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Publicly posting creative work when you have *severe* rejection sensitive dysphoria is such a bitch. I can't even look at chapter 2 of this new story without being upset, and all I have to do is edit it to post... but my brain won't stop with the "why bother?" and "no one wants this."
Scratch that, I can't even be excited about it or think positively about it at this point. The whole thing is tainted because I'm misdirecting mountains of very real IRL stress and frustration right into convincing myself that my creative work is shit, while using single digit engagement numbers on Twitter and AO3 evidence of that. (I gave up on tumblr a long time ago, and good thing, too, considering how much stuff I chuck here and get... literally zero response.)
And then, of course, there's the guilt associated with this blanket-statement kind of thinking - you know, "no one wants this" - when at least a couple of people like it. I know I'm being ungrateful and that the standard of "success" isn't how many internet strangers decided to click a like button.
But I still can't help thinking, like... at what point do you take a hint and just stop?
#also lack of response in fandom servers#but I also am posting dark fantasy with angst during the genderswap lesbian zeitgeist so#just feels like if I'm not drawing (the right kind of) spice nobody really cares#and in response to feeling rejected I have fully withdrawn#so I'm not in there talking about other people's works or just chatting#so of course no one's going to want to extend the same courtesy to me#it's a two way street and I'm part of the problem#at this point it's either find a way around this feeling of rejection and misery or stop#I was having fun until I saw someone's (now deleted) twitter post about a year ago#that was like “I dislike that I have to engage with this one specific piece of art to make it stop appearing on my timeline”#and it was right when I'd just posted something that was doing fairly well (for me anyway)#and that same person then went and dropped a like on it#a person who had up until that point regularly interacted with me#and hasn't really since#so the timing is suspect and my brain won't let it go#what if everyone's humoring me?#what if likes are really just “I don't want to see this any more?”
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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara
They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them
But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd
The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#book 2 au#my art#i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭#so this is how i think it would go#it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls#she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire#she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko#and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj#even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers#zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her#little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd#n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her#i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful#and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald#in conclusion they are idiots your honor
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Eldritch Kidnappings
hmmmm a Kon/Danny/Tim idea? Maybe? Depends if anyone wanna ship all three but leaving it open ended (or if Tim is already dating Bernard just make it a Kon/Danny only?). AND a deaged Ellie.
Red Robin and Superboy (the original) were at a JL meeting. It was boring to be honest. Nothing to much was happening besides the normal stuff for all the heroes there. No big crises or world/universe ending danger.
Or at least it was...
Because not soon after a glowing green portal ripped opened and a large eldritch creature stuck its huge head and half of its body out. Every hero there went on high alert and into fighting stances, ready to defend the Watchtower. Once the creature was halfway in the room its eyes snapped opened, glowing near Lazarus Pit green colored but like brighter? neon?, and darted around the room before stopping right on Superboy.
Without warning or words the creature quickly reached out, using at first two arms/hands before more sprang out and swatted away heroes in the room that attacked. It quickly took a hold of Superboy who tired use his strength to get free but found the being stronger than him. Red Robin, in a panic to save his best friend (and crush, shhh maybe) quickly joined in but instead of being swatted away like the others gets snagged by a hand and soon found himself captured as well.
Just as quickly as the creature appeared, it retreated back into the still open portal, dragging the two with and not caring at all of the powers, fists, or shouting being thrown at it.
Then it was gone.
Leaving the JL in a panic.
-x-x-
"-And thats why I need your help! I understand its a lot to ask but please, any help will be welcomed." the eldritch being, or rather Danny Phantom begged as he worriedly glanced at them.
So... It turns out the eldritch being was a young halfa ghost hero named Phantom that needed their help stabilizing his clone/sister/maybe daughter?
