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#they’re learning to listen to their body and be kind to it. like eat better and meditate
blacklegsanjiii · 4 months
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MAN!!!! I love how you expanded on it . Sanji not knowing how to take care of his own body by himself makes it even worse I think… it exacerbates a lot of things for the other siblings. I feel they’d kind of just meld into a generally codependent blob, because they get used to doing absolutely everything together to make sure Sanji is doing all the same things with them. Easier than keeping track of who’s told him to do what, is how they rationalize it, but really they just left Germa and none of them want to be the sibling that imposes a strict daily schedule he can’t depart from unless in case of emergency. It just feels Bad. They’re not doing it. They’ll do things like sleep together in a pile, because it’s “easier”, and try to conveniently ignore all night that laying with their brother is uncomfortable because his skin is hard and he has no body heat and he doesn’t care for his own comfort at all so he lays strangely unless they maneuver him.
I feel like that hits Niji the worst too, because he just cares a whole fucking lot (I like taking the fact he was the only person who showed concern and spoke up for Reiju in WCI and running with it in contexts where he has a full range of emotions). All of them are vaguely aware that what they’re doing isn’t healthy but they also weren’t raised with the emotional intelligence to do anything about it either, Niji is just Extra Aware and it eats him up inside. Sanji being a husk also eats him up inside particularly badly, but that’s something he can’t even begin to do anything about so he tries not worrying about it. I feel like him and Ichiji argue the most between the five , one thinking much more emotionally and the other thinking more coldly/logically.
And all of them being taken in by the strawhats is so lovely… they get to experience family outside of abuse and strain and constant tension. When Judge eventually hunts them down and the strawhats beat him and Germa handily, they’re just all puddles of relief that can finally fully work towards bettering their relationships because now they know for sure they’re never going back to how things used to be. Bonus points for Sanji continuing to protect his siblings over any new orders Judge tries to give him to get them back .
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100% They are a codependent blob. They most likely have been since before they left Germa, always trying to take care of Sanji while there, but after the escape it's only ever gotten so much worse. They can't set a set schedule just because life on the seas doesn't exactly allow for that. So they just do whatever they can when they can, they always make sure at least one person is with Sanji though. Even the thought of just a set schedule like in Germa makes them feel remarkably ill. The sleep pile is so true too, they have to maneuver Sanji to make sure everyone is comfortable while they sleep. Sanji is just so cold and hard that his siblings are at a loss of how to make him soft, make him warm.
Niji is the best choice for most emotion outside of Reiju. Of course they all know it's not healthy, they all get anxious about separation and if one of them(Sanji) is gone too long they go looking to see what happened. Niji has to be losing his mind half the time about how fucked up they are. He knows why, he understands it, but fuck he doesn't know how to fix it. It's just constantly nagging him, it also destroys him how Sanji was the only to have this happen to him. How they were all deemed failures in their own way and Sanji can just fucking disappear when he wants to. He just never wants to. He never wants anything, he only listens to them. He and Ichiji fight a lot about how to teach him emotions but it's not inherent, not like it was for them and emotional intelligence is one thing but having someone learn to have emotions is another.
When they join the Strawhat Pirates officially is weird and insane to them. Robin acts motherly to them while Brook plays a more grandfatherly role and Franky and Jinbei offer different perspectives of being paternal figures, ones who care and support them. Luffy is everyone's brother and probably the most determined outside of them to help teach Sanji emotions and his straightforward way of thinking and dealing with emotions might be useful to them. The crew adores them and they adore them back. They're getting better, slowly but surely they learn to trust others with Sanji and calm Chopper down when Sanji rearranges his out of place body, even teach him how to draw Sanji's blood and such when he needs it. When Judge comes back for them?
They certainly didn't think their found family would fight for them, nor did they think Sanji would defy direct orders from Judge. He just stares and stands in front of them as Judge yells at him to stand down, to bring his siblings and come back. Maybe it's the first flashes of emotions Sanji has. The fight is long and arduous thanks to the clone army Judge has, the enhancements made to them. Maybe Germa is destroyed but they have definitely lost and everyone is relieved. Everyone is so relieved Sanji didn't listen to Judge but also so thankful because that went against his programming which makes his siblings cheer and hold him. It's wild to them that Sanji is learning things that go against his programming because it's taken so long, but they're so thankful as well. It's what their mother would have wanted after all.
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mrzombielover · 1 year
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I’m begging for more alphabets yours are so good!! I’m still laughing at Soap being the “I’m in my girls ear like” meme
thank you anon im glad you enjoy them :)
here’s a gaz nsfw alphabet because i love him so very much and he is incredibly underrated (implied f reader)
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
gives amazing aftercare, doesn’t hesitate to start cleaning you up, then he’ll jump right back in with you to cuddle
on the quieter side. not in a bad way, he still enjoys pillow talk but would prefer to listen to you ramble and occasionally add or react. likes holding you against his chest and absentmindedly tracing over your skin, placing kisses on your head or shoulder once in a while
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
pretty indifferent about himself, does like his chest and shoulders cause buff💪💪 military, also likes his back for the gains and goes crazy for love scratches down his biceps and back
on you? your eyes. classic and cheesy but he loves them and staring into them. LOVES when you two can have silent conversations and he can tell what you’re thinking just from the expression in your eyes
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
i imagine he eats a pretty balanced diet and he’s generally a healthy guy, so it tastes fine. cums a normal amount, too.
he is not tryna have kids right now so he always pulls out before he cums and he looovessss seeing it all over you, almost better than he likes cumming inside you.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
likes watching/hearing you get aggressive and tell people off it gets him going. this isn’t that dirty but he would be embarrassed if you found out. one time while decently drunk you yelled at a girl that wouldn’t stop hitting on him and he was smiling the rest of the night. also likes when you’re protective of him. again he’s a bit embarrassed about it
since neither of these are dirty you get 2 secrets to make up for it lolol
he has a bunch of pictures of you that you don’t know about. like, a TON. candids and stuff that you would hate but he thinks you look nice in. also some dirty ones like he took while you were passed out after sex, not necessarily sexual but intimate in a way that you would murder him if he ever showed someone.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
he’s not inexperienced, but he’s not really fucking a lot per se, like he’s not a big fan of one night stands so majority of his experience is with old partners.
he knows what he’s doing though. it takes a bit for him to learn exactly how you like it but after a few times he knows exactly how to make you melt
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
he likes any position where you’re in his lap, loves the intimacy and it kinda makes him feel stronger/bigger in a way lol
he also likes experimenting with positions though which sometimes ends up with both of you crumpled and laughing because you lost balance or his leg gave out or smth
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
he can be a tad silly as a treat…. similarly to how he likes to tease he also likes banter and is not opposed to a bit of joking around during the moment
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
his hairs curly so it doesn’t exactly get very long, but he keeps it trimmed close anyway. he is very clean and neat i will die on this hill
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
he can be super cheesy when he wants to be, but with the kind of confidence that he can somehow pull it off like he’s corny but lovable. and likes to spoil you so sometimes he really pulls out all the stops to give you a romantic surprise
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
another thing he’s a bit embarrassed about but he does it quite frequently when you guys are separated.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
light bondage!!! like handcuffs drive him crazy he loves to see you squirm and reach to touch him but be physically held back. blindfolds too
temperature play is another good one, goes insane when ice is used on either of you.
