#(i say this now and then yall will be like ‘we specifically tried to remember this and sure enough—‘ and im gonna be like ‘well shucks’)

[pepper-steam-milkshake]

on a more pleasant note me injuring my finger has given me writing material to work with.

dont ask me for who. dont ask me for what reason. babygirl idek if its making it into the fic

[lubrumalis]

ghost character analysis

tw: spoilers from ghost mw2 comics, nsfw, dead dove do not eat, mature content.

this is pretty much a part 2 to ghost headcanons except with more lore and analysis (im still not sure if reboot ghost has the same backstory as the og ghost).

ghost is not a cold, calculated, ruthless man. maybe in a separate au or something, but theres a huge difference between ghost and simon riley. in fact, we need to understand that the reason he even chose ghost as a new name for himself is because of all that's happened to him. his family got killed, he got tortured by roba, and had to eliminate many men on his own. before that he was simon, not ghost. in the comic he literally calls the child hostages he was saving ‘sweetheart’ and ‘love’. hes not that mean and cold yall

we know that PTSD does shit to it's victims, ghost lost his entire family and had no one. think of it as a coping mechanism to have a new name to be known as.

ghost is a ruthless killer. simon is just some guy.

ghost sets himself to an incredibly high standard of discipline. i think it's intuitive that military boys will need to be punctual and organized to some degree, but ghost takes this to a whole other level. considering his father's abusive behavior (explained by his disturbing statements said to simon, is a drug addict, and beats simons mom) his home life was likely chaotic as a child.

in the mw2: ghost comic (issue #3) it specifically stated the following: "discipline, precision, control. these are what riley built his whole life on. break those down and the dark stuff begins to ooze out..." again, this is probably a form of trauma response to his childhood.

so what does this lead to? well firstly, this probably means his room is incredibly tidy and organized (monotone design i know :,c).

would never in his life touch drugs. this is a promise he made to himself.

also kinda proves that ghost aint a reckless guy. he thinks things through before doing it.

ghost isn’t that hypersexual. theres no way of knowing his history with women, but i like to think ghost is not that horny 24/7 and needs a fuckbuddy. in the mw2 comic, he was on a mission and was in an area full of prostitutes (wasn’t actively on duty, but on his way) when they tried to hit on him he politely rejects one of them, and later tells them to fuck off😀 so yea contrary to popular belief i dont think he really enjoys one night stands or the idea of being entertained by random women. in fact, i hc he might actually be a virgin or just have a really low body count.

ghost is a feminist!😁 (misandrist too). ok let me reword that, ghost doesnt like men and respects women. one of the reasons why he doesn’t want to be around prostitutes and do one night stands (his father killed a hooker in front of him, very traumatic) is because he thinks the concept of quick, casual sex is not good for society and dilutes the value of meaningful relationships. but also, remember the discipline, precision, control thing? its apart of his principle. but also, in the comic, sparks (soldier he worked with) knocked out and attempted to rape a woman, ghosts literally looked disgusted and called the police (also why he’d never do that himself, i dont get the hcs that say he does). ghosts seen how his dad treated his mom and absolutely hates abusers. anyways onto misandry—i think ghost internally thinks men are violent and disgusting (ghosts would choose the bear over the man, even though hes a man) mainly because throughout his military career majority of the bad stuff hes seen was done by men, so hes much more relaxed in a room of women vs man. ghost thinks his dad is the epitome of pure evil (canon! he said this to his therapist). this doesn’t mean hes scared or hates all men tho!

ghost isn’t close with tf141… including soap. now before you attack me let me explain. sure, he trusts them to some degree, but i dont think they naturally just hangout when they’re not deployed. in the end we need to understand they are SAS soldiers, they are working a real job that mainly consists of them shooting and dismantling others. considering ghosts betrayal in the past (in the comic, a few soldiers ghost previously worked with killed his entire family 😢) he isn’t gonna just trust his teammates because theyre his teammates. im also pretty sure they all live in different cities while not deployed. tf141 probably all want to separate their job from their personal lives, which includes each other. but onto soap, i dont think him and ghost have a deep brotherly relationship. but i think they care about each other, but exchanging some dad jokes and bantering doesn’t mean they’re suddenly soulmates or brothers. think about it… you and you’re co worker joke around sometimes, never hangout outside of work, and now people are shipping you and calling the two of you besties. makes no sense.

ghost is extremely patriotic. in the comic (i reference this way too much but theres SOOO MUCH LORE i recommend reading it) ghost tells his teammates the reason for joining the military: queen and country, right after 9/11. he also said “the world has changed”. interestingly enough army enlistment did actually skyrocketed after 9/11 attacks, ghost was among them. he probably thought ww3 was about to happen, or that ‘theres no more peace’ or whatever. i hc being obsessed with soccer too lmao and getting mad if english teams dont win. also his playful banter with johnny “get us a tea?”. probably very proud of his british heritage.

ghost doesn’t have much friends. hes a really, reallyyyyy lonely guy. i hc him as an introvert in the first place, but trust issues make this worse. in the comic, he was literally in the newspaper for killing his family and then killing himself (he didnt, he was framed that way tho) so its likely most of his formers friends probably think hes dead. ghost likely got some sort of amnesty or exemption from the military after knowing he didn’t actually kill his family, but whats in the news stays true to the public. even if he does have friends he probably doesn’t share feelings with them or form a long term bond.

ghost is extremely cynical. this is obvious tbh, but i think ghost believes hes going to die in the middle of a battlefield, shot or stabbed, a painful death, body left to rot for weeks, and no one to remember him. just like that. and he accepts that fact too.

ghost isn’t a picky eater. growing up in an abusive household where his parents couldn’t hold a stable job, he had to eat what there was. some days he settles for cheap beans and toast and when people call him out for it, he tells em to fuck off😀

ghost is emotionally fucked up, probably kind of depressed. i mean this guys been through hell: got sa’d, buried alive, had to dig through underground dirt and worms with a jawbone, tortured in horrible ways, had his entire family killed, abusive dad, and the weight of his grey morales because he killed lots of people as a soldier. wow! would you look at that list, itd be more strange if he wasn’t emotionally fucked up after was has happened😅. even when tortured, seeing his family dead, ghost was never shown to have cried in the comic. i hc hes emotionally numb. however, i do think hes emotionally MATURE and able to communicate his emotions, but hes still emotionally fucked. for example a scene where he was talking about his experience with roba (guy who tortured ghost) and ghosts father to a therapist. i think ghosts may be traumatized, but this doesn’t stop him from attempting to get help and communicating how he feels and thinks about this world.

ghost wears a mask... not because hes insecure and traumatized it's to separate ghost from simon riley. first of all he learned the consequences of revealing your identity during deployment, in the comic, he reveals his face in missions before his family got killed. i think he wears a mask because 1) its practical, no one knows who he is, 2) an analogy for himself to remind him simon riley, his original identity, was dead the moment his family was murdered, this SAS soldier with a skull mask is GHOST (yes this is canon, ghost references in the comic!).

in issue #1 while some kids were being held hostage, he starts telling his life story to them to calm them down/distract them from the bad situation. this is his explanation to why he wears a skull mask, word by word: "I bet you're wondering why I wear these bones on my face. It's a tribute to an old friend of mine. He's dead now, but man if he wasn't the baddest motherfucker on the planet."

in issue #6, when ghost was trekking through a jungle in the middle of nowhere attempting to kill roba (a drug lord that started this all, brainwashed soldiers to kill ghosts family), he was never caught. ghost himself, the narrator, says that "even for a single man to get through the jungle, the patrols, the wall, the security... well that man would have to be a ghost."

however, im still a little confused whether or not reboot ghost and 2009 have the same backstories. reboot ghosts mask is more realistic and his look is much more intimidating, his reason for wearing that kind of mask is probably psychological warfare (getting milena the financier to speak up about makarov). i think 2009 ghosts reason to wearing a mask is more personal compared to reboot.

