To that one friend who always understood me and checked up on me even if I pushed her away many times.♥️
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I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I wish this could stop. I wish I could reach out. I wish I could take your hands. I wish I could talk and listen. I wish I could function. I hate this and I hate myself for doing this. I really hate myself for being like this. I want this to stop, I do, I really do. But I'm so sorry, I have believed that I am better off alone. I have learnt my whole life that my loneliness is my only friend. That being alone means nobody hurts me and I hurt nobody. It's not that I thought you would hurt me, it's just I have been scared of everyone and everything for a long time. I'm scared of being left alone and abandoned and I believe that it's better if I walk away first. And that makes me being the one leaving, so it will hurt less for me. I'm sorry for not reaching out. I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm sorry. I really am.
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The thing I keep coming back to, with all the *gestures expansively* is that real life doesn't have peaceful epilogues.
Every single win has to be defended. Forever. I'm sorry. It sucks. The Nazis lost until they stopped losing. The US had abortion rights, and then 50 years later it didn't. Empires fall, and then they invade other countries again. Oppressive regimes are overthrown and replaced with other oppressive regimes. You will never finish the work etc etc etc. Which is why it's so fucking important to be able to acknowledge and celebrate progress, when it happens. The people who came before you didn't put in all that work for nothing, and you aren't, either. You can't save it all for the Ultimate Victory because there is never going to be an Ultimate Victory. There's no such thing as a time when everything is good, and ours shall not be the commune of Heaven.
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I cannot accept love for some reason. I don’t understand why anyone would love me other than myself. I guess I’m trying to save them from disappointment? My reaction is to always push away. I’ve become to comfortable with myself and not with others. No wonder why I prefer unreciprocated love.
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Vampire Misunderstanding
So! Danny got adopted by Bruce Wayne, but he doesn't know that Bruce is the Batman. He is just supernaturally oblivious to all things Batman related going on in the House.
But he does notice that Bruce leaves home a lot at night, that he doesn't like to go out in the day and often has his parties at night, and once or twice he's caught Bruce with a bit if blood still splattered on his cheek.
So he comes to the only plausible conclusion. Bruce is a Vampire.
He starts trying to hint at the fact that he knows, but doesn't want to just go out and say it. What if Bruce reacts negatively to him knowing? He's dealt with enough Supernatural Beings to know that they don't like other people (and especially other supernatural beings) intruding on their lives.
So Danny decided to subtly hint at it.
He started asking questions like "So hypothetically, how would you deal with having a Garlic Allergy in Gotham?" Or "So if you had very sensitive skin that could sunburn extremely easily, how much cloud cover would you need to go outside?" And "So what's your opinion on a High-Iron Diet?"
Basically just tossing out questions and trying to Guage Bruce's reaction.
He thinks he's doing a good job!
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Bruce is certain that he has adopted a Vampire.
Danny is a good kid, but he has a few oddities that are hard to ignore.
For one, his skin is constantly Ice Cold, but he never seens to be bothered by it. As if he was an Undead that didn't require Body Heat anymore.
He also seems to like Hanging out in the Graveyard outside, and when asked about it he says that he is comforted by the place. Just like the Vampires he has met in the past, who feel comfortable when surrounded by Death.
And of course the biggest reason for suspicion is the fact that Danny seems to be hinting at it to him.
He keeps asking stuff like "How would you deal with a Garlic Allergy in Gotham?", probably trying to hint that he is a Vampire who can't eat Garlic, or asking about easy to sunburn skin, saying that he is probably not a Daywalker.
Bruce hopes Danny will just come clean about it soon, he doesn't want to intrude upon the kid when he is so obviously nervous about how he will react.
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I push ppl away both by being quiet & when I try 2 be myself. Waiting 4 the universe 2 give me friends but also wondering if I want any. Or maybe I haven't met the right 1s 😮💨😵💫🤯
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Sims 2 Fight Animation Box by lildiva3229
Get Face Mushed (female)
Mush Face (male)
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