#sys problems

[scuddle-bubble101]

Me: -done with shower and making breakfast- ?: -new voice suddenly appears and proceeds to judge the brand of cereal I am eating.- Me: Me: You just got here and you will deal with what I e a t.

[tm-sys]

I dunno who it is but stop planning theoretical science experiments

[cantarelaria]

head disciple shen yuan and his two little shidis who for some reason keep sneaking into the beast tamer peak ⛰️🐉

[haunted-house-sys]

Not to be taking syscourse jokingly, because its real issues within the community and it is causing a lot of harm...

But if endos and other nontraums can "choose to one day be a system"

Does that mean actual systems get to choose to be singlet?

LoOOK AT ME GUYS IM A SINGLET!! MY SEVERE AND EXTREME TRAUMA HAS BEEN CURED!!!

*gives a headmate a high five* WHOA!!

-🔥Illya [he/him]

[stiltonbasket]

sue me but I think Shen Yuan as an old man with crow's feet, laugh lines, and gray streaks in his hair could cure Bingge completely. It would just fix All of his problems.

[lemony-ink]

there's very little that feels worse than feeling like you made a close friend and having them switch up on you because of changes in the system.

I understand that it can be hard for singlets to process but making every conversation about how you miss a specific alter and how sad you are that the memories with them are gone...

I even comforted him the first times he brought it up but he won't stop, it's been 5 months.

[miaoqing]

rereading vol 1 again and holy shit why is shen yuan such a weirdo 😭 he's not even good at hiding it, if binghe was like... 2% less insane shen yuan would be the worse one out of them

[unknownsona-stuff]

Not me being NOT able to choose bodytype for this design💀😭

[greeniegaes]

Original Shen Qingqiu: Care to explain why our didi (Shen Yuan) is acting like a rabid dog?

PIDW Shen Jiu, after smugly trapping SY on Qing Jing peak: Don’t worry about it

[bayesiandragon]

Everything else notwithstanding, I firmly think that SJ's rage towards YQY - regardless of how you feel about the degree to which he acted out towards him - was reasonable given that he believes (with justification given the little info he has) that his one childhood friend, who knew very well the vicious abuse he was experiencing, just fucked off to live the good life he found and left him to suffer. Like completely separate from anything else, I don't see how hating someone who to your knowledge abandoned you to die, even if they're sorry/guilty once they saw you survived, is wrongheaded or misguided. I honestly saw their whole relationship as emblematic of the prominent themes of miscommunication in SVSSS, on YQY's side due to a mixture of feeling like he's sparing the other party and his own trauma. A direct parallel (and later a foil) to SY and LBH at the abyss.

[quietly-sleeping]

I'll admit I'm a sucker for qijiu, (this could be my hyperfixation on sy talking), but I think those idiots deserve someone who's brand of chaos isn't murder. Or self sacrifice over deeply internalized guilt.

[sovereignsystem]

It hard to feel like you own things as a system.

Everything is shared. We rarely have items/etc that genuinely feel like our Own things individually.

I wonder what it's like sometimes

-❔ (It/He)

[pippuns]

i unironically think lbh would get along with baozi baby lqg, as long as he does not monopolize shizun. and we all know that fighty baby prefers sj more anyways LMAOOO. brawling brothers 😤!

all those years doing shen yuan's job and taking care of the other disciples gives luo binghe unmatched baozi wrangling skills. truly, the protagonist's halo can defeat all.

[koipalm]

HI YES HELLO HI HI HIHI HIHIHIHIHI. HI. SORRY, I'M TRYING TO PROCESS. YOUR. SY ASSISTANT AU. Hey. Hi. I'm in love with it. I'm in love with your au. I keep thinking of the hijinks that Shen Yuan gets into with the other peak lords. I'm sorry, but I'm going to ramble about it - if anything, it's all your fault for making such a brilliant AU. Shoot me down if I'm wrong about any headcanons I'm making about it, but teeheeheeehehehehehee. Okay, so first, thinking about Xian Shu peak. Because Shen Yuan is so irrevocably fruity that, when other guys could be being creepy over the girls upon the peak, Shen Yuan is just trying to stay upright and not pass out because of the ✨gay thoughts✨ that stop him from sleeping. The girls could even find him sweet in the way you see a dishevelled rat and go "awww!", whereas Qi Qingqi just occasionally nudges him with her foot to make sure he isn't dead. Next, next, Liu Mingyuan. The chaotic shipper herself. She sees Shen Yuan glancing at Liu Qingge occasionally and just cracks her knuckles like, "oh, this is is going to make a great book series" and, in typical fashion, starts writing everything. She, at one point, writes Shen Qingqiu as a love rival, which is something that Shang Qinghua holds over poor Shen Yuan's head forever. Liu Mingyuan is the kind of gal that has locked Shen Yuan and Liu Qingge in close quarters together just so she can make new writing about it later. Liu Qingge, who sees this pathetic blob of a man sometimes dragging himself around the different peaks (usually in spirit but, on a couple of very strange occasions, literally), has no idea where Shen Yuan came from. So, after asking his sister, he decides to ask the man himself - in what he thinks is a very normal fashion. Shen Yuan, however, sees Liu Qingge (terrifying Peak Lord of Bai Zhan) storming towards him and promptly cornering him, and just passes out. Hands down. After this, he is utterly baffled. When Mu Qingfang asks (read: scolds) about it during what can be described as a supply drop, Liu Qingge is treated to a lecture that is basically "Shen Yuan is like a little mouse whose heart will give out at any moment because he doesn't take care of himself." Liu Qingge listens and hears "Shen Qingqiu bad." It's not like he's actually trying to steal Shen Yuan in any sense of the word, he just likes the little mouse not looking ready to pass out (he would definitely force a cup of tea into the man before he lets him leave, because he's helping right? Toootally.) I did say I would ramble...I did say I would- (Sorry, I just love love love it)

thank u so much for liking it!! im actually really blown away that this many people like the au it was very simple when i thought abt it <3

