#they just can't appreciate a good peanut butter sandwich

[radarchives]

[mesy04]

Babysitter Takes it Well

NMIXX Sullyoon

Tags: named OC, age-gap, cheating, rough sex, choking (barely), sneaking, blowjob, cumshot, doggystyle, missionary, dirty-talk, pussy eating, squirting, not proofread, porn-type of smut

Beomgyu opens the door as he sighs heavily after a tiring working, he finally gets home after staying in the office for the whole night

Walking the through the kitchen, Beomgyu saw a woman leaning towards the counter of the kitchen, reading something, as he looks at her, he noticed her bending down, resulting for him to stare at her ass hidden in the jeans, he gives more look, before making his presence felt

"Mr. Yang, you're home" the young woman greeted, walking towards him

"Good afternoon, Sullyoon, what are you doing here?" Beomgyu greeted and asked to the girl

"I just put Yoojun into his afternoon nap sleep, and Mrs. Park is out meeting with her friends" Sullyoon said, making the man nod

"I see, thank you very much for taking care of my kid, I don't what will happen to him" Beomgyu thanked giving her a hug

Beomgyu took this as an opportunity to grope Sullyoon's ass, and immediately, Sullyoon widened her eyes feeling his palms in her buttcheeks, massaging them a bit as she bit her lip through his touch, trying her best to contain her moan

"It's nothing, Mr. Yang, you know I like hanging out with Yoojun in your house and besides, I am on vacation, so it's not like I am loaded in work" Sullyoon pulled away from the hug, getting shy from the thought

"Awww... me and Jihyo really appreciate your time spending with our kid, alright I'll just be upstairs, can you prepare a little snack for me? I'll just take a shower" Beomgyu asked

"Sure, Mr. Yang" Sullyoon agreed, before the man wentupstairs, with Sullyoon taking a deep breath

Beomgyu went upstairs and strip himself off, before stepping into the shower room, letting the water run through his skin, as he thought of Sullyoon's ass earlier, it immediately give him a boner, as he imagine the young taking his cock

Sullyoon prepare a sandwich in his table, calling him to know the status of his lunch

"Mr. Yang, your lunch is ready here!!" Sullyoon called, but to no avail, no response came after

Sullyoon tried to call him once again, but no response came once again, as she walk upstairs to look for their bedroom, while she try to look for him, Sullyoon finds herself looking at their bathroom, leaving a shock expression on her face seeing the naked man

Sullyoon stare at the man in the shower, while sneaking at him, Sullyoon noticed the huge boner of his dick, as she silenty gasp for the size of the man, Sullyoon hide behind the door, touching her tits as she can't stop looking at his twitching dick, even so that she started rubbing herself through her jeans

Sullyoon leans through the door, closing her eyes, as she rubs her digits to her clothed pussy, letting a little moan, she goes faster and faster, until she didn't realized that Beomgyu was already done with the done

As he walked outside the door, he gasped at the sight of Sullyoon touching, leading the for the girl to flinch in the sound

"Sullyoon what are you doing here?"

"Ummm... I just want to call you that the sandwich is ready" Sullyoon reasoned, immediately waking out of the room

Beomgyu smirk a little as he come of an idea in his head, where he wear his fitted and a shirt before going downstairs, there he saw Sullyoon washing the dishes

"Ehem" Beomgyu called, flinching the girl as a result

"There's your sandwich, Mr. Yang" she pointed, and immediately return to washing the dishes, and Beomgyu sat down in the stool and take a bite of the sandwich

"Peanut butter and jelly, my favorite, thank you, Sullyoon" Beomgyu smiled, receiving a smile

Beomgyu put down the sandwich in the plate, and walk behind Sullyoon, as the girl immediately flinched from his touch on her shoulder

"What are you doing in the room?" Beomgyu asked, rubbing her shoulder, causing for Sullyoon to widen her eyes

"Ummm.... like I said, Mr. Yang, I was about to call you for your snack" Sullyoon stammered, tensing from the touch of the old man

"Really? So you didn't sneak on me while showering?" He whispered

"Umm... sir, no I am not" Sullyoon breath heavily

"Really? Then why does it look like that you are touching yourself when I came out?" He whispered once again, this time, giving a kiss on her cheek

"Mr. Yang, I think you're being too close- AHHH" Sullyoon shriek, feeling some arms hugging her waist

"Have I told you that you have such a good body? I guess that's a benefit being young" Beomgyu whispered, reaching for her tits, making her moan

"Mr. Yang, I'm sorry that I sneak on you, I promise, it won't happen again" Sullyoon pleaded, breathing heavily while she grip hard on the counter

"I know, Sullyoon, but if there's one thing we could also forget, is what about to happen now" Beomgyu answered, thrusting towards her ass, making Sullyoon moan and hold his ass

"Might as well show you how Yoojun was created" Beomgyu said, touching her chin

Sullyoon leans towards his lips, as they makeout in the kitchen, Sullyoon moaning giving Beomgyu to enter his tongue in her mouth, exploring it

"Not a bad kisser" Beomgyu complimented, kissing her neck, while continuing to grope her small tits

"What are we going to tell Mrs. Park if she find out?" Sullyoon asked, holding his hands

"She won't find out" Beomgyu answered, pulling down her shirt, and exposing her bra

"Besides, it will come out bad, if she find out that I cheated on her with the babysitter" he added, as he burying in her chest

Keanan holds his head, as he pull away thr bra, exposing her pink nipples to suck

"Your kids are so lucky, cuz they will suck a tit this good" Beomgyu commented before continuing to feast on her nipples

Sullyoon moans in pleasure, as she gets a hold of his hair while rubbing his body with her hand

"Is this how you suck Mrs. Park, Mr. Yang?" Sullyoon asked

"Yeah, but yours is more tasty" Beomgyu answered, making out with her once again

Sullyoon started gasping as Beomgyu started rubbing her pussy through her jeans, while Beomgyu is licking her neck

"Yes, wet that young pussy of yours" he chuckled, increasing the pace of his finger, before stopping that caused Sullyoon to gasp

Beomgyu leans towards and kiss her once again, not allowing the woman to breath, before he pull away, leaving Sullyoon gasping for air

"You look so hot gasping for air" Beomgyu smirked, before letting Sullyoon touch his crotch, she starts to rub while they makeout once again, as Sullyoon took off her shirt, leaving her in her white bra, before kneeling down, biting her lips while staring at the bulge of his boxer

Beomgyu pull down his boxer, causing for his cock to spring, grabbing her in surprise

"It's so bigger in close look" Sullyoon said, jerking him off

Sullyoon licks the tip first, making the older man gasp from her touch, before putting it in her mouth, she started slowly, before trying to take it inch by inch

"You suck so good for a teenager, young girls are scary this days" Beomgyu chuckles, creating a staring contest with Sullyoon who tries to take his whole length

Beomgyu gets a hold of her head, giving assistance, as Sullyoon widened her eyes to the sudden widening of her throat, he let go of her head that leaves Sullyoon gasping while jerking him off, she takes on his balls, making the man groan to the skills of the woman

"Ughhh... you suck so good, fuck!!! You even know how suck balls" Beomgyu groan, forcing his cock to twitch

And Sullyoon enjoys the noise he makes, as she gets hypnotized by his cock resting on her pretty face

"Stay there, stay there, feel my cock on your face, I'm gonna mess that beautiful face of yours" Beomgyu said, rubbing his cock on her face

Seeing Sullyoon bit her lips leaves Beomgyu craving, he made her stand up and bend over the country, taking her jeans, as he started to grope her ass

"Do you know how I always wants o get close to this?" He asked, spanking it causing her to flinch

"How can young lady like you have a juicy ass like this?" He whispered, making her giggle

"And how can someone old like you can still be this good?" Sullyoon mocks, leaving the man surprised

"Oh, you're about to see, you'll see why Jihyo marries me" Beomgyu said, putting Sullyoon's arm in her back, pinning her to the country

He started slowly by putting the down in her pussy, letting out a moan as she feels her insides immediately getting stretched

"Ohh fuck- UGHH" she moaned before getting her face pushedto the surface of the counter

"Now you will feel what Mrs. Park feel every night"

Beomgyu started thrusting forward, leaving Sullyoon to moan to every thrust she receives to him, Beomgyu continues to pin her in the counter, while getting a hold of her slim waist , as he fasten his pace in thrusting inside of her

"Oh yes, please fuck me" Sullyoon moaned, drooling over the surface, as she was fucked by an older guy who was pinning her on the counter, looking like a helpless little girl

"I just realized that you have a beautiful hair" Beomgyu complimented, getting a handful of it to pull, causing Sullyoon to groan while arching her back

"Ohh yes, pull my hair" she moaned, rolling her eyes, as she become helpless to the thrusting the old man is giving her

Skin slapping sounds echoes through the house, combing it with the moans the freak are doing, was maybe enough for someone to hear what's happening there, as Beomgyu hugs Sullyoon's body, holding her neck and thrusting hard inside of her

"Squirt for me, Sullyoon, I want you to coat my cock with your squirt, make me cheat to my wife" Beomgyu whispered, biting her neck, leaving a hickey

"Ughh- yes please, Mr. Yang, fuck me harder, I'm close to cumming" Sullyoon responded, holding his hand

Beomgyu start to rub her clit, leaving Sullyoon moaning hard, reaching her limits, as she reached her orgasm, coating Beomgyu's cock with her own squirt

"Now that's a lot, Sullyoon" Beomgyu commented, pulling out and letting go of her grip

Sullyoon immediately fell to the counter, as she tries to squirt more while she is still in her high

"Young woman are really amazing" Beomgyu praised her, kissing her neck

"Young ladies are really amazing, you take my dick so good, Sullyoon" he added making out with

"But we're not done yet, I'm about to paint your face with my cum" he added, pulling Sullyoon's hair that made her chuckle, before they walk towards the leaving room while leaving scattered clothes on the floor

Beomgyu sat on the couch, while Sullyoon sat on the floor between his legs, licking the juices of her squirt to his cock, Sullyoon bob her head up and down towards Beomgyu's cock, making the old man groan towards her bowjob

"Now I see why Mrs. Park marry you, Mr. Yang" Sullyoon gasped when she pull out his cock off her mouth

"Then you will enjoy if I fuck your pussy more, and I came to it" Beomgyu said, pulling Sullyoon to sit on his lap

Sullyoon grind herself to his pole, with Beomgyu targeting her little tits, he aligned himself in her pussy, lowering it down further his cock,

"Yes... shove it down my pussy, Mr. Yang" Sullyoon moaned, making out with the old man

"Bounce on my cock, Sullyoon, ride my dick" Beomgyu ordered, before returning to sucking her tits

Sullyoon started riding his dick off, as her moans and the sound skin slapping to each other echoes through the living room, Sullyoon always wonder how can Mr. Yang got a woman like Mrs. Park, and now she finally got that answer

Beomgyu pushes Sullyoon down on the couch, and he continue to fuck her in missionary, Beomgyu explored her body, taking a better look to the 19-year-old body who was supposed to be babysitting his kid, but instead babysitting his 43-year-old cock

"Ughh... yes... Mr. Yang, your cock is fucking me so good" she moaned to the thrust of the old man

Beomgyu pulled out, and starts eating her out, Sullyoon gets a hold of his head who licks the corners of her pussy, slurping, that makes Sullyoon squeal so loud

"Your pussy is so tasty, it's been a while since I taste a pussy this juicy" Beomgyu said, making out with the girl

"I'm home!!!" A voice outside called, making the 2 looked at the door, they immediately walk back to the kitchen, wearing both of their tops and act like nothing happened

"Heyy hon," Jihyo greeted to the man in the counter

"Heyy hon" Beomgyu greeted, smiling while holding Sullyoon's head who was deepthroating his cock

"Have you seen Sullyoon? She's usually just sitting on the of the living room" Jihyo asked, making Sullyoon widen her eyes and almost look over the counter

"Idk, I just came out of the bedroom, maybe he's in Yoojun's room" Beomgyu answered, holding her head in place and going deeper in her throat

"I see, anyway, I'm sorry that we couldn't have an alone time together, like I swear, I want to have sex with you, but Yoojun is here, and he is too young to have a sibling" Jihyo said, making Beomgyu smile

"Don't worry, I understand, maybe 2-3 years" Beomgyu said, making Jihyo laugh

"Alright, I'll be in the garden, I'll just water the plants there, since our maids are gone until next week" Jihyo said, walking out of the kitchen

Beomgyu pulled out of her mouth, leaving Sullyoon gasping for air, after getting suffocated with his dick on her throat

"Might as well continue this in the bedroom" Beomgyu said, pulling the woman's arm and dragged her through the room

Beomgyu pushes her to the bed, and immediately aligning itself in her pussy

"Someone seems angry" Sullyoon teased before getting a slap from the old man

"Shut up, if she will not let me fuck her, it's fine, I have someone who was tastier, younger, and better to fuck" Beomgyu growled, fastening the pace of the thrust

Sullyoon started screaming through the hard pounding of the man, with Beomgyu getting a hold of her hair, causing her moan in high pitch tone, Beomgyu fucks her hard, causing the young woman to pull out some curse words

"Ughh!!! Yes!!! Harder!!! Mr. Yang!!! Fuck me like how you fuck Mrs. Park" Sullyoon shouted, her legs shaking

"You want to fuck you like how I fuck my wife?" Beomgyu asked, before gripping on her neck, causing Sullyoon to choke and getting a blurry vision

