#supernatural characters

[pascaloverx]

Sweet Love

Summary: You're an up-and-coming writer, congratulations. To protect your beloved job, you're willing to do anything. Even strike a deal with the devil, better known as your sister's neighbor. You and Dean Winchester don't really see eye to eye, but in a moment of desperation, you agree to collaborate with him for a greater good.

Author's Notes: Many characters do not belong to me but to the Supernatural Universe (2005-2020). I hope you enjoy the fanfic's story. The fanfic will contain strong language and future adult content.

chapter one chapter three

CHAPTER TWO

It's been two days since you made your agreement with Dean, and there's no sign of him. You even thought about going to him, but he always seems to be busy screwing someone. Literally. Yesterday, a beautiful man left his apartment, and you gave up on going to Dean's place because you swore it was Castiel. Well, to put it briefly, Castiel is Dean's great love story. At least, that's what you think. When you moved into your sister's apartment, Castiel lived with Dean. They seemed like quite the couple, even though officially they said they were having a "casual thing." But about a year ago, Castiel broke up with Dean. Rumors say Castiel wanted emotional commitment, and that's Dean's biggest nightmare. So when you saw a handsome man very similar to Castiel and wearing a trench coat like Castiel used to wear, you thought they had made amends. But in the end, it wasn't Castiel. This makes you sure that Dean is avoiding helping you. It could be because he's quite stupid when he wants to be, or because he didn't see any benefit in helping you.

You then decide to try writing the long-awaited smut, describing how the male protagonist's skin smells like men's deodorant and cheap moisturizer, and how the female protagonist is intrigued by the male protagonist's eyes. You try and try, but your protagonists don't seem to want a physical connection. If only your publisher would accept this. But you're just a few steps away from becoming permanently unemployed. So, wearing a somewhat revealing nightgown and your Stitch slippers, you practically run to Dean's apartment door. But you can't bring yourself to knock on his door; courage is lacking. Or perhaps you feel humiliated.  You turn around, thinking about what you'll have to do to apply for any other job. Or how it will be to move back in with your mother when you're already too old for it to seem like a viable option.

"Do you make a habit of standing in front of other people's apartments?" Dean Winchester asks, opening the door to his apartment. You turn around delicately as if caught off guard. The feeling of embarrassment washes over you.

"No, actually, it's something I exclusively do with you, sweetheart. Can you explain why you gave up on helping me?" You speak, feigning confidence. Dean looks you up and down.

"You're going to regret this, you know?" Dean says boastfully as I walk further and further out of his apartment, you noticing that he's in a bathrobe and him apparently noticing that you're in a nightgown.

"Dean, I'm not a little girl. You don't need to protect me. I just want you to help me. Do you understand this?" You get closer to him. Your face getting closer to his. You feel the strange need to kiss him.

"Sam thinks our partnership is a bad idea. According to him, I'm taking advantage of the fact that your sister is away to try to lead you down the wrong path." Dean tries to explain the reason why he hasn't helped you yet.

"Is he right?" You ask, smiling mischievously as you keep your eyes locked on Dean's. He looks at you, as if calculating what answer to give you. You presume he's undecided between lying or not. In reality, it means he wants to take advantage of you.

"Probably is. The problem is, everyone knows you and me, it's not gonna work out. Either you'll give up on me, or I'll mess everything up." He says, looking intensely at you, as you hold onto the edge of the robe he's wearing and bring your faces closer together.

"I didn't come here to play cat and mouse with you, Winchester. Now, tell me how to start a romantic story with a bit of sexual tension and forget your worries." You say, cutting straight to the point.

"What are we doing now. Analyzing each other halfway between our apartments. Casually wondering if it wouldn't be interesting to take off the few pieces of clothing we're wearing?" Dean's suggestion sounds good, but in your head it sounds like a warning. What you and he are doing is building sexual tension. Analyzing each other's bodies, observing details such as what they are wearing and moving closer and closer.

