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ahaha . more of family's getting increasingly bad health complications likely from just living in this fucking house. Haha. Gets Scared
#🐠.txt#vent#i need out i need out i need out#i hate that i can't seem to get anywhere with my donation posts#begging on the internet does fucking nothing for me but i have nowhere else to go#i have no friends irl nor any friends online who live close enough to crash by or something#even then thats a temporary solution#i hate how cruel this country is#i hate how cruel this whole fucking planet is#i can't have anything#and my familys ''planning'' goes nowhere every time#and they usually just brush it off for another year or two#until something happens Again. and Again#currently half the planning is just buying more shit to ''make the current house better'' and complicate getting out even more#as if we're not living in a rotting biohazard#and im not allowed to make a gofundme or anything for whatever reason . they dont trust me with it but won't do it themselves#i hate it here!!!!!!!!!!!! i Really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i wish i could just move with a friend or partner but thats even more money#and i think id be insufferable to live with tbh#but thats genuinely the only solution i can think of anymore. im never gonna afford my own rent or food from th commissions i rarely recieve#i literally can't get a job#i can barely stand longer than a few minutes#i dont even have middle school education much less anything further than that#i feel like im just doomed to sit here til i die
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been thinking about jason being petty towards bruce. like, oh, you spend time with your other kids, but not me? tire privileges revoked! it would be over stupid shit too.
like there’s one time bruce decides to take damien to the movies, and jason is just beside himself.
like the conversation would be like:
JASON: So, let me get this straight—you took Damian to a movie.
BRUCE: He asked.
JASON: Oh, and I wouldn’t have wanted to see Kung Fu Panda 4 with you?!
BRUCE: You were busy.
JASON: Busy taking down a cartel. Which, by the way, I learned from you. I deserve quality time!
BRUCE: Jason—
JASON: No. No excuses. You’ll learn.
Jason storms off. Five minutes later, an alert pops up on the Batcomputer.
BATCOMPUTER: Warning: Batmobile rear tires have been removed.
BRUCE: …Jason.
Cut to Jason outside, rolling two Batmobile tires away, cackling.
#this isn’t the last time jason steals the tires#bruce keeps doing stuff with the other batkids#and Jason is like look at this opportunity#like imagining if tim gets arrested for something bc i mean come on tims a menace#then bruce just bails tim out and just the week before jason was arrested and bruce let him sit in jail for like two days#jason blew up something so like bad jason#either way jason is like i warned you batbitch and he steals the tires from the batmobile again and then who knows what happens to the tires#unfortunately it gets worse#bc bruce then takes dick to a fancy ass dinner#and it’s to one of Jason’s favorite stakehouses#Like it was the only fancy food place he could stand#good steak is good steak#and jason’s like this is crossing a line#so instead of stealing the tires again#he just takes the entire batmobile#how? no one knows#no one sees the batmobile again or the tires#at least until Batman gets a call from various members of the JL asking him why pieces of the batmobile have been popping up in the city#however it’s about the car itself#no one knows where the tires are still#jason calling Oliver up and saying like i don’t like you man but like we both don’t like batman want his tires?#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#dc universe#batman#batfamily#batfam#damian wayne
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Jason blames the mistake on the fact that it was his first time being back in the cave after coming onto the scene as Red Hood. He was needed as part of a larger operation, but being back in the sterile and kleptomaniacal space had made him slip up. Old behavior patterns that fit like too tight gloves.
He’d said it as a joke, of all things.
His relationship with the bats was tepid at best and he’d rebuked every attempt they’d made for him to participate in their little “family” charade. His only concession had been for work related business. But his head wasn’t on right, it seemed, because he slipped back into the old tone he used when he would banter with Batman.
Bruce had asked him to stay for dinner, which he’d declined. Dick had asked him if he wanted to join in on movie night, which he’d ignored. Alfred had told him in no uncertain terms would someone within his household go without at least refreshment, so he’d accepted the tea. Tim and Damian had already turned in for the night, not eager to be a part of the hissed threats followed by sullen silences that functioned as their method of conversation.
