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Trendy Arm Candy: Latest Styles of Bangles Online

Bangles have been a popular accessory for women to adorn their wrists with across cultures and continents. They can add elegance and sophistication or make a bold statement, depending on the design. With fashion constantly evolving, it can be challenging to keep your bangle collection up-to-date when online shopping provides a vibrant range of bangles. However, selecting bangles online can take…

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This set of fabric bangles is designed from left over fabric , It is a set of six bangles and with simple hand work on it with some lace /thread,motives. It is a good option for a contemporary and ethnic accessories

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accessorizing like an it girl⋆.ೃ࿔*:･👛💕

accessories are the most important aspect of any outfit. they can take an outfit from 0 -> 10/10 literally instantly. when it comes to dressing, its all in the little details. it'll make u look like a bratz doll so lets talk about how to accessorize like an it girl…💬🎀

♡ statement sunglasses that SCREAM diva

go for the oversized sunglasses, that are embedded with rhinestones. and dont feel awkward if ur wearing sunglasses when the sun isnt even out because its more about what it does for your OUTFIT instead of how practical it is. remember, what it does for your outfit > practicality.

♡ layered jewelry bcuz every girl deserves her bling

when it comes to jewelry, the more the better! necklaces, bracelets, anklets, rings, earrings. the whole nine yards. for bracelets i rly love charm bracelets and chunky bangles. i love to layer my bracelets and my necklaces too.

for earrings i love everything! it all depends on the outfit ur wearing. for a casual glam look go for hoops or diamond studs! if ur going to an elegant event and u wanna look like a princess go for delicate chandelier earrings.

♡ dont sleep on hair accessories

headbands, butterfly clips, ribbons and bows and ball hair accessories. i remember looking for those ball hair accessories for the longest time cuz i used to wear pink fluffy ones when i was little, but i didn't know what they were called in english. but if u just look up "ball hair accessories" you'll find them.

♡ tiny bags - practical AND cute

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how can you glow up: your 1h - your look

to work off my recent post about glow ups. today i will be taking a closer look at 1h themes regarding glowing up.

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1h aries (1°, 13°, 25°), 1h mars, and/or mars aspecting asc

style

embrace boldness: strong, eye-catching styles. opt for tailored cuts, statement pieces, and/or vibrant colors like red, black, and/or deep maroon.

minimalist edge: minimalist outfits with sharp, clean lines work well. think structured blazers, fitted jeans, and sleek dresses.

athletic influences: bomber jackets, chunky sneakers, or athleisure pieces that combine comfort and power/strength.

statement accessories: leather belts, combat boots, and/or metallic jewelry.

beauty

defined features: use makeup to emphasize strong features, like sculpted cheekbones (contouring), bold brows, and/or a fierce cat-eye.

bold lip colors: reds and deep tones are perfect for making a statement.

effortless hair: low-maintenance but striking styles suit these people. try tousled waves, a slicked-back ponytail, and/or a pixie cut.

skincare for vibrancy: redness or sensitivity are common for this placement. incorporate calming, anti-inflammatory products (aloe vera, green tea, etc) while also enhancing your natural glow with gentle exfoliation.

body language & presence

command attention: walk with purpose and exude confidence in every movement.

strong posture: your body should radiates strength, so maintain good posture and carry yourself with self-assuredness.

active energy: use expressive gestures and/or physical activity to channel your energy into dynamic actions that captivate others.

mindset mantras

“my energy is magnetic."

"i am unstoppable.”

“i glow when i embrace my strength.”

1h gemini (3°, 15°, 27°), 1h mercury, and/or mercury aspecting asc

style

play with versatility: you are adaptable, so lean into styles that allow you to switch things up easily. opt for pieces that can be layered, mixed and matched, or dressed up or down. modular wardrobes and quirky accessories can also keep things fresh.

focus on youthful, playful vibes: embrace fun patterns, bright colors, or playful silhouettes. think cropped tops (careful if you in corporate - office sirens are a tiktok thing they not real lol), sneakers, and relaxed tailoring.

highlight the hands and arms: gemini rules the hands and arms, so accessories like rings, bracelets, and polished manicures draw attention to you. potentially experiment with finger tattoos (i would say only if mercury beneficially aspecting mars and pluto), colorful nail art, or layered bangles.

embrace intellectual elegance: incorporate "smart", polished touches, like well-fitted blazers, statement glasses, or minimalist yet clever jewelry.

beauty

fresh-faced makeup: aim for light, natural-looking makeup that emphasizes radiance. think glossy lips, dewy skin, and fluttery lashes. experiment with subtle eyeliner or shadow to create a playful but polished eye look.

experiment with hairstyles: don’t be afraid to try new cuts or colors. bangs, layers, or multidimensional highlights could add to your playful energy. accessories like barrettes, headbands, and/or clips can reflect your quick-changing vibe.

skin-care for a luminous look: focus on lightweight, hydrating products that enhance your natural glow without feeling heavy.

body language & presence

curiosity: you should aim for being naturally inquisitive and engaging. a warm smile (ugh hate telling people to smile more) and attentive posture amplify your charm.

express with your hands: use gestures when speaking to showcase your animated and captivating energy.

keep your energy light and flexible: you come alive in conversations and movement, so let your personality shine in how you interact with others.

mindset mantras

“i am curious and adaptable.”

“my versatility is my superpower.”

“my playfulness enhances my every look.”

1h libra (7°, 19°), 1h venus, and/or venus aspecting asc

style

classic elegance: timeless, sophisticated looks. aim for chic silhouettes, neutral tones, and soft fabrics like silk or cashmere. tailored blazers, flowy dresses, or polished trousers.

balance in outfits: libra thrives on symmetry and balance. counter balance proportions (i typically do fitted top with wide-leg pants as someone with this placement) and pair bold elements with subtle ones.

romantic details: incorporate feminine, romantic touches like lace, ruffles, and/or floral patterns. accessories like pearl earrings (my fav).

matching color theory / finding flattering colors: usually these people are in a soft palette. so pastels and harmonious shades like blush pink, light blue, or cream highlight your natural beauty.

stylish accessories: beauty is in the details. think statement jewelry, a chic handbag, or elegant shoes can complete your look.

beauty

glowing skin: prioritize your complexion via hydrating skincare. face mists, illuminating primers, and natural highlighters can give you that venusian glow.

perfecting your brow shape: symmetrical beauty is a libra venus and rising thing, so well-groomed, balanced brows enhance your natural beauty.

soft makeup: opt for soft, romantic looks: rosy blush, nude or pink lips, and neutral eyeshadow. slight winged eyeliner adds a touch of drama without being overpowering.

the art of hair: best suited in polished hairstyles. consider sleek ponytails, loose waves, or elegant buns. highlights or balayage in warm, subtle tones can add to your perceived sophistication.

body language & presence

charm: smile often (i hate when people tell me that) and project warmth. libra risings have a natural charisma that attracts others.

posture: a graceful, upright posture enhances your air of elegance. yoga or pilates can help develop this poise.

be approachable: your energy is diplomatic and magnetic, so lean into your ability to create harmony in social interactions.

mindset mantras

“i am the embodiment of beauty and grace."