"Jihyo loves it when I'm manhandling her" Beomgyu stopped pounding before continue to pounding

Sullyoon's moan broke down, when less air going through her throat right now, Sullyoon gets a hold of his ass, trying to stay composed through the thrusting of the old man

“You’re doing great, Sullyoon, not bad for an 18-year-old” Beomgyu said, feeling Sullyoon’s pussy tightened around his cock

Beomgyu continues pounding the teenager in his bed, with the bed rocking hard because of his thrusting, Sullyoon started screaming because of the pleasure, leading for Beomgyu to shove her face in the mattress, concealing the noise she creates from her mouth

It was then that Sullyoon reached another orgasm, Beomgyu pulls out feeling the squirt of the woman around his cock, drenching the bedsheet as a result, her legs shaking in the end as Sullyoon tried to ride off her high from the orgasm

“Yer cock desnhtroyj mi shu gud, mishter homsh” Sullyoon muttered, gasping hard through the bedsheet

Beomgyu flipped her around, slapping her pussy with his cock, with whining because of her pussy’s sensitivity, as Beomgyu tries to reach his orgasm, returns inside Sullyoon’s pussy, as he fucked in the mating, Sullyoon pulled the man in a kiss, as she tried to conceal her moans because of how the old man gives her pleasure

Beomgyu pulled away from her lips, before targeting her neck, biting it and leaving a mark, as Beomgyu feels the time is close for him to reach limits, fastening his pace thrusting inside Sullyoon

“Sullyoon, I’m close” Beomgyu breathed, trying to form a strength to speak

“In my face, Mr. Yang, cum in my face, I want to taste your tasty cum” Sullyoon gasped, biting the man’s shoulder

Beomgyu pulled out of her pussy, while gripping in Sullyoon’s hair, with Sullyoon immediately going to her knees, and starts to suck him, leading the man to gasp because of the pleasure he receives from the girl’s mouth

“I’m close, Sullyoon” Beomgyu moaned, still gripping on her hair

Sullyoon pulled out of her mouth and start jerking the 43-year-old man with both of her hands, sticking out her tongue, Beomgyu reached his limits, and shoot his seed towards Sullyoon’s pretty teenager face, hitting her mouth, cheek, forehead, & nose, some even went down to her body, with Sullyoon taking all the cum from the old man

“Now this is why Mrs. Park marry you?” Sullyoon chuckled, scooping all of the cum that was that planted on her face, not leaving a single drop, she proceeds to sucks the remaining cum on his cock, making the groan from the sensitivity of his orgasm, sitting down in the mattress

“Thank you for the intense fucking, Mr. Yang” Sullyoon giggle, putting a finger in her mouth, savoring the remaining in her hands

It was then that the door suddenly opened, revealing Jihyo who was holding Sullyoon’s clothes, gasped at the sight of her husband and babysitter both naked in their bed

“Hon, do you wonder why Sullyoon’s clothes- What the fuck, Beomgyu? What is this?” Jihyo asked, shouting at the man, making the two surprised, Sullyoon immediately covered her body with arms, while Beomgyu did nothing

“Honey, I can explain- and you, young lady, fucking my husband, seriously?” Jihyo called to Sullyoon, making Sullyoon awkwardly smile

“It was Mr. Yang idea, Mrs. Park, I couldn’t resist, I’m sorry” Sullyoon reasoned, making Jihyo roll her eyes

“Oh you, Beomgyu, come here, you’re so dead, we need to talk about this, you old man, Sullyoon, here’s your clothes” Jihyo said, pulling the man’s ear and walked out of the room, leaving Sullyoon in floor, naked

“I guess, I got out of it” Sullyoon asked to herself, trying to stand up and went to the bathroom

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-Just testing to publish here with my first smut in tumblr, hope someone will see this

-Wrote this before Sullyoon's birthday, that's why she's 19 here, despite that she is already 20 now, just didn't change the age since it's part of the story already

[pinkyqil]

Irene has that van so maybe she and Ileana go on an adventure in the van?

Adventure time funsies // Irene paredes kid fic

Summary : Irene takes you on a mother daughter date with the van.

Autor's notes : here's some more of Irene and her daughter lleana/r feel free to send some hcs about Irene crazy lil pepe i do have more chapter's coming soon for butterfly and as always feedbacks and request are appreciated hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i enjoyed writing.

© PINKYQIL

Today was another special day for you after last week events. your mami had planned a mother's daughter day for both of you. but not only that you guys where taking the special van for the whole day which got you really excited.

Irene had just finished getting everything ready at the back of the van.

She had planned the whole thing wanting make up for lost time. as she didn't like making empty promises to you and not being able to fulfill them.

And this week happened to be the best one too plan everything out no games and practice everything was going to be prefect for you her little princess.

"llena let's get going princess". Irene called out.

"Coming mami just want to get my ball". you said before running out thinking she wouldn't know

"No running what did i tell you about it". She said yelled out.

"Fine". You yelled back trying to figure out how she knew when she was outside.

"Come on let's get you in there". Your mami told you as she picked you up and placing you in your big girl car seat before going to lock the houes doors.

"No touching anything I'll be right back be my good girl alright". She told you

"Sí mami".

"That's my girl". She said proceeding to give you a peck and locking the door.

You did as your mami said even though you wanted to try getting off your car seat. and push all the buttons but no you sat there quietly like the good girl you are.

Your mami didn't take her time and hurried back quickly.

"Mami where we going". you asked her

"That I can't tell you mi bebé". She said ruffling your hair before starting the van.

"Umph me wanna know mami". You tried convincing her to tell you.

"Well if you wanna know you just have to wait". she said.

"Me no wanna wait". You whined getting annoyed at that she wouldn't tell you where.

"How about we play I spy". She suggested

"Fine". You said even though you knew it was too distracte you.

"I go first mami".

"That's okay by me".

"I spy with my big big eye something blue and red". You told her after spotting the object

"Princess it my little eye". She told you

"No big big eye". You told her

"No it little eye". She said

"Big". you yelled really loud

"Okay okay peque no more yelling".

"Ummm the van". She asked

"Silly mami the van not red and blue". You said this time around but laughing at your Silly mom's mistake.

"How about your sippy cup it-"

"Wrong again mami you have last try". You told her giggling with your hands in your face couldn't believe how funny your mami is.

"You think your so smart why don't you tell ke what it's huh".

"My barca ball it's blue and red you got it wrong I win". You said now making silly faces at her.

Irene couldn't scold especially after seeing your adorable smile even though you are being naughty to her.

"mami I tired". You said letting her know before sleep was taking over your small body.

"But we just started playing". she said. by time she looked over at you, your eyes already gone shut.

For the next few hours of Irene driving you had already woken up from your small nap. She gave your homemade peanut butter sandwich in butterfly shaped.

if any of your stuff wasn't butterfly themed you refuse to use it. an habit she was trying to get rid of.

"Are we there yet mami". You asked her as you were coloring in your butterfly coloring book when she let you get off your car seat.

"Almost bebé". She told you

"Okay". you said getting back to coloring.

You guys had finally arrived when you felt the van stopped. and your mami coming to get you out of the van.

"Here we are princess".

"Wow so many pretty butterflies". Was the only thing you said.

Irene had brought you both to a beach side that was known for it magnificent butterflies and hiking spot. figuring out the best place for you guys to bound would be here. especially with your love for nature more like what it has to offer.

"Come on princess let's go unpack the van cause that where we're spending the nights in". she said putting you down so that you could walk.

"Okay". You said finally being able to stretch and run.

"No running princess".

"That's not fun". You told her

"You'll thank me when you don't get any scratches". She said.

Half the day was spent with you guys taking a walk on the beach,taking pictures and having a picnic with the lovely butterflies. that surrounded you and your mami. eventually you feel asleep as the sun was setting.

which Irene carried you back to the van laying right next to you as you clearly enjoyed your time.

Ireneparedes

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[purple-scrunchie]

More Heathers Headcanons bc they're rotting my brain

Heather Chandler:

absolutely dogshit at croquet. Only plays to knock other people out

mostly Heather

*slaps roof * this blondie can fit so much anger

has a deep respect for Duke but sees too much of herself in her (and therefore as a threat) and doesn't know how to deal with that healthily

Has an older stepsister she's only met twice

They write each other letters and they're quite close

refuses to let herself or any other Heather date the football team (she says "we don't date the help")

secretly likes her friends but doesn't know how to go about telling them she loves and appreciates them as people

her love language is getting people matching earrings for their birthdays

Heather Duke:

ex dance kid (iykyk)

wrote emo poetry in 7th grade (she burned it all last year though)

queen of malicious compliance

knows a shit ton of card tricks

is not allowed to shuffle the deck on poker night

she knows what she did

queen of telling scary stories (has made Heather, Heather, and Veronica sob like little babies before)

had a photography phase too

still has loads and loads of undeveloped film left over in her closet from this

her dad used to take her fishing and she secretly still loves it

Heather McNamara:

hates swimming

hates water in general

This girl only drinks milk it's a problem

Has literally everything you could ever need in her bag

once mistook her mace for her sunscreen

never again

ex theater kid (she was really good but then got busy with cheer, which took priority because her parents said so)

used to want to be an actress

now she wants to be an equine vet so she can get paid to be a horse girl all day

Not stupid at all, just has a selective attention span

broke her arm when she got thrown off a horse in 3rd grade

Veronica Sawyer:

has all 3 Heathers in her contacts as 'Heather'

she knows what's from who based on the messages

her bag is so damn disorganized she's basically Mary Poppins

we're talking everything from extra snacks to industrial-grade superglue

wanted to get a tattoo but her parents said no

she got JD to do it for her anyway (it's a really shitty rendition of her childhood cat, JFK)

lives off peanut butter & jelly sandwiches

still falls for the toothpaste in Oreos prank

bit her nails until Heather got her that nasty anti-biting polish for her birthday last year

Jason Dean:

red sox supporter

owns a tattoo gun

owns a real gun too

and a signed baseball bat (too bad he can't read the signature)

should not own any of these items

best friends with the movie theater clerk

uses this to see so many movies for free

the definition of "I know a place"

likes to walk around in the woods

just fuck around and throw rocks and shit

He told Veronica that if he ever goes missing that's the first place she should check

[wifeofnatasharomanoff]

Cookie Jar

Warnings: g!p Nat, oral (Nat receiving), Fingering (r receiving), soft!dom Nat

Words: 1,753

A/N: Hi my darlings! Wrote this little thing, felt like writing some fluffy smut, hope you like it!

(Also Alex's dialog isn't a typo, he's like 3 and can't talk properly, set a bit after AOU)

Don't forget to drink water, sleep and eat well my loves! <3

You woke up to the sunlight, blinding your eyes in the early morning. Your wife's muscular arms wrapped tightly around your body. You groan, tossing and turning as you try to get out of her hold. “Where do you think you're going detka?” she mumbles out, whispering into your ear.

You smile, “Natty the kids are gonna be up soon..” she places a light kiss on your neck, “It won't take too long baby.” you sigh, “You're lucky I love you.” you say, sliding your hand in between both of your bodies.

Slipping a hand into her boxers, you grasp onto her hardened cock. “Fuck—” you smile, moving your body down to her crotch. You look up at her from your position, lazily jerking her off. “Mmh.. kotenok you're doing so– so good, fucking hell!”

Her hips bucked up as you run your palms up and down her dick, “'m gonna fucking cum all over that pretty face of yours detka..” she lets out a moan, when you rub her tip with your thumb.

Not too soon after, thick ropes of cum shoots up, painting your face. “Natasha— I have to go clean up now.. thanks a lot.” she chuckles, looking at your messed up face, “You're welcome moya lyubov, happy anniversary.” she winks, you roll your eyes.

You get up from the bed, making your way to the bathroom when, “Mommyyy! Mama!!” a knock on your door from your eldest. You whisper out a swear, “Yeah sweetie! Yup– mommy will be right out.” you yell out, glaring at your wife when you hear her snicker.

You get out of the bedroom, widening your eyes in shock, “Alex! Why did you put— How did you put your little sister on top of the counter, I told you that she'd get hurt Alex.” you scold the toddler, picking up the baby.

“Sowwy mommy..” he looks down at the floor, sadly. Natasha walks into the kitchen, “Y/N, have you been yelling at our son?” she ruffles his hair, and he lets out a little laugh.

You huff, “He put Aliana on top of the counter again.” the red-head glances at the baby, back to your son. “You did what?” he cackles, running off to the living room.

“Alex! I– whatever. Nat he got this from you.” you say, adjusting the baby to your hip. “What? I never did that with Yelena when we were kids.. I think.” you laugh softly, kissing the corner of her mouth. “What do you want for breakfast Tasha?” she looks at you, “I can make it.” you scoff, walking to the pantry. “You are gonna burn the house down, but help is appreciated.”

“Mama, I want a peanut butter samwich.” she turns to face the little boy, “Babe, Alex wants a peanut butter sandwich!” you get out the peanut butter, “Got it.”

After breakfast the 4 of you sit in the living room, “Mommy look I drew bord!” you take the paper and look at the deformed bird drawn on it, “Yeah, buddy I can tell. It's– great.” he flashes a big smile, kissing your cheek, then runs off to the table.

The baby sleeping on your lap stirs, “Detka you need me to hold her?” you shake your head, “No it's fine darling.” you rock Aliana in your arms, attempting to get her back to sleep.