Jason had been reading through some of the files for the upcoming operation while Dick was doing his best to keep up a stream of chatter. It didn’t alleviate the frosty tone of the cave, but it did remind Jason of the few times Dick had tried to play “happy family” before he’d scamper back off to Bludhaven. It was a blast from the past, this level of unease between them. If it weren’t for the spectre of glass and bloody fabric in Jason’s periphery he’d think he’d somehow been sent back in time.
At some point in the incessant noise, Dick had said something about an upcoming gala and was trying to strategize with Bruce about how to convince Damian to attend. And by “strategize with Bruce” Jason meant “prattle on aimlessly at a brick wall like a mental patient.”
Bruce told Dick that he would employ the same method he’d used on all his kids, bribery.
Then Bruce had turned to Jason and asked if he would consider attending dinner tomorrow night instead, if he was already busy.
“It’ll cost you.”
Jason’s tone should’ve been cold, aloof. But in actuality, it was a lot closer to his old humor, the sarcasm and wit that belied a Robin.
Dick had stopped talking. Bruce was quickly recovering, schooling his blank expression into something painful to look at.
“How much?”
Jason’s eyes, which had flicked back down to the file, stopped on the word associates. He glanced back up and yep. Bruce’s face was a mixture of hope and determination. His eyes glinted in the harsh fluorescents.
“What?”
“How much will it cost to have you stay for dinner tomorrow?”
Jason scoffed.
“You can’t afford me.”
“Try me.”
Dick was flicking his eyes between them like a tennis match.
Jason paused.
In actuality, crime lording paid well, but the funds weren’t all usable for the same things. For civilian things. Jason could do with some clean, unlaundered cash. Not that he wanted to admit it.
He let the silence stretch until it was uncomfortable. He didn’t take his eyes off Bruce.
“How long?”
“You stay from 6pm to 8:30pm.”
“My going rate is a hundred dollars a minute.”
“Done.”
Bruce wasn’t smiling, and Dick huffed out something that sounded faintly jealous but hey. Jason would be a fool to pass up $15,000.
#batman#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#redhood#nightwing#tim drake#damian wayne#alfred pennyworth#batfam#batfamily#bruce starts paying jason to spend time with the family and the going rate is always $100/min#jason convinces him to pay up even if he’s asleep when spending the night#and anything more than 8 straight hours is overtime and he gets time and a half#to other kids try and complain but bruce tells them they already have access to his money they don’t need to ask#slowly like a feral cat jason reacclimates to the bats snorts at the occasional joke that kinda thing#until one day there’s a family dinner and jason wasn’t explicitly asked to attend so he doesn’t show and he’s upset with himself for being#upset and everyone thinks something happened so they ditch dinner to find him and everyone realizes they’ve been rebuilding bridges#bruce and jason finally talk it out and jason admits to being part of the family again#when his siblings do ask what he needed all that money for he admits to attending college and bruce bluescreens
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was feeling kinda down this morning so i drew max six times and that seemed to do the trick
#life is strange#lis#max caulfield#chloe price#life is strange 1#life is strange double exposure#<- tag i now need to go and blacklist because if i get spoilers for this game i stg#Something Will Happen#im SO excited#anyways i lied i actually drew the pool scene a week ago but didnt like it enough to post it alone#the five near identical maxes were all today though#sometimes you gotta draw the same character the same way over and over until you stop sulking for no reason#anyways i finished my lis 1 playthrough!!#was such a blast playing through it again#i forgot how much ep 5 FUCKS#i am still in my lis mood. evidently.
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Reuniting with a distorted past.
Extra:(New personality tested gone wrong)

wanted to play with rin living in the aftermath aus aswell and had these drawings laying around to share so yay
Panel 1: Was buried alive.
Comic 1: Who are you supposed to be?



new friends
Comic 2: Misguided protection.

