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A picnic by the river Lethe.
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#sakiko togawa#togawa sakiko#bandori#bang dream#ave mujica#2025#/#artists on tumblr#procreate#//#I’ve never done a background like this before#it was tough but I had fun#thanks to my sister for helping me decide things#would not be possible without you <3#also this was supposed to be for sakiko’s bday#but I couldn’t finish it in time :(
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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Tango from @watcheraurora's fic: King's Tide!
HIGHLY recommend this fic!!! Honestly WatcherAurora is one of my favorite ranchers writers EVER!!!
Tango's showing off his amazing swimming skills for his pretty human lol wheeee backflips!
#rora this fic is everything to me!!!!!#maybe im just leaning into my pisces-ness but like!!!!!!! merfolk!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i meant to finish this piece ages ago but uhhhh#i got distracted by the piece im making for the ice walls cinematic universe lol#and that one!!!! is coming!!!!!!#also rora i need you to know that this fic hit the perfect “villain scott” vibes for me#like do i love scott the content creator and character? yea!! hes awesome!!#do i respect everyone who ships flower husbands? yeah of course!! ship and let ship <3#do i love when scott plays the villain role in ranchers fics? YES GAWD#and rora you are writing it SO GOOD in this fic and i appreciate you so much <3#trust that it would be rora to make me FINALLY draw tango without fire/elemental hair! i didnt think it was possible for me lmao#doing scales by hand owieee my wrist... but so worth.... yummy detail.....#im so picky about my merfolk lol... my pet peeve is when the tails are too short or too thin#they need POWER!!!! to swim in the SEA!!!! and swim FAST!!!!!#okay thank u for reading now time for the boring tags <3#iffi doodles#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#tangotek#jimmysolidarity#ranchers duo#ranchers#solidaritek#solidango
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There are multiple gods in the game that you can directly interact with and they all have ties to the narrative. You can interact with Shar via Shadowheart. You can interact with Mystra via Gale. You can interact with Myrkul via Ketheric when he takes on the avatar form. You can interact with Bhaal via Durge and in the fight with Orin. You can interact with Bane after killing Gortash and using "Speak with Dead" in which the soul you speak to is not Gortash, but Bane himself. I would include Vlaakith in this list but Vlaakith is not a god, she is a lich presenting herself as a god. And, of course, there is the Absolute which doesn't really become a god until it ascends into the Netherbrain (although that is debatable).
But, did you know that Lolth will also interact with you? As far as I am aware, Lolth is the only non-story related god in which you do have interactions with. One of them is only available if you are a Lolth-sworn drow, and the other is only available if you are a Cleric of Lolth (you do not need to be Lolth-sworn for it).
The first instance is in the goblin camp with the spiders in the pit. This does require that you are a Lolth-sworn drow and that you have the ability to speak with animals. When talking to the spiders, you will have the option to present yourself to the spiders as Lolth herself. If you fail the persuasion check, Lolth gets pissed off as she was listening to you and is not happy that you tried to present yourself as her. And she tells the spiders you are an imposter and they attack you. But if you succeed the check, Lolth doesn't do anything and the spiders will think you are Lolth. So, Lolth doesn't really have a problem with you pretending to be her. But if you are going to pretend to be her, you better do it right. If the spiders think you are Lolth, you can ask them about what's going on in the goblin camp and the spiders only talk about one thing. They immediately tell you that there is another drow in the camp who has forgotten her way and that she is forsaken. And, as I said, Lolth is here. She heard the spiders admit this. Lolth does nothing about it.
The second instance is in the Underdark with the Phalar Aluve. When you interact with the sword, you have two different checks, a Strength check and a Religion check. If you do the Strength check, you can just pull it out of the stone and be on your merry way. If you perform the Religion check, the narrator will tell you different things depending on certain conditions. If you are a Lolth-sworn drow and/or a Cleric of Lolth, the narrator will tell you that the religious rite to pull the blade from the stone is blasphemous as it pays honor to the weak. If you are of any other race and/or cleric of any other god, the narrator will tell you that the sword is of Eilistraee and the rite pays honor to the fallen. The religious rite is that you spill a little bit of your blood and the sword will rise out of the stone on its own. If you do this as a Cleric of Lolth (you don't need to be Lolth-sworn) you will feel hundreds of spiders crawl all over you as Lolth is warning you not to do shit like that ever again. Not only did you perform the religious rite of another god, you performed the religious rite of a god she hates. And she is letting you know how much she hated that.