“my elegance is effortless.”

“harmony begins within, and it radiates out.”

1h sagittarius (9°, 21°), 1h jupiter, and/or jupiter aspecting asc

style

go bold: embrace bold colors and lively patterns that reflect an adventurous spirit. flowing, luxurious fabrics like satin or silk mirror the abundance you bring.

elevate with elegance: invest in quality over quantity. timeless pieces, like tailored blazers or elegant dresses, will amplify your glow.

cultural inspiration: styles inspired by travel or cultural motifs (like patterns, jewelry, or textiles) resonate beautifully with this aspect. of course in a non-appropriative manner .

comfort is key: ensure your wardrobe blends style with comfort. think soft, flowing cuts or boho-chic aesthetics.

beauty

radiant skin: focus on achieving a healthy, radiant glow through skincare. hydration and nourishing products are essential.

bright and open makeup looks: go for makeup that enhances your natural warmth. think luminous foundation, bronzer for a sun-kissed look, and golden highlighter work well.

hair with movement: jupiter’s energy loves freedom, so hairstyles that are loose, flowing, or natural-looking (like waves or curls) suit you best.

body language & presence

confident posture: you have a natural charisma. stand tall and own your space to project confidence effortlessly.

engaging smile: let your smile be your signature. a genuine smile enhances your approachable energy.

generous energy: exude warmth by being present and enthusiastic when engaging with others.

mindset mantras

“my positivity is my greatest glow.”

“i radiate abundance and confidence.”

“growth and self-love are the foundations of my beauty.”

1h pisces (12°, 24°), 1h neptune, and/or neptune aspecting asc

style

dreamy, flowing silhouettes: soft, fluid clothing. opt for dresses, skirts, or tops with flowing, romantic designs. sheer or satin fabrics amplify this vibe.

whimsical details: lace, embroidery, or shimmery accents add a touch of magic to your look. layering pieces like shawls or cardigans can evoke a dreamy, layered aesthetic.

soft colors: pastel shades, muted tones, or oceanic hues like lavender, pale blue, seafoam green, and silver.

beauty

luminous skin: enhance a natural glow. use hydrating skincare and dewy makeup products, like liquid highlighters or illuminating primers.

soft, diffused makeup: focus on dreamy, blended looks. think soft, smoky eyes, blush with a watercolor effect, and sheer lip glosses.

hair with flow: loose waves, soft curls, or tousled styles. hair accessories, like pearl clips or headbands, add a whimsical touch.

body language & presence

graceful movements: move with calmness and fluidity. practices like yoga or dance can enhance your poise.

mystical energy: lean into your mysterious vibe by being introspective and allowing your presence to speak louder than words.

soft gaze: your eyes are likely a standout feature. enhance your connection with others through warm, soulful eye contact.

mindset mantra

"i radiate beauty and grace effortlessly.”

"my creativity is my greatest assets.”

“i glow when i align with my inner magic."

1h ruler in the 4h

style

comfort meets elegance: blend cozy and chic. think knitwear, flowy fabrics, and soft layers that make you feel at ease yet polished. fabrics like cotton, linen, and cashmere resonate with the homey yet refined vibe they should aim for.

heritage-inspired looks: incorporate cultural or familial influences into your style, like heirloom jewelry, vintage pieces, and/or traditional patterns.

neutral/earthy tones: soft, calming colors like beige, cream, sage green, or light blues create a harmonious, approachable aesthetic.

classic, timeless staples: opt for timeless pieces that feel like a second skin, like well-fitted jeans, crisp shirts, and/or a versatile trench coat.

beauty

natural glow: emphasize a fresh, radiant complexion. focus on nourishing skincare and light, dewy makeup that enhances your natural features.

relaxed hair styles: loose waves, soft braids, and/or simple updos work well; they reflect their easygoing, comforting energy.

soothing beauty rituals: prioritize self-care routines at home, like face masks, at home manicures, or aromatherapy.

body language & presence

grounded confidence: project a calm, steady presence that reflects your inner security.

emotional connection: share your personal story or background when appropriate - it can make your presence more relatable and magnetic.

warm, inviting energy: your glow-up is amplified when you make others feel at home around you.

mindset mantras

“my glow begins from within.”

“i balance comfort and beauty effortlessly.”

“when i feel at home in myself, my light shines everywhere.”

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Hi girlies new year new style ykwim anyway this is a pac that i have been wanting to make for a long time but i was like idk how many ppl will like it etc but now idc about all that i want to have fun so here it is!! Have fun and stay hydrated. muah <33 also my paid readings are open there are a few slots (15) if anyone's interested xx ciao <3 like and rb if you like xx

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Pile 1

Hi pile 1! You need to try that classical, timeless, style, i know it can be annoying to look at all the beige and muted tones but its so much more than that like, picture this, a tailored blazer or high-waisted trousers that fit like a dream. tbh I am also getting pearls for some reason so maybe adding neckklaces as accessories can be something you are interested in to incorporate in your style next year. Start with a simple white shirt, a fitted black dress, or a pair of cut jeans. Then you can accesorise with delicate gold bracelet, a black bag, or a string of pearls again with the pearls they are calling for you right nowww.

Moreover, another style you can incorporate is just as sharp, and elegant so like the whole academia aesthetic, regardless of light or dark that doesn’t matter but what I am trying to say is, clothes with shape. Like cinched wastes and just clothes that create shape for you are like something you really should give thought to. It’s about being comfortable but also looking effortlesss while doing it all, I think basics like camis, just plain shirts/tshirts are something you need more of in your closet because theres so many ways to style them other than just for formal wear. Like one style inspo is literally Proncess Diana cannot get more elgant than her istg, enjoy muah <33

Pile 2

Y’all this is my pile you guys are my PEOPLE ok to begin with you need to stop being afraid of colour and looseness like not everything has to be tight and fitted especially just because the microtrend world says so. Experiment with “loud” colours and different textures, things you may have thought are “odd” and don’t look good, because trust me the way it can all be pulled together is crazy and so much fun!! Layer, the most important part, stack rings and bracelets and go for those colours that lowkey hurt your eyes because fashion is about colour and pattern and texture and taking all of it out of fashion just makes it dull imo.

Start with a bright coloured tshirt, maybe something like yellow, then layer on, very “indie kid” aesthetic like the high saturation stuff. Mixed with that I am also getting maximalism to the MAX layer layer layer, stack stack stack you should look like a walking apparell store (kidding) seriously though if you have been feeling like you want to experiment with something like this and oxidised jewellery and mixing different styles mainly because all of your wardrobe is mismatched (me) then go for it because I promise it will come out looking way better than you may have imagined. 

