You're in my Headspace!!
Hello! I'm starting to get back into writing because I started to play Omori. I also remembered a few poems I created a while back and I decided to create Omori poems! Omori does not belong to me.
Anyways, I was making a Sunny x reader but Sunny seemed like a Yandere, so now it's a Yandere Sunny x reader haha.
Enjoy!!
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Y/N:
Hello,
It’s nice to meet you
I feel like I know you
If you’re reading this,
Thank God
That there are others like me.
Lost, in their own,
Dark world.
One that we like to call
“Blackspace.”
Mari:
I’m not so sure
My brother’s alright
He’s been acting strange
Ever since
Our new neighbor showed up
He’s been locking himself
Up in his room
He won’t come out
Unless I tell him to
Every time I open his door,
I see him staring out his window,
As if he were watching something
Or someone…
Sunny:
Life is different
With her around
I find myself
Watching her
More than I would like
Or admit.
Hero:
I was over at Sunny and Mari’s house earlier.
They told me that there was a new kid in town.
I cannot wait to meet them!
I hope they’re nice
Mari told me
She thought the neighbor
Was kind of cute.
Not like it can change
My perspective
On Mari ;3
Kel:
There’s a new kid in town!
There’s a new kid in town!
I heard it’s a girl!
I hope she likes me,
And maybe more ways than one,
Hehe~
Aubrey:
I’m so excited
To meet this new kid!
I hope it’s a girl
And I hope she’s nice
Like Mari.
I hope she likes to dance
Or at least likes music
Maybe she plays an instrument,
A piano, like Mari
Or a violin
Like Sunny.
Basil:
The other day,
When I was visiting Mari and Sunny
They told me that there’s a new neighbor.
I looked out the window
To find a moving truck
Parked outside
The house next to them.
I’m very excited to meet them
I hope they like photography
Or even like to draw
Or write.
[XX]
(This story takes place before Mari's death. I'm not sure how many chapters it will have, but I hope to have the entire storyline of Omori in this fanfiction.)
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When I was a kid, we moved into a house that had a huge lilac tree out front. It was mostly rotten, and it needed to be taken down before it fell. It took a while, but eventually, it was gone.
Mostly. A couple years later, little lilac babies popped out of the ground in its place. My mom was determined to get rid of them, because she'd planted a beautiful flower garden there, and the lilac trees would overshadow and kill the whole garden. I insisted on saving at least a few saplings. She said fine, but I had to dig them out and put them in pots myself.
So, I did. I spent days digging little lilac bushes out of the ground and putting them into pots. Some couldn't be saved, but some could. When all was said and done, I had five brand-new lilac saplings. Seven or eight years old, and it was my absolute pride and joy.
Three died due to sun scorching, severe drought that no amount of watering could save, and perhaps just being moved from their place in the ground. But two survived, and I was awfully proud of them! I'd go out and talk to them every single day. I watered them by hand and made sure they were fertilized properly. I learned all about their favored environments, and I was determined to make sure they lived.
One of my mom's friends saw what I was doing with the lilacs. She asked if she could have one to put in her backyard, and I agreed on the condition that she take very, very good care of it.
It's now fucking enormous. I'm talking ten feet tall and bursting with beautiful purple flowers every spring. My mom still gets updates each year as they start to bloom, which she forwards to me. And all I can think is, "That's my friend! Thriving some twenty years on, there it is."
The other tree nearly died, too. It lived in a pot for far, far too long. I wanted to plant it somewhere in my parents' yard, but my mom was reluctant. Eventually, we agreed to put it in the far back garden. It grew okay for many years, despite the shade, but in all these years, it's never bloomed.
Last year, the massive tree casting massive shadows over the lilac and the garden cracked in half and fell. It tumbled into the garden, crushing part of the nearby shed and destroying a few plants beneath it.
It missed my lilac by inches.
The clean-up is long done. The rest of the tree has been cut down, and my lilac has full sunlight for the first time in fifteen years. It won't bloom this year, I know. But it's got new shoots up. It's taller than ever. I spent half an hour a few weeks ago praising it for surviving all this time, dreaming about its future and telling it how I believe it'll become the tall beauty it's always been meant to be.
I think next year, I'll see flowers.
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So I liked @nipuni 's Vincent and Lucille so much that I wrote a little story based on them! (Nipuni if you are reading this I hope you don't mind :)
"A late October wind began to sing, from the north.