BUT WHAT ABOUT AN S/O???

i think ghost is the guy to not have one in the first place. obviously. but i lowkey think if he had one and really liked them, he would commit. in fact i find it hard to imagine hes a player or isn’t serious about relationships. when his brother tommy got addicted to drugs and fucked up his life, simon quit the military until tommy got 100% better and married. yup. he stayed to help him recover, for years. thats how loving and committed this man is🥹🥹.

ghost would not cheat on his s/o. i can't stress how important this hc is, because it's so out of character for him to do so. sure, guys in the military statistically have higher divorce rates, incidences of infidelity, and much more red flag stuff, but knowing what happened to him, he would never do that. doesn't matter how stressed, lonely, sexually frustrated this man is; he would not cheat on his partner. this guy has been through far more stressful situations and got through it, you think hes gonna cheat because hes stressed because of work?

its not sunshine and rainbows or absolute toxicity being with him. it's not really a mix of both either. ghost isn't that princess treatment, super squishy and cuddly, sweet guy who likes fluffy stuff. he definitely isn't the toxic guy who leaves you with mixed signals either.

hes quite the gentleman when it comes to approaching relationships, hes seen how his dad treated his mom, and ghost wants to do the exact opposite. i believe ghost likes to use the traditional courting methods when dating someone: gifting flowers, paying for dates, holding the door open (ladies first typa guy!!), the old fashioned stuff. idk if i should point it out again but this guy DOES NOT FW modern dating practices, he wouldn't download dating apps, or start 'talking stages'. i dont think he would write love letters just because hes not very good at writing poetry or expressing his feelings in the first place.

theres still downsides to being with him. the long distance, the time being apart (months and months). but i dont think he'd go as far as being emotionally avoidant.

also something really random ive noticed is that 2009 and reboot ghost are very different, personality wise. i like to think that 2009 ghost represents simon riley much better, but the reboot ghost actually gives the essence and character of what a 'ghost' in the military is.

more random headcanons:

simon prefers dogs over cats because dogs are loyal and stay with you until the end (stereotypically)

hates snakes and spiders

probably wouldn’t do 50/50 on dates, he pays!

avoids saying manchester slang when deployed

drinks and smokes. not always. he’s disciplined but he still does that stuff.. hes a british guy in his 30s whos kinda depressed, grew up with adults around him smoking 24/7, whatd you think😀😀 (its canon that most of tf141 smoke anyway)

listens to 80’s rock music. its canon that his mom enjoys the band siouxsie and the banshees :)), he probs does too

shaves his beard

is actually confident hes not bad looking. dude, hes 6’2, in shape with a jawline🙄

i don't enjoy hcs of ghost being the scariest out of tf141 (appearance wise yes). but soap seems much more scary imo, he was the youngest guy to pass SAS selections in the history of the UK military, and was nicknamed soap because of fast and good he is at cleaning up 'messes' (basically killing people).

id arguably say ghost is the most compassionate out of 141, if we're talking about the OG 2009 one.

[fluffylino]

HI HELLO YES I WILL LITERALLY PAY YOU TO CONTINUE WITH THAT HYUNJIN SMUT YOU JUST WROTE CUZ OMH I AM NOT OKAY I TOO WANT TO BE HIS DOG LIKE PLS LEASH ME UP SIR

OKAY but imagine him making you bark. him breaking you apart. he wants to see just how DESPERATE YOU ARE FOR HIM.

anon, we transform into dogs when it comes to hyunjin 🤝

i got a little too into this but anyways here is your gift ♡

-contains mature themes

"fuck" hyunjin cursed as you took his length. you bit into the pillow beside you, unable to focus on anything but him.

"this is what you were waiting for. such a patient good girl" he praised, cupping one side of your face with such gentleness.

"my dick's in you now, baby. you got what you wanted." he smiled. it took you a few seconds to process what he was saying. A few moments went by yet he still didn't do anything.

"m-move" you mumbled. "please"

"but honey, from what i remember you sent me a video saying you just wanted me inside of you." he reasoned, faking a genuine confused look.

you were going to cry.

"I meant-"

"ohhh did you also want me to make you cum?" he said, in a questioning tone. you tried nodding and he clicked his tongue, interrupting you.

"baby don't you know you have to be a little more specific?

"hm?"

"do i need to teach you to form a proper sentence mentioning what you exactly want from me?" it was meant to sound condescending yet he genuinely had you questioning whether you really didn't mention anything.

"I-" you muttered, a few tears slipping out.

"What's wrong, puppy? Cat got your tongue?"

his gaze was strong and you tried your best to keep looking at him but soon, your tears turned him into a blurry image.

"please hyun-" you begged, and he leaned down to hold your face. he pouted.

"that isn't going to work on me" he whispered, brushing away the tears that rolled down your cheeks. he moaned lowly when you clenched around him.

you were starting to get desperate. wriggling your hips did nothing but push him deeper. that was until he caught you, holding you down by the hips.

"you really want me so bad?" you nodded vigorously, even going to the extent grabbing his hand and pushing it against your throat. he tightened his grip on your neck, cutting off most of your air supply and revelling in the way you gasped.

"so tight" he whispered under his breath, looking down at where yall were connected. he adjusted himself.

"tongue out" he ordered. you did as he said.

"more" you pushed your tongue out entirely. He moved closer, you expected him to spit-

you huffed, eyelids fluttering, the feeling of him sucking on your tongue.

spit slowly dripping out and you knew you were in a messy state. hyunjin slowly pulled away, letting out a breathy laugh as you tried to chase after his mouth.

"Bark"

"wha-"

"come on bark" he said, looking at you with such intensity.

"bark for me and then maybe ill consider giving you what you want" he reasoned. you felt a wave of embarassement.

"but-" he silenced you by covering your mouth with his palm.

"you don't speak unless i tell you to" you shuddered and you could feel yourself get wetter. Hyunjin seemed to feel it too. one of his hands sliding down to rub against you.

"puppy im waiting"

"w-woof" you said, jaw slack when he thrust's forward and stops.

did he want you to do it again?

"keep going"

you gave it your best. hyunjin smiled, hooking your legs over his shoulders.

"See it wasn't that hard was it, my love?"

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🛐🔝

[looney-mooney-studio]

I have two questions for the Linda Cipher AU! (More might come in the future lol)

-What do some of Linda’s friends/colleagues/family members think of Linda during her time with Bill/after the initial breakup? Especially with how it seems like she gets worse and worse overtime?

-Also does Bill have any alternative forms (such as a more human form) in this AU? Or is he just his funky triangular self?

Excited to see more of this AU’s development :)

Okay, so. In my mind, she fucked the triangle. It is the triangle she dated, the triangle she had a partnership with, and the triangle she had kids with. But in the Star Wars special, Candace specifically says “Oh cool, mom remarried?”, meaning she WAS publicly married to SOMEONE. Most likely someone who at least APPEARED human enough to have seemingly 100% human kids with.

But Bill doesn’t have a physical form in the human world, and he certainly doesn’t have the ability to make his own body here. (Sorry human bill fans.) We know he can possess people (my friends and I even tossed around the idea he might have possessed one of her colleagues), but then that’s a whole other person he’d have to make a deal with to bring into this and I’d prefer to keep the story cleaner than that. This isn’t about Linda being with some random guy who Bill happens to be possessing, this is about Linda being with Bill.

We know he can possess corpses, but I don’t think Linda would agree to keeping a deceased human body in her house, even if it’s just a vessel for her husband to keep up appearances. What’s far more likely, especially in a show with hyper realistic prosthetic and robotic technology like Phineas and Ferb, is for her to make him a puppet. Or at least, have one commissioned.

With that established, let me throw you a curveball. Do yall remember this guy?

This guy is Professor Parenthesis (pronounced paren-thesis, like a college paper), a former colleague and current wannabe arch nemesis to Major Monogram. He was introduced in the OWCA Files special. When promo materials of this dude were first going around, there was a pretty decent chunk of the Phineas and Ferb fandom who theorized he might be the biological Flynn father, since he bears a not insignificant resemblance to Candace and Phineas.

Then the episode aired and we found out he was actually a bug piloting an android.

So. You know. That kind of killed the theory. And now the Book of Bill’s come out and the closest we’ll ever get to canon confirmation of a possible biological father for the Flynn kids is a one-off joke implying that Linda had intimate relations with a sentient demonic extra dimensional triangle, so the theory’s like, extra turbo dead.

What I’m about to propose is absolutely not true. Professor Parenthesis is shown to be a skilled roboticist, and most likely built this android from scratch himself. But WHAT IF this was a discarded android that Professor Parenthesis found, studied, fixed, and modified for his own purposes? That would be much easier for him to do than building it from scratch himself, considering the amount of large heavy machinery it contains.

I don’t think Linda has much experience working with robotics, but Linda very much strikes me as a collaborative scientist, not the lone pioneer that Ford tried to be. She could very easily have found fellow scientists in other fields to help her develop technology like this, and she could say she wants it for the possibility of remote space exploration, making it easier for people to experience space and do tasks such as space station repairs without spending money sending actual people into space.

She’d argue it should be as humanoid as possible, since humans are used to piloting ourselves and she’d say the transition should be as immersive and seamless as possible. She could also propose the technology could be used for other purposes, such as the development of artificial limbs. She wants a remotely pilot-able android that mimics the human experience as much as possible, including the dexterity and sensory feedback of an above-average human body to compensate for a large variety of skill levels. And she thinks this sort of technology will need several prototypes, some of which will fail.

It’s not too difficult for her to obtain a “failed prototype” as a gift for her partner.