These are the only two instances in the game that I have found in which Lolth interacts with the player but there are plenty of other moments in which Lolth could interact with you, but doesn't (such as with the Phase Spider, the baby spiders in Grymforge, Kar'niss, or the dead spider in the Gauntlet of Shar). Of these two moments where Lolth does interact with you, one of these instances is in the goblin camp, and the other is in the Underdark not too far away from the goblin camp. I don't think it is much of a coincidence that these two interactions occur in close proximity to Minthara. Almost as if Lolth has a reason to be in that area specifically to watch and monitor things, and you just so happened to be there. And the only things that compel her to interact with you is because you pissed her off. But, as long you don't piss her off, she will do nothing and she will say nothing.
When Minthara was being tortured by the Absolute, she prayed to Lolth and begged Lolth to give her the strength to fight her enemies. But Lolth does nothing and Lolth says nothing. In fact, that was the full extent of Lolth's "punishment" for Minthara, nothing. All Lolth did was not answer Minthara's prayers and not show up when Minthara needed her the most. Lolth did not torture Minthara like the Absolute did, Lolth did not turn her into a drider, nor did Lolth eat her. All she did, was nothing. And yes, Lolth is known for abandoning drow and no longer interacting with them. A drow has to do something incredibly awful in order for Lolth to just back away from them entirely. But you cannot convince me that Lolth is going to let one of her Baenre's go so easily. It's not as if Minthara has done anything truly awful either to make Lolth that mad.
According to Minthara, she herself has sinned against the Spider Queen, but it's not as if she chose to abandon Lolth, she was forced away and mind controlled into being devoted to another god. But would this make a difference to Lolth? Does it really matter if Minthara was compelled to have faith in another god besides Lolth? It isn't until Minthara is freed and feels the absence of Lolth that she chooses to no longer follow Lolth. Minthara even mentions how turning against Lolth is a big no-no in Menzoberranzan. Minthara herself at one point has hunted down and killed those who turn their backs from Lolth so she knows the same will be done to her if she were to ever return home. In fact, if you are a Lolth-sworn drow or a Cleric of Lolth, you are given unique dialogue options with Minthara to kill her because she is a traitor to Lolth and these options continue to show up until you recruit her into your party and she joins your roster. Despite all of this, Lolth does nothing. Minthara spews anti-Lolth rhetoric left and right, and Lolth does nothing. If you take Minthara to the tabernacle, she will spit on a shrine to Lolth, and Lolth does nothing.
Minthara is also able to walk through the Gauntlet of Shar, which is in the Underdark, and Lolth does nothing. Sure, you could argue that its connection to the Shadowfell and the fact that Shar is there via Shadowheart is enough to keep Lolth away. The lore of DnD does not make it quite clear what the relationship between these two goddesses are. But I am willing to bet that Lolth is smart enough not to step on Shar's toes because Shar would annihilate her. However, there is a small little section of the Gauntlet where it actually does spit you out directly into the Underdark and into Lolth's territory. Minthara can walk right out there just fine, and Lolth does nothing.
But most importantly, Minthara's default ending is her returning to the Underdark with the sole purpose of destroying House Baenre and then killing Lolth. Destroying House Baenre could lead to a chaotic and political disaster in Menzoberranzan, and Lolth does nothing. Minthara quite literally wants to kill Lolth and has intentions to do so after taking House Baenre, and Lolth. Does. Nothing!
If Minthara goes into the Underdark and destroys House Baenre, this will cause chaos and death. And the Baenre's won't be the only ones she has to destroy, but any and all allies of House Baenre in which they do have a lot. And Lolth will feed off of all the death and carnage and chaos that Minthara is about to bring to Menzoberranzan because Lolth loves chaos more than she hates traitors.
