#but uhhhhh I'm in a mood

[likebreadandwine]

"I can't stop eating..."

Don't stop. Please don't stop. You can't know how badly I'm craving the sight of you growing before my eyes. I want you bigger. I want you full for me. I want you...

[forestshadow-wolf]

Might I interest you in some more angst, perhaps?

Cw: Major character death

This audio

Imagine soap died while on a mission with ghost, and ghost wasn't able to save him. Ghost enters a kind of mindless dazed sort of state due to shock. He completes the mission and returns to base.

It's raining when he gets back. Ghost isn't really sure what to do anymore, usually soap dragged him off to do their routine together. He was still in full gear when price found him soaking wet, in the wooded area near the back of the base.

Price isn't sure if simon is speaking to him or himself but he hears, "see the rain is nice, but.. gee I don't really like getting wet." And price grimaces.

And then he sees ghost come back to himself just a tiny bit. Because simon looks at him and goes, "w- what in the world?" He seems confused. "No I- I went under the trees. It's- it's still raining." And a look of confused anger crosses his face before it goes back to perplexion. "Why is it still raining? I did what I was supposed to?" And it's then that price can see tears begin to slip from Simon's eyes, and he sobs, "that's not fair." And Price gathers him up into his arms as simon cries.

And it isn't. It isn't fair that his Johnny is gone. It's not fair that he just broke into his life, fixed him, made him feel alive again, and then just leave. It's not fair that he lived and Johnny dies. It's not fair that Johnny isn't there anymore to teach simon how to be simon again. It's. Not. Fair. He can't just be... gone. He can't. He can't. He can't.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Cluster B is peaking on the starting fights with random strangers on the internet and taking your internet presence in a different direction and spreading anon-love from time to time, its attention, its' fine

[puppys-rhythm-heaven]

listening to rhythm heaven music is great tbh. very serotonin inducing. i love funni moosic gayme. <3

[wannaliveattheholidayinn]

just had to explain to a guy who i'm pretty sure was hitting on me, that i don't know my own sexuality anymore

[thewitchywitch]

Low Energy/Effort Witchcraft

Are you perpetually busy? Never have any spoons? This might be the post for you. Note that not everything here may be considered low energy or low effort to everyone, and that's okay :)

Carry a crystal around based on what you need. I have a black tourmaline bracelet that absorbs negative vibes throughout the day. I stick it on a selenite slab when I get home to cleanse overnight, then rinse and repeat in the morning.

Put a bay leaf in your wallet to attract money. If you have time, draw a sigil or a $/£/€ on it.

Dedicate anything you drink to your deities if you have any. I dedicate water and black tea to everyone and my favourite raspberry tea to Hathor. Coffee is for Caim.

Enchant your pill case so you remember to take them on time. Enchant your pills to work efficiently. ("Anxiety begone. Ye be banished" on all of my anxiety pills ✌️)

Draw a sigil on your body wash bottle to remove bad vibes or carve a sigil in a bar of soap.

Enchant your moisturizer to repel the evil eye. I fucking love this one.

Incorporate colour magic into the socks you wear (Goths who wear hot pink socks, I'm looking at you).

Enchant your charger so it doesn't break and so you don't lose it. Enchant your phone too while you're at it.

Sorry, I love enchantments--

Uhhhhh

Match those big ol jar candles to different intentions. Burn a cedar candle to cleanse/banish. Burn a cinnamon candle to draw in prosperity. Burn a citrus candle to uplift mood. This one is fantastic for broom closet witches.

Got a humidifier? Fill it up with moon water. You're welcome ;D

Politely ask the spirits of your plants to ward your space. Feed two birds with one scone this way.

Witchy social media. Scrolling on Tumblr and learning something new about witchcraft counts as witchcraft imo. Saving tarot spreads from Instagram for later counts too. Making Pinterest boards for literally anything also counts.

Keep a digital grimoire if doing it on paper costs too many spoons. I have used Google docs & drive in the past but I currently use Notion (You can copy and paste this way!)

If you still want a physical grimoire, print your stuff out and stick it in a binder or glue it in your journal. Boom. Physical grimoire

Listen to witchcraft related videos in the background while you do other tasks or chores in your home

Preparing a meal? Toss in spices that correspond with good health and drawing in positivity, or any other intention you have

Enchant your glasses to help you focus and "read between the lines" or see what wants to remain hidden (this one is a lifesaver at my job)

[the-fiction-witch]

Baby Mama P2

Media The Queens Gambit

Character Benny Watts

Couple Benny X Watts

Rating Sweet Af

Concept Pregnancy

I stood holding the small of my back as I desperately tried to quell the pain. Everything hurt my feet. My ankles. My legs. My hips. My stomach. My back. My shoulders. My neck. Every single part of me was tired and aching and generally unhappy as the baby kicked almost per minute.

"Uhh stop just stop. For five minutes" I complained

"Baby really beating you up today" Benny chuckled from his chair

"I don't know why baby won't settle and sit damn still for five minutes" I sighed

"Would you like some tea?"

"No thank you, Benny"

"Would you like me to run you a bath or a hot shower?"

"No thank you, Benny"

"How about I give you a nice massage?'