When people meet Linda’s new partner, she introduces him as William Cipher Birchtree, long-lost heir to the Birchtree family legacy of Ciphertology, named for their god. He seems strange, but he makes her happy, and though his beliefs are peculiar, he also seems to be a good match for her wit, and it’s not like there aren’t scientists with strange beliefs out in the world. Her colleagues tease her for her involvement with the cult, but her work is sound, revolutionary even, and she works exceptionally well with her colleagues. Even if she’s getting bizarrely involved with her husband’s obscure cult.

When she breaks up with her partner - her husband - she cuts off all ties to the scientific community. She destroys her own life’s work - a portal to other dimensions, one specifically designed to make faster-than-light speed travel feasible by taking advantage of foreign laws of physics - and renounces it all, warning everyone she knows never to use the portal.

She can’t skip town though, she kept most of her technology in the basement, and she doesn’t want anyone else getting their hands on it and potentially letting her ex husband through. And beside which, her daughter’s best friend lives next door. She can’t bring herself to cut out her safety net entirely, and not many of her neighbors were even aware she was an astrophysicist in the first place. So she stays in Danville. And, eventually, she meets someone who loves her even when she’s not being revolutionary.

[mae-i-scribble]

One of my biggest pet peeves when it comes to fandom/media interpretation in general is that seemingly whenever something tries to explore the emotion of love in a nuanced or non-straightforward manner everyone and their mother jumps to the conclusion that it’s inherently romantic in nature. I don’t know if this is my aroace brain speaking, but it’s something I’ve never understood when clearly the author doesn’t mean it in a romantic sense. The two examples I’m thinking of are Violet Evergarden and Ancient Magus Bride.

Violet Evergarden is about a child soldier, Violet post-war trying to discover what emotions are, so that she can better understand the major who sacrificed his life for her. She’s specifically fixated on the notion of love, because the major told her once that he loved her and she’s struggled to understand what he meant by that. As the show goes on, she begins to discover just what these emotions mean, both to other people and to herself. Now, it needs to be said again that she was a child soldier, the major was around 30 if I remember correctly. Either way very much an established adult when he found Violet when she was like 8-10. Naturally he meant that he loves her in a familial way, everything the show does supports this interpretation, the only obscurity comes from Violet’s perspective because she doesn’t understand his meaning at first. Take a big fat guess as to half the posts I saw about their relationship framed it. Yep, “oh how gross he was in love with a child,” “this show is gross,” “its so sad how he was in love but now they can never be together T-T.” Like. What the fuck y’all. What the actual fuck. Did we watch the same show????? It’s legitimately baffling that just because the word love is used that is the assumption made in direct contradiction to what canon is saying.

Ancient Magus Bride has it much, much worse unfortunately, because it’s a much more,,, morally suspect look at what love is, or more specifically, the nature of human relationships. Chise and Elias have a bond that cannot be easily summed up in a few words (which is the entire point), and they see a lot of various twists and turns in their dynamic as they learn  not only to live with each other but come into their own and grow. Now, a lot of people assume Ancient Magus Bride is a romance because of how it starts out, with Elias stating that he bought Chise to be his bride. However, as you read further, specifically into the 40′s, Elias reveals that he only said the word bride because he understood it to be people who spend their lives together, and wanted to cut corners by making his student and bride the same thing. Elias, as an inhuman creature, does not have the capability for empathy or understanding emotions/concepts as humans do, which is what leads to a lot of the suspect situations in the beginning of the story because he doesn’t get the implications of what he’s doing.The author herself has even mentioned in official interviews that she doesn’t see their relationship as romantic (not that it stopped anyone), along with the entire story rejecting such an interpretation because shoving Chise and Elias into such a box goes against what it’s saying about the messy nature of relationships. Additionally, much like Violet Evergarden but worse, Chise is 16 while Elias is a being 100s of years old (although without the emotional intelligence to match). Either way though, their dynamic for the beginning of the show is very much of Elias trying to control Chise. He withholds information from her, manipulates her into trusting him more easily, does things behind her back that he knows she wouldn’t approve of. And that is important, I appreciate that aspect being there because it’s all completely necessary to show just what kind of person Elias is, and how his standards are vastly different compared to human ones. But a lot of the whole “EliasxChise is soooo good” hype came from anime only watchers- and is that really the dynamic yall wanted? Really? Especially when the anime watered down the resolution to that conflict? More importantly, imagine being braindead and also having no taste at all simultaneously. You take so many interesting aspects of their dynamic by just going “and theyre in love UwU” because you ignore their complexities. On top of being really fucking gross in my opinion.

And these two aren’t the only example of this. In general I think plenty of relationships would be far better off being explored as the nuanced, complex things that they are without slapping an “in love” label on them. (Jayce and Viktor from Arcane come to mind for me, what they have going on as friends and the importance the narrative places on that friendships is so much more valuable to me then any shipping). And again, I’m left wondering if this is an aroace thing, bc talking with a friend who is also aroace about her experiences in researching romance literature and what allo people find rewarding about a romance is like reading about an alien species. Do yall just live like this???? It’s so sad you are missing out on so much

[bluesylveon2]

AOT Season 4 The Final Chapters Thoughts:

Crunchyroll won't let me screenshot so I will write out my thoughts instead:

I like how this part of Season 4 is Armin-centric. The first part was dedicated to Eren and then the second part was dedicated to Mikasa

Yall I lowkey forgot Armin gets kidnapped by the okapi titan

The cgi continues to improve for aot. However, you can tell MAPPA's budget went to jjk because of the amount of fanservice they are giving 😂

The Survey Corps vs past titans shifters fight was so good!!! I liked watching it more than reading it because you could see what happens in the action. Also the scene with Pieck running toward the Warhammer titan was hilarious

I like the detail of the gray people and the colored baby. The baby represents the future and it being colored represents the hope of getting through the Rumbling. I like how everything became colored once the titans stopped moving.

Levi finally killing Zeke was satisfying. Now Zeke can be reborn as Toji in jjk because we know stuff is going down there too lol

Can I just say that I love the aruani scenes? Like Annie immediately asks where's Armin but tries to play it off and Mikasa was not buying it! Then there was the other part where Annie saves Armin and AHHHH I loved it!! Her dad better be impressed if Annie got with Armin cause he is so cool

Okay that hallucigenia thing needed to go. We don't even know where it went after Eren died. We assume it died with him because everyone turned back to normal. Also, I guess every titan had a piece of hallucigenia in them, specifically in their spine that connects their CNS and their PNS. It turning others into titans was it's way to "multiply" and keep it alive

The eremika kiss was not as creepy as I remember in the manga. The lighting helped it a lot. I remember reading that part and questioning what was Isayama thinking when he wrote that

I like to think of Eren as Lelouch from Code Geass, except Lelouch lived to see the effects of what he did. Eren had no choice but to die after wiping out 80% of humanity.

On that thought, there was one part where Armin was like "we can't have conflict if we destroy the outside world." Well, we already saw at the beginning of S4 that is not the case. There will always be conflict in the world. We even see it today. Sure, Eren could have killed everyone, but you still have conflict within Paradis. We saw it already with the Jaegerists. Eren helped his friends have a peaceful life but that would end eventually once they passed.

I sobbed at the part with everyone reuniting. It was sweet in the manga, it was sweet now

Historia's daughter is so cute!!!!

I like the ending even if it is slightly different from the manga. Of course you get the 104 + Pieck coming to Paradis (Jean looking great as always lol), Mikasa seeing birb Eren, Onyakopon and Yelena (finally) helping out, Levi with the kids, and Falco/Gabi planting a tree to signify new beginnings

Now...my only complaint about this episode was the credits. WHY DID THEY MAKE IT SMALL??? i WANTED TO KNOW WHO MIKASA MARRIED!!!! I liked the detail with the other kid tho. The boy sees the tree with a hole and walks in. I think this is Isayama's way of showing that titans can return and Eren would be the new Ymir. I'm not too certain, but it would suck for Eren because he would not be free. Maybe the kid could be the new Ymir? Who knows? My question would be how would titans survive modern day. Obviously they would evolve, but can they survive modern technology. We may not use swords much anymore but there is nuclear technology.