food play too, he accidentally pavlov’d himself tho and now cannot eat whipped cream without getting hard
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
all the classic places ofc your bed is the most common, he likes the shower too but i think the couch is his ultimate fav
cause he likes to experiment with different positions the couch allows for a bit more weird leeway going on, like the handles and stuff
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
like i said before it totally gets him going to see you yell at someone for some reason. loves a scrappy girl LMAO i’m projecting
would separate you if you ever actually got in a fight to prevent you from being hurt but there would def be a moment where he’s conflicted
also kinda weird but your scent. smth sciencey abt pheromones probably…. he goes crazy when he can smell traces of you on his sheets or on a shirt and loves to smell your hair as he’s falling asleep
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
anal stuff kinda freaks him out wouldn’t want you to touch his ass 💀💀💀 if you’re really insistent maybe for your birthday or smth but not ideal for him
something he absolutely would never do would be any like dark hard kinks, the idea of cnc or abuse or humiliation makes him go soft
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
so weak to blowjobs. loves giving, too, ofc but you can get him to do pretty much anything if you give him head. he doesn’t wanna like guilt you into giving it, it’s much sexier to him when it’s your idea
ok back to giving he loves it fs! sex is 50/50 to him and he loves pleasing
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
not that he goes slow, but tends to be on the softer side. v much prefers sensual sex, and hates feeling rushed
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
they have their time and place, but generally, he doesn’t prefer them. usually thinks it’s not worth the mess and clean up. does like the idea of picking up where you left off later, and you having to sit through the rest of work with ruined underwear.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
the idea makes him a bit nervous which makes him excited. probably wouldn’t initiate risky public stuff but also wouldn’t say no
with kinks, he’s pretty open, mostly just to make you happy. not unwilling to sub but prefers control. again he’ll try some stuff but isn’t really into heavy dom/dub dynamics or bdsm
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
quite a few depending on the night, but he does need a little break inbetween rounds he’s not superhuman lol. but usually y’all go 2-3 rounds if you don’t have some kinda time crunch
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
i feel like he would enjoy using them on his partner, he’d looove to see the effect they have on you, especially a vibrator. is a bit shy about them being used on himself. not that he’d never let you use them on him, just maybe not all the time. like if he was in a particularly submissive mood he’d be game. uses them on you more often, see also in combination w blindfolding
also kinda related i feel like when he was a teenager his friends got him a fleshlight as a joke and he was too embarrassed to ever use it so he just kept it hidden in his sock drawer or something, and one time his mom found it and yelled at him. he was mortified and his friends never stopped making fun of him for it
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
he can be a SMUG mf, likes to tease n make fun of you. it’s all light hearted, of course, but sometimes he’s so mean!!! totally unfair
he’s a good sport when you tease him, though. doesn’t let it bother him so much cause he knows he’ll make you pay for it, later
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
a little quieter but not silent, wouldn’t outright moan but he does grunt and whimper, voice getting shakier when he gets closer to cumming. lots of heavy, desperate breathing too, right in your ear. likes being quieter so he can hear the noises YOU make it drives him crazy
likes dirty talking a lot, too. like i said before, he can be a mean smug mf sometimes, which deffff transfers into his dirty talk. he lives for when you get so cockdrunk you can’t even respond to his questions as he teases you
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
he has the HOTTEST VOICE EVER OMG IDK something about his accent and tone just DOES it for me fuck. anyway he’d be happy to indulge whatever voice kink you may have i need to hear him whimper bro
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
on the larger side, like 6.5 fully hard, and very very pretty. probably cut?
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
it’s pretty average for a young in shape high-testosterone guy. he won’t be like begging you 24/7 but like 90% of the time he’s ready whenever you are. gets intensely horny when drunk or high tho LOL so that’s when he’ll be more forward
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
would be fine not going to sleep, like he could get up and be functional, but he really does like holding you after and slowly drifting off. might take a little bit but he’s so comfortable he wouldn’t trade it for anything
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fire-escape-in-hell · 1 month
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Emphasis on Enemy
Summary: The enemies part of enemies to lovers. The day after making the pact, Mammon and the exchange student come to a head after a long day of ridicule from the student body. No one's having a good time. Words: 1.6k
Named OC!MC (she/her) with determined appearance and personality.
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“Look I hate this. If you get yourself eaten by some demons here at RAD, Don’t blame me ‘cause I don’t give a damn.” Mammon practically snarled. "You got that? Don’t go thinking you’re all great and stuff just ‘cause you managed to make some stupid pact, human!”
Nabbed by a rude hand, she had been dragged to an old open-air stone stairwell the Academy had repurposed as a fire escape. She winced as the volume of his voice bounced around the bare walls. Macy wished the sound of the rain and the overtaxed aging gutters would drown him out, and maybe literally drown him while they’re at it.
Her wrist lightly pulsed when Mammon let her go. The additional gloom of the rain muted the lights of the city which usually illuminated the grounds. She couldn’t see all the details of his face, but even through the dark she could make out his glare. Ever since she showed up he’s been stuck in a scowl. 
Mammon could still feel the burn of the looks following them all day. It was a deep and familiar sting, he could feel it on his person though he couldn't point exactly where. It was probably frequent enough to sear a scar in him. He’s fed up with the snickers and the jeers from the fringes of his periphery. He's once again the laughing stock of the Academy.
No fucking more!
If no one else was going to give him the respect he deserves, he’s going to let the mouthiest peon in this whole place know what’s what. But unfortunately the wimp was not yet done mouthing off.
“Ok I get it, you’re not happy. God would you please at least call me by my name?” 
“Since you asked so nicely, sure.”
She blinks, “Oh. Than-”
“-IS WHAT I would say if I was a chump, you fucking idiot!” he baps her lightly upside the head as he walks by her on the landing, mostly just mussing her hair. 
“You expect ME to call you by your name? YOU? A lowly human? Come back in a million years. You’d better learn your place, ‘cause if you keep sayin’ stuff like that, I swear I’ll make you my next meal.” With a devious cut of a smile, Mammon turns back around on a pivot at the end of the landing. He takes a step closer, voice low. “Starting with your head working my way down.” 
She stands eerily still, like a mouse that’s only just noticed the snake in the brush. Her blood chills. The relative isolation of the fire escape flipped from a comfort to a danger in a breath. A small step backwards betrays her fright, and under her sole the light scuff of dust on the flagstones spoke so loudly in the air between them. The rain droned on.
She looked the same as her first day. What the wizard described as the ‘come-and-eat-me’ look. A rodent in a corner. Fuck what do I do? What's he going to do? What do I do?
The gold in his eyes shone cold, even if he wasn't a demon this was a nightmare made real. Encroached upon by a strange man, in a foreign land, unable to read the language, all alone in this stairwell. Her breath begins to hitch at a rhythm she can't control.
“Eh?” He mocked. “Am I that intimidating? Do I frighten you?” Mammon pressed his advantage, winding up his voice so his threats were masked with mock friendliness. He extended a hand, “Then listen… If you stop talking back and just do what I tell ya, then things won’t be so bad for—”
“S-stop!” She managed to croak instead of a sob. 
His extended hand locked in place, inches from her. He’d stopped dead in his tracks. Mammon's eyes went wide with panic.
