#unreciprocated love

[maniccherrygirl]

[pendarling]

Confessing & Leading To A Confession Dialogue Prompts

“Look, I know I’m not what your dream partner would’ve looked like, but I think we could work.”

“Fuck, I… I think I’m in love with you.”

“This is gonna sound crazy, but what if we… y’know got together?”

“Whenever I see you with someone else I can’t help but feel hurt."

“There isn’t anyone else but me! I’m the one!”

"There's a reason why I kissed you, idiot."

“No, wait, I have something to tell you.”

"I don't know... but I feel a lot of different things when I look at your face."

“How could you be so blind? I’m right here.”

"Don't make me say it out loud."

"My attention is always undivided for you"

"There's something I've been keeping from you."

"You already know what I'm about to say."

"I want to be more than what this is."

"I don't go around telling everyone these things you know."

"It's real this time. Not a fleeting love."

"You're my priority."

"Don't feel ashamed, it's mutual."

"But I don't want them, I want you."

"You need me just as much as I need you."

"Our future-- or-- I mean..."

"Is that door locked properly?" "Yeah." "Okay, I need to get this off my chest now."

"Sorry I've been avoiding you. I knew we couldn't see each other if I couldn't keep myself under control."

"It's not your fault I got all these ideas in my head."

"Maybe I'm crazy, but I started to imagine what I'd do without you and I really couldn't"

"Just promise to return I have something I need to share with you."

"Had I known all this would've happened, I would've told you the truth from the start."