(Edit: it is possible Mikasa married Jean based on what we see in the anime/manga. I feel like that's not a good ending for either one of them because a) Mikasa's heart belongs to Eren. It's like Rose from the Titanic. Basically, Mikasa won't love Jean or whoever she married fully. b) Jean seems to be busy conducting the peace talks with the others. Idk if he would have time for Mikasa unless they were both cool with it. c) I think it's just not a good ending for either of them. I felt bad for Mikasa throughout the whole episode and that as her ending is...idk...I would feel even bad for her)

I know Isayama is done with the series but i have questions I want answered!!! 😭 Still, I got into this fandom back in 2013 and it has been a good 10 years. I met a lot of great people from the fandom who I still talk to today. Aot is my favorite anime and I plan on rewatching the anime or buy the manga in the future. Now it is time for me to go to the next fandom aka twst lol

[ritz-writes]

hhh sorry for lowkey spamming about spotlight au, but i rlly like it :))

heres a little drabble, continuing from this part <3

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MK and Mei go to another show a couple weeks later, Heathers again. They tried to get Wukong to come, but couldn't convince him no matter what. MK was then convinced, based on Wukong's reactions to the orignal, that his mentor had a celebrity crush on Macaque.

After the show, a few people lined up to get autographs. Mei went to one of the other actors, while MK went to Macaque.

"Hi! Could I get two photos? I'm here with my friend."

"Not a problem." Macaque took two prepared photos on the table in front of him, a pen in hand and a smile on his face that didn't feel fake, despite how exhausted he was. "Did you guys enjoy the show?"

MK nodded fervently. "Yes!" The boy exclaimed. "This was our second time watching it!"

"Oh really?" Macaque felt a swell of pride at that as he signed the pictures. He always loved when people came back more than once.

MK made a noise of affirmation. "Our other friend came with us last time, but he didn't want to this time. Not to throw him under the bus, but I feel like he's intimidated by you, based on how he reacted last time we were here." He waved his hands around suddenly. "N-not in a bad way, of course!"

Macaque chuckled, picking up a third picture. "Nah, it's fine, I get that a lot. Here, I'll sign one specifically for him. Maybe he'll come back if I do. What's his name?"

"Really? Oh, that'd be great! Uhm, his name is Sun Wukong," he said nervously. "He's kinda my mentor."

Macaque's tail flicked, his grip on the pen tightening as he finally took in exactly who he was talking too. He recognized the boy from the news. The Monkie Kid, Sun Wukong's successor.

Wonderful.

Macaque tried to keep his smile up. "Ah, you're the Monkie Kid."

MK scratched the back of his head. "Ehe, yep. That's me. Monkey King really enjoyed the musical, but I couldn't get him to come this time for some reason."

Macaque was surprised at that. He honestly hadn't expected Wukong to listen when he told him to back off. And he actually enjoyed the show? Then again, he always did like seeing Macaque perform.

"I mean, I can tell he wants to come, but he just wouldn't budge! I have no idea why!" MK blinked, remembering who he was talking to. "Ah—sorry, I didn't mean to ramble."

Macaque held back a sigh as he came to a decision, one he really hoped he wouldn't regret. "You're fine, kid." He finished signing, feeling a twinge of bitterness from writing Wukong's name, and handed over the three photos. "Here. Tell the Monkey King he's welcomed to come back if he wants. So long as he doesn't cause any disturbances, I don't see any issue."

MK beamed at him, his grin bright enough to blind. "Thank you! I'll be sure to tell him that!"

Macaque waved as the boy ran off. He continued the rest of the day as normal, though he felt somewhat on auto pilot.

He really hoped he didn't just make a mistake.

The next day, on Flower Fruit Mountain, MK presented the signed photo to Wukong.

"Here! The guy that played Veronica was super nice and said you're welcomed to come back anytime!"

Wukong took the paper hesitantly, eyes widening at the sight of his name, written in Macaque's hand writing. "Wait, he... what did he say exactly?"

MK tilted his head. "Like, word for word? Uh, well he said so long as you don't cause an disturbances then it'd be fine. Why?"

Wukong felt his heart swell. It was an olive branch, a second chance. But did 'don't cause any disturbances' mean 'don't hurt me again' or 'don't talk to me again'?

He supposed he'd have to find out at the next show.

oop this came out longer than I planned it too hehe. This au has me by the throat now if yall cant tell

[tyu1forever]

Real things my friends have said: Percy Jackson Edition ✨✨✨

This list is ever-growing as my friends get dumber and I read more Percy Jackson. Please tell me if they don't match or if you have ideas.

Nico: I was so fucking depressed I fell asleep

Annabeth: I just wanna backhand you into medieval friday

Will: my doctor was examined by my health

Percy: stress is so stressful

Poopoo peepee

Leo: break it up, ladies

Leo: Can i get ur snap.

-Thalia: No sorry im gay.

-Leo: FUUUUKKKKK

gay ppl suk. My dick

murdoc 😍. STFU

Percy: Adhd meds are weird. Like you have to remember to take the pills that make you not forget things.

-Grover: That took moment to understand

Hurting stands up

If you dont listen to ABBA you're tasteless af. I don't like ABBA. KERIS U ABBA HATER

WTFS WRONG WITH YOU, SHE'S ONLY 4!!!!!!!

Percy: (To Nico) Shush gay one

Leo: (to Piper) Lady, calm your fucking nachos

I fell in the shower and i tried to grab water

Percy: The colour 3 tastes sandy

Annabeth: Gun pigs (guinea pigs). They shit like machine guns

Leo: ARE U TRANSLATORPHOBIC

Annabeth: Thats what i was implying imbicile

O nu ma pp

Leo: now let me listen to beyoince

Percy: Gaslight Gatekeep Girlcock

YOU FUKING BLUETOOTHED IT TO ME

Percy: I left my gf on read bc she hung up on me

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (reaction to seeing friend's new haircut)

Jaosn: Can we not talk about bondage? This is a library

HOW TF IS THIS SHIT IS ALR DEAD. yall im a lesbian. One of us one of us one of us

Im just casually vibrating inside this man

Imma put my headphones back in, if you need me just dislocate my arm.

Leo: Jason and Piiiiiiiiiiper sitting in a tree, f u c k i n g

Leo: Why datig?

-Percy: Ah yes why datig

Leo: WOAH NICO X WILL CONFIRMED????

Piper: Luffy can stretch his dick.

-Frank: YEA- WAIT WHATTT????

Annabeth: I LEAVE AND YOU RECCOMEND OUR CHILD AND HIS HUSBAND SMUT?

Percy: That's my future wife you're taking about

That's not an ant that's a spider END ITS LIFE. Australia man (sobbing bc got bit by spider-ant)

Frank: sToP eAtInG mY gRaNdMoThEr

Piper: Shut up before I kill you.

- Grover: Damn she pulled out the shoe

Leo: WHAT THE FLIPPITY DOO DAA IS YOUR CUSTOM STATUS

do you want cummies?

Hazel: Look at the size of that thing!

damon is praying that the towel won't fall

Birth certificate reveal! NOW!

Percy: Can we use subtitles? (he meant subtopics)

Leo: Apparently avocados have a similar taste to dick

Nico: Schools back on tomorrow

- Percy: Kys

-Nico: Me too

Clarisse: bangs hand on wall OW FUCK

Piper: Vaping gives of such SDE (small dick energy)

Are the anger issues coming back?

Jason: Grandma wants a beer

-Leo: The realest shit I heaver heard

Coach Hedge: I need to bash someone's head in, specifically a toddler's

A wild ✮𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂✮ appeared.

*cackles bones irishly*

pov: ur singing to along to a song and accidentally say the n word

i thought that was mpreg

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[rosewoodconch]

RWCH Readathon 2024: Day 7/8

Undercover Princess - Chapter 20/21

Matilde is such an icon i love her so so much

She makes Wilhelmina seem so much less powerful

King Alexander is genuinely the biggest fan of his wife I love them

The resemblance between Lottie and Matilde always freaked me out a lil because I get it being important to their plan but its a little over done and i remember loads of us having insane theories back in book 1 times

Matilde always has the bright side shes so wonderful

Lottie shouting out in the trial to please god have someone fill her in. I wanna hug her

"Absurdly convenient" is wonderful. We love some lampshading

Act 6 is so specific and i wanna know the other acts now

Yay! The thing happened? Again this poor poor girl has no idea what happened

"Eleanor's made a friend 🥰"

I love her

I really think this chapter has some of the best character building moments in the whole book. We see how defiant and determined the trio can be when united, and how each of them is so loyal despite them arguing not moments before.

I love how we see the family through Lotties eyes, Matilde especially just seems ethereal and almost wispy and magical in this scene.

I think she is Alexanders Magic and hope (like in the prologue)

That was really short so I'll do 21 too

The definition from the diary, being interrupted by ellie is so much, because it feels like an official decree, then brings us back to reality

How much to the normal press know about portmans, if its that easy to explain her position after. Because theyre such a secret, but if she can just SAY shes a portman????

Lottie had no consent in this, and I'm still angry on her behalf.

