#not pro ed

[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

[rottingratty]

♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡

[notatinychildnamedjoe]

Ultimate thinspo:

Your usually very loving boyfriend confessing to you that he's not sexually attracted to you anymore and instead attracted to other women.

[sinnerandangels18]

Found a really old Tumblr blog from way back when. So much nostalgia and triggers. Diet plans, exercises, food/meal ideas.

Was the best back then and can't believe I found it again!

[i-didnt-order-dis]

Reminding myself that I do burn calories while working is so hard. Like, I'll log my caloric intake, but not even factor in that, I'm literally moving, on my feet, lifting shit, walking from building to building, sweating in protective gear, then getting home and chasing a toddler around until 8:00... Like damn... Maybe my limit should be over 500 calories...

[here1amagain]

the way my mum manages to make me feel guilty for even eating fruit🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[cleaverqueer]

blugh i can see my ribs again >:[

[willows-woes]

i feel even worse because it feels like my body doesn't even need food.

i literally shoved it down my throat for no reason.

i had no appetite. i was not hungry.

i simply ate because i was told to.

i feel even worse now.

[im-ur-bunny-boy]

i want to be bones. im tired of my body, of being unlovable. please, let me rot so maybe i can at least like myself

[k0rew3ntst0d1e]

...

So I purged a little, it was quite hard idk why like it wouldn't work very well (if I can be grateful abt that bc it means I didn't purge much in the end)

Like always I hate myself for doing that, hate that it makes me feel better, hate this feeling of 'ur just doing that bc u want ppl's validation and make them think U have an ed for real...

I'm so weak...

And I really feel like I'm not doing 'bad enough' to be valid in my eating/body issues, like what if I'm doing it 'to be like others' (my partner has an ed), 'to feel included' or smthg

[rosy-blue]

6 days on the OMAD diet and I lost 7.2lbs (from 170.8 to 163.6).

Wanted to do it for the whole week but I broke my fast on Saturday 😑. But we go again tomorrow.

Tried not to restrict because I'm scared it would cause a binge if do, but I have been counting my calories

For workouts I've been doing grow with jo videos on YouTube, any video as long as it doesn't exceed 30 mins (so I don't get bored). I try to do them everyday but i give myself a rest day if i really need it.

Also my workplace is very busy so most of the time, I get my 10000 steps in before my workout

[notatinychildnamedjoe]

Well. Guess who's back, bitches.

That's right.

The eating disorder.💕

Fuck.

[bullshit011]

136.6 lbs , I've been stuck in the 130's (58kg) for 4 months I have period bloat rn. Was the 130's difficult for anyone else? The first time I got stuck in the 120s (54kg) for a month but this is just getting to me

[i-didnt-order-dis]

I was so close to binging after fasting since last night, and finally having 5 cucumber slices and a tomato in a cup of miso broth with 10 wheat thins (ugh that sounds like so much typing it out), but we're going to the river and I'm so glad I didn't eat more, because I feel like I look alright in my swimsuit and I don't feel like throwing up lol.

[here1amagain]

um😀just realised that my head going to the waterpark for graduation actually means i have to wear a swimsuit…..OKAYYY i need to start properly exersicing because i have like 23 days or something to loose weight how the fuck did i not think ab this

how much can i loose in 23 days?????

(i also want to be a bit skinner for formal)