Maybe, Lolth has not abandoned her as Minthara thinks she has. Maybe, Lolth has done nothing and said nothing because Minthara has not actually upset her. Maybe, Lolth has done nothing and said nothing because Minthara is already doing everything Lolth wants her to do. And all it took, was making Minthara think that Lolth abandoned her. There was no need for Lolth to answer Minthara's prayers, because Minthara always had the strength to fight her enemies.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#this game is all about the cycles of abuse and the characters choosing to break the wheel or continue the cycle#minthara is an example of someone who continues to cycle because she doesn't see that there is any other option#and the alternatives leave her vulnerable to abuse or death#she has had enough abuse in her life and most certainly does not want to die#when presented with the opportunity to rebound - either through bhaal or the absolute#she will choose it in a heartbeat as it is all she knows and she's familiar with it#if lolth ever speaks to minthara again - and welcomes and embraces her with open arms#i think minthara would completely relapse and devote herself once more to lolth because it is all she knows#and she expresses missing lolth and not knowing who she is or what to do without her#the only things that can pull minthara away from this relapse is you and her devotion to you#you are the only thing that can stop her from going back to lolth or embracing any of the other gods out of fear#because you are her reason to stay on the surface and you show her it is possible to defy the gods and live#you show her it is possible to have an identity outside of godly worship and that it is possible to live for one self#and to be devoted to one self#if you go with her to the underdark and successfully conquer house baenre and make your own house in its place#she's doing it entirely for the two of you#and i don't think she would accept lolths embrace and would continue to defy her
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Small indie artists in need of support for moving out by September!
💜 These lovely folks [@QuinsCurse (they/them) & @sswitchblade03 (xe/xem and he/him)] are part of a small queer-owned Youtube community I'm in. 💖
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#I tried to replicate the youtube posts to the best of my ability#text is in alt descriptions as well as the post itself because idk how to navigate tumblr in this way for these uses#couldn't get the images from yt itself without it messing up the formatting so hope this is good enough <3#I just went to one of the pages itself to find the closest possible images I could that looked like the ones on the original post#highlighted the links on the 2nd part though to make it easier to find the links in the post#the pronouns listed are accurate as of time of posting for those who see this post in the future; just so you're aware; go check if you wan#I have on idea what mutual aid tags are okay in our increasingly worsening internet of 2024 so I'm just gonna not tag it & queue a bunch#I just said I would post it; idk currency conversion or anything of that sort; this is my first time doing something like this so apologies#if it's not up to par with expectations#mine#op#indie artist#yknow what for the sake of not having people block my post tags; ill add a unique tag for this sort of thing#roses campaigns#FILTER THIS PREVIOUS TAG IF YOU FEEL IT NECESSARY; ill try to remember to use it when stuff like this comes up
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Reminder for pride month that queerness is not limited to whiteness and if you erase non white queers, when talking about the community, every queer person who isn't white gets to throw rocks at you and shoot you out of a cannon 💖
#my random stuff#queer#queer community#tag storytime for my mutuals:#so; my 6th form wanted to do some stuff for pride month#so one of the guys in our year (he's queer- idk if he's got specific labels and white btw) printed out some photos of queer celebrities#those celebs being- ellen degeneres; troy sivan; judge rinder; adam lambert; and Kristen stewart#which annoyed me on like. 3 counts#first or all. ellen???? so many lesbian celebrities out there and you pick ellen??#second of all. where are all the ICONS of the community. like not just celebs well known to queers; but the ones straights know as well??#freddie mercury??? bowie?? elton?? even like. chappell roan would work better than the ones he picked#and third (and most annoying)#WHY ARE THEY ALL WHITE BRO????#i asked him about this and he said “dunno. i don't know any black queer people”#do you realise how that sounds??? you're just making that statement with zero self reflection????#dude; our community would not fucking exist today without queers of colour !!!#also like. Freddie Mercury; possibly THE MOST OBVIOUS CHOICE isn't white !!#there's people like megan thee stallion; janelle monae; ncuti gatwa; demi lovato; cynthia erivo; tyler the creator THE LIST FUCKING GOES ON#even if you want to keep the list mainstream; there's still loads!! a bunch that i didn't even put in that last tag!!#so this evening i basically compiled a powerpoint of queer and non white celebrities (as well as some of the icons he had overlooked)#and sent it to our head of 6th form saying “it upset me that all the pictures from today were all white. here's some non white queer people”#hopefully I'll get to put the pictures up tomorrow#this post is brought to you by a half chinese queer person#and if you say anything nasty on this post i will throw rocks at you and launch you from a canon
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bangtan boys in turtlenecks (11/??)