Jamie already understanding because he also is kept in the dark and had no real choice in the matter of him being a partizan

But Lottie doesn't see his real reasoning. She thinks he thinks shes incapable

But in fact he doesnt think that anyone should have to be indebted to a royal family the same way he is, and it genuinely hurts him to see lottie being brought in, with no real understanding of the dangers and reality of it all. Shes not even given training until Jamie himself tries. Surely theres a Royal Tutor or something

Oscar Oddwoods first entry yall!!!!! I need to review the diary ao3 with this ahahah

I love that Jamie, in the midst of all this, is still just being a student. I so wish he got to embrace his love for english at the end, as a writer or something.

This is the end of oart one, and already we've covered so much ground. We have the trio all together, we have Lottie officially being the portman, and we have a secondary mystery in Binahs puzzle to continue to go on and solve to keep our attention.

I really think its a really cool set up, and it feels so well planned even from this point.

[lunarain0918]

Falling hard for people you've never met

Specifically made this account for my over thinking lol. Okay so 3 years I met two amazing people. To say that they changed my life is kinda an understatement, which does sound stupid. So first lets start with boy 1. boy 1 and boy 2 where bestfriends. I dont rallly remember how they met its whatevs. so me and boy 1 got really close and we texted eachother for about a year every single day. I mean there was not one second we werent talking. I never really got close to boy 2 which i knew he had some weird atraction towards me. I was also really young and naive and would let every remark that they said towards me slide. Like bro i was so blinded at it, when i first turned 19 i forgot about them somehwhat. i would still think about them from time to time. But when i first got to college i made the smartest decision to delete both of them days after they contacted me first. Now a couplde months later, i get a notification that boy 2 added me. my dumbass added him back then i think we talked for like 1 day and went back to no contact. After i turned 20 i noticed him starting to watch all my socials all the time and i wanted to text him to catch up but it was NOT worth it, so i didnt. Couple months later, i am back in college and i made the stupid decision to add boy 1 on social, which again was stupid but i did. This was like the day before spring break and me and my friend decided to be stupid that night and like stalk literally everyone and their baby mommas swear. We honestly could be like secret spys or something my god. Anyways the day of springbreak i unadded him because he didnt accept it. BLAH BLAH BLAh. anyways again one night with me and said friend i decided to text boy 2 and of course they are bestfriends so he texted boy 1 so he added me back. Also sorry if i sound incompetent in some sentences i am very gone. Anyways me and boy 2 text eveyday ish, then it started getting slower and slower and i remember getting mad at myself because i am letting this happen AGAIN sam situation different friend. Let me also explain me and boy 1 relationship was so confusing towards me because we didnt act like friends but less than a relationship typa deal. There are so many things i just now learned, three years later about boy 2 and it scared me and i told myself not to do the same shit again but i did lmao, no surprise and i hate myself for that. I tried excusing their behavor at certain time towards me, but there is only a certain limit your body can handle. It was weird that my body knew what was going to happen before i actually knew until that moment. In life your always going to meet people, and you really dont know if they are considered a lesson to teach you something, ot if they are going to be in your life completely. Which sucks because im impatiant and i always end up getting hurt. I finally started standing up for myself and not scared to speak up for myself. Thats new for me, people cant walk all over me anymore and ive never felt so alone. Let me expalin that. When you start actually saying something and people finally realize that youll sya something back is when they leave. They no longer have that power over you and they know that. I feel alone not lonely, better to not deal with people actions and not allow yourself to feel like that again. I devoted 3 years of my life towards them and im never allowing myself to be in an relationship or friendship, or whatever the fuck that was that constitely leaves me confused after every conversation. Im a new adult and i never want to go through that again, but once again i ahve a whole life ahead of me that its really inevetable, which sucks but character developemtn i guess. I do want to say that for both of them this is an apology for not meeting yall later on and not when i was so young. I think thats what kinda ruined in but i cant change anything about that. I dont regret that we met im actually glad i expirienced that with the both of them, but i think its time to move on. I say that but i know if they both texted me right now i would respond in an instant.

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a super late little entry for mermay: Tuyet and Cetus, from A Queen For The Kingdom, a retelling of The Little Mermaid by @shanastoryteller !

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#4

gay people. gay people in my inbox

bonus: jonathan you tried to do WHAT

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#2

We could think about flowers, we could think about cake We could think about wonderful promises we have the power to make There's an awful a lot of awful things we could be thinking of But for just one day let's only think about love!

they have been married!!!!! for a full year now!!!!!!! and on their first anniversary dean wakes cas up with some aggressively snuggly “hello good morning i love you !!” kisses, and cas is happier happier happier than he can EVER remember being

ID: A drawing of Dean Winchester and Castiel lying in bed, from a top-down view. Dean is dressed in dark grey boxer shorts and light grey shirt, he is wearing dark nail polish and a tattoo of Castiel’s handprint is visible on his shoulder. Castiel is not wearing any clothes, except for the wedding band on his left ring finger. The dark green duvet covers them from about the waist down. Dean has one leg swung up around Castiel’s waist and is clutching at his face, pressing a messy close-mouthed kiss to his cheek. Castiel is clutching back to him and laughing. Bright morning light filters over them in the shape of a window. A line of text above the image says “Happy Destiel Wedding Anniversary!”. End ID.

aaaaaaaaaaaand the linework! just because i really liked how this one turned out, even tho i specifically didn’t sweat the anatomy as much

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[thenixkat]

decided to finally start reading the comic. So first thing I noticed is less action in the opening compared to the cartoon

we open with the orange lizard kaiju mid being killed instead of seeing it arrive and folks get there and then kill it also the PPE in the anime is better designed for the monster clean-up crew. These bitches don't even have fucking respirators in the comic like? there's def fumes from dead monster guts yall need some N95s like you need respirators for more than just working intestines with the shit. Using a chainsaw on fucking bones and flesh would create so many aerosols and particulates that would fuck up yer lungs

as a person who's been shoveling shit for a living for 3 yrs now, I still think Kafka shouldn't be that fucked up working intestine duty after at least 12 yrs, like my guy you should be used to the smell of shit by now

also it's not like the rest of the body would smell that much better than the bowels once the meat has been sitting there for days as yall disassemble the carcass like meat will stink bad bad after several days in the sun i see what folks ment by the mangaka having designed this comic for scrolling type reading specifically since it was originally released digitally

i do like this style better than some of the other scrolling comics that really only have one or two panels per 'page' like these are actual pages but the readability is good with scrolling also still fucked me up that Mina and Kafka's friendship apparently went cold when he just wasn't physically able to pass the test for 12 yrs straight b4 he aged out. Like man had to actually be trying to keep at it year after year. Just sometimes folks cant physically do the jobs they want to, it's fucked to be mad at Kafka for not being up to it cause feels like he tried very hard. again Kafka pls clean yer apartment

get roasted by a teenager and a same-age coworker in different ways at the same time

very intense teenager

that's another difference in the cartoon this was changed to the site manager telling Ichikawa about how Kafka would have made a good officer if he'd been able to get in

here man's just thinking to himself

i'd find it hard to believe that there'd be a declining birth rate in a country where giant monsters can randomly pop out the ground at any time and start eating people. That kind of fear and uncertainly tends to lead to people fucking like rabbits

yeah giant monsters just fucking pop out the ground at random. Yer telling me folks aren't throwing caution to the wind and fucking to forget their woes? Having babies with the partner to have something to remember them by in case the worst happens? getting married young because who knows when you'll die?

reflexes

like that's some decent athleticism

nice monster

ok another difference, Kafka got to actually by some time and run for a bit in the cartoon. In the comic he gets swatted pretty quickly the dragonfly isn't as cute in the manga.

less tube and length also a lot smaller too. Nah the anime had the right idea, force that man to deepthroat a python

hmm, i will say Kafka's monster form has more texture and looks craggier in the comic. Would prefer if the glow was consistently on more than just the arms and abs. Still think the teeth could be more interesting with a tweak to the canines. Like make them notably longer or better yet tusks just don't make them damn near uniform with the rest of the teeth

huh the spidermen were parasites on the big lizard that fell off and tried nomming humans

[mjlovescm]

6- Half virgins, 🍋

Completed, 27 chapters, “She’s an angel” Rodrick Heffley x black fem reader

Author's note: Ok, so this is the first smut of this fic I feel not too proud of it but I tried. Please tell me if yall like it. Rodrick and y/n are both 18!

Content - Kissing, mutual masturbation, fingering and cleaning each other's fingers afterwards. 😊

It started at dinner with Susan asking Rodrick about how far he was into your book. You gave him a dirty look before he answered, so he wouldn't say anything stupid. He gave a simple yet detailed enough answer to let his mom know he was actually reading. That should have been the end of it, and it was until your brother made a comment.

“You guys really have a lot in common, huh.” He says, laughing with Greg.

You both ignore the wave of agreement that comes from your parents after. The wave is followed by an automatic flood of memories. Which means you and Rodrick spend the rest of dinner having to go on a forced stroll down memory lane.