Pile 3: 

Ooo I love this, okay so very romanticised, very coquette but not really, this is also the pile which will look so good in pastels in lighter colours. All I am getting in my head are those pictures of people on picnics in their flowy outfits and dresses looking so pretty and at peace, bows and dellicate bangles, just a very dainty aesthetic im thinking light fabrics and romantic fashion like lace-trimmed dresses, pastel skirts and floral prints, very fairytaile-ish. Ruffles or embroidery too and just magical overall. Also the complete opposite of pile 2 here, minimalist aesthetic may suit you a lot so try it out next year!

I am talking about keeping it simple, not too much with the accessorising and maybe a staple or statement accessory piece that goes with everything and anything you wear. Also for some of you with this simplistic style, you may have to be pushed to try on something more glam too like a bold red lip when it comes to makeup, like be bolder with your makeup experiment with more purples, pinks and reds while keeping the outfits simpler. 

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Femme Fatale Guide: How To Master An "Effortlessly Elegant" & Put-Together Look

Table of Contents:

Treat your skin like royalty

Take ample care of your natural hair

Dress in crisp neutral outfits that cater to your body shape

Choose your accessories wisely

Embrace feature-enhancing makeup

Keep your nails clean, filed, and simple

Regarding your signature scent(s)

Follow your dental & bodily hygiene routines religiously

Treat your skin like royalty:

Use high-quality skincare twice a day

Wear sunscreen every day

Remove your makeup every night before bed no matter what

Use makeup that doesn't clog your pores/irritate your skin

Change your pillowcases weekly

Eat plenty of produce & drink lots of water

Prioritize sleep

Limit or eliminate alcohol, cigarettes, caffeine, and processed foods/sugary drinks

Keep your skin exfoliated/derma-planed

Take ample care of your natural hair:

Use high-quality shampoo/conditioner combos that suit your hair type & don't cause build-up

Hydrate with a scalp mask 1-4 times a month

Use cold or lukewarm water to wash your hair

Apply shampoo to the roots/hair covering your scalp and conditioner only on the "ponytail" section of your hair

Use a specialty hair towel after getting out of the shower

Always comb wet hair and brush 1-3 times a day when dry

Limit heat on your hair when possible & always use a heat protectant every time you do

Use non-elastic or silk hair ties

Get regular trims at least 3-4 times per year (get your hair layered if it's very thick)

Try to limit how much you dye or, especially bleach, your hair and do elaborate styles with tons of heat & harsh products

Dress in crisp neutral outfits that cater to your body shape:

Embrace minimalist basics (tees, tanks, blouses, sweaters, jeans, trousers, blazers, leather jackets, coats, etc.) in high-quality fabrics (Pima cotton, Merino wool, Tencel, mulberry silk, etc.)

Choose options in black, white, grey, charcoal beige, navy, burgundy, or cream depending on your skin tone and preferences

Invest in a collection of sleek footwear options (black boots, loafers, black pumps, white sneakers, etc.) in minimalist, timeless styles that suit the color palette, hemlines & proportions of your go-to outfits

Ensure your shoes and accessories feel proportional to the weight/silhouette of your outfit, color-coordinate with the rest of your look, and have streamlined hardware from head-to-toe (all silver, all gold, or one piece that mixes silver/gold and another gold & silver piece each to balance out the color palette)

Keep all of your clothes steam and lint-rolled, so they look crisp & fresh all-day

Befriend your tailor to take in or let out clothes as needed when purchased off the rack

Choose clothes/styles that flatter your body shape and proportions

Utilize belts and bra tape to adjust the waist, keep shirts tucked in, and keep straps from falling down or create an impromptu cuff/hem on your pants

When in doubt, select a neutral head-to-toe monochrome outfit

If on a budget, consider choosing black, grey, camel beige items to hide fabric imperfections that could cheapen your look

Choose your accessories wisely:

Select sleek, simple neutral (& almost exclusively) monochrome shoes made with smooth (recycled/vegan) leather with

Pair almost any outfit with a shoe featuring a slight platform, block heel, kitten heel, and/or a sharply pointed toe to elongate your silhouette

Complement your outfit with structured, pared-back handbags with no logos (Focus on quality and construction, not the brand name) in a neutral shade and timeless silhouette

For jewelry, choose at most one statement piece and all others should be focused on different areas of the body (e.g. don't mix statement earrings with layered/bold necklaces or stacked rings * bracelets). When in doubt, choose simple diamond chains or earrings, sleek bangles or chainlink necklaces & bracelets, simple pendant necklaces, and minimalist rings in hardware that all go together

Embrace feature-enhancing makeup:

Cover up any dark circles, blemishes, or hyperpigmentation with a color-matched concealer

Lightly contour with a bronzer that complements your skin tone

Fill in your brows for a naturally full look (or get them professionally tinted)

Apply a light wash of rose, coral, or mauve blush

Use black mascara with a little bit of eyeliner and/or a subtle wash of brown eyeshadow on the lids

Apply a "your lips but better" nude shade or "just kissed' berry lipstick or pigmented lip balm for a subtle wash of color

Keep your nails clean, filed, and simple:

Maintain cut, cleaned, and filed short nails

Opt for a square or almond nail shape

Choose a timeless nail shade (pink, nude, red, beige, dark cherry, navy, dark purple, black) with no nail art

Hydrate your hands and scrub under your nails daily

Regarding your signature scent(s):

Ensure your body wash/lotion and perfume scents don't clash

Test perfumes for a trial day to ensure they smell divine with your unique pheromones

Choose a fragrance appropriate for the seasonal/occasion

Apply a dab on each wrist and on your neck/behind the ears. If the scent doesn't project well on you, try applying these small dabs on the cuffs and shoulders of your jacket/walk into it to get it on your hair (if it would stain your clothes)

Don't layer more than one heady perfume at a time or scents that don't have complementary and/or shared notes

Follow your dental & bodily hygiene routines religiously:

Floss every day (after each meal if possible)

Brush your teeth with an electric toothbrush twice a day

Have mints on hand if you're a garlic, spice, or coffee lover

Keep your lips & hands well-moisturized and protected with SPF

Shower your body daily and be extra diligent in scrubbing your privates, everything behind, and under your arms

Don't use very hot water in the shower (it burns/dries out your skin)

Exfoliate 2-3 times a week with a sugar scrub

Moisturize daily or anytime you get out of the shower

Apply SPF on any exposed sun (especially in the summer or when the UV index is high in your area)

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Dressing your Character for Summer

Summer can be a hard season to dress for, but there are a few reliable ways to dress for sweltering heat and humidity.

Fashion Tips for Styling Summer Outfits

Wear light-colored clothing. Choose light colors and white dresses and button-down shirts, which reflect, rather than absorb, the sun's rays.

Opt for sleeveless or loose sleeves. When it comes to summer clothes, the goal is to have as much airflow as possible. You don't have to go fully strapless, but consider sleeveless camis and off-shoulder or puff-sleeve blouses. Short-sleeve button-ups are another good option.

Stay away from tight clothing. Loose-fitting clothing is your best bet for staying cool in the summer. Go for cropped, wide-leg pants, loose shirts, oversize blouses, and dresses and skirts with room to breathe.