"This better not be another excuse"

"No, no excuse A proper massage, Will that make you feel better?"

"Maybe?"

"Come on then," he says getting up and offering his chair I smiled and took a seat on the chair and he moved to the ottoman over so I could put up my feet and recline "One second," he said, going to our bedroom and he returned kneeling beside the ottoman, with a clean fluffy towel sitting it under my feet on top of the ottoman and a small bottle I was confused at first but he clicked and stretched his fingers a moment before pouring some of the bottles onto his hands and immediately the scent of lemon hit my nose reminding me of the massage oil from the box under our bed he rubbed some on his hands and then poured a little on my feet before he began to rub my swollen feet

"Uhhhhh ummmmm" I smiled as he worked

"That's nice?"

"Ummm" I nodded relaxing as he worked "ummm this is the most pleasurable feeling ever" I smiled

"...you're pregnant" he glared

"Yeah?"

"So I've had sex with you" he complained

"I stand by my statement"

"Thanks, well I have to keep my baby mama happy somehow"

I sat at the table going through the various items that had arrived, Of course, ordering things from catalogues as shopping wasn't really an option as I'm in no mood or ability to walk around a department store. Of course, family and friends had heard the news about the imminent arrival of the baby and sent over boxes of gifts so I was sorting baby clothes and various items that had accumulated Benny was supposed to be helping me but I think he was just kind playing with things currently he sat with a small wooden xylophone attempting to play himself a tune

"Benny"

"What?"

"Stop playing with the baby toys"

"I'm testing them," he says "I have to check they are adequately mentally stimulating. We want our baby to be a grandmaster by twelve they need smart baby toys" he explained

"I never said I wanted that"

"You didn't. I did"

"Benny, the baby will be smart You don't have to test all the toys"

"I don't know they are only half chess genius," he says and I glared "I'm just testing them If I can use them without hurting myself then they are safe for the baby"

"I don't know babies are pretty dumb"

"True, y/n watch" he laughed before he began to play a tune

"You just wanna play with it"

"Kinda,"

"Do something else"

"Fine" he sighed moving into another box "Okay I am very confused..."

"That's a nursing bra"

"It's a bra... but buttons to expose the boobs?"

"Yes Benny, for nursing."

"I feel like we had one of these when we first got married that I ripped off you sometime after our honeymoon"

"Different thing Benny"

"I don't know make this in black lace and I'm pretty sure it's the same. That's a point you're planning on breastfeeding right?"

"That's the plan"

"Yes! Boobs!"

"Not boobs for you. Boobs for baby"

"But I'll still get to see boobs which is really what I'm excited about"

"Your my husband you can see boobs whenever you want"

"Yeah but it's not as fun"

I sat bouncing myself on the small inflatable ball I picked up it's supposed to help me strengthen and Widen my cervix or something. By the side of my Bump, I'd kinda wished I'd been doing way more cause I am a planet I've almost convicted the head of this baby is gonna be a literal watermelon luckily it wouldn't be long until this would be over and the baby would be here I mean I'm excited for this to be over but also worried because then I have a human to take care of which I mean I should be fine with I already take care of benny, the longer this goes on the more I question women who say they like being pregnant? I definitely do not. And I was pretty panicked I mean I want it out of me of course so we can have our baby and so I can be done being pregnant but... it has to come out of me which is gonna hurt! It's a complex feeling to have as I bounce.

"Comfy?" Benny asks as he brings me some juice

"Somewhat" I answered taking the juice and having a sip as he sat in his chair "Why?' I glared

"Just a position I should think you're used to" he smirked

For a moment I was puzzled and then I realised oh yeah I'm sitting with my thighs wife bouncing up and down

"Stop thinking with your penis Benjamin"

"Maybe I would if it got some attention" he sighed sipping his own juice

"I'm pregnant" I argued

"Yeah? Not like I can make you double pregnant. It's literally the only time it's a one hundred per cent chance I cum inside you and can't get you pregnant"

"No Benny, it's dangerous"

"Not in any of the parenting magazines I've read"

"Yes but you've been reading husband magazines and they are not helpful"

"Yeah the one at the doctor's office really isn't helpful and they really didn't appreciate me telling them that"

"Their doctor's benny they don't like being told they're wrong"

"But they are"

"Yes dear" I laughed

"Besides that pregnant booklet in the waiting room was printed in 1948, how is it possible that still there best recommendations?"

"I know" I giggled counting to bounce

"How'd baby?"

"Kicking. Stretching legs."

"Not long now and we'll finally get to hold our little one in our arms" he smiled coming to cuddle my stomach and give it kisses "umm Daddy can't wait to see you little one"

"Awww mummy can't either, just maybe... calm the kicking down a little"

"You want some help?"

"Not like you can stop it, Benny"

"I can help" he smiled moving behind me and gently holding my hips "Lay back"

"Are you sure?'