Natasha leans over, whispering in your ear, “You want a 3rd one?” you blink, looking up at your wife. “I—” she chuckles, placing her lips against yours, kissing you slowly. You break the kiss, “Can you go uhm..” you spoke, breathlessly, “Check the oven? Call me if the cookies are done, okay?”

She gives an exaggerated whine, “You want me gone so quickly?” you roll your eyes, “Romanoff, just go do what I told you to.”

“That's not what you said last night.” she gets up from the couch and walks off to the kitchen. “They're done!” you hear from outside the living room. “Okay!”

You take the sleeping baby out of your arms and slowly place her down on the couch, then get up and make your way into the kitchen. You feel a pair of arms wrap around your waist, causing you to let out a light giggle. She plants light, feathery kisses on your neck, “Nat— we.. are in the kitchen.” she presses her body against yours.

“Natasha Romanoff.” she lets go of you, raising her hands up in surrender, “You have no idea what I'm gonna do as soon as I get my hands on you detka.” you smile, taking the cookies out of the oven. “Oh I have a bit of an idea my love.”

She turns around, and gives you a smack on the ass. “Natasha!” she laughs, “What? I didn't do anything.”

Your eldest kid walked in the kitchen, “Mama hit mommy.” you gasp dramatically and widen your eyes, “How dare mama hit me?” Alex huffs, crossing his arms, “Say sowwy to mommy.” your wife smiles, giving a fake apology then whispers into your ear, “I don't regret it though.” she pulls back and winks at you.

A blush forms on your face, “Mommy your face is red!” he points at you before running of to god knows where, “And why's that?” Natasha pretends to not know why, “It's just, there's a fly in here and it's really, really annoying me.” Natasha gasps, “Did you just call me a fly?”

You smile innocently, placing the cookies in the jar. Natasha takes out her phone, “Y/N look!” you hum in response, looking over at her screen. “Ugh, Laura's so lucky, when Alex was a baby he was chubby like that.” Natasha raises a brow and looks over at you, “What?” she shakes her head, “Nothing.”

You nod, closing the cookie jar, “Remind me to make sure someone can watch the kids for our anniversary next year.” you say, walking over to peck her on the lips. “Yeah, we should've done that beforehand.” she says, pulling you in by the waist.

“Mhm..?” you get on your toes, pressing your lips against hers, letting out a slight moan as you feel her tounge slip into your mouth. “Mmph—” you break the kiss, over hearing a cry in the distance. “Duty calls.” you say, clearly out of breath.

After dinner, you and Natasha put the kids to bed and go back into your share bedroom. You sigh, and slip off your dress, noticing her eyes on you. “Come to bed baby.” you turn to look at her, “Yeah.” you unclasp your bra, sliding it off your shoulders.

You sit down next to her in bed, she pulls you onto her lap. “You're so perfect kotenok..” she places a kiss on between your uncovered breasts, sending a shiver down your spine.

She brings a hand between your thighs, rubbing your cloth covered clit, you whimper as you desperately grind against her fingers. “Tasha stop t-teasing I–” she smirks, sliding your panties to the side. She slightly widens her eyes, looking down at your dripping slit. “Is this all for me baby?” you whine, nodding vigorously.

She runs her fingers through your glistening folds, your hips buck forward, you moan softly. “D-daddy please f—” she pinches your nipple, causing you to yelp. “Use your words detka.” you let out a breathy moan, “Fuck me please 'need you in me.” she kisses your jaw, “Whatever you say princess.”

She discards her boxers, her hardened cock springs out, her pre-cum leaking from the tip. “Nata—” she covers your mouth when she slides her dick inside of you. You let out a muffled scream, completely breaking apart as she stuffs you up, inch by inch.

“Fuck baby you're taking daddy in so well..” you moan, pushing in more of her length. She feels your walls clench around her, “Mm.. daddy you're so big.” she grunts, grabbing onto your hips to thrust harder into you.

Your whimpers and moans like music to her ears, she pulls you in for a rough, slow kiss. You gasp softly, locking your lips with hers. “Mmh.. Natasha–” she squeezes your ass, making you emit a throaty moan as her dick rubs against your g-spot. “Oh—”

She grips onto your hips, slamming her cock deeper into you. “Taking me in so well baby.” she leans over and whispers. “Are you close?” you nod, unable to respond in words. “Cum all over my cock like a good little whore.”

You dig your nails into her shoulders, moaning loudly, as you came onto her dick. “You're doing so well detka..” she praises, whispering into your ear as she runs her hands up and down your back. “Natasha..” she looks down at you, ���Mhm?”

You press a light kiss to her neck, “You want me to clean you up darling?” she softly smiles, “If you want to.” you nod, she kisses your cheek, and slowly pulls out.

You lower yourself onto her, wrapping your lips around her tip. She lets out a shaky breath, bringing her hand to grip onto your hair. You take more of her dick inside of your mouth, coating it with your saliva. She takes her hand, pushing herself into you. “Oh fuck baby..” she lets of a soft moan as you run your tounge over her veins, you feel her dick twitch inside of your mouth.

You suck harder, bobbing your head up and down her length, looking up at her with wide eyes. “Y/N..” she whimpers out, “Fuck– kotenok 'm gonna cum, swallow it like a good girl.” she says, before filling your throat up with her warm juices. You swallow it down, you pull her cock out of your mouth.

She smirks, grabbing your jaw to look at your fucked out face, her cum dripping out the corners of your mouth. “Are you okay moya lyubov?” you smile, nodding your head, “Mhm!” she wipes off your mouth, looking down at you. “Happy anniversary Tasha..” you say, moving upwards to pull her into a slow, passionate kiss.

She smiles into the kiss, pulling you closer to her. “Happy anniversary.” she pants out, “Maybe next anniversary.. we could have a 3rd mini Romanoff in our family.” you laugh, kissing her cheek. “Natasha– you're being serious?” she nods slowly, nervously smiling.

You kiss her softly, “Natasha I– yes I would love to have another mini Romanoff.” you look up at her, she holds onto you tightly, “Let's pick out names.” she says. “Nat I'm not even pregnant yet, you weirdo.” she chuckles, kissing your neck. “Yet.” you smile, “I love you Natty.” she puts her head in the crook of your neck, “I love you most Y/NN.”

You groan when you both hear a loud shatter in the direction to the kitchen, before yelling, “Alex!”

[the-ninja-legacy-whip]

How's the eating habit of everyone? Is someone a vegetarian or a meat lover? Do they eat a lot or still only a little? Anyone allergic? Favorite food and most disliked? Comfort food maybe?

Kai- General Habits: Always skewered his meals towards smaller portions while growing up, and now doesn't need to eat very much before feeling full. Regardless, will still get hit with massive hunger pangs if he's not eating up to the demands of his body. Fave Food: Anything spicy—hotter the better Will Not Eat: Anything made by Cole Comfort Food: Fruits, ironically Allergies: None

Jay- General Habits: Has a high metabolism, thus tends to eat a lot at once like it's nothing and carry on. And then maybe eat some more. Never really noticed this until becoming a ninja for obvious reasons. Fave Food: He is a Meat Lover courtesy of his parents Will Not Eat: Octopus or Squid (out of respect to Tawhiri) Comfort Food: Chicken and Waffles Allergies: Peanuts, and especially Peanut Butter. Even just the smell will take him out.

Cole- General Habits: He has a very refined palate due to his upbringing, and due to this, whatever he eats almost never feels fully satisfying... which, of course, leads to eating more. This is why dishes made by Zane and/or Jesse always manage to blow his mind snksnksnk Fave Food: Cake, and Soups/Stews/Chowders Will Not Eat: There is nothing he won't try at least once Comfort Food: Cake Allergies: None

Zane- General Habits: Likes making food for others than actually eating it, but his parents made sure he could understand and appreciate the taste of a good meal, and thus tries to keep that in mind forever going forward. Fave Food: French Toast Will Not Eat: Anything with a bad texture Comfort Food: Muffins Allergies: None

Nya- General Habits: Doesn't have a very large appetite, but never turns away any kind of a meal either (unless seafood is present). Fave Food: Anything Chocolate Will Not Eat: SEAFOOD Comfort Food: Again, Chocolate Allergies: Possibly shellfish, though she can't even stomach it long enough to truly find out.

Lloyd- General Habits: Due to literally being made of energy, he gets hungry, but doesn't need to eat as much as anyone else (this is also why he can go so long without food to begin with snksnksnk). Is also horribly picky about what goes in his mouth, but generally trusts what his friends cook (except when Zane tries to sneak him a vegetable) Fave Food: Doesn't have one Will Not Eat: VEGETABLES Comfort Food: Is candy a food? But also Zane's muffins Allergies: Sesame

Jesse- General Habits: Is the type of person to work out a meal plan several weeks ahead, so he always knows what he needs when he needs and how much of it. Being a part-time ninja (and thus missing a sizable amount of school lunches. and dinners. and the occasional breakfast) skewers his plans just a bit, however. Fave Food: Noodle Bowls, or Pasta, depending on mood Will Not Eat: Scrambled Eggs Comfort Food: Frozen Yogurt Allergies: None

Olivia- General Habits: Doesn't really have a lot of opportunities to sit down and simply enjoy food, so a lot of what she consumes has to be eaten "on the go". Would probably devour a fish straight out of the ocean if she could. Fave Food: Seafood (don't tell Nya) Will Not Eat: Tends to avoid foods with extreme temperatures Comfort Food: Smoothies, and Beef Jerky Allergies: Mustard

Antonia- General Habits: A SNACKER. Always has something crunchy in a bag not too far away from arm's reach, for a quick pick-me-up during long writing/editing sessions. (Sounds like me). Only really partakes in big meals when it's being shared with others—she's a fan of being in company when she dines. Fave Food: Sandwiches Will Not Eat: Anything with weird smells Comfort Food: Ice Cream Allergies: Onions and Peppers

Harumi- General Habits: Adores homemade meals and is probably the biggest consumer of "Comfort foods", but after The Incident, doesn't have a lot of exposure to those type of meals anymore. Not that she hates the more high-class menu she gets exposed to; it's just not the same. Fave Food: Caramel Apple Turnovers, made by her mom Will Not Eat: Sauerkraut Comfort Food: Caramel Apple Turnovers, made by her mom Allergies: Tree Nuts

Miranda- General Habits: Is not a picky eater whatsoever, and basically has it made living in a family of professional chefs, is just extremely lazy when it comes to making food for herself. Fave Food: Jesse's takoyaki Will Not Eat: Deviled Eggs Comfort Food: Jesse's takoyaki Allergies: Eggs, but grows out of it

Pixal- General Habits: Doesn't really like to eat, as she wasn't exactly built for that nor can taste much anyway. Upon rebuilding herself, she does include the ability to do so to feel a little less left out, but it takes a lot to work her up into wanting to eat regularly, which is made easier by Zane's patience and incredibly tasty meals. Fave Food: Does not have one Will Not Eat: Anything not made by her friends or loved ones–she has to know where the food comes from Comfort Food: Also Zane's muffins Allergies: None

Skylor- General Habits: Initially has a skewered taste towards more tropical flavors and ofc noodles, but upon moving to Ninjago City becomes obsessed with all the new and different flavors she's never really had the chance to try. Hardly has a comfort food because she likes having a fresh experience every time she eats, but Kai does get her hooked on spice eventually Fave Food: Pizza Will Not Eat: There's isn't a lot she won't eat, but she does get absolutely sick of noodles every now and then. Comfort Food: Spicy Food Allergies: Soy

Harleigh- General Habits: Low metabolism, which comes in handy when you're a ghost. Also a very picky eater, even moreso than Lloyd, and doubly so because she can't handle gluten. Fave Food: Breakfast Foods (which Dareth takes to making it specifically to her complicated tastes, which she appreciates) Will Not Eat: Her mother's cooking Comfort Food: Gluten-Free Corn Bread Allergies: Wheat, and Gluten Intolerant

Sunni- General Habits: Not exactly a vegetarian or vegan, but generally tries to avoid meat and animal products as best she can. She has moments of weakness though. Especially around cheese and ice cream. Which she shouldn't be eating anyway. Fave Food: Sweet Potato Mac and Cheese Will Not Eat: Meats, but will make rare exceptions for fish Comfort Food: Blackberry Brie Grilled Cheese Allergies: Lactose Intolerant

[karimwillia]

Part 12

Warnings: Homecoming. They say I love you.

Homecoming was next month which passed in no time. “Mother! Mother!” “Yes my Daughter.” “I need your help. I can't pin this! Stupid Flower.” With a warm laugh Romanda steps into Shuri’s room as she gets ready for the dance. “You look Amazing my Dove.” Romanda pins Shuri’s boutonnière with no trouble. Shuri blushes, her Mother is her best friend and so to have her home for this occasion means a lot.

“Mother, thank you for coming home for this. I know the conference was important.” “Nothing is more important than YOU. Meeting the famous Riri Williams was enough for me to fly home also.” Both of them laugh as Shuri is now fully dressed. Riri is to arrive soon with her Mother and Sister to meet Romanda and allow the girls to take photos. Shuri is in a deep red velvet blazer that perfectly matches the tone of Ri’s gown. Underneath she has a black turtleneck paired with black flare dress pants. She has on gold accent jewelry she has on severals rings and ear cuffs. Her newest set of bottom row grills and two small rope chains. She decided to wear very light makeup to highlight her eyes. She also has one of her nail’s painted to match Riri's; it's one of their things.

