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…so if Maeve’s power is strong enough to make Rowan believe Lyria is his mate… what does that mean for when she makes Aelin think Rowan’s dead? — Daily episode of I hate my brain & OW SARAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME I HATE MAEVE MOST OF ALL
#Kingdom of Ash#Kingdom of Ash spoilers#SARAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING#read with me cry with me#fangirl problems#reading reacts#thoughts while reading#first read#no spoilers please#Rowaelin#Lyria#I hate Maeve#ow my soul#soulmates#its Wings and Ruin all over again
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How much sad — did you — think I had — in me?
— How much tragedy? —
#so long London#tortured poets department#taylor swift#lyrical poetry#i feel it in my soul#oh the tragedy#ow my soul#ts ttpd#ts 11#the tortured poets department
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I hope this reaches to either of you so you can witness the pain you have unleashed upon my soul @somerandomdudelmao @kathaynesart
Seriously though I love your guys art and your crossovers always get me, I really hope I'm not coming off as annoying and I hope this makes you giggle or smile quq
Have a good day
#save rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#ow my soul#why muscles hard#to draw#cass apocalyptic series#casey anxiously by himself#sobs#replica au
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The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.
What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.
It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#dysphoria#and what makes this really tricky is that often it isn't clear-cut as to what makes you dysphoric...#...versus what makes you uncomfortable due to your culture or environment...#...i still experience dysphoria but now i find that my motivation isn't to please the people around me...#...if i truly wanted to please the people around me then i would cease to exist altogether...#...and once i truly recognized that and came to terms with this reality i stopped feeling like i owed the world everything...#...i stopped feeling so disconnected with myself...#...i don't think this will be useful for everybody but i want to offer a different approach to it...#...by no means do i think that this is a 'cure-all' in fact it's not even close...#...because what i found that this has done is bring me *closer* to my trans body and my trans soul...#...i have found that my dysphoria has narrowed (especially since going on testosterone) and i feel more at peace
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halsin 100% knows she's looking
#no song lyrics so sorry to my brand but this surpasses ALL.#the drawing to close the summer. now time for cosy cold once more!!#tism archive#bg3#karlach#halsin#is there a ship name for these two? I am too singularly deep in bloodweave to know#another drawing on the AGENDA of karlach is THE BEST CHARACTER IN THE GAME and deserves PEACE AND JOY FOREVER#i owe my soul to aimryax on nexusmods
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Batlantern hc: Hal doesn't so much keep a secret identity to protect his family from his enemies (because his enemies are mostly in outer space anyway) he does it because he has ZERO interest in becoming famous. He does not want anything to do with that.
And then he falls in love with a billionaire and becomes famous anyway and he hates it so. Fucking. Much. And it's not even for something cool. But he loves Bruce enough to put up with the media circus.
This is basically like every FabulaRasa fic ever (lovingly). Hal is always trying to reckon with fame in those. And I eat it up every single time.
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Honestly I'm glad that the aro community is moving from "we still love our friends and family we're not heartless!" to "we don't need to make up for our lack of romantic attraction with other forms of love" because yeah, our platonic and/or familial relationships are not romance-lite or a substitute for romantic love and a lot of aros reject the idea of love altogether. So yeah fuck trying to appeal to alloromantic people with the whole "we swear we're normal" thing. I don't need to make sense to anyone
Either you accept me as I am whether you understand me or not or you leave me the fuck alone
#aro#aromantic#arospec#not to mention my already existing struggle with connecting to people which was a problem before i even knew i was aro#and probably isn't related to it and has more to do with my history of rocky friendships full of dissapointment and letdowns#so my lack of romantic feelings are not to blame for my antisocial tendencies#of course there definetly are aros who are lonely souls like me and their aromanticism is connected to that but guess what#they don't owe you shit either and are not ''proof'' that aromanticism is miserable and lonely#those of us who are alone are not ''proof'' that we're incomplete without romance
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i can’t wait two more days actually. sleeping until the episodes drop
#RAHHHHHHHHHH I STAY WINNING!! I STAY WINNING!!!!#THANK YOU TO THE PERSON ON TWITTER WHO ASKED FOR PERCAHLIA SCREENSHOTS#I OWE YOU MY ENTIRE SOUL#vex’ahlia#percival de rolo#perc’ahlia#tlovm#critical role#vox machina#SCREAMING CRYING YELLING THRASHING
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Okay, where’s the Assassin’s Blade angsty fan-art? - for Sam being held back while Arobynn beats Celaena
