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jackfuckingtwist · 17 days

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❝and you thought the lions were bad, well, they tried to kill my brothers.❞

@lgbtqcreators creator bingo: blending

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turbo-tsundere · 17 days

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*superglues them together*

Aka, eeeeh fok it. Here's some ougoku stuff I've been sitting on. Happy THOSE GUYS day.

#gonta gokuhara #gokuhara gonta #kokichi ouma #ouma kokichi #kokichi oma #danganronpa #v3 #ndrv3 #ougoku #ougoku day #awwgoku #wip #I drew some of these for jellybeanbagel to bribe them into finishing their fangame lmao.#2021-2023 stuff #my art #I doubt me liking this ship is a surprise to anyone given my old uploads but tbh it's a miracle that I do. Or should I call it 'anomaly'?#this is very much a 'ship chose me' scenario - my conflicting feelings towards it oddly became part of the appeal that I learned to embrace #it's complicated and might be due to me being prolly uncommon case of Gonta-main ougoku enjoyer and maybe also a masochist sdfdf #but I will never object to Gonta being treated kindly when it comes to fluff and 'what could've been' potential #and upsetting parts are compelling and deserve to be seen and explored for what they are- it's a waste to justify/idealise or minimize them #and boy do these guys have an emotional range I physically cannot overlook despite visceral and deeply personal pain some parts of it cause #...and also because of it #and on that note - I have some not so sweet nor cozy stuff with them as well that I might compile one day... to balance this post >:)#still tho I promise to give other gonta ships some love too. after all this is only one of my top 3

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beebfreeb · 25 days

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I really like being into stuff that's no less than 20 years old. New stuff just doesn't have 2009 AMVs where my favorite character is drawn like this

I can count the pixels in these.

#funny talking tag #I love collecting vintage Judgement Boy fan art. Despite the pain it causes me (Projecting my mixed-ness onto him)#(No... he is Mexican and Japanese... why are you drawing him like- Oh wait yeah canonically he is a red cube. Right.)#(note for clarity I am of Mexican descent and Hwhite mixed. I'm projecting the Mexican part.)#Oh 2009 Alice Human Sacrifice AMV Judgement Boy we're really in it now.

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pencildragons · 1 month

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'well at least it wasn't both legs' alice dyer you are a cool amputee now i hope you know this

#i like to imagine that she wears a pegleg sometimes #despite the impracticality and pain they cause (so i have heard)#she has definitely pulled off her whole ass fucking prosthetic and thrown it at gwen at least once #'why the fuck did you hit me ?' 'i think you'll find i KICKED you actually'#alice dyer #tmagp #magpod #tmagp 11 #the magnus protocol #words of wyrm

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moeblob · 1 month

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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kinnbig · 1 year

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KinnPorsche Gif Series | Favourite Dynamics [3/7] | KinnBig

#i like to cause myself pain!#can you believe it took me - tumblr user kinnbig - this long to make this gifset?#despite how few scenes they have i found this set the hardest to choose only 10 gifs for lol #kpseries #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #kpts #kinnbig #mile phakphum #nodt nutthasid #kinn theerapanyakul #big kinnporsche #big kp #kinn kp #darcey.gif #darcey.txt #bl.gif #kinnporsche.gif #darcey.main

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dawnssummers · 1 year

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— i never liked that ending either. more love streaming out the wrong way, and i don't want to be the kind that says the wrong way.

buffy the vampire slayer, 5.07 fool for love + 5.18 intervention + 5.22 the gift / richard siken, litany in which certain things are crossed out