Back at the hotel, you were almost excited at the thought of being alone, specifically getting some sleep. On your way to, you see Rodrick, and decided to say goodnight, a show of good faith after ignoring during dinner. Too focused on trying to not remember awful days filled with wires and brackets.

It was a sweet conversation, talking over your shared embarrassment. Even though Rodrick insisted that you were more embarrassed than he was. It was an odd feeling, nostalgia. You didn't feel it in the restaurant, but you felt it now. Comforted by the past, the thought of a younger version of you living what were now memories.

As always, with nostalgia came the realization of how much time had passed. You found yourself distracted looking at Rodrick, you were realizing for the first time how different he was. How much older he was since you last saw him. Lost in thought, you hadn't been paying attention to Rodrick said. Not wanting to seem rude, you copy his action and laugh.

In your hotel room, you laid on the bed, conflicted. You weren’t sure how it came up or why, but there was no avoiding it now. Rodrick knew you were a virgin, and apparently so was he. A no so very small part of your brain wished you'd been listening when he said it. You would have had time to deflect or at least not laugh. 

Being a virgin was never something you were ashamed of. Embarrassed maybe, insecure sure but ashamed no. Plus it's not like it was by choice, if it were up to you that card would have been punched a while ago. Regardless of how you felt about it. The thought of Rodrick knowing how desperate you were to have sex was mortifying. 

𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚞𝚙 ? -𝚛

𝚢𝚎𝚊… -𝚢/𝚗

𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 -𝚛

Without thinking, you reply, saying you'd be over in five minutes. You didn't know what you were thinking when you pressed send. Obviously you weren't.  Making your way to Rodrick hotel room you were nervous but more you were excited. You weren't completely clueless, you knew why Rodrick wanted you to come over. The thought of  having your first time in such a spontaneous way took the pressure of planning away. Along with the thought that after this vacation, you wouldn't see Rodrick face to face for a very long time. You were certain you were ready. 

Your hopes were quickly shot down. You wouldn't admit it because you thought it was obvious, but you wanted him to take the lead. If he was bold enough to bring up the fact that you were a virgin, he should be bold enough to do something about it. 

“I'm actually kinda tired.” You say through a fake yawn. 

“You sure, Maybe we should read a little bit.” 

“Nah, I'm fine.” You say, opening the door, Rodrick behind you. 

“So you're just not gonna say it, are you?” 

“Say what.” You didn't bother acting clueless. 

“Say what you came here for.” 

You scoffed, giving him a baffled look. 

“If I'm not gonna say and your not gonna say it, then I guess maybe it just shouldn't be sa-”

Before you could finish, Rodrick's lips were on yours, shutting you up. At first, you wanted to protest, frustrated by him acting suddenly coy. But frustration was soon replaced with the warmth of  his hands at the sides of your face, and you fell weak. The kiss is gentle and slow, Rodrick taking his time to feel his lips on yours. Creasing your cheeks with his thumbs. 

Pulling away, Rodrick's eyes meet yours. He searched your expression for any hesitation, regret or worst disgust. He knew he should have asked to kiss beforehand, but now he was running on instinct. Lowering his hands, Rodrick felt like he'd completely crossed the line. 

Feeling him start to pull away, you grabbed his hand to return them to their place. Without a second thought, you return the kiss, catching Rodrick by surprise as he lets out a moan. Deepening the kiss, you take control of the situation, lips moving quickly and with no hesitation. One of your hands find his hair, tugging slightly, a signal to move out of the doorway. 

“Let's go inside.” You muffle between kisses. 

Your feet move in sync with his, pulling each other into the room. Pushing you against the door, he uses your body to close it before pulling away. Rodrick took a moment to look over your now disheveled appearance. The thin straps of your dress now off your shoulders, lipstick gone, revealing the mix of brown and pink of your natural lips and makeup smudge by Rodrick.

“We should go to the bed.” You speak between pants.

“Yea, yea, let's do that.” 

Sitting on the bed, a heavy tension hung in the air. Caught off guard by your own actions, you had no idea what to do next ? 

“Is this okay ?”  Rodrick asked with his hand at the side of your thigh.

“Yea it's fine”

His thumb began to gently rub your thigh, squeezing slightly between rubs. Biting your lip, you smiled at him before returning to kissing. A few moments passed and Rodrick's hand moved to hold you closer. One hand running up your back then cradling your head. The hold on your waist is different, firm and controlled yet still desperate. It sends electricity through you as his nails knead and dig into your skin. 

“Please take my dress off.” 

Your voice low and needy, immediately followed by the loud rip of your zipper. It didn't take long for both you to get undressed carelessly throwing the clothes on the ground. With wide, fluttering eyes, you both take a second to look over each other's body. Rodrick's body was toned and lightly tanned with a pink blush. 

“Fuck.” He whispered under his breath.

“What”

“Nothing, you're just really fucking hot. Your body is just … wow.”

Slowly, you start to feel and  caress each other's bodies. Rodrick's thumbs running over your nipples while his hands cup your breast through your bra. Using mostly your palm, you stroke Rodrick carefully over his boxers. Feeling him twitch and bite back a moan.  He breaks away from your lips, traveling the kisses to your check and neck. You roll your head back freely at the pleasure. 

“Open your legs for me.” He whispers between kisses. 

You let out a breathy moan and obey. With your legs open, Rodrick's fingers are quick to find your clit. Running his middle and index finger up and down against your clit. The feeling was electrifying, the thin layer of fabric blocking his fingers added to the teasing. Eager to hear you moan again, he began rubbing your clit in small circles. Finding a rhythm, he starts slow, speeding up then going back to slow. 

“Oh fuck.” You moaned under your breath.

The kisses soon turning rougher, adding more pressure he started to suck and bite your neck. You grabbed his face, starting to kiss him as you began to grind against his fingers. You struggled to kiss him back, moaning in between. Rodrick broke away, removing his fingers.

“Get on the bed.” He says between pants. 

You quickly move to the bed, laying on your back. You watch rodrick climb on top of you and can't help but feel butterflies. Bad ones. Although you weren't actually naked, you felt bare and exposed.  

“Lift your hips.” Rodrick says now on top of you. 

“What.” 

“Lift your hips.” He repeats. 

“W-why?” You voice uneven. 

“I wanna take it off for you.” 

“No.” You say, shaking your head. 

Seeing your change in mood, Rodrick instant moves off of you.  Unsure what to say, you just apologize while sitting up.

“No don't be, it's fine, this is all uh kinda fast. Do you wanna stop?”

“No.” You interrupt. “I wanna keep going, just not all the way, ya'know.” 

“Yea, that a good idea. Plus, we don't have a condom and I doubt I know how to pull out.” He said with a light-hearted smile. 

You both laugh at Rodrick's honesty. After a minute of  assuring yourself you were calm, you were ready to continue, and so was Rodrick.   

Instead of being over you, you and Rodrick would be laying beside each other.  The positioning was odd, not exactly uncomfortable, but you were willing to give it a try. You start slow, but it wasn't long before you were back to your previous pace.

If you were by yourself, you wouldn't be like this. Normally you'd be quite only low breaths but with Rodrick encouraging you with his moans. You just couldn't stay quiet. You followed his pace, tight small circles using the tip of your fingers. Followed by sloppy, quick movements using the flat of your fingers. 

“You're so wet, huh.” Rodrick says through his teeth. 

“Fuck.” You whimper. “I'm really close.” 

“Don't cum yet, please. I wanna cum together, okay.” Rodrick whines against your neck.

You nod at his words, knowing you were on the verge of orgasm. You both feel the knot in your stomachs tightening, electricity running through your veins. The combination of your fingers and Rodrick's lips sent you over the edge. Your orgasm hitting you like a snapped coil, powerful.   

Your skin was on fire as you came down, legs trembling. The only thing you could hear beside heavy breaths were the ac blowing a cool breeze over both of your sweaty bodies. Your mind was still in a haze as you opened your eyes. 

On instinct, you bring your two fingers to your mouth. Sucking on them gently, enjoying the taste of your own satisfaction. Rodrick watched in awe, letting out a low groan. Looking at him, your mind ran wild. His hair a mess, skin, and lips practically bright red, and his expression was nothing but smug with pleasure. 

Without thinking, you move your fingers to Rodrick's lips. Gently, you graze his inner bottom lip, an invitation he's quick to accept. It takes you by surprises when Rodrick takes one of your fingers into his mouth before sucking on both.  Eyes never leaving you, he pulls away, letting your fingers slip out. 

Copying your actions, Rodrick brings his finger to your mouth. Eager, you're quick to return the favor. Holding him by the wrist, you feel Rodrick's hand go rigid. Slowly, you drag your tongue up his middle finger, collecting his cum before softly sucking. You do the same to his ring finger before taking them both in your mouth, twirling your tongue around and between them. 