The relationship has matured since the whole internet issue. As a couple they promised to communicate openly and honestly about everything. Meaning the good, bad and ugly. They call them “truth truth” moments and it allows them to be completely vulnerable with no judgment.

Rohan announces the arrival of the Williams family from the foyer. Romanda quickly moved to meet them to allow Shuri a reveal. “Hello, welcome Ronise and Sharon. I have heard such wonderful things about you.” They all hug and get acquainted as the girls are being photographed separately.

“Hi Romanda, thank you for the warm welcome, your home is so beautiful. Please call me Ronnie.” “I can do that and thank you so much. I appreciate that. From what I hear your home is better.” Ronnie and Romanda joke. “Oh please, she just likes the supply of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. She swears they are world famous.” Sharon quips. “That sounds like my daughter for sure.”

After a few separate shots Rihanna and Shuri come from either end of the landing. Seeing each other for the first time they have to do a double take. Riri in her dress with her hair flawlessly braided and styled up. Her skin glows the same hues as the gold jewelry she is wearing. One or two of the ear cuffs she has on maybe Shuri’s. Her makeup is immaculately done to highlight her high cheeks and gorgeous eyes. She stands a little taller in her heels giving her legs the illusion of being longer peeking from the slit.

“Baby you look astounding.” The statement was matter of fact for everyone to hear. Shuri leans over to whisper in her ear next. With a hand low on her back. “Sexy too.” “You are stunning yourself.” Riri affirms in a soft tone and sultry smirk. Staring at Shuri’s lips but keeping in mind they have to keep it G. No one else in the room matters if you ask Shuri but she respects that there is a time and place. They stage a few more shots together like the placing of the corsage and some really lovely shots. All being documented by the photographer.

They descend the stairs and allow Romanda and Riri to meet formally. Shuri greets Ronnie and Sharon with long hugs. Their connection was instant after they met. “Rihanna, you are a work of art.” Romanda beams, embracing Riri in a hug herself. “It is so nice to finally meet you.” “You also Miss.Scientist extraordinaire. My Dove never stops raving about you so I had to make the point to be home for this. It is an honor.” “Dove?” Riri is inquisitive about the nickname. “It stands for Dear Love. I have called her that since she was a baby.” Ri grins. “I love that! The honor is mine. Meeting the woman responsible for Shuri is a Queen in my eyes.” “I thank you for that but Shuri is her own person. Headstrong and stubborn you are the only one Dear Heart who calms her.” Ri can’t believe her ears. This is a beautiful first meeting.

Not too long after the chatter dies down. Shuri and Riri leave to enjoy their night. The curfew is set a little later than normal which they are grateful for. Shuri takes a hold with Riri’s hand as she drives, lacing their fingers as the car speeds forward.

“My Mother was so impressed with you today. I am excited you got to meet her.” Shuri kisses the back of Ris' hand. “I’m glad Daddy. She's so easy to talk to. We spoke about you, then school and stuff.” “Oh yea? What did you say about me?” Rubs her thumb across the palm of Ris hand “I mentioned you snore when you nap together. I asked her why?”

“You did not.” “No I didn't. I just said that I was glad to meet the woman responsible for you. But she told me that she was just a guide. You are uniquely you. Which makes sense now.” “Hey now you like this unique me.” Sighing playfully “I do. I suppose.”

Shuri parks the car and makes her way over to open the door helping Riri out of the car. Several classmates ooh and ahh at them. The public opinion has swayed needless to say. They stop for the cheesy school picture and they go on to do some dancing.

MJ finds them with some random guy in her heels. “Hey Y’all. I want you to meet Peter.” “Greetings, all.” “Pete, can I have some punch?” Peter turns to leave for the errand leaving MJ. “He’s cute, MJ. You two look good together Friend.” Riri chimes in. “No it’s you two looking almost royal to me. Shuri your cousin is going to have to do my prom dress. Her work is so well done.”

“I will let her know M. But what is the word on the rumor mill about tonight’s prom court nominations?” “I am so glad you asked Friend. Tonight you and Miles Mason are on the King short list. Your Princess is on the Queen list with Tiana Thomas. This is an easy win for you all but we will see.” “I will be glad with whatever result M.” The music changes to slower songs.

Snooze starts to play over the speakers. Taking Shuri’s hand, Riri leads her to the floor and dances slowly face to face. Ri has her hands around Shuri’s neck. While Shuri’s arms are wrapped around her lower back. They breathe deeply and smell nothing but each other. “This is perfect. Thank You Baby..” Shuri runs her hands up Ris back some. “Baby why are you thanking me?” “For this amazing year. You didn’t have to be with me.” “I love you Rihanna so there is no one I would rather be with.”

Did she just say she LOVES ME? Riri runs her hands down Shuri’s back looking into her eyes. “I love you too.” They dance the remainder of the night holding onto the moment.

@somethingcleaverandwhitty @mal-urameshi @shuriris-stuff @dominiquesheart

[heartfucksmouth]

guys I did it

I survived a full day of being a parent WITHOUT A NAP. Aidan slept through the night in bed with me and myles, he woke up at 5am and it's 845pm and I survived the day, I didn't even lose my temper or have a meltdown or sensory overload (it is like 30 degrees out and I'm still sweaty all the time why) and Myles didn't get out of work til 11 (he's working 1am-11a ugh peak season for holidays).

sure, I got a little stressed and my brain was going in a hundred directions at once, but I GOT STUFF DONE. I DIDNT NEED A NAP (I mean, I did, I always ~need a nap, but I managed without one!) holy shit never thought it would happen. I told myles I feel insane bc I was so so sad last night but today I've been such goofy weirdo and laughing at everything. maybe the sleepy-delirium is good for me lmao

~let me list my accomplishments for the day please

•I got all our laundry out of the dryer (myles folded it later)

•I put in a load of Aidan's laundry

•made coffee and a peanut butter + jelly sandwich for breakfast lmao and a pitcher of formula for the day

•I chopped up apple and banana to put in the little mesh fruit feeder things and froze them for his teething pains. he's doing okay on the chamomile tea right now but I can't wait to use the camilia again cuz it's concentrated and I won't feel like I'm filling his belly up on tea water

• did dishes and washed Ade's bottles

• I packed up a lingerie set that I sold on depop, added some cute little surprise gifts, wrote a quick thank you card and dropped it at the post office while Myles hung with Aidan.

• While Myles had Aidan, I also sorted through my stuff that's in boxes from when I moved here, repacked some things, and got almost all my boxes onto the shelving unit in the basement. it makes me sad that I have so much cool stuff and can't display it or be my full self and feel at home.

•I took care of the dogs too, made puzzles for Zaiyah and made sure Bear wasn't licking his surgical incision - he is SO STRONG, he even tried to chase a rabbit today. crazy fucker, it's been like 3 days since you had half your shoulder muscle removed. gave lots of pets and sweet words bc they are the best dogs.

•I got little dude to nap while Myles worked out and we finished Squid Game The Challenge (minus the finale in December) and he slept for 3 frickin hours. I also deleted a million photos that were taking up all my phone storage.

•and finally I had Ade hang in his crib to wind down, while I took some photos for depop and packed a box to donate to savers tomorrow

Editing to add that I still managed to tell Myles I love him and get some good kisses and quick cuddles and man, I just really appreciate our relationship. we're insane for having a child after a year of being together - but... are we that insane? our relationship just keeps growing and getting better and feeling more solid. it's incredible. seeing him be a Dad makes me love him even more and I find him even more attractive. I used to think I was lucky in my last relationship (and people told us they were jealous) but no. no no. I was settling for less than i deserved back then (lessons lessons) this, is it. this is the relationship to thank the universe for blessing me with it.

and that's all in between bottles, diaper changes, soothing crying, playing, tummy time, crawling practice, lots of spit ups, dancing and making him laugh.

I ALSO TOOK THE CUTEST PHOTOS OF HIM WEARING A STAR WARS GROGU SWEATER AAAHHH

hope you get the idea even though I'm keeping half his face anonymous lol I just don't want photos of my kid floating around the internet - unless where I can control it. his grandparents are ridiculous with posting his photos and I can only hope they have private profiles (I keep meaning to ask)

also if we are mutuals and talk, you probably have seen photos of him. but if you haven't, you can surely ask :) he's the kind of cute where you wanna scream and it lights up your day lol not to brag, I'm still in awe I created such a beautiful human.

anyways I'm really fucking proud of myself right now. I won't always feel this way or have days like this, so I'm gonna yell about it while I feel good.

ps I STILL need to shower. the one thing I didn't manage to do. tomorrow is the day bc my mom is coming to watch Aidan for a few hours and im gonna shower and faceplant in my bed for a nap before doing my errand. I cannot wait to shower lol being a new mom is truly wild

also the way I'm writing this must sound truly manic/adhd brain and y'all just have to deal, this is who I am now.

[self-insert-nightshade]

More OL2 - if your MC is into art

This time, it's if you're into music. This is very broad from singing to playing interests to even writing songs.

Well i posted this before i was done with it so uh ignore it for now its not even tagged

A lot of this is more step 2 featured. So Darren/Ren/Renee isnt featured (I'm still learning about them) and the same goes for Baxter. Some day I'll add them to this post.

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Tamarack is probably the easiest with music in the sense that there's something about her that puts you in that perfect zone to create something melodious. It starts out as simply humming when you're in her presence and escalates to singing songs on the radio together.

If you play an instrument she wants to learn how to play it too and eventually she wanta to duet you. This goes for singing as well. She's not the best singer and as step 2 comes around she gets shier and more self conscious about it but when its just you two she'll sing and play along to you. She never wants to stop accompanying you however she can but it can be a little hard to find the right harmony to match together. Both of you in the melody are just fine though and if you're more inclined to find the harmony then it's about as good as peanut butter and jelly sandwiches (a classic).

Songs and melodies with her in mind tend to be gentle, slow, and mellow, or rich in tone. They all tend to flow into each other in a very legato sense. When composing music that reminds you of her, you're very thoughtful of each note and notation and each word chosen and she appreciates all of the thought that goes into the work. Tamarack appreciates all the little details and would want to analyze and play and experiment with what you compose and show you just how much she treasures what youve given her. She might have her own two pieces to share about the composition but she'll always start out wanting to know your reasoning behind it. And then, maybe, you'll make a song with both of your styles.

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Now Qiu. Qiu thinks your singing is the prettiest thing he's ever heard. When they first hear you humming they can't help but look up and verify that its you thats the source of the music. They will enthusiastically ask you about what song you were humming, will you sing for them, do you play an instrument, will you play for them, have you ever thought about making music or composing, why not/what do you make songs of/for? Theyre curious and would gladly dance if it was to one of your songs.

If it was a song more difficult to do ballet to or not traditional, they might ask Baxter for some ideas. Qiu can watch and listen to you all day every day. Just the fact that you're sharing this talent of yours with them is enough and they thoroughly enjoy this sort of private time where it's just you and him and music.

Qiu would definitely ask you to sing to him if he was having trouble with something whether its being anxious, keyed up, or can't sleep. Hearing your voice, especially if its couple with laying their head on your lap, will have them relaxing in mere seconds.

Now when it comes to composing a song for Qiu, they won't be able to understand some of the more detailed nuances unless you explain it to them but they can pick up on the emotions from the tempo and melodies or harmonies and just telling them that the song is FOR THEM will have their jaw dropping and eyes wide in astonishment that you would do this FOR THEM.

Qiu, himself, isn't likely to sing or hum along with you. Not that hes bad at it no siree. It's just never been something they were interested in so they dont have much experience with it. But they will hum the song you wrote for them near constantly. And if you want him to sing with you he'll humor you in private and try but he'll often drop off just to listen and watch you.

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(I dont know what pronouns Darren/Ren/Renee uses throughout other steps so I defaulted to they.)

When it comes to Darren/Ren/Renee you cant help but think of them fondly. They might not have been someone who confided in you about everything but it's a small town, you feel a part of their life regardless and you've watched them figure themselves out honestly? Much quicker than you might have figured yourself out. Maybe they inspired you to do some self reflection as well on your presentation and identity.

All of this to say, they're the reason you change pronouns in songs you sing, they're what makes you bolder and braver with showing your voice and trying different harmonies and melodies and exploring and broadening your ranges. Theyre the one you change lyrics and tailor songs for and they're the first person you wrote a song for. Sorry mom. It's maybe taken you a while to refine and be confident with the song enough to show to other, nevertheless them but when you do their face burns and twists in embarassment with the corner of their lips pulling as they try to hide a smile. They've always been a little shy but youre hoping some day theyll be able to understand your feelings from the song you will gladly sing to them as many times as they want.

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Oh Baxter. Baxter baxter baxter.

Bax man.

This boy sits quietly with a smirk on his face and listens before he teases you about it. Only in a complimentary way of course, hed never say anything mean. If anything its a little flirtatious and it makes your ears and cheeks redden.

[anotherbeastarsblog]

What do you think each characters favorite food is?

Probably didn't get everyone but y'know. If I missed anyone you wanna hear my thoughts on send an ask and I'll edit them in.

Also please remember I have little to no justification for any of this and some are based on other headcanons I have so feel free to disagree, and I'd love to hear your thoughts too!

Legoshi's favorite food is ass If you asked him he'd probably say peanut butter or antshakes or those egg sandwiches but Legoshi's actual favorite food is almost definitely grandpa's hot pot. It was a huge deal that his family could actually share it so it's a little bittersweet now but it's still like, a primal memory for him.