She was apparently melting and needed stable DNA when he had rushed her to a ghost doctor and was told. But Danny had no clue how to stabilize a clone and the fruitloop that cloned him the notes were bare bones and frankly terrible. In his desperate need for help Danny had sought out clues/advice from his mentor who basically pointed him to Superboy and Red Robin in his frustrating riddling way.
Superboy's DNA had the stable cloning gene/code they needed. Red Robin was smart enough to help figure out a way to put it Danielle 'Elle' Phantom. (it also helped that he had dabbled into cloning during his... bad year)
So yeah, Danny in his panic to save his clone went full on eldritch monster and opened a portal during their meeting and dragged them to the Far Frozen where Ellie was currently suspended in a ecto healing pod and was now begging for their help, promising them anything if they helped out.
The catch? If they put Superboy's DNA in Ellie she'll de-age to her true age and no longer be a 'pure' clone.
Instead she'll be their (Danny and Conner's) kid.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny fenton#crossover#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#dani phantom#deaged elle#Danny in his panic kidnapped RR and Superboy#during a JL meeting#he just wants to save his clone/sister/daughter#he knows she'll be his daughter if they save her but doesn't mind it#he knows hes asking a lot from the two but he's desperate#Conner really wants to help after witnessing a template doing everything to save his clone#in his line of work finding a template actually caring for his clone is RARE#and he doesn't mind the idea of having a kid tbh and the template is kinda cute#Tim is down to help too cause 'clone rights!'#mainly cause he's curious if he actually can but also the healing tech the Far Frozen has is AMAZING#also helps that the Yeti doctors offered to make him a new spleen when they find out he doesn't have one#AND he has theories that the Lazarus Pits and Ectoplasm are connected#Look Tim is taking his chance to do some fun chaos/adventures he hasn't been able to do since becoming RR#Would be funny if all three gain crushes on each other and co-parent amazingly somehow#ALSO small side note while in the IR Danny helps Conner make a new hero name so he's no longer Superboy#Supernova is what they pick#The JL meanwhile is PANICKING#How are they going to explain this to Batman and Superman when they return from the deep space mission they were on#Yeah those two weren't there in the meeting btw
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Symbol of Going Through It
#do you ever think about the basic life experiences he lacks bc of his years long balancing act of a career#but also like. basic social experiences. basic workplace experiences. girl help#guy who hasn't been normal since he was like fourteen and even then not really bc of the hero/villain chaos he was surrounded by:#yagi toshinori#all might#mha textposts#mha#bnha#toshinori yagi#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#scheduled
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Page 48 of my Miraculous Mentor AU comic A Matter of Trust! In which Felix finally voices his feelings for Ladybug, and Richard struggles to let go of the past... 🐞⏳
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#miraculous ladybug#mentor au#A Matter of Trust#felix sphinx#bridgette cheng#richard sphinx#josie's art#felix: i know ladybug doesn't love me but that's okay; i will survive U_U#bri: (furiously planning to date/marry the everliving hell out of that dumb idiot if they survive this)#15 years later and felix STILL acts like bri isn't crazy about him and he's the lucky one to have locked her down#like really truly GENUINELY surprised she accepted his proposal as if she hasn't been all over him since day 1
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Reverse Clone AU
So, I've seen a couple stories where Danny is Damian's clone. How about we reverse it?
Danny was born Damian Al Ghul, being raised to be an assassin since he could walk. However, he had a good heart, and eventually his mother overstepped around him (maybe she killed one of his favorite caretakers? Maybe he saw her killing someone with a loving family?), causing him to decide to leave the League next time they let him outside.
He was discovered by the Fentons, got adopted, and had his name changed from Damian Al Ghul into Daniel 'Danny' Fenton. Over the years, his time in the League slowly faded from memory, only remembering that one moment that drove him from them.
Talia, meanwhile, tried to create another baby, but found she didn't have any more DNA from Bruce. However, she did have plenty of Damian/Danny's DNA, so she decided to simply clone her son, making sure that this one would never get it in his head to run away. She decided to let the memory of her first son go, completely overriding it with the new Damian, as if he had been the first son and not merely some clone, forcing everyone in the League to keep the fact a secret.
