vent ig!
tw: idk alcohol cuz ur girl is! aha! 😁
literally being an alcoholic in 7TH GRADE. set me up for failure years down the line. it’s been YEARS. i can’t properly function without ever craving some sort of alcohol or craving the feeling of being drunk again because yeah. it’s a nice feeling who doesn’t like it but at the same time i’ve only gotten myself in trouble for it and yet every so often it’s actually so dreadfully thought consuming because i THOUGHT i was over it - and i HAVE been over it. Like for years I haven’t TOUCHED a drop of alcohol and literally i have no idea what came over me but currently evaluating life decisions while eyeing that god forsaken rum just sitting in my room and i cannot be doing this today i literally can’t. like i genuineky don’t understand what goes so wrong for me in the spring but it’s always the worst months ever and i’m always relapsing in one form or another whether it be alcohol or some other fucked uo thing and I know it’s disappointing for my parents and even I don’t like that i’m this way but I know that i’m self aware. i’m literally typing this, i know it’s not what i SHOULD do but also nothing is stopping me and oh jesus’s fuck cravings have been horrid recently and i know the moment i stop typing this i’m gonna abandon any semblance of common sense and just go to town and regret it in the morning but! yeah that’s just! having a great time! i really should have checked myself into a mental hospital or gotten a therapist a few years ago because maybe they would’ve knocked some sense into me before i absolutely spiraled! i genuineky thought i was doing good and i WAS. i was doing so good and i was ignoring cravings for ANYTHING. and maybe i am doing better, maybe the ability to wear short sleeves for the first time in years is proof of that but i genuinely don’t know what in doing at this point because i really thought i was better than this
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okay i know that everyone has tim get hit with deaging powers in fics or headcanons, but i would like to see one where a tiny ittybitty damian pops up from his discarded robin costume on the floor and the family has to deal with a baby demon child.
tim in his red robin suit holding up a one year old damian wrapped in his robin cape: uh, i don’t really like babies very much, we need to get you to agent a
damian imprinting on the first vaguely parental shaped figure he sees:…ummi?
tim getting that mama bear sense of ‘lifting a car for your baby’ maternal love: i will kill everyone and then myself if you were to ever get hurt habibi
and i think it’ll just be hilarious to see damian’s interactions with everyone else because they’ve never had to deal with him so vulnerable and vaguely friend shaped.
dick on the verge of tears: he screamed when he saw me and ran to tim, to tim, then tim glared at me and told me to never touch his baby again - HIS BABY JASON
jason: you poor thing??
and an awkward bruce, who’s never actually dealt with babies despite being a father of (vaguely) nine kids, trying to interact with this chubby little toddler.
bruce: hello chum
damian throwing a knife at him giving the biggest cutest belly laugh when bruce catches it:
tim smooshing his chubby baby cheeks: isn’t he such a cutie patootie ?
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“When Scar fell, so did the first drop of rain.”
The moment he died, the desert was brought to life for the first time since the beginning.
The smell of petrichor had never brought a more bittersweet sense of relief, nor a heavier sadness.”
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what if in his early robin days when Alfred insisted he come up to the manor Tim got lost exploring and wandered into the library. what if while Tim was just browsing he turns the corner and runs into bruce towering over him. what if bruce absolutely lost it at Tim and told him to get out and stay OUT of the library (the library was Jason’s favorite room). what if even after jason comes back tim avoids the library like a plague. what if jason found out bruce basically banned Tim from reading(drama queen) and gets PISSED. What if he tore into bruce about it who didn’t even remember the whole encounter until now. what if what if what if
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