"I was thinking about it and I've decided it's best if I just told you everything."

~~~

MASTERLIST

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

You can suffer nostalgia in the presence of beloved if you glimpse a future where beloved is no more

{Quotes: Balance varela /I Loved You Before I Was Born Li-Young Lee /jhon grisham/Geoffrey hill /A poem for a moment with you by Eisha Tandon/emery allen /anais nin/Can't Help Falling in Love Song by Elvis Presley/Milan Kundera, Identity}

[tunisian]

it hurts to love you because you dont love me back

mark strand / colette lush / edward m. forster / christian kuria / salma deera / flannery o’connor / blythe baird / ijeoma umebinyuo / richard siken / ib vyache / blythe baird

[poetrybyonur]

There is a phrase in French that refers the intense emotional pain of wanting someone you can't have or loving someone who doesn't love you back. They call it “La douleur exquise,” which literally means “the exquisite pain.” Only the French would come up with something so eloquent to describe the pain of unrequited love. It has been said that the pain and heartache in these circumstances is unbearable. Have you ever experienced it?

A piece I wrote in 2018.

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from i think i lost myself when i lost you.

[text id: i have loved you like i wish somebody had loved me. / do you know how hard it is to give something you don’t have?]

[vastingedachten]

[kuuyandere]

I think we are soulmates in the sense that I was made to be yours but you weren’t made to be mine.

[noraunor]

BRAVERY

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

Demon Alastor x human reader.

๑ | Navigation : where a human summoned a certain demon and both created a deal, where one who seek for protection of her and her family and while the other who see for her body and soul. The demon demands to have her soul to hell from time to time and in order to do that, they share a ring whenever one wants to leave earth or wants to leave earth. Two pairs became close but the other one developed more.

๑ | Tw : angst, unrequited love, swearing

If the word "idiocy" is an understatement at your state right now then, a fool would be the best. Your little curious human mind stumbled upon an old abandoned cabin upon strolling around the woods of Louisiana on New Orleans.

You and your family moved on New Orleans just a month ago and getting bored of being inside of the house, you decided to stroll around then saw an old cabin then went in there.

Upon arriving inside, a sickening chills electrocuted your nerves as your doe eyes wondered around the cabin, dolls, voodos and a book on a pentagram greted your sight.

Normal people would have choosen to flight the place and forget about it, but you, you let the curiosity get the best of you and decided to take the book and eximine it.

Stumbling to a certain spell, you decided to try it.

Did it work? Well, unfortunately, it did. And nownhere you are, shaking under the heated gaze of a deer demon in front of you with its sickening grin.

It radio static voice echoed through the cabin as it asked for what your wish is. It took you a solid minute when answering his question, refusing to believe the sight in front of you.

The stag was getting clearly irritated due to its knitted brows and strained grin. But instead of wishing quickly, you broke into a sprint leaving the cabin with an irritated demon.

Two night have passed, nightmares have been visiting your dreams. The sight of the deer demon haunted your dreams for two long nights. Dark presence and shadows would look around the room in the depths of the night. It made you restless and very exhausted.

Your family started to get worried at the bags under your eyes and your lack of energy, but you refuse to tell them the exact reason for them being religious and would have you an earful of scolding.

You sighed as you hugged your blanket around your form as you tried to calm you racing heart to your chest as you stared at the forming dark shadow on the corner of the room.

You can see face, nor eyes but you feel it's staring at you.

You took a shaky depend breath as you clutched your blanket, too scared to move that it might pounce on you if you made any slight movements. You tried to fight of the fear creeping out of your heart since your grandparents always tells you that, fear feuls a demons hunger more. But clearly your failing miserably at it.

" are you just gonna stare at me all night or will you state what you desire most and seal the deal? " you almost screamed your heart out at the radio static kind of voice if it weren't for a shadow covering your mouth before you let out the scream.

" careful now my dear, we wouldn't want to cause troubles to you parents now we? " the voice mocked before it stepped out of the corner revealing the oh-so-mighty-deer-demon you summoned two nights ago.

You breath heavily as you squirmed to its shadow, you felt your heart stopped as he got closer to your height with a menacing grin.

" look darling, tasting and witnessing your fear and frustrations and all but I have a business to attend to back to my place, it would have been done perfectly finished if it weren't from you rudely interrupting me by summoning. " be breath out as he grabbed your jaw, claws digging to your cheeks as you let out a whimper.