obito still sensing the warning signs of rin losing her temper. anyways they proceeded to be dragged into the ocean by rin like some sea monster
Comic 3: Finding out (Now what will you do?)
obito is harshly brought back from his delusions because now its not just kushina but rin too who he needs to ripped out the tail beast from
#naruto#naruto fanart#kakashi hatake#rin nohara#obito uchiha#naruto sukea#fanart#art#my art#sketch#drawing#digital art#hope i can add something new and if not may i shall add fuel to the fire for rin!! :)#So Rin loses ALL of her memories forever (kinda)#the only thing that remains for sure is the feeling of missing something that she'll never reach it again#she's alone and is left to roam directionless until she meets an elderly civilian that is also alone#she stays with her for a year+ but she passes away. But Rin with her new identity decides to walk forward (with love comes pain#but to love at all was the greatest thing to her.) She cherishes her new memories and won't let it stop her from moving on#inbetween this time frame she meets isobu in her mind after he gains enough form within her (who is also without memories)#Now WAY LATER she meets Sukea who looks like he's about to panic and she tries to help (which uh doesnt work too well)#but then Sukea joins her on her travels (sending minato an letter through his summons of rin being alive and forgetting the mission)#they both wander around (he doesnt know how to bring up their past) but then obito appears (always at the wrong times)#At first glance he's pissed but then realizes that this isnt fake AND its both the worse thing yet best thing to ever happen#Now Rin thinks she made two new friends who give her feelings of warmth but they both also reminded her of something old she thinks#PS Minato and Kushina are freaking out back in the village but can't do anything about it (Obito hasn't acted on his plans yet so yes)
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having been a swiftie™️ for years and a grammy’s watcher since red era I have made and confirmed the observation that the public opinion shift is like clockwork hinged on the grammy’s and despite taylor acting the same every year the difference between “she’s so annoying and extra” and “she’s so funny and relatable” is always whether or not she gets an aoty that year we know the gp hates seeing her succeed and loves her when she’s on a downward slope (in terms of awards, girlie is happier than ever and i love this) but that aoty is always the difference and I guarantee if she’d won anything for ttpd the gp would be tearing apart everything she did and said but now she’s gonna be on an upward trend in public opinion where liking her becomes acceptable again until ts12 starts to get Grammy consideration
#think abt it post-red and 1989 era she was on top until the grammy’s#like obvs in that case she had something to make it more extreme but it happened#reputation and lover she slowly came back up in gp until folklore’s release where it hit another peak#I will say folklore is the least extreme case bc it was covid times we had bigger problems then#but definitely a slow decline#midnights made some noise and we started to creep back up until she got an aoty and announced ttpd#ttpd was a full decline in gp opinion (worst in a while imo)#egged on by the situations with boyfriends and nfl and br**#and now it didn’t get a win she’s gonna go up again#tell me I’m wrong
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♪ Last Man in the World ♪
The Band CAMINO
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Now we’re really getting into canon divergence. The nitty gritty, if you will. This episodes pretty much the same; Noah calls Alejandro an eel and gets called out for it, Courtney and Gwen find Duncan and he joins Team Chris, you know how it goes. What changes is that Team Chris ends up winning the challenge (like they should of in the first place but I digress) and get Duncan as their prize. I’m gonna say Gwen lets it slip that she has feelings for Duncan and Courtney gets incredibly upset, getting Sierra and Heather to vote for Gwen. Cody’s all out of sorts after Noah was at risk of being kicked off, though he wont say that out loud. He doesn’t have to, anyway. Tyler also gains a massive weight on his shoulders but it’s fine he’ll be fine
#so sorry Tyler but you can find comfort in the fact youre plot relevant at least#I think this is the last time I get to use the ‘something just happened’ joke so I hope you liked it while it lasted#the next one of these is my favorite. its also the LONGEST so youre probably getting it in December when im free again#total drama#total drama world tour#tdwt#total drama noah#td noah#total drama cody#td cody#cody anderson#total drama tyler#td tyler#noco#total drama noco#td noco#Starry makes art#world tour but noco are the only ones kissing#this is also one of the first times I draw Tyler ever#Tyler im SORRY FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO YOU UNTIL NOW#youre LOVELY and I APPRECIATE YOU
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*stares at disciple SQQ falling into the abyss au*
oh you are so "SY-is-SJ" coded. You are so "fell into the abyss and suddenly remembered that oh i've been Shen Jiu this whole time, not just Shen Yuan. we are one and the same". you are so 'crumbling under the weight of the system and being in the abyss and the despair of never really being free and having suffered in both lives' built. you are so 'scrambling to come to terms with your existence and battling with which life is really yours, only to realize that they both are'. You are primed for going off the rails.