#the Assassin’s Blade#Adarlans Assassin#Assassin of Adarlan#Sam Cortland#Celaena Sardothien#Sam x Celaena#Celaena x Sam#Arobynn Hamel#fanart#The Assassin and the Desert#King of the Assassins#Queen of the Assassins#the round table of seven#fandom#book imagery#break my heart#angst#pining#ow my soul#Throne of Glass#TOG#Throne of Glass series#The Assassin and the Pirate lord#The Assassin and the Healer#Sarah Maas#Maasverse#Throne of Glass fandom#fanmade#ready to rip my heart out#destroy me why don’t you
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silly guys who are both hampsters
#my art#svsss#svsss fanart#mxtx svsss#shang qinghua#hamster shang qinghua#hamhua#omniscient reader fanart#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader#kim dokja#hamja#thank you again to nib . every post now is a thank you to nib . i owe you my life and soul and motivation#hamja and hamhua they are both pocket sized so their boyfriends can carry them around
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I think the best possible time travel fic would be to slingshot Harrow from the end of Harrow the Ninth back to the beginning of Gideon the Ninth. Highest hilarity potential, highest angst potential, highest pining potential
Things Harrow knows now that she didn't before:
Who Alecto was
The names of God and his lyctors
The secret of lyctorhood
That the lyctor trials are a death trap
Gideon could be easily persuaded to die for her
Gideon dying for her is the worst thing possible
She would do almost anything to prevent Gideon from dying
Gideon's sword is haunted by a very angry and oddly familiar-looking woman who bears a remarkable resemblance to Gideon
Things Harrow still doesn't know:
What Alecto is
Gideon's parentage
Jackshit about BOE
Mercy and Augustine are both traitors
Things Harrow knew then and still knows now:
Gideon—this Gideon here and now—hates her
She owes a debt of two hundred lives and a future to the Ninth
The survival of the Ninth depends on her becoming a lyctor
#like. what does she DO??#Gideon isn't going to listen to her without some MAJOR legwork to win her trust#she doesn't even know how she did it last time and she can't afford to wait until canaan house to replicate the successful scenarios#should she even bring Gideon with her this time?#what are her alternatives?#let Gideon go to join the Cohort and die gloriously for the empire?#leave her here on the Ninth alone with Crux who wants her dead and has killed before?#should she even go herself?#stupid question she owes it to Pent and Quinn and the Sixth and everyone who risked their souls for her#most of all tho#I really really wanna make pre-canaan house Gideon have to deal with Harrow in her 'first flower of my House' 'saving the last dance' era#like. harrow basically got snatched by a pod-person who cares about strangers and looks at Gideon like a dream she expects to dissolve#gideon would lose her MIND#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrow nonagesimus#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#htn spoilers#time travel#peggy sue fic#op
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I be promoting hannibal with the level of enthusiasm only seen in multi-level marketing scheme workers
#theres a joke abouting owing a kidney in there somehwere but im not gonna be the one to find it#this show however DOES own my soul ^-^#people say manifesting this and manifesting that#why dont you get a REAL job and start promoting it to everyone you know until they too are part if an elaborate scheme#to bring about the 4th season of a show that ended 8 years ago??#you cant spell hivemind without i!!#hannibal#nbc hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannibal netflix#netflix#will graham#hannibal lecter#hugh dancy#mads mikkelsen#hannibal season 4#manifesting hannibal season 4#murder husbands#revive hannibal#renew hannibal#hannigram
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And if a touch is just a touch, then a touch just ain’t enough Tell me what it means, tell me you’re in love Tell me when I’ll get more than a dream of you
Spotlight - Jessie Ware
yet another twitter art meme
#elden ring#messmer the impaler#oc x canon#mailwives#Sorry for all the thirst traps this is the corny shit they’re on half the time#Stoli getting her portrait painted seems pretty unlikely as the mailwoman we all know and love so NC Stoli makes an appearance#tarnished#night’s calvary#artists on tumblr#art meme#shadow of the erdtree#oc#original character#I really do not care for how this turned out oof#Jessie ware i owe you my soul
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ok listen. listen. hear me out. what if Angel was the one to propose the contract
like.... the intensification of heartbreak and guilt when Val tells him 'I own you, or have you forgotten that?' as Angel looks at his signature, the heart he drew next to it. the extra layer in 'what's the worst part of this hell? I can only blame myself'. and above all it plays well with my observation that their contract had to have been composed with some level of input from Angel, because... why on earth/in hell would Val have given him control of his life outside of the studio; and while Val invokes the contract to put Angel back in 'his place', Angel invokes it to remind Valentino that he can defy him. It's actually similar in composition to a kink contract/agreement--if I'm in this specific place, you hold all the power and call the shots; but outside of it, I don't give you that level of control. Angel can straight up tell Val to fuck off in front of a crowd and all Val can do is say he'll make Angel regret it next time he's in the studio (and isn't that an extremely dark variation of the classic kinky romance beat of 'sub misbehaves when they're in public and can get away with it, dom promises they'll pay for it later'?)
