#shadow and bone blurb

[triptuckers]

Safe - Matthias Helvar

Request: one word blurb! Pairing:  matthias helvar x reader Summary:  turns out your safe place isn't a place at all Warnings:  mentions of blood, fighting, death Word count:  635 A/N: this is part of my 1,5k follower celebration :) check out this post explaining it, enjoy!

you're stumbling through the streets of ketterdam, trying to make sense of your surroundings. but it's hard when there's blood dripping in your eye from a cut above your eyebrow.

this was not part of kaz's plan. it was supposed to be quick, in and out while no one would realise.

it all went wrong.

either there was a flaw in kaz's plan, or the dime lions had somehow figured out your plan and took precautions. whatever the case, it was a bloodbath.

you had been teamed up with inej and the both of you had unleashed a tornado of violence once you realised the dime lions were waiting for you. your hands and clothes got soaked in blood. you didn't know if it belonged to you or to someone else, you didn't care.

then, without warning, one of wylan's bombs went off and part of the building you were in collapsed. you got separated from inej, but you did manage to hear jesper's voice over the chaos, yelling for everyone to get back to the slat.

just as you wanted to oblige and head back, a lone dime lion had spotted you.

it was a messy fight, with no honour and a lot of blood and cursing. after a few near misses from your opponent, frustration got the better of you. driven by anger, you lashed out with your knives until the dime lion lay at your feet, bleeding and barely breathing.

you stared at him. a boy not much older than you. saints, what had you done?

you ran away, and it got you to where you are now, blindly stumbling through the streets, trying to get back to the slat.

at this time of night, the streets are nearly empty. you don't see many people. then again, they would probably avoid the girl covered in blood with knives.

every time you close your eyes to wipe the blood away, you see the face of the young dime lion. that could have been you.

you're so lost in thought, trying to shake the boy out of you head, that you promptly walk into something solid.

you instantly pull out one of your knives again, but when you look up, you see a familiar face.

matthias looks down at you with a worried look in his eyes.

before he can say anything, your knife clatters to the ground and you step forward, locking your arms around his waist and burying your face in his chest.

matthias' posture stiffens, but then he relaxes and wraps an arm protectively around you.

'it's alright, you're safe now.' he says softly.

you fight the tears but eventually they fall, soaking matthias' shirt with a mixture of tears and blood. he doesn't seem to care, though.

'let's get you back to the slat and cleaned up.' says matthias. 'the others will be glad to know you're okay.'

you briefly remove your face from his chest to look at him. 'they're already back?' you say.

matthias frowns in confusion. 'y/n, we got back hours ago. we thought you didn't make it.' he says.

his words make you frown as well, and matthias gently tugs you along with him as he starts the walk back to the slat.

'I think you're in shock.' he says. 'it's okay, you're safe now. I've got you.'

you lean into his side, but matthias doesn't mind. he pulls you a bit closer.

a small part of you remembers your knife is still on the floor behind you, but you don't want it back. you'd never be able to use it again without picturing it covered in the dime lion's blood.

you softly shake your head, trying to drown the memory out. instead, you focus on matthias' presence next to you. he's right, you're safe now.

A/N: If you want to request something, make sure to read my house rulesHere’s the list of characters I write for. Everything that I have written can be found on my masterlist. Please don’t repost my work, as I spend much time and effort on it!! Thank you for reading! Much love, Max/Marit

[raz-writes-the-thing]

Heated Gaze (SAB/SOC One-Shot)

Kaz Brekker x GN!Reader 18+ / requests are open

Summary: Kaz likes to watch you play with yourself.

Fic type: smut

SAB/SOC: @the-sweet-psycho @midnight--raine (send an ask to be added to a tag list!)

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Kaz was a simple man who liked simple pleasures- and watching you finger your own ass open while he watched from his comfortable leather couch was one of them.

Saints, how he loved the sight of you splitting yourself open on your own fingers for him, squirming with the burn and the tug of the stretch. He adjusted himself slightly, feeling himself straining against his slacks. Leather-clad fingers clenched around the cane perched on his lap.

Calculating eyes dilated with desire watched your expression, enraptured by your pleasure. Kaz smirked slightly when you managed to slip another finger inside.