#litany again. GUYS WHO WOULD LOVE LITANY IN WHICH CERTAIN THINGS ARE CROSSED OUT!!!#btvs #spike #btvsedit #no but litany is so. it's about being stuck in this narrative of doom/tragedy whilst trying to shape it from within but u Can't. you're you #it's about regret (especially that but i should've known) its about forgiving yrself (dear forgiveness quit milling about and come inside)#most of all it's about being the dragon and wanting to be the princess or the hero but you're not #and that's why you want a better story. WHO WOULDN'T? sure i sink the boat of love but that comes LATER #idk man what if u fell in love with ur destruction ie that which killed you the first time #what if you continued to life what if you were a vampire and there was a hero. what if u fell in love with ur destruction again #what if you were a fool for love even as you revelled in causing pain and causing destruction of your own #what IF you were trying to heal your lover but then the slayer was there. what if your lover pushed you away bc she knew your destiny #what if love for you was like a religion all along... litany makes me crazy wazy #^all why the expression RIGHT after 'til the end of the world' is in here i did oscillate on including it bc it Looks innocuous #so much converges there.. it's a grand statement And it's real And it's a (promise of) love through/bc of/despite the world ending

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dykedvonte · 2 months

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Ghouls in mass probably crave a tenderness and kindness they can no longer feel or give out. They are repulsive just in the sense of what they are, dead people who didn't quit die, corpses allowed to walk and think past their atomic burial. They reek. They are falling apart. They have no skin to caress, no lips to purse in disgust or lay upon a partner or friend. They are not allotted the kindness of community we see in the settlements. They band together to share their pain, marked by what they once were and never asked who they could continue to be.

#everytime i think of ghouls i get sad cause despite not being in agony its implied its still a bit painful for ghouls to exist #as they are constantly slowly deteriorating and we know becoming feral is a certainty just the when is different for every ghoul #like id be miserable to knowing I can show affection in ways I once did and even if I make new ways its the difference #that i have to be different and thats not inherently bad but I am forced by higher powers that didn't care for me before hand to be further #pushed into being disregarded and even hated #pour one out for my ghoulfriends #i need to work on my girls #perhaps tomorrow rot girls i love you #fallout #fallout new vegas #fallout 1 #fallout 2 #fallou 3 #fallout 4

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ashercries23 · 9 months

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rip james potter you would’ve loved dead poet society

rip barty crouch jr you would’ve loved monster energy and mountain dew

rip lily evans and remus lupin y’all would’ve loved pretty. odd. by panic! at the disco (specifically northern downpour)

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holyhounddog · 10 months

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Self indulgent art of Juuzou helping Muts with T.

Bros being bros or something

Edit: I just realized I forgot his stitches FUCK

been drawing him since I was 13 and this is my first time doing that goddamn….

#inspiration was my friend who kins Juuzou having to give me my shots when I first got on T cause I couldn’t do it lmao #I made him wear a sexy nurse costume the first time #the cruel irony of Mutsuki being a transman with a fear of needles is severely under talked about #cw needles #allanart #tokyo ghoul re #procreate #tooru mutsuki #juuzou suzuya #this is ship art #t4t despite Juuzou not being trans #he’s trans coded to hell and back so it works #I refuse to put a warning for healed scars #nobody’s body deserves to be labeled as content/trigger warning worthy #I say this someone who struggles with s/h #tg:re #last night it took me over an hour to do my shot cause my body decided to amp it’s ability to feel pain up too 100 for no reason #tg fanart

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clockworkcheetah · 2 years

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thinking about how the universe only protects dirk from fatal injury- like straight up dead on the spot (hence why the bullets avoided him in 1x06- bart shoots to kill obvs) but it does nothing to prevent any other injury like harpooned twice in the shoulder? if he can get the job done it doesnt matter

#dghda #dirk gently #dirk gently's holistic detective agency #dghda meta #hes like an immortal but the worst way #cause he isnt immune to pain or injury #hes immortal until the universe doesnt need him anymore #then he dies whenever #i could be wrong of course but the universe does need him and what good is he dead?#i have a lot of thoughts about dirk and his relationship towards the universe #i think its a tragic fate and hes fully aware of it #interesting things happen not good ones #and yet hes still kind despite it all #is this coherent who knows with me #i surely dont

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pondphuwin · 1 year

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