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*puts on my autism* i have been waiting for this moment for what feels like my entire life.

IN THE EVENT that Steven and Connie have prolonged contact and exchanging his… bodily fluids that are laced with magic.

now remember it is theorized and practically confirmed that Steven’s sweat also has some kind of magic power, seeing as all he had to do to heal gems from being shattered was jump in the pool. By that logic and the context of him having his own sauna in order to collect his sweat, we can without a doubt hypothesize that Steven’s sweat is laced with magic.

we know Steven has magic spit (obviously).

but that leads this to a reasonable chain of questions like: bodies excrete all kinds of interesting fluids (blood, urine, semen, tears, sweat, snot) so which of Steven’s have effect and which don’t? his tears are not having any affects that we can see so clearly this is a pick and choose situation for his magic to manifest in.

Connie carrying a quarter magic baby? uh…? yeah, i’d assume during that time combined with the constant exposure to Steven that she might gain a few powers for that time. but i think it would have to build in levels outside of pregnancy as well if Connie ever wanted to keep said powers. magic would be kind of like a disease maybe or prion, it alters your DNA and damages things as much as it makes things interesting. so i don’t doubt that Connie’s DNA could be changed by exposure to magic the same way radioactivity could alter cells or DNA.

I saw you Comment on my Video about the Theory that Connie might have a Magic Ability and it honestly got me thinking what if when Steven Healed Connie's Eye Site it gave her a little Magic unknowingly (is that what we call Stevens Powers magic right ? That is what I have been calling it )

So when she kisses Monster Steven that little bit of Magic works .....

Magic and power seems to be interchangeable. 👍

I was more thinking Connie's "magic kisses" is like... Ugh I forgot the word for it... since Steven's powers is tied to his emotions, let's say a kiss from her will stimulate a strong positive emotion out of him, which in turn will generate a magic rush. Like, a kiss can make him float uncontrollably, it can make him sprout flowers, Could help him heal faster? So I think in a way, Connie's kiss can induce magic. But she's not magical herself.

Butbutbut to consider that she is a little magical because of the magic spit that fixed her eyes is an interesting thought. And the sunlight hitting her eyes when she was scolding the Gems and Greg... gems are solar powered... ey? ey?

I do wonder however, would the effect of a small amount of spit last as long? And does that make the others Steven healed also have a little bit of magic if they haven't have before? 🤔

If it is too mild though, I propose to extend this theory of Steven unknowingly giving Connie magic. If a small amount of spit is too mild, how about multiple doses of spit (and other things) throughout the years? What if Steven's essence is slowly changing her body? And what if the slow process allows her to adjust smoothly through the changes? If she is not at the moment, she eventually becomes a little magical as time passes being in an intimate relationship with Steven, is what I'm suggesting. (⁠ ⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ꈊ⁠ ⁠❛⁠  ⁠)⁠ 

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stop putting all of your hate for men on trans men.

trans men did not build the patriarchy.

trans men that pass to you might not pass in say, a hospital, or anywhere else for that matter. to say that we all have “male privilege” is fucking stupid.

assigning us “AFAB privilege” is also stupid.

which is it then? do i benefit from from having a vagina or am i in danger for it? do i benefit from having breasts or am i in danger as much as a woman would be?

do we matter to the queer community enough to give us safe spaces or NOT?

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FUCK YEAH!!! congrats!

Hai puppy! I’ve got some exciting news I wanna share! I started HRT a few days ago, I’m so excited!!!

🦈

WOOOOOO!!!

go youuu!! I can only imagine the joy you're feeling, I'm so happy for you and you should be proud of yourself too!

I hope you feel all kinds of euphoria from it this is the type of news I love hearing!