so like. all of that about the contract also works if Val proposed it, but I love headcanoning that their relationship was on the rocks around the time it was signed, and one of the factors was Vox coming onto the scene... and so now i'm just thinking about Angel in his peak era of both-sides-ing their relationship problems, knowing his 'commitment issues' (partly real, partly consisting of val's 'you know other men??' issues) are a major cause, furious and disconcerted at someone else drawing so much of Val's attention, wanting to make a stupid desperate Hail Mary pass to save their relationship but devoid of the usual options of 'have kid' or 'impulsively propose marriage' or 'move to a new house that's inevitably haunted' i watch too much horror, going for the option of '...hey do you want to make the kind of binding contract that is accessible to us?'
and surely it's not that stupid! he's only really giving Val a formal version of the power he gives him already, right? Val's his dom and his director and manager, and maybe there's... problems but it's mostly been great for Angel so far, so if having it on (magic eternally binding) paper would make Val happy and make him understand that Angel really wants him, wants them, the risk is toooootally worth it. just, best not to tell Cherri about it she'd definitely think it was insane.
(and when, much later, she learns about the contract and berates him for being an idiot and not telling her when Val brought it up, maybe don't correct her assumption. just keep it to yourself and feel even worse.)
#valangel#angel dust hazbin hotel#valentino hazbin hotel#happy days in hell (hazbin tag)#this is a just for fun awful idea excepting the .001% chance it's what actually happened#in which case i'm a genius#but i stand behind my 'their contract (what we know of it) is reminiscent of a kink contract#and angel seems to have signed it willingly (and with love-the HEART) so it seems more relationship-based than a 'deal' per se' insanity#(angel just does Not seem like he'd sign away control of his soul even part of the time in exchange for money/fame etc and there's so far#no mention of Val giving/owing him anything in return for that control)#(tho again. i may be proved wrong it's early days yet shrug emoji)#i know 'addict' was a fansong but it WAS made canon and i froth about#'til death do us part/but we're already past that phase' every time i remember it#the marriage/kink contract equivalent coding of Val and Angel's relationship... <- me insane at 3am staring into space
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Me when I’m suddenly mutuals with one of my favourite fanfic writers
#this feels wrong this feels unreal#tomarry#harry potter#harrymort#anyways#my two blorbos have consumed my life and I owe my soul to all the fan fiction writers who feed my addiction 🙏❤️🔥#fanfic#writer
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You called and I happened to have just checked tumblr, what do you need? - Hornet Anon AKA anon that did the moon calculations
AND JUST WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST
Birthdays of:
Moon 4
Moon -21
Moon -36
Moon -45
Moon -56
Moon 15
Moon 36
Moon 43
Moon 46
All negative numbers happen before moon 0 ~
#will delete later#or keep it up for people to angst and sweat#I owe you my soul#at this point I feel like I reference that ask you sent of the birthdays CONSTANTLY#death dates are secret to me#Longstrike died December 15th#I'll give ya that#hornet anon please message me off anon so I can draw one of your OCs for all your help#or continue to use anon idc I'm not your dad#or am I........son
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