“Wh…! Wh-what’s going on? I-I can’t move…! Wh-what’d you do to me?! Is this some kind of magic?!” he bleats as he pulls on his legs, flailing as his center of gravity shifts like a tiger in a trap. After a few seconds of uselessly struggling against his invisible shackles, he relents. “Listen up h-hu-huma..” he pauses and once again gauges his situation. He sighs. “Macy.”
She softens, if only a little, as the immediate danger had passed. She almost felt bad. Macy was safe in the moment, but he was just threatening her and he would still be doing so without magical intervention. This demon has proven to be all sharp edges and posturing, and despite the success of the pact’s command, she had the distinct fear of not knowing the extent of its limits. Her safety still felt shaky, she was only saved by happenstance. A lucky break she only stumbled into because of a stolen knick-knack. She tried to dam the thoughts of what would have gone down without it.
“Say something will ya?” He whined.
"Mammon." She responded.
He began to pout. "C'mon! Lemme go! Geeze, who do you think you are???”
“You were going to eat me.” she asserted.
He blustered with the petulance of a grade schooler. “Not actually. Diavolo would have me axed.” and he ran his finger across his throat for theatrics. 
She groaned internally. Does he ever stop talking with his hands?
"Look I promise I'm not gonna eat cha'. Just lemme go… " his face flushed pink as he searched for the word, "Uhh… please?"
Macy mulls it over for a second. She could just… stop him again right? This… Spell? Pact? Magic? Seemed to work... It could probably be trusted. Against the choices of die or put up with this guy, it’s an obvious pick. At least now she’s holding the cards, she had to get something out of this situation, this jerk, and this realm's shittiest tattoo.
She takes a breath. “Yeah ok… Um… Release…?” Macy swirls a definitely magically unnecessary hand movement and it feels as if the lead had vanished from his legs. He sputters as he stumbles back to life, and his first act of freedom is shooting her his nastiest glare. 
“I only wanted to scare ya into being my lacky, which you still are by the way!” he shouts.
If only she could turn the prickling hairs on her arms into barbs. Macy’s temper bubbled high in her throat, “If you don't mean it stop saying it! I'm so fucking stressed out, I don't need any more flippant fucking death threats!” Her voice cracks with emotion that she's obviously struggling to push down.
Mammon scoffs, unmoved. “You're the one who signed up for this!”
“I didn't…. didn't know…… I couldn't have known about all this!” She was also shouting now. “-and I can't even understand these words?!” she unceremoniously dropped her bag in between their feet and swooped down, rummaging around like a racoon in a trash can. She yanks out a now-crumpled worksheet from their earlier alchemy class and forcefully points at a section of units written in demonic script. 
Mammon's record skipped for a second, not expecting this turn in the argument. It's usually all insults by now. She looks… Ashamed? Angry? Embarrassed? Her face is all blotchy, humans are such babies. But… is she like, actually upset?
"I can't read this." Her anger wavers to tears.
Mammon blinks, "So?" Weren't they arguing about something else…?
Her voice shakes again against her wishes "So? SO?! We need it for every class and everything depends on me understanding it!" She takes another breath. “Look. All things considered. I'm stuck here, but I still want to try. You're the only one I can ask!”
“Nah.”
“Please. I really need help.”
He tapped his foot and rolled his whole head along with his eyes. “Actually! You owe ME. Ya know how much Grimm I've lost since you got here? No! Not gonna happen!” Both arms were emphatically making his points for him. “Why the fuck would I do that for someone like you?! Who's been causin’ me nothing but trouble?”
Her expression grows dark and scathing in a second, Macy can no longer hold it back. Her channel changed.
“Because if I can make you stop, I can probably make you do a lot more. Are you gonna help me or not?” her tone was even and low.
She's right. He falters and feels a drop in his gut understanding the implications of ‘not’ in her delivery. The frustration bunched up in his chest. For once in my fucking life could I get a fucking break?! A little respect?! Figures. Lucifer would never give me a good job. Why the fuck am I in charge of watching uneaten leftovers from the human realm? Shitty break after shitty break! Fuck!
Mammon just stewed in his thoughts before finally responding. “D-dang ok fine. But it's because I'm in charge of you and if you fail it'll make me look bad!!!”
She rolled her eyes and tired scorn passed over her face. “Fine. Whatever. Where's the library?”
Mammon's head tipped back and his only answer was a long reluctant groan. He made a point to drag it out as he started up the next flight of stairs, presumably in the direction of the library. She couldn’t help but grumble to herself and she hurried to scoop up her bag. The stout woman sped to a jog to keep up with him as he skipped past several steps at a time. Mammon was incredibly light on his feet, scaling several flights faster than she ever thought possible. She managed a disdainful chuckle under a wheeze. He’s also quick to get on my nerves so I guess it’s only appropriate. Asshole.
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自分の世界観、強い。私、すごい! jibun no sekaikan, tsuyoi. watashi, sugoi!/My conviction is strong. I’m awesome the way that I am.
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Moon Day 15 in Aqua→ Pisces/Full Blue Moon
day’s V I B E – 2 of Swords Rx
We have an 11-hour VOC today. The Moon is void of course from—Seoul time—12:04am until 10:56pm. Literally half a day! And looking at the 2 of Swords in reverse, practically today is a time to take it easy, calm down, wind down, listen to your heart, also listen to your body because it often knows better than your heart LOL
I know it’s a Wednesday and a lot of people have jobs or school to attend to, but since you’re a spiritual being anyway, and you’re that much more sensitive to energy and emotions anyway, be kind to yourself and try to stand your ground when obligations seem/feel like they’re trying to override your autonomy. Even when you have goals to meet, duties to perform, you as an individual deserve to prioritise working/studying at a pace that feels gentle to your mental health. OK?
Doing your best doesn’t mean pushing yourself to a point of a burnout.
This is especially important to keep in mind since a lot of people can often feel a bit disorientated when the Moon is void of course. Some people could feel floaty because the Moon has not landed on a particular sign yet. During these very long hours of VOC, it is best to relax. Cook, eat, indulge in something sweet, take a bubble bath, pamper yourself and watch your favourite movie or anime, read a book, paint your nails, etc. SLEEP if you need that.
If any of that is somehow not possible, perhaps you have deadlines to meet and all that busy people jazz—still, again—be gentle with yourself. Be patient if you find yourself malfunctioning or a little big lagging for some reason. Take care of yourself throughout the VOC because when the Moon finally enters Pisces, depending on how kindly you’ve been to yourself, there’s a possibility you could feel extra sad and melancholy. On this day, try not to get provoked.
Standing your ground doesn’t mean you have to yell at someone😅But! If you find yourself face to face with someone who simply wouldn’t listen unless you raise your voice, make it today that you realise that that toxic asshole ain’t worth your goddamn energy nomo.
Overall, this Full Blue Moon is a powerful time of soul cleansing. Remain strong in your conviction. Know thyself. Know what’s good for yourself. And know it’s a collective thing that people across the globe are learning to prioritise their peace of mind over cruel obligations, even if those pay the bills. After all, the possibilities of ‘jobs’ in the future are evolving wildly right now. Have faith that things are only gonna get more exciting, more soul-fulfilling🪄🦄🌈
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Priestess of Integrity
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m o o n a v i g a t i o n ♥︎
‘Within me are stored seeds of dreams. My dreams are, for the most part, kind and loving, first and foremost to myself. I have the best intentions for myself. I dream so many wonderful scenarios and in a world of my own I am happy, peaceful, provided for. My Life is exciting; my work is fulfilling. I am strong in my conviction and I bring forth physical manifestations of a world that I know is paradise on Earth. My paradise on Earth. My Neo Shangri-La.’
