#sad and angry and broken

[gravedigg]

WORKING UP THE COURAGE TO ASK VIRGIL QUESTIONS:

What were the most intense emotions he'd ever felt outside of the Urge, before the tadpoling and after?

Hi Myc this is a fantastic question ily.

I think pre-tadpole, it would be the major beats of Virgil's life.

When Enver was sold to Raphael, his confusion and anger and sadness that was far too overwhelming for a kid.

The moments after Bhaal compelled him to kill his family, once the urge had faded and he was left to face what he had done alone, absolutely unfathomable horror, shame, and grief. And then there were the dark times after that where he didnt feel much of anything at all for a long time.

There was the shock, disbelief, relief, and utter childish delight that Virgil felt when he saw Enver again after the House of Hope, having believed him dead for so long. He kept these feelings inside as best he could in the moment, the Temple having taught him to temper his emotions as they didnt serve his father's will.

The slow build of trust, love, and sick bloody devotion over the years working together, coming to an apex at their trading of vows on Bhaal's altar, hearts connected by affection and the cold steel blade shared between them.

And then post tadpole, I would say,

Waking up on the nautiloid, head empty except for absolute, unending, blood-curdling rage with no discernable source.

When he found out he was he a child of Bhaal, the deep shame, hatred, and fear knowing his companions would scourn him.

And when he saw Gortash again, not knowing who he was or how he knew him, but that he felt right and good and why did he feel right and good hes supposed to be their enemy, but all Virgil wanted to do was cup Enver's face in his hand, to pull him into an embrace and never let go. I think for him it felt like he had been holding his breath for weeks and he was finally able to exhale, but there were people staring at him, judging him, and he knew how he felt would be seen as wrong, which made him so so angry which he channeled directly into smashing his shitty sister like a bug.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[darealsaltysam]

im at my fucking limit oh my god atreus running to kratos to hug him after freeing garm and kratos hugging him back and then letting go and then realizing atreus ISNT letting go and NEEDS comfort and continuing to hug him and asking him what happened and not getting mad or impatient and just letting him know he’s there for him and even as EVERYONE berates him for freeing garm kratos steps in and defends him because he understands how unbearably COMPASSIONATE his son is even for an evil hellhound and telling him they’ll fix this together and how he’s not angry and is only happy that he’s safe and and and and and AND AND-

[lunar-serpentinite]

me when i remember that ultimately harry just really wanted to go home in the arms of a mother and father that he never had a chance to have

[natjennie]

im literally shaking with adrenaline i cant believe you guys had me convinced it was bad. what the fuck.

[seductiveandcynical]

I used to plead with God to end my sufferings, then he sent me you. I thanked God for putting you in my life, then he took you away.

I don’t talk to God anymore.

[nailgunstigmata]

i like jealous dennis but honestly what im hoping for is dennis who wants to see mac succeed and when he does just gets sad about it. like what we saw in gets romantic, when dennis supported mac trying to have his lovestory with the guy and just lingered in the background looking kind of upset. he played the music for mac. he tried to help him. he wasnt happy about it, but he tried to help. because he wants to convince himself he doesnt want and doesnt need mac and is willing to let him go.

and idk but i kinda feel like when he does see mac succeed and win the guy over it doesnt suddenly flip over into anger but into sadness instead. maybe this is just me being delusional and wanting to see dennis be a sopping wet loser but idk. i think dennis does want mac to succeed (if only to prove to himself he doesnt need him) and i dont think hes willing yet to show he cares enough to throw a tantrum. he might quietly seethe a bit, but i dont think he’ll actually get angry.

i think that when mac actually chooses someone other than dennis, he wont be mad because theres nothing to be angry at. it just means he wasnt good enough

[randomnameless]

It's so funny that edelstans will use Rhea calling Byleth worthless garbage when they choose CF as this massive point against her; what did they expect her to call someone who willingly sided with Edelgard while knowing full well that she supported a kidnapping attempt aimed at her niece, broke into a mortuary to steal her dead family members' corpses to fashion them into weapons, and ordered the deaths of everyone in that mortuary, even her fellow students, just for being in the wrong place at the wrong time?

Eh,

I think this wording "worthless piece of garbage" is the first one that made me check the differences between the jp version and the lolcalised version (with the dub!) because I wasn't getting all the memes and references to this line, and this made me discover Rhage lol

Yes, Rhea is pretty pissed in this scene (even if Rhage sounds more pissed because Rhage) but yeah, she says this when Billy attacks the monastery.