So, things continue on, Danny becomes Phantom, Damian becomes Robin, so on and so forth. Eventually, one of the Batclan stumble upon Danny and take an interest in him once they realize he looks like Damian.
They actually don't think that he's a clone, because he's older than Damian and records show him having a history older than Damian, so they believe that Talia had another child, which Damian is already a little salty about, because it means that his status as the heir of the League and potentially his title as the only blood son of batman are completely meaningless.
Unfortunately, their investigations lead to the League figuring out where Danny is, at which point Talia drops by and decides to reveal in front of everyone that Danny is the original Damian and Damian is a clone meant to take his place.
The only one who takes it well is Danny, who tells everyone to get off his porch before he activates the home defense systems because he does not care for this drama.
#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#reverse clone au#clones#Talia revealed who Danny was in an attempt to make Damian react#A kill your template in order to truly take their place kinda situation#Despite the fact Danny hasn't been in the League in years and doesn't even remember being in the League#Danny's pretty cool with Damian since he already has dealt with Dani by this point#When Damian eventually has a mental breakdown over being a clone and not the 'real' Damian Wayne Danny is the one who helps comfort him#Danny doesn't really care for the Batclan outside Damian and he doesn't want to leave Amity Park so he's not taking up any Robin mantle
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She went ON her house instead of IN her house because she was just TOO EXCITED for receive cheesemoney 🙂↕️
#she was SO excited to work#she hasn't really been able to do much since november#we are doing Novice ob again since rally was full#and plus we need to refresh to get the last leg!#pip#5 years#hvoc
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Jake ♡ BYOB Ep. 14
#jake#sim jaeyun#enhypen#enhypenet#kpopedit#kpopccc#malegroupsnet#ultkpopnetwork#dailybg#*gifs#4 years since debut and this is his first solo show appearance 🥹#i loved the casualness of the show#and i think being able to drink and eat foods they like really helped make it such a great vibe#also i will never ever get over how charming he sounds with his australian accent#don't want to spoil anything for anyone who hasn't watched it so i won't say too much#but please watch !!#and happy 2025 btw! starting the year off with a jake set 🫶
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(queued) i,,,i was so ill i made a baseball au for kondraki. as one does.
i KNOW the yankees dont let their players have long hair and that was the joke initially but i got carried away so erm. sorry to the yankees fans out there
+troy (please dont ask) n draven, inspired by that one time during game 5 of the 02 world series where bakers son went into the field to grab the bat,,,i think that was the cutest baby ive ever seen also clefdraki!!!!!!!
sorry this is such a mess of a post lmao
garbage time below
also drew this random baseball player idk if u know him hes p unknown

#scp#scp foundation#dr kondraki#clefdraki#dont rlly wnna tag clef here because hes barely here#ah fuck it#dr clef#troy lament#go ms but also im very fond of judge he seems like a very polite guy#cant really hate on someone like that#yank or otherwise.....#doodle#doodle dump#every time I see an Angels highlight it's like "Mike Trout hit three homes runs and raised his average to .528 while Shohei Ohtani#did something that hasn't been done since 'Tungsten Arm' O'Doyle of the 1921 Akron Groomsmen as the Tigers defeated the Angels 8-3
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Hi, Howdy! Hey! I really love your novel!! I got a little confused by the 4 day, may maybe you help me please? who is it? why we got the bad end staying the night in Ren’s apartment and he disappear of the home screen? I can’t understand “unset memory” game, sorry if I wrote smth wrong or smth sounds rude, I swear that I didn’t mean it if happened, I’m really a fan of the novel, I’ve been playing the game since day 1 or 2 I guess, probably day 1, english isn’t my first language, but I tried lol
⌞♥⌝ I hope you don't mind me answering these as bullet points!! ^^
"It" will be revealed later in the game! So I won't reveal too much right now.