Upgrade your athleisure. Technical fabrics are typically moisture-wicking, but they’re also tight, which isn’t always great for summer. If you're a fan of athleisure, swap your usual black leggings and sweatshirt for colorful bike shorts and tank tops or short-sleeve crop tops.

Choose breathable fabrics. It may not matter during the rest of the year, but you’ll definitely notice the difference between breathable fabrics and fabrics that trap moisture during the summer. Synthetics usually aren’t breathable, so check clothing labels to make sure your clothes are 100 percent linen, cotton, or silk. If you want to play with texture, try eyelet and seersucker.

Ditch jeans. Denim is one of the heaviest fabrics. If you wear stretch jeans or skinny jeans, you may find them too warm for your summer style. Look for lightweight cotton or linen pants instead. If you must wear denim, opt for wide-leg jeans, which still allow for some air circulation.

Rely on dresses. Dresses aren’t just for special occasions. A comfy summer dress is an easy option for days when you don’t know what to wear. Summer is the perfect time to bring out your minidresses, rompers, and miniskirts, but it’s okay to go longer, too. For a boho summer look, opt for a sleeveless maxi dress or long skirt. A tie-front dress can give you a little extra air circulation.

Wear leather sandals. Flip-flops are great for going to the beach, but to dress up your look, opt for strappy sandals or espadrilles, which still let your toes breathe. Leather sandals come in comfortable options that will look more stylish than the standard foam flip-flops.

Minimize accessories. Lots of dangling necklaces or bangles can stick to your skin in the heat. Choose one statement accessory, like hoop earrings.

How to Dress for Work in Summer

You still need to look professional at the office during the summertime, while prioritizing clothing that keeps you cool.

Stick to light colors. Workwear typically comes in dark colors like black and navy. For summer, try light colors instead: a white linen blazer, seersucker suit, or light blue button-up shirt.

Dress in layers. If your office has air conditioning, layering will be a big part of your summer fashion vibe. A cotton cardigan is a great option for those days when you need to go from a hot train to a cold office.

Try a one-piece garment. Separates can get very warm in the summer. Instead, try a work-appropriate one-piece, like a jumpsuit or wrap dress.

Wear closed-toe shoes. Even if flip-flops are your go-to outside the office, you should still wear closed-toe shoes in the office. Try loafers or flats with moisture-wicking no-show socks.

How to Dress for the Beach in Summer

Summer is the season for going to the beach, and there are a few things to consider when choosing what to wear.

Buy your swimsuit early. Swimwear can be one of the hardest clothing items to shop for, so give yourself plenty of time to browse. Choose something comfortable that you can actually swim in.

You don’t need to buy a dedicated beach cover-up. Unless you’re totally in love with your beach cover-up, you can repurpose other items of clothing to cover your swimsuit. An oversize white button-up shirt is a great beach cover-up that can double as a mini shirtdress. A lightweight dress is another great option, or pair a bikini top with a skirt.

Protect your skin. Keep sunscreen and a hat in your beach tote so you're always prepared. Choose a sun hat that you actually like, so you won’t be tempted to leave it at home.

Wear materials other than denim. Tight denim cutoffs might be a cute beach look, but soaking wet, sandy denim shorts are uncomfortable. Opt for something more breathable, like Bermuda shorts.

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Ok but listen

Jason todd whos a woodworker, but only does it when necessary. Fixing tables, refurbishing bookshelves from the thrift is his guilty pleasure.

Then bam! You enter his life and it's like he's a cat leaving gifts at your doorstep. I'm talking cute, I'm talking so damn *sentimental*. This man will carve you tiny paperweights, keychains, fuck even those cute tiny spoons. He learns how to do intricate ass designs because you'd mentioned they were pretty once. The embodiment of acts of service fr. Can't reach the top shelf of the cupboard he made you? Worry not, he makes you a stool (when he's not there to lift you up, anyways). Need some nice clunky statement pieces for your outfit? Manz will make you chunky, beautiful ass bangles that clink as you swing your arms around his neck to shower his cute face with kisses.

Just woodworker jason todd man

[charliedawn]

Hi charlie, I absolutely love your work if it's not too much trouble can you do slashers and hannibals with a new african american nurse that is a maximalist, like she wears so much gold jewelry on her, grills in her mouth, nails long, hair & makeup artistic, outfits always a statement piece. She's just unapologetically herself, A certified baddie.

You walked into the hospital like it was your runway.

Gold hoops big enough to double as dinner plates. Neck layered in chains, rings stacked like royalty. Grills flashing diamonds and gold when you smirked. Nails long, lacquered, jeweled — clacked like applause when you tapped your clipboard. Hair laid to perfection, edges sharp enough to slice. Makeup bold, artistic, expressive — every liner flick a brushstroke of identity. And your outfit? They weren’t ready.

You weren’t a nurse. You were a vision.

Jason Voorhees

You passed Jason on your first day. The moment your chains jingled, his head turned. His eyes? Locked. He didn’t move, didn’t blink—just watched as you strutted by like a goddess forged in a Midas touch.

You waved. “Hey, baby.”

He stood frozen, heart thumping harder than it had in years. You wore your self-love like armor, and Jason didn’t know how to process it. Later, you found a daisy on your desk. No note. Just a flower from the garden. You smiled.

Jason thought you were the most radiant thing in the building. Even shinier than your chains. He loved your smile and outgoing personality. He brought you more flowers until he shyly asked if he could put them in your hair.

Brahms Heelshire

You knocked gently on the door. “Brahms? You want your tea, sweetheart?”

No answer.

You stepped in, long nails wrapped around a vintage teacup, your jewelry catching the afternoon sun and scattering it across the wallpaper like a disco ball.

He was sitting in the corner, his porcelain mask tilted towards you.

You walked over slowly, crouched with grace, and held the cup to him. “I saved the pink one for you,” you whispered. “It’s got little roses on it.”

He reached out—not for the tea, but to touch one of your golden chains. “Pretty,” he whispered.

You leaned in. “I know.”

He stared at your glittery eyelids. At the rhinestone in your nose. At the care you gave him even when others tiptoed. He drank the tea in silence—but you caught him sketching your earrings later, over and over again.

And when one fell off during rounds?

He kept it like a talisman. You never asked for it back.

Thomas Hewitt

You were helping him clean up after a messy incident in the rec room. You had your sleeves rolled, arms glittering with bracelets.

“You good, baby?” you asked as you noticed him staring at you. He nodded, eyes darting to your gold nails as you handed him a towel.

He touched one of your bangles with the tip of a finger, curious. You let him. “I like bein’ shiny,” you told him with a playful wink.

Thomas’s cheeks darkened. He wasn’t used to someone like you—loud in color, soft in presence. You weren’t afraid of him. And he wasn’t afraid of your glow.

In fact, he kinda liked being near it.

Norman Bates

“Oh…” was all Norman could say when you entered. You wore a velvet robe with fur cuffs and earrings shaped like tiny golden knives.

You turned. “Something on your mind, sugar?”