I'm so normal about this guys. i promise.
#svsss#mxtx svsss#svsss au#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villian self saving system#scum villian#svsss role reversal au#IF I MAKE IT SY-IS-SJ THERE'S NO STOPPING ME FROM MAKING THIS AU QIJIU. LIKE IT MUST BE QIJIU IF I GO THAT ROUTE.#grinding my teeth. grips you by the shoulders tightly#the angst of YQY finding out SQQ fell into the endless abyss and falling into a despair that he couldnt save him AGAIN. him trying to go#through hell and high water trying to get him back. him and LBH are losing their shit. also the idea that YQY existed in SY's world too#not as an older brother but as a close childhood friend who was there for him for years up until their HS years where something happened#that caused a falling out. but YQY keeps trying to rekindle that friendship and never can in that world bc SY dies before they can reconnec#SQQ realizing that he misses YQY like a limb and thinking that if he sees him again he'll demand answers for his supposed abandonment but#also he just wants to hug him. just once. and then maybe punch him. not in that order. its the doomed soulmates guys. its the reconnection#obsessed obsessed obsessed. like HMMMM. SQQ knows YQY's fate from the book and the idea makes him so nauseous he has to sit down#bingqiu is fantastic but ALSO. QIJIU. 'SY-is-SJ' is decidedly perhaps my favorite trope for the time being if only for the pure and utter#self-hatred SY and SJ are going to inflict on each other. its about the mental breakdown guys. especially with chronically ill SY.#SJ hating SY for being sick. for being a shut in. they are a reflection of each other they ARE each other and they hate themselves#holding back from going off the rails about 'SY-is-SJ' au combined with him falling into the abyss#'no light no light' by florence and the machines is this au guys. ive decided it now
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She’s right. As soon as I seen that clip from the trailer, of him shooting the car down, I can just feel that’s not Bucky because of the body language and expression (and how it’s not something I would expect from him). But this person from twitter comes with more arguments as to why it doesn’t seem to be him.
Also, let’s remember Bucky’s hair length always has symbolized his freedom. And despite the fact that the bob looks horrible, this may be the reason he long hair again.
And let’s not forget: Val is literally Madam Hydra. If anyone were to know how to get control over him again, it’d be her.