Pupils dilated, his mouth agape, Rodrick was sure he could cum again just by this. Your soft lips and warm tongue felt like unreal. It wasn't “sex” but it was so much better. In all honesty, he wouldn't be surprised if this was some vivid wet dream.  

…

Walking out of the bathroom, you felt odd. You weren't in your room or even in your own clothes, and the fact that you'd just had “sex”. Ignoring the feeling, you climbed into bed and got comfortable. 

“How you feel?” Rodrick asked softly.

“I don't know.” You said honestly. “How do you feel?” 

“Really fucking good.” 

The response draws a smile on your face. The conversation continues for a few minutes, turning more playful and less serious. With you and Rodrick laughing at each other's reactions and noises. Rodrick claiming he knew you were a “freak” for pulling his hair, and you saying he was one for liking it. 

With Rodrick's arms wrapped around you, you easily drift off to sleep. 

“Goodnight y/n.” 

Next chapter ;)

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[moodyclouds89]

Mitsuya x fem reader

Angst

[A/n: I'm back with another angst😍 yall miss me?😈 or my angst...anyway enjoy!]

So what is it like seeing the one person you love marry someone else?

You told yourself as you watched him pick her up and spin her around as the newly wed couple laughed in happiness. 

He always told you that you were his, that he loves you and that he can't wait to marry you someday and have a family with you. So why isn't it you kissing him and hugging him as people walk up to them to congratulate them?

Why aren't you the one that he proposed to that day?

Why isn't it you up there instead of her?

You watched from the sidelines as big smiles adore both of their faces. You grabbed your purse before quickly walking out of there.

*how fucking stupid*

You told yourself as you made your way to your car. 

*why did I come?*

You thought while turning on your car and quickly driving away. You ignored the calls as you continued to drive back to your house. You could feel the arch in your heart remembering how happy he looked.

"Lair…" You whispered out as you tried to wipe away the tears that were now blurring your vision. 

"I like you" He said as he waited nervously for your answer. You hug him in excitement as a beautiful smile adored your face. 

"I like you too!" 

Words couldn't describe how happy you were at that moment. The boy you have been crushing on since freshman year also feels the same!

"I love you" He said one night when you two were cuddle up on the couch. You could feel your heart race as he kissed your forehead.

"Love you too" 

"What do you think?" He says while showing you a beautiful sketch of a lovely wedding dress. You gasp as you look at all the beautiful details of the dress.

"It's beautiful" He blushes at that and pulls you on his lap.

"I've been working on it for 2 years now…"

"2 years?!"

"Yeah" He sheepishly said as he look back on the sketch. "It's for you"

"Me?" 

"Mhm" 

"You're wedding dress" you could feel your cheeks heat up as he said this.

"Been working on it ever since you describe your dream dress" 

Oh Mitsuya…

You scoff at the memory. That same dress that he made specifically for you, was the same dress she wore for her wedding.

"Made just for you my ass" you said as you parked your car. You sat in silence as you thought about what went wrong.

You loved him. You loved him so much that you're ashamed to say that you still do. 

What did you do wrong?

Nothing..it was all him. 

He was the one who broke up the relationship. Because he didn't love you anymore. Because he fell out of love and fell for someone else.

He fell for her

He left you for her

You vividly remember that night. The night he broke up with you.

"Y/n?"

"Yes?" You said as you came out of your shared bathroom. You notice that he still had his work clothes on which confused you.

"Something wrong-"

"I'm sorry"

"Huh?" You looked at him confused as he just stared at you with sad eyes.

"Suya is everything-"

"Let's break up" You froze at his words as you tried processing them.

Let's break up

"W-what are you- are you okay suya?" You said while trying to ignore the fact that he wants to break up with you. He sighs as he sits down on the bed.

"I-I…I noticed that lately….I have been feeling off."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean…I don't feel that same spark that we had..and I try to fix it but I can't.."

No..he doesn't mean-

"Taka..you don't mean-" He sighs as he buries his face in his hand.

"I just- I don't love you anymore…"

Those words shattered your heart within seconds. You could feel the tears starting to slowly build up.

"I also…I have also been feeling different for someone else"

Did he cheat on me?

"Did you cheat on me?"

"No! No, I would never" 

"I just have been feeling something for a certain someone…"

"Who is it?

"Huh?" "Who is it Mitsuya?" You asked while trying not to break down in front of him. But he knows, he knows how you feel and he feels like an ass hole.

For giving you hope that you two would be together forever. That nothing would get in the way between you two.

"It's my assistant…yuri"

That night he left you alone and came back the next day to pick up his stuff.

Though that happened 3 years ago…

But you still haven't moved on from it..and you probably never will.

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Tag: @mor-pheus

[faux-ee]

guys i think i know what the 2nd user's quirk is

ok this may not seem as concrete as the other theories but hear me out. We all know Hori's a big Star Wars fan, and he references to SW a lot in mha, right? So I guess it's not that much of a stretch to say that the 2nd user' s quirk is something similar to a Force Bond.

I dunno what name Hori would give it yet, so let's just stick with the Bond for the moment.

So we thought OFA is only the product of AFO's stockpile quirk + Yoichi's transference quirk, right? But look at this panel:

I think it's fair to say that it's not entirely impossible that the 2nd's quirk, whatever it is, played a role in the formation of OFA as well.

Ok, so what else does OFA do besides stockpiling & transferring quirks? It's been under our nose all along, actually: the OFA vestiges. Creating this subconcious realm for everyone's consciousness to pass into after death. And now they all gather to offer the new user of this shared power help and guidance. (Doesn't this sounds a little bit like the Force Ghosts in Star Wars?)

How is this realm created, though? How do you meld several people's consciousness into one? Besides the possibility of it being a natural consequence of quirks adding up, we can still argue that the existence of OFA vestiges are related to a specific quirk.

Now let's look at Force Meld, a similar technique to Force Bond:

Does "Coordinating and Improving" sounds familiar?

Not saying this couldn't be a coincidence - ATLA has something similar to the vestiges and Hori has probably never seen it - but the nature of OFA and Force Meld seem so familiar it is worth considering.

What other clues do we have?

Who is 2nd? He was the leader of a rebellion against AFO, who seemed so powerful at that time that everyone worked for him. Do yall ever wonder how 2nd gathered so many people and united them to a point that served to actually weaken AFO somewhat? EVEN BEFORE THE OFA he had somehow organized this rebel force.

Let's look at another description of the Force bond/meld (I'm no hardcore SW fan, so because these two techniques are similar I'll just discuss them as a whole) :

Inspire the minds of others you say? Can this moralizing power be very useful for strong leadership which unites people in a time where rebellions are generally considered as hopeless?

(Sidenote: Meditation requires someone to be entirely sucked into their mental space. In a sense, one must have to forget about oneself's existence and integrate themselves into the world around them. (SW draws a lot from Chinese culture and at least this is what Buddhist meditation requires.) Remember the first time Izuku starts seeing the vestiges? In that battle with Shinsou at the Sports Festival, when Shinsou took ahold of his mind entirely. Izuku entered a meditation-like state where his sense of self was completely taken away. That meets the requirements for the manifestation of the bond, or in this case, the activation of 2nd's quirk which would allow this bond to form.)

Alright, what about Chapter 349 in which Izuku tried to use 2nd's quirk to get back to the fight with Shigaraki faster? If 2nd's quirk is essentially helping to form a mental bond, how does it come to play in a physical setting?

Hey, Hori drew a poster for SW8: the Last Jedi. The left is the Kylo-Rey hand touch scene from sw8, during a Force Bond which somehow transported Kylo into Rey's space, albeit only for a little while.

(The sequel trilogy has shitty writing and explanations and everything, I'm not gonna deny it. But we're talking abt bnha and it's possible that Hori, who loves drawing hands, took some inspiration from a movie he watched. And drew a poster for. )

There you have it: Force Bonds can sometimes transport a person to another location, where a person they share deep understanding with is. (Also, since Izuku said Kacchan was going to help him master OFA, they share a relationship of master and apprentice in a sense too.)

And what does it have to do with Bakugo?

The 2nd user looks hella like him, after all. I don't have an explanation for that, yet. But if 2nd is truly Bakugo time travelled, we wouldn't have that "damned nerd" narration from the future, right? For this meta's sake let's just think them as different persons.

2nd said to use his quirk as a last resort, and where have we seen Izuku needing to use a last resort? "Kacchan, It's the only way" - in Heroes Rising.

Side note the Force Bond can form in desperate situations too.