He looked like he was buffering.

Later, in the staff lounge, you sat beside him. “This too much for you?” you joked, gesturing to yourself.

He blushed. “N-no, I— It’s…beautiful. You’re beautiful.”

You chuckled and patted his thigh, nails clicking. Norman nearly died on the spot. Poor Norman. His mother was right. A woman would be the death of him.

Pennywise

He appeared in your office mirror one day, curious.

“Who told you you could be this shiny?” he whispered.

You didn’t flinch. “God. Me. And the ancestors.”

He laughed, wide and wicked. “I like you. You’re all teeth and sparkle.”

You grinned—your grill catching the light. “I know.”

You didn’t scare easily. You were your own kind of monster. And Pennywise? He loved it.

Penny

He gasped when he saw you. “OH MY GOD.”

You twirled in the hallway. “Do I look cute or what?”

“You look like a walking art museum!” he screeched, already pulling out his sketchpad.

You let him follow you around like a groupie. “Can I paint your nails too?” he begged.

“Only if you do them right.” He did. He did them sparkly pink with skull decals. You wore them proudly.

Bo Sinclair

“Hot damn,” he muttered the first time he saw you and whistled. “Hello, gorgeous.”

“Careful,” you purred. “You might fall in love.”

He leaned against the wall, southern drawl thick and smirked. “I might already be.”

Bo was used to being the loudest person in the room. But next to you? He felt like a black-and-white photo.

And he didn’t mind it one bit.

“You’re trouble,” he smirked. “Might see ya outta those heels later…”

“You wish,” you retorted and walked away.

Vincent Sinclair

He didn’t speak. Just stared at you like you were the Louvre.

You offered him a chain-link ring from your pinky. “I think this suits you.”

He blinked, then took it. Next day, you noticed: he sculpted you. With the grills. With the nails. With the confidence. He placed the statue in the art room center stage. He said everything with his hands.

And they said: you are divine.

Lester Sinclair

You were adjusting your rings, gum snapping, when Lester nearly ran into a wall watching you walk past.

“Daaaamn…” he muttered, jaw slack. “Ya look like a whole fireworks show.”

You turned, raised an eyebrow, and blew a bubble. “You sayin’ I’m explosive?”

He grinned, scratching the back of his neck. “Nah, I’m sayin’ you’re the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen that ain’t roadkill.”

You laughed so hard your bangles jingled.

Later, he brought you a raccoon skull, cleaned and polished. “Thought it’d match all your shiny stuff.”

You loved it.

Freddy Krueger

“Oh-ho-HO, what do we have here?”

You cocked your hip. “You lookin’ at me or my chains?”

He grinned widely like the cat who got the cream. “Both, baby. Damn.”

He flirted with you constantly. You rolled your eyes, but secretly? You had fun roasting him.

“Keep starin’, Freddy. You might learn something.”

He chuckled. “I’m tryin’ to figure out how to look half as good as you do in all that drip.”

You winked at him. “You couldn’t handle it.”

He believed you. Because damn. He couldn’t keep his eyes away even if he wanted to.

Michael Myers

He followed you with his eyes. Every click of your heels. Every flash of gold.

You leaned in one day, bold and unbothered. “You like the shine, Mikey?”

No answer. Just the faintest nod. The next day, he left you a golden trinket—a charm shaped like a little knife.

You added it to your bracelet stack. “You got taste, baby.”

He walked away like nothing happened. But you caught the way his shoulders relaxed around you. He liked not being the center of attention for once.

Patrick Bateman

You passed him in the hallway, stilettos clicking like thunder.

He froze. Stared. Assessed.

From your gold-dipped acrylics to your Fenty gloss, to the artfully torn Balenciaga dress with layered grills and ten necklaces — Patrick was…uncharacteristically speechless.

His inner monologue? Screaming.

She’s bold. She’s power. She’s chaos. She doesn’t care what anyone thinks—and that drives me insane.

He stopped you at the water cooler. “Who…designed that outfit?”

You smiled, flashing those flawless teeth. “Me. You like, sweetheart?”

Patrick didn’t sleep that night. He thought about you the entire time. And for once, it wasn’t violent. It was reverent.

Heath Ledger’s Joker

You came in laughing, your voice rich, outfit loud, aura louder.

He clapped his hands, delighted. “Oh, you’re just…chaos in couture, aren’t you?”

You smirked. “You’re just mad I look better in gold than you do in blood.”

He purred. “Marry me.”

You flipped your hair. “You’re not on my level, baby.”

But he was obsessed. And he just kept staring at you. Joker LOVES bling-bling. The louder the better.

Arthur Fleck (Joker)

You entered the lounge in a neon green fur coat and gold metallic boots, sipping iced coffee from a bring pink cup.

Arthur blinked hard.

You met his eyes. “Like what you see, sugar?”

He laughed. Not the wild, manic kind—a warm one. “I think you might be the sun.”

You walked over, plopped down next to him. “I’m just a girl who likes to shine. Can’t help that I was born radiant.”

He looked at your gold lashes and smiley-face grill. “You certainly do make the world look better.”

You both chuckled.

Hannibal Lecter Sr. (1991)

“You are…quite the vision,” he said, lips curling in amusement. “A sun goddess come to earth.”

You sat beside him, perfume thick in the air. “What can I say? I like to be seen.”

He poured you tea. “And you are. I admire a person unafraid of presence.”

He liked the taste of your confidence.

Hannibal Lecter Jr. (2013)

He studied you like he did a rare wine.

“Your fashion. Your aura. Your…statement.”

You winked. “I’m not a statement. I’m the whole paragraph.”

He smiled slowly. “Then I’ll have to keep reading.”

Hannibal Jr. may look minimalist, but he is a fashion icon. All his suits? Armani, Prada or Gucci. Why be rich just to dress like commoners?

Morgan Hannibal

You caught him staring. “You got somethin’ to say?”

He adjusted his coat. “No. I’m just trying to understand how you manage to be that stunning at 7 a.m.”

You laughed. “Magic, baby.”

He smiled. Yep. Definitely his kind of woman.

Kevin Hannibal

“You’re amazing,” he blurted. “Like, I wanna paint your whole vibe. Do you do commissions?”

You chuckled. “Only if you get my good side.”

He didn’t hesitate to reply. “What the hell are you talking about? They’re all good.”

He meant it.

Peter Hannibal

He hid behind his sketchpad. Too flustered to speak.

“Don’t be shy, baby,” you said gently. “I don’t bite unless asked.”

He dropped the pencil. Would 100% call you mommy.

[winchestermysterymachine]

dean winchester ; manic monday

Monday Morning, 8:30 AM

The sun shines into the dusty motel room. Dean's asleep, Sam's asleep, I can't sleep. Today feels super refreshing. It's early spring in Miami, Florida. It's all beaches, tan's and bikini's over here. Lousy bars and trashy songs, dancing on counters and bad beer. My skin is sticky from the beach from yesterday. Lying by the ocean beaches wasn't something we normally did. Sometimes we'd pull over by a lake and crack open the ice chest full of the good beers, but this weekend was different. Everything was peaceful for once, so we were on a bit of a vacation. 