"Are you saying this is the method you're going to use to help me? Try to fuck me?" You say, moving away from him a little and coughing falsely. That was letting you embarrassed, in a good way.

"What better way than to practice with you? Write about what you're experiencing right now, about your filthiest thoughts about me, you, and the floor of my house. Maybe the shower, or the mattress?" Dean says, approaching you step by step, making you lose your breath. Your head lightly knocks on your door. Or rather at the door of your sister's apartment.

"What's the next step in your help?" You speak almost in a whisper next to Dean who is face to face with you. His fingers then lightly travel around your waist, holding you steady. He wants to tease you. 

"Imagine that your character is going to do exactly what I'm doing, seduction works like that. But something good about seduction is knowing when to do things. Now it would be easy to win you over but leaving you eager for more, it's much better. " Dean says, letting go of your waist and composing himself.

"You're more useful than you seem. I hope you know you're going to need more than that if you want to help me with this book." You say trying not to seem affected by him.

"Get ready, kitten. I know very well how to help you. Just try to take it to the professional. I don't know how to deal with people who are in love with me." Dean says smiling and you roll your eyes. How arrogant he is. 

"I'll see you tomorrow, idiot." You say, opening the door to your sister's apartment and closing it in Dean's face. You then run to get your computer and write down everything about what just happened.

[nighwingsdiscordkitten]

I’m making a Dean Winchester character analyst because I saw a tiktok comment talking about how Dean has been given the more “female” in media by being Sam’s parental figure and also how sexualized he is in both the series and also fandom so I’m wondering if anyone has heard of it because I would very much appreciate a link to it because it interest me and I wanna watch it.



[asharestupid]

Supernatural has easily become both my favorite and my comfort show. I'm on season 13 and I just started watching it like 2 weeks ago. Also I hate people who spoil things bc my brother told me a long time ago how and when castiel dies and I wish I could be happy that he's back but nooooo I have Knowledge and am oh so sad.

[sleepyspiriit]

fuck mary coming back. should’ve been jess.

[notanettelmao]

Pack Mentality pt. 3

Also on AO3

(TW rewrite)

Fandoms: Teen Wolf, Supernatural Warnings: usual TW and SPN stuff Pairings: Stiles Stilinski x reader Words: 1,2k

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It was late afternoon when Y/N decided to go out into the preserve. She read all about the Hale fire on the internet, there were many articles all saying different stuff. All of them had one thing in common - someone set the fire, it wasn’t an accident. She wanted to know more and there was only so much she could do without breaking into the police station to get the files. 

“I’m going out!” She yelled and before anyone could stop her she was out the door. When she looked back she could see Argent staring at her from one of the windows. She rolled her eyes and started walking towards the Hale house. Well, more like the way she thought the Hale house was, as she didn’t really remember the way.

The walk didn’t take long, only like thirty minutes. When she got closer to the burnt-down house she noticed a police car standing in front of it. Y/N quickly hid behind a bush so the deputy couldn’t see her. She could hear a police dog barking inside the car. It sounded like it was going crazy. Y/N peeked over the bush only to see the deputy almost freaking out while trying to calm down the dog. When she looked a bit higher there were two shining blue dots staring right back at her. Welp, at least he wouldn’t jump out of some dark place inside of the house and try to kill her. The dog continued to bark as the deputy got in the car and drove away. Y/N waited until she couldn’t hear the engine anymore and then walked up to the house. Derek was already standing in the doorway frowning at her. 

“Jesus, you frown more than Cas doe- did.” She looked at the ground for a second and then back at him. 

“What do you want?” Derek asked. Y/N blinked a few times, then she sighed. 

“I was reading some stuff about the fire. And I couldn’t ask my uncle since he was apparently shot by one of the monsters my brothers hid me in this town from. So I thought I could ask you. You know, since you.. well, you’re you.” 

“You mean I’m a Hale?”

