#amensia memories

[vodka-roleplayer]

Character Info

Please click on the names to jump to the respective info pages: 

Canon: 

Akira (Togainu no Chi): a lone wolf and fighter in a death game. 

Anzu Mazaki (Yu-Gi-Oh! DM): a college girl aspiring to become a dancer.

Aoba Seragaki/Sly Blue (DRAMAtical Murder): a young man led by his desire, may it be sex, murder or drugs.  

Hero (Dragon Quest XI): a mute young man, chosen by Yggdrasil itself to save the world from chaos and darkness. 

Heroine (Amnesia): a young college student with amnesia stuck in a time-loop and hunted by her boyfriend trying to kill her. 

Heroine (Diabolik Lovers): a high-school student who stands in the world of vampires, demons and ghouls with one foot and in hell’s burning hot embrace with the other. 

Izaya Orihara (Durarara!!): a mischievous informant whose greatest joy isn’t your success but your misery. 

Juudai Yuuki (Yu-Gi-Oh! GX): a young man haunted by spirits  who had to learn that sometimes your favourite thing in the world is the most hurtful to others.

Saeko Busujima (Highschool of the Dead): a young woman in the midst of a zombie apocalypse who has traded her sanity for survival. 

Towa (Slow Damage): the son of a yakuza gang’s leader whose sole hobby is painting the darkest desires of other people. Will he paint yours? 

V (Devil May Cry 5): a mysterious man whose fragile body is carried by three demons which he has bound to it solely to survive. (spoiler-free description)

OC: 

Chiharu Anderson (crime & mystery): a homicide detective who takes only those cases she is interested in, with the sheer resolve to sacrifice whatever it takes to take down those who have wronged her. 

Hades (thriller & mind-twisting): a writer who stole the concept of Ancient Greek mythology to conceal her presence. She writes the lives of many, even yours, perhaps?

Anne (action & angst): a young woman who traded her life on the shore for the life of becoming a captain on the open sea in the 18th century. 

Phoenix (dark medieval fantasy): a battle angel who wanders the earth in the early 10th century in search of holy artifacts. 

Liv (dark fantasy): grasped by grief, the so-called ‘Solpuer’, destined to fight, kill and absorb her other half that was torn from her to elude death. 

Theo (dark fantasy pt. II): grasped by anger, the so-called ‘Lupuer’, destined to fight, kill and absorb his other half that was torn from him to elude death. 

[skrrtscree]

the ghost of you 🤍🪻

[amnesiaotometranslations]

AMNESIA LATER X CROWD PS VITA PATCH RELEASE

Hi guys! I know it's been a LONG wait, but I am happy to say the Amnesia Later x Crowd PS Vita patch is now ready for download!

Here is the link to the folder containing the patch, multiple guides on how to hack and install the patch, and credits!

Just a quick reminder: Due to the official localization, the patch is being released as is. There are menu settings that are untranslated due to difficulty in coding, however all dialogue, choices, main menu selections and images have been translated.

I hope you guys enjoy the patch. This was an intensive labor of love by myself and many, many people over 3+ years. (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

[shouta-edits]

"can I have a stimboard for the heroine of Amnesia: Memories with food stims?" -anon requested

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I do think it's interesting that Duke frames Bruce's amensia, in Robin War, as Batman sacrificing something he had, family included, whereas Alfred frames Bruce's regaining his memories and becoming Batman again as a huge, unjust sacrifice.

[ironclark]

The Halloween set of Keyblades is done! This time featuring the classic Fatal Frame franchise! Fatal Frame 1 - 5 along with the 3DS Spirit Camera! 