Jack likes peanut butter. He's a dog, and also a basic bitch.

Collot's favorite food is also ass definitely something English, but I don't think I can pick just one because he can't either. He's only been to Europe once or twice but his family brought all their recipes with them.

I couldn't tell you exactly what Durham's is either except that it's some snack he found at an import shop once and has only ever seen like 3 times in his life and he can't read Malay so he doesn't even know how to look it up online.

Miguno really likes American-style food, and I headcanon him as being super wealthy, so he probably knows some specific bistro in the outskirts of Paris that makes the BEST cheeseburger like you can't even imagine. He's 100% wrong about this but he'll swear by it.

Voss likes spicy stuff. His favorite food evolves as he gains more tolerance, he always liked hot stuff as a kid but as a teenager he's had more freedom to get and try like internet-challenge level spicy things. By the time he graduates he's casually monching on dried ghost peppers.

I think Haru's favorite food is listed on a character sheet somewhere but I don't remember it. In my head, she's a rabbit so she likes carrot greens. NOT the orange part, that's a stereotype.

Louis has his favorite food listed as celery and that's not entirely wrong but his real favorites are the things he wasn't allowed to have growing up; deep-fried festival food, salty fast food, junk food in general. His tummy's a little sensitive so it's probably good he never gets to have it, but that forbidden fruit angle makes it all taste so much better.

Pina will insist his favorite is something fancy, and he'll tailor his answer to whoever he's talking to, but in reality he loves cheap street food. He's always secretly super happy when a date ends up at some shithole ramen stand.

Bill's is a brand of energy/protein bars he's eaten like, every single day since he first started going to the gym. He likes food as like, a general concept, but doesn't have a very discerning pallet and doesn't appreciate most dishes. All the raman we see him eat in the series is out of convenience over preferance.

Aoba would probably like onigiri or udon. I think he's more into traditionally Japanese stuff than anything but shares Bill's problem of not actually knowing or caring that much about food. Probably made intricate bento boxes as a kid.

Kibi's is antshakes.

Tao's is real basic butter noodles. He was the youngest in a biiiig family and always felt like a burden so he tried to fend for himself as much as possible, it was the first and simplest thing he learned to cook so he ended up eating it a lot.

Juno canonically has a sweet tooth, so most any cake or candy. Can't say why but my first thought was also ceasar salad, she's not big on salads in general but it feels healthy and her dog side loves anything creamy and/or cheesy.

Kai's is his mom's curry, especially the leftovers because she would make huge amounts of it that'd feed the family for a week. He and his brothers would eventually figure out she did it to stretch their food budget when money was tight, so it also signalled when his family would start getting overcompensatingly nice and helpful and have a lot of quiet bonding time.

Dom subsists almost exclusively on syrupy 7 dollar coffees. If you really insist that that doesn't count as a favorite food he also eats a lot of flavored cricket snacks. Unlike Bill or Aoba he does actually care about food and flavors he just forgets to eat actual meals so often he hasn't formed many opinions.

Riz likes honey and baking so his favorites are all combinations of that. Something as simple as a fresh baked bun with some honey drizzled on it can mean so much, honey pancakes when he wants a quick pick-me-up, honey cakes for friends and events, etc.

Ibuki's favorite food was venison, I think that's canon, and I'm not gonna do any other shishigumi guy on this list but I think it's important to mention.

Melon's favorite food, if you can call it that, is miracle berry tablets. I don't think he discovered them til after he was in jail but he was gifted some once and he still didn't really taste but things didn't taste different which was mind-blowing enough.

Yahya's favorite is carrots, natch.

Gouhin I think literally only eats bamboo, he'd go fucking insane for meat though if he ever let himself try it.

Gosha, you think I'm gonna say the hot pot for the reasons above, but no his favorite is actually the traditional Rexmas meal, the soup and pie and volcano salad. Same reasons, though, it was one of the big family meals he could have with Toki and any other non-komodo friends, the holidays pulled him from his depression a bit and helps him socialize.

[goldencherriess]

The one that got away || chapter three.

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Fem! Reader

Word count: 2.1k

Summary: Eddie Munson really turns out to be a full of surprises kind of guy.

Warnings: I don't think there are any? Just some idiots in love who refuse to believe they're in love

Previous part || Series masterlist

At first Dustin didn't really know what to say. He was actually beginning to think he had eye problems. Eddie Munson was reading a book. And it would had been fine if it were "The Hobbit" or "The Lord of the Rings", books he always re-read. But it wasn't. It was Shakespeare. Things started to become strange, indeed.

He cleared his throat. "So, what're you reading? Good book?"

Eddie peered over the rim of the book, arching an eyebrow. "Can't you read, Henderson?" And then his eyes were back on the pages.

"I do! It's just- It's Shakespeare!" scoffed Dustin before biting into his green apple.

Eddie was still not looking at him. "So?"

"So... I thought you hated that guy!"

"Not anymore." Dustin couldn't see Eddie's smirk, but he could hear it. His eyebrows furrowed and he let his apple fall from his mouth. "What-"

A mop of black hair sat down next to him, sighing. "Hi, guys." He picked up his peanut butter sandwich and threw a glance at the head of the table where Eddie was sat, taking a double take when he saw the book he was holding. "Woah, what-"

Dustin leaned into him, whispering. "He's reading. I don't think he wants to be disturbed."

"Eddie, what- Shakespeare?!"

Dustin tried silencing him, waving his hands around, a grimace on his face. "You hated that guy!" shouted Mike.

The metalhead lowered the book, cold eyes piercing through Mike. "In this moment I hate you." He got up, leaned over the table. "Listen to me, if-"

The words died in his throat. Y/N was just entering the cafeteria, a book in her arms and headphones on her ears, probably blasting Fleetwood Mac. This time she was wearing denim overalls with sunflowers embroidered on it. Eddie thought that maybe sunflowers would become his favourite flowers. Not that he had any before. But there was a beginning for everything.

His eyes met hers and he winked at her, slowly lowering in his chair. Y/N replied by waving slightly. His cheeks flushed. Yeah, there was definitely a beginning for everything.

Dustin and Mike turned to see at what or who was Eddie looking at, frowns settled on their faces. They couldn't pin point the exchange though. The cafeteria was bustling with people, loud laughs and chewing filling their ears.

They turned back to the Hellfire Club leader, who was now reading again.

"You saw that too, right?" whispered Mike to Dustin.

"Yep."

"That's weird, right?"

"Very much so." nodded Dustin.

Eddie's brown eyes snapped at them, shutting the book. "Anything to share with the class?"

A chorus of "no"s and "nope"s were heard, the freshmans going back to eating and avoiding Eddie's piercing gaze.

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She never noticed it until now, but her locker was a few meters away from his. It had a few Metallica stickers on it, maybe some Iron Maiden too, she couldn't quite tell. But it stood out like a sore thumb. It screamed Eddie.

Y/N turned to look at her plain locker and she started reconsidering it. Maybe a few flowers wouldn't hurt. They were her thing, after all.

A scent of cigarettes tickled her nostrils and she let a small smile take over her lips. Her head turned to face him, a smirk playing on his face. The bangs lightly hid his eyes, but she still saw the warm brown of them. "Hi, tutor girl."

She rolled her eyes. "Hi, Munson. How's studying going for you? On top of things?"

Eddie took out the Shakespeare book from behind his back, raising it to his eye level. "I don't really see eye to eye with the to be or not to be guy- the bard, sorry, but I appreciate his input. Very dramatic."

Y/N almost laughed. Very dramatic. Eddie certainly got on well with Shakespeare on that, she thought. She rocked on her feet. "What play are you reading right now? Is it Hamlet?"

He laughed, scratching the back of his head. "Actually, I finished reading the book. Not my favourite, but ah, what can you do?"

Y/N's eyes widened and she met his gaze, taking a step back. "You finished it?"

Eddie leaned towards, as if to tell her a secret. "Don't be so shocked, sweetheart. Remember, I am full of surprises."

A fire spread throughout her body, from her chest to the top of her head, burning her cheeks. He was so close. Close enough to smell the cigarettes on his lips, close enough to see his chocolatey eyes, close enough to feel his heartbeat. It drove her insane. She took a step back, clearing her throat. "Well, that's good, uh, we should meet later today-"

Eddie interrupted her, shaking his head. "I can't today."

She stopped mid sentence, eyebrows furrowing. "And why's that?"

"It's Tuesday."

"Yes, I know that."

Eddie grinned, straightening his back. "Cool, so next week?"

Before she even got to reply, he was already walking away, his hair swishing. She couldn't see his smirk, but she could feel it even from where she stood a few feet away. A rage started boiling in her just like the first time they talked. She inhaled a breath and stalked towards him, a purpose in her walk. "I thought I was the tutor." she said stopping in front of him and crossing her arms.

Eddie just nodded his head. "You are."

"Then?"

"I just can't tonight." he shrugged.

Y/N rolled her eyes, uncrossing her arms. "What would be so important that you would skip a tutoring session for? I thought you wanted an A in English class?"

He suddenly laughed, shaking his head. "Already so possessive, sweetheart? You could have just told me you wanted me all to yourself."

Her face fell, a blush spreading on her cheeks. "That's not- stop flattering yourself, Munson!"

His eyes playfully glinted, but he didn't smile. "Look, I have some stuff to do."

Her eyebrows pinched together. "What stuff?"

"You're the journalist, you tell me."

Her eyes squinted, analyzing him from head to toe, taking in his unruly hair, his worn out jacket and his mischievous eyes. She took a step back, shaking her head. "I can't read you." she muttered.

Eddie must've heard her because he started smiling. "I'll pick you up at seven."

Her eyes widened. "What?"

"The stuff I have to do? Yeah, I'll drop you some hints. Just trust me."

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The last sunrays bathed her room in an afterglow, dancing on her mirrors. She twirled around in her red cherry dress, checking herself out. She smoothed some wrinkles that somehow appeared on the fabric.

A sigh escaped her lips and she looked towards the clock. Ten past seven. He was running late and for some reason she felt nervous, her throat dry and her stomach wild. Her mind wandered to his smirk and the way he looked at her. He definitely did it on purpose. And she let him.

Y/N shook her thoughts away, sitting on her bed. The pearls on the mirror sparkled in the light, casting shadows on the wall. She tilted her head, getting up and walking towards them. Carressing them, she lifted the pearls and wrapped them around her porcelain neck. They used to be her mom's. And now they were hers.

A smile etched on her face and suddenly the doorbell chimed throughout the house. She took a breath in and skipped towards the door, pausing slightly before opening it.

There he was. Dimples showing and hair down. "Hi."

"Hi." she breathed.

His eyes ranked her form, the smile slowly falling, a blush taking its place. "You, uh, you look nice."

Y/N looked over her dress and pearls. "Oh, these old things? They're really nothing."

"Well, they look good on you."

Her eyes met his and she saw sincerity flowing in them, along with something more serious she quite couldn't name. "Thanks." she whispered. He just nodded. "Where are we going, by the way?"

"Surprises, remember?"

She rolled her eyes. "How could I forget?"

Eddie laughed, pointing at the van. "Come on. Let's go." He opened the door for her, smiling. "Ever the gentleman, right?" he said.

"Oh, you're so fishing for compliments."

"Those were your words, not mine! I'm just, you know, repeating them."

Y/N let out a laugh. "Good memory! Use it to pass English, Munson."

Eddie smiled down at her, his eyes softening. "With you as my tutor, I sure will."

His gaze lit something up in her, and she was left speechless. For the first time words failed her. He must have read her, because he took a step back, winking. Still shaken, she got into the van, her head railing.

Eddie took his time to get into the van, unlike last week and Y/N realised that maybe he was enjoying it. The sunset painted him in deep, red colors. The door opened, he got in and started the van. "Music?" he asked without looking at her.

She gulped. "Sure."

His fingers fumbled with the car radio and in a few moments the first notes of "The chain" by Fleetwood Mac filled the air. Her head whipped towards him. "You put Fleetwood Mac on."

Eddie shyly shrugged, briefly meeting her eyes. "I figured you'd like it."

She blinked. "I do."

Stevie Nicks started singing in the background and the sun was slowly hiding under the horizon, but all she could see was him.

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The van stopped in front of a pub she recognised as The Hideout. A few neon letters were missing, but other than that it looked like any local pub. "You brought me to a bar?" Y/N exclaimed, turning to face Eddie, who was suddenly red in the face.

"Ah, yes, but-"

"On a Tuesday night?! Tomorrow we have school, Munson!"

"I know, but you see-"

"Is that how you treat girls? You bring them to pubs on date nights?"

He stopped trying to explain himself, frowning. "You think this is a date?"

She grew flustered under his gaze, squirming in her seat and blushing under the faint light. "Why else would you bring me here?"

Eddie let out a small laugh, shaking his head. He got out of the van, motioning her outside. "C'mon, I'm running late already."

She scoffed. "You still didn't explain to me why I am here."

"You'll find out soon enough, sweetheart."

She crossed her arms, muttering an "unbelievable" but still complying. It turned out that following Eddie Munson was easier than she'd thought. His presence kept her on edge, but it also brought her a sense of comfort. Along with a few nerves. He opened the door for her, wearing his usual smirk.