#I’ve always kinda thought (or at least hoped) that he’d be mind controlled for part of thunderbolts#bc that’s always been the most reasonable explanation for his involvement#and it seems like that’s the case#that we initially see Bucky until something happens mid movie and he’s controlled again#then somehow breaks out of it by the climax#my best theory is that he is investigating Val until he gets too close and she uses that to her advantage#bc he lead himself into her trap and now she can bring back the soldier#and get him to take out the others#anyways#bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#winter soldier#thunderbolts#thunderbolts*
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Narrative Foils
Based off of This Post
#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat#in stars and time#4c fanart#The nice thing about being the same size is that you can steal each others clothing#Which I imagine happens fairly often with these two#At least until Siffrin finally talks to Loop about ruining their shirts whenever they get mad#Also help. I sat here for a solid 10m trying to figure out if I should give Loop Pants if the whole post is just about the T-Shirts#Because they're canonically just? Naked? And no one comments on this?#I mean they've got Stellar skin don't get me wrong (bu dum tss)#But that's a little weird no?#But then again. It feels weirder to JUST be wearing a T-Shirt#And I imagine it'd be a little annoying to have to steal and/or buy clothing every loop#But come on. The Universe couldn't do them a solid and toss a sheet or something down with their divine intervention? That's just rude.#It was clearly within it's power to drop other artifacts down. So at this point it just feels like spite is all I'm saying#Or a giant sign of 'You're not allowed to hide anymore' both in terms of emotional vulnerability and literal sense. They glow after all#Anyways. Slapped a pair of generic pants on the idiots cause I didn't feel like spending any longer than I already did on the meme#Get pantsed#Wait no
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isn't it weird how if you get up at 7 or 8, do your work all day, then have free time and go to bed at 11 that's absolutely fine
but if i said i get up at 10, do fun stuff in the morning then work in the evening and go to bed late, i could be called lazy, nevermind that i'm getting just as much or MORE work done as i would in a traditional work day
#ramble#idk if this is a me problem or not#i've tried to do the early rise early bed thing again and again and it just does not work for me doing freelance right now#maybe it's bc i used to work at a bar so i'm more comfortable being active in the evening#i love working at night because there's less going on to distract me#what used to happen is i would get up early then fight executive dysfunction all day saying i couldn't do fun stuff until i did my work#then my will to work would hit at 10pm and i'd be up till 2am anyway#right now my routine is waking up later and playing a game or knitting for an hour or so and then working in the afternoon and evening#something something capitalism and 9-5 and adhd don't go together#this sounds like i'm just making excuses but it works and i'm actually getting shit done and sleeping enough so i don't see the problem#i just figured i'm probably going to sit and do nothing for a few hours in the morning anyway so i might as well give myself permission to
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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.
Bye.
#ask me#anon#once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything#the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again#But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year#In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related#I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped#And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it#I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop#Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas#But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now#But I didn't because I'm TIRED#I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired#what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen#drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter#it can really make you freak out#And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will#I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my#followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm#disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing#you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere#I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.
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for anyone who has ever seen someone claim pansexual was coined on social media by teenagers in the early 2000s, the 2010s, and even in the past few years, and believed it or wondered if it’s true, or known it’s not true and been annoyed by the misinformation, this article is for you!
after listing out all of the claims i’ve seen, i succinctly debunk them by laying out a brief overview of pansexual’s history dating back to the 1960s, both as a term generally indicating universal appeal/inclusion and a term indicating sexual freedom/attraction to all genders. i include a look at pansexual’s use specifically within queer spaces, with a focus on bisexual spaces, as well.
i also touch briefly on omnisexual and polysexual existing in similar contexts to pansexual dating back to the 1960s. and finally, i discuss a little bit about how when, where, and by whom a label is created doesn’t determine the validity or usefulness of it, because these claims come with the implication that new labels, labels created by kids, and labels originating on social media aren’t legit forms of queer expression and identification.