Every girl is Sam's type. I spot her out at the bar, I become her friend. I talk about my boyfriend, and make Sam seem like an absolute angel. She comes over, they hit it off, and Dean and I find ourselves alone in the motel room for the night. That's the routine for the past two days. Until last night. Our most recent pick up ended up having a boyfriend, and likes getting into fights with guys to 'defend his girls honor'. Of course Dean wasn't gonna let that slide and had to jump in. So now both boys are exhausted, bruised all over, and mad at me for picking the wrong chick and ruining their night. I was half tempted to just buy another room for myself, but I hadn't felt tired at all. I just sat on the couch and watched crappy TV show reruns until I passed out on the couch. Of course if Dean found out I slept on the couch he'd be pissed off again. 

I get changed into a bikini, throwing Dean's flannel and a pair of shorts over it. I leave the top half of the buttons undone, my gold necklace glinting across my skin. Dean bought it for me from one of the vendor's in a downtown area. It's super pretty, and simple, and it hasn't rusted or turned my skin green or blue, so it's just about perfect.

I step out of the bathroom, seeing Sam sitting up in bed, stretching and yawning, and then running his hands through his hair. "Morning Sammy." I said cheerfully, keeping my voice down to not wake up Dean. "I'll start on coffee." I walked to the kitchenette, putting the pieces together for motel coffee. "You want to make a run for breakfast?" Sam asked, standing up and I nodded. "Yeah, gotta hurry though. If Dean wakes up and we're both gone he's gonna get mad at me again." I sighed and rolled my eyes. It's not strange for Dean to get mad at me, mostly it's pointless misunderstandings or I didn't listen to his requests on a hunt, but he's been weird since last night. 

It might not even be the fight though, it might be that I mentioned our four year anniversary is coming up and I wanted to do something special. I've never been in a relationship this long before, I've never even dated someone I could see a future with. But Dean's always hellbent on keeping everyone away. Not me though, I snuck in somehow and I'm not about to be kicked out. 

Dean grunts from the bed, rolling over and letting out a deep groan. "You really didn't think you were getting away that easily?" his morning voice is so deep and sleepy, and his eyes haven't even opened yet. Sam and I share a small smile and he nods, letting me know he's got the coffee covered. I creep over, crawling onto the mattress. Dean's arms wrap around me like a Venus flytrap, holding me tight. I press a few gentle kisses to his cheeks and forehead. "You're bruised all over." I whispered against his skin and he sighs. "I know that."

"We gotta get you some ice then." I suggested. "It's not that bad. You should see the other guy." I chuckled and relaxed on his body, seeking refuge in his shoulder. "I did see the other guy, I had the give the police statement." Dean laughs and presses kisses to my shoulder. "You showered without me?" he asked quietly and I giggled. "Sorry."

A few hours later, after an argument about an ice pack, and lunch at a random restaurant, we're on our way to the beach again. The two boys sit in chairs while I lounge on a pretty stripe patterned towel. Dean's old flannel and my shorts were discarded on a pile beside me while I lie in the setting sun. The sounds of teenagers and young adults fill the beach. Ocean waves smash against the sea shore, the scent of ocean water wafting through the air. This is true peace. 

The boys had been a few feet behind me, I didn't want to hear them talk about whatever beach babes they laid their delicate green eyes on. I had my speaker set up beside my head, softly playing some music, a beer tucked deep in the sand. My eyes are closed, thick framed sunglasses covering my eyes. I could fall asleep here.

A shadow envelops my body, and I half expected it to be Sam or Dean begging to go back to the motel, or maybe prank my and splash water on me. "What?" I whined, opening my eyes. Instead of Sam or Dean, it's a random guy I've never seen before. I swallowed, sitting up, and I slipped my sunglasses off. He's cute and all, but he's no Dean. 

He's shirtless, black swim shorts on. Floppy blond hair that's wet, dripping in water. "I saw you from over there and I thought you were to pretty to be alone." I don't even get the chance to respond when Dean stomps over, knocking into the guy, who falls to the ground. I gasp and stand up, pressing against Dean's chest to get him to back off. "I could've handled it." I grumbled but Dean's eye's narrow down at me. His arms cross over his chest, daring me to go against him again. "Don't act all tough Dean." I scoffed and turned around, helping the guy stand up. "I'm so sorry about him, he doesn't like strangers." I pull the guy up who offers a sheepish smile. He nervously stares between Dean and I. "If I knew you were a taken lady, I wouldn't have bothered but I saw you, and I wanted to introduce myself." he holds his hands up in defense. He had a country accent, and definitely wasn't from around here. "Go find someone else to introduce yourself too."

"Don't mind him, he's just mad someone else was giving me attention." I too crossed my arms over my chest. The guys looks back and forth between Dean and I. "You've got a might fine lookin' lady, lyin' on the beach on her own." the guy shakes his head, like me being alone was the worst thing imaginable. "If you was my lady, you'd never be alone." Dean lunges at the guy but I step between them making Dean shake his head. The other guy scampers away. "Pack your fuckin' shit, we're leaving." Dean snapped, glaring after the guy who ran back to his buddies. "I'm not leaving." I plop down on my towel, relaxing on it once again. "Yes you fuckin' are, get your ass up." I ignore him, opening one of the books I borrowed from the library, something Sam and I took an interest in and were sharing back and forth during our vacation. "Y/n, I'm not fucking playing with you. Get up." Dean growled lowly. I groaned and rolled my eyes, standing up I pack my thing's into my shoulder bag and shove Dean out of the way, walking up the sand back toward the hotel. 

How dare he? He hardly ever compliments me anymore. It's like he doesn't even love me. And last night he yells at me cause I brought Sam the wrong chick? It's not my fault Sam can't find his own bitches. And then he only comes to my rescue when someone's hitting on me? He didn't want to tan with me, he didn't want to play in the water with me, he didn't even want to talk to me.

Sometimes I don't even get why we're together. I love him so dearly, but when I'm with Dean everyday we have to fight to live. Apocalypses, Demons, Angels, we've lived through it all and somehow I'm not sure if our four year anniversary is possible anymore. I just feel like we're not compatible anymore. I'm getting old and at some point I won't be able to live on the road anymore, in crappy hotel rooms. Before I know it, Dean and I will be together for sixy years and we'll both have skipped over everything normal couples do. We wouldn't get married legally, he can't anyway because he's supposed to be dead, and he's a convicted felon. We can't have kids cause their lives will be in danger. He doesn't like cats or dogs in baby, which excludes every other pet too. We can't even own a home together cause all he does is worry about our safety. It's so exhausting. I haven't even mentioned how little food we eat, how little sleep we get, how little money we have.