PHOTOSHOOT - 

A Keyblade modeled after the ghost-filled mansion of Fatal Frame! This Keybkade increases the amount of health dropped by enemies. The hilt of the keyblade is designed in combination of Miku's Camera Obscura and the Himuro Mansion. The shaft of the blade is designed after the various torches seen throughout the mansion, with one being present in the center. The teeth of the blade is formed from the blue fire that is left behind when Miku exorcises a spirit with her camera. The keychain is designed after the hanging ropes found in the mansion with the Token being that of the Type-90 Film, the strongest film in the game. The World Logo is the infamous Himuro Mansion where Miku is trapped in. The name comes from when you have several photos taken in a location. 

TWIN WINGS-

A Keyblade designed after the butterfly motif from Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly! This Keyblade is designed to double the damage of your attacks! The hilt of the Keyblade is designed after Mio Amakura's Camera Obscura and Spirit Stone Radio with the cross guard having the first set of crimson butterfly wings. The shaft of the keyblade is made of twin pillars holding the saving lamp. The teeth is formed with a second crimson butterfly. The keychain is made of Spirit Stones with the token being Mayu's Charm. The World Logo is that of the hidden village that Mio and Mayu are trapped in. The name comes from the dual themology of twins and butterflies.

SLEEPING SERPENT-

A Keyblade designed after the tattooed motifs of Fatal Frame III: The Tormented! This keyblade is designed to inflict sleep on targets. The hilt and along the saft of the keyblade eventually forming the teeth is that of a blue snake, representing the blue snake tattoo that Rei Kurosawa gets throughout the game. Along this snake is several holly flowers representing the tattoo that Miku gets. The handle and shaft of the blade is formed with the Puryfiying Light candle. The token is that of the Echo Stone Earrings of the Kuze family. The World Logo is the Manor of Sleep, a sleeping world that traps those with the Tattoo curse. The name comes from the sleeping and snake motifs in the game.

WANING MEMORIES-

A Keyblade modeled after the moon motif in Fatal Frame IV: Mask of the Lunar Eclipse! This Keyblade is designed to have stronger Aero attacks! The guard and shaft of the blade is designed after stylized clouds found in the title screen. The crossguard has the titular Mask of the Lunar Eclipse. The hilt of the blade is that of the Spirit Stone Flashlight. The keychain is made up of the Spirit Orb charges with the Token being that of the Hozuki Doll collectables. The World Logo is the cursed island that the came takes place on. The name comes from the fact that all the protagonists suffer from amensia as well as the phases of the moon. 

TAINTED WATERS-

A Keyblade modeled after the waters in Fatal Frame V: Maiden of the Black Water! This keyblade is designed to increase the power of Water spells! The guard, shaft and teeth of the blade are designed after classical depictions of water in Japanese paintings. The crossgaurd features one of the headdresses of the Maidens. The pommel is the head of a Reliquary key, with the hilt and keychain token being inspired by it as well. The token is the flower of the titual Maiden of the Black Water. The World Logo is the mountain in which all the tragedies related to the Maidens take place. The name comes from the fact that the once pure waters are now tainted by black.

RECORDS OF BONDS-

A Keyblade modeled after the haunting book from Spirit Camera: The Cursed Memoir! This Keyblade is designed to have a combo increaser! The hilt of the keyblade is designed after this game's Camera Obscura with the handle being inspired by Maya's design. The shaft of the blade is formed from the ghostly essence from the Purple Diary. The Teeth is formed like a hand from the ghostly essence. The token is the amulet found within the diary. The World Logo is the infamous book. The name comes from a synonym of "Book" and "Tome" as well as the bonds of Maya. 

[theotherbuckley]

I'm catching up on Tumblr...

AMNESIA?!

Hi yes so this is Buck getting amensia and thinking it's 2018 but it's actually 2026. He wakes up and there's this beautiful man with gorgeous brown eyes and brown hair holding his hand and sitting by his bed but he doesn't know who it is.