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it’s confusing to me that so many that argue against trans men’s issues have to compare it to trans women.

their favorite argument is “”visibility is not privilege because [SA, Crime rates, etc]”. when i try to suggest that invisibility is not privilege, they get mad and tell us we have a less chance of something terrible happen because we’re invisible.

but more accurately, because we are AFAB and viewed as weak, we are more likely to have those terrible things happen at similar rates.

but no one can see us, so our deaths, assaults, kidnappings, etc, go unnoticed and unpublished.

i just don’t see how the queer community doesn’t see how both can stage a huge problem. a grapist might not go for the most obvious choice, they might go for the invisible guy in the back that they guessed is a trans woman too bc yk, they don’t know trans men even exist.

do you see the dangerous cycle they’re deliberately pushing trans men/mascs into? i really do wonder if all trans men/mascs disappeared if the queer community who gets the pedestal to speak on problems would even notice or call attention to it because they don’t view men/mascs (aka us) as beneficial members to the queer society.

probably no one would for a long long time, because we’re invisible and 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑢𝑛��𝑡𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑢𝑠 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟

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i don’t want to talk over this post bc these are all such novel things to know before going on T. i’m just about to hit my one year anniversary of T, which is crazy.

NSFW part:

but something they didn’t tell me was that intercourse might make me bleed. if someone had told me it could make me spot during and after being intimate i’d have been prepared for when it happened to me

what they don’t always tell you about T within informed consent sheets, a better post

since the one going around is filled with blatant misinformation and exaggerated tales of horror to the point that i question whether its intent was good.

the first thing to expect, is that your experience will be unique. there are hundreds of factors to how hormones change your body, and while you will find people with experiences like yours, you will have a different experience. so while this is a general guideline, your experience may be that you don’t experience these things, or that you experience them with intensity. it’s so, so varied. 99% of the stuff they put on informed consent forms is prefaced with ‘YOU MIGHT -’. 

regarding the smells, yes! you will smell different! that is a fact. the hormones are different in your body now, you will start to smell more like what you’d expect from people who have similar amounts of testosterone in their bodies. it can be a little weird, but it’s nothing that deodorant (and sometimes cologne, if you want!) won’t cover up and it’s nothing that’s abnormal and it’s nothing that every other human being doesn’t experience. everyone smells! you just happen to smell different than you used to.

when facial hair grows, when hair everywhere else grows, you can get itchy. my face gets itchy, my head gets itchy, especially when it’s hot it can get frustrating, but it’s no cause for panic. some people might get itchier than others, but it’s just something you’ll deal with and it’s not all that bad. you’ll get used to it and think about it less and less as your body situates.

binding, as with any thing you put on your chest, can cause acne! i’ve seen no difference in wearing sport bras and binders in regards to acne, i’m a DD chest, it’s just what happens when you sweat and compress your chest. having some acne between your boobs is normal, having some on your back is normal, just try to leave it alone and take showers (you can take showers without washing your hair every day if that’s an option!), it’ll be okay.

as with, well, puberty, you’re going to have ups and downs of hunger. sometimes i can just never stop eating! sometimes i don’t feel hungry at all. it’s good to keep track of how much you eat generally and try not to overeat, but you might get cravings for more carb-heavy foods because puberty 2 takes a lot of energy for your body! eating more than normal is, well, normal. drinking a lot of water and things like orange juice can help even this out and it will benefit you in a lot of ways (like keeping your immune system healthy).

your clit will probably grow. it can be kind of jarring, but it’s something you get used to, and everyone experiences this one with a WIDE range of difference. some people only get an inch or so in growth (mine is huge now and it’s still so weird but also so cool), some people can have their clit grow to much bigger! some people can feel their boners, some people get morning wood, and you might feel it in your pants and wearing tight underwear might not be the best in that case, try wearing boxers and loose clothes around the house as much as you can, as well as not wearing your binder too much.

voice drops happen so suddenly you won’t even see them coming, but once the first one happens, you can get a feel for it. usually your voice cracks for a couple weeks/months, SUDDENLY gets deeper, levels off, then cracks again, repeat. it can be sudden, and it also creeps up on you. try keeping logs of your voice, you’ll be so shocked at the difference that only a few months can make! also, people around you will notice your voice changes before you do unless you’re constantly going back on old videos. 

acne is inevitable. to what degree? totally dependent on the person. genetics and health play a big role. you’ll get acne in places you haven’t before, but eventually it will level out. it’s not going to be forever, you have to keep in mind this is second puberty and puberty means random and weird shit! like unfortunate acne! it will pass. try to ignore it as much as you can. 

my period stopped at 4 months in. occasionally, i still get phantom cramps. not for very long usually, but you have to remember that your body has a rhythm, and you’re interrupting that. it’s going to take a while for it to switch gears! talk to your endo/doctor if your pains are excruciating to the point of hospitalization/etc because that can be a sign that something is wrong. also, you usually do blood tests every few months to make sure the hormones are working fine. my periods when i started T ranged from no pain at all and debilitating pain, and i’m someone who previously had extremely painful periods. this gets less common over time! 