happy pan week! 🥰💗💛💙
#pansexual#pansexuality#pan pride#pan positivity#pan week#medium#text#mine#and as always please remember that queer people have always played with language#and tweaked it until it worked for us and utilized what we felt seen by#and filled in the gaps with our own creations where we didn’t feel understood and left the rest#queer people expressing themselves in a way that feels authentic to them is always a good thing#truly don’t understand why the when where and by whom a label was created would matter more than someone feeling seen by a label#because while we’re talking about new labels made by kids online with regard to pansexual#so much of queer language has been reclaimed or repurposed from completely different (and often bigoted) origins#and people barely even acknowledge it. but suddenly the origin is crucial when it’s a label folks have a vendetta against#and listen. learning history is fun and important but we aren’t beholden to it.#we can have new meanings and uses and completely new words!!! it’s fine!!!! it’s not that serious!!!#maybe one day pansexual will fall completely out of use and people will find a different word to express it or something similar#and that’d be fine. and maybe one day after that someone will come across an old post about pansexuality and decide it speaks to them#and it will all happen again. and that will be fine. language is like that. self-identification is like that.#y’all take all of the fun and joy and excitement out of finding or creating language that perfectly captures how we feel#and then finding a community of people who feel the same way we do#y'all focus so much on the parts that don't matter. find your language find your people that's what matters#not finding something to use against someone else who feels seen by a word you don't feel seen by#anyways. pansexual isn't new. stop spreading lies because you care too much about things that don't matter
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Oh wow the writing in Sublimation sure is very much uh something not very good huh
#ml salt#the contrivances adding up to make Marinette accidentally do something THAT awful like hello#the writers be like we can force any crazy plot we want to happen bc marinette is crazy about Adrien#the writers be like marinette forgets every awful thing that happens when you use a miraculous for your own gain bc shes being too jelly#a lesson she learned at the end of s3 with kagami and adrien mind you#a lesson she learned that led to trauma revolving around chat blanc mind you#5 seasons worth of irreversible damage mind you#me when i can tell they didnt plan to have lila be a new villain until much later on#me when i need to fill in screen time but have no ideas: oh wait we can just make marinette do stupid shit outta jealousy again haha phew#sorry guys “shes just a kid who makes mistakes” aint workin here#ml#mlb#miraculous ladybug#sidrabbles
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Names Amongst the Dead
I got another commission from @sakura-rose12 of Kit!!! Beautiful boy and 3/4ths of his qpr (plus also his eventual boyfriend. No, I will never make a straightforward relationship. It's too fun to make them deep and meaningful, unable to be explained through words. Law is the last fourth if you were curious lol, he just didn't fit in with the theme) Have a one-shot to go with it :D -----
Kit's back hit the wall hard, causing him to stumble from the awkward angle as his and Alvarus’ legs found purchase on the steps.
Cold metal pressed against his skin; Kit froze, making the wise decision not to move.
"Oh?" Kit asked, fighting the urge to tilt his head. "I thought we'd gotten past you pulling a sword on me."
“Highness…” Alvarus breathed, a shaky awe to it that never really went away.
It made Kit huff as he smiled down at the ex-knight. “Hi, Alva.”
Brilliant sapphire eyes melted, Alvarus' sharp-edged smile turning into something softer. The distance between them was already small; Kit could feel Alvarus’ breath against his skin, knew that if Penguin or Shachi caught sight of them, he'd never hear the end of their teasing.
“Are you well?” Alvarus asked, without fail.
“Better than ever.” Kit replies, always.
A beat passed as Alvarus’ gaze studied Kit. He always made sure Kit wasn't lying to him, especially after the one time Kit had genuinely tried, and Kit could never find it in him to be mad about it.
He sighed as he determined there was nothing amiss; Kit chuckled as Alvarus seemed to collapse against him, knocking their foreheads together.
“Stop worrying me, please,” Alvarus mumbled, rubbing his nose against Kit's. His body was warm, a comforting blanket against the chill of the winter island's sea. “You’re one of few things I have left from our home. I don't think I could handle watching your vivre card try to burn a second time.”
“I’ll do my best,” Kit said after a moment, feeling the sword drop away as Alvarus sunk into the embrace. “But I can’t make any promises. You know that.”
Now that he could properly move again, Kit lifted a hand to tangle it in Alvarus’ hair, fingernails lightly scratching at the base of his neck. He returned the nuzzle, pressing his cheek against Alvarus' before pushing back his hat with a gentle hand.
Alvarus' eyes closed as he leaned into the touch with a soft sigh. “Why must all of you Lagthas be so difficult?”
Kit chuckled, pressing his lips to Alvarus’ temple. “Runs in the blood, I’m afraid.”
----
“Hey, Sabo, I—whoa!!”
As soon as Kit stepped foot into the room Sabo had chosen during their stay, a hand had wrapped around his wrist and yanked him inside.
The door was shut with a muted thud, though Kit barely managed to notice as he was slammed into the wall just next to it.