"Trust me"

"Alright" I sighed leaning my body back against him and he gently moved my hips on the ball which admittedly was very relaxing

"Don't hold back lean your whole weight on me"

"Are you sure? I'm very heavy Benny"

"I'm sure to come on"

So I leant my full weight on him my head on his shoulder and it was really nice not having to hold myself up for a little while and it even clicked my back

"Hey, that better?' He laughed as it clicked

"Much better" I smiled

"Good, I have to make sure baby mama is happy"

"It's getting harder and harder to be happy when I'm in this much pain'

"I know, but not long soon then we have the baby"

"I hope it won't be too long" I smiled but I felt a violent kick again"oh fuck-"

"What? Ohh oh. That's okay baby didn't mean to give your bladder a kick It's fine let's get you cleaned up" he reassured

I laid on the bed using Benny to pop my leg up given the size of My stomach made it basically impossible to lay certain ways, he was fast asleep but I couldn't sleep I'd been feeling this gnawing pain like period cramps but I guess it's just more pregnancy pain, but I'd been feeling it for hours now. I kept semi-falling asleep often waking from pain or strange nightmares of My stomach swelling to the point it explodes. I woke up from asleep and sat up having to use the bedpost to get myself up I wondered thought to the apartment and clicked on the light grabbing my book from the table and flicking through the pages in pain to see if I could fix this somehow

'Pain similar to period cramps - contractions usually a sign of active labour'

What! Wait wait wait what! I read on and began to panic I thought my water was meant to break or something or I'd start screaming I didn't know it would just kinda... begin hurting but I read on and found fake contractions or Braxton-Hicks also feel like this but they go away after eating so I made myself a big pile of toast eating a few pieces but it didn't go away

"What's going on?" Benny yawns as clearly something woke him up and he wondered out of the bedroom in his kimono rubbing his eyes

"I think I'm in labour"

He stopped short as I said that completely freezing mid-eye rub "What?'

"I think I'm in labour"

".... right. Okay. Just calm down!" He says beginning to panic

"I am calm Benny. I'm actually freakishly calm"

"I was talking to myself! Okay uhhh what makes you think so?"

"I've been having pains for like the last six hours. The book says there are contractions."

"They could just be Braxton-Hicks, right? Right you've had those before"

"They could, but they go away when you eat something"

"Did they go away after toast?" He asks

"Nope."

"Okay, what does the pain feel like?" He asks looking around the table for the paperwork

"Like a period cramp. Hurts like fuck then slowly goes away then hurts then slowly goes away"

"Holy shit. Yeah, that's a contraction. And ...your fine?"

"I feel fine. It hurts but I feel calm"

"Hu ... okay you think you can get dressed?"

"I think so"

"Good you get dressed I'll call the midwife at the hospital and see what she says," he says

I nodded and went to our room getting into my little maternity dress even if it was barely for me and a pair of my flats the pain only got more and more intense as Benny waited on hold so I grabbed my bag and packed it with a nightie, some slippers, perfume, lotion, body wash, baby's blankets, hats, socks, all the little things they said we would need to bring just in case. And as I came through he Finally thought having got himself dressed in the meantime with clothes from the clean laundry "Hi! Hi yes hello, okay, Watts. Yeah, it's Benny. She thinks she might be in labour. Well this is our first so... yes she's describing period cramp-like pain that comes then goes away again and it's been like that for several hours now" he explained

"Six hours" I added

"Yeah, six hours now maybe more. Uhh just a sec- does it completely stop when it dies down?"

"It did now not so much"

"Yes but now not so much, okay... no, no, no she had about six bits of toast. Uhhh remarkably calm actually. Okay yep no problem" he says before he hangs up

"So?"

"Uhhh she says you need to get in the car. Like now"

"Ohh okay, I packed the bag"

"Everything on the list?"

"Everything and some additional items"

"Okay, let's get going" he smiled giving me a soft kiss before taking the bag and helping me up to the car and stairs They were hard by the time I reached the car the pain was becoming almost unbearable but Benny did his best holding my hand to drive us through the busy New York streets to the hospital and by this point, I was pretty panicked and in a lot of pain 

[slashingdisneypasta]

Jim Bickerman x Reader || Drabble

Plot: After a long week all you wanna do is soak up affection from Jim.

Warnings: Sexual references maybe.

You've only been kissing for a couple minutes; you wouldn't even call it making out, yet. But of course, just as you're easing your way into his lap and ramping up- the phone rings.

"Oh, you don't sound happy." Reba answers, chuckling.

A groan slips out of him and you sigh, backing up. "Oh fucks sake," He grumbles. The look on Jim's face is as frustrated as you feel, as the phone continues to ring. Groaning, you get up and swipe the thing off the coffee table and press answer; flopping back down on the couch almost as soon as you had gotten up, just next to Jim this time, though you do chuck your legs over his lap and get comfortable against his shoulder while he grumbles to himself some more. With another heavy sigh, you press the receiver to your ear.

"Hey."

"It's Friday night. What do you want."

"So???"

"So??" You repeat, huffing, exasperated. Lifting your head off his shoulder, you flash Jim your exasperated look and he rolls his eyes back; solidarity. "So- I-- I've had a long week. I wanna be alone with my g- Oh, whatever. What do you want?"

"Was just callin' to let you know there's been breach at Blackwater. Wondered if your beaux had anything to do with it."

Your eyebrows shoot up immediately. "... oh. Um." It's so nice, being able to say no to that question for once- refreshing. Jim's been here for hours, now. But maybe you shouldn't get the honour, you think, and offer the phone to Jim. "Breach at Blackwater. Reba wants to know what you know."