try not to do any drugs/alcohol before getting your blood tests done. my endocrinologist knows that i do have weed occasionally and so far that hasn’t been a problem but i think drinking is something you should avoid with blood tests coming up for your safety so they don’t report problems that aren’t there. you’re not going to get in trouble for any of this, you just need to tell them.

every person has a different T dose. i take 100 every other week because of various things: my size, my weight, how the hormones already are in my body. i know some people who are on 200, some who are on 50 weekly, it depends on what your PROFESSIONAL DOCTOR thinks is safe for you, and they WILL adjust accordingly if the need arises between both of you. taking more T than you’re prescribed with the intention of getting quicker effects will actually slow the process and make your body produce more estrogen and can hurt you. you don’t want that! 

it’s not shameful to set up appointments for your shots or not be able to do them yourself, and if you do them yourself it’s okay to mess it up. believe me, i have. every injection is different, but you get a feel for it and mess up less. they would not let you do it at home if it wasn’t safe enough. just watch videos, know what you’re getting into. getting blood drawn hurts more for me than my T shots. it’s okay that sometimes it takes you forever, or no time at all. T shots are your thing and your experience and your choice on how is the most comfortable for you. most doctors prescribe different injection sites based on what they think is best, all of them work. one person doing it in their leg doesn’t negate that it also works in the ass but if you’re told to do it one way, stick to that or talk it out with your doctor to come up with an alternative! the amount of blood that comes out of the injection site is different with each one, the angle is different, and i would HEAVILY SUGGEST sitting down for a while after a shot. one of my shots, i stood up right after and after about 5 minutes of walking i noticed oil just, coming out of the site and down my leg. it was horrible. gravity is your friend and also your enemy, use it wisely. the level of pain with each shot is different too, and remember that needles are supposed to only be put in something once. if you fuck up an injection and pull out too fast or anything, switch out the needle because if you don’t, the tip is more blunt (you probably won’t be able to tell with your plain eyes) and will hurt much more than the first time. shots are weird, each one is an entirely different beast but you’ll get it down. 

T can make you more emotional. REMEMBER - puberty 2! it’s not going to turn you into a raging frothing beast, but if you’re already prone to anger, already prone to frustration, it’s going to happen! i’m prone to getting claustrophobic and stressed out, and T has made that worse, but over time i’ve come to manage it and over time it evens out and i experience it less and less. with hormones comes mood shifts. it’s perfectly reasonable and it’s easier than puberty 1, since you can see it coming and can calm yourself down easier and you know what’s causing it. i get frustrated more easily sometimes, but i sit down, breathe, and know that it’s the hormones, and it makes it SO MUCH easier to deal with.

your genitals in general might get drier. might be the opposite. mine is the latter. my libido is NUTS, it can be weird, but for some people it’s not like that. again, completely dependent on the person. either direction or no change at all, you can expect anything. 

your immune system is weaker and your body is putting a lot of energy into these changes. be aware of that, please for the love of all that’s good wash your hands, stay clear of sick people as much as you can, and try to eat and drink healthy, generally. you might catch colds and the colds can turn worse than most, but being hygienic is the best way to prevent any of that. 

if you stop T, your periods will come back. some medications can’t work with T like some birth control, and before starting any medication please check in with your doctor before to make sure that it’s safe. use your best judgment and be conscious of your health.

T is not an overnight experience. changes take a long time, some longer than others, and being patient is incredibly important. don’t get frustrated at your body, it’s doing it’s best. you’ll get there, some slower and some faster than others. it’s different for everyone. but you WILL get there if you want to get there. 

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on March 29th i achieved this dream (excuse the tit slip, i don’t like them either 😭)

this t boy wants to wrestle and box and shit like bro let me train my body enough to make me generally a problem please. i swear ill use it for good*. terms and conditions apply.