It's not only in the holy tomb, no, it's attacking the Monastery - for... reasons? I've skimmed way too many Tru Piss fics trying to justify this choice as "uwu protecc student" when Rhea orders her death, but attacking Garreg Mach? With all of its residents, leftover students, randoms, monks, etc etc? What is Billy protecting here?

Billy, imo, here shows complete compliance/acceptance with Supreme Leader's plan, including all the things Supreme Leader did as Flamey : Remire, Emile abducting women, breaking in the monastery killing students to steal relics, Jerry's death, popping in the Holy Tomb with Jackie to, again, steal Nabatean remains + whatever Supreme Leader said in her manifesto/declaration of war, etc etc

So this really sounds like an argument about people saying Rhea BaD because... Rhea is pissed and call you names when you try to kill her and her people and trigger her PTSD :(

[polteergeistt]

i can't with the love angst in sleep token's songs. man is begging to be treated right in every song because he was wronged. everytime it's vent. he is desperate for love and attention because it cruelly lacked. he was treated like shit. and i want to help in fics and stuff despite being the worst boyfriend in the world, maybe I could become better, you know. but we dont need to care that much about vessel as a fictional character because he does not exist and the pain therefore isn't real. so its fine, right ? its all a part of the lore isn't it ?

but this mf cries on stage.

[traumatizedjaguar]

Brand New

[euesworld]

"My heart just broke, just a little bit more.

When I got home, tears began to pour.

I think I stayed like that for an hour,

Or maybe even more,

Just why can't escape this horror?

'Cause no, it's not such an honor.

I hate that I fell for you,

Expected way too much again.

I thought maybe you liked me too.

Falling for people like you is always what I seem to do,

But, I always hope that y'all don't hurt me so.

Never been one to let things go.

I always seem to get rejection,

When all I want is your acception.

I think I just took another hit,

Everyone's like a perfect puzzle piece but I can never seem to fit.

I hate the fact that I still want you by my side,

Can't seem to get you out of my mind.

Yeah, 'cause you're stuck in my head~.

Don't know how you got inside,

Or how you've crossed all my lines,

Ignoring all my warning signs.

Promised myself I wouldn't cry.

Oh, wasn't that such a fucking lie.

'Cause it's late at night and you've got me crying,

Don't know why I keep on prying.

Trying to hold back tears,

Tryna fight back fears.

You've got me so fucked, fucked up.

I wish I could make it stop,

'Cause I think I've had enough. "

Wrote this a while ago and I can't get over the fact about how it is so relatable to the situation I find myself in and want to avoid. And I don't know what to name it...

Name it, light a match and watch me explode into tears, cause that's how it seems to me.. that's horrible, I mean it was good poetry but what you are feeling is so hard. I feel for you.. keep your chin up, you may not see it right now but this is teaching you something about life. It's a difficult lesson but don't let go of yourself, don't forget who you are.. it's easy to get lost in the pain but you are so strong, you don't even know yet. Don't stop writing, it will help you to process the pain..

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[jondrettegirls]

no bcuz nothing makes me sadder than raskolnikov and his mom. like their last meeting when she keeps saying that shes not going to ask any questions bcuz even though she doesnt understand everything shes sure that rodya is so smart and so admirable and when he says hes leaving and and “it’s not forever? say it’s not forever? say you’ll come again, come tomorrow?” “yes, yes, i will”…. and then hes gone and no one will tell her where he really is. and so pulcheria alexandrovna goes around st. petersburg showing everyone the only article her son ever got published, telling everyone how smart he is, and about how he helped his university friend and saved kids from a fire. and when she becomes convinced that rodya’s coming back soon and she gets the apartment all ready for his “arrival.” and how one of the only things raskolnikov asks about and worries about is how his mother is doing. and when pulcheria alexandrovna dies and they realize that she actually had more of an idea what was going on than anyone thought, like she had somehow just sensed it….. and then months after her death when they finally tell raskolnikov about it and the news has no effect on him, because he had already guessed at the truth, had somehow sensed it… and and and “enough, rodya. i’m sure everything you do is wonderful.” “don’t be.”

[yandere-kokeshi]

What happened to Arthur morgan in the swamp makes me cry all over again

[eldritch-thrumming]

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[thedreadvampy]

I'm like. 99.5% ok about the breakup but boy that 0.5% sneaks up on ya