In duet the sea waves riled up and began to lash
out at the cliffs and wail for all they were worth.
Lucille put down her book, enthralled in a flash,
for her heart was filled with the ocean's soul,
but though she heard its calling, Vincent did not.
Like she'd told him before, in his chest was a hole,
a pit filled with sharp ice, where it should have been hot
and aflame, like what the ocean wished to convey
through its screaming and singing with the wind as its guide
and she knew not, as she watched his face then, with dismay,
that his indifference, displeasure, was a guise meant to hide
his own book, his own story, deep down in his heart,
filled with darkness and loathing of both others and self,
which she didn't, could not know; their hearts must be apart
and this dark and horrible book firmly shut, on his shelf.
"Mister Vincent," she said, turning to him from the window,
at which she watched the waves soar, with unspeakable longing.
"Let us go for a walk, let us with the wind mingle,
In its passionate song find a sense of belonging."
Mister Vincent looked up, from his practical paper
of news and of business and things meant for men of his status.
An eyebrow was arched, the mask of reading reserved for a little bit later,
dark thoughts and jaw-clenching put on hiatus.
Sharp words were brought to his tongue for this woman so strange,
this woman so pitiably fanciful, innocent and romantic,
she sent his damned, accursed heart far out of his range
to control, sent his heartbeat and movements unpredictable, frantic,
and his temper escaping from its papery cage,
slipping through his steel fingers, fingers hardened by life,
sending his insides twisting and turning with black, suppressed rage
at himself and at her and at existence’s prison, casting between them the shadow of strife.
He donned his throwaway words with a chuckle and scoffed, "Go for a walk?"
Then he thumbed at the cold, silver head of his cane as he thought.
"I don't think so," said he. "Over this vile wind we won't hear ourselves think, save talk."
He believed it was triumph with this statement he wrought,
so he twitched his practical paper once more,
preparing a theatre of silence and an occupation parade,
when she moved with a face which deemed him a bore,
away from the window, within her own masquerade;
she summoned a servant, said, "My coat, if you please,"
and after donning it, turned, and spoke to him, prim:
"What, Mister Vincent? I've a coat, I won't freeze.
I know the way to the coast and it isn't too dim.
You don't wish to come with me? That's all very well,
it will give me something to speak of; a short story to tell."
Vincent felt his veins searing, his muscles go tight,
he rose from his armchair; his paper was crushed -
he had tightened his fist so he his temper could fight;
a fight which he lost. His face became flushed,
as he met with her stubbornness, will unmovable, cursed
for he loved it and hated it and let his heart burn every time
they argued and feuded, and he deemed it the worst,
for these matters they fought over were as trivial as rhyme!
"Are you foolish?" he cried, though the answer he knew,
"Are you mad, Miss Lucille? Do you wish to be dead?
Have you lived so little years, have you lived them too few?
Have you really so little gathered here, inside your head?
You will go to the coast in this ridiculous storm?!
Great heavens! What now!"
He scowled down at her slight, very beautiful form,
and found a frown on her face from his part in this row.
"And if you found me dead, Mister Vincent, what difference would it make?"
His heart stilled at her words, but she wasn't quite done.
"By far you've only treasured silence, deemed my presence a mistake
with your snide words and cold comments which over warm ones have won.
Not everybody's a poet. Not everyone's blessed with a heart.
But you're aground, I'm adrift. I can and will move, as you stay still as stone-"
Vincent couldn't take it. She was tearing him apart
with her words without truth. Heavens! She said she felt alone!
But she didn't know! She knew not that the reason he could breathe
when before he was drowning in his own passionate sea
and had to bury his heart, let it sleep buried beneath
the rocks he built his existence upon to be free,
was her! Her alone, with her strange, silly fancies,
her words which woke up the parts of him he forgot he possessed,
her books which she hid the titles of sheepishly, her romances,
she alone put his howling, black demons to rest!
Lucille's eyes widened. She didn't know this sight,
when his heart twisted into knots like a rope,
when his pain clawed itself out of his chest in a bloodthirsty fight
with the rest of his tolerance and remnants of hope.
Vincent leaned on his cane. His breathing was short -
his left breast was finally soaked with the red of his veins -
No words would help him, it was no use to retort
for Lucille was right to think of her own hidden pains,
which he knew not how and thus did not reach her to soothe,
too used to his stupid, practical papers and silence.