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adelarsims · 2 years
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list 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to 10 simblrs whose sims you adore 🖤
unsurprisingly, they'll be about Morgyn. surprisingly, Morgyn wasn't my single or even the first option, i have a few OCs and a few favorite maxis sims that i would be happy to talk about. yet here i am, talking about Morgyn. again. it will also be more than 5 because i physically can't shut up about characters that i love. okay, so
5, and then 5, and then 5 more, and then some facts about Morgyn:
Their fingertips and toes get cold easily.
They have a very controlled voice with a measured flowing rhythm, but it becomes sharper, more high-pitched and less controlled when they’re nervous. They’re able to say a very long phrase without catching their breath, especially when they want to put someone in their place.
They tug at their earring when they read and rub their temples when they’re tired.
They don't bother with cooking, and conjured food can trick your senses and satisfy your taste buds, but it doesn’t sustain your body like a real food. So they usually just eat in the dining hall of the Academia.
They’re bad at delegating things to others and have the “if you want something to be done well, do it yourself” mindset, so they often end up overworking and exhausting themselves physically, emotionally and magically.
They are very tactile. Physical contact is one of their love languages, friendship languages, acknowledgment languages... just any kind of communication. With physical contact that they give or receive, they feel like their thoughts are conveyed better or that another person is more open towards them.
They also use physical ways to soothe themselves. Like wrapping themselves in a warm blanket, or hugging their own arms, or taking a long hot bath. It always works better than just thinking things out.
Their hands don’t look as young as their face and betray the fact that they’re not in their twenties. Like that. Youth potions and spells don't work as good on hands when you don't use a wand and use your hands to channel magic. Basically, magic energy that you stream through your hands washes it off.
They would rather sacrifice sleeping time than learning time or skincare time.
They're very demanding in class, but they never withhold it when they're proud of their students. They won't excessively praise you, but by their slight smile and warmth in their eyes you will always know that you've made them proud. (this scene is a perfect reference for Morgyn as a teacher - well, except that Morgyn doesn't teach all kinds of magic, only a couple)
They rarely listen to music and much prefer just quiet.
They hate making mistakes and especially letting others know it. When they got in trouble and needed help, they opted to asking Caleb who they barely knew and didn’t yet trust back then, instead of asking other sages, because Caleb didn’t understand how big the problem was, while sages would’ve helped better but also would’ve said “that was reckless, and we told you so.”
They enjoy looking gorgeous and graceful just for themselves, even when no one else is around to see them. If you ever catch them in a wrinkled shirt and with a bedhead, eating beans right out of the can, it probably means their world is crumbling apart.
They didn't have a happy childhood.
When they imagine the concept of sacrificing themselves for the sake of saving the magic world, they think that they could endure any suffering for the greater good. In reality, they’re afraid of intense pain and have a very low pain tolerance.
They’re fast to develop a lot of feelings towards a person, but they don’t necessarily express them so fast, at least not in a serious way.
They often wear accessories even at home, they love to feel the weight and metallic touch on their neck and hands.
They always read in bed before sleep, and they wear reading glasses.
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spider-man-2o99 · 2 years
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in the expansive 2099 rewrite that’s spent the better part of a decade squatting in the back of my head, there's-- there’s a lot more of a purposeful "angelic," theming with vulture and his street crew.
'cause, well, to me, at least, it really does feel like there was an attempted setup for something like that in his canon introduction. he saved miguel from danger by lifting him up into the sky, compared himself to a guardian angel, was mistaken for an angel by Father Jennifer during the church fight scene, etc., etc., etc.--
anyways, the point i’m making is that, instead of immediately realizing that vulture’s a Fucking Freak, it’s now more of an arc that builds up over time instead of happening all at once; at first, miguel just assumes the guy's another run of the mill technologically-augmented mob boss, or whatever-else-have-you, and the guy doesn’t stand out too much to him yet. as time goes on and miguel spends more time downtown, he learns more nd more horrific shit abt vulture's group of "scavengers," that ultimately culminates in him confronting the very man himself in his personal "nest."
see, i have a mental image of Vulture listening to spider-man's accusations, patiently stone-faced and silent, finally standing up from his perch when he’s done. vulture Looms, glowering over him, wings flared out behind him and a massive, broken stained-glass window streaming in yellow light that frames his head like a halo.
and miguel hisses at him, calls him a cannibalistic sicko using his augmentations to maintain a twisted religion of terrified downtowners leaving their dead for him and his Carrion Birds to sweep from the streets, like they're animals-- and vulture's eyes narrow. still without a word he leaps down to the ground with just one stroke of his sharp, sharp wings.
miguel almost backs away, but he holds his ground and straightens out his spine, and vulture stares right at him through the lenses of his beaked helmet with a look both intense and severely unimpressed.
"i come from angels, spider-man," he says, the blood of worthingtons past running through his veins.
his wings flare out once more. "from the bowed heads of vultures, balding like monks, praying for swift deliverance of the souls whose bodies sustain them; praying that their strength be renewed from the lives melted in their bellies."
miguel meets his gaze and his fists are clenched hard enough to crack his knuckles. he snarls. "you're insane. there is no holiness to be found in shocking eating people, you freak!"
"they were weak," responds the vulture. "and i am strong. and they are not the ones alive, when the day is over. it is God, that i may be here today from their failure to do the same."
...and then miguel leaps at him and punches him in the face, and shit, like in the comics.
i just. i think Vulture 2099 was a lot of wasted potential so in my own little sandbox i am Un-Wasting it. giving some kind of interesting in-universe Reason for why his gang is just. casually full of Cannibals (Fucked-Up Cyberpunk Dystopia Religion !)
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robot-breakfast · 1 year
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Okay. Okay. Okay. This might be an incomprehensible series of rambling and I think I might be the only one that ships this but hear me out. I kind of just thought of it so it might be half baked but I’ve been rattling them in my brain for like 2 days now. Scout’s a guy who is an enabler of stupid shit if it means it’ll get a few laughs with a mouth that runs a mile a minute, whereas Sniper is a recluse with minimal social skills who defaults to quietly listening and being a professional™ because he’s a little unsure what else to do and ,on the other hand, we have Miss Pauling. And she is a friggin nerd. an absolute dork. Sure, she’s professional™ like sniper but she’s only slightly less socially awkward, like when she tries to awkwardly crack jokes and do impressions of the mercs’ voices when giving them contracts.  I view Pauling as being a middle ground between the Scout and Sniper sort of. Sure, she’s stern when she’s under a lot of stress and I know that the fandom likes to portray her as the team mom exclusively but CMON. Despite her high work load, she’s completely down to DM DND campaigns with the mercs, a member the Teufort bookclub and gets excited over Shakespeare reenactments in the park. She’s a professional dork that’s able to loosen up a little. And Scout ,a man with no impulse control (and he himself has a borderline nerdy interest in Tom Jones) ,egging her on is endlessly cute to me.