"Touch yourself?" You asked breathily, rocking against your fingers. Your hooded eyes analysed his reaction, heat shooting down your nerves and straight between your legs.

Kaz's smirk widened into a predatory smile. Not quite a grin, but not far off either. He leaned forward in his seat, eyeing you hungrily. Arching a brow, he questioned you silently.

"Please sir," you added with a whimper, cheeks flushing at the look on his face. You weren't embarrassed to be fucking yourself on your fingers on the floor in front of him, but when he looked at you like that- as if he could see into the deepest parts of yourself, well, that turned you shy. Kaz Brekker could take you apart with one look and he knew it too.

Kaz brushed his coat open and parted his knees, rubbing a hand over his clothed cock. You noted his nostrils flaring and knew he was just as far gone as you were. You chewed on your lip, desperate to see more of him.

"Get your toy," Kaz demanded, undoing the button on his pants and taking himself out. You rushed to obey, grasping your toy from where it was waiting patiently on the coffee table. Kaz rubbed some oil onto his glove and swiped his thumb over the head of his cock.

You rubbed your toy against your sex, enjoying the brief stimulation, though Kaz's predatory warning look snapped you out of it quick smart. You placed it by your stretched out hole and waited for Kaz's command.

"Rub that pretty hole for me," he said, eyes caught on the erotic display. You obeyed, rubbing the oiled toy around your entrance. Your brows furrowed slightly with the effort of not giving in to your desire to push it inside. Instead, you pushed it up against your entrance teasingly- just like you daydreamed about Kaz doing sometimes.

"Put it in," Kaz breathed, voice cracking with lust. "Slowly," he added in a more commanding tone. You obliged, slowly pushing the toy through the ring of muscle fighting with you despite your preparations.

The toy wasn't hugely thick, but it was thick enough to stretch and burn, and as you pushed it inch by agonising inch, you couldn't help dropping your head back. You felt so fucking full- felt so good.

The sound of wet skin against leather caught your attention, and you looked up to see Kaz working at his cock, one hand tightening against his cane and the other pumping his cock rhythmically. Pleasure shot up your spine at the sight. There was something so fucking hot about seeing someone like Kaz- always so put together- seeing them come undone. Watching them let at least a little of their guard down.

Finally, the toy reached as far as it could go, and a truly inhuman groan of relief escaped you. You felt so fucking full. You were aching to play with yourself- to touch that spot that set your nerves alight.

"Again," Kaz grunted, fucking his gloved hand, though his eyes were on yours, drinking down the sight of you. You nodded, whimpering slightly as you started to bring the toy back out of you. The sense of fullness waned, and you hated how desperate it made you feel.

Pushing the toy back inside, your control started to slip, moving faster. You groaned, eyes rolling back into your head at how good the rough thrusting felt inside you rubbing up against your walls.

"Fuck," you panted, grinding your hips against it. "So fucking full. K-Kaz- feels so good."

Kaz grinned, fire glinting in his eyes. You whimpered as he devoured you with that look alone, pleasure seeping through his features. He gestured for you to come closer and you shuffled towards him.

"Do you want me to finish all over your filthy skin?" He asked, bottom lip catching between his teeth as his cock jolted. "Want me to cum all over your pretty belly while you fuck your ass with that toy?"

You whimpered, fucking yourself harder. Your other hand crept down to play with yourself, not caring if he punished you for that later or not. His eyes blazed, and the pace of his hand matched your own.

"Fuck, Kaz- yes, please-" you gasped, fighting to keep your eyes from closing so you could drink in every single detail of his face.

"Fuck yourself harder," Kaz grunted, pumping his cock furiously. His jaw tensed as he approached his peak. You did as you were told, fucking the toy into your ass as fast and hard as you could manage what with your other hand working at your sex. God, you wouldn't last long like this.

"S-Saints- oh-" Kaz broke off into a moan as his seed spurted from his cock, landing on your skin. You cried out, knowing that you, too, were about to finish.

His spend dripped from your chest and neck all the way down to where your hand met yourself, and the ravenous, heated look mixed with the softness he inhabited post-finish were enough to send you over as well.

You roiled on the floor, thighs jerking as you finally finished too. Pleasure rode out across your body as your muscles went from tense to oh-so-relaxed. You felt your ass clenching around the toy, and you groaned as you started to slow your motions.