"Oh. Heh, gimmie." A cheerful grin suddenly slips across his face, and he happily takes the phone. "Hell-lo, Sheriff! How can I help you this fine night, hm?"

While they talk, you get comfortable; ducking your head again and letting it rest on Jim's shoulder, and closing your eyes. What you told Reba was the truth- it has been a long week, and you're exhausted. And you're not usually this girl, but right now all you want to do is soak up the company of your Old Man.

While he talks to Reba Jim notices your cuddliness, which is out-of-character for you but not at all unwelcome, and slips his arm around you- you happily curl in under his arm, yawning and burying your face in his shoulder. He gives you a kiss on the head, and you just about melt.

The conversation goes on for another few minutes, Reba interrogating Jim through the phone until she's happy with his answers. When she's finally done you can tell she asks to talk to you again, to say bye, because Jim glances down at you and does an 'uhhhhh, yeah sorry she's fallen asleep already.' when you yawn, again. Then he hangs up, turns the phone all the way off this time, and tucks it deep in the couch cushions; hidden for the night and probably much of tomorrow when you both inevidably forget where he put it. Then he looks down at you again, and a little frown spreads across his face.

"Whats gotten into you, huh sweetheart?"

"Nothin'," You hum back, folding one leg over the other restlessly and crossing your arms over your chest cosily; eyes still closed. "... just tired."

"Huh."

At that testy tone in his voice, you open your eyes and tilt your head back a tad to peer at him. "I'm fine." You assure, when he looks deeply uncertain. He's so cute, though, you can't help the tiny grin that tugs at the corners of your lips. "I just... " Carefully, you move up and settle yourself back comfortably in his lap; drawing your arms around his neck and resting your forehead against his. "I'm just feeling particularly affectionate towards you, is all~ " You tease, lightening the mood.

Jim does not seem fully convinced, but he switches to a sharp, vulgar smirk. Wicked. His shoulders roll, relaxing himself, before he speaks. "Oh really, darlin'?"

"Mhmm."

"I mean, I can't tell ya I don't appreciate that- " The grin turns cautious; a focused look in his eyes momentarily. "... but you're just tired, right? Nothin' is going on that I can do somethin' about? If someone's messing with you, sugar, I'll- "

Quickly you shake your head. "No, really, I'm just tired. Exhausting week."

"... alright then."

For a moment then you just rest there against him, your eyes flickering once to his eyes, before you take a deep breath in and raise up straight again. "... anyway." With sleeve mittens covering most of the skin of your hands you tuck them on either side of Jim's face, your fingertips slipping into his hair. "Were we doing something before? I feel like we were doing something."

A wry grin creeps across his mouth. "... I think we were- but I think you're gonna haveta jog the old memory, darlin'. It isn't what it used to be."

You give quiet giggle, and nod. "I can do that."

[simplicilumium]

Oh my gosh all my writers gather up cuz I have shit to say.

USE. VERBS. TO EXPRESS. THE MOOD.

For example, you could say:

She took the beans from his hand and tossed them out the window.

What do you think of that? Cuz if I were to see that sentence with no context, my mind would go: wow! fun! lighthearted! I'm thinking that he's offering her the beans and she's taking the pleasure of tossing each out the window one by one like a pleasant daydream in a dress that looks like it was made from a picnic blanket, and he's in stained overalls and a plaid button down, and all is well in their little garden.

OR, you could say:

She TORE the beans from his hands and HURLED them out the window.

Oh. O h. Now my mind is rethinking shit. Now I'm like "dang, she's pissed. she's pissed and she's tearing these beans out of his hands in anger and frustration and, with all her absolute might, she is hurling these godforsaken beans out the fucking window. Maybe tears are running down her face. Maybe not.

And then you could say:

She stole the beans from his hands and yeeted them out the window.

And now, my mind is thinking that I've stumbled upon the crack story to beat all crack stories. I see a short ass, sly girl sneaking up on this tall, brooding guy with a serious case of resting bitch face. I see her carefully yet quickly taking the beans from his hands while he's talking. Maybe she's even replacing them with small pebbles so he doesn't suspect anything. And then, with oh-so-much grace, she throws those motherfuckers out the window before anyone can stop her. And maybe, just maybe, there's an explosion in the background.

Verbs are so powerful because they give the reader a visual image. And yes, CONTEXT ALSO MATTERS. If you have a heavy scene going on, you'll most likely get the point across either way (although, I don't recommend using "yeet" during a very angsty scene), but using powerful and impactful verbs vs lighter verbs will get you a very different scene and uhhhhh yeah that's all I have to say

[altraviolet]

9pm australia fandomness here! Oh i need a question. uhhhhh. How do you imagine the drink menu flavours at Swerves?

hi!! :D

ooh well there are a few drinks mentioned in canon. I'm sure there's a wiki page, but I remember "Nightmare Fuel" being one of them, hehe. there's some names I made up for the fic, Urayan Pitch is SW's favorite

I imagine Swerve does a lot of experimenting with flavors. gets obsessed with some show or idea and makes a ton of flavors surrounding it. like mood boards, but for drinks

funfact: I don't drink xD so uhhhhhh I'm not the best to answer this. but! I think he'd have a good range. from the equivalent to our fruity/sweet to our oaky/dry (are those wine words? I've seen them before. lol)

thanks for the ask, have a great night :D

[frostbitebakery]

Fic Writer 20 Questions

I got tagged by the lovely @thejediandthemandalorian thank you 💜💜💜

1.) How many works do you have on ao3

15

2.) What's your ao3 word count?

