#mental heal hospital

[yellowyarn]

Sometimes i wonder what the people at the psychiatric hospital did with the cords from my pants. i wonder what they do with all the tings they take from us. do they just get thrown away like they are nothing? i cried over losing the cords from my favorite frog pajamas i wonder if the nurses knew i would cry about that.

[uncanny-tranny]

I sincerely believe that institutionalization is a deterrent for healing. The state of many institutions is incapable of handling people in acute need, and more often than not, we are traumatized from institutionalization because of this reality.

[bleepblopbloop56]

HES DONE!

Its basically the worlds longest screenshot redraw but hes DONE

[naksushadows]

“You know, your body suffers when your heart is aching as well. Only way to deal with it, eating some good food, watching something funny, and engaging in self-care.” – Dr. Dong

[chirsu]

Page Five of When I Say No, I Feel Guilty by Manuel J. Smith, Ph.D. that I bought at a thrift store.

I am using the cut-up technique and going page by page.

[valoale]

16-20 for end of the year asks

16. Post a picture from the beginning of the year

Finally went mirrorless (you’ll get two bc ofc a sample is needed.)

17. Post a picture from the end of the year

Me n my dawg bc we were cute (she’s not huge, im just smol)

18. A memorable meal this year? The Midsummer dinner with my parents. The sun didn't set and it felt like the time had just stopped. It was beautiful and serene and we had a wonderful time with my parents and we went for a midnight sun hike with my mum by the lake afterwards and ate berries in the forest 19. What're you excited about for next year? We are making a trip to Lapland with my family next February and I get to go snowboarding after several years!! Excite 20. What's something you learned this year? That time is irrelevant. Your life isn't necessarily gonna go by the same route as the social norm, and definitely not within the same time limit, and that’s okay. We all live our own lives and time is irrelevant. Study whatever your heart desires and whenever you want or drop out, it doesn't matter. You don't have to graduate the same time as your classmates, just go at your own pace. Do whatever makes your life feel like your own. We are here for ourselves and we don't need to please anyone.

And I also learnt that people are that matter and health is wealth. I won’t be taking my health for granted ever again.

Thank you for these asks!!! It was so much fun to answer them💞

[family-oddity]

[serenashido]

sunflower is so misunderstood as a ship and for what

[starblaster]

when i was in 6th grade i wrote a letter to karen hesse about her book, the music of dolphins, and she sent me back a postcard that i still have and cherish to this day

[rosicheeks]

Been thinking about you hon, missed seeing you around. Glad to have you pop up in my feed again ❤️

[healingcolddog]

Sunday, January 14th, 2024

I’m self admitting to the psych on Tuesday. I’m not scared to go anymore, if anything I’m looking forward to it.

I’m very mentally unwell and I don’t want to hurt myself. I need new medication and a Therapist and a psychiatrist. Going is all around a good thing.. right?

I just feel so gross. I feel dirty and the small holes I dug into my wrist make me wanna throw up every time I see them. I keep crying for no reason and being ugly to the ones I hold dearest. I don’t feel like a person.

Never mind a good one. I am not a concept in my mind. Even if I was I believe down to my core I’m not worth anything. My worth is determined in how useful I am to other people. I am not the main character in my story. My feelings don’t matter. I am nothing but I wanna use my time for good. So I listen, I bandage wounds, I put up pills and blades that should of been put up years ago. I call for help but never for me.

I need to be taken care of for once

I miss when I loved myself. I miss when I didn’t loath the person I’ve become.

I’m ready to get proper help.

I want to be happy

[koibish]

I just typed up an 8 paragraph rant just to delete it because what’s the fucking point, y’know? It was kind of therapeutic to get it out though.

I just want to sleep y’all. My brain is melting.

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

She struggles,

She prays,

She pushes on through her days.

I admire her, most would give up.

She does not, she endures.

Her eyes well up with tears,

Legs that felt, now feel not.

Bed-ridden body crippled, swollen and tired.

She never wept much before,

Now I see it a lot.

Her face contorts with agony,

I wish I could take away her pain.

Wondering how life would look,

Without her having to strain.

Sole caretaker, overwhelmed I try to help.

