#spirits in transit

[artharakka]

So, how was your weekend? Rhiam met a shapeshifting god of forests who transed her gender 🌷

[supjello]

thinkin' about caspar...

[pyr0frnzy]

omg almost forgot to post this ahah mb!!!

Also, uh, context:

This is part of my AU where the One Piece characters are Gods/Spirits. Luffy’s the God of Nature/Earth while Usopp’s the spirit of the wind/clouds.

[uncanny-tranny]

I think what might actually help the families of trans loved ones is to actually engage with where the trans person is at - especially if the family isn't quite understanding yet. When I came out, I was completely alone in figuring out my manhood. I had peers and I had exposed myself to so many trans people who explored gender, and while it was amazing, it isn't quite the same at times. I grieve quietly, sometimes, about all the missed opportunities that might have just made it easier for my family to have seen how utterly happy I was. It took them a very long time to actually notice that I was happy, especially once I got on testosterone. I'm lucky that they saw that happiness eventually, and slowly accepted it. My manhood is completely detached from their influence, both to my relief and chagrin. It's sad to me that I learned to shave from a kind online stranger, somebody who didn't even have a father and yet, I do. I have a father. I grieve at the loss of a potential shared experience. I grieve about the pain I went through when I was in that stage of transition, especially because it was raw and vulnerable. I grieve that many trans people today are traversing the path I had to, because it's sometimes lonely (even when you do have other forms of support).

It's hard to know that I will never have gotten my sense of being from my family. In many ways, it has severed a lot of connection with them because there were so many times that I was begging them to see happiness when they were focused on the idea that I was almost in a state of purgatory - flesh which felt warm but held no familiarity to them. I don't harbor ill-will toward them, I hope I don't leave the impression that I despise them. I understand what they felt, even if I can't conceptualize it myself. However, it's a raw wound in my heart, and I don't want to leave anybody else feeling that way, either.

[weirdmageddon]

fuck it i did it myself

[nikki-tine]

Man. Bori's ecto-body is so fun to sketch,,,

[gutsybitsies]

thinking more about the civil war between the camps because of jasico vs solangelo.

percy and annabeth & most old time CHB camper: team will. they love will, their lives has been saved by will countless times. they think he's awesome, they know about will's crush. they think that nico and will are really cute together, and that will would be great for nico. they're nervous about jason's crush, because they're pretty sure any combination of children of big three together will end up in a huge natural disaster if a bad breakup happens.

leo and piper & Fifth Cohort: enthusiastic team jason, they barely even know will. they all think that jason is the Hottest Shit, Most Handsome Dude, How Can You Not Love Him? piper feels guilt for dumping jason out of nowhere, and leo promises that if nico doesn't return those feelings he'll make a robot that looks exactly like nico who does (jason: leo no/ piper: leo yes). the other legionnaires are STUNNED that praetor grace is having boy troubles.

thalia: team jason, but not very enthusiastic about it because she thinks romance is overrated.

nico has no idea what's going on around him. he's honestly having the time of his life making friends with kayla and austin as well as the rest of the apollo cabin.

will is sure something is going on, but he's not sure what it is. he doesn't know quite what he feels about nico, they're friends and nico is really cool, but he doesn't really know how to proceed from there.

jason knows every single detail of what's going on betwee the camps. the missives. the missiles. the countless drachmas wasted shit talking back and forth between new york and california. the fistfights in the aphrodite cabin, piper almost losing her head counselor position because she's backing him and it's her and leo against the world here in camp halfblood. leo let slip his quip about robot nico and now his cabin is in revolt against him as well because uh fuck yeah they want to make a robot nico, except they won't have robot nico do gross stuff like feelings and dates. they'd make robot nico shoot flames and guns and arrows. it is entirely MORTIFYING for jason. jason wishes that a brick can hit him and make him lose his memories for a second time.

magical brick doesnt happen. what does happen is that he and nico play capture the flag together and get cornered trying to evade the enemy, so he gets to pick nico up like old times and fly them out of harm's way. and nico laughs and sticks out his tongue at the angry sherman on the ground below. and for a moment he's able to see the ridiculousness of the situation for what it is, which is hormone fueled teen drama, and decides that it's the most alive he's felt for ages.