for @rjshope | cr. 0613data, bangtansubs, dwellingsouls
#turtleneck!bts#sry for the quality of most of these they were shot on a TOASTER#giffing old content is so frustrating lol#userbangtan#usersky#annietrack#heyryen#shirleytothesea#usermaggie#useremmeline#trackofthesoul#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#btsedit#mine!#dasha like i said this edition would not have been possible without you <3#okay y’all ALSO I’m going on vacation so i’ll be offline for awhile#see you in october <3#take care 🫶#I’ll still be lurking probably bc of who I am as a person#also I wake up hella early#to you who is reading this ily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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we don't talk nearly enough about javier willingly confessing to never, ever thinking about a life without lloyd, while knowing damn well everyone in the estate would be able to see his confession. he really put his whole heart out on the sky for everyone to read like that.
he wasn't even asking if he could get lloyd back, he didn't know he was alive yet, he just wanted to know what had happened to him after crossing the gate.
he wanted to know if lloyd was happy in his next life even though javier couldn't protect him in this one so badly he was willing to let everyone know that he'd always thought he would spend the rest of his life at lloyd's side. which for someone as reserved and guarded as javier must've felt a little bit like being flayed alive lmao
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#javier asrahan#and like. he did this right after lloyd 'died'.#can you imagine what was going thorugh everyone's mind as they read the big shining words on the sky#saying that javier never thought he would have to live without lloyd?? when they just finished 'burying' the young master?? like. damn.#if lloyd had been actually gone completely i can only imagine javier would've gotten a lot of pitying looks for a long time afterwards.#because yeah everyone must've known the two of them were close very likely closer than just a knight and lord are supposed to be.#but to want to spend the rest of your life with someone else so certain of it you never ever think about the possibility of anything else??#that's. that's a whole different thing y'know?#anyway. my point is when javier brings lloyd back to lorasia everyone and their mother knows javier is hopelessly and irrevocably in love#with lloyd. except for lloyd <3333
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y’all i was not joking when i said i’m turning baldur's gate into rhaenicent simulator
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3edit#hotd#hotdedit#gamingedit#mine:all#mine:bg3#shoutout to mantis on patreon this would not be possible without you 🙏
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thinking about how luo.cha's character ascension material is mentioned to be the flower of eternity, which isn't affected by any fire, ice or harshness in accordance to it's growth. as an emanator of abundance, it's possibly true that luocha holds the same possibilities, not able to be truly affected by super warm or super cold temperatures, can stand out in the rain or sunshine for hours and not end up sick because of it.
and maybe that's why he enjoys eating every type of food he can. not just because he'll never experience any dietary issues with it, but more because it's one of his last day to day differences he can cling onto.
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#sometimes ... you're just a lil hungry guy---#but for someone who could possibly survive without eating he really loves his food#and a lot of food is just. different flavours. the ingredients make him curious#if your muse is a bad chef . this is the man for you honestly he would LOVE to try your dish even if it tastes awful#because he wants the flavour. the texture ...#he hasnt completely lost all his senses but like. not feeling temperatures etc must be rather unnerving#but he does his best to show otherwise (aka the umbrella in perf timing - its also just a good excuse for him to cover himself from prying#gazes from particular people )#im gatekeeping a lot of my luo.cha thoughts even tho i finally started on my big post talking about the theories i believe and make up my#portrayal but like. the myr.iad celes.tia ... may throw everything out of the window. very low chance but a.) potential but#it could also BOOST my hcs ... he may not be there in person but if someone even says one thing semi related to the protoc.ol. luo.cha gets#a mention. hes always doing SOMETHING for it.#protocol poster boy truly <3 probs bc it was partly his goal first#good evening dash im so sleepy ... i queued everything up for tomorrow so i may just. spend tonight trying to do dms as long as i dont zzzz#we found one of our old phones today so ill be setting that up tomorrow which should help out in my activity in working hours so#fingers crossed! until i buy a new one. :')