147,444 words

3.) What fandoms do you write for?

"Writing" is such a strong word. Codywan is the one that inspires me the most at the moment to the point I want to add little backstories.

4.) What are your top five fics by kudos?

I Got My Head Checked

Outtakes of IGMHC

Art for IGMHC

black

Codywan Art and Hubris

5.) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I try to!! When someone is kind enough to leave a reaction, I should thank them at the very least! Excuse Number 1: I get overwhelmed easily. Excuse Number 2: Especially with long or thoughtful comments, when I answer those I feel like that's the end of that interaction and I don't want that to end

6.) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

It's gotta be one of the Mood Color Panties that ended with an emotional cliffhanger...

7.) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Uhhhhh in terms of happy ending to fic setting ratio? Probably the MCU/Snowpiercer crossover that ends somewhat like the movie wherein they discover that not everything on the outside world is dead and gone.

8.) Do you get hate on fics?

Not yet? *crosses fingers*

9.) Do you write smut? If so what kind?

I have written smut. With BDSM and lingerie. But I don't feel the smut groove anymore. Once in a while I do like to dabble in erotica when drawing though

10.) Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I've officially written one (1) crossover of MCU/Snowpiercer. Unofficially, I've chucked words at friends about The Covenant/Fantastic Four where Johnny Storm and Chase Collins are roommates for whatever reason and Chase is trying to close a portal to Hell and fighting off demons while Johnny is oblivious to it all until his Lucky Charms are gone.

11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware of. Plenty of art got stolen though.

12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yus! A smutty stucky one-shot got translated into Russian

13.) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

Does The Unlucky Ones count??? I just wanted spoopy Cody but I can't not do backstory for AUs, so my mind is churning out the lore. Then @adiduck was like, “hey, I have some ideas for TUO, how about--“ and then I buried her in the sandbox. The only bits I wrote (with Adi's blessing) are the snippets on the artworks. She is writing the fic while we both excitedly yell at each other.

14.) What's your all time favorite ship?

Just one???? All of them have a special place

15.) What's a WIP you'd like to finish, but doubt you ever will?

I don't have any fic WIPs atm

16.) What are your writing strengths?

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh quite a lot of people pointed out that my pacing is good, and some people like my humor! Thank you <3

17.) What are your writing weaknesses?

I'm too rushed. And like, a whole lot of technical stuff I don't know.

18.) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I like it. It can add a lot of things to the characters, plot, or setting. What I personally don't like if the words in another language are in italics.

19.) First fandom you wrote for?

Weiß Kreuz. It's in German and the forum it was posted on is long gone. There's an FMA fic on ff.net still. You won't find that one either.

20.) Favorite fic you've ever written?

I Got My Head Checked :D It started as a naive "lolol what would I want Sithywan to look like? just the once", grew to "But listen, Glimmer, it would be so funny if Sithywan is like "I need a week" as his estimation for how long he needs for Cody to spill every secret ever to him, and it ends with Sithywan just getting up in the cell like he's never been injured/tortured at all and going like "Thank you, that's all I need" like some method acting Black Widow type, but internally starting his journey of “omfg I want him carnally and emotionally””, and then it spiraled into 75k words with more catharsis for me as a person than should be possible. And a greenhouse. More IGMHC trivia!!

Oban Ouaine, Qui-Gon's Cody's Venator, is Gaelic for little green bay. I wanted a connection of Qui-Gon and his fandom plants. And I thought Oban Ouaine sounds a little bit like Obi-Wan

the original plan was that the whole Venator is like a jungle with plants everywhere. @elwenyere brought up "they have a greenhouse?" and I ran with that instead, not knowing it would turn into a central stage for hope and healing for the characters

TAG YOU'RE IT: @adiduck @elwenyere @ifonlyweknewwhatiwasdoing @meebles @merlyn-bane @wrennette @lttrsfrmlnrrgby and anyone who wants to bc this was fun!

[5mind]

GET TO KNOW YOUR ADMIN !!

name — garlic / hsah

pronouns — she/he/they

preferred comms — mostly dms thanks, maaaaybe discord

name of muse — Fivemind, Chirptune, Antares

experience in RP — started when I was like 15? 16? that's like more than a decade now that i think of it. started off on the gaiaonline forums and then took a long break from it until I got back into it on tumblr. It's been on and off since then.

best experiences — honestly I'm mostly having a good time here, but shout-out to @pzfr for the fun hero shenanigans and , of course, the dodostep saga. Also shout out to @outofthiisworld and @fluxofthemouth who are tons of fun to write and plot with! Also this private discord rp I got going on with a bud who's not even in the tumblr rpc lol

pet peeves/dealbreakers — hmmm...hmmm. I'm kinda real lenient actually or at least I can't really think of anything off the top of my head until it actually happens. I know 'no godmodding' is like a rule page cliche at this point but it does happen... Especially if they get my character wrong...

muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ) — variety's good ! love to put my funny fellas in Situations but also love to have them hang out with other people's fellas and get groceries or something. I'm generally on the silly side but I do enjoy dramatic tension and mystery and maybe some horror elements :3

plot or memes — memes are a good start and then we can plot from there! plotting straight away's cool too but I personally go by memes reblogged by the other person first because at least that gives me an idea of what they might want

long or short replies — yes to both ! will admit I can get burned out fast if I dont have threads with shorter replies in between. and really it depends on what we're trying to do here.

best time to write — after a quick rest or nap once I'm home from work. Or the weekends. Mostly weekends tbh since then I can be in an rp mood while my mutuals are active. Unfortunately, a lot of my mutuals' peak activity hours are also during sleep and work hours for me ...

are you like your muse?: damn... i sure hope not ! I kid of course. I mean, most people channel some part of themselves (not necessarily personality but yknow) into their main muses and I'm no different. And I mean,,, I'm a super sentai fan writing a super sentai fan of a muse ...I have never been subtle in my life

tagged by: @pzfr

tagging : uhhhhh @schattenmagier , @the-haunted-office , @rage-reloaded , @the27percent , @mechahero and whoever else was tagged in the question above and whoever else that wants to do this

[tragic-feline]

Uhhhhh i’m not the best at requests and im so sorry if this weird but teenage villain and hero in a highschool setting??? And hero knows about villain’s identity but the two of them are really good friends in civilian identities and hero doesn’t want to betray them so they just pretend like they don’t know anything and don’t arrest them???

(again i apologise for the vagueness, have a 🍫 in repayment)

🤎

THIS IS ACTUALLY SO CUTE OH MY GOODNESS 

Also I will gladly accept the chocolate, thank you very kindly!

I don’t know if this is exactly what you wanted, but I hope you still like it! 😭

Classmates

Hero and Villain were sitting across from eachother at lunch. The table they sat at daily was empty except for the two of them, which made sense. The pair didn't really mingle much with other students. After all, they were enough company for eachother.

"I think I'm going to skip fourth period, I'm not in the mood for bio." Villain announced, lazily picking at the salad inside of the small plastic container in front of them.

Hero released a small sigh in response. "Your attendance is already concerningly low, that's not very wise." They stated, gesticulating with a flimsy spork in the air.

In reality, the hero was more concerned for their own attendance. Every time the villain skipped a class it was to orchestrate some sort of scheme, which would lead to the hero having to skip class as well.

"Bah. I don't care about my attendance." Villain scoffed, finally taking a small bite of the salad they had been playing with for the past few minutes.

"Please dude, I'll owe you a favor." Hero pleaded, their eyes wide with concern.

Villain shook their head. "No, I want to go to the mall.” They explained, looking down at the leafy green heap inside of the container before them. They only packed the salad because their mother forced them to do so. 

"Nobody goes to the mall anymore." Hero rebutted, stabbing their spork into the foam tray in front of them. It left 4 miniature holes beside the dry chicken sandwich that hero didn't dare touch.

Villain cracked a small smile at the remark. "That’s why I want to go, genius." They chuckled, tilting their head at their obviously bothered friend.

"Can I bribe you to go to class?" Hero asked, looking up at Villain desperately as they dug in their pockets for their wallet.The villain looked a bit amused. "...How much?" They replied, half jokingly. Curious as to whether or not their friend was genuinely about to pay them to stay in school.

"A crisp ten dollar bill outta do it." Offered the hero as they slid a pristine bill towards the villain. The villain stared at it apprehensively before peering back up at their classmate. "make it fifteen and I'll stay."

"I don't have fifteen." Hero grumbled, hastily revoking their ten dollar bill and returning it to their wallet. The villain’s mouth contorted into a small frown as they watched their friend surrender with an expression of frustration.

"Why do you even care so much? It's not like we have class together next..." Mumbled Villain as they closed the lid to their salad and shoved it into their lunchbox. It was one of those older metal ones, Hero knew Villain must've stolen it from some sort of collector. Or perhaps they got it from a thrift store, Villain wasn't always committing crimes. The villain loved vintage things. 

Hero paused for a moment, trying to come up with a believable answer. There was absolutely no chance they’d be able to tell Villain the truth. “I- I just care because I'm your friend. Is that really that hard to believe?” Stammered Hero as they folded their hands on the table in front of them, hoping desperately that their beloved pal would believe them. 

“Ok, fine...” Groaned the villain theatrically. “But you owe me the ten for messing up my plans.” They declared, before quickly clarifying. “...My mall plans.” The hero nodded in understanding as a wave of relief washed over them. Their attendance was saved, or at least for now. Carefully, they brought out their wallet once more and pulled out the crisp ten dollar bill from previously. 

Abruptly, yet almost on cue, the bell that signaled the end of lunch was ringing from above. The pair rose from their seats and the villain followed the hero as they made their way over to the relatively large garbage bin in the center of the room. A swarm of chatter was slowly spilling out of the cafeteria, for students were returning to their classes. 