" and you know what I loathed the most? " he growled " that is mindless fawns who interrupts me in the middle of my work for something useless. " he growled again and emphasizing the "mindless fawns".

He let's go of your jaw as he leans back and placing his arms behind his back elegantly.

" now, let's make this quick. " he smiled with a half-liffed eyes.

" you give me your wish and I can fulfill it, anything you want. And by anything, I mean I can give everything. " he hummed as he walked over your bed.

" fame, your love, money, protection , to kill for you—" he stopped in front of your bed " You name it! "

" and in exchange, I'll have your soul. " he grinned menacingly down at you.

" so do we have a deal? " he leaned down once again with his hand stretched out for you to take. You stared at his claws where a soft green glow emitting his hand.

" i-.. I.. " he quirkee a brow at your stutters as he patiently waited for your response.

You thought for a moment about this, it seems like you have no escaped to the action you made. So you swallowed your fear as you took a deep breath.

" m.. May I add something.. F-for my deal? "

" of course darling! Darling you'd like! "

You took your time collecting enough courage to speak as you met his eyes again.

" i- I would like to add to our deal.. That.. You.. To never touch any of my family nor love ones and friends. T-their souls are their to keep and protect them to at all costs! But never make any contact with then unless it's protection. And I still get to do whatever I want after you own my soul! " you rambled as you out up a brave face at the demoness in front of you.

The demon let out a dark chuckled as he retracted his hand.

" now that wouldn't be really fair, now is it darling? "

Your heart stopped for a moment after you thought for another way to still keep your freedom.

" how about this.. I will gave my all to you and you give your all to me.. W-well apart from that is way pass your comfort ,t-that is.. " you squeaked out feeling very embarrassed at your choices of words.

The stag grinned devilishly as he filter his head to the side.

" anything? "

" a-anything.. "

He smirked as he grabbed your hand.

" I would also would love to add in terms for me— " he cooed as he squeezed your hand " I would like to bring your body and soul to hell, with me in how many times I would like. " he grinned.

" wait-thats possible? -"

" in my power, it is. " he smiled.

" but- I'm quite a busy gal, and I'm still a student and a dancer. I can't be always available. " you explained.

" oh? Then night time. "

" my training and contests are in night time.. " you squeaked out.

The stag quirk a brow at you as you thought quickly for a solution.

" h-how about you uh.. Give me something like a ring or any accessories that would let me know if you're coming here or will take me to hell..something that I can still give you a response whether I'm in training or not.."

He gave you a look for a moment before pulling your hand making you crash into his chest.

" fair enough. " he grinned as grin glow emitts the room as a glowing green collar snapped to your neck as the chain leash appeared on the stage hand.

" pleasure doing business to you , dear darling~" he cooed as he yanked the chain making you pulled closer inches from his nose.

" now get the name of the lovely gal I'll be doing business with? I didn't got the chance to get it from two nights ago when you decided to rudely cut the conversation by running. " he chuckled darkly.

You gulped as you let out a strained voice due to the collar on your neck.

" y-y/n.."

"Y/n." He purred, you felt your stomach tingles at the sound of your name rolling smoothly to his tongue.

" quite a lovely name for a lovely gal indeed! " he smiled as he let go of the leash and then it vanished as you dropped to your bed, coughing.

" the names alastor darling, pleasure to meet you, quit a pleasure! " he exclaimed as he watched your coughing form.

" now that the deals is set, I would love to go back to my place and continue.. My unfinished business.. I'll see you when I can.. Little doe " he cooed as he melts in to the darkness.

For the last couple of days, alastor fulfilled his part of the deal, your family got raising pays to their jobs on Louisiana, you were popular to your school, no one dared to disrespect you, you were the catch and the talk of the school. Though one thing you didn't like is.. The attention, unfortunately, you were quite introverted one.

It's been a couple of days too since you've seen alastor, but you didn't mind. You're still not quite used of his presence, just after knowing that you summoned an overlord.

When he yet again made an appearance to your kitchen, you almost screamed half to death upon seeing a very tall red grinning demon in front of you.

You clutched your chest as you were hunched over with your other hand on the table supporting yourself from you knees getting weak from the scare, you wheezed as you glare at the demon who was grinning in amusement at your startled form.

" fucking HELL never to that again! " you painted as you clutched your racing heart.

" you almost made me face the golden hates of heaven with your stunt! Jeez! "

The stag chuckled as you sat on the chair finally calming your heart.

" fuck.. I think I hear the seven trumpets of heaven. "

" language dear, language. " the stag chuckled as he made his way beside you as you calmed your breathing.

" (insert your language). " you answered sarcastically as you quirked a brow at you.

