#Depression thoughts

[nightlongnight]

people will hurt you, traumatize you forever, ruin your life, warp your mind and put you through hell for YEARS and then be like "oh just forget about it" "just let go" "live like nothing happens"

[bpderanged]

It's not that I haven't found the right person, I'm just the wrong person for everybody else.

[holyblanchett]

This has to be the realest shit Ava has ever said

[bitepronecreature]

Living with myself is so frustrating and exhausting... I don't want to keep fucking doing this.

[mentally-ill-loser-rants]

no.im not okay

[insaneinpink]

Genuinely don’t want to wake up in the morning, but I will. Then I’ll have to do this shit all over again. I’m so tired of “it’ll get better.” I want it to be better now! What’s the fucking point of waking up every day only to be absolutely fucking miserable. I haven’t enjoyed life since I was five years old, I’m so fucking exhausted. I just wanna be happy for once, but there’s nothing to be happy about. I just wanna go to bed tonight and never wake up again. I’m just a speck, it’s not like I’m making an impact. If I were to disappear, no one would notice. What’s the point anymore. There’s nothing to look forward to anymore. I’m so tired. I just wanna be done.

[babyjustmasturbate]

Kennst du das, wenn du die ganze Zeit versucht zu funktionieren und irgendwann ein Punkt kommt, wo es nicht mehr geht? Manchmal hab ich das Gefühl, ich wäre wie ein Geist, der durch diese Welt wandert und unsichtbar mit allem möglichen klarkommen muss..

[cloudkurokuroz]

Too tired to do anything

Pls can I just rot in my bed until I decide to force myself to get up?

Sometimes I hate being awake, because then reality enters my brain again, I hate you

Please don’t ruin me anymore than you already have.

[nightlongnight]

"listen to your inner child" honey if I listened to my inner child I probably would have put a bullet into my head

[bpderanged]

Everything I've ever wanted is out of my reach so I've learned to stop wanting due to the fear of disappointing myself further.

[inkstainedsouls]

I feel like I'm going to go insane.

Like actually

Bc how long can I go without actually having good conversations with people?

And how long will I last just sitting in my room doing the same thing every single day?

And yea, I know ppl always say it's going to change eventually

But is it bad that I can't imagine that ever happening?

I dunno. I feel like this is just who I am

[bitepronecreature]

upping all my med doses once again... wonder if it'll work this time

[insaneinpink]

I’ll always be rejected, excluded, and forgotten…

[sk1n-n-bone]

finding out i have the same diagnosis as selena gomez, mariah carey, halsey, and david harbour is oddly comforting..

…only to find out it’s the same disorder van gough, kurt cobain, amy winehouse, and kanye have so…

literally who am i supposed to be

[coldesinmyheart]

Panic. Panic. Terrible panic. I feel like I'm about to die. My whole body is tense, and I'm starting to lose feeling in my legs. What’s happening? Why do I feel like this? Is someone watching me? Does someone want to hurt me? Are they laughing at me? Just a moment ago everything was fine, nothing happened… So why do I suddenly feel like I'm dying?

I’d rather die than feel like this – so helpless, so worthless. My own mind, my own body – they’re destroying me. I need help. But from who? Who would help me? I don’t want to go through this anymore.

And if this isn’t real, then I want to wake up from this nightmare. I’m screaming at myself to get up, to wake up – but I can’t hear myself. I’m lost, forgotten… in the dark.

[nightlongnight]

Main character syndrome? I think I actually have minor character syndrome: irrelevant, unecessary and dismissable. Only existing while other people do things that are more important.