The former now lay crumpled and wretched and he could not move,
save whimper and clutch at his chest in an attempt at vigilance.
"Mister Vincent," she whispered, as he fell into his chair. "You are bleeding… Your chest!"
His cane fell with a clatter as his eyes disobeyed him, shedding a tear.
"It's nothing," he managed, voice hoarse. "I just need to rest."
He looked at her and whimpered; in her eyes… Was it fear?
What was it of? Of his pain, or of him? Could it be that she held him even a little bit dear?
"Vincent," she spoke, her voice quiet and firm, "you're in terrible pain."
He didn't speak; he could not. He clutched at his chest,
repressing tears and helpless snarls in vain,
this damned stoic facade finally put to the test,
and failing spectacularly. Lucille moved to his side.
She was a step away, so close yet so impossibly far.
"I hurt you," she spoke. She didn't seem surprised,
nor unwilling to take a leap, far over this bar
of propriety and tension still hanging thick in the air,
as she abandoned all harnesses and sat in his chair-
On his knees. Vincent froze, then relaxed at her touch,
into her touch, as she placed a hand to his cheek.
It was so gentle, so warm, so perfectly much,
so strange, so alive, so needed, unique
to this setting of dark and cold that he lived in,
with his intestines, organs in shreds, from years of eating ice,
from being the grounded cliffs which pierced the sea upon which memories were adrift in.
And now he found himself on the doorstep of paradise.
"Lucille…" he breathed, his hands reaching out.
Like a reckless child he embraced her, pressed her to his ravaged chest.
"Don't go out in this storm…” he managed, “I know I need not shout…
But so much bad can happen. You'll catch a chill at best.
And what if something worse passes? What if… the sea takes you?"
She warmed him with her embrace, so he could breathe again.
"I know you hold the sea dear." He tried to smile, but failed. "I used to love it, too."
Memories of waves and taken love made him wince in pain.
Lucille watched him with her mismatched eyes, his blood soaking her white dress.
She took a breath and sighed. "I understand," she said.
"It was in the papers years ago, and so I will not press."
Vincent finally said it. "It was I, who my brother to the stormy shores had led.
It was my fault he went so early.” He hadn't spoken it for years,
his brother's untimely death, his last words still ringing in his ears.
His voice cracked like splitting rocks, as he remembered him, and pain.
"I don't want you gone, Lucille. Please don't think that way."
He clutched her tighter, as tight as he dared, and she did not complain.
"In fact… The reason I can smile a little is because you stay."
She looked at him with her eyes wide, her lips parted in surprise,
but not for long. She looked firm and clutched his hand, her chin tilted towards him.
"Say it, then, Sir," she whispered, "don't wait for hearts' demise."
Vincent didn't dare believe it, but he took chance upon a whim:
He enveloped her face in his hands, and though his heart paused beating,
he bent down and said, "I love you", their lips and worn souls meeting."
~ JM Wonsowski
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" Out of Line"
It's the person who's "out of line" who is always told to, "Get back in line!"
I'm "out of line," and the students tell me to, "Get back in line!" But I say, "No, " and I saw a smaller line, and they all seemed happy and stood out as different. They were dressed in school uniform. So I started making my way over there. And the teacher of the line I left came and asked me to, "Get back in line" and when I replied, "No", immediately that teacher took it to the principal and now the principal and teachers from my original class started threatening me in front of the students. Who were trying to scare me to get back in place. When I started to break down and cry, my original classmates and other students of that class said, "If you would have stayed in line, this wouldn't have happened to you!" Even with that being done, I kept making my way to the other line. Now, the teachers became furious, and bullies from that school approach me, telling me to turn around. Once again, I refused, so the principal gave a "signal" to the bullies, and they said, "Fine, you could go." As I turned and walked a couple steps further, they added by yelling, "This school dressed you! So we're taking your clothes from off your back!" They started ripping the clothes off of me in front of my classmates and other students. "Hahahaha," they would all laugh as I became naked. Once, I was stripped, and the students of that class noticed the scars and bruises on my naked body. The bullies moved aside so all could see, and I saw pointing, I heard whispering and laughing, and from the laughing crowd, words came out, "How long you had that there!" followed by more laughter. I even heard the ones that had pitty for me say, "If he would have only stayed." At that exact time, I got up from off the ground and turned my back against them
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