You can only get the Dead End in Day 4 by staying at Ren's apartment — the rest of your choices before that don't matter. I'd also pay closer attention to the black smoke and Ren's reaction towards it!
Ren disappears from the home screen because he promised to help the player out (and stop them from getting the Dead End again). Try replaying the game again from the beginning for a surprise!
"Unsent Memories" was another visual novel (initially being written by @10chimes / @unsentmemory, though the project has since been dropped and handed back to me /pos) and is set in the same universe as 14 Days With You. Its storyline and characters are completely separate from 14DWY, so you don't have to worry about them while playing 14DWY.
#I don't think a lot of people know this but River was originally my OC lmao#Obviously BEFORE Jesse picked him up and turned him into an entirely different character /pos#We originally planned for Riv and Ren to have a Billy and Stu dynamic; except River would pretend to be a himbo—#— The same way Ren would pretend to be some Normal Empathetic Guy™️ kjgskg#River was also going to be a lovesick serial killer who incapacitated Bunny so that they'd stay with & depend on him forever#Also because Jesse and I wanted to have a ''same production factory; different yandere'' kind of vibe with Riv and Ren (and their dynamic)#Like... Ren puts Angel above himself and craves THEIR satisfaction whereas River cares about himself and prioritises HIS own satisfaction#Ren would hit his best friend (River) with a car if it meant keeping Angel happy & by his side forever#River would hit Bunny with a car if it meant keeping them by his side forever (thus making him happy)#But!! After everything that's happened in the yandere community; Jesse (understandably) wanted to get away from that kind of environment#So he's since dropped Unsent Memories and hasn't really got any plans to work on it again or return to da yan vn circle#I'm also continuing to write 14DWY the way it was originally planned (with 2017!River only getting a brief cameo to serve up some lore </3)#—But I'm lowkey holding out just in case Jesse ever considers returning hehe :3 I like their version of River and I wanna do him justice#Until then though?? I'll yearnfully clutch my locket and wait for my lover to return from war.... (she has a literal 9-5 job now) /hj /p#GKJSDG I scrolled up and??? NOT ME RANTING IN THE TAGS AGAIN?????????? WHY DO I UNINTENTIONALLY YAP SO MUCH#I will 🤫🤐 now#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — shut up sai.#to be tagged later#weird0nerd
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✨Two very unserious people✨
#she hasn't flirted like this with him since she started seeing Tyler#we are so back#my favorite bit of acting from Adam here is when he sits down as Garcia is monologuing so that way he's in her eyesight#Luke knows she's gearing up to roast him#and he's right because she stops to make sure she sees his reaction before grinning and looking back at her computer#i love them so bad#luke really thought#I know she's about to eat me up so let me present myself like a full course meal.#garvez#notbridgerton#penelope garcia#luke alvez#criminal minds spoilers#criminal minds evolution#cme#cm 17x07#cm 16x01#op#op's edit#op's gif edit
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This is their dynamic in s2.
