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girl-hobbit · 10 months

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bro where are you 😢 its been three days☀️…

i am lonely 😞 and confused 🫤..where could she be! 😣 could she be…🪦-NO i mustn’t think of such terrible things❌

come back bro…

@bugsoda skgsfsgfsfs-

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pieceofourworld · 2 years

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Y'all...I just realized... Lilia is way older than Malleus. And, despite some of what I've heard about Book 7, we can assume that Lilia will probably live for at least another 100 years or so.

Silver is human. Sebek is only half-fae. That means their lifespans will be way shorter. After Lilia buries his child and student, Malleus will be forced to watch the last surviving friend he has fade away.

All the NRC kids will be long dead. Yuu is gone, to their world and the afterlife. Grim is most likely dead along with them. Malleus's grandmother is older than Lilia, and has very likely passed.

Which means that Malleus is alone.

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 8 days

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i'm going to he so fucking insufferae about theatre btw. just started my job at the theatre, with which i'm already obsessed bc their plays and stuff are just plain brilliant i could go on rants for hours and boy am i gonna know these plays by heart once i've sat through one half a dozen times. AND i joined a theatre class at school. with four other people but. i'm so incredibly motivated. i NEED. anyway it's tumblr y'all know i regularly go full obsessed nerd on things i am a Freak when it comes to these things and BOY is it gonna be Bad with the theatre

#i hope they play shakespeare.......#i gotta write a paper in shakespeare this year anyway so like. thatd be perfect #ANY WAY THE CURRENT PLAY IS DO GOOD #ITS ALL GREY #LIKE LITERALLY THE ACTORS SKIN IS PAINTED IN SHADES OF GREY #THERE IS ZERO COLOUR #AND YOU FORGET AS U DO WITH B&W FILMS #AND THEN #AND THEN. RED MIST. THE INQUISITIR. GLOWING RED IN RED SPOTLIGHTS #U CANT EVEN SEE THE OTHER CHARACTERS ANYMORE #THE INQUISITOR IS SO PROMINENT IN RED THAT ALL GREY MELTS INTO MEANINGLESS BACKGROUND #THE VISUALS ARE SO GOOD I AM CHEWING ON DRYWALL #STUNNING #ALSO I LOVE THAT SCENE WHEN THAT GUY IS SHOT!! ITS SO GOOD!!!!!!!#AND THE ACTOR IS SUCH AN INCREDIBLE CORPSE??? LIKE LEGIT IF I DIDNT KNOW HR WAS ALIVE #I MEAN HES A FZCKIGN GREAT ACTOR THRU THE WHOLE PLAY BUT DAMNNNN #COULDNT SEE HIM BREATHE WHEN WAITING FOR IT. FOR TWENTY WHOLE MINUTES #ALSO JUST THE FACT THAT TEH CGARACTER REALISED HE WAS WRONG #AND GOES UP TO THE KING TO LIE AND TAKE THE BLAME SO HIS FRIEND HAS TIME TO FLEE #AND THE KING JUST. SHOOTS HIM JUST AS HE WANTS TO START HIS MONOLOGUE #THE TEO PEOPLE CRYING OVER THE CORPSE OF THE ONE SINGLE DECENT MAN IN THIS PLAY #(there is also once decent woman but the more i get the play the less convinced i am on her tbh. i support womens wrongs!! bht not the poin #here rn)#AND THEN ITS ALL FOR NOTHIN TOO!! HUS FRIEND WHOM HE DIED FOR WHO F I N A L L Y GOT TWO BRISNCELLS IS STILL GONNA DIE #ITS ALL SO FUTILE #ITS BEAUTIFUL #THE COLOUR CHOICES UGH #THE SCENE COMPOSITION #THE MUSIC #god the music. poor music guy tho. theres so many tricky parts they get wrong again and again

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pikkish · 11 months

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ranger but he has to scavenge from enemies in nightmare hell dimension to replace his own armor as it starts to fall apart

#lines i did #quake #[insert obligatory comment here about how i am in fact still alive]#mlstly just wanted to draw the shambler gauntlet tbh #made the rest up around that #been real busy n tired tho. havent had a lot of time or energy to draw #i miss drawing things #i miss hangin out with mutuals on tunglr dot hell #maybe i should just start doing 10 second sticky note doodles and post those. low effort low time consumption...#maybe. maybe.#anyway hows everyone been in the couplea months ive been gone?

