BEAUTIFUL BUT SHES SO MUCH SMALLER THAN ME AND IM NOT CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO TALK YO HER YET
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pov i’ve spent the last 34 hours begging for my ex boyfriend back just to find out today that he’s dating my bestfriend since seventh grade and im not ever actually gonna get him back. tbh it’s a good reason to keep getting skinnier because she’s smaller than me and if he wants that more maybe i just need to lose more weight.
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the thinspo no one is talking abt:
getting on an airplane and having to tighten seat belt alllllll the way
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Getting too skinny so...
my ex who claims they also have eating issues will stop acting like we're the same when I'm actually losing weight and they never lose any..
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Stupid things my Ed makes me think. Part 3.
Buying workout clothes makes me feel like a fraud and that I don’t deserve them because I’m not skinny yet. Which results in me not having any proper workout clothes when I workout. (Which has been a lot recently)
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