The Hideout wasn't busy. On the contrary, aside from the staff and some band prepping on the stage, there were about 5 drunks scattered throughout it. The dim and humming neon lights made her stomach churn. She heard Eddie's warm voice whispering in her ear from behind, his hand lightly touching her elbow. "Hey, it's okay, you're with me."

"Why am I really here?" she replied, slowly turning to face him.

His dimples showed up. "To watch me perform."

"What-"

"Just take a seat close to the stage and I'll watch over you, 'kay? Never letting you out of sight. You're safe with me."

And she believed him.

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Watching Eddie perform along with his band was like watching someone bite the lightening, he was full of electric energy, the guitar coming alive everytime his fingers struck the chords. It awoke something in her, even though the music they were singing wasn't really on her taste.

She was banging her head softly, her eyes never leaving his. A certain connection was established between them, the music bringing them closer. She smiled at his enthusiasm and he giggled at her attempts to sing along.

Soon, the last chords were sung and the song ended. Eddie took his eyes off of her for the first time, speaking into the microphone and looking towards the small crowd. "Uh, we were Corroded Coffin. Hope you liked us, see you next week and thank you!"

He then took off his guitar, jumping down from the stage and stopping in front of her. She almost giggled at his star eyed look and frizzled hair. "So, what did you think?"

"You were great! You're such a rockstar, Eddie."

His eyebrows shot up, a smirk making its way on his face. "You just called me Eddie."

She froze. "Did I?"

"Yeah, you did."

"Oh." she smiled. "Well then, I guess I did."

He took a step closer to her. "Does that mean we're friends now, sweetheart?"

"Only if you won't be bringing me to shady pubs anytime soon."

Eddie grinned, leaning towards her. "Promise."

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A/N: thank you so much for reading! Writing this series is always such a pleasure!

The slow burn is really slow though, lmao sorry about that.

I appreciate any kind of feedback! And please let me know if you'd like to be added to my main tag list or the series tag list!

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[r0man0va]

trip with nat <3 (fem!reader x natasha romanoff, fluff, slight angst towards the end maybe? not sure tho)

sumarry: nat feels stressed out from her missions lately and can't sleep because of it, reader wants to help her and suggest a trip

A/N: this is a longer one. anyway i think it turned out pretty well, i really like this one and i hope you will too. requests are welcomed and feedback appreciated <3 enjoy

natasha and i thought it would be a good idea to take a trip and spend some time somewhere else than our home or the avengers base. we packed only the most important things we couldn't go without like toothbrushes, some clean underwear and money. natasha took her favorite bomber jacket in a bag. she was wearing a black leather jacket and she knew damn well that i'll steal it from her at some point even though i was already wearing her favorite hoodie. we packed two peanut butter sandwiches, put it in the bag too and threw the bag on the backseat of our car. natasha was driving, one of her hands on my thigh, the other on the wheel. we were both quiet, enjoying each other's presence in silence, only to the sound of radio at a low volume.

"thank you for doing this. i needed a break." she said suddenly. the whole thing was my idea, knowing natasha was stressed about all the missions lately and couldn't sleep well because she felt the need to be ready if anything happened. to get her away from all that, trying to make her feel better and help her relax, i recommended that we should get away from here and she agreed immediately, the next morning we went. natasha was in for everything. when it came to spending time with her loved ones (or saving them) she was down for any idea.

"of course, nat." i placed my hand on top of hers and smiled, getting lost in her eyes even though they were focused on the road. she was chewing a gum, her face was relaxed. her hair was tied back into a braid. i sank deeper into the seat. i was so in love with the woman. i smiled to myself at the thought of her being all mine. i even chuckled quietly, looking down to our hands as i played with the ring on her ring finger - it was a ring i gave her one day because it reminded me of her. she never took it off eversince.

"what's up?" she rasped softly, smiling, only glancing at me by the corner of her eyes for a second. she was overly careful when she was driving with me in the car.

"uh, it's nothing." i said, looking back up at her.

"oh?" she glanced at me for a moment, but brought her eyes back to the road right after. she was smiling. she didn't know why, she was smiling because she was happy i was smiling. she had no idea what i was smiling about.

"it's just- i'm so lucky." i mumbled, knowing she'll deny that i'm lucky because i have her. she stood by her own thought that i deserve the whole world, that i deserve the best, which, in her opinion, wasn't herself. in my eyes though, she was the whole world and i felt like i didn't deserve any part of it. not even a small part of it such as a small rock from the ground or, in this case a one glance from her or even breathing the air around her.

she rolled her eyes playfully and shook her head.

soon enough, we stopped at a hotel somewhere. we booked ourselves in so we could have a place to spend the night. but since it was only around lunchtime, we put the bag on the king sized bed, took our sandwiches and went to look for a nice place to have our lunch at. i walked around the city with natasha's arm around my shoulders, our fingers interlocked as my hand was bent in the elbow towards my shoulder so i could reach her. her soft kisses on my face, in my hair, everywhere, just enjoying and celebrating the fact i'm all hers.

"careful, tasha, they might know you as a deadly assassin." i joked, making the redhead playfully shaking her head in response.

"quiet, детка (detka), enjoy the attention while you've got it." she teased, smiling widely.

"damn you, tash." i leaned in to kiss her cheek, but the russian saw it coming and turned her head so i'd meet her lips instead of the soft skin. i was taken by surprise when i tasted the chapstick and felt her tongue parting my lips to get it. we stopped walking and we could hear the people behind us complaining, whispering about us or even making sounds of disgust.

natasha took her arm down from my shoulder but took my hand back in hers, caressing my knuckle with her thumb.

"cmon i know a place." she whispered into my ear, glancing into my eyes quickly, checking if i'm ready to run with her. she nodded forwards, and slowly began running. i understood right away and run with her, still holding hands. she took me to a park with a small gazebo. we ran to the gazebo, sitting down to the bench.

"how do you know this place?" i asked as natasha handed me one of the sandwiches since she had them both in her pocket the whole time.

"uh. google." she confessed and i laughed at her, wondering what she searched up to find it. when we finished our lunch, we explored the city and visited a few shops until the sun went down.

"let me take you out for a dinner." natasha said as we left one of the shopping centers and pushed me against its wall gently.

"alright. but let's stop at our hotel room real quick." i placed a quick kiss on the tip of her nose. she smiled and grabbed my hand, leading us the way to our hotel. when we entered the room, i took a black dress from the bag. i went to the bathroom to change and when i came back, i saw nat with a white button up shirt tucked in her black pants. the first two buttons from the top weren't connected, showing her perfect golden skin and a silver necklace with a tiny heart outline hanging over her collar bones.

"damn." i cursed under my breath, looking her up slowly. guess the both of us didn't only take the important things.

"like it?" she smiled, waiting for me to look into her eyes.

"you look...you're breathtaking." i said, placing my hand on her shoulder, pulling her in for a kiss, feeling the weight of her hand slowly falling on my waist.

"you know you look pretty stunning yourself." she whispered as we stood there, foreheads connected, hands all over one another, just enjoying our time together.

i blushed at her comment, remembering how tight the dress was, revealing the shape of my figure, silver earrings hanging from my ears. natasha held out her hand in the air, waiting for me to hold her. my fingers were decorated with a few silver sings, while natasha only wore the one i once got her.

"are you sure you wanna go into public like this? people might want to steal you from me." i chuckled, pulling aways so i could look at her one more time. natasha chuckled at my words, kissing my cheek gently.

"they may want to, but they won't. i'm only yours." she smiled and picked me up by my waist.

"all mine." i whispered, running my fingers down her cheek, not being able to believe my own words. natasha smiled and pulled me into a kiss. deep. hungry. beautiful kiss. heaven-like.

we found a restaurant nearby. we waited a few minutes for the waiter. once he came, he was slightly panicking, not sure whether it's because he got to serve the famous black widow or simply by her outfit. she wore no bra and the waiter took an advantage of that, trying to get a cleared view somehow. i told him what i'd like to order but he didn't quite listen, staring at my girlfriend.

"i'm sorry am i distracting you?" she said suddenly, anger and disgust filling her voice and held out my hand on the table.

"no, of course not. pardon me. could you repeat your order, please?" he gave his attention to me. natasha and i both ordered some food for dinner, nat took care of the drinks. she ordered the best wine they had, to celebrate our wonderful time spent together. when the waiter left, we both started laughing.

he brought us our food later but he barely look at tasha this time. he probably knew he wouldn't be able to get his eyes off, which i totally understood cause i had that problem myself.

we finished our food, paid for it and left.

"i don't wanna go to sleep yet. ooh, i've got a nice idea. we can go to a club or something, i wanna dance." she said, grabbing my hand excitedly.

"i don't really feel like socializing tonight, sorry. could be rather go tomorrow?" i confessed carefully, trying not to disappoint her.

"oh no that's completely okay." she smiled, leaning in to kiss my cheek. "let's take a picture since we look this nice." she suggested, about to pull her phone from her back pocket.

"i've got a better idea, nat." i said as i grabbed her hand to stop her from taking the phone. i got her adorable confused facial expression for a response, making me chuckle and my eyes softened at the sight of her.

"we could go to that little photobooth that's usually at shopping centers." i said, capturing her lips softly with mine. natasha agreed, took me by the hand and we ran to the shopping center near us.

we took pictures. there were four of them: on the top one we were making silly faces, the second from the top was a picture of us kissing, the third was tasha giving me a kiss on cheek while i was smiling and the last is just her and i looking at each other, laughing which we did on accident but it ended up well.

we only got one stripe of pictures but we were planning on making a copy when we got back home so each of us could have one copy of their own.

"you know we're actually pretty fucking cute together." tasha laughed, pressing a kiss into my cheek.

"yeah, we really are." i agreed, turning my head to gaze into her eyes. i couldn't look away for a while, her eyes were mesmerizing.

"are you tired?" she asked, looking at the ground, locking her arm into mine.

"not really, but maybe we should get back to our apartment already." i said. nat didn't say anything to that, we just went.

we arrived to the hotel and tasha waa about to change. i took her hand and pulled it away from the buttons on her shirt to stop her from taking it off.

"you wanted to dance." her eyes met mine and i noticed the way they softened. her lips curved into a small smile and her eyes kept exploring mine. her smile was slowly getting bigger and natasha got shy. she looked at the ground to hide her smirk away from me.

"you're the best." she said, taking my hands in hers, looking back up at me, showing me her wide smile, making me smile too. i reached out to natasha's phone since we only took hers in case of emergency and played a playlist with songs to slow dance from my spotify.

we danced, laughed, kissed, fell a couple of times because our legs got tangled up. we had a lot of fun and natasha seemed genuinely happy and relaxed and i loved to see her like that.

when we were finished, she pressed her forehead against mine, holding both of my hands. her eyes were closed, enjoying the feeling of my skin against hers. i was looking at her relaxed expression for a while, then i closed my eyes aswell.

we stayed that way for a while, i waited until she pulled away first.

"hey thank you for doing this." she said, smiling softly.

i didn't reply since there's wasn't much to say.

i went to take a shower and when i came back from the bathroom i saw nat laying on her back in the bed.

"c'mere. let's cuddle." she reached out her arms to me.

"you're going to sleep in this?" i asked, referring to her unchanged outfit.

"yeah i'm too lazy to move." she groaned.

i rolled my eyes playfully and help her sit up on the bed.

"hands up." i tapped her shoulders and she did as i said. i pulled the shirt over her head and threw it on the bed. we were used to being naked with each other, we often took showers or baths together, so this moment wasn't awkward for us at all. but her body, her golden, smooth skin, i would never get tired of seeing that. i ran my fingers over her collar bone and kissed her cheek. natasha watched every movement i made. i took her hoodie from the bag and pulled it over her head. i moved down to unbutton her pants and pulled it down her legs. when she was changed i turn off the lights and laid down next to her. she was laying on her bed and pulled me in. she loved to cuddle. she wrapped her arms around my head, pulled me close to her chest and kissed the top of my head.

"i love you so so much." she whispered into the silence of the room.

"i love you more." i mumbled into her arms.

moments later i fell asleep but i woke up a while later. i glanced at my girlfriend and noticed she's still awake. it was around two am and she hasn't slept for weeks now.

"natasha." i mumbled sleepily, getting up on my elbow to face her. she glanced back at me, she was obviously tired. her eyelids were falling down but she didn't let them.

"natasha go to sleep." i whispered, hiding my face in the crook of her neck.

"i wish i could. it's okay though, i'm okay." she whispered. her voice was exhausted.

"can't sleep, huh? you okay?" i got back up to look at her.

"well i just always expect something to go wrong. i guess i'm just too anxious of my job lately and i need to be ready in case someone attacked us. it's haunting me." she confessed.

"but you're safe here. i'm here, i'll protect you. you need to sleep, nat. you haven't properly slept in what: three weeks now?"

"i know but it's not that easy. throughout my life i've lost everyone close to me. i guess it's affected me and all the time i fear i might lose you, too. and if i did, i'd never get over it. you know, i would pretend i'm okay but i'd never be completely okay. a part of me would forever be missing you and blaming myself."

"natty but you don't have to. i'm right here. i'm okay, i'm safe. and so are you. no need to worry, darling. i promise."

there was a moment of silence, she let my words sink in and thought about them.

"come with me, i'll make you a bath. it might help you relax a little." i said, tugging on her arm.

"котенок (kotenok) you really don't have to take care of me." she said, letting me help her stand up.