You were exhausted, ready to just collapse on the floor. Sweat beaded along your skin, making you shimmer before him.

"Exquisite," Kaz murmured reverently. "You're perfect."

You flushed alongside your breathy chuckle, still catching your breath.

"I think that goes for you too, Kaz," you replied, sliding down onto the floor and stretching out your arms. "Oh, fuck, that feels good. What would you say to ordering some food from downstairs to be delivered up here?"

Kaz put himself away and nodded curtly.

"I am hungry, actually. Stay there, I'll be back."

You reached for the wash cloth that you'd pre-emptively brought up with you when Kaz had told you to get upstairs earlier and washed the mess from your body.

It wasn't long before Kaz was back, and it wasn't long after that before your food was brought up, steaming and delicious. If there was one perk to being with the Bastard of the Barrel, it was the food.

You enjoyed a nice night together. Eating, then having a quiet conversation about your day. Kaz even managed to brush his gloved hand over your arm once or twice.

It definitely made the soreness you dealt with in the morning much more tolerable.

[angelltheninth]

NNN Day 27 with Aleksander Morozova

Pairing: Aleksander Morozova x Fem!Reader

Tags: nsfw, smut, creampie, pregnancy mention, kissing, clit stimulation, post-nut cuddles

A/N: It's kinda hard to be excited about writing this cause it feels so bittersweet. Hopefully we can do the same thing as the Warrior Nun fandom and save this show and it's spin-off. Until then, enjoy this smut, the show may not be around for now but the fandom was here before it and we'll be here after it. Just... sucks that Netflix doesn't care.

Challenging Aleksander not to nut for a whole month wasn't as fun as you thought it would be. For every day he didn't come he made you come hard. It sounded like a good deal until your clit was so sensitive that just him cupping your pussy and pressing against it was enough to make you come. By the time he decided to stop trying not to fuck you it was so sensitive that your pussy tightened almost on command.

"This is your fault darling, I'll keep punishing you." You hickuped against his chest as he placed one of your hand over his hip and pressed himself against you, his abs stimulating your clit, making your whole body tremble against you. "Try not to come too much, we're trying for a baby remember? I want to make sure you get pregnant after today."

"I can't help it. You're the one who made me this sensitive. What were you thinking? Every day for the past month too." You moaned moaned his name against his chest, pussy tight around his cock, still trying to milk him of every drop. As if he has more to give, not after so many hours. It was surprising he was still hard after all that.

To your surprise he did indeed have more for you. Not as much as the last time but he rolled his hips upwards, his seed flowing between your, across your thigh and onto the bed.

"Don't mind the mess. I'll get someone to clean it up tomorrow." Tomorrow? He smirked down at you as you looked up, eyes wide. "Why so surprised? I did say we would make a baby tonight didn't I?" He rolled you on top of him, ignoring how you cringed at the sight of his cum covering his stomach. "You'll be the one to clean those. After all, I don't want my pretty wife getting jealous." His hands pulled your thighs down, keeping you grounded against him as he started moving once again, your back arching backwards at the anticipation of more cum entering your your pussy soon.

[bippiti]

nights with sturmhond where you almost get thrown overboard by how heavy the winds are; your hair sticks to your face and you don’t know if it’s from the sweat or the rising waves. he eyes you with what you could almost swear was pride

nights with sturmhond where the water is calm and you can take time to appreciate the stars fully. you can feel his eyes go to yours across the ship, wonder filling them

nights with sturmhond where you don’t know where you’ve landed, you touch ground for the first time in months. you know some of the others are doing the same; sturmhond only watches, glancing over everyone

nights with sturmhond where you don’t get any sleep, his hands run over your almost feverish skin as he rolls into you once more; you can feel his gaze on you sharpen like the nails you’re scraping along his back

nights with sturmhond where you feel like a child again, life is simple on this boat and the ever watchful man who always keeps you in his sights

[luvellx]

fic recs , s&b | nikolai lantsov !

by @beautysamour

⤷ wrong destination

⤷ your beauty never ever scared me

3 times, 3 words by @bey0nd-1he-stars

i want you, bless my soul by @spencersfish

man of faith by @undiscovered-horizon

love language by @fishley

healer's duties by @fleurspun

by @clairecrive

⤷ young royals

⤷ mr perfectly fine

⤷ giving and receiving

✎ella's note !

hello again! back with more fic recs and this time it's the one and only nikolai mf lantsov, it's not much since im on a reading slump, but anyways hope u guys find these helpful! thx for reading muah<33

[marvelmusing]

Okokok so that little IAL blurb got me thinking…..