Thing's like vacations and breaks are always cut short cause those boys don't know how to just stop. I'd never change them, I love them for who they are. Their need to protect, their loyalty, it's all so admirable and so necessary in a world like this, but if one of them don't come home one day I think I'll lose my shit. Every time one dies, watching the other go through that pain multiple times, trying to get them back. It's like a horror movie with too many sequels. It gets old.

I notice that the boys hadn't followed me back, and the sun was setting soon. I was pretty sure they'd walk to a bar or something, and I wasn't in the mood to be nice to Dean. I needed some time to think and relax. I packed up some of my thing's into a bag, and headed over to the main office where I requested a one night stay in my own room. I also requested that if an older, kinda scary looking man with a tall, broad puppy comes in, pretend not to know who, or where I am. Of course I slipped the woman behind the counter a fifty for all her hard work, and then set off to find my own room. 

Room 207 was on the second floor and had a beautiful view of the ocean from the window. It was exactly what I needed. I changed out of my bikini and headed straight to the shower. 

Dean Winchester

"She's so annoying sometimes." I kick the sand as she walks away. Her hips swaying, in a way I can only tell is pure attitude. Sam lounges on his chair, legs crossed at the ankles. A pair of sunglasses rest against his face, sipping a beer. "She's not annoying, you love her." Sam replies all lovey-dovey and it makes me want to hurl. "Don't say shit like that." I scoffed, sitting on the chair again. I wasn't gonna follow her, she wants to walk away like a brat then let her. "What were you planning for your four year anniversary?" Sam asked curiously. I rolled my eyes and cracked open another beer. "Wasn't planning shit."

"Why? This is like the longest relationship you've had." Sam reminded. I cannot believe we've been together for four years. It wasn't supposed to be that way. About six years ago, Y/n's whole family was killed, leaving their only daughter alive. Which she was meant to be used in a ritualistic sacrifice by a witch trying to contact an old deity. After we killed the witch, Y/n begged to stick with us for a while. Learn about hunting and then split apart after a few weeks. Leave her in a new state, in a new town, and forget everything that happened to her. But I couldn't leave her at that bus stop a year after we saved her. She became an important part of my day, always checking up on each other. She was vital in research too. She had a great memory, great listener, quick decision making skills. She was loyal to Sam and I, and often went out of her way to keep us safe, doing shit I don't want her to.

She had some anger issues, she liked to push my buttons all the time. Storming away in the middle of a fight knowing I'll run after her to talk it out. Cutting me off to talk over me, stealing my beers right out of my hand. Spraying her vanilla and coconut perfume in the Impala even when I didn't want her to. It messes with the cars natural musk. When she steals my flannels and turns my music off. 

But then there were the times when she was incredibly sexy too. Dancing in bars with rock and country songs in the background. Her tight jeans. That belt she loves to wear so much. The denim vest she wears, and only that. It cups her tits perfectly. When she smiles after I make a stupid joke. When she ties her hair up into a bun. When she argues back at me, it's both sexy and frustrating. She definitely knows how to put a man back in his place.

And the soft parts of her. When she'd hold me and run her fingers through my hair. When we cooked and probably burned random foods in the kitchens of motels. Watching old western movies together while eating pizza. Snacking on cereal at 3 AM while Sam sleeps. Going on drives in the country. Her white cowboy boots sticking out of the open windows. Her voice shouting out the words to our favorite songs, annoying the shit out of Sam just because it's funny. God I love her to death, but damn does she piss me off. "You need to go apologize."

"Apologize?" I scoffed, sipping my beer slowly. "I'm not apologizing for shit. I'll let her cool off and then we talk like civilized humans." Sam shakes his head, staring out at the ocean. "You're gonna lose her man." Sam shrugs but I wasn't listening anymore. 

Within the hour, Sam and I packed up our stuff, carrying it all back to the motel. I guess Sam's not wrong. I need to make it up to her. Four years means a lot to someone like me. I've been alive ever since we started dating, I've been alive for four consecutive years. I calculate our hunts more, I steer clear of danger just cause I don't want her to be alone in this world. I had many dreams picturing her life with Sam after I've died, and I can't take the look on her face every time he tells her I've died. I told Sam after that first nightmare that if something does ever happen to me, I want them to take care of each other. "Baby, we're home!" I called jokingly, hoping to catch her lounging on the bed, or painting her toes on the couch. Maybe reading a book with coffee at the table. Or in the shower scrubbing away the sand from the beach. 

Instead, I find most of her shit gone.

I run out to the front desk without another thought. She fucking left after one little argument? I know yesterday was kinda fucked up, but today, really? "Where is she?" I ask the woman at the front desk, ripping the door open. The woman behind the counter sinks to her chair and shrugs. "I'm sorry sir, I'm not sure what you're talking about."

"My girlfriend. You know who she is, I know you do!" the woman's eyes widen. "Look sir, I'm sorry. But you're going to need to calm down or else I'll have to call the police. I'm not allowed to give out residents locations."

Sam inserts himself between us, glaring at me and then offering the woman a kind smile. "I'm sorry about my idiot brother. His girlfriends gone missing and we're just wondering if you've seen her, talked to her." the woman nods. "I can't give you her stay. She paid with cash anyway, so she's technically not in our system." I lunge forward, leaning over the counter. "You will tell me where my girlfriend is or I'll knock on every door until I find her!"

"Dean!" Sam shouts, pulling me off. The woman dusts off her clothing and fixes her hair. "If I get a complaint called up, I'll have to call the police and kick you two out. But honestly, I'd leave her alone. She was pretty specific with what she wanted to happen." the woman offered a small reassuring smile. "She only booked one night, so whatever you did, I assume she just needed a few hours to herself. Her check out is 10 AM tomorrow if you want to catch her here." 

"Thank you, will do!" Sam calls, pulling me out of the main office and back to our room. "See man! See what happens when you push your girlfriend away, she runs!" Sam shouts in a whisper as we walk back to the room. I pull open our motel door and head straight for the bedroom. Scratch loving her, she's fucking annoying. What is she a child? Running off like this? Doesn't she realize how dangerous it is for me to not know where she is? She's too delicate to be in this world alone. Her ass better stay in that motel room or I'll lose my fucking shit.

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part 2 coming asap! this was only going to be one part, but i'm already at almost 3k words and there's a whole lot more that needs to be said & a lesson or 2 to be learned! Also most of the sundays you see I probably meant Monday but oh well we can’t win them all

[escapingrealtiylovinginsanity]

Jay Halstead (& Platonic! Will Halstead): People You Love

Some stories just write themselves and that is what this one did. I’ve been in a writing mood lately and I have a whole list of ideas I want to go through. This isn’t super Jay x reader-focused. 

Warnings: Mentions of PTSD and anti Will/ Natalie content 

You took a sip of your drink listening to Will talk to his brother about his latest disagreement with Natalie. You had learned at the beginning of your relationship with Jay and first meeting Will that it was not a topic of conversation that you should chime in on.  