"well, tash, you deserve to be taken care of. and also i want to." i said, leading her to the bathroom.

she took her clothes off while i ran her a bath. she laid down in the bathtub and i saw her muscles relax.

"i'll be right back." i said, kissing her forehead gently.

i left the bathroom and went to the kitchen cabinet. i found a box with last two teabags in it and took one of them while i boiled water. i poured it in, waited for it to be done and headed back to the bathroom.

"do you want me to join you?" i asked gently as i handed her the cup of warm tea.

"yeah, if you don't mind." she mumbled, opened her eyes slightly to watch me undress and took the tea from my hand, taking a sip. she placed it on the edge of the tub and sat up so i could get behind her and she could lay in between my legs on my chest. i caressed and massaged her shoulders and soon i could feel her body fall asleep.

i covered her face, neck and collar bones with kisses and carefully slipping from under her sleeping body so i could spread a towel on the bed. i went back to the bathroom, carefully and gently picking her up, placing her on the prepared towel on the bed. i took another towel and softly dried her up, putting back her panties and the hoodie she was wearing before. i then tucked her in the bed, pulling the covers over her and went to the bathroom to clean it up. then i came back to her and laid down next to her, pulling her in my arms so i could have her closer. soon enough i was asleep.

[watchyourbluesturngolden]

the shrooms cafe

part 1- watermelon tea with strawberry boba

hello everyone 🥺 this is the first series i've ever done so i'm a little nervous but i'm so excited because I really like this story!!!

this is the first part, and I have literally no idea how long it will be because I don't have a solid plan/outline yet! so feel free to send little concepts or things you would like to see included 🥺 i can't guarantee they will be added but i'll definitely try my best :)

shrooms cafe masterlist

my masterlist

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"Stella, we have to leave in 10 minutes!" You called up the stairs. "Come down so you can eat breakfast!" "Yeah Stella, hurry up!" Seraphina yelled from her spot at the dining table. She was finishing up her fruit loops with a grin on her face. "You're going to make us late!" As the youngest, she often liked to bother her sisters. She was only five, just starting kindergarten, but she was already a master at getting under their skin.

"Sera, don't antagonize your sister, please," you reminded her. "She's not going to make us late." Sophie rolled her eyes. "Seraphina, you're so immature." Despite only being 11, Sophie was clearly the mother hen. You sometimes joked that the girls didn't even need you; Sophie would take on the role of their mother with no problem. "Besides, you were the one who made us late yesterday." "It's not my fault I couldn't find my purple socks. What was I supposed to do?" "Maybe wear different socks?" Sophie suggested smugly. "You know I need my purple socks, otherwise I can't write my words!" Sophie rolled her eyes again. "You don't need a certain color socks to write." "Yes I do!" You smiled to yourself, turning back to the fridge as the two bickered. You pulled out the ingredients you would need to make their lunches, then reached up on your tiptoes to get their lunch bags from the top of fridge. "Okay girls, what kind of sandwiches do you want today?" "Peanut butter and jelly!" Seraphina said excitedly. "Why did I even ask?" You smiled. "And Sophie?" "Turkey please, but I can make it myself," She said, sliding off her chair and bringing the breakfast dishes to the sink. "Thank you, love," you said, leaning over to kiss the top of her head. "You are such a big help in the mornings, I don't know what I would do without you." "You would have a real handful dealing with those two," She said matter-of-factly. "That I would," you laughed, handing her a butter knife. "Stella!" you called again. The 8 year old came running down the stairs, carrying her backpack and another bag. "Did you forget I have dance today?" "I did not forget," you reassured her. She liked to plan things, and got worried quickly if she wasn't kept in the loop. "I'll pick you up at the door by the playground, does that work?" "Actually, I was wondering if I could walk today? A bunch of my friends do, and I feel kind of weird having my mom drop me off." "That should be fine," You nodded. "But stay with the group, don't go off by yourself." "I won't," she groaned, rolling her eyes. "You're so overprotective." "Oh yes, I'm so sorry for trying to keep you safe," you laughed. "Now what do you want for lunch?" Once everything was ready, the four of you made your way out to the car. Stella climbed into the back, and Sophie helped Seraphina get buckled. Even though the three of them bickered a lot (as sisters often do) it wasn't hard to see how much they loved each other. "Everybody buckled?" You asked, looking behind you. When you heard a chorus of confirmation, you started your playlist and smiled when the opening notes of Adore You filtered through the speakers. It was easily one of your favorite songs, and the girls liked it just as much as you did. It wasn't a long drive to the cafe; it took about 15 minutes if traffic was good. The girls' school bus stopped about a block away, so they walked there together every morning. Then after school, they would come back to the shop and read books or finish homework until it was time to close up and go home. You parked in the lot behind the shop, helping the girls out of the car and making sure they had all their things. Seraphina held out her hand, and Stella grabbed it to help her jump over a puddle on the sidewalk. Sophie gasped excitedly. "I think that was the biggest jump you've ever done!" The girls promptly launched into a discussion about who could jump farther as you unlocked the door. As soon as it was open, they made their way over to the mushrooms to find some books for the day. Their voices filled the shop as they chatted about school and the cute boy Stella liked and the kitten they had seen outside their house the other day. You went about your morning duties, flipping on the lights and starting up the coffee machine. You also turned on the oven, preparing to bake the muffins. (They were frozen- who has the time to bake them fresh? Certainly not a mother of 3.) Once the kitchen was ready, you went over to the radio and tuned it to a familiar station, the soft

music adding some pleasant background noise. "Okay girls, it's time to get to the bus stop," you said, leaning over the counter to speak to them. "Don't forget, I'm walking to dance," Stella said, pointing at you as she walked to the door. "I won't forget," you said, pointing back at her. "Have a good day!" "Bye mom," Seraphina waved her small hand at you. "Bye honey, bye Sophia," You smiled, blowing a kiss to the three of them. "See you later!" Once the three of them were gone, you went around to the shelves and straightened up, getting ready for your first customers.

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After the lunch rush had dwindled down and the shop was nearly empty again, you were getting ready to go on your lunch break. You had just leaned down to grab a sandwich from the deli case when the bell above the door jingled, alerting you that a new customer had come in. You straightened up, your eyes going wide when you realized who it was, but you quickly fixed your face and smiled. "Welcome to the Shrooms Cafe!" "Hello," the man smiled back, speaking in a deep British accent. "I saw your sign for boba tea, and I've been looking everywhere to find some. You're the third shop I've been to today, so I'm really hoping you're not sold out like everywhere else," he grinned, coming closer to the counter. "No, we're not out! What kind did you want?" You asked. "Um... probably should have thought about that before I came in," he laughed nervously, looking at the menu above your head. "Oh, don't worry about it, we're not busy right now," you said reassuringly. “Take all the time you need.” He smiled gratefully, stepping off to the side while he read the menu. Meanwhile, you fidgeted with towels and wiped off the work surfaces and tried to pretend you weren’t staring at him. Who could blame you, really? Harry Styles had just walked into your coffee shop. Who wouldn’t stare? “I think…” he spoke again, breaking you out of your trance. “I’ll do the watermelon tea, with strawberry boba, please.” You nodded, laughing lightly. He quirked one eyebrow, smiling along with you. “What’s funny?” “Oh, no, it’s just… of course you would order the one with watermelon.” “Oh,” he smiled, and you thought you detected a hint of a blush on his cheeks. “I guess I do have a bit of a reputation with fruit, don’t I?” “Just a little,” you grinned. “One watermelon tea with strawberry boba, coming right up.” After ringing up the order, you quickly got to work. Instead of his real name, you wrote “watermelon man” on the sticker on the cup. Hopefully he would appreciate your little joke. “Here you are,” you smiled. “I hope it’s good, seeing as you worked so hard to find some.” “I’m sure it’ll be amazing,” he laughed, grabbing a straw from beside the cash register. You also noticed he had dropped a generous tip into the jar, probably while you had been busy making the drink. “Have a nice day,” you smiled. “You as well,” he said with a small wave before he made his way out the door, sipping his drink as he went. You sighed, shaking your head with a small grin as you grabbed the sandwich from earlier and went to a table for your lunch break.

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“Hi mom!” Sophie yelled, holding open the door for Seraphina. “Hi girls!” You called from the back corner of the shop. “I’m by the mushrooms!” The girls quickly found you, Seraphia hugging you and Sophie situating herself on one of the short stools. “How was your day?” You asked. “Good! I gave my report on monarch butterflies and guess what Mrs. Wilson said?” Sophie asked, leaning forward. “What did she say?” “She said it was the best report she had heard all day. She waited until the other kids left so they wouldn’t feel bad, but still,” she said proudly. “Oh wow! I’m so proud of you,” you said, moving over to hug her. “What did I tell you? You can do anything you put your mind to,” you smiled. “Including writing the best report in the whole class, hmm?” She nodded happily before turning away from you to pull a book off the shelf closest to her. “Which one are you starting now?” You asked, leaning over her shoulder to see the book she had. “Anne of Green Gables,” she said. “Oh, I loved those books when I was your age,” you smiled. “I think you’ll really like them.”

She nodded, already immersed in the book. You turned back to Seraphina, who was pulling her folder out of her backpack. “And how was your day, miss Seraphina?” “It was so good, look!” She handed you a paper with two gold stars at the top. “My teacher gave me two gold stars. She said my writing was very good!"

"All that practicing we did must have worked, then!" you said, beaming as you looked at her letters. They were still wobbly, but a huge improvement over how they had been at the beginning of the school year.

She nodded. "And then I colored this picture for you!” She handed you another page. This one had a drawing of you holding hands with her, Sophie, and Stella. The three of you had big smiles and lots of adorable little details. Stella had her hair in a bun and was wearing ballet shoes. Sophie was holding a book in her free hand. Seraphina had drawn herself wearing a shirt with a cat (her favorite animal) on it, and she was wearing her purple socks. Lastly, there was you, holding a cup of coffee and wearing a shirt with a big red heart on it. “Since you like coffee so much,” she explained. “It's beautiful,” you smiled, hugging her. “We’ll hang it on the fridge when we get home, okay?” “Okay,” she agreed. “Why don’t you find a book and read with Sophie for a little bit? We have just over an hour, then we have to go get Stella from dance.” She nodded, handing you the papers and her backpack before running over to the shelves. She grabbed a picture book, settling into the red cushion in the tree and beginning to flip through the pages.

----- “Alright girls, it’s time to pick up Stella,” you said as you wiped off the counter one last time. You had already turned off all the machines and packed up everything else for the day. You flipped the lights off on the way out, smiling a bit when you saw the hand painted sign for boba tea in the window. Harry came into your mind again, with his easy smile, his kind words, and his blushing laugh. You really hoped you would see him again, even though you knew you probably wouldn't. Your shop wasn't very big or well known. How likely was it for him to come to the same little shop in the middle of London again? Still, it didn’t hurt to hope. Maybe he would decide to try the other flavors and stop in again. Your smile spread even further when you started your playlist and Lights Up was the first song to come on. Apparently, it was going to be hard to forget about him.

[pbandjesse]

I am at my parents house! It is really nice to be here but I miss James and my own bed. But this is a nice little chance to spend time with my family and that has really been wonderful. It was the right call to stay over. I got so much time to talk to my mom and it really has been a good day.

I even slept pretty well last night. I had trouble falling asleep, just scrolling on my phone for to long. But the sleep itself was pretty good.

I woke up right before my alarm went off. And I got up and got dressed. I felt cute and good. I went my hair and retwisted my curls and they actually held up a lot of today and I felt good.

James was really sweet and after they brought up the art trunk from the car they made me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich to bring with me. And that was very much appreciated. I didn't want to stop for breakfast.

I kissed them goodbye and headed out. I had a really good ride up here! Almost no traffic. Pretty straightforward. I listened to 4 albums almost all the way through. Loved singing and being silly by myself. And it was a beautiful day. It was entirely to hot but it was still beautiful.

I got here around 1030. My brother wouldn't be here until 1130. And my dad was not here when I first got in!! So me and mom sat in the living room. I sat on the floor and played with the dogs for a bit. We talked about the wedding more. I don't want it to be the only thing we talk about but I also really am glad someone, others, are excited to talk to me about it. It makes me feel like I'm allowed to be excited. I still am very afraid that something will go wrong, like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. But I am allowing myself to feel just a little more joy.

Back to dad though! He has driven himself to the doctor?? I didn't think he was able to drive right now but he did it. But when he did come in with his walker he had tears streaming down his face and I just felt so sad. I don't want to see him cry. This is all so scary for him and he's in pain. But he is also hurting emotionally and I understand that. I'll never tell him his feelings aren't valid, he should feel his feelings, he shouldn't apologize for how he's feeling. But I also truly believe this surgery is going to make his life better. And I really hope it will make him feel more like himself. I want to be able to do things with him again. Even if it's just a drive. I miss him. And I want him to feel happy and secure. Even if I can't say whole anymore.

Soon enough Steve was there and we all chilled and talked and we're jumping from topic to topic. He looked great. Strong. And it was so nice to spend time with him.

We would leave here after an hour or so of hanging out. He didn't know what he wanted to eat and so I suggested we go to the Mexican restaurant I usually like.

But this was kind of a mistake. I feel bad that it was my suggestion!! Like the company and the conversations were great. He actually listened to me and didn't just wait for his turn to speak like he sometimes does. But when we got seated the ac was above us and was dripping on me?? He swapped sides with me and we ordered our food.