" so what brings you here? "

" what? Can't I just visit and see how my darling doe doing? " he cooed as he leaned over your seat.

" well I was doing fine that is until you decided to appear out of nowhere and scared the living daylight out of me! " you huffed as you received a laugh from the said demon.

" now now my dear, for the real matter of why I am here it's because.. I would like to take you to hell with me from this moment? "

" why? "

" well just because, no come along. "

" wai-! " before you could protest, you could feel yourself slowly getting succumbed through the darkness as you closed your eyes and feel yourself falling, when you felt the hard ground you stumbled over your stance and landed on your butt as you rubbed your head from a nausea kicking it due to the transportation and the switching realms.

" you could have atleast.. Warned me. " you mumbled and earned an amused laugh from the demon. When you opened your eyes, you were greeted with more demons shocked faces, one was a Blondie, a moth, cat, Cyclops, and a serpent.. And holy fuck- spider. You felt chills crawled in your spine as you saw the spider demon.

Overall upon meeting them, they were nice, especially the blonde, you also got to hang out with the spider who's name was angel. He was nice, the cat gave you an pity look which you understand clearly, the moth gave you a worried look. But overall, their very nice. You like them. And when you first met Rosie and the cannibal town, they almost launched themselves to you when the certain overlord threatened them. You liked Rosie, Rosie liked you, though sometimes she's scary.

Then before you know it, it's been 4 years since you met alastor and the hazbin hotel. You're on your last year as a collage student now. Your relationship with the stag became quite close too, especially you. You've grown very attached to the radio demon and so was he. But yours was differently.

Alastor have also witnessed your very worse and your greatest, he had seen everything. Apart from the feelings you held for the said man.

Alastor have given you advices here and there, quotes, riddles and more. You were also there when the extermination happened 3 years ago, you faced your fears that time like the stag adviced you, sadly you lost one friend in that faithful day.

Right now, it was yet another normal day with you on the radio tower copying your notes while alastor busied hismelf with broadcasting. When you finished, our let out a sigh as you stretched out your limbs as alastor ended his broadcast. You stared at the ceiling of the radio tower as your feelings for him gets strongly as the more seconds you spend with him.

" hey al? " you called for him which he answered with a hum, examining his papers.

" you remember the advice you gave me with my fears right? "

" certainly darling, I do, how can I forget when I always reminds you with it. " he chuckled which you laughed softly at his response.

"I wanna do something brave today."

" oh? Mind enlightening me about it? "

"...well.. I have this one fear I have been holding for 3 years now. "

" go on dear" he hummed as he scribbled to his papers.

You went quiet for a moment as you felt your heart race.

" dear? " he called out to you, realizing you're not answering, he set down his papers as he walked to the couch in front of his broadcasting station and sat in front of you.

" darling? " you finally snapped out of you trance as you meet his eyes. You but your lower lip as you sighed.

" I... You-.. From-.. Ugh for fuck sake- " you groaned from you last sentence with your hand flying over your face in frustration. You took out a heavy sigh as you stared at him directly in the eye as you feel heat crept out to your cheeks.

Alastor quirk a brow at your actions.

" are you alright sweetheart? If your not comfortable enough with sharing this information then you don't have too. Give it a time. " fuck- how can you not fall for this demon when his-his like this?!

It's so wrong but you can't help it.. No man have ever treated you as the same as he treated you.

You felt your lip quiver as you sigh, muttering a small "fuck it".

" alastor.. "

" yes sweetheart? "

".. I-... " you paused as you gripped at the hem of your oversized T-shirt. " I love you. "

The sound of radio scratching erupted across the room making you since as you shamefully avoided his gaze. He was quiet, he went quite. No response or what's over, just an Increasing sound of white radio static.

" I.... I have loved you.. F-for the third years of our meetings.. I know it's very wrong to feel this way for a demon.. Especially I'm a human. " you rambled as you looked down on your lap, your hands gripping at your pants.

" I loved you for.. For you, I don't exactly know- but it just happened. Everything you just did for me, apart from the deal just made me fall for you? I don't know.. This was never ment to happen.. But.. Here I am. " you laughed dryly.

" I know you will never reciprocate this feeling since.. You never have been familiar with this types of emotions..but.. I just want this feelings out and known. " you took a deep breath as you finally met his eyes who was staring at you with wide eyes and strained smile, his ears were laying flat to his head.

" I.. I love you all.. I really do. " you smiled bitterly.

