#trying to be better

[chrissy-kaos]

Remember, skin care is vital, especially when you're old like me 🤭😋. Make sure you do your nightly routine so you can have beautiful skin, too!

[gingerjolover]

pls pls plsssssss (nicely) pls finish the naomi angst series 🙏

wrote some today!!! i’ll be posting this week weeee

[sucidehotlinegang]

Hot take but I really do believe that Aiden’s parents are the trying the best they can type.

I really don’t like it when people say that his parents don’t care about their child at all which isn’t true at all 💀 did we read the same webtoon, and how Jessica is the worst of them all.

As you can see BOTH of his parents are by his side and his mom is calling out for him in fear, I mean parents that don’t care about their child wouldn’t be present at the moment of the child’s need.

Here she is holding him and still fearing for dear life that something bad could happen to her son.

Aiden’s dad near him, and some people ask “well where is Jessica?” She was in the kitchen shown here. They all started to eat breakfast the moment the others left to go to the school and if you saw the eggs they’re already almost done which means that she has been in there since that shot of Aiden in the couch.

She’s just a mother worried, her sisters son is also in the dimension that the parents know NOTHING about and after the story Ashlyn’s mom(I forgot her name ☹️) it really does seem that Ashlyn is the center of it all because the moment she popped out of the womb a phantom tried to reach her, and I’m not even gonna say Ashlyn’s mom is in the wrong she is an absolute queen for defending her child from any blame. But I’m not blaming Jessica either for wondering/asking if Ashlyn is the reason.

Returning to more about them being parents, we established that they have pretty big jobs and that they’re usually always away on business trips. These are related to work and with you have a child to raise, you gotta have a job and do anything that the job requires you to do so you can get the money. I really do head canon that he always had a babysitter watch over him while they were away and they gave him EVERYTHING he asked for to make up for the times they are away from him.

“What about his depression? What if his parents caused the depression?” Depression isn’t always trigged by a certain event that happens, depression can be genetic like me. But of course depression needs to be fueled so there could be a lack of communication between him and his parents, from the picture we saw in his room he looked VERY unhappy in the picture. He could not like what he did when he was a child that his parents signed him up for, he could lack the ability to standing up for himself. Lack of communication causes relationships to go bad, but of course these are just theories since we don’t know full detail of his backstory but this is my whole reasoning to me believing that they’re just trying their best.

[illegalaustralien]

There’s something about having a comfortable amount of money in my bank account that brings out this almost panicked urge to spend it all because not being paycheck to paycheck feels wrong for some reason

[starbellbunny]

I am in LOVE with your fiction about the cop Sans! The poor reader has no idea what storm is coming for her, but gosh I can’t wait! I have a question, what if the MC woken up and seen Horror in her apartment? What on earth would she and Horror do? Thank you for your hard work! 💕

:-( THANK YOU !! I've been struggling for motivation to write anything for a while, I'm glad to hear you like it hehe 💕 I’m trying very hard to make a comeback on this account, as well as on Ao3, I know I've neglected it for a while!

Heres horror getting caught ;p

Now, it was time to see his shortcake. He came out of the kitchen, and rounded the sofa.

…Oh my god.

You were sleeping soundly on the sofa, with your hands cushioning your head. You lay on your side with your legs brought up to a 90° angle. He didn’t even have it in him to be upset that the reason you didn’t mind him being here was because you were sleeping, because you were so fucking cute.

He was grinning like a maniac, as he pulled his phone out his pocket and snapped a picture- or, like, 50- of your sleeping form. He immediately set it as his lock screen picture.

He could already feel the ache in his chest dissolving, at this distance, and you visibly relaxed when he stepped so he could see you.

…He wanted to get closer.

He took a step towards the sofa, and knelt down. He brought a knuckle up to your face, and stroked your cheek. You were so soft- softer then any monster he’d ever touched. He brought his hand down, and thumbed your bottom lip. It looked plump- soft, and kissable. He wanted to kiss you.