Although I doubt she’d infodump about her interests like Scout does, Sniper is perfectly willing listen to both of them talk his ears off if given the chance. Speaking of Sniper and Pauling, from what we hear about Pauling and Sniper’s ‘vision quest’, I feel like they’d make a good blunt rotation?? Like if Pauling had more free time she’d be down to chill and smoke a blunt with sniper.
Scout is always physically affectionate, ready to hug Sniper and Miss Pauling at any given notice, and since they’re both touch-starved they absolutely melt. (Side note: If you think Sniper is touch-starved, Miss Pauling is a whole ‘nother level. At least Sniper has his family, which is something Miss Pauling doesn’t have)
Miss Pauling definitely struggles with basic self-maintenance like eating and sleeping properly ,and since Sniper is a little awkward at being verbally or physically affectionate, he’ll help to lighten her workload by driving where she needs to be and helping her bury dead bodies to spend more time with her. Once they’re more closer though, he’ll let her sleep in his van and tuck her into bed while he sleeps on the floor. And getting up early to forage for stuff he can use to make a decent breakfast for the both of them
And okay this is a random thought but although Scout thinks of Pauling as ‘classy’ so way out of his league, but  honestly the girl doesn’t know her wines at all. Wouldn’t be surprised if she never has the time to cook and has been subsisting on cheap takeout for years up til this point.  And I’m just imagining scout and her casually going out to get fried chicken when possible kinda like that scene from the Simpsons some enchanted evening where they go to the drive through in fancy clothes and dance dorky in the car. Or better yet, scout learning how to cook (this manchild has also been subsisting off of cheap take out for years) and actually making Miss Pauling a nice meal for once. Though since she’s busy she’s making calls for contracts while eating, but lets scout know how much she appreciates him
(Admittedly I talk more about Miss Pauling’s dynamics with scout and sniper + Miss Pauling in general as opposed to Sniper and scout’s dynamic. I want to elaborate more on my brain rot but I might just send an ask about this or just make my own tumblr post about it idk. Thanks for listening to my Sniper x Scout x Miss Pauling manifesto) 
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vampstel · 2 years
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I will not shut up I will not be silenced
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I'm about to lore drop Kyo rn because none of nobody is online and my brain got too grilled for Genshin :D I really love putting art on those asks because my brain despise only text
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ANYWAYS so Kyo was raised in a world where gods are really REALLY important like religion is #1 top priority but Kyo did not believe in the gods. Their little brother ended up reporting them because he lost a bet and that night they got taken away during the night and jailed for a few months before their trial. During the trial they stayed quiet until the very end when they said that they did not believe that the gods existed because all miracles brought by the 'gods' could be explained by a much simpler and real explanation. They avoided death but their punishment was worse. They got banished from their world and sent to a void where their slept for around 500 years before getting awakened by the painful feeling of magic burning and eating up their heart. They were craving knowledge of dark magic and they were craving to get out of the dark, empty and cold void that was growing onto them. They became crazy, they wanted to destroy everything and everyone. A bit after their awakening, they received a book from their birth father who was a sorcerer and a world traveller. They learned the art of world traveling by heart and sacrifices their hands and got transported to their first ever world: h3ll (not hell, h3ll. They're two different universe because hell is under reality as of h3ll is nowhere near reality). There they met Lucy, their first ever friend. Because of the shock and language barrier, Kyo was not much of a talkative person but they really enjoyed listening to people and sleeping in warm sheets. Their second universe was actually a multiverse, UTAU (because I need to include it), which was way more complicated and exhausting to navigate but it is where they got their first pair of new hands and they learned to better contain their magic to use it in combat. The third universe was IBVS where they learned that not everyone is a friend and can be trusted. Afterwards they took a break and went to a safe liminal space to think and learn the art of the spear. The next universe they were heading for was Genshin Impact.
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Heha loooore!!!! Btw I just recently made their brother in gacha
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Anthony is their younger brother, they have 3½ years of difference.
Finally got the time to answer this, thank goodness… but anyway I feel so bad for Kyo, they didn’t deserve to be banished just because they were spitting facts /hj
But in all seriousness, I really like how they come from a very religious world yet they’re essentially an atheist. I’m a sucker for that kind of thing. Kyo’s punishment was definitely far worse than death. Not only is the 500 year slumber concerning, the fact they woke up from that due to magic burning and eating away at their heart is cruel. I can’t blame them for going insane
I’m very interested about all the little details of how world traveling works in your universe (or well, multiverse would be more fitting I think?). It sounds very interesting yet complicated. Like the fact you have to sacrifice a body part to be able to learn it and that’s why it’s considered black magic is cool!! Still not over them having doll hands btw
I have little to no knowledge about IBVS but I love UTAU and I’m glad you included it in jsjsj I’m sure it would be incredibly exhausting to navigate that world. OH and you added liminal spaces too? That’s sick /pos
Overall, I really love Kyo’s backstory and enjoy their character!! Kinda pissed that their brother ratted them out but oh well…
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LADS male matchup plz
Gender: cis female
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: heterosexual ally
Zodiac: Capricorn
Appearance: 5’2 African American hourglass body (although I’m more top heavy if you know what i mean) black curly wavy hair blackish brown eyes chubby cheeks wears glasses sometimes (im far sighted so it’s usually when driving in class or at the theater)
Mbti: infj
Enneagram: 2w1
Personality: kind smart funny motherly responsible empathetic anxious emotional moody perfectionist helpful people pleaser caring compassionate nerdy curious protective polite respectful indecisive fearful nervous introvert shy awkward clumsy low self esteem low confidence (more pertaining to my talents or personality then my looks) sassy sarcastic (I’m mainly these things with people i feel comfortable with like friends or family) soft spoken cute (my friends think im cute because i can be pretty innocent plus I’m small physically)
Likes: animals books reading writing fantasy magic sci fi anime music video games friends alone time learning personality quizzes sweets and bread helping being a part of something bigger than myself
Dislikes: spiders loud sounds people who harm others people who don’t take others into consideration (like make insensitive jokes or don’t consider the comfort of others or are mean just cause they can) people i care about not caring for themselves (im a hypocrite on this i take care of everyone else but not me) not being listened to weird holes and patterns math and tests (I’m being tested for a math disability and i have test anxiety)
Love language:
Giving: acts of service gift giving and physical affection (if they’re ok with it)
Receiving: words of affirmation and physical affection (although i can be shy about it)
Extra: i pace a lot i sing when im alone i talk to myself im a picky eater (mainly with textures) i have a cat i have minor ehlers danalos (a hyper mobility disorder) but it doesn’t hurt me like it does my sisters i get abdominal migraines which is basically like a migraine but instead of headaches it’s nausea
Thank you
. . . ꒰ MATCHUP V
a/n: Hi!! I'm not very familiar with enneagrams T_T I read about it at a surface level and my understanding is also surface level...I hope that's not a problem and you'll still enjoy the matchup >_<
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I match you with: Rafayel! Since Rafayel tends to get distracted with his paintings to the point he forgets about eating, your kind and caring nature balances it out since you’re constantly looking out for him. He finds your antics endearing whenever you text him a quick: Have you eaten yet? and when he answers no, you’re waiting in front of his door to make him eat. He’s scatter brained and his carelessness isn’t on purpose most of the times, and he considers himself lucky and thankful whenever you prepare him something to eat.  