“Yup.” Y/N nervously looked around.

“Who’s your uncle? Why would he know stuff about the fire?” Derek frowned even more. Y/N just stared at him wondering if it is possible to frown even more. 

“Bobby. Bobby Singer is my uncle.” Derek made a face and now it was Y/N’s turn to frown.

“Why? Do you know him?” 

“He was a friend of my mom. One of the hunters that was actually kind. I remember seeing him around the house when our emissary couldn’t attend pack meetings or help us with some things.” Derek said. Y/N smiled. 

“Are you telling me Bobby was friends with werewolves? Oh my god, Dean would freak out if he knew! How did that even happen?” Y/N asked, pushing around Derek and making her way inside the house because she was getting tired from just standing there. 

“Do come in I guess,” she heard Derek mumble as he closed the door and followed her into the ruins of the house. 

“Do you live here? Oh, you know what, I don’t wanna know. Tell me how did Bobby befriend your mom.” 

“I don’t.. I don’t wanna talk about my dead mother Y/N.” Derek stared at her. She sighed and nodded.

“Well, my mom is dead too. And my father. My mom was also killed in a fire. But I don’t think yours was connected to a demon, huh,” she made a face at him. Derek raised an eyebrow. 

“A demon set your mom on fire?”

“Well, more like he somehow glued her to the ceiling and then burnt her alive. The same thing happened to Sam and Dean’s mom. The demon that killed their mom wanted revenge for our father following him and trying to kill him. I don’t why I’m telling you this, but since I already started I might as well finish,” Y/N giggled. Derek looked like he would rather be anywhere but there with her. Rude.

“So Azazel, the yellow-eyed demon fed Sammy his blood and made him one of his special children - or something like that, I don’t know, my brothers don’t wanna talk about that around me. He then killed Mary, their mom, and my father’s wife. Father didn’t take that well and pulled Sam and Dean into hunting before they could even properly talk. Anyway, he had a one-night stand with my mom which got her pregnant. Feelings happened, I was born, mom got killed the same way as Mary and I got thrown into the hunting mess before I could walk or talk. Sammy and Dean took care of me, mostly Dean as he was already taking care of Sam. I killed my first monster when I was 8. It was a vengeful spirit. 10/10 would not recommend, I still have the scars.” Y/N looked up from her hands to see Derek staring at her, mouth slightly open, blinking, and trying to process what she just said. 

“Heh, I know it’s a lot.”

That afternoon an unexpected friendship started to form.

⋆⋆⋆⋆⋆

Y/N walked inside a gas station to buy some snacks. Derek was outside filling the gas of his Camaro. Y/N talked to the cashier, paid for her snacks, and then walked outside, just as Argent got out of his red SUV.

“Wow, how mature.” She mumbled as she watched him and a few other hunters circle Derek. One of the men recognized her and nodded her way, telling something to Argent, who then also turned to look at her. 

“Really Y/N? I promised your brothers to keep you safe.” He said, his voice calm.

“Do I look like I can’t keep myself safe?” She asked, but was ignored by all of them. Argent’s attention was back on Derek. Y/N watched Argent threaten him and then smash his window. That made her mad. 

“Hey Chris,” she said as he and the hunters started getting in the cars and drive away. He turned around to look at her. 

“Your windshield looks cracked.” Y/N smiled. Chris frowned and looked at his car, trying to spot the cracks she was talking about. Just as he was about to turn back to her and ask what she was talking about, one of her knives embedded itself into the glass. The other hunters were already gone. It was just her, Derek, and Argent now.

“I see you picked a side then,” Argent said. He reached over to pull out the knife. She walked a few steps towards him and took it back, placing it in its spot inside her back pocket. Without a word she turned on her heel and walked towards Derek. She climbed into the passenger seat of the Camaro and looked at Argent.

“You tell your wife about this and I will tell sheriff Stilinski how the fire actually started.” She grinned at him and then watched as he silently drove away.