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#CRUCIAL thing to understand here is that booth needs this speech as much as brennan#because YES he HAS been saying that for the past 4 days but not with the conviction that makes him so uniquely booth because#the idea of parker being away for christmas is making him cynical so to hear this from someone younger than him. it's importaaaant#also booth characteristically has difficulty with accepting that something he believed might be untrue because he puts so much heart#in his beliefs that the possibility of them being even partially untrue doesn't only erase the belief it erases him too#brennan is easier to convince if you give her solid arguments her issue is more about the emotion that comes with accepting something new#she doesn't want to feel different about it she should be satisfied as long as what she has is a fact but what happens when she doesn't lik#it... and this is why this speech is significant to her because she has something she would consider foolish turned into a fact or#a pseudofact skfjsk at least and that's why everything is about sweets&brennan. to me.#his thinking patterns appeal to her she just thinks they're misguided but they're at the same frequency#bones tv#dylanlila.mp3#i still hate talking about this show ahahahah#anyways. sweets turns hope into a fact for brennan :) that's a big reason why she finds the courage to turn to booth#the doctor in the photo also has sweets' arguments as it's driving force.#i get brennan i also quote sweets to myself to make sense of things <3 booth is too drastically different at times to accept without#translation and sweets is like. booth belief meets brennan formating
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character dynamics become infinitely more compelling when you learn to differentiate between them wanting and needing one another
#i hope i dont have to specifiy but “want” in this case does not mean romance. just willingly choosing to hang out together already counts#also whether the need is reciprocated. it is possible for A to *need* B while only being *wanted* by B at the same time#(which would create a kind of power imbalance between them which is also interesting to explore)#or even if A *thinks* that B only wants them when in actuality both need one another with equal desperation (esp fun if both feel that way)#also need and want dont necessarily go hand in hand. it is possible to need the other person without wanting to be with them.#it is possible to convince yourself that you want the other person because you need them#it is also possible to want and need the other person simultaneously of course#and a thousand other little nuances - go wild and have fun <3#nalu#fairy tail#stobin#stranger things#calron#jonmartin#tma#wuthering heights
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sneepy cozy time....
#cats#longing to one day hopefully feel sleepy cozy like this again...#There was a pretty cool week here so I thought we had progressed closer to cool fall weather but... NO#..wrong!! It's like 80F in my room right now and was 98F outside yesterday. We get two more 'cooler' days and then#it starts going up again and will be in the high 90s possibly 100 something later this week#in my mind september should be COOOOOLLLL!!!!! or at least STARTING to get there.. Like mid 80s at the highest.#I am going to explode the world with evil wizard powers aaRGHaaHHHHHHHH#OR at least it should get down really low at night. I think thats the main thing is if it's 95 in the day and only 62 for like 3 hours in#the middle of the night then even leaving a fan in windows all night is not enough to fully cool down the house because its just not#enough cold air or cool for long enough. If it were 98 in the day but 15F outside at night then you could probably bring cool air inside al#night and your house would be at a relatively low starting point for the next days heat.#Like for example - in my apartment on a hot and sunny day. Even with every window#closed and blocked off with thick layers of reflective stuff and also not using the stove or doing anything to generate heat - the apartmen#will still go up on average about 6 - 8 degrees in one day. Peaking around 8 - 10pm night time. If I start off with the house cooled down#to 60F. then the highest it would get is 66 - 68 which is tolerable#.But if the lowest I can cool the apartment all night is still only 75F#then it's going to be 81 - 83F by the end of the day. So really it would be bearable (ISH)#for it to be warm as long as it was colder at night.#Though still the IDEAL is to not have to structure my life around envrionmental management and constantly be checking the#outdoor temperature so I can put the fans in the second that it's colder outside than it is inside and putting elaborate curtain systems#up and down at the exact right times and meal prepping 4 days in advance so I dont have to use the stove for 3 days and blah blah blah#Life in the colder weather months is so effortless and breezy in that sense. I can just have the window open all day and get natural light.#I can cook whatever I want. I can wear what I like. I can move around the house freely without needing to always#carry a fan around with me or douse myself in water.#ANYWAY.... oh if only that were me.... snuggled in a warm blanket ... a comforting wintery image...
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Anything unusual?
You mean more unusual than... Well, than usual?
Hmmm... Not much...