Rafayel is rather sassy as well when he wants to tease you or annoy you in a friendly way. Even if you’re in good terms, at least once in the day you’ll bicker with him. He pretends to be annoyed by it, but he’s always the one initiating it! At some point, he’ll admit it’s because he likes to fluster you.
Given the height difference, Rafayel can’t help but feel smug when he towers over you. Plus, he doesn’t dislike the view from his position—he thinks you look so cute. He constantly has to restrain himself from picking you up and smooching you mid-sentence of something you’re telling him. Or affectionately bite your chubby cheeks, for the matter.
The looking out for the other isn’t one-way, though. If he finds out once that you skipped a meal, you’re not hearing the end of it.
“Have you eaten? I better not find out you’ve skipped lunch.”
“That happened a year ago!”  
When his schedule is not as busy as other weeks, he invites you to dinner or to visit a place when he’s looking for inspiration.
Depending on the situation, Rafayel can be a little shy about physical affection too. He’s okay if you suddenly decide to hold his hand, but if your fingers stray farther up, his cheeks are flushed.
Honorable mentions: Honestly, I think you’d get along well with any of the other two LIs! Zayne is overworked and Xavier is sleeping if not fighting wanderers; a motherly person could soothe them.
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andtheghost · 5 months
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How do you POLITELY tell someone they don’t know what they’re talking about?
So I recently met this woman who wants to become a health coach. Problem: if she ever manages to become a health coach (which I have no doubt she can do, because there are too many people who would rather get someone to prescribe a magical illness cure than to learn how to live a healthy life), she’s going to end up making people worse off than they already are. She’s basically the next Jillian Mai Thi Epperly.
Also she’s a bit of a conspiracy theorist on top of it. She’s trying to say there’s some company making a supplement that will balance your body, and the pharmaceutical companies are keeping it s secret so they can keep making medicine. And honestly? I could 100% see that being true. However, as badly as some people want there to be a simple magic cure that allows you to eat whatever you want and still be healthy, there isn’t.
Eating well in and of itself isn’t actually difficult. The things that make it difficult are access to healthy foods and the modern lifestyle that doesn’t leave time and energy to prepare healthy meals. And while I think most people realize that, they WANT to believe there’s an easier way, something that fits better into their lifestyle, and people tend to be eager to believe a lie that they want to be true.
Honestly part of me thinks she know what she’s saying is bullshit and is trying to annoy people. She goes back and forth and brings things up that are completely unrelated. Like she’s trying to make it difficult for you to point out inconsistencies by changing the topic too often to keep up.
Or maybe I’m reading too much into it, and she just keeps hopping back and forth because some part of her realizes what she’s saying doesn’t make sense, and she’s trying to do mental gymnastics in real time.
The funny thing is that the whole thing started when she started nagging me about how I “have to learn to eat”. So here’s the thing: I know how to eat. Like I said, it’s not that difficult. But right now I don’t have access to the healthiest of foods. The other thing is that I’m just. Not. Worried about it right now. I don’t have access to it, so there’s nothing I can do, why worry about something you can’t control? So you’re sitting there nagging me about something I already am fully aware of but can’t currently do anything about.
Then she goes into how she met the wife of the richest man in the world (she can’t remember his name right now, though) who told her all the secrets of how to be healthy, and how lawyers come to her for advice. Dude, you severely misjudged my character if you think rich people coming to you for advice impresses me, or makes me take you seriously. I’m sure you’re going to impress all of your future clients with it, but also your clients are all probably going to be people who believe the earth is flat, so.
When you have to straight up start lying and making up stories to make what you’re saying somehow more credible, you need to just stop.
And okay. Maybe I got a little snippy. Maybe I got rude. That probably wasn’t called for, but while part of me feels bad for being rude, another part of me is proud that I was straight forward. I could have just listened and nodded and not let her know I knew what she was saying is bullshit. And right now I’m kind of torn. Should I have just let her go because she likes to feel smarter than other people? Is the reason I felt the need to point out how ridiculous she was being because I need to feel smarter than her? I mean, I’m pretty sure I am smarter than her. But why do I care if she knows that? Why do I care if she thinks she’s smarter than me? Is that even the issue here?
How do you balance all of these things? Being honest while being patient, or choosing which you should do when? And where is the line between honest and rude? Is it okay to respond to someone rude by being rude? What if they don’t realize they’re being rude? And how do you tell if you’re being rude? Maybe I’m just so polite that anytime I say something that isn’t completely nice it feels rude. I mean, I feel like I’m yelling when I raise my voice because someone told me I’m talking too quiet. Or what if I’m just so polite that what seems like rudeness to me is completely normal?
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furmity · 1 year
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I always enjoy the mystery of my reptiles.
The slither is mostly nocturnal, it’s soothing to lie and listen to him. It’s like the rustling of leaves, and the occasional thump because for all his grace he is also clumsy. It would be fun to set up a night camera. The days and weeks he sits in the same place... was he wandering at night to return to that spot?
Even the shelled one, though very active in the day, is also sometimes awake in the night. He has a big plastic pond, sometimes you can hear the scrape of his claws in the dark. I’ve even heard a snap and a splash, is he hunting in the dark?
The times the snake is resolutely sitting in a cold spot all day. I’m cold just looking at him, what’s up? His pits! He can see heat! He sees me as a great big warm thing.
The way the turtle can brumate under water, “breathing” through his cloaca. The very fact his kind wants to be in the water when they breathe the air and have legs to walk. Just better being wet.
The obvious oddity that the snake just doesn’t have any legs! Nigh unstoppable: climbing, gripping, eating without any hands. He can shimmy up a vertical pole if it’s not too smooth. He can shed his whole skin in one piece just by rubbing himself against things.
The slowness of them. Slow to heal, slow to age. Slow movements to conserve their energy, and slowing down, down, down in the cold. Even their cognition slows.
Their minds. Their strange, alien, ancient minds. What do they think? What do they experience? They’re born miniature adults, ready to go. They didn’t have to learn to slither, to walk, to swim, to hunt, to regulate their bodies, to stay safe...
And who am I to them? I love them as pets, we’ve been together years and years (I watched the snake grow from a hatchling!). They mean so much to me, but I can’t delude myself that I mean the same thing to them. They do not love me, they do not miss me, but they know me. In my snake’s world everything smells a little like me because I put it there. The turtle knows I feed him. I try not to let the snake know that, but he knows I bring the fresh water (and he likes the freshest, crispiest water best). They know I do not harm them, eat them, but they have no natural reason to let me touch them. The turtle doesn’t like to be held, but he does seem to like being beside me. The snake does return to me when others are holding him.
If they escaped, they would wonder into the world without looking back. They know how to hunt, how to seek warmth and water: they don’t need me. My turtle is native to this region, he could walk to any body of water around here, live, breed. The snake would probably be ok with the winters here, he’s half diamond python.
I adore having them around, but sometimes I can’t help but admit they are my prisoners. Not that they fight me to try and escape.  It’s like... my dad studied birds, loves birds, traipses all over looking for birds, but he’s never had a bird in a cage. I have them, I am responsible for them, I would never abandon them. I will care for them for the rest of their lives, which will probably be longer for my efforts. I just won’t take on more reptiles in the future, unless they had nowhere else to go.
