#she/they nonbinary

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You know I’ve always had problems with my chest and while I often do not like it at all, other times I think about not completely getting rid of them, just potentially making them smaller. However every time I think about that I always end up depressed because it feels like I'm pretending to be nonbinary just because sometimes I don't entirely mind having an feminine body.

But I just saw a video on TikTok by a surgeon who explains that one of the most common top surgeries afab gender fluid costumers get is one where the breasts are made a smaller size that they are comfortable with and made “perkier” to allow them to use a binder more easily when they want to. And hearing that made me feel really happy because I know it's not just me, I’m not weird, I’m not faking it. This is something others with similar experiences and feeling about their bodies have done and now I have an idea of what I can do if I ever get the money for it and can afford the time needed to rest.

[pointlesstrashyexistence]

To everyone who followed me after I turned into a Supernatural blog and everyone who followed me before that and is still putting up with my dumb ass, if y’all see me going crazy reblogging Hetalia shit I’m sorry but I’m getting smacked in the face with my love for bishōnen men who gave me gender envy that I didn’t recognize as gender envy when I was in middle school and surpressed the fuck out my gender identity issues while in a conservative Catholic school already worrying about my sexuality