new fear: being like. so platonically in love with a friend (shoutout being aroace) is great and all but because i don’t actually experience attraction and the giddiness and butterflies of it all….
how can i tell i’m in love with them and not just in love with the version of me i become around them……..
i feel so safe and loved around them and it makes me relax and it’s like my problems are fading away by the second, i feel alone with them but even better than being alone because they’re there, and my brain feels quiet……
IS IT NORMAL TO BE SCARED THAT I’M ACTUALLY JUST IN LOVE WITH THAT VERSION OF ME WHO CAN RELAX RATHER THAN THE ACTUAL PERSON
HELP?????????
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