“You are going to get yourself killed,” Derek said and then went inside to pay for the gas. Y/N just laughed and took a bite out of her chocolate. This was just the beginning. 

[thebiggerbear]

Supernatural Characters Masterlist

Dean Winchester

Sam Winchester

Castiel

John Winchester

Anael/Sister Jo

Ruby

Bela Talbot

Benny Lafitte

dividers by @firefly-graphics

[when-i-wake-if]

I have finished four out of eight of the descriptions WOOOO

the ones i’ve finished are

Xeno the human co-worker

Selena the 1950s housewife ghost who lives in mcs apartment

Sire the kelpie bartender

Loralie the siren dancer

[scriptlgbt]

I have a character I'm considering making genderfluid.

They're immortal and a god, and I'm thinking of making their gender change every few years... Instead of like. Day by day or anything like that.

Since they're a god, they can shapeshift. Is it odd or strange to make them be able to change from a masc... body I guess to a femme one? And they go by a different name when having a femme body.

Is it also... weird or something to NOT have them experience dysphoria? I mean like they do get anxiety around people when they're female since they're AMAB and that's how they spend most of their time and they haven't spent enough time as a female yet to get used to it.

Ok so to summarize since I can be kinda rambly:

Is it weird or anything to:

- have their gender change year by year (as in maybe they spend ten years as male, one year or a few months female, five years male, one to two years female, etc etc)

- have them shapeshift when their gender identity changes

- have them not experience... physical dysphoria i suppose; they would experience "social dysphoria" because of anxiety

Also they're uh. Bisexual and polyamerous. They're in a relationship with a gay man and bisexual woman and they're friends with benefits with a different woman... is that too much... diversity...? Is there such a thing as too much?

And lastly, are there any things I should avoid when writing in this characters POV? Anything genderfluid people may experience that I as a cis person may not know or think about, just in a day in the life sort of way.

Thank you in advance if you reply, I really appreciate it! This is a long one so I'm sorry about that haha.

Oh! Hi! I'm the anon with the immortal god character. I just sent in an ask and realized I forgot some questions, sorry!

How might their partners refer to them? How might those dynamics work? If the god can shapeshift, would the partners automatically refer to the god by the corresponding pronouns?

Also I'm thinking the god has a different name depending on if they're masc or femme. But also they sometimes may not want to go by a different name?

Answer

I’m going to answer this in sections!

1. Weird to have identity change year by year?

This is totally fine! This actually happens to me. Some of it is just different labels have resonated with me over the years but I do feel my identity has changed in some way. I usually change pronouns as well, sometimes a name, but not always. My current situation is that I give different names and pronouns based on the people I’m with. So people who have known me longer were introduced with earlier names, and I’m okay with them calling me that. More recent folks will get other names. People who know me well may know several names and use any of them, but most people have one they stick to for me. I will note that my own fluidity is always some variation of genderqueer but there are times when I identified with androgynous, other times as agender, and so on.

Other people can feel different and experience fluidity differently or at different rates. I think when I first was figuring out stuff in high school I was a little more rapidly fluid. I had a friend who would ask my pronouns at the beginning of each day. (Eventually I kind of felt like it was more of a bother to try and interrogate myself every morning so I just kind of opted to they/them until I was maybe 20 and meandered into neopronouns.)

2. Weird to have them shapeshift when their gender identity changes?

This is also fine, but I’d be careful not to imply there has to be a direct correlation with any given body part and a specific identity. There are a lot of people of all genders who want to look all sorts of different ways. IMO you don’t even have to be trans to transition if you want! (Check out that link, there’s a lot of people in the comments philosophizing about it too.) Ultimately gender identity is about how you see yourself. Gender expression is just one aspect of things and it’s not always something that is going to make your gender legible to others.