I may have shared this before but here's a snippet:

Just as quickly as last time, Eddie startles in his chair, getting up and moving closer to Buck. “Hi ba-Buck,” Eddie says, a mournful expression crossing over his face. “Don’t you have anywhere better to be?” Buck says from the bed. It’s clearly the wrong thing to say because Eddie’s expression grows darker, eyes misty as a sad smile appears. Eddie just shakes his head, opening his mouth as if to speak before ultimately deciding against it.  A doctor comes in shortly after and repeats what he already feared was true; it is 2026, they’re not quite sure why his memory has been wiped and they’re not quite sure if it will come back. Eddie tenses to his right when the doctor shares the last bit. Buck’s still not sure he understands. He wants to believe that Eddie’s someone important in his life but he just can’t imagine someone sticking around long enough to care so much, especially not someone like Eddie. Eddie doesn’t say much for the rest of the day, doctors continue to come in and out running tests or something — Buck's brain still feels fuzzy and time seems to pass through him. His bones still feel like they’re being weighed down by a fire truck or something though Buck’s not sure why he’d know what that would be like.  Buck sees Eddie’s hands twitch every so often, moving towards Buck like he wants to grab a hold of him before he clenches his fist and holds his arms firmly at his side. Despite not talking Eddie doesn’t go anywhere.

[i3utterflyeffect]

I think I sent an ask about this a while ago but, with Amensia!Alan how funny and cute would it be if the CG were trying to reenact certain memories they had with Alan, but it just doesn't work. So they take a break and just go do something silly, build battle, play-fighting, whatever. And THAT'S when Alan remembered something, no deliberate plan to get him to remember just the CG being themselves and messing around.

YEAH... trying to recover his memories by reenacting things just stresses him out really, but just spending time with them comes perfectly easy to him. when they realize that just spending time with him is the best way to do it, it's kind of a relief--

[zebulontheplanet]

remembering when someone told me my dissociative amensia and Schizoaffective causing me memory issues was actually dementia 💀(skull emoji)

[wanderingcas]

The Common Hours

a dean/cas story [amensia cas, angst with a happy ending, hurt/comfort, protective dean] Six months ago, Castiel lost all memories of himself and his past. His life revolves around the only things he’s ever known: spending time with his new friend, Charlie, and photographing things in the world that he’s forgotten. But when a man who he doesn’t remember rolls into his life with haunted (and oddly familiar) green eyes that linger on him too long, the life—and person—he thought he knew is thrown into chaos.

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[gardenofshadcws]

my heart is yours (so rip it out) (4261 words) by gardenofshadows

Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Astos/Jack (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin) Characters: Jack (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin), Astos (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin), Jed (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin), Ash (Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin) Additional Tags: Amnesia, Memory Loss, Food, Threats of Violence, Reunions, Attraction, Pining, Mutual Pining, Except Jack Doesn't Realize He's Pining, Amensia Jack is Kind of a Dick, Pre-Canon, Astos Is Trying But He's Going Through It, Jack the robot Summary:

In a blinding thunderstorm, Jack and his team are forced to take shelter in the Western Keep. But there's more to their host than what he seems, and it's too much for Jack. Some mysterious power draws Jack to Astos, and though Jack tries to pull away he can't resist him.

THE TABLE FIC. IT IS UP. I ended up heavily editing it down from the 20k behemoth that was the first draft but it's still one of the longest things I've ever written for any fandom.

[theravenandtheartist]

Fics Masterpost.

my raven (every season) (G, 8.469K)

Four moments, four seasons; that's all it takes for Wednesday to realize that Xavier is her raven and ravens do mate for life.

Tags: Post season 1, friends to lovers.

and now you are mine (cause I'm a mastermind) (G, 9.234K)

That time Wednesday with the help of Enid and Taylor Swift hatches the perfect plan to trap the tortured heart of Xavier Thorpe. After all, she is a mastermind.

Tags: Post season 1, friends to lovers.

like some passing afternoon. (M, 16.746K)

After graduating from Nevermore, Wednesday is a successful writer living in New York.

She hasn't talked to Xavier in years. One day she finds out he is dying and he has only a few months left to live.