Imagine if the reader sees Aleksander in sweatpants and that turns her on for some reason (Ben Barnes in sweats? Yes please) and she just climbs him like a tree 😂🥵🥵

Imagine sitting at the former war table, still wearing your sleeping clothes and feeling half asleep as you begin to tuck into your breakfast.

While you’re pouring your tea, you hear the sound of Aleksander rousing himself from bed, sheets rustling as he pushes the covers aside, and you’re glad he’s had the opportunity to sleep in this morning.

As you’re swallowing down a mouthful of your drink, Aleksander appears in the doorway and you promptly choke on your tea.

Now in the midst of summer, the two of you have been sleeping in only your underwear, wearing smooth silk robes whenever you want to sit before or after sleep. But this morning Aleksander has forgone his robe, leaving him in only the pair of dark sweatpants that he had commissioned as a surprise for you - a small reminder of your old world.

He leans his shoulder against the door frame, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth as amusement sparkles in his eyes. Warmth flushes over your cheeks and his smirk turns boyish as he observes your reaction.

“Good morning, my love,” he says smoothly.

Clearing your throat, you place your cup down in its saucer, porcelain rattling lightly. Aleksander watches you intently as you keep your eyes lowered.

“G’morning, Sasha.”

Pushing himself away from the door frame, he strolls leisurely towards you. As he stands beside you, he hooks a finger under your chin, guiding your gaze up over his bare chest to meet his dark eyes. His eyelids are lowered as he looks down at you, his lips parting as the corner of his mouth twitches with a knowing smile. In an instant, you’re mirroring his smile, slipping your arms around his waist.

The sound of his breath catching sends a thrill through you as you nuzzle your nose over his stomach. Tilting your head back, you meet his dark gaze as you trail a line of kisses above the line of his waistband. Aleksander bites down on his lower lip, breathing out a small laugh at the sight of you looking so pleased with yourself.

“Anything on the agenda today, General?” you ask coyly.

He threads his hand through your hair, huffing out a laugh at your question, which sends a shiver down your spine.

“Nothing that can’t be rescheduled.”

Humming in satisfaction, you hook your fingers under the waistband of his sweatpants, skimming your knuckles over his skin as you smile victoriously up at him.

“Good.”

[goblinthefrog]

On top of my love for neurodivergent show SaB Wylan, Kit’s playing of Jesper is also so perfect. The way that he so easily accepts Wylan for who he is is amazing.

He listens to Wylan’s rants about his interests, no matter what they are, and tries to continue communication in the process. While Jesper doesn’t particularly care for the butterflies, Wylan does and he wants to do what will make Wylan happy and expresses that exactly. He also tried to compliment Wylan whenever he could.

He shows pride in him in a way Wylan has never experienced before. He calls him a genius and he means it. He proudly exclaims that Wylan is his when he thinks of throwing the bomb at the Nichevo’ya (even if it didn’t work for long). He also silently stares in wonder after Wylan plays the piano for Alby, a skill that Wylan father always looked down upon in the books.

He sees Wylan as endearing, but not in the way a lot of TV likes to express neurodivergent characters, as if they are akin to children. Wylan is, as I like to believe, autistic but they doesn’t infantilize him. He didn’t know what Kaz was going to get him into, but once he learned he decided to stick around on his own and became an important part of their crew. I also appreciate the illusion to sex scenes, it further expresses the idea that Wylan is not a child but a grown man in a serious relationship.

[natashxromanovf]

i am flooding your inbox today, hope you dont mind :)

for the blurb night; would you write a kaz imagine where it has snowed in ketterdam and you try to get him outside with you??