We can't necessarily see Heroes Rising as 100% canon material, but its ending is what Hori originally planned, which means OFA wasn't going to be transferred to Katsuki at all - or this story would end as Katsuki being the strongest hero, since Izuku doesn't have a quirk anymore, when he's narrating from the future. To say it has and that Bakugo forgets about it sounds very suspiciously illogical - after all, if the OFA users are so moved by Izuku's selflessness that they create a miracle for him and Bakugo alone, they could've done the same and not take the last bit of OFA from Allmight, right? Now it could be argued that Heroes Rising isn't canon and ends loosely, but for this meta's sake, let's say it's because HR's ending contains elements of the manga's actual ending that need to be hidden from the audience before they are revealed once and truly.

And what if it is that Izuku sharing OFA with Katsuki is actually him activating the 2nd user's quirk, which is to establish a mental bond with someone and strengthening them both in the process.

The 2nd user has scars on his face that looks like the red lines on Izuku's skin whenever he activates OFA right? What if this is how these scars came into place: when 2nd first established a bond with Yoichi and used his power, just like what Bakugo did with Izuku at the end of HR.

The last mystery: 2nd's Gauntlets.

I'm very uncertain about this. If anyone has a better idea, please hmu/put it in my ask box. I love discussing theories like crazy.

We all see it as some kind of emitter, thinking it works in a way similar to Katsuki's gauntlets. But maybe it works more like Thirteen's quirk: it pulls things in.

Now this can work in various ways, such as pulling people's minds close to you, pulling people in to unite them.

Or maybe the gauntlets have nothing to do with 2nd's quirk, kinda like those gloves Uraraka has on her hands that release ropes into the air.

TL;DR as a star wars fan I took a wild guess abt 2nd's quirk being something of forming with others a mental bond (force bond/meld), which became the last puzzle piece of the OFA and helped forge the realm where OFA users' consciousness enter into after their deaths. Izuku and Katsuki could have formed this bond at the activation of this quirk at the end of Heroes Rising instead of Izuku actually transferring the OFA to Katsuki, and said bond could presumably play an important part in their battle against Shigaraki, when the Win to Save and Save to Win join forces as two people, one mind.

Thanks for reading this long post. <3

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Jealousy, Jealousy - Part 4

Hi, IM BACK!!! I hope yall missed me. Sorry, I was gone for so long, I had a medical emergency, will be getting surgery soon so wish me good luck on that! I hope yall are still interested in this story. A lot of people seemed to like the To Hell and Back series, so thank you for the support, it really makes me smile. This is kind of a filler chapter so I hope that’s okay. This was an original idea thought up by @shelikesloki. So thank you so much for the recommendation. If you have any suggestions/requests or want me to write a specific idea then feel free to ask, my dms and asks are open, but for now here’s part 4! Part 5 will be up tomorrow. PLEASE give me some suggestions of what you want to see! This series spans across the beginning of season 8.

Concept from @shelikesloki: After overhearing Morgan and Reid speaking about Maeve, Y/n has trouble with the idea that she’s missed her chance with Spencer. But after the team helps save Maeve, will Reid and Maeve even work out?

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The stalker was a woman JJ had decided when she’d noticed black eyeliner had been used to draw the crosses through Maeve’s face. That’d been why she’d masked her voice on the phone, why Maeve had been so willing to open her home to her. The only question left had been how the stalker had known about Maeve and spencer's… relationship. When Spencer had noticed that Maeve’s ex fiancé, Bobby Putnam’s (a former suspect in her disappearance), current girlfriend had identified Spencer upon first meeting without being introduced to him. 

Standing in Bobby’s apartment wasn’t as upsetting, glass from what looked to be a bottle littered the dining room floor, a small pool of blood left in the middle of it. Compared to the state of Maeve’s apartment, it seemed that the unsub had had a normal conversation which abruptly turned violent again, a running trait it seemed. 

Diane Huntington had appeared to be a fake name, her entire identity had been preplanned, she’d listed a fake address and used a burner phone to contact Bobby. With no trails to lead off of now, we’d had to work off of Spencer’s mind, details he’d subconsciously remembered throughout their interactions that could point us in the direction of the unsub, 

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We’d just started talking about the possibilities of the stalker being a former lover of Maeve’s when my phone had buzzed for the fifteenth time that day. Gritting my teeth and setting my jaw, I removed myself from my chair, offering a quick apology, before making my way out into the hallway before flipping my phone open. 

“What, Tony?!” I’d whisper screamed as I made my way for the stairwell. 

“Been bugging you that much, has he?” The familiar voice on the other end of the phone chuckled. 

“Gibbs,” I breathed, “Sorry, I’ve been busy.” 

“Too busy to pick up a call for the past three months?” My former boss mumbled. The door to the stairwell groaned as I closed it behind me and inhaled deeply. 

“Things have been… hectic lately.”

“Well, I’ll say,” his tone came out rough, annoyed. 

“Is this about the case Tony mentioned, cause I really can't get in the middle of that right now, I’m swamped and-”

“No, no, we got that fixed up,” he reassured, “That’s actually what I was calling about, Tony mentioned your case.” I suppressed a bitter comment as I listened, of course Tony had mentioned it, I’d expect nothing less. “Is there anything we can do?” He asked.

“I don't even know if there’s anything WE can do. We’ve got no leads right now, I’m worried she won't make it, Gibbs,” I started. Gibbs had always been a father figure to me and my old coworkers. That’d been part of the reason I’d been hesitant to speak to him, once you started talking, it was hard to stop. He had that effect on people, it’s what made him so good at his job. “I’ve never seen him like this over a girl… over anyone really.” Bitterness seeped through my body once again. 

“Really, y/n, we can be there in the morning, say the word and we’ll consult,” Gibbs tried. 

“You don't understand, “ I tried to explain. “The section chief doesn't even want us on the case. It was hard enough to convince Strauss to keep us on, considering we’re too close to the victim. It’s a conflict of interest. Getting the okay to have you consult would be impossible, you're not a current profiler, you're not in the unit.” I finished. 

We sat there for a moment before he broke the silence, “I understand.” I paced the stairwell platform nervously as I waited for his next words, the team already noticed my absence, making it any longer would be a problem. 

“Y/n, are you okay?” He asked. I didn’t know how to respond for a moment, Gibbs didn't indulge in conversations about feelings often, or hardly ever. But if Penelope had noticed how I felt for Spencer, surely Gibbs had too. My voice broke as I tried to keep my composure, “I don't know what to do, this will ruin him. I don’t know how to watch that, to watch him break, Gibbs.” My throat felt like it was closing. “How do I sit by when we know the probabilities of how this will end? And even if it doesn't end badly,” my mind raced as I struggled to put my thoughts into words. “How do I sit across from him day after day knowing how I feel?” I knew I was being selfish, this wasn’t about me, I needed to stay present to stay focused. Thinking of the future was a bad idea currently. Heat flooded my cheeks as I struggled to regain my composure. 

“Kid,” Gibbs’ voice came out softer, “You can’t think like that, you have a job to do. You can't worry about those things while remaining helpful to your team.” 

“I know…” I struggled to find the right words, “I just can't think of anything else.”

“Listen, if it really becomes too much, you can take some time off, or- or you can come work for us again. I’ve been meaning to talk to you about that actually,” His voice trailed off towards the end, my head cocked as I registered his words. 

“Gibbs, I-” He cut me off before I could finish. 

“I don't need an answer now, we just-” He was struggling as much as I was, that must’ve been the reason he’d asked Tony to call, so he wouldn’t have to be the one to ask. “We want you back, kid.”

I was silent as I thought it over. Could I really leave him like that, after going through one of the worst things imaginable? As his best friend, could I really leave in his time of need, just to avoid watching him suffer? I didn’t think I could, in general, saying no to Spencer was hard, let alone when he was in pain. But if she survived, could I really face that either? The past few weeks had been hard enough, and I’d known nothing about her. Now I knew what she looked like, I knew her history, I knew her achievements, I knew what they’d talked about. He deserved his best friend, but would I be able to be the friend he needed? To be able to focus on my work everyday with a picture of her sat atop his desk? To lay it all aside? To potentially meet her one day? To attend their wedding? My stomach turned once more.  

“It’s just an option,” He muttered in response to my silence. 

“Yeah, I’ll think about it, Gibbs. Thank you,” I said, checking my watch for the time. “I’ve gotta go, I’m sorry.” I said as I opened the staircase door. 

“Stay safe, okay?” 

“Always.” She promised, “Tell Abby I said hi,” I smiled as I imagined the perky forensic scientist’s reaction. 

“Will do,” he chuckled. 

okay, that’s part 4, and like always, i hope it didn’t disappoint. and if it did then, again, that’s chill too. sorry it took so long. and again if you have any suggestions or recommendations just ask, and if you want to be tagged in part 5, let me know! part 5 will be up tomorrow. have a beautiful day loves :)

Thanks again @shelikesloki

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