I also would hesitate to refer to a given body type as masc or femme. Masc and femme are more like... identities. It’s ok/normal for trans people to call our bodies whatever. But I think when you’re writing maybe use more specific language, because using the term “femme body” and expecting people to assume you mean a stereotypical dyadic cis woman’s body. Femmes and mascs can have any kind of body.

3. Weird to not have dysphoria, except when a specific gender?

This is fine. But I think with them being AMAB and sometimes being a woman, you might want to do some more research on transmisogyny. We have a tag for it here, but I wouldn’t limit your research just to our tag.

4. Is bi + polyam + all these mentioned diverse partners ‘too much diversity’?

Absolutely not! You’re all good!

5. How would partners refer to them? (Pronouns/terms/name etc)

I don’t think it’s safe to say that presentation always lines up with what pronouns genderfluid people have. But that is the case for some. I would just have it be communicated at some point. Like if there’s a scene where their gender has recently changed, there’s just a check-in that a partner makes about what terms to use now, or if they’ve changed at all. Or if it’s not immediately clear to the partners, the god character could just mention it. What they call each other as partners can really be anything though.

I call my partner my partner, but technically we’re queerplatonic partners or something like friends with benefits. (The axis of the relationship is platonic but our behaviour and expressions of that platonic love are significantly more dedicated and involve, well, aforementioned benefits.) We also sometimes use the term “companion” and we might change the terminology based on what’s convenient to say, including her sometimes being okay with being called my girlfriend if it’s more convenient. On emergency contact forms we’re often considered common law spouses. On the census I wrote we were queerplatonic partners. To delivery drivers we are roommates.

Whatever labels are cool with the people involved work really, and since your characters are fictional, you can make up what that is.

6. Other things to keep in mind?

Gender fluidity doesn’t always mean rotating between two binaries. If they rotate between two binaries, that’s totally cool and fine, but please don’t feel limited to that. In all my fluidity, I haven’t identified with a binary gender. There are so many different possibilities, so many different ways to experience gender. And don’t be afraid to consider neopronouns either (you could even make some up too, that’s totally fine, IMO). Or maybe they change genders sometime but not shapeshift, or shapeshift but not change genders.

Readers, feel free to tack on anything you think should be added to this!

- mod nat

[yukitonz]

Some characters I made recently 🙌🙌

I love em so much 💕 They're all supposed to be rulers of different relms, yippie. I'm figuring out a story- and a03 gon love me 👹

Anyway take art 👍

[pascaloverx]

Sweet Love

Summary: You're an up-and-coming writer, congratulations. To protect your beloved job, you're willing to do anything. Even strike a deal with the devil, better known as your sister's neighbor. You and Dean Winchester don't really see eye to eye, but in a moment of desperation, you agree to collaborate with him for a greater good.

Author's Notes: Many characters do not belong to me but to the Supernatural Universe (2005-2020). I hope you enjoy the fanfic's story. The fanfic will contain strong language and future adult content.

preview chapter two

CHAPTER ONE

You never imagined yourself knocking on Dean Winchester's door. I mean, you don't count having had dreams about him that involved you getting to know each other intimately. But going to his apartment to ask for help wasn't in your plans.

"I need you." You say softly as if telling someone a secret. Maybe your speech sounds like a whisper. Dean's obviously not hearing you properly, because he's humming Livin' On A Prayer as the song plays inside his apartment at full volume.

"What?" Dean says almost shouting as he looks me up and down. He looks confused like he doesn't hear you at all. You then decide to do something. You approach Dean almost seductively and say close to his ear that he won't regret it if he turns down the volume.

"Does your sister know you're here trying to get me into bed?" Dean asks as he turns off the music that was playing. Nothing against Bon Jovi, but seeing Dean turn off the sound for thinking he's going to sleep with you kind of lifts your spirits.

"If I were going to let you fuck me, I wouldn't ask my sister's opinion. I don't think you ask Sam's opinion when you decide to have sex." You speak while still standing, hoping that Dean will notice that he is only in his underwear and change into more decent clothes.

