#this is kind of a breakdown??

[vpyre]

Wow I am in a mental state rn. That’s for sure.

I feel insane. Nothing is real. Am I cringe? What is cringe? What’s irony and what’s legitimacy? I’m not feeling negative but these emotions certainly aren’t positive. I think evilmario’s blog has destroyed my exhausted, autistic-ass brain lmao and I can now no longer differentiate between ironic cringe and real cringe and not cringe and I dunno if I’M cringe or if that even matters or what defines cringe and now I feel like life is all some big scam and nothing fucking matters and we all make big deals about things to hide our crushing lack of certainty and fear of the unknown and the knowledge that we’re just piddly little dots in the grand scheme of things and our daily activities don’t actually matter but we make them matter more than they should which makes life a living fucking hell because we have thes stupid fucking rules and needs and constructs but maybe things do matter but how could they when things are so mutable and inconsistent and attitudes and nuances change so frequently and suddenly and completely wow is this what derealization feels likeAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

[framblebee]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 1x3 vs. 2x6

Lestat & Louis & telling their lovers shit they absolutely do not mean

[sweetsouldhavernas]

Tony DiNozzo and Ziva David ↳ UNDER COVERS

[ghost-bxrd]

Love what they are doing now with Wayne Family Adventures.

Bruce is being a jerk, but unlike mainstream, the narrative is definitely not on his side.

He gets called out on it, and it's made clear he is overreacting due to his own messed up mindset.

Yup! And they’re making absolutely clear the readers know that Bruce’s actions (and assholery) are because he’s terrified for his kids. Not because he’s “got no time for teenage rebellion” or the I-dont-need-a-son-i-need-an-obedient-soldier shtick

Yes he’s being a jerk about it, but honestly I’m not sure I would handle the situation much better after trying to get the most important people in my life out of the line of fire only to have them show up at literally every location of interest 😭😂 like, that man is stressed 🤣

[callimara]

EVERYONE LOOK AT HER

LOOK AT MY SPIDERSONA

her canon event was having to decide on a color scheme for her suit. So much wasted textiles... so much money spent

[sualne]

(wip) a comic about a haircut im procrastinating

[julykings]

first week of august

[myuminji]

your vamp Wolfwood…what a flustered cutie. I am trying to figure out how his outfit works. Is it a suit that is tied off in the back?

can't help but laugh at the timing for this ask bcs i was literally thinking how i kinda miss vamp!ww few hours ago HADHFHHASFDGH thank you for bringing it back!!

to answer your question: well, yes... sort of(?) i remember it's based from a photo my friend sent (i can't find it :'D) and i used my imagination to figure out the rest so it might not make sense HAHA

tbh i wasn't too happy with his previous design, so i decided to redesign it again, hope this helps!

[bloodfin]

Phantom slides down the cold tile wall, forehead pressed into his palms. The scrub cap is barely holding in his unruly curls; a few flecks of blood stain his sleeves.

Rain pauses in front of him, clip board in hand, on his way to check a burn patient down the hall.

"You okay, bug?"

Phantom glances up, takes in a shaky breath and lets it out slowly. His nod is barely noticeable.

"Where's Aether?"

"Closing."

Rain hums, glances at the clock ticking too loudly above the door.

"It's your first day in there, right?"

Another nod.

"My hands... they were... they were inside them and it -"

"It's intimate," Rain supplies helpfully.

"Yeah."

Phantom blinks hard, looks at his carefully glamoured claws, and turns his gaze back to Rain.

"Does it get easier?"

He watches Rain worry at his bottom lip, looking for the right thing to say.

"In some ways."

It was Phantom's turn to chew his lip, nodding in agreement.

"Bug, if it doesn't feel right, we can -"

"No, " he interrupts, something that looks like determination flickering in his eyes. "I want to be here, be as good as Aether and Omega some day, but I'm scared."

Rain cocks his head, encouraging him to continue.

"I'm scared that one day it won't feel so intimate, and maybe that's the day I don't care so much. Maybe that's the day someone gets hurt."

Rain nods in understanding, drops to kneel in front of Phantom and places a cool, calming hand on his knee.

"You're afraid of the right things. Sometimes fear holds us back, other times it holds up."

Phantom sniffles.

Rain stands, offers him a smile, and carries on down the hall. His smile grows when he hears the swish of a heavy door, not having to look over his shoulder to know that Phantom chose to scrub back in.

He tugs on the purple and gold thread of the pack link.

"He'll be just fine."

[dailyloopdeloop]

DAY 75: onehat

[tangledinink]

aw poor swannie :( he must be so confused

For the most part, Swannie is feeling more... numb and tired than confused. There are certainly moments when he's disorientated or doesn't understand what's going on, but he can't really bring himself to care that deeply.

But he does still have his moments. There are occasional bursts of energy from him--

Or, on the other hand, rare moments when he will suddenly go very quiet, very still, very stiff--

The rest of the family quietly thinks of these as "my brother is being fucking possessed by a twelve-year-old child," moments. They may be far from the Lake, but Donatello and Odette's souls are still entwined, and so every now and again, her influence will still rear its head. And yes, in those moments, Swannie is always very confused and very scared.

[achillesuwu]

Back on my merlin doesn't spend 1500 years being a sad wet cat and has a life agenda but I think it would be very interesting if Merlin never shies away from talking about Arthur. He grieves him in some way yes but as he lives his life he talks about him to his (immortal or not) friends/lovers/spouses/children to the point where (and it's where it becomes funny) it becomes litteraly common knowledge that Emrys is in love with the once and future king and NOBODY even think about the fact that Arthur may not know

Imagine Arthur's face if someone say to Merlin "Don't worry, I can manage to babysit the Love of your life for 5 minutes!!" and Merlin doesn't blink/blush, he just nod and smiles "Good luck, see you later!"

Arthur being utterly confuse because it should be a big deal, right? Why Merlin act like nothing happen?? What the hell????

And if the Knights came back too, just IMAGINE their face when someone just casually break the 10 years "Don't ask, Don't tell" Merthur version

[iriscasefiles]

today i finished scripting a first draft of the final episode of starship iris. this means i now have a rough draft of the whole final season.

...i was gonna say something about needing to process my emotions by lying down on my floor for a while but it's night now and probably what i should do is process my emotions by sleeping.

[rosalinesurvived]

Kunikida and Katai knew each other since they were twelve. Katai joined the Agency for Kunikida. He left after the Azure King died and before the Azure Messenger case. He even left the fucking ADA dorms for that crappy dilapidated house. WHAT was it that happened between them for him to leave??????

[federaliszt]

recovering whumpees with:

a black eye and accompanying bruise that covers nearly half their face.

a split lip that keeps reopening and is impossible to keep bandaged.

a lacerated eyebrow, drawing attention to the wound with every slight change of facial expression.

a distinctive limp that has gotten so bad that co-workers or family members have started to tease them for it, because they don't know the true source of the original injury.

a chronic flinch when someone near them moves into their space unexpectedly or too quickly.

deep purple bruises on their back, from being hit repeatedly with the same blunt object on the same spot.

choke-marks and fingerprint shaped bruises around their neck that they try to hide under a scarf or high-neck sweater.

a broken bone that can't be kept in a sling or cast, which they unconsciously cradle when they think no one is watching them.

dizzy spells that rise up and cloud their vision because they still can't bring themself to eat normal meals after what happened.

nightmares of being trapped in the moment where everything went so horribly wrong, and daydreams of going back to that moment and being the perpetrator instead of the victim.