We talked about the wedding and life. He was being pretty realistic and stuff but he didn't make me feel bad about anything. He was being a little silly claiming mom has never cared about being Scottish. I think he identifies more with dad's Italian background then mom's Celtic. But it's wild to say mom hasn't cared. Like we are second generation. Our grandmother moved here. And I am excited that James wanted to wear something traditional and that makes them feel good. And I'm glad Steve is being supportive.

They are also supportive of James's use of gender neutral language even if he absolutely does not understand. I think he is trying at least and that's a start.

The food was. Not good. I got enchiladas and I know I'm spoiled by James's but these were very bad. The three on my plate were filled with 1. Guacamole 2. Pico 3. Refried beans. Not together. That was each enchilada!! What???? It was not good at all. I ate as much as I could stand but I was so disappointed in it. And being disappointed in food makes me feel so sad. And then I felt bad because Steve didn't love his tacos. He had a few bites but mostly we were just talking a lot. He took his to go so as t least it won't be wasted. But I felt as stupid because it wasn't awesome.

At least the company was good.

Jess had texted me asking for a plan. She had an interview at 230 so I told her to come get me after that. Me and Steve went home and I s as t in bed with mom for a bit and eventually moved to sit with dad. And then I said goodbye to everyone when Jess was here.

It was so nice hanging out with her. I was a little upset when we first got together. To hot and a little over tired. But we exchanged gifts! She brought me some hand painted paper butterflies from Scotland and tiny scissors shaped like a unicorn, plush a rock and a pin. I am so grateful for her thinking about me. I'm excited to hang my butterflies.

We went to the thrift store. We talked and msitly just looked around. I got a new bath mat for our apartment. And then we went to joann's to touch the fabric and I found another wood circle for our cake stand.

We went to Target next. Jess got us Starbucks. They were out of strawberry and lemonade so I got a dragon fruit mango ice tea. And it was actually great. A nice little treat. And we had an excellent time there. I got a few tiny toys in blind boxes. And a shirt and a bra. Jess found the dress she wants to wear for the wedding!! And it was just fun walking around and chatting and seeing silly things.

We both had had a late lunch so instead of going to a restaurant we went to the mall and found some arm chairs to sit in and talk. Jess told me all about the Scotland trip. Which thankfully she is getting rose colored glasses about. The pictures were beautiful and it was fun hearing about the good and bad.

We talked there for about an hour before we went to use the fanciest mall bathroom I've ever seen. And then I got a pretzel. Finally!!! And we got some food court food and talked about the wedding and worked out a bit about scheduling and where we should be where. I think we both feel a little more secure and I can feel a little more excited.

A storm started rolling in. And we did not make it back home before the sky opened up. It was actually really scary. Lot of lightening. We couldn't see the road!! But we made it and said goodbye and I ran inside.

I teased my mom for not answering me when I called her. Dad would soon go lay down. And me and mom talked for a few hours. Eventually moving to the basement to chill with grey cat. Who was actually nice to me for once. And we got some wedding stuff. But mostly we talked about jobs and life and fears. I am really glad we got to spend tonight together. I'm glad I stayed over.

At 1130 I came up where and took a shower and brushed my teeth and now I am in bed. I'm sorry this is late!! I am going to stay here until lunch time I think. I hope it's a better drive home then it was last time.

I hope you all sleep good tonight. Take care of yourself!! Goodnight!!

[spencers-dria]

Light Amongst the Darkness

Ch. 13 of Someone to Stay

Spencer Reid x fem reader

POV: Spencer

I wake up for the third time this morning as a technician comes in the room to take my vital signs. It seems like it's always something, labs, vital signs, or medicine. I look over to see Y/N curled up on the couch, sleeping soundly. She really could sleep through just about anything, but somehow she seems to always know when I get up.

I slip out of bed and make my way to the bathroom as quietly as possible to shower and get ready for the day. I feel a hand grab by wrist as I pass the couch. I look down and see her still half asleep, her eyes aren't even open yet.

"Spence?"

"It's okay, go back to sleep. I'm just going to take a shower."

"Let me know if you need anything" she says through a yawn as she rolls back over. I can tell she has fallen back asleep within seconds by the sound of soft snoring. I can't help but smile. It was an adorable quirk of hers.

By now I'm able to take the bandages off and wash the surgical wound. I wince slightly as the gauze pulls as the staples. It seems do be doing okay. Y/N has really been helping a lot. The nurses here seem to know her well and let her do as much as she wants to help take care of me. I've tried convincing her that she's not at work and she doesn't have to be my nurse but she insists.

I make my way out of the steamy bathroom in fresh sweatpants as I towel dry my hair. Y/N is wide-awake, sitting on the edge of the bed with bandages all laid out on the side table.

I start to sit down next to her as I try one last time to convince her to take a break. "You know you really don't have to..."

"Shush. I want to help."

I turn to face her as she delicately dresses the wound after covering it with an antibiotic ointment. I had to admit, it hurt much less when she did it. I watch her as she puts all of her focus into what she's doing. I really enjoy getting to see her do what she does best, what she's passionate about. She looks really beautiful, despite having just woken up. It's almost not fair. Her hair is hanging down in its natural light waves, I'm almost tempted to reach out and run my hands through it. I can feel my skin tingle where she's placed her hand on my other shoulder for balance as the leans in to examine her finished work. I shake the feeling from my head. I can't scare her off.

After she's finished, I slip on a t-shirt as she pulls out her laptop and we settle into the hospital bed, ready to watch the final Harry Potter movie. Downtime in the hospital had allowed us to make our way through the series much quicker than anticipated. She had asked for a couple extra days off, which I fought against and lost. This was my fourth, and hopefully last day staying in the hospital.

As we get into the movie I hear her say "mmm I miss it."

"Miss what?"

"Hogwarts" she laughs as though this was obvious.

I give her a quizzical look.

She continues. "You know, the wizarding world, in Orlando?"

"Ohhh yeah I almost forgot they had that."

She pauses the movie and turns to look at me with wide eyes. "You mean you've never been?"

"No. By the time they built it I guess I was older and already working for the FBI."

"Spencer I only went my first time in college." She laughs. "You're never too old to go to Hogwarts!"

She sits for a moment, lost in her thoughts, before her face lights up with a huge smile.

"We have to go."

"What, the two of us?"

"No genius, me and Hotch." We both giggle at the thought as she elbows me. "I used to take road trips with my friends back home all the time. It's been awhile though..."

I can tell she's been a bit homesick lately. She misses her friends and family. No one has been able to visit her yet. So I decide that this is a great idea for us both.

I look over to her, unable to hide a grin. "When are we going?"

"Really? Really??! You'll go? Oh my gosh, Spencer!" She jumps up out of the bed and starts pacing the room.

"We have to start planning. When do you want to go? I have to ask for days off. You will too of course. I can't wait to show you everything. We'll have to get you a robe..."

"Y/N!" She stops to look at me, as I can't help but laugh at her.

"Take deep breaths. We have plenty of time. You really get excited for trips, huh?"

"Oh you have no idea! Vacations are my absolute favorite! Planning is half the fun."

She stops and loses herself in thought for a moment. "It's not weird, is it? Us taking a trip together?"

I simply shake my head and she continues to plan out loud.

Her question makes me think. We are just friends. Friends can take trips together. My thoughts drift to the events that took place a little over a week ago at her apartment and at the bar. We still haven't talked about that. I'm sure she didn't mean anything by it, but ever since then I have taken extra notice of little things.

We used to sit apart to watch movies together, but ever since that day she seems to snuggle next to me. I find myself incredibly aware of how close she is, or when her arm brushes mine, my skin igniting at every touch.

She eventually settles down and makes her way back over to the bed, setting us up to continue the movie. Her head settles onto my shoulder, as if it belongs there. As her gaze falls on the screen, my gaze falls on her, and I can't seem to tear it away. I love watching her reactions. Despite having seen the movie so many times before, her expressions are as dramatic as someone who is seeing it for the first time. She told me she still cries at the boathouse scene, every time. I love that about her, her ability to see light in dark places, good among the evil. She is definitely the shining light amongst the darkness I face every day at work. I never want to lose that...lose her.

Eventually the nurse comes in with the discharge paperwork and instructions for wound care. They try to offer me prescriptions for pain medications at home, but I insist on sticking with Tylenol and Advil. Y/N drives me home and helps me carry my things up to my apartment. After we make our way inside. She immediately starts cleaning, switching on some music before she gets to work. I think about telling her to stop but I know better by now. Instead I lie across the couch and grab the book I was reading before I left for the case.

I try to focus on the words in front of me, but I find myself reading the same page over again as my eyes are continually drawn to Y/N. I see her go in my room and come back out with a laundry basket and bed sheets. After starting a load, she makes her way to the kitchen, wiping down counters and cleaning off any dishes in the sink. She's too focused on each task to notice my lingering stares.

She had come back out dressed in some loose fitting, high-waisted denim shorts and a black tank. She's pulled back the top half of her hair and tied it with a silk, gold scarf. She's still got no makeup on with her glasses. I normally take absolutely no notice of what women wear, but I really admire her style. It's always changing, completely unique and completely hers.

I try to hold back a grin as I watch her dance around the kitchen, barefoot as she sings a song I don't recognize.

"You get ready you get all dressed up, to go nowhere in particular. Back to work or the coffee shop, it don't matter because it's enough to be young and in looovee."

I can't put my finger on it but something about her has definitely been different lately. There's a new glow about her, and I'm drawn to it like a moth.

During her cleaning she's also opened up all my curtains and window's letting light in. She brought home all the flowers that had been dropped off during my hospital stay and is rearranging them into small vases to spread across the apartment. Its almost as if her light is so infectious, she's spreading it into every corner of my life, my home. I blush at the thought of how nice it would be to have her around all the time.

Every once in awhile I catch her gaze and she simply smiles at me as she continues to sing with equal enthusiasm. I appreciate that she's finally comfortable enough around me to sing, to be completely herself.

When she finally runs out of things to busy herself with, she makes her way to the couch and sits across from me, handing me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich as she bites into one she made for herself.

"Thank you" I say appreciatively with a mouth half full of food.

"Thanks for everything actually; cleaning my apartment, staying with me at the hospital, taking care of me...and just for sticking around, being my friend."

She leans forward placing her elbows on her knees. "I couldn't have found anyone better if I had hand picked them myself." She laughs at her own cheesiness.

I cough, clearing my throat for a moment. "Should we talk about the other night?"

"The other night? Oh!...oh." I notice her face turns a bit red and she breaks eye contact, staring at the wood floors instead.

"We don't have to I just thought..."

"No it's okay. We should talk about it. Well, first of all I want to apologize for making you uncomfortable. Sometimes when I drink I flirt with just whoever is around. It's not personal. I'm really sorry." I notice her start to nervously pick at the hem of her clothing, a sign of her anxiety.

"No! No you didn't make me uncomfortable." I shake my head, biting my lip as I try to think of how to continue.

"It was unexpected. I've never seen you be so confident. It was really s-s-something else." I feel my face heat up as I catch myself almost saying something I regret. I shift in my seat, incredibly aware of the thick tension lingering in the air.

She finally speaks up. "So the trip? I guess we can pick some dates once you're back at work. Then we can request off and buy some tickets. Sound good?"

"Mmmhhmm." My heart is still racing from the previous conversation. I can't believe how quickly I go from completely at ease around her to a hot mess of nerves. I tell my self it's nothing, that it will go away if I only give it time. It has to.

[pbandjesse]

I took off from work today. Something I hate doing. Especially now that I feel like everywhere I work is so short staffed that me not being there effects everyone else negatively and then I feel horrible guilt.

But I couldn't go to work today. I would have been useless. I don't even really understand what is wrong. But it wasn't good. I am slightly better now. I don't feel quite as foggy. But I have chills and weird body cramps. It is frustrating.

I needed sleep though. I didn't even sleep bad last night. I woke up with my alarm at 7 and decided I needed to call out. So I emailed Beth at the nursery and let her know and she said it was all good. They would be okay without me.

So I went back to sleep. I woke up around 10 and felt very weak. Just exhausted and foggy and unwell.

I thought eating would help. So I made a peanut butter sandwich. I can't stop moving so I also did a little cleaning. Doing a partial water change for the crawfish tank. And changing the kitty litter. I vacuumed the bedroom. But it totally wiped me out.

I took my nail polish off. And put on a clear coat. My nails have been super brittle the last few weeks and so I tried to just baby them a little. I had a yogurt while I waited for the clear polish to dry.

I was. Beat by this time. It was only 11 but I was so tired I just curled up in bed and went to sleep.

I woke up around 4. I felt a little better. I texted my brother back who had texted me earlier in the day. And soon James was home.

James would make me soup while Sweetp cuddled with me. The soup smelled good but was a little boring. Some Sriracha helped but it wasn't my favorite. Sometimes soups are better then next day so we will see. I appreciated the food.

I still felt so weak though. I laid on the couch and moped. Eventually I moved back to the bedroom. But I needed to do something. So I took a hot bath. And honestly my skin hurt a lot after and I don't even know why. It sucks. The skin on my back is like. Burning.

I showed James how to make a pink drink. And I am sipping on that now. Winding down for bed. I don't think I will have trouble fall asleep again despite sleeping most of the day. And that is good. Because I don't want to miss work tomorrow. I want to go. So I really hope I feel up to it.

I hope it's a good day tomorrow. For you as well. Sleep good everyone. Send me good vibes. Goodnight!