The relationship they rekindle ends up changing both of their lives forever.

Tags: Canon divergence, Aged up characters, Hanahaki disease, Angst with happy ending.

I vow to you: I will, I do. (M, 21.322K)

Wednesday and Xavier have been together for years and they recently got married.

Everything changes when they have a car accident and Wednesday loses all of her memories of the past years.

How do you learn to know someone you are already supposed to know?

Tags: Canon divergence, Amensia trope, Aged up characters.

And you would be there, too! (under the mistletoe) (T, 24,440K)

Back at Nevermore for the second time Wednesday has her mind set on tackling the mystery of her stalker.

All of the evidence leads her to an old house outside of town and Xavier, ever the annoying presence in her life, has the nerve to follow her there.

What they haven't predicted is to get cursed.

Now they are stuck with each other until they figure out a way to break the curse and Christmas is just around the corner.

Chaos is what follows.

Tags: Post season 1, fake/pretend relationship, bed sharing.

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One night of full moon Wednesday buries a flower of nightshade and pulls up a boy from the earth.

Tags: Canon divergence, cannibalism, blood drinking, friends to lovers.

Down Bad. (G, 4,295k)

Xavier has been volunteering to work at the Weathervane after school.

It’s slowly becoming a problem for Wednesday.

Tags: Post season 1, friends to lovers, Valentine’s Day.

Pomegranate. (T, 8,651K)

Xavier draws a pomegranate and crashes Wednesday’s world forever.

Tags: Post season 1, Crack treated seriously, inspired by Hades and Persephone.

[happy-pencil]

Prediction time for TWST Chapter 7 Book 3!! *SPOILERS*

So y’know how in the ending of Chapter 7 Book 2, Malleus Overblots & covers the entire Sage Island with Vines???

And you know how in the very end we end up being covered in thorny vines??

You know how the only other time we see those vines are when we’re trying to obtain cards and groovies?

So bare with me:

My theory is that we’re going to be transported to a dreamscape that Malleus has created for everyone to act as a “hero” in their own stories.

And as a result of Malleus putting everyone in this wrapped illusion, everyone in the dreamscape will become someone that they always envisioned themselves to be.

For example: Vil as a child actor had a really hard time trying to fit into a “hero” role in filming because he was overshadowed constantly by Neige. And because he was always casted as a villain for movie roles, he was always either mocked or bullied by other children his age because of his cast role; which would eventually result in him developing a hate towards Neige and wanting to outshine him. To put it bluntly, he wants to be “The Fairest One of All”.

So when Vil is now in this dreamscape that Malleus had created, he will now act like a “Hero” in his own story.

How do I think this will this play out?

Well, the idea is that when the characters are now in Malleus’ fantasy world, the TWST cast would most likely have developed some sort of amensia which would make them forget about who they are in the real world.

So quite frankly, no body would have any recollection of who they were before Malleus put them in a thousand year sleep.

And what would the world look like?

Personally, I think it would be really cool if we had brought back the Overblots. And it would be really interesting to see the main crew that overblot reinacted themes and plot lines from their original Disney stories. The only thing that I think would different would be that the dreamscape would litterally just be a copy & paste version of the Disney films, but in one chaotic mesh.

That’s an interesting concept right?

Let’s take this into consideration:

Do you remember how Crowley gifted Yuu with the Ghost Camera?

And do you remember how the ghost camera LITTERALLY has not been brought up at anytime other than the first few chapters of the game? (With the exception of the Halloween event where Yuu is taking photos.)

WELL-

Most people have pretty much theorized (and I believe it’s been confirmed but if I’m wrong lmk!) that the cards we collect in the game are actually photos Yuu has taken on their camera. Which is a pretty wholesome thing ngl-

ANYWAYS.

Let’s say that Yuu wakes up in Malleus’ idealic world trying to find their friends (ADeuce, Grim etc.) only to realize that no body remembers them OR what happened and the TWST cast are playing into positions they always envisioned themselves to be.