I think reptiles belong in the wild. I don’t like native animals being bred for the pet trade, I don’t like it at all. Not to, you know, express admiration of Quentin Tarantino or anything but there was a line in Natural Born Killers that struck me. Russell Means is holding a rattlesnake while he tells a parable of a woman and a snake. Then he lets them outside saying, “Old man, go be a snake”.
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zenruption · 2 years
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Commandments of Good Parenting
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When it comes to parenting, there are a lot of things that go into it. You have to worry about everything from what you say to your child to how you discipline them and even when you put them down for a nap. It can be tough trying to figure out what the right thing to do is, but luckily, there are some basic commandments that can help guide you on your way. This blog post will discuss the Commandments of Good Parenting.
Love your child unconditionally:
One of the most important commandments of good parenting is to love your child unconditionally. This means that you accept them no matter what and show them unconditional support and understanding. It also means not judging them or comparing them to other children.
Set boundaries:
Setting boundaries helps keep order in a household and can help children understand what behaviors are acceptable. Setting limits also teaches children responsibility, respect, and how to control their emotions.
Show respect:
Respect goes both ways between parents and children and should be shown freely by both parties. Parents should always treat their kids with respect, even if the child is misbehaving or making mistakes. Respectful communication will help build trust between parent and child.
Encourage independence:
Children should have the opportunity to learn how to make decisions on their own, without parental interference. This teaches them about responsibility and builds confidence in themselves. It also helps parents realize that their children are growing up and becoming more independent.
Make time for family:
Make sure you take time out of your busy schedule to spend quality time with your family. This could include going out for dinner, having a movie night, or just hanging out at home together. Doing this will help create strong bonds between parent and child and teach kids important life skills like communication, problem-solving, and conflict resolution.
Listen carefully:
Parents should not just hear what their kids are saying but also listen carefully. This means paying attention to their words and body language in order to understand what they’re really trying to say. Listening will help parents better understand their children and make sure that everyone’s needs are met.
Teach Responsibility:
Teaching your child responsibility is an important parenting commandment because it helps them learn how to handle both successes and failures with grace. Teaching them the value of hard work, resilience, and taking ownership of their actions can go a long way toward creating responsible adults.
Be consistent:
Parents should strive for consistency in both discipline and rules for the household. Rules should be clear and consistent, and discipline should be appropriate and fair. Allowing children to know what’s expected of them can help reduce frustration, confusion, and resentment.
Lead by example:
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Children learn best by observing their parents’ behavior. Parents should strive to lead by example in their words and actions. They should show kindness, respect, patience, tolerance, integrity, fairness, courage, and resilience in their everyday lives while at the same time holding themselves accountable for any mistakes they make.
Celebrate successes:
It’s important to celebrate your child’s successes, no matter how small. This could range from a good report card or an accomplishment on the soccer field to learning how to tie their shoes or helping with a chore. Celebrating successes reinforces positive behavior and reminds children that all of their hard work pays off.
Take care of your health and well-being:
Good mental and physical health is essential for successful parenting. Parents should make sure they are getting enough sleep, eating healthy meals, and engaging in activities that nurture their own personal growth. Taking care of yourself will ensure that you have the energy to take good care of your children. Be sure to visit your doctor to increase your life span and stay healthy. 
Build a support system:
Every parent needs help and support from time to time. It’s important to have a network of family, friends, and professionals who can provide advice and guidance when needed. Building a strong support system will benefit not only you but also your children.
Display affection
It’s important to show your children love and affection. This could come in the form of hugs, kisses, or words of encouragement. Doing this will help build strong relationships and create bonds that can last a lifetime.
By following these commandments of good parenting, parents can set their children up for success in the future by fostering strong relationships with them and teaching them essential life skills. With love, patience, and understanding, families can grow closer, and kids thrive in a secure environment filled with knowledge for the future.
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anarchofairy · 2 years
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going to admit to bad things
#if you know me in real life you didn’t see this and you will not read any further#i’ve developed a real bitter and envious strain recently it’s not good#like my friend is on a holiday in a really beautiful area.#they’re learning to listen to their body and be kind to it. like eat better and meditate#they’re reading and developing a spiritual practice#and like i’m finding it difficult to talk to them rn bc part of me is like.fuck you#fuck you for being able to understand what ur body says to you when i can’t#fuck you for feeling a spiritual connection when you search when i don’t#fuck you for healing when i feel like making all my shit worse. essentially#obviously i’m keeping all of this inside and on here because i’d rather die than let my shittiness affect them#i’m half in love w them and i want them to get better#i’m just an angry bitch and bitter because i’ve tried all the stuff they’re doing and it doesn’t work for me personally#i know i’ll find my own way of coping or whatever#i’m just barely beating back a smoking addition an alcohol addiction and an eating disorder back w a stick#on top of everything else. anxietyx2 unmediated adhd probably asd and powerful relationship issues#i’m just angry and want to destroy myself and part of me wants someone to do it with#which is awful. and i’m hoping by acknowledging that here n now i can prevent that from ever escaping my head#and i’m SICK of making all the Good And Healthy choices all the time do u get me?#like those choices aren’t. for lack of better language. satisfying. aesthetically fulfilling. they don’t feel good#they feel stupid and hollow and saccharine and boring and just. eugh#and it’s never made me feel good. only come with assurances that this is less bad than what would’ve happened#and maybe that’s just not good enough anymore. maybe i want more#and maybe my stupid beloved friend is gonna be getting out of this mess and i’m fucking jealous that they get to escape and i don’t#god i’m just. i’m just so tired of trying so fucking hard all of the time and feeling like i’m just barely scraping through#my body and spirituality are just particular sore points for a lot of reasons#using tumblr like a confessional again maybe i should just find a priest#conari
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slasher-male-wife · 2 years
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Slashers with an insecure chubby s/o part 2
This time around I’m gonna be doing Brahms, Billy Lenz and Jason
Also thank you all so much for 100 followers!!!!!!! I love and appreciate all of you
Warnings: This will talk about body image issues obviously, murder mentions typical slasher stuff. But other wise just comfort
Brahms
Brahms knows about being insecure. He’s learned to cope with it and is trying to learn about loving himself. He wants to help you feel better too.
Brahms could care less about if you’re chubby. He sees is as more of you to love. He’ll kiss your insecurities for you all the time. He won’t let you talk bad about yourself at all. If you do and he hears he’s gonna get upset.
Worried about how something looks on you? Brahms will hype you up and make you feel golden. He’ll keep kissing and hugging and complimenting you until you agree. If you don’t with all of those he’s just gonna throw a fit.
“Brahms come on I just don’t think these shorts look good on me. Like my thighs look huge.” You say turning and looking at him. You have these cute shorts you love but hate how they look on you. “They show my stretch marks too.” You cross your arms and Brahms gets on his knees. “Brahms what are you doing?” You ask.
“I’m showing you how much I love your thighs.” He says kissing them all over. You laugh and walk over to your bed.
“Ok Brahms ok. I just think I look wrong in these shorts. It’s my thighs that’s the issue.” Brahms walks over and gives you a hug.
“Y/N I’m a big man. I’ve got big thighs too. You’re not the only one with them. It adds a layer of protection for you. For injury’s.” You laugh and rub Brahms back.
“You promise you like the way they look on me?” You ask.