#arcane#jinx arcane#caitlyn kiramman#plz accept my ugly meme#caitjinx#it's a ship that's incredibly interesting bcuz it will never happen#i also really like how unsubtle the poster is#caitlyn is the one whose image is trapped and fractured under the string of her grand conspiracy#she's trapped under obsession with finding jinx#with capturing jinx#all the while jinx maybe be pinned but she's more free than caitlyn is here#the most devastating thing jinx cud do to caitlyn is tell her that she hasn't been thinking about her since the rocket#or the temple fight#just to drive her up the wall
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Knight!ghost riding kelpie!soap into battle at the king's order. Ghost doesn't think himself so highly as to think he aligns himself with the king furthr than one of the men who makes his bidding, but it gives him purpose, a place to go, an reason to say. And soap. Well. He's little more than a prisoner and a slave. A kelpie in possession is a dangerous thing. And given to a most skilled warrior. But the knight. He is kind. To him. Doesn't treat him like the beast he is. So he will do as the knight bids him
#el rambles#kelpie!soap#im really on the kelpie soap train#and it hasn't stopped since October#yall just haven't seen most of it#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghostsoap#soapghost#call of duty#cod#cod mw2
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I love your post truce au Dream being a little shit/pos to Nightmare, Nightmare got to be the Evil brother for 500 years, it is now Dream's turn
Thank you!! I'm glad you like it ^^
And yes exactly!! Nightmare's been hogging the little shit status, Dream is kicking in the door to his castle like ''mom said it's my turn to be the bane of your existence'' and he's gonna have so much fun



#Ask#Anon#UTDR#UTMV#Truce au#Dream hasn't tried to annoy his brother since they were kids but he's a natural#Nightmare may have changed a lot but Dream can still find his buttons and push them pretty quick#Especially now that he knows half the mutiverse. He can spread so many rumours >:3c#Nightmare will figure out how to retaliate eventually (he's way more out of practice on sibling annoyance)#I just wanna see these boys squabble and fight with lower stakes than the entire universe#Also thank you!! I really genuinely am glad people find joy in my goofy ideas <3#And now I need to get dressed and go to work (rip)
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my favorite mulder moments from s6
doing his best to analyze the fragments of the x files left after the fire in episode 1, because he will never give up on anything he sets his mind to
veeeeery carefully handing the mystery beast’s claw to scully for analysis ("is that an animal?" "ain't rupaul")
accidentally traveling through a time warp in episode 3 and attempting to convince the ww2 soldiers that the war is actually over, then giggling at his own luck in tracing down the missing ship (NERD! nerd)
then finding ww2 era scully and being so confused as to why she doesn’t know him because… that’s scully!!! who knows him better than anyone in the world!
being trapped in the body of someone else in episode 4, and when he sees the photo of that guy’s wife and kids, he sadly whispers “scully” (and then when his “wife” slaps him awake, he AGAIN mumbles “scully”... yeah, she really is your family, huh?)
trying so hard to convince scully it’s really him trapped in someone else’s body: “your mother’s name is margaret, your brother’s name is bill jr. he’s in the navy and he HATES me” and the desperation in his voice when she still doesn't believe him :(
episode 5: “hey scully? i, uh, know it’s not your normal life, but thanks for coming out there with me” (there will always be bonus points for emotional communication and then even MORE bonus points for his reaction to discovering the waterbed right after. i'd frame it if i could)
maurice roasting him in episode 6 for being “prone to obsessive compulsiveness, workaholism, antisocialism- fertile fields for the descent into total wacko breakdown” <- get his ass
“you know why you think you’ve seen the things you do?” “because… i have seen them?” <- the SASS in that delivery! oh my!
finding the case file that spender shredded up in episode 7 and taping it together so he could investigate himself… lmao, that’s a man that gets results!
and then his great strategy for getting answers on that case being to annoy a demon until something happens... and it works <3
his reaction in episode 8 to scully being referred to as “the missus”; he mouths “oh!” and fidgets a bit, looking both terrible awkward and pleased, haha
and who can forget the iconic “i do not GAZE at scully”? surely not i!
finding skinner sick in his office late at night in episode 9- claiming he's just saying hello, then asking him if he’ll be okay, turning off all of the lights so he felt more comfortable, and angling a desk lamp so scully could inspect him
getting very jealous when scully gets assigned to the case of the mysterious death photographer in episode 10 without him: “i’m thinking murder by telekinesis. i’m thinking maybe a shamanistic death touch. i’m thinking about the muslim superstition that to photograph someone is to steal their soul” (and his righteous fury at the idea of them being separated 🙁)
being nosy throughout the whole episode because somehow he ended up with the files from kersh’s computer and calling her for frequent updates (and using a silly voice to say “we used to sit next to each other at the FBI” to make her smile while she's super annoyed with terrible agent ritter)
hunting through the FBI archives at 9 am to track down information for scully’s case, and when he learns that she is in danger and not picking up her phone, immediately calling trash agent ritter to go check in on her
when said trash partner SHOOTS and nearly KILLS scully, he goes to visit her in the hospital a week later, and corners him, saying only that he is a lucky man. you KNOW he wanted to get violent. amazing self-restraint on him!