And the only way they’re able to gain any memory of Yuu or their lives as students would be to show them the photos they have taken on the Ghost Camera.

(Also, fun note: someone on Twitter made a comment on how the items you collect like the Awakening Perfume and other gameplay elements could potentially foreshadow Chapter 7. If I come across that post again I will link it!)

And you know how when you GROOVY a card, vines litterally uncover the frame to reveal the picture and what could essentially be a core memory? Like the photo was blocked unless you had certain items to unlock the GROOVY?

What if that was Malleus’ Magic that were originally blocking the photos of the character’s real identities? As if Malleus didn’t want anyone to know who they were in the real world?

Or y’know I could be wrong lol.

This was kinda just a complex theory that I had developed while rereading some posts on Twitter.

I’m still trying to wrap my head around how Mickey could be tied into the theory but unfortunately my brain is going numb 🫠

Feel free to share some of your theories!!

Even if this was wrong, I’d like to call this the Dreamscape AU lolol

Theory a Nutshell: Malleus puts everyone in a false reality where they’re either their overblotted selves or an alternate version and the only way Yuu can save them is using their Ghost Camera to bring back their memories.

[solseas]

Jinsoo regaining his memories as a Lieutenant would change his hair back to blonde. Meanwhile Amensia!Jinsoo has Black hair

We love progression in his storyline throughout multiple threads 🥰

[scleracentipede]

I'd love more info about the individual system members! I also think a full list of ND headcanons for your Jon and Eddie would be cool too! Again, no pressure and thanks so much!!

tysm for clarifying! imma post some art about the different Scarecrow system members today so I’ll list some ND headcanons for ya now ☺️

Putting under a read more cos this got long!

Scarecrow

Scarecrow, as you know, I headcanon as having DID and by extension CPTSD because lets be real their childhood was horrid

He struggles alot with dissocaitive amensia and would probably say that is the part of his mental health he finds the most 'disabling'

He's spent a lot of his life dissociating from any strong emotion be that positive or negative and can barely remember happy moments let alone sad one (e.g., he can't remember getting his doctorate etc.) followed closely by their frequent flashbacks which manifest as bodily feeling flashbacks rather then actual memories.

Thier autistic and very unashamed of it.

Suprisingly were diagnosed in childhood despite the general neglect they faced but this was not a positive thing for them (see their Granny tried to 'fix it')

He never really therefore had like an autism discovery like some later diagnosed people and his response to being autistic was just kind of "Okay then."

He is not very 'good' with social stuff and gets overstimmed extremely easily leading to alot of angry outbursts that others precieve as 'temper tantrums' but he's geniunely in agony from the sensory inputs around him and the response is actually porpotional to what he's experiencing. (Wild right? Autistic people's 'irrational' responses might actually be rational to their experiences /sarcasm)

They are all stimming all the time because otherwise they'll scream but the way they stim varies between the alters in their system and isn't always the safest stim (what I mean by this is some of their stims cause them bodily harm but I don't like calling those 'bad' because that's very shaming)

Alot of people around them assume they don't experience empathy and there's definitely times where they have low empathy but they also experience very intense empathy to people their close to, to animals, and objects they just can't communicate this externally

Thier empathy for objects is very strong and why they fix so many items they find (that art piece 'Can't Help Myself' by Sun Yuang and Peng Yu left them catatonic with an intense grief and empathy for like a week)

He gets very focused on things and overall struggles to take care of himself any meaningful way without support. Like he will forget to eat or clean himself till he gets very stick from it without prompting and support

He likely needs a carer to help but doesn't have one and has to rely on his few friends when their free to keep him alive which does not help with his feelings of guilt and he'll often push people away so their not 'burdened' by him and so they don't feel bad for leaving him to rot.

In reality, his friends do not find it a burden at all and actually enjoy his company when he lets them.