“You!”
For a moment, all Kit could see was Sabo’s jacket and the frills of his cravat. Then Sabo leaned down, caging Kit in, and his eyes were like fire.
Kit’s heart skipped a beat, unease settling low in his gut. “…Me?”
“Were you ever going to tell us?” Sabo asked, voice low. “About who you really are?”
The unease turned into lead, sinking and pulling Kit down with it. “This is who I really am.”
“Liar,” He hissed, leaning in closer. Kit felt rather than saw Sabo’s hand moving, and with a jump he raised his hands between them to try and placate the fuming man. “I know that you’re a prince!”
Shit. He’d been afraid of that answer, even though he’d expected it. Kit really should start to know better.
“Well, sure, but—"
“Is this just a joke to you?” Sabo asked, hand pressing just enough into Kit’s side to keep him pinned. Something slipped in his voice, cracking and splintering with the confirmation his findings had been right; Kit hadn’t looked away from Sabo’s gaze at all, but only now could he see the grief and panic at the edges of his eyes.
Kit’s heart sank. “What? Sabo, no. Why would I be joking about any of this?”
“Because that’s what all nobles do in situations like this,” Sabo hissed, lips curling into a snarl. “Lie and trick us, just to hurt us behind our backs.”
“I’m not lying!”
“Then why didn’t you tell us?! If you hurt my brothers the way you hurt your people, Prince, I swear—”
Tears pricked Kit’s eyes at the low blow, heart hurting like he’d been stabbed. He shoved Sabo away and was, admittedly, a little shocked that Sabo let him. “What the fuck is your problem?!” He shouted. He knew it was too quick of a flip, but he'd thought Sabo of all people would understand, and instead he was being accused of wanting to hurt his friends.
Sabo merely stared at him, hands clenched into fists at his sides. Kit didn’t move away from the wall, but now it was his turn to snarl at Sabo. “Look in the goddamn mirror! You’re a nobleman from birth, too!”
“Watch what you say next.” The harshness in Sabo’s voice sent a shock of fear down Kit’s spine, but he didn’t stop.
“Oh, don’t be such a hypocrite.” Kit snapped back, standing tall even as Sabo’s glare sharpened back into something dangerous. “I’d already run by the time the kingdom fell; your research showed this, I know it did. Everyone knows Prince Rori disappeared three years prior."
He scoffed, feeling words he didn't want to admit spill from his mouth without his say. “What, would I be in your good graces if I had stayed to be Haesgard’s toy? Or gone back to be a lamb to the slaughter the second I caught wind of Valstasia’s fall? Forgive me for doing what my mother and Lavi sacrificed themselves for.”
He didn’t notice the way Sabo’s anger faltered as he spoke, eyes growing wide with dread as the implications of things not even the Revolutionaries would have found out slipped from Kit’s lips.
“I thought we were friends,” Kit continued, glaring at Sabo through watering eyes. “You said you trusted me because Ace and Luffy trusted me. Didn’t realize it was so easy to lose, too.”
Fed up with the conversation—annoyed because he’d actually been excited to see Sabo during this mission of his, only for it to turn into this mess of a shouting match—Kit shouldered his way past Sabo to the door.
“I’m not like those nobles you grew up hating. Don’t talk to me again until you figure that out.”
Sabo stared at the door, almost wishing Kit had slammed it shut. It would make it easier to dispel the anger still thrumming in his veins, maybe even get rid of the guilt that started settling in his chest.
That… wasn’t what he expected to happen.
Looking back, it should have been.
He scrubbed a hand over his face, fingers lingering on his scar. “Shit... I just messed up, didn't I?”
....He really should have known better.
---
Kit headed back to his room, a slight skip in his step. He’d managed to convince Law to lay down and nap, finally, and Cora had promised to keep him there until their captain could form coherent sentences again. Tang had surfaced for a while, as well, to let in some much needed fresh air and get the crew some sun.