Hero tossed the untouched tray of food into the trash and looked at their closest friend. “Thank you.” Simpered the hero, triggering a puzzled expression on the other’s face. “What for? Taking your money?” The villain joshed. 

The hero merely shrugged and bid the villain farewell. The villain smiled awkwardly and did the same. 

[poppyfamily]

fic: all kinds of magic

by ifearimlosingtheroom (variationeighteen)

Summary: Amanda pulls a Tarot card everyday. She sees its truth in her friends at Smosh.

Notes: Uhhhhh wasn't expecting to post anything today for Amangela Week but I got in a writing mood so here we are. Launching this series with an Angela chapter for Amangela Week (hosted by @zillaphoneswag) Day 3: Workplace Shenanigans. Really pushing it here lmao. Is it romantic? Is it platonic? Up to y'all tbh. I'm tired from all the thinking.

Chapter 1: The Hermit

Rating: General Audiences

Archive Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Fandoms: Smosh, Video Blogging RPF

Relationships: Angela Giarratana & Amanda Lehan-Canto, Angela Giarratana/Amanda Lehan-Canto (for now)

Characters: Amanda Lehan-Canto, Angela Giarratana (for now)

Additional Tags: Tarot Challenge, Amanda loves her friends

Word Count: 530

Read it here

[istherewifiinhell]

okayyyy also. tagged by @joelletwo for 5 topics i could talk about for an hour with no prep.

now. two things. 1. i have infernal podcast dude energy and could say a lot about nothing. weird trait to have if u dont like talking to people? hard to say. 2. GESTURES AT BLOG. im ALREADY. talking at length abt my beloved shit. so im just ruling out turtles, alien robots, trek, etcetcetc all the shit thats been a main blog topic for the last past. 4 years?

I'm gonna say.... western voice actors? not that i could really. Give a lecture so much as. I'm way more familiar with them that than I am live action actors. And I'm kinda just CONSTANTLY like. Oh you know so and so from every cartoon youve ever fucking seen? And FEEL a real. gap. with people when they dont have a same reference point. probably like how ppl feel with me when i dont know their acting guys jhadbgjfga. Like u can name 5 VAs from ur childhood cartoons/animated movies right? And personal interest like, hey btw u know like the entire cast of tng was in disneys gargoyles? U know keith david can SING? And diego luna? Hey you know about Canadian actors who are in all the dubs and video games and yeah cheap shit? You know Scott McNeil right? You know Ian James Corlett? You know. THE IAN. of being Ian. Hello. is this thing still on?

I really like and care about the topics of education, children's rights and pedagogy? Not academically so much as, personal interest. What seeing very clearly that there was a lot of arbitrary rules that involved things like. The Government. and Systems. as a child does to a motherfucker I guess? I'm always INTERESTED in a discussion about it, is how i mean I guess. Like focuses of multiple intelligence and "applied knowledge" (and short comings there of). I mean long and short of it. Kids are full human beings and until u can grapple with that their feelings and opinions um. Actually matter. I hate you? jdhbgjhdb. And Naturally the world being good for kids has the prerequisite of it not sucking ass for adults too....

UHhhh guh. User design/civil engineering? You'll hear it from me until the day I die, crushed under the tires of a ford f1 giga truck with the LED 20million watt bulbs. PROTECTED BIKE LANES. for the love of god. I just know a lot of designers I guess and like engineering, conceptually. But like, u know that famous bridge everyone crashes into. If theres 80million warning signs and people are still crashing... maybe theres. other factors. Or you know ofc like, traffic planning, vehicle accidents, structural disasters. A lot of them are not just. Things happening. Tragedies. There's politics there. Usually a lot of Money stuff. and structural racism. The real reason your fridge is full is that there's a bunch of half empty condiment jars hiding all your forgotten left overs. And widening the roads isnt gonna do shit for traffic.

Jackass entry: Themes and motifs of anyyytthing ive watched with another person or saw, and like they also know it. I realllly like, visual theming and narrative shorthands. Anything that breaks like, maybe people in this setting dont have the same customs, but their gonna do something so you the audience can recognize it. Non literal/accurate use of colour and lighting, for mood and clarity. Breaking the physical shape and scale of things so they can appear and be readable on screen. COSTUMING COSTUMING COSTUMING. A well styled character can do soooo much for your understanding of a work, especially with large casts, and a poorly styled one can take me right out. Well. anyway. yes i love animation u all knew that.

uhhhhh Thatgamecompany/giantsquids studio. im giving myself a free space. lol technically I DO. blog about this. the music. at least. BUT beloved. games. Me and everyone else I guess. Hey speaking of u know its laura bailey and troy baker as the voices in the pathless? And you know how a lot of the games have themes of coming into being/growing/rebirth. And LOTS of environmentalism. And implied cultural world building, and wordless stories. and beautiful metaphor rich otherworldly visuals. and gameplay styles that really connect with the emotional story their going for. and ofc, the music. oh the leit motifs. well. there u go. sword of the sea when?

tagginggg. uh did anyone get @deadgrantaires or @army-of-bee-assassins yet? anyone elseeee who wants to regale me with things they knowww about. id love to know.