" you don't have to response.. You don't have to answer since I clearly know the answer.. " you tried to keep your voice straight but miserably failing since there are possibilities of him avoiding you for the rest of your life because of you stupid little feelings towards him.

" but... The-.. There's one thing... I wish.. Is.. For us.. To.. " at this point tears were already spilling to your eyes.

" for us.. To.. Not.. " you sobbed.

You sniffles as you hugged yourself as you tried to contain your tears. You wished he would swallow up his pride and embrace you and comfort you, but sadly, you know darling too well he won't.

And before you knew it, you found yourself back in your room.

" i-.. I'm sorry.. " you sniffles.

[maniccherrygirl]

[pendarling]

A Kiss To Freedom

Their arms were tugged away from their face, exposing their beet-red cheeks and nervous expression.

"A kiss? Are you sure?" They muttered, lightly dazed at the fight that just occurred. It was a rare moment, but this time Villain had won.

They should've done a few more leg workouts before pulling off this stunt of theirs. Believing that it would be okay to perform any hero work for the day when, in reality, their week of lazying around had finally caught up to them, and now… they'd been captured by Villain. They gave them a choice, though. To escape their grasp, they demanded… a kiss.

"Yes, sweetheart, you heard me the first time. Why don't you lean your head back and tilt it for me a bit?" Their wrists were caught above their head, their hips locked underneath them without a way to move.

They shut their eyes tight, still trying to fight off this aching feeling growing in their chest; it was just too embarrassing to be doing this.

Hero moved their head to the side. "But it's… I don't know how to."

"Hm?" They could almost see the gears moving in their head as they deciphered their last sentence. It wasn't supposed to be like this, at least not how they imagined their first time to go, but here they were. "You mean this is your first?" A playful smile appeared on their lips as they curved. Hero found it harder to breathe, especially since they had them pinned to the grab in such a violating manner. "I'm surprised! You're telling me so many people just passed up the opportunity to kiss your cute face?"

Villain sounded a lot more excited than they had imagined.

A warmth spread all over their body as they concluded that this was really going to happen. They were too weak to argue. It was all just a teasing game to Villain. It always was. There wasn't much to do; besides, it's not a loss if it was just this once with only Villain. "Just hurry it up, please." Part of them was guilty enough to say they hoped it would be Villain all along.

They heard the criminal hum softly, and their eyes gave them that sultry look at how their body grew softer under their gaze. Hero felt their fingers brush back strands of hair, and press their thumb gently against their lip, "If it's your first, we should make this as special as possible then, hm?"

They swallowed briefly and stared at the face of their supposed nemesis. They were determined to make them melt under their grip. "Don't take this the wrong way, all I want is to get out of here." Their words fell off slightly near the end of their sentence.

"Just watch and learn, little hero." They leaned in, their breath warm, and a subtle change in their eyes gradually became a hungered expression of desperation.

Their lips settled neatly pressed onto their own, Hero's eyes flickered, and their breathing slowed. They were soft. Despite all the times Villain proved to be a true monster of their own, their lips were warm and inviting. They savoured the sensation that made them wonder if Villain's intentions differed.

They didn't even realize the moment had come to a close until they felt the weight on their chest leaving them. Villain stood up and, as promised, let them go.

Hero got up slower, their legs oddly shaking from the tingling sensation that ran up and down their spine. It was harder to make eye contact with them now.

"Did you like it?" They smoothly questioned; their voice was somewhat intimidating but sounded more comforting now.

Hero didn't want to answer, but their head involuntarily nodded.

"See you later then, and if you get caught by me again, I'll be taking more than just those lips of yours."

They looked down to the ground and understood their motives.

~~~ MASTERLIST

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

I went to riverbed to wait for you to show up, you didnt show up, I kept waiting .

I can't explain what i mean and even if i could I'm not sure i would feel like it .

[indigonightsss]

"Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance?"

"You knew, I'd only let you rip my heart out in your hands. You knew that because I loved you.

"More than I loved God."

[trusthevillain]

"Wow...", Villain gasped. "you really fooled me, huh?"

"Hero, I--"

"No. NO. Stop. talking. Every time you open your mouth it breaks my heart."

"What heart?", Hero provoked. "Don't pretend you didn't know it was all pretend. We were using each other and you knew it from day one."

Villain let out a bitter laugh. "I'm only realizing it now: I deserve this. That's what I get for being stupid, for believing in love. What was I thinking?"

[shorthairedbrownqueer]

Ft. The stuff I wrote when I was 16

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from even flesh eaters don’t want me.

[text id: i read ‘you see the world differently when you’re in love.’ / it’s on fire.]