*there’s no way to guarantee i’ll use it for good

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i am a high functioning autistic trans man with well controlled BPD. and ykw? they can be confused for each other.

i believe our steven has BPD from a tumultuous childhood AND unspecified autism disorder. they can kinda even each other out until you trigger one more than the other. steven’s attention seeking, his tendency to kinda hide away by himself as he gets older even though he doesn’t really wanna be alone (yoga on the beach by himself, the greenhouse, going to the woods), his clear ability to get overstimulated (his hyper speed turning on when the genes are hounding him, him grabbing his head and crying out when things get too overwhelming), hyperfixations (connie lol, plants, focusing on saving the world to the point that his relationships can suffer) and his need to find his identity in being useful or in other people (connie, being a crystal gem, lars).

he also attaches himself to people, gets depressive spells of hating himself, and has panic attacks. it’s fascinating to me when people think Steven stays an innocent little butterball in his adult years. NO!!! *bonk* that’s NOT WHAT HAPPENS TO TRAUMATIZED CHILDREN!!! Steven will likely be very different from his childhood years and more worldly after traveling the country and/or the world without being sheltered from ANYTHING. he’s going to experience life pretty raw even as a rich kid.

I headcanon Steven Universe himself as autistic and I don’t see a lot of people talking about it. Because I relate to him, since I am social at times but also very overly emotional, and also Steven is probably just high masking (my hc), so it would be harder to notice and diagnose him. I’ve been comparing him to the ways in which female autism gets unnoticed and I’ve been making a little note with DSM-5 criteria that he may fit into.

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reposting cause it’s almost my birthday and i’m aging again 😭😭😭

This keeps making me choke up like STOP IT I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT STEVEN BEING AN ADULT BECAUSE THAT MEANS IM ONE TOO 😭😭😭

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i absolutely 100% stand by this. i think he has sensory issues with a lot of things, hence eating flour because it’s pretty bland and tasteless, not crunchy or too much to focus on. i used to think it was a form of pica but no, most people who eat flour struggle with sensory processing disorders.

Steven doesn't wear socks most the time because socks give him insane sensory issues

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still slowly creeping to 2,000!

Hello there, my name is Adam and I’m attempting to move to California. I currently have a job taking care of infants in North Dakota, but between the election, executive orders, and aggression toward trans and Black people I have been subjected to multiple times in the last month alone, I’ve made the decision to move to California after living here for 13 years. I moved jobs because of poor management and bigotry, and now I am experiencing it at my new job. I was held hostage at my old job for “sounding like a man, looking like a bitch” and had to call the police. I’ve had people spit in my face and call me slurs or harass me in public and private more and more frequently. I feel within my heart of hearts that it is time for me to leave before North Dakota passes legislation to become a Christian Nationalist State (it is in progress currently, but I won’t be safe either way). I just can’t handle it anymore.

I have a place set up to live, a roommate, a job (I plan to get another one working at a nursery as well), and reliable support, friends, and allies there as well as much better protections for the trans community. I need my gender-affirming care and will be able to get that there since up here it is extremely limited. I need better support, and I have been run ragged by the Midwest and its bigotry. My mental health has begun to struggle immensely. I have constant headaches and GI issues due to the stress I’m going through with zero safe spaces or people nearby for even just a hug.

Recently, my car broke down and there are too many things wrong with it that I just can’t afford to fix. I can trade my car in, but I need $1,500 for a downpayment. Currently, I have $1,000 of it but need another $500. How much I have keeps fluctuating because I have to Uber anytime I need to go anywhere, and it’s putting major holes in my plans while I continue to need to pay for rent, bills, car insurance, and my car payment. I need a bigger car (not a two-door) to pack my things since I’ll be moving my stuff by myself, and I need to be safe while driving there. Chances are I’ll have to sleep in it between driving to my new home.

Money will go directly toward that downpayment, gas, food on the way down there, groceries for when I move in, and whatever else I have will go to rent and attempting to make my new safe space comfortable for myself. The faster I can make plans, the sooner I can leave before things get sincerely dangerous more than it already is.

Thank you for even reading this far. Any help at all would bring me closer to finally escaping to a safer place where I can be myself, have access to proper medical care, and finally breathe a breath of relief that I escaped this absolute nightmare.