[music-my-beloved]

A Hard Day's Night: A 16yo's (horrible) album review pt.3

A Hard Day's Night: Catchy, she's so nice! She's like, a classic. Wasn't there that movie made with this same name or am I tripping? Dude making these reviews is like, giving me carpal tunnel I've never typed this much b4 !! Erm,,, but yea :/ this song is just a classic that's all I gotta say !!!

I Should Have Known Better: Harmonica goes insane honestly. Uh this song confused me 😭 like. i'm stupid??? I don't know girls this one through me for a loop. At first I was like, "Dang this girl's a runner she's out with other guys '-'" and then for a brief moment I was like no, "Okay maybe she's loyal she's just stupid and doesn't know what to say when the guy compliments her or something" I'm leaning towards the second option but the title still trips me up like, I should have known better what is that supposed to mean 😭😭??? Likeee,, "I should have known better that a girl like you would run off with different men" or "I should have known better that a ditzy girl like you wouldn't know what to say when I told you I love you" ?? I'm confuseddddd. Maybe I'm stupid. Help me 😭😭!!

If I Fell: THE DRUMS!?? Hellooo?? They're so cute !!!! They're so faint yet full it's so.. uh girl idk they're striking a chord with me. Was there a looping machine ??? Was that a thing in the 60s ?? If not that steady hand work was AMAZING. Good Job Ringo! 👍 Anyway yeah I'm familiar with this song already, she's another sister to me I love her!

I'm Happy Just To Dance With You: This song has like, melancholic undertones 😭 it makes me depressed. Not like, super sad but it's like, "Once this dance is over, I'll still love you" or something like that. Idk she's just so sad :(((( but I actually really like this track ! She's so sad I love it!!!

And I Love Her: erm, she's a bit too slow and sweet for me! I can imagine that under the right circumstances this song would be an absolute banger and just get me in my feels but right now a loud english class probs isn't the environment for this music idk.. but uhhhhh yeah. I WASN'T bored per se just mildly amused by her.

Tell Me Why: Girlllll we're getting drama???? Why this girl crying 😭 and lying ?! 😭😭 I'll tell you what these girls are! toxiccccc !!! Is it the same girl or multiple?? Because omg it's actually insane these girls are crazy or this one particular girl is just an absolute mad woman I can't tell 😭😭 uh but overall it's a pretty energetic song it's pretty good 👍

Can't Buy Me Love: Okay I heard the first line or whatever and I was like, "sugar daddy :3" what. girl nevermind. He wants a girl who doesn't want material things from him that's so sweet!! Apparently Paul and John turned their backs on Money from their previous album but whatevs I get it. Sometimes people are in a mood 👀. Uh I liked the song but the girl could bark she was a little loud for me idk 😭

Any Time At All: This song sounds a bit more modern idk but oh em gee he's gonna be there for you! Not in like a romantic way (but it could totally be seen as such) but in like a friendly sweet way !! Super cute idea for a song. Unfortunately Bruno Mars has already capitalized on such an idea with that one song that I cannot remember for the life of me rn idk

I'll Cry Instead: Teehee this song is evil >:3 !!! Revenge is real and this girl is gonna be a victim!!! I love itttt it's so catchy and just makes you wanna bop your head along with it. 10/10 for her, she was exquisite.

Things We Said Today: A parting song 🤨 hmm interestinggggg. Girl they had A LOT to say in this apparently 'cause looking at the lyrics, it reads like a short story. I mean, I know that is technically what a song is but most of the time the songs read like poems this one goes crazy (and yes I know, some parts are repeated) but OMG she was a lot !!! Charming track but I didn't really groove with this one!!!

When I Get Home: okay when I read the title I thought this song was a threat I'm not gonna lie to you 😭😭.. it still seems like a threat to me. ALSO these songs need some gut to them !! These tracks have the potential to sound more angry but they won't do it and I'm trying to understand why. The Beatles have made some angry sounding songs before (but that's for a later albums) and they've all sounded fantastic. I get that the songs at the time (60s) were all lovey dovey and cute and not so aggressive but RAAHHHHH it's so frustrating to hear the same thing over and over again. But anyway yeah I feel like this song was just too repetitive for me :/ EDIT: okay listened to this song multiple times I completely misunderstood it but the rant is STAYING !!!!!

You Can't Do That: uh this girl's a runner !!! Quick someone get her, someone watch her 😭😭😭 this song is a pretty tame response to the knowledge that your girl is talking to other people. Also this dude is oddly obsessed with his reputation like, boy, reputation don't mean nothing if your girl doesn't even respect you that much ?? I don't know i've been mean with these reviews don't mind me I'm just crazyyyy this album review has been a mess 😭

I'll Be Back: this relationship is not healthy wut. He left her just to see if she would chase after him. You know what good on you girl 'cause that was a crazy thing to do on his part. Uhm overall (despite the weirdness in the relationship dynamic) I think it was the perfect track to close out an album with. It's not using all the tricks in the playbook but it's also not completely lacking either !! It's was also a very chillaxed song and not too overbearing. I liked it!! Probs won't listen again but idk I could totally be lying don't listen to me!

More Reviews on the way, next up: Beatles for Sale...