Mostly, Kit was just glad they were headed away from Wano, and he could spend one more day not thinking about the situation looming over his shoulders.
Except, now he was thinking about it. Dammit.
His steps slowed. It… was okay to wait a few more days, right?
It was too nice a day to think about existential dread, and he didn’t want to worry Law when he woke. After that whole mess of an island, none of the crew needed to worry about him and his decades-old problem. It had waited this long—it could wait a little more.
But there had been that letter….
“Hey, Kit, what’s got you all broody?”
Kit startled, a tiny little yelp managing to leave his lips before he shut it down just as fast as he looked up.
Ace stood there across from him, hands in his pockets and an easy smile on his face. “Cat got your tongue?”
“Ace!” Kit breathed out a sigh of relief, leaning back against the wall. “Don’t startle me like that!”
“Sorry,” He said, completely unapologetic, “Being a ghost does that to someone, I’ve learned.”
Kit laughed, having to admit he had a point. “That’s fair. But your fire’s usually a lot louder than that, so I’m surprised you hid so well.”
“Hm.” Ace came closer, concern creasing his brow. “I don’t know about that, Kit. I think you’re just… distracted. You okay?”
No, but Kit’s pretty sure he hasn’t been for a while.
“It’s nothing,” He promised, tasting ash on his tongue. “Just thinking, is all.”
“Ahh, I see.” Ace nodded, humming thoughtfully a moment later. Kit raised a brow as he stepped into his space, resting an arm above Kit’s head. “Well, how about I help you stop thinking for a bit, hm?”
As he spoke, Ace brought a hand up to take Kit’s chin between his forefinger and thumb, stroking Kit’s bottom lip. Kit huffed a laugh at the action, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Oh? And how are you going to do that?”
“I’m sure you could come up with something, eh, Enchanter?” Ace all but purred, eyes locked onto Kit’s. It made Kit’s heart race, excitement thrumming to life in his veins as Ace leaned ever closer—
Only for Ace to yelp as he suddenly fell through both Kit and the wall.
Kit burst out laughing while Ace let out a dismayed cry, covering his smile with his hand as Ace righted himself. He turned back to Kit, all charm replaced by a sheepish smile and heavy flush down to his chest that had Kit’s heart turning to mush.
“Guess that didn’t really… go well, huh?”
“No,” Kit disagreed, still giggling as he lowered his hand. “No, I think it worked exactly how you wanted it to.”
Ace pouted as he readjusted his hat where it had fallen askew. “But I wanted a kiss.”
With a smile Kit walked past, flicking the string of his cap up to Ace’s nose as he did. “Don’t worry, we’ll get you back in your body eventually. I’ve got a lead.”
“Wait—really?!” Perking up much like an excited dog, Ace cheered and ran to give Kit a giant hug.
Only to fall flat on his face as he, once again, went right through. Kit’s laughter was heard all the way up to the sundeck.
#even as the last flower falls fic#lagtha 'kit' rori#thoren alvarus#one piece sabo#revolutionary sabo#portgas d ace#Ace x Kit#Acekit#Sabo & Kit#Alvarus & Kit#Alvarus & Rori#canon x oc#oc x canon#oc x oc#oc & canon#oc & oc#ace lives au#sabo and kit make up btw!!! They're just in the middle of a fight now#they're actually really good friends#and sabo helps Ace admit he likes Kit lol#anyway Alvarus and Kit are the inherent homo-eroticism of a knight and his king#and Kit and Ace are fuck buddies who never got around to actually fucking by the time they realized that#'oh shit I LIKE like this person'#They are completely oblivious to their own feelings until someone or something hits them on the back of their head with it#for Ace that is Sabo#For Kit it's something else#(have yet to decide)#Sabo and Kit are just chilling forming deep bonds after briefly being attracted to each other and realizing they just work better as friend#(and then this happens and that kinda damages things for a little bit until they bond again)#meanwhile Law's in the corner vibing because he and kit are complete platonic ride or die qpr
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