Winter Wonderland

kaz brekker x gn!reader

wc: 288

warnings: /

a/n: i love this and i was actually so excited to write it! i hope you like it <33

"Please," you whine as you look outside then at Kaz, trying to convince him to go out with you. It snowed for the first time in 3 years and when you woke up to the white streets this morning, you nearly screamed. You knew this may be the only chance for the next couple of years to experience the real winter and you just couldn't let Kaz miss out on all the fun. Of course, you knew he wasn't going to like the idea cause this is Kaz we're talking about but with some convincing, he might actually step outside with you.

"No, I despise snow," he replies for the hundredth time this morning, returning to his work. You sigh, getting ready to bring out your last card.

"Pretty please? For me?" you sweetly smile, finally catching his attention. He stares at you for a couple of seconds before taking a deep breath and giving in.

"If I go out with you for fifteen minutes will you leave me alone then?" he asks, but deep down he has already decided to go with you minutes ago, he just wanted to see how far you'll go with the pleading.

"Yes, I promise!" you exclaim, practically jumping from excitement.

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A couple of minutes later you're stepping outside, the biggest grin on your face. You turn around, laughing from happiness. There are snowflakes falling onto your face, steam coming out of your mouth because of the cold. You look happier than he has ever seen you, especially when you join Jesper and Nina in a snow fight. Kaz just stares at you from a distance and for the first time in a very, very long time, Kaz Brekker genuinely smiles.

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[love-strawberry]

as the poets say

summary : in which they get married and it's the best day ever.

pairing : ben barnes x reader

warnings : language

author's note : had soooooo much fun writing this!! i am back from the dead and will try to finish my requests by the end of week!! send in more please, keeps me motivated!! <3

tagged : @mrsben-barnes @ellora-brekker @slut4benbarnes

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[ask-missparker]

Lord, Show Me How Say No To This | Marvel blurb

He cheated on me with some agent named Katherine Davon. I walked into his office to talk with him about a brief meeting coming up and found them on the couch chatting—then they kissed!

My first love turned out to be my last…

All those years of love, sweat and tears showing him my world only to give it over to another woman.

I should’ve known…

From the day Katherine walked into SHIELD, she was all kind, snarky and dressed like a boss ass bitch. I knew I couldn’t completely go up against some women like her.

Nikolai must’ve heard the door slam shut as he rushed after me and into the hallway of the SHIELD main area.

He caught me in tears as I shakes my head yelling from him to let go.

“Mia, love, let me explain.”

“Explain what? Huh? I saw what you did.”

“She came at me! She came into my office and asked for help on a assignment..and I did..then we started talking.”

“How long has this been happening?”

“I wish I say it was the first time..but it became a past time..”

“Y-yo—you been doing this for weeks?! You come home every night to me and when I’m out of sight, she’s there..”

He stopped for a moment, hearing how hurt she sounds as he answered, “Yeah, she is…you have been gone for weeks, I was alone and tired..”

“I beg you to take a break and you refused to! You told you to come with me, you said no…I was sad without..” She replies with a sigh.

“But not sad enough to pull me out of my office huh?”

“I..um, you are blaming me? Okay, fine..I hope she treated you better than I thought...”

“Well, her mouth were on mine and I couldn’t say no.”

That one line caught a rift of silence between the two of them. No words could describe the fact that they were heartbroken..

I couldn’t remember if I saw him smile as he said those words or not. But all I remember is that his eyes were laced with a pain and sorrow, as if he regrets his actions but proud of them all the same.

After a moment I spoke, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean come off as strong as I did…I am so sorry if I messed up as your girlfriend.. but it doesn’t change how I feel about you..”

“..that you hate me for cheating on you?” He asked me, fixing his collar.

“No..I mean, yes..but I still love you. Despite my thoughts, I love you…”

“You should know, it started weeks before that mission..she was my partner a couple of months before during a long trip to Russia..we were alone and we talked..but I never once stopped to wondered what you would think of me for it..”

“…does anyone else know?”

“No. I didn’t know how to say no to it.”

“Mhmm..”

“Just me and her..if it makes you feel any better, I still love you, Mia, please know that..”

“I know you do..I will try to do better..I will stop going on missions, take less hours and be just there..”

“Mia, don’t. I won’t cost you to cut your hours in half for me. I made a mistake! I didn’t come to you when I should have.