He helps them all much more then he realises but he's stubborn like an ox and won't here it (e.g., helping him gives Jervis a schedule and routine that helps him remember more grounded and Jons company makes him very happy)

He has alot of support needs that often go unmet but he is loved and not a failure for that

Not ND but disability related is they definitely have physical health issues too

Specifically Ehlers-Dahlos Syndrome (like me!) and Marfan Syndrome

They have alot of joint pain, dizziness, nausea, and fatigue that contributes them get overstimmed quicker

They self medicate for this alot becuase they cannot afford how expensive healthcare is in Gotham so are usually a little stoned but that does help get less overstimmed so win-win

He's great to have as a friend to because he always baby apsrin (incase his heart plays up), nausea meds, and weed on him.

Edward

Edward has been misdiagnosed and rediagnosed so many times at this point hes skeptical about what actually applies to him so tends to just say hes neurodivergent if asked

As a child he was just labelled as 'petulant know it all' and got told he 'could be great if he'd just apply himself' in school

He's been diagnosed with the following over the years: basically every cluster b personality disorder depending on the doctor, autism, ADHD, autism and adhd, dyspraxia, brief psychotic disorder, OCD etc.

He personally finds AuDHD and OCD to be the most accurate and isn't sure what name you can give to his mood swings but he is relucantly willing to acknowledge that his emotional response seems inappropriate to situations

His complusions can be very dangerous and have lead to him being quite injured though with age he's got better at redirecting himself to do less harm to himself or reducing how much he needs to do something

He's found additional coping strategies like wearing gloves all the time to reduce his contamination fears that have been super helpful too

He's very fidgety and struggles to sit still and is often heard mumbling and talking to himself as a form of stimming (which one of Scarecrow's system finds very soothing actually like a particularly clever hyperlexic white noise machine)

His coordination isn't the best which frustrates him when he's trying to build his puzzles and leads to him relucantly, so very relucantly, asking for assistance from Echo and Query or in what he sees as the worse case scenario Jervis Tetch if its something more technical

He has hypergraphia and is always drawing and writing on things often feeling like his brain is too full and he needs to get it out

He struggles with some auditory halluncinations and occasional visual ones if he's spiralling (not going to share what because it can be triggering to people with hallucinations to read about)

He struggles alot with body image issues constantly trying to look 'perfect' so he seems more in controll then he feels as he's is terrfied of people realising how much of a fraud his confident exterior is

His weight flucuatates alot with the different medication he takes for his mental health and with his hrt which causes him some distress

Basically any change he cannot control upsets him

More physical disability headcanons: He actually needs his cane as he struggles with fibromyalgia and POTS so needs it to help relieve leg pain and for balance

He does water aerobics as a gentle excercise that helps with his pain (he thinks Scarecrow would benefit from it but he refuses to go with him - it would be so nice on his joints!)

Edward actually experiences alot more low empathy then Scarecrow and had to teach himself sympathy because he did not understand others at all when they were upset or happy

He's quite touch avoidant and isn't sure why (probably trauma Edward) because he often feels like he is so desparate to be hugged that he has been hollowed out with a melon bawler

In addition he often feels very nervous around other men especailly when they get aloud or drunk (once again trauma) so often ends up with closer friendships with the women in his life like Echo Query or the Gotham Sirens who often joke that he is their diversity man hire.

I hope you enjoyed my ramblings!

[totaleclipse573]

Got any ideas for anti Evelyn?

I had one right as I read this hskdbjfbsd

So one big part of her character? She gets amnesia, and Eggman is the one that eventually finds her. Long story short things happen leads to her villain arc with no memory of anything else before being a villain. So either :

She still got amensia, but it was Kintobor who found her (she, of course, isn't turned into a villain because of this change)

She never got amnesia, and actually continues to live her life with her family, still keeping her love of travel and exploration to heart and most likely turning that into a career for herself

Essentially, either the "good" ending or the good ending XD