But it's hard to play with the hand that we've been dealt.

In and out of hospitals,

So many diagnosis falling upon her like rain.

God, why her?

I ask again and again.

Whirring of sounds,

Machines beeping getting loud.

I cry out to the Lord above,

His voice drowned out by storm clouds.

I pray and hope,

This isn't the end.

God oh God,

She's my only earthly friend.

Awoken from many comas,

God brings her back to life.

We praise Him every chance we get, although we still have strife.

I'm thankful for every day,

I have my Mother back.

We pin the miracles on our hearts like corkboards, thumb it in with a tack.

Thank You Lord for saving her,

I know you always will.

You've already paid all of our debts,

We can trash the bill.

~Jenni

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I wrote this about my Mom, she's in the hospital again, I can't bear to watch this time and time again yet still I wake up every day and endure and travel to the hospital, up the elevator and down the many halls to get to her room. I just want her home again. I hope it'll be soon, I can't even hug her properly.

God willing it will be soon🩷

[rise-uncalledfour]

TW: panic attacks, hospital, drawing blood, MRI's

I've seen so many angst stories on here about how people found their fandom. Well let me tell you MINE.

Very, VERY recently, (like 5 months ago) I had a stroke. (mind you I am 13) I had a sinus infection which traveled through my brain and down my neck. I couldn't walk, talk, my arms were too weak to do anything, and I was pretty much in a hospital bed or wheelchair for a full month.

While I was in the hospital, I had a really hard time sleeping and a lot of MRI's which equal panic attacks. I wasn't mentally there, so a lot of things set off panic attacks, like when I spilt something I would think I would get in trouble, or when I was supposed to have a surgery (neck) and it got cancelled, I would think it's my fault and hyperventilate. I was even scared to ask to go to the bathroom, thinking the doctors were going to be annoyed or something. (I was on a lot of fluids which meant MANY bathroom trips)

I figured out the hospital had a tablet, in which I could practice using my fingers and gaining a little hand coordination, but it also had a bunch of streaming services like Hulu, Paramount +, Netflix, ect.

I ended up watching the rottmnt movie after a bunch of other TV shows, like Steinfeld and We Bare Bears. I would always perk up when Mikey used magic hands (like 2 times but still) and went "He is just like me fr"

I started watching the show, and started trying to act like the characters towards the doctors. Like when they drew blood, I would say "I'm taking this like a boss!" and the doctors would be so caught off guard because I wasn't talking for 3 weeks and now here I am making jokes. And then I would try to act like Leo, making jokes like "Hey, maybe I could get super powers after this" The doctors had no idea what was making me so happy, but they were like, "Okay we can use this" So for physical and mental therapy, they used rottmnt to help me try to stand and move around and talk. When I had MRI's, they could actually play the show through some goggles, so I would watch that and be stuck inside a tube for an hour and a half without fail.

I told them about how Mikey used his hands to open a portal, and that maybe his recovery would be like mine (Obviously not the whole not walking just with the shaky and not working hands) so they sat down and watched the end of the movie where Mikey did that, and they wanted to help me reenact it, because it involves me exercising my arms by keeping them up and standing. It was fun, and after that I thought of the post-movie, in which they would have to recover after that, so they aren't so different from me. A few short weeks later, I was walking, talking, my hands were somewhat working, I was out of a wheelchair, and I had a new obsession to bring home to my parents.

And that's the half story of my recovery, and of how I got into rottmnt

[ask-healingsunny]

You don't like hurting people? Could have fooled me...

Well then do what you were doing then idc

"I... I...

Thats all I've ever done, isn't it? Hurt everyone I've cared about...."

[themoonblog]

Ich bin so müde.

TW:Depression, Kptbs, DIS, Borderline.

So traurig.

So kraftlos.

So ausgelaugt.

So gestresst.

So einsam.

So unreal.

So wütend.

So verzweifelt.

So hoffnungslos.

So hoffnungsvoll.

So voller Druck.

So ängstlich.

So zwanghaft.

So eifersüchtig.

So hasserfüllt.

So liebevoll.

So sensibel.

So krank.

So hilflos.

So ratlos.

So alles auf einmal.

So viel, und doch so leer.