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almost to 2,000! please keep sharing and donating so i can start making plans to leave

Hello there, my name is Adam and I’m attempting to move to California. I currently have a job taking care of infants in North Dakota, but between the election, executive orders, and aggression toward trans and Black people I have been subjected to multiple times in the last month alone, I’ve made the decision to move to California after living here for 13 years. I moved jobs because of poor management and bigotry, and now I am experiencing it at my new job. I was held hostage at my old job for “sounding like a man, looking like a bitch” and had to call the police. I’ve had people spit in my face and call me slurs or harass me in public and private more and more frequently. I feel within my heart of hearts that it is time for me to leave before North Dakota passes legislation to become a Christian Nationalist State (it is in progress currently, but I won’t be safe either way). I just can’t handle it anymore.

I have a place set up to live, a roommate, a job (I plan to get another one working at a nursery as well), and reliable support, friends, and allies there as well as much better protections for the trans community. I need my gender-affirming care and will be able to get that there since up here it is extremely limited. I need better support, and I have been run ragged by the Midwest and its bigotry. My mental health has begun to struggle immensely. I have constant headaches and GI issues due to the stress I’m going through with zero safe spaces or people nearby for even just a hug.

Recently, my car broke down and there are too many things wrong with it that I just can’t afford to fix. I can trade my car in, but I need $1,500 for a downpayment. Currently, I have $1,000 of it but need another $500. How much I have keeps fluctuating because I have to Uber anytime I need to go anywhere, and it’s putting major holes in my plans while I continue to need to pay for rent, bills, car insurance, and my car payment. I need a bigger car (not a two-door) to pack my things since I’ll be moving my stuff by myself, and I need to be safe while driving there. Chances are I’ll have to sleep in it between driving to my new home.

Money will go directly toward that downpayment, gas, food on the way down there, groceries for when I move in, and whatever else I have will go to rent and attempting to make my new safe space comfortable for myself. The faster I can make plans, the sooner I can leave before things get sincerely dangerous more than it already is.

Thank you for even reading this far. Any help at all would bring me closer to finally escaping to a safer place where I can be myself, have access to proper medical care, and finally breathe a breath of relief that I escaped this absolute nightmare.

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Hello there, my name is Adam and I’m attempting to move to California. I currently have a job taking care of infants in North Dakota, but between the election, executive orders, and aggression toward trans and Black people I have been subjected to multiple times in the last month alone, I’ve made the decision to move to California after living here for 13 years. I moved jobs because of poor management and bigotry, and now I am experiencing it at my new job. I was held hostage at my old job for “sounding like a man, looking like a bitch” and had to call the police. I’ve had people spit in my face and call me slurs or harass me in public and private more and more frequently. I feel within my heart of hearts that it is time for me to leave before North Dakota passes legislation to become a Christian Nationalist State (it is in progress currently, but I won’t be safe either way). I just can’t handle it anymore.

I have a place set up to live, a roommate, a job (I plan to get another one working at a nursery as well), and reliable support, friends, and allies there as well as much better protections for the trans community. I need my gender-affirming care and will be able to get that there since up here it is extremely limited. I need better support, and I have been run ragged by the Midwest and its bigotry. My mental health has begun to struggle immensely. I have constant headaches and GI issues due to the stress I’m going through with zero safe spaces or people nearby for even just a hug.

Recently, my car broke down and there are too many things wrong with it that I just can’t afford to fix. I can trade my car in, but I need $1,500 for a downpayment. Currently, I have $1,000 of it but need another $500. How much I have keeps fluctuating because I have to Uber anytime I need to go anywhere, and it’s putting major holes in my plans while I continue to need to pay for rent, bills, car insurance, and my car payment. I need a bigger car (not a two-door) to pack my things since I’ll be moving my stuff by myself, and I need to be safe while driving there. Chances are I’ll have to sleep in it between driving to my new home.

Money will go directly toward that downpayment, gas, food on the way down there, groceries for when I move in, and whatever else I have will go to rent and attempting to make my new safe space comfortable for myself. The faster I can make plans, the sooner I can leave before things get sincerely dangerous more than it already is.

Thank you for even reading this far. Any help at all would bring me closer to finally escaping to a safer place where I can be myself, have access to proper medical care, and finally breathe a breath of relief that I escaped this absolute nightmare.

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me who wrote a polycule book where they had kids 😅

When I was a kid one of my moms would call her period "moon time" or "her monthlies" or shit like that and my other mom straight up stealthed it, but when I'm a dad I think I'm gonna go straight down the middle and call it Werewolf Week. Like sorry kids, dad can't roughouse right now, it's Werewolf Week

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Happy Valentine’s Day!!