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dakotameh · 9 months

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(un)funny joke with my stinkies

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petratherrock · 8 months

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Aside from the obvious reasons, i love Toge Inumaki because he doesn't talk unless it's in rice ball fillings language and honestly all men should aspire to be like him

#im kidding or am i #inumaki toge #cursed speech is so cool too and even tho it has limitations the fact that toge is still alive because he's not all around op is 🤌🏻🤌🏻#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #toge is also supposedly short??? in japanese standard at least lol. but he's athletic? 🤌🏻🤌🏻

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reallilystuff · 6 months

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sorting out character playlists at 1am is so cathartic and stressing at the same time . im sorting lil blocks into places. and if a single one goes out of order or does not fit because of The Vibe or The Lyrics i will scream internally

#ignoring the fact that im going insane by making a kinitoPET playlist hi hello im chilling #yes i am adding cute na kanojo(ringtone cover) and parts of the robot 64 soundtrack to the same playlist you cant stop me #dialtone/a realboy/deal gone wrong in the same vicinity as Still Alive & a world i built for you and windows breakcore.#god forbid my brain let me add Our Time by Bo En though no matter how much of a banger it is tho #is it rlly a robot/virus playlist if it doesnt have otomeroid or hello world in it /lh (yes it is i just have limited music taste)#reallilystuffart

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dazais-guardian-angel · 9 months

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Break 🤝 Ebisu - waiting for years to die and then realizing when the time comes that they want to live...

anon i don't know who you are or what prompted you to send this, but....... yes, I suppose? but also Ow why did you have to make me think of this

#anonymous #the only difference though is that one's death was well written and necessary for the plot/characters #(while still feeling terribly sad but not like in a betrayed way)#and the other one was just cruel shock value and spitting in the face of their character arc for the entire series #oh never think i ever stop being salty even after 9 years :))))#it's funny though because that kind of death for that kind of character is my most hated trope in media #and yet this comparison proves that i don't always necessarily mind it..........#i think with Ebisu it's softened by the fact that he gets to reincarnate #and his reincarnation is able to finally value his life and GETS that second chance to do that that he deserved #his death isn't as terrible as it is for break and anyone else because he's a special case and he gets to reincarnate as still himself #it's still sad for that PARTICULAR Ebisu but....... he's still always Ebisu. and he needed to die in the story for so many reasons.#but he still gets that second chance #am i still incredibly fucked up by his death always? yeah lol because adult Ebi is MY Ebi and he's Yato's Ebi #and the Ebisu arc will forever be my favorite........ sobs #but it's still not nearly as bad as Break cause........ yeah #would ph fans still burn me alive for daring to criticize the ending chapters of the series? who knows lol #the ending chapter of noragami does remind me tho that i've been right to have trust issues ever since the ending of ph all those years ago #it wasn't /nearly/ as bad as the ending of ph but man... man.... every time i think mangaka know what they're doing i'm proven wrong :')#they just can't ever stick the landings man. what's up with that. it sucks. and then there's asagiri who lol... is doing whatever he's doin

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paigemathews · 1 year

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I like. briefly mentioned it in the tags of my last post, but one of the (unending) story ideas on my to write list is about. Well, not necessarily about the origins of the Nexus but includes the origins of the Nexus, lore about prophesied witches, power building for the Phoenix, and an apocalyptic threat. The problem is that it's not one of my current WIPs in rotation. Not even a little! But that's the one I'm thinking about right now. I don't know what to do about this.

#abi speaks #for the record i am still in fact alive and obsessed with charmed #just. work. i have multiple jobs and therefore no time for anything else but work sleep and eat #with eat being a little too optional most days so unfortunately v limited charmed time #but i'll hopefully be getting one fulltime job soon so i'll have actual free time #which i desperately miss having lmao #but yeah i have way too many projects rn man #i may actually post them soon tho bc two of them just need finishing edits and two more just need to finish drafts #the other one has turned into a significantly longer thing than i'd originally planned tbh #lmao i feel like i discuss ideas and projects a lot for someone who hasnt actually POSTED anything in a hot minute #i swear i do actually write just. slow atm.

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dimonds456 · 1 year

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sorry if i've been quiet, the anxieties have me.

but I have therapy tomorrow :) so hopefully things only go up from here.

