#im not used to having gender dysphoria and i dont like it

[stiffyck]

Trans hermits. You agree.

[mikkokomori]

Oh shit, fr? Congrats! Here's hoping you'll find a way to feel more comfortable soon! /gen

Sending affection and support! (And boops, hehe ^u^)

woa........ thank you............ ;; I still feel embarrassed over just now realizing.......

[m0e-ru]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to the day my brain was literally rewired and my gender was being changed by the second SO HERES A GAS STATION SPECIAL before this joint was even a gas station in the FIRST PLACE !!!!

FUCKING FREAK

[universalsatan]

Hey bestie, no need to answer this, but I saw u reblogged something from roach - works, and I just wanna let u know that she's a major terf

oh!!! thank you for this fr. i'm answering this bc i just wanna say that i don't have shinigami eyes and i'm on mobile most of the time, so these pointers are much appreciated <33

[mxddyhero]

I need top surgery rn

[dykedalecooper]

im really happy that ppl who do experience gender euphoria like figured that out and are on their gender journey to their ideal self or whatever but i wish there wasnt a dichotomy of like. gender dysphoria gender euphoria. its just not helpful to be like "oh well. you dont experience gender dysphoria? thats ok because you probably experience gender euphoria and youre still valid and trans because its the same thing in a different direction". like how did "you dont need dysphoria to be trans kind of shift into "you dont need dysphoria to be trans but look at this other thing you probably have in addition/if you dont have dysphoria". like its clearly a huge part of the trans experience and most trans people connect to and experience the dysphoria/euphoria split but thats just not an inherent part of the trans experience. and the fact that ppl seem to think that it is, or at least act like it is, means there isn't a whole lot of space for people who dont

[theygender]

I finally got up the nerve to ask my spanish professor if I could use the nonbinary pronoun elle in class and I was worried the answer would be no since it's not an official pronoun, but he said yes! I got to use the correct gendered words for myself on my test today, and I didn't know just how much gender euphoria writing out the phrase "cuando era niñe" and ending my adjectives with -e was gonna give me but I'm gonna be happy for the whole rest of the day now. I'm also glad bc like... now if any other nonbinary students want to use a pronoun that matches their gender in their spanish class it should be easier for them. I've already done the hard part of coming out to my professor at a community college in the bible belt, explaining the movement for a gender neutral spanish pronoun to him, and providing him with resources from a spanish LGBT organization. And I let my pride club know what he said so now if any other students ask the organizer about using nonbinary pronouns in their spanish class she'll be able to tell them that the prof is okay with it 💛

[poisonouspastels]

actually im kind of thinking abt how all the main players in the AU are probably way more mentally Not Great than it may appear at first

[donttouchtheneednoggle]

realising ur trans is so stupid bc before yes it felt like life was just always gonna suck no matter what I did and I was doomed to low-mid grade misery with occasional high grade sprinkled in forever and all I could do was not dwell on it as much as possible but now I know what's probably causing it and that there's a way forward I actually have to do something about it and I don't know where to starttt

[felidthing]

my specialest little detail about applestrike is she actually has a second voiceclaim. her main one is ada rook but when i was still deciding who it would be bert mccracken was actually the runner-up. i thought it was fun to imagine my transfem kitty with a male voiceclaim (tho bert is pretty high pitched) but i ended up picking rook because i love her and it felt easier in the long run for applestrike to have a female voiceclaim. but bert will always be another option in my heart

[mechawolfie]

is there an alternative to dykefag/fagdyke for people who aren’t attracted to anyone really. like i just want the gender of it

[satellitesunset]

myle.text

[gaysexforlosers]

vent

literally i just want to feel like i belong in my body what the fuck. im just. i was literally just trying to wash my hands and i looked in the mirror and its just like. thats not me im. fuck. my dysphoria has been SO bad today and i ignored it for the most part but its not really working anymore and im. fuck i swear to god if someone calls me she one more time im going to fucking break down. i wish the opportunity to be gendered correctly came up more when talking to people especially with pronouns n shit bc a lot of people are ok with using the right name for me but not the right pronouns and im just. i cant fucking handle this i hate it so much. i literally just want to fucking exist as a human being why cant people just leave me the fuck alone.

[skeletalheartattack]

Hi the tags on your reblog about nullification make a lot of sense to me! I don’t think it’s weird to want that. I don’t know if it’s possible but I’m no scientist. You’re not alone and I’m not even saying that as an asexual <3 it’s much to think about even if it only exists in thoughts it can lead on a journey

thank you so much honestly 🌺🍀🌹🌸!! ive had someone dm me about nullification and that it's definitely possible to surgically do what i'd want done, and it honestly makes me feel so nice knowing that some day i'd be able to realistically fix my bottom dysphoria the way i'd want it done. it's not something i'd be able to achieve anytime soon but... it's validating knowing that it's able to be done and in the way i'd want it.

[weirdcat1213]

I need a binder with zip in the middle for work but that shit is expensiveeeeeeeee

[be-good-to-bugs]

yeah ok having my pronouns respectfully feels pretty fuckin good