💕💌💘🧸💐🌹💜

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even if you don’t care about trans discrimination, racial discrimination/violence, or support systems, please at least share this when you come across it. i need to escape

My Story: Hello there, my name is Adam and I’m attempting to move to California. I currently have a job taking care of infants in North Dakota, but between the election, executive orders, and aggression toward trans and Black people I have been subjected to multiple times in the last month alone, I’ve made the decision to move to California after living here for 13 years. I moved jobs because of poor management and bigotry, and now I am experiencing it at my new job. I was held hostage at my old job for “sounding like a man, looking like a bitch” and had to call the police. I’ve had people spit in my face and call me slurs or harass me in public and private more and more frequently. I feel within my heart of hearts that it is time for me to leave before North Dakota passes legislation to become a Christian Nationalist State (it is in progress currently, but I won’t be safe either way). I just can’t handle it anymore.

I have a place set up to live, a roommate, a job (I plan to get another one working at a nursery as well), and reliable support, friends, and allies there as well as much better protections for the trans community. I need my gender-affirming care and will be able to get that there since up here it is extremely limited. I need better support, and I have been run ragged by the Midwest and its bigotry. My mental health has begun to struggle immensely. I have constant headaches and GI issues due to the stress I’m going through with zero safe spaces or people nearby for even just a hug.

Recently, my car broke down and there are too many things wrong with it that I just can’t afford to fix. I can trade my car in, but I need $1,500 for a downpayment. Currently, I have $1,000 of it but need another $500. How much I have keeps fluctuating because I have to Uber anytime I need to go anywhere, and it’s putting major holes in my plans while I continue to need to pay for rent, bills, car insurance, and my car payment. I need a bigger car (not a two-door) to pack my things since I’ll be moving my stuff by myself, and I need to be safe while driving there. Chances are I’ll have to sleep in it between driving to my new home.

Money will go directly toward that downpayment, gas, food on the way down there, groceries for when I move in, and whatever else I have will go to rent and attempting to make my new safe space comfortable for myself. The faster I can make plans, the sooner I can leave before things get sincerely dangerous more than it already is.

Thank you for even reading this far. Any help at all would bring me closer to finally escaping to a safer place where I can be myself, have access to proper medical care, and finally breathe a breath of relief that I escaped this absolute nightmare.

[adamsuniverse1144]

random queer theory thoughts 💭

cis-het “culture” has poisoned knowledge right down to important things like sexual education.

i’ve realized those two thought processes are interconnected, teaching kids about what their body parts are named, and anti-transness.

cis-hets don’t want to teach their children the proper names for their anatomy because they have demoted proper terms for their genitalia to strictly sexual, instead of informative. so when they talk to their kids and are tasked with making sure their kids know what to call their body parts so they can properly use those terms if someone violates their safety, they feel more like they’re explicitly talking about sexual things with them. which is NOT true.

that ties into transgenderism/drag too. when we alter our bodies to look how we want (much like a BBL, breast reduction, liposuction, lasik, etc), they have inherently sexualized self expression because when they think of each other (ie a cishet man thinking of a cishet woman) they immediately think about their anatomy instead of any other defining factors of femininity.

they’ve poisoned the water and forced us to drink from it so we’d conform to their belief of “normal” because they can’t be honest and say that talking about anatomy makes them think strictly on seggsual terms and they can’t imagine someone looking at it as just a body part. they’ve pushed sexuality standards on everybody (ie “be a virgin but only if you’re a girl” “you gotta get laid”) and are actively assigning their obsession with sex to unrelated things to further push their narrative that education is bad.

if everyone is educated, then they have no more shielding for plausible deniability.

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the guy who laughs name is Colton. he chose it because he thinks he looks like a Colton. that’s it.

the other guys name is Apollo. he had this life altering moment when trying to choose his name, it just came to him.

this would be more of a slow burn than Of Old Spice and Men…

i need a story with a “this guy made me laugh in the line at the coffee shop so i come back every other weekend but he’s never there” plot line

bonus points if it’s dual POV with “this little cutie pie in the coffee shop laughed and my heart crawled into my throat but the weekends i have off he’s never there”