#vent (kinda- happy ending) in the tags #filling in spaaace filling in spaaace #uh when i say “quiet” i mean like. in general over the past year #this time last year i was convinced i was going to die- among other things #the fact i'm still here is something i'm thankful for every day #something does not want me alive and every day i'm here is my way of giving whatever the fuck that is the middle finger #i'm here and i'm alive so fucking deal with it #that said; my mental state has been fuuuuuuuucked #also this time last year i was trying to recover from a really traumatic experience that lasted for 9 months #i'm still not recovered from it actually not even fucking close #i'm finally getting to a place where i feel that i can start talking about it (not to randos online tho sorry) but it took ages #but just knowing that the anniversary of it being “over” is coming up is like. doing something to me.#i still have a month- that anniversary is in August but like. shit.#this is why i haven't been uploading art like i used to when i was in the su fandom #i've been drawing slower and less frequently #and the art i do draw i don't always post (which was true even back then i probably only posted half of what I drew)#so i know that- at least back then- people have been worried about my sudden slowing down of artwork. this is why.#that said i've slowly been getting back into it. i actually got the urge to write today while i was at work (tho it faded when i got home)#which is a huge improvement #i am doing better!#the askblog has been helping a lot actually #even if it... does remind me of a different time (before everything went to shit). but like i think that's *why* it helps y'know?#but it also gives me a lot of anxiety so i can't do it all the time #my anxiety in general has gotten really fucking bad over the last month and a half and i'm not sure why. like it's always been there but.#but now it's like a hunched beast and literally appears out of nowhere #at least before i was always pretty sure what was causing it but now i have no idea #but thats what the therapy is for. that and the trauma fdgshajk #no doubt the two are linked probably #but soon i'll be better. soon i'll be able to move forward on all the projects i wanna work on #soon i'll be free y'know?

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qqqqqqqqqqq0 · 2 months

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#i dont know how to tag it and alas i dont really care enough #i was going to draw something but i am a sloth. a lazy brain-rotting tree-dwelling mammal #but i am really really cute so please let it slide #everyone around me keep saying i should try to work as a florist because of my interest in flowers that suddenly appeared half a year ago #honestly speaking i hated flowers for as long as i have existed before that. they were making me depressed #the whole idea of something cute in your hands that is destined to become a withered rotting thing overnight is nothing but depressing #that i was thinking before i learned how to properly take care of cut flowers. now i can make them stay for a bit longer. like a week or so #it is still sad nevertheless. but I guess my perspective on things has changed as well. i am not talking about flowers #more like about life and death #but its too philosophical for a silly gigantic post in my silly little blog so im not going to talk about it #i like to dry flowers. dunno if I do it properly tho #a few days ago i watched kusuriya no hitorigoto in which characters are compared to flowers! there is a dried flower as well #the dried rose there was described as “still beautiful despite the time and harshness it went through”#but the character the rose was alluding to was merely a walking brainless corpse #and in the context it really made sense. these two contradicting facts in actuality create the complete picture of the character #while binging the series i couldnt help but wonder what flower i feel the most relation to #to no avail #someone has gifted me a rose plant approximately a month ago. you can see it on the photo above #but the thing is. i absolutely suck at taking care of living beings. my experience says exactly that. i also hate dirt #i was so perplexed and afraid of causing harm to the plant I completely abandoned it for quite some time #while thinking about it 24/7. reminded me of the time i still had the executive dysfunction #eventually i had to chop off all the leaves and buds leaving only stems with thorns be to keep the plant alive #it was actually my mother who gave it to me. so it is very precious and i really dont want it to die. but my actions somehow say otherwise #anyway. i came up with the idea that i am not a flower but a budless stem with really sharp thorns on it!#i dont really have enough space for the explanation so its up to you to interpret

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the-acid-pear · 4 months

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I love thinking of L.L.'s properties and the like. Anyway I think when hurt the deeper the would goes the faster it'll heal. Their organs will close up faster than a cut on their skin will. This unfortunately includes burns which makes them pretty weak to fire.

#luly talks #thankfully why the fuck would you try to burn them alive what's your problem they're a little guy and it's their birthday they're a little #birthday boy. you cannot go setting them on fire.#honestly pretty funny 2 me how overtime i just made L.L. go from looney tunes characters to just particurarly good regenerative skills but #mortal like no one else #fact they are partly immune is still canon tho they just have to focus and brace #i still am torn on how the whole. removing a limb would work. y'know.#i mean it really kinda mostly is like a real human they cannot regrow limbs #though i remember them once using someone else's flesh as an implant (it was an exchange) which like #did heal but took longer #so i guess that's a possibility too.#look man i know L.L. is my self ship gay sex self insert on the surface but they have sm going on #and there's still no canon explanation why they don't have a visible mouth. they are just fucked like that #(tbf it is mostly stylization lol)#anyway OOOO YOU WANT TO ASK ME ABOUT L.L. OOOOOO YOU WANT ME TO TALK MORE ABOUT THEM ⌚😵‍💫

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traumagenica · 4 months

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