grabbing scully’s hand in her hospital bed and smiling, telling her the doctor said her recovery is amazing- she’s still so sad, and he says “death only looks for you once you seek its opposite”
gym mulder in episodes 11 and 12... the basketball... yeah ❤️
trying to be kind in episode 13 and it immediately backfiring in that cringe-inducing fashion that only he is capable of achieving: “stay there, mrs. suarez. we're going to make sure your baby makes it safely into the world” “well, thank you, but i’m not in labor. and my name is not suarez, it’s villareal. he tells people i’m his wife. like he’s so macho”
the wind-up chattering teeth on the desk in episode 14 <3
how wildly excited he was to play house in episode 15- “hey, oooh wait a minute, you didn’t let me carry you over the threshold”
and then taunting all of the neighbors with his stupid basketball hoop, LMAOOO
in episode 16, he knows off the top of his head how many years ago the wanshang dhole went extinct
rare communication w for mulder in episode 17 when they get into their usual spat about his theory not being scientifically possible and he decides to instead focus them on what they both agree on: the need to find june
opening up about how important baseball is to him in episode 19: “it’s like the numbers talk to me, they comfort me, they tell me that even though lots of things can change, some things do remain the same. it’s-" "boring?” (pouty mulder face as scully teases him)
AND his recitation to arthur dales of how many home runs mickey mantle hit with each hand
chatting with arthur dales and telling on himself when it comes to his feelings: “do you believe that love can make a man shapeshift?” “i guess… women change men all the time” “i’m not talking about women” (they then share hot dogs, pizza, and chinese takeout)
AND paying that little boy to help him surprise scully with the baseball date- sharing something that is both personal to him and plain fun with her
scully asks him what more he hopes to find in episode 22, and he answers “my sister” 💔 because that is still at the heart of every single action he does after all of this time… no matter which way the plot veers, who the bad guys of the week are, or where life leads him, it's always about samantha and that guilt he harbors over her
#the last one hurts. OUCH! sorry. it was a very good moment though.#also btw guys i am not a mulder hater lmao. look at the blog title.#you can't fault me for being weirded tf out by his sudden change in character this season since i have never seen the show before!#he goes from extreme lover to extreme hater and i can't pin down exactly why yet. because it hasn't been revealed. that's how plots work.#as much as i love this show and blog i do have a job and a life and other hobbies and will not engage in discourse.#regardless of his sometimes odd behavior this season he had a lot of really great moments too and i can't wait to see what happens next <3#i want more time of him queening out with arthur dales. get all the arthurs in one room. and add him.#he is deep down a lover boy and a loser (affectionate) and a man of Ancient Guilt which are traits i LOVE in a character#also i would pay real money to chat extinct animals with him. our interests align.#(cut to that fic i'll never finish where i make him geek out over the heath hen) yeah... <3#fox mulder#the x files#txf
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I hope after Buddie happens we get a whole episode where the B plot is just Chim & Eddie shenanigans.
#we could have that before/without buddie ofc#but it'd be a good opportunity#future brother-in-law#buckley sibling support group/defense squad etc#they're bonding!#i just want more chim & eddie shenanigans#pls & ty#and bc madney & buddie have my heart it'd be a nice little bonus for me#anyway#i read a fic in chimney pov where he mentions he looks up to eddie as a role model fornhow to be good father#and it hasn't left me since#I can't remember the fic but sjdjdjdjdjjd#my heart#chimney han#eddie diaz#911 spoilers#911#911 speculation#sorta??#not really spoiler but like i have never believed in the possibility more so#*knocks on wood*
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