He got up from his kneeling position, and climbed carefully onto the sofa over you. He was straddling your hip now, and he took another couple of pictures. Could you blame him, really? That was his soulmate. The vouch groaned under his weight, unhappy to be holding a monster of his size.

He couldn't help but stare at you. He has never been so... Entranced with a single being- let alone a human.

He brought his hand up, ever so gently cupping the left side of your face, as he brought his skull down to press his teeth to your right cheek.

He felt ecstatic. His sockets fluttered shut, absolutely reveling in the moment.

He pulled away- short, but sweet.

He opened his sockets again slowly, to appreciate your form once again, soft, flushed cheeks, gentle snoring, a head of cute, messy hair...

What he didn't expect, however, was for you to be staring directly back at him. That caught him off guard.

All he could do was stare back hopelessly. What was he meant to do in this situation? His face felt very hot.

"What the fuck," you said eventually. His soul, once again, was thrumming in his chest.

You put your hands on either side of his shoulders, as well as your right foot on his chest, pushing him away... He allowed it, sitting on his knees, his hands hanging dumbly at his sides. He wasn't supposed to be caught.

"What the fuck," you repeated. As much as it ashamed him, the only thing he could think of at the moment was how small you seemed. How small your hands were, when you placed them on his shoulders.. How cute that was. How- no matter how fierce you tried to sound, small your voice sounded.

He didn't like how scared you sounded, under the anger that you projected.

You scooted away from him, and he wanted nothing more to pull you back to him. Your legs were angled up, as if you were ready to kick the shit out of him if he were to move even an inch closer to you. Your skin looked increasingly clammy as the moments went by. You were terrified.

Did you recognise him? You continued ti stare at him. He could only imagine how scary this was first you… Poor, little lamb.

He could see you glance around the room, quickly, rapidly, trying to see if anything would help you...

Horror took this as an out.

He shortcutted out of the room, stumbling into Paps' bedroom. It was late, he was already tucked up in his bed reading a book silently, with the bedside lamp on, casting a warm light across the room. He looked up from his book, and shut it quickly.

"Brother? Is Everything Okay?" he asked., his voice cracking in odd places.

Horror couldn't reply.

Fuck.

You looked so scared.

Fuck!

This certainly fucked up his plans a little..

He took the steps towards his brothers bed, sitting on it with a huff. His elbows were planted in his knees, and he rubbed a palm over his face.

No matter, he'd make it work. This was his soulmate, after all.

Yes, you couldn't be that scared of him. Something primal, deep within your soul knew that you were destine to be together, he deluded told himself.

It'd work out. It would.

He always, always had his brother to help, anyways.

He'd do whatever it takes.

[starlonga]

[sailingonagaydream]

keeping feelings to yourself cause you don't want to bother or worry anyone.

I’m okay.

[xxvioletinexx]

After winter comes spring.

It's so sunny and warm outside today, even though it snowed not even a week ago.

I needed the reminder that I'll be happy again soon.

I will wash my sheets and open the windows. How can I be sad when the flowers will be coming back to bloom?

[om-is-ok]

Tum ek baar haan to bolo... Tumhe aur tumhare nakhre,

Dono ko utha lunga.

[thatwannabegirlsblog]

Day - 3, 4 and 5

So past three days weren't any good. Major laziness and existential crisis (roz ka hi hai). But momo ki playlist saves the day (bhajans vali). Hopefully today goes much better than the previous three days 🤞🏻.

[un-suflet-anonim]

[forfuckssakejim]

I watched a few (NEW!!!!) movies tonight and ate a good meal.

Watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding 3 (loved it) and Haunting in Venice (fucking goddamn wonderful Jfc)

Got myself a burger from Applebees. They screwed it up a bit but I was really hungry so it was okay.

[sweater-daddiesdumbdork]

💙

[starlonga]

[babygirl-but-a-boy]

I lived as a monster, my only hope is to die like a child

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

Today I've chosen to make myself my priority, it's my turn to be selfish and make the time to heal me and only me, it's about time I got to know who I really am