“I know, but you need to make the decision Nik..are you still here with me on this? Can you say no her?”

With that, Nik was silent again. I couldn’t tell you what was going on his head, even if I tried. I know I messed up here, not coming in to check on him as often as possible. I called those weeks I was gone and he always talked me with on his day, how he was feeling and such.

But he lied to me how he truly felt. I knew I could be forgetful but want to handle everything at times, but i would have like to see him make the effort to balance the weight of the situation.

But instead, he kept to himself. It wasn’t worth standing in the middle of the halls waiting for his answer.

All I knew is that I had to do better. I broke a promise.

We both did.

I pressed a hand on his chest and kissed his cheek as I mumbled softly, “I’ll see you at home.”

With that I walked away.

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// Soooo what we think?

Tags: @missstrawbs2001 @purpleprincessonfyre @meiramel @gcthvile @rickb-chaos s @gaminggirlsstuff @wizzzardofoz @thechoooooosenone @luna-d-marsh @rooster-84 @thecavalrywife @cherrysft and etc

[anakindoodles]

Stormy night was the April discord prompt so I drew angsty Kaz Brekker >:) Ao3 link: x

[triptuckers]

milestone celebration :)

hi everyone!! long time no see :) even though I haven't written much these past weeks, I've hit 1,5k followers on here!! I appreciate every single one of you, as well as those of you who have included my works in recommendation lists and especially those who leave feedback on my works and reblog them :) you're the best <3

given that I've had my final college exams and all the work I had to do for art academy admissions is all done, I've got some free time!

and to celebrate hitting this milestone, I'm opening my one word blurbs again!

how it works: send me one word and a character from the list below (under the cut) and I'll write a short blurb based on the word! (for example: tech + sunset)

limit: please limit it to two asks per person, so I don't get overwhelmed :)

deadline: you can send in your requests til monday may 22nd 1 pm CET

house rules: please keep in mind my house rules :)

list of characters below the cut:

star wars:

tech

hunter

echo

crosshair

rex

anakin

obi-wan

din

ezra

kanan

sabine

percy jackson/rick riordan verse:

percy

leo

will

nico (platonic only)

annabeth

magnus

alex

hearth

grishaverse (shadow and bone, six of crows):

jesper

kaz

nina

matthias

nikolai

wylan (platonic only)

alina

david

genya

inej

narnia:

edmund

peter

caspian

lucy

and that's all!! I look forward to writing your requests :)

much love, marit/max

[wolfbrideinhiding]

on ” bad hair days ” i look a little like wylan van eck

[mournersandfunerals]

in honor of s2, how did you first discover the grishaverse?

Entirely by accident!! I had about four hours to kill one day, so I had the genius idea of buying a book from Waterstones and sitting in a cafe. I picked up Six of Crows on a whim because the blurb sounded cool. I knew NOTHING about it, but it was all downhill from there. Was not prepared for it to become my entire personality in the years to come

I did, however, only read Shadow and Bone when they announced they were doing a TV show but it was going to be a crossover with SOC. Sorry, not sorry😂

[munsonxmayhem]

MUST READ.

i realized i never really specified my account and what i write so here’s that post:

I can write:

- For Joseph Quinn, himself.

- Prince Paul (Catherine the Great)

- Tom Grant (Make Up)

and obviously, I’ve written about Eddie.

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But I can also write about other people/characters, too.

I can take requests for other stranger things characters (excluding the children on the show), OBX, Shadow and Bone, Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries, American Horror Story, etc.. Just hit me with any request, and I’ll let you know if I can write for it! I’d love to be able to write for other fandoms as well as give my fellow Eddie lovers what they want. The entire goal of my account is to make people feel something with my writing, and for people to love it; and if I can do that for more people, I’d love to!

I can write whatever you want me to, apart from male x male (because i’m unfamiliar with that and don’t want to mess it up but i can write woman x woman because i have experience there ) and character x character ( i’m just not super into that). I write smut, fluff, angst, etc.

So my requests, as well as my anonymous ‘Ask’ are open. Feel free to comment or private message me as well! 🖤

[itsgxsly]

I have nothing to do tomorrow so while I write the requests, would you like me to do something like questions and answers? If so, you can ask whatever you want and I will answer it throughout the day