"You come over to my house, make me turn off my music and now I've suggested that I ask my brother if I can have sex. This conversation seems better by the minute." Dean speaks clearly enjoying this moment. You end up looking at his body from top to bottom but as soon as he notices, you turn to face the door.

"I need your help." You say while avoiding looking at Dean. He might have noticed, since he put on some pants. Not that you watched him put it on.

"With what?" Dean asks as you turn to face him. He put on his pants but is still shirtless. But now is not the time for you to notice these things. Even though his body is...

"I need to write steamy scenes in my book. But I just can't do it. It's like I can't think of anything sexy and I need to get this book published soon." The words coming out of your mouth don't seem to fully fit together. I mean, what is wrong with you that you would look to Dean Winchester for help?

"And what do I gain? Helping you will take up a lot of my free time, you know..." He seems too convinced, as if his ego could fill the air in the entire apartment.

"Free time? You mean wasted time. You've been living off your rich mother for I don't know how long. And I intend to pay you for the consultancy." You say everything with a certain pretentiousness in your tone of voice. Somehow, Dean Winchester brought out the worst in you.

"Do you think that just because I have a rich mother my life is easy?" Dean says, getting even closer to you, getting so close that you could smell his perfume invade your nostrils. In fact, Dean Winchester smells like men's perfume and sex.

"I think. Maybe it's not the easiest thing for you but it seems easy. So do it as an personal fulfillment, do it for the money, do it to show your mother that you are more than her son." You say feeling a heavy conscience as you realize that maybe you were rude to Dean, maybe even a little unfair.

"Nice attempt to manipulate me. I'm going to deny the offer and urgently ask you to leave my apartment. I'm accompanied and my visitor should be waiting for me in the room. So there's less you want to insult me ​​more or join me and my visit, I suggest you go to your apartment." Dean looks offended, maybe a little irritated. You look at him a little regretfully.

"I'm sorry if I seemed rude. But I would really like your help and I'm willing to give you whatever you want." You say, desperately trying to appeal to the side you know exists within Dean. He might not even notice, but claiming you're willing to give him whatever he wants is just a lure to make him interested. At least that's what you tell yourself. But it doesn't seem to work, he closes the door just as you're about to cross the hallway that separates his apartment from your sister's. What a disaster, now you'll have to stop being a writer and move on to a new field. You can't live forever with your sister.

"Be in my apartment later. Let's start working on your book. And I'll decide what I get for the help I'm giving you. As you said yourself, you'll give me whatever I want." Dean says as he opens the door to his apartment while you open the door to your sister's apartment. You immediately turn around and hug him. Without any explanation, your first instinct was to run into his arms. And you only realize how strange that is when you see the half-naked woman coming out of Dean's bedroom and staring at the two of you hugging at the door.

"See you later, buddy." You say, giving Dean Winchester a slightly friendly punch on the arm so that his visitor doesn't find it so bizarre for him to be hugging you at the door. He looks at you as if you've lost your mind, and then you quickly leave, entering your sister's apartment, hoping that the partnership with Dean Winchester is a good idea.

[nighwingsdiscordkitten]

So this is what I have so far on the Dean Winchester character analysis it's a bit all over because I wrote it while on the bud home but I'm writing it in a notebook of mine in a more clear and organized way then gonna re type it once I get it done

Also if you guys don't mind pls add your own character analysis of your own or just things you've noticed during the series because I really don't wanna mischaracterize him and accidentally make him into a complete different person especially since Dean's whole character is literally so important to me

Also I don't want anyone to think I'm gonna excuse the bad things Dean has done to Sam, Cas, and also Jack. I wanna include the fact that he isn't that great of a person and i still wanna hold him accountable for all the bad things he has done throughout the series

How Dean Winchester is. Given the parental role and also the more “women” or ‘feminin’ role in the series and also by the fandom.