Will wanted to be with Nat and there was nothing that could change that to his and her own detriment. You stirred the brightly colored liquid with your straw, listening to the ice cubes click against the glass. It was a sweet drink that Gabby had made for you. You were one of the few who frequented Molly’s that didn’t drink beer and only ordered mixed drinks. You had gotten hell for it from a few of the blue-collar boys, but Gabby had taken that as a challenge. There was always a new drink she had found for you to try. 

You tried to hide your wince by taking a drink when Will went through some particularly low blows of the fight. The saying sticks and stones make break my bone never considered how cutting words could be. Especially from the people who were supposed to love you. “You want another babe?” Your eyes flashed between his eyes and your cup which you now found almost empty. You hesitate, but with the way Will is going, you will probably be here for quite a while yet.   

“Yeah, just one more,” You agree. You watch him leave the table and make his way over to the crowded bar top. He wouldn’t have to wait if not for your drink, but he never complained. You heard a sigh and the loud click of a bottle being set more forcefully on the table.  

“Alright, let's hear it.” You glance up at Will expectantly. You weren’t close but you had acquaintanceship because of Jay. You liked Will but it was hard to form a real friendship with someone when you felt like you had to edit everything you said because they couldn’t handle your honesty. Will had a strong alpha male confidence and ego. He needed someone who could call him to the carpet, but you weren’t willing to risk your relationship with Jay to be that for him. You tilted your head in question to his statement. “I know you want to say something, so let’s hear it.” You shake your head circling your straw in your cup again. The bangles that lined your arms clinked together loudly as they slid down to your wrists. “C’mon,” Will pressed. 

“It’s nothing you want to hear.”  

“But there is something you want to say.” His gaze held yours and he raised his eyebrows in question. There was a challenging spark in his eyes. He was looking for a fight. “You’ve been with my brother for almost a year and never had an opinion you wanted to share about any of my relationship problems? I doubt that. I’ve been trying and nothing has been working out. So, I’m up for a female viewpoint.”  

“What you want is a fight. I like my relationship with Jay, I’m not going to ruin it by fighting with his older brother.” Will sits up a little straighter in his seat.  

“Is that so? Well, this one can be on the house. No backlash or fallout. The way I see it-I asked, you answered.” You eye him up and down trying to determine the truth of his words and if he was able to abide by what he just offered. You looked at the bar. Jay was leaning leisurely against the bar top talking to Kelly Severide, Matt Casey, and Gabby. You could tell he was still going to be a minute. You look back at Will and nod.  

“You and Natalie are never going to work.” Will blows out a breath and leans back in his seat before scoffing and shaking his head.  

“You don’t-” You shake your head at him holding up your hand making all the bangles clank down to the bottom of your forearm, the loud noise effectively covering up his rebuttal.  

“Uh-uh, you asked my opinion and now you're going to listen to it.” Will mouth turns into a firm line but he stays silent. “You two are bad for each other. I know you want it to work, to figure it out, for the little rainbows and butterflies to flutter down to fix all your problems. But it’s not going to happen. You two are bad for each other. She is bringing out the worst in you and from what I can tell- from the very limited time I’ve spent with you together- you are doing the same for her.” 

“I love her,” You shake your head at the redheaded man in front of you. 

“What you're doing to each other isn’t love Will. I know you care about her. Want what’s best for her but that doesn’t make it you. Love is finding each other's soft spots, their weakness. It’s learning and knowing exactly what could destroy them. It’s having all that power and choosing to protect them instead of bringing them to their knees.” You play with a bangle on your wrist twisting it, “I’ve been in a relationship where we picked each other to pieces, and I promise you Will that isn’t what you want.” You feel your eyes mist over with emotion, “It’s hard letting go but when you find someone that goes out of their way to protect you...When you would do anything to protect them...You will know that you’ve made the right decision.” 

“I protect Natalie.” You shake your head at Will getting frustrated with his purposeful ignoring of the issues. “We just get heated sometimes, say things we don’t-” 

“That’s what I am saying, Will. It seems to happen every other week with you too. Over stupid things that don’t matter.”  

“Unlike you and Jay. Because I’m sure you too never fight.” Will shoots back and your frustration rises.  

“Jay has PTSD. I’m more worried about protecting his mental health than notching up our day-to-day bickering. He gets in this headspace sometimes and it is irritating and frustrating because I just want him to talk to me. For him to let me help him. But he won’t. I didn’t understand at first. How could I? Then he had a really bad bout of it after a case. He didn’t hear me come in and I startled him. He pulled his gun on me. Pointed it right at my head.”  

Will felt his own frustration turn into something churning in his stomach. He knew his brother struggled with PTSD from time to time. He knew that he had nightmares and that there were times when he was constantly on edge- hypervigilant. But Will had never been there to see the full extent of it. “When he realized it was me, I could see it all in his eyes. He was afraid that he could hurt me. That I would be afraid to be around him. If he had any idea how terrified I was, not that he would hurt me but that he would torture himself with it. Nobody can hurt Jay like Jay can. The fallout was awful. He struggled to get past it. I knew that it could never happen again.” 

“So, what did you do?”  

You looked at your arm and wiggled it. The bangles clank loudly together. “I made it so I can never sneak up on him again. When I went through my Bollywood phase and bought bangles my mom used to complain that the entire neighborhood could hear me when I walked around. I’m sure one highly trained soldier can hear it coming from a mile away.” You look over to meet your gaze with Will again. “Now when I see the signs, I wear them. That is what you do for the people you love.”  

A look of understanding and respect is clear in Will’s eyes. You give him a smile and feel the threads of friendship beginning to form on the strong foundation of honesty and shared love of another person. “If you ever tell him that-” Will mimics zipping his lips before taking the last pull of his beer. You two sit in quiet understanding, and you can see Will marinating on your words. Whether they are thoughts about Jay or his relationship with Natalie you were unsure.  

Jay returns a few minutes later, setting a vivid blue and green drink in front of you and two bottles of beer for the brothers. You eyed the drink thoughtfully, “Gabby said you had to try it. She called it sweet poison, I think.” You stir it before sipping through the straw. You could taste the rum. Gabby had a habit of being heavy-handed with your drinks. It was good though. You turned to look at Gabby and when she raised her eyebrows in question you gave her an enthusiastic nod. She fist-pumped her accomplishment before turning back to Matt. “That good?” 

His strong hand found your thigh under the table, and you smiled at him. You caressed his forearm with one hand while pushing the drink closer to him with the other. “Yeah, try it.” He made a face at you but took a drink from the cup, not the straw. He merely shrugged his shoulders when you asked what he thought. “Yeah, yeah it’s always too sweet for you.” Jay looks over at his brother. 

“You okay man?” He questions, Will was being too quiet.  

“Yeah,” He runs his fingers through his curls, “I was just thinking... Might be a good time to get away for a while. Maybe do a week trip at Gramp's cabin. Fish and stock up on some more wood for the winter. You want to go?” The offer seems to throw Jay for a second. Between Will’s struggling relationship and Jay being busy with a heavy caseload they hadn’t had much time to spend together. Jay looks over at you and you smile brightly at him squeezing his arm. 

“Yeah, I have some time saved up that I need to go through.”