[cooki3face]

Accountability is the word we use when we describe the act of saying we are going to do something with intention and keeping that word to ourselves or being the energy we have set forth into the universe by making whatever statement we’ve just made. You keep yourself accountable by setting the intention to do something or be in an energy and then embodying that energy. Whatever shift you’ve just made or have been working towards making thus far or whatever manifestations you set forth or wrote down (some of you felt called to write them and hold them close to you and you have) spirit wants to see you embody that energy and meet them half way in your intention to see that excellent turnout. The other day, I had received an important message regarding my spirit guides taking care of things behind the scenes and making a way for me and guiding me not to change what I’d been doing to push myself closer to what I had asked of them to secure for me, that manifestation did indeed come through. As we wait for others that we may not be able to see the full outcome of do your best to set the intention to move towards what it is you envision for yourself at this time and do so in your actions and energy. Someone’s spirit guides are holding secrets from them or aren’t telling them what’s in store for them or you cannot possibly imagine what’s to come out of a current situation or see what is coming from where you’re standing this is on purpose. Trust in your ancestors and your spirit guides heavily at this time. Surrender your control. Worry not about anyone else, pour all energy and intention into yourself at this time.

[sensualnoiree]

In astrology, the houses within a birth chart symbolize distinct areas of an individual's life where the influences of planetary energies are expressed. These houses serve as sectors through which various aspects of life unfold. By examining the meanings of each house, one can better understand the specific domains of existence that the planets influence and the corresponding roles and responsibilities that these planets hold within those areas.

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[sheepgirlmaidtummy]

i think i have this fear of being seen as a liar i think. like. everyone does it. and as a kid i stole stuff all the time and the way that was dealt with kinda just fucked with my head. do people see my kindness and my compassion as manipulation? am i read as someone trying to tear down the walls so i can get something while ur guard is down?. idk why someone thinking that of me makes me feel so miserable like. what if they were right? ive made mistakes before.. whos to say they arent right about this time? i dont want to stop being kind but it scares me to think about that.

[sensible-tips]

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[carbonateddelusion]

@intrusiveprince

This is Mariposa (they/she)! Their whole deal is obsessive love over their childhood friend, Rea (they're t4t girlies). They're also the daughter of a god of suffering and evil, Teuflisch, but they don't know that.

She was a relatively normal person (albeit still harboring deeply obsessive, repressed feelings for her memory of Rea) until her girlfriend raised her hand to hit their child, Polilla. Something went awry in Mari's brain and she snapped, dedicating herself from that moment onward to the planning of her girlfriend's murder. After the deed was done, she found herself feeling empty and lost... and then she rediscovered an adult Rea working at a coffee shop, and it was love(?) from that point onward. Mariposa's yet to make an actual move or even become her friend, being too fixated on making sure everything is PERFECT and lines up correctly for them to be lovers, but that doesn't stop her from obsessively stalking Rea. Something she is.. surprisingly good at, for someone who literally glows at least.

I'm still developing her but I love her a lot <3<3

I should mention though, Teuflisch and Rea are @peapod20001 's characters, not mine :> and so are what species she is (devil, clown, and reaper)

[evilestboy]

the horse girl to dragon boy pipeline is real btw

[origin-spirits-of-the-past]

Agito + Plant Body Horror

[stargazing-enby]

It's in the entire trans community's best interest to destigmatize detransition.

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[ID: a series of 10 banners with colourful backgrounds that read, in white, capital letters: "detransitioning but still trans", "detransitioned but still trans", "detransitioning but still an ally", "detransitioned but still an ally", "nondysphoric but still trans", "closeted but still trans", "questioning but still trans", "detransitioning doesn't equal failure", "detransitioning can be an act of self-love", and "destigmatize detransitioning". End ID]