Firstly we will talk about the fact that from a very young age (four years old) when his mother died in the fire he was the one to grab Sam from his crib and ran out of the house while his father stayed back. We see this in the very first episode and was also mentioned in one of the later seasons, growing up he was given the parental role because John (the father) was to busy with ‘grieving” his dead wife to the point that he threw himself and his family into the hunter life leave Dean and Sam to grow up on the road with no real home, they stayed in dirty old motels and barely had money to live off of, you can see this by the fact that they never had Christmas and I know that’s not a very ‘big deal’ BUT the fact that Dean had to sneak off and steal from a random home to give Sam some type of Christmas and also the fact that Dean was arrested for stealing some peanut butter bread and then was sent to Sunny’s home or wayward boys. There was also hints that Dean barley ever got to eat and often have his food to Sam so he wouldn’t go hungry at night, I don’t know if it was ever actually mentioned but it was hinted in episodes where Dean would have flashbacks or it was hinted, you can also notice this with how Dean eats his food, it’s more animalistic and rushed while Sam eats more calmer and also less, that is because Sam never had to really worry because Dean always fed him but Dean never knew when his next meal was so I believe it is a trauma response. Another trauma response is also is his savior complex, in the show we often see Dean more concern for Sam then himself and and could also be a readily for his own self destructive tendencies but we’ll talk about that later- since Dean has taken care of Sam his whole life Dean took on the parental role naturally and also started to relaty on Sam to be there constantly because Sam is his only constant figure in his life much how Dean is Sam’s only constant figure as well. Why is Sam and Dean each others only constant figure even tho they both have John tho? Well that is because John wasn’t the parental figure they needed. They only could rely on each other and no one else, sure they had Bobby but they don’t show him much in their flashback so I don’t know how much of a role he had in their childhood because he only really shows up more in their adult life, I do belive Bobby was there in their childhood because we see Bobby and Dean playing catch in season 7 when Bobby dies but that’s pretty much the only scene we get with Bobby and younger Dean every other scene is when Dean is a adult, so that makes me belive even more that Sam was deans only constant and the same with Dean for Sam. Now, about the savior complex, there are multiple examples of Dean wanting to risk his life for same and wanting to ‘save’ Sam for example

•Dean welling his soul in season 1 to same Sam

• Dean wanting to save Sam from ruby and his demon blood addiction

•Dean wanting to say yes to Michel

•Dean trying to get rid of the mark of Cain

•Giving himself up to Amra

•Even giving his own childhood up for Sam

Etc (look up more of deans self scarification)

We also see Deans self destructive tendencies by the fact he pushes people away, him being a alcoholic, him hiding his own traumas and emotions resulting him to have break downs or out bursts of rage because that was what he grew up on. He never learned how to let his anger out in normal healthy ways I believe that was because of John and how he was raised because we constantly see John being abusive and taking his anger out of Dean.

Again this is super all over the place but that’s because it’s still the rough draft I’m planing on rewriting all of this to make more sense and also I still wanna add more things to this as will because There’s so much more I wanna talk about but just can’t put it in words exactly

[asharestupid]

No no man you cannot tell me that he just confesses his love and then dies this is not okay the writers can't do this to me I need closure I'm NOT OKAY

[sleepyspiriit]

Anyone ever notice how Dean REFUSES to believe family matters to anyone but him?

Moms? Kill them doesn’t matter until it’s his. (Ex; Killing Amy, IN FRONT OF HER KID, but the second Jack accidentally kills Mary it’s family over everyone)

Brothers? You can totally kill your own brother if he’s a monster (Telling Gabriel “Can’t or won’t?” after he refuses to kill Lucifer because he’s his literal brother but god forbid someone tell him to kill Sam. Where’s that cant or won’t attitude now?)

Even demon deals, he calls the twins selfish, but we ALL know who traded his soul in a heartbeat.

[rainbowskittle]