Oh, though... I did just see a bloke swearing at a lamppost.
Yeah, a lamppost. There was a satchel hanging from it. He kept jumping, trying to grab at it. It was just out of his reach, the poor bugger.
Anyway...
Is that all you wanted to ask me?
#harry teller#neath!#fallen london#fl#sketch#i tried to make it sound like dialogue you might have with an npc#but ive never played fl#so i don't have a clue as to how much this feels like fl dialogue#bats#:3#idk#how do i tag this#without feeling desperate#like#my art#my artwork#pencil sketch#pencil drawing#pencil art#artists on tumblr#like geez#i feel like im just tagging these because i want attention from as many potential places as possible#even though i feel like those people aren't even gonna care#that might be pretty normal though#anyway#anyone wanna rant about harry teller headcanons with me#bro would march to hell and back for his job#bro is doing parkour down the streets of london to get his papers back#im running out of tags#the stupendium
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the amount of math i put into figuring out my PTO is honestly so funny. i've probably spent like 2 hours this week and last week just playing with the leave calculator spreadsheet my coworker gave me. this morning i added a sheet for 2026 so now i'm calculating my PTO out that far. i basically already have a plan of how i'm taking time off for 2025 so as to maximize my time off in 2026. i dont think this is a normal level of attention to detail but at least i'm having fun
#(at my job i can accrue a certain amount of PTO that then becomes 'use or lose' because only so much carries over each year)#so by the mythical year 2026 i could in fact end up with 121 hours of use or lose by the end of it#aka i am Forced to take off 15 days (121 hrs) that year or it'll just be wiped#oh dear oh no! however could i manage to take 15 days off! <- DESPERATELY wants to be in this position as soon as possible#my issue is that i keep taking too much time off so i havent hit the maximum cap yet lmao#like if i just chilled out i could reach it next year#but chilling out is not in my vocabulary. i have places to go and people to see#therefore i cannot reach use or lose in 2025 BUT i can reach it in 2026....if i don't end up spending too much of what i accrue first#so i have vauge plans next year that havent solidified and i keep trying out stuff to see how many hours it would leave me with#historically my methods of maximizing time are:#1) work a flexible schedule with 9 hour days one pay period in order to get a day off for 'free' (this is how i'll get black friday off)#2) work over time and bank those hours as 'credit' time. i can have up to 24 hours/3 days worth of that stored#(i can easily do this long term by just like. working an extra hour every week and it'll add up lol)#3) receiving a time off award if management loves me enough (i normally get a free 8 hours award each year but i can't bet on this)#4) earning travel comp time by working overtime via work travel (such as your flight getting in at 8 pm or whatever)#5) earning normal comp time by attending a work event outside of normal hours (i.e. that time i worked on saturday)#these are all ways to get time off without dipping into PTO so that i can let the PTO accumulate#......as you can see i'm Very normal about this
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I'm having a hard time putting my emotions into words about what We're All Doomed meant to me personally. I relate way too much to Dan's stuggles with identity and struggling to feel like you belong, like you deserve to be here and be loved. So when the show turned into the honest sincere bit about feeling like you're never truly happy, I felt that.
All I can say is I'm extremely proud of him, for being vulnerable enough to share it with us in the only way he knows how: through a really amazing dramatic theater kid sort of production, full of lights and really cool effects and soundtrack. It truly is his magnum opus, as he said, and I hope he continues to share with us through whichiever medium he so desires about his journey through life.
Funnily enough, my plan for the year is pretty much taking more chances, living more, trying to find out who I am and what truly makes me happy in life, independent of everyone else. Just finding myself. So Embrace the void and have the courage to exist fits like a glove right now.
THANK YOU @danielhowell we love you! Some of us have watched you grow up in front of a camera and go through all the versions and loved you through them all, all along. I feel honored to finally be able to see this and I can only hope you never forget that we mean it when we say we are proud of the man you've become.
#personal#opinion#WAD#we're all doomed#WAD premiere#daniel howell#dan howell#dnp#Dan and Phil#amazingphil#fuck it I'm tagging Phil too thanks king#for managing all the crisis remotely#none of this would have ever been possible without you <3#thank you for saving Dan and saving us too for giving him a home to come back to#idk I have many feelings tonight
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