& unfortunately (& i probably should have specified earlier my bad lol) shen yuan has a lot of fraught relationships with the other cang qiong cultivators! most won't say it to his face but plenty think he's putting on an act or scheming with sqq and because of how close he and sqq work he can't escape sqq's reputation in the sect. a lot of the disciples from xian shu peak actively despise him for working under sqq, while qi qingqi herself is suspicious but mostly ambivalent. liu mingyan is reserved because she eventually sees lqg and sy get along fine, and she would have a lot of fun with his stupid humor. lqg is ALSO mostly ambivalent to him bc of sqq but they grow closer together due to proximity. his whole confusion on sqq and sy's relationship would have to be a completely new post lawl

that being said shen yuan is actually fairly close to mu qingfang in a coworkers way in that mqf actively worries after his health but he's mostly unwilling to interfere in sy and sqq's relationship due to fear of retaliation. all in all i find it really fun to take the popular views on shen yuan and his relationships and make them more complicated SORRYY my bad i just think its really interesting ^^ it's not to say that he won't ever have friends its just that i think cang qiong mountain has a whole host of problems they should address and im having fun with it HAHA

[haunted-house-sys]

As a system with a partner system with pretty good system communication on both ends; our days are NEVER not eventful.

We could be having the most casual day, body doubling, just existing in the same cozy vibe. Then suddenly one of us glance around the inner world and end up DYING of laughter, or a headmate could pop in and say the most bizarre thing, or a gatekeeper comes in to drop some knowledge, or even someone slides in to just give some gossip on innerworld relations.

This is the positive side. This is something that happens and we all instantly are here to be included in the loop.

But being a system with a system, our days are never uneventful.

We are long distanced partner systems. We keep in touch with texting and facetime calls and constant updates (because our headmates love to yap to them). The outer world is full of stress and trauma. We strive to keep each other semi sound with everything.

Sometimes there is rapid switches that happen and we have to clock it for them, and try our best to help ground. Never know who to call for. Sometimes theres blurring and panic that flows through them and all we can do is talk to them while they go nonverbal as we sit in hopes for a body manager or a soother steps forward.

Sometimes BPD or ED episodes are triggered, and we have to do our best to reassure, ground, and motivate. Sometimes theres suddenly meltdowns and break downs or negative triggers, and we have to sit there and watch them cry and try to self soothe, as we just talk.

And if that's not hell on earth to watch each other suffer, while feeling helpless and understanding what is going on with each other... i dont know what is.

Being a system with a system is fun, but it also is difficult. We understand each other. But that also means we understand the headaches, the lost feelings, the amnesia, the disgust we feel in body, the hate when we see our camera or the body in the mirror, the sick feelings from "nothing", the fear and anxiety that runs through when something happens, the nonverbal, the meltdowns, the stress, the trauma, the pain.

But we also understand the jokes, and the fun, and the stupid comments, or when theres that empty look within their eyes, the sudden reactions to virtually "nothing", the sharing voice, co cons, co fronts, the energy swaps, the everything.

If you're a system with a system; im proud of you. Im proud of you all. Especially if you support and stand by each other whether or not is your specific partner or another headmate through the good, bad, and the ugly. Im proud of yall who actively help and improve each other, and help tackle difficult times together. Im proud of yall doing your best from a distance or right next to them.

Y'all the real ones.

DNI if you are: Endo/nontramagentic + supporters, minors, anti furry, anti LGBTQ+, etc.

- 🔥

[lythevoidwitch]

Chapters: 98/98 Fandom: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Luo Binghe/Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu, Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu & Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu, Mu Qingfang & Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu, Shang Qinghua & Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu, Mobei-jun/Shang Qinghua, Liu Qingge/Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu, Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu & Yue Qingyuan Characters: Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu, Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu, Yue Qingyuan, Mu Qingfang, Ning Yingying, Ming Fan (Scum Villain), Luo Binghe, Liu Qingge, Shang Qinghua, Qing Jing Peak Disciples, Qi Qingqi, peak lord OCs - Character, Mobei-jun Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse, Adoption, Slow Burn, Getting to Know Each Other, Oblivious Shen Yuan | Shen Qingqiu, Chronic Illness, Unreliable Narrator, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Shen Yuan's Terrible Self-Esteem, Eating Disorders, Slavery, Parental Shen Jiu | Original Shen Qingqiu, Panic Attacks, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Child Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, Family Feels, Implied/Referenced Torture, Coma, Abandonment Issues, Second-Hand Embarrassment, Misunderstandings, Awkward Romance, System Reveal (Scum Villain), Shen Jiu's A++ people skills, Attempted Sexual Assault, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Angsty ending but will have a happy ending in the second part Series: Part 1 of Healing in the most complicated ways Summary:

Shen Yuan has been dealt a rough hand at the beginning of his life. Then he gets sort of adopted by Shen Qingqiu, who desperately needs someone to help smooth out his interpersonal relationships. Thankfully, Shen Yuan is awesome at understanding people and what they want!

Shen Qingqiu can't decide if he regrets claiming this chaos gremlin as his own or not, but now that Shen Yuan is here, he's never letting him go. He'll have to be pried out of Shen Qingqiu's cold, dead fingers first.

Meanwhile, Luo Binghe is just caught up in the wake of both of them and trying not to be dragged under.

(Or, a drama of errors with comedic moments, exploring the growing relationship between an unforgiving misanthrope with serious issues and a traumatized kid that just wants to teach him what family means (and maybe learn it, himself))