“I promise I do Y/N. I love everything about you.”
Billy Lenz
Bold of you to assume he doesn’t like fuller figures. The man is a horny slut he doesn’t care if you have belly fat and a soft jawline.
He’s honestly gonna be constantly hugging you. He loves the way you feel and how you keep him warm. He’ll also be giving you lots of kisses.
He’ll kill anyone who body shames you at all. If you manage to stop him he’s still gonna harass them over the phone. But whenever he sees you, his face lights up.
You push the the door to the attic and turn on the light. “Billy I’m here!” You say standing up. Billy gets up too and rushes over to you. Giving you a huge hug.
“Pretty baby! Billy m-m-m-missed you!” He sways you a little and you laugh, hugging him back.
“I missed you too Billy. I brought us some music to listen to to.” Billy pulls away and sits on a little mattress he has up there. Sometimes he sleeps with you other times he sleeps up here.
“What k-k-kind of music?” He asks. You pull out your phone and pull up Strawberry Switchblade. They make more calm music, hopefully not making Billy even more hyper.
“They’re a nice band. They make good music.” You play and album and set the phone down. Billy lays down and pats the side next to him. You lay down next to him and cuddle him. He cuddles into you and you two lay next to each other listening to the music: “Billy, am I um too chubby?” You ask. He just pulls you closer and tighter.
“Billy thinks there’s so such thing as too chubby. Billy loves his baby and their body. Billy’s pretty baby is perfect.” You smile and shut your eyes.
“Thank you Billy.”
Jason
Jason is a big man himself. Maybe not chubby but he is a giant. If he hears you talking bad about yourself and how heavy or big you are he’ll pick you up and smother you in love.
He doesn’t care what you look like, he’s insecure about the way he looks too, but he won’t let it get in the way of your love.
He’s gonna make sure you never skip any meals and eat enough. He’ll support your choices on your body. But no matter what he’s gonna love you.
“Jason I’m not sure about this shirt. It’s pretty tight.” You say turning looking in the mirror.” Jason sighs and signs ‘give me a minute’. He goes over to the closet and takes out one of his shirts. He hands it to you and you hold it. “Jason this is yours.” You try to hand it back but he pushes it away. You sigh and put it on. You look back in the mirror. Your belly is barely noticeable and although you still can see some of your shape it’s mostly gone. You smile and turn back to Jason. You hug him and he hugs you. “Thank you Jason.” He picks you up and carries you to the bed. He throws you down and lays next to you. You laugh and cuddle into him.
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unnerving-presence · 3 years
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What Would bubba, Michael, and Danny do if they saw there S/O get fat shamed by other survivors, and there S/o just says "it's... okay I'm used to it._
no cause i love meg and david and all but i can’t help but think they’d probably be assholes if you weren’t fit like them. well david is canonically an asshole according to the devs so
TW: Gore/Blood, Canon-Typical Violence
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Bubba Sawyer:
“Are those jeans ripped because your fatass couldn’t fit in them? Maybe if you actually tried running from the killer more you’d get a work out and lose some weight.”
Why would David say that about you? You didn’t even do anything to them!
Bubba immediately goes to grab you from your seat on one of the logs. You are not going to be by them if this is what they say to you. That- not nice person will learn their lesson! For now, he just wants you to know that none of what they said is true.
His hands make his way across your body as he mumbles incomprehensible words. You can’t understand what he’s saying, but you know he’s trying to tell you that you look beautiful. Bubba gets flustered very easily and your body gets him squealing the second his hands touch your thighs.
“It’s alright Bubba, it’s nothing to worry about. You don’t have to make me feel good about myself. I’m used what they say. I promise it’s okay.”
You’re used to it?! Why did you never tell him? Bubba will not tolerate you being insulted, even if you think you can handle their words.
You’d bet Bubba will torment the hell out of whoever thinks they can just say those things about you. He may be a sweetheart, but anger will quickly overtake his usual kind and caring personality he has when he’s around you. If you don’t want to see David’s face being skinned I would recommend looking away. It is not a pretty sight.
He will wear David’s face when picking you up from the campfire, a silent reminder that he is not to be taken as a joke. He may act all kind and caring around you, but Bubba will not hesitate to teach those survivors a lesson when they mess with you.
David doesn’t insult you anymore now that he’s seen your boyfriend wearing his face. It makes him want to hurl every time he sees it. And he does. It makes Bubba smile every time.
Michael Myers:
“Maybe instead of sitting down and waiting for the next trial you can run some laps and lose some weight!”
What. The. Hell. Did. That. Asshole. Just. Say. About. You.
Lucky for Meg, you see Michael standing behind a tree and you quickly make your way over to him before you can break down into tears in-front of the others. Michael understands you want to leave, so he will not act on his urges. Just this once. For you.
Please bear with the death grip he has on your arm paired with his slightly faster walk that has you tripping over your own feet. Michael’s still a bit.. irritated about the fact that anybody would say something like that to you.
Once you’re back at Haddonfield, Michael won’t keep his hands off you, something very out of character knowing him. He’ll even get on his knees to have more access to your thighs and stomach. Is he trying to praise your body?
“You know.. It’s okay Mikey. I’m used to it, really. It’s nothing to worry about, I promise.”
Michael goes out of his comfort zone to try and make you feel better and you want to tell him that he doesn’t have to because you’re used to what they say to you? No. He won’t tolerate this. You are going to know that Michael loves you for you whether you like it or not. He’ll deal with Meg later.
And deals with her he does. She doesn’t even have the chance to get anywhere near you before Michael is grabbing her by the pigtails to throw her into a nearby wall. Hopefully you aren’t watching as he pries her jaw open and tears her tongue out of her mouth, only to be replaced by his beloved kitchen knife. Nobody talks about Michael’s baby like that >:(
Meg will try to say something again, thinking she can only be hurt in trials, but Michael won’t hesitate to prove her wrong. Don’t worry, she stops after Michael picked her up by the ankle and threw her in the fire after he heard her try to make another snarky comment. Everybody was shocked, even you. The message was clear: Don’t mess with Michael’s s/o.
Danny Johnson:
“Good thing we don’t have food in this realm or else this fat bitch would’ve eaten it all already.”
Excuse him? What did that son of a bitch just say to you? If you tell him you just want to leave and don’t want to stay any longer, he will, like Michael leave and resist the urge to stab that dumb whore in her face. She’s lucky what you say matters to him.
As soon as you’re far away enough from the campfire Danny’s already grabbing your face and turning you towards him. You know he wants an explanation. He wants to know why they would say something like that to you.
“It was really nothing! I’m used to it at this point. It’s nothing to worry about, I swear.”
Used to it?! No. No. This is not something that is going to keep going on. Danny will not allow you to think of yourself as anything other than beautiful. That bastard will learn that they’re nothing compared to you. You wanna say something about it? Oh he’ll pretend to listen and he’ll say he won’t, but he will anyways. He will not let you deal with that under any circumstances.
If you wanted him to not do anything, don’t be mad at him but.. he sorta embarrassed the hell out of speedy bitch. If you ever get your hands on his camera, you’ll see various pictures of Danny pushing her face in mud, forcing them to eat rotting flesh, making her choke on their own blood in the background while he’s holding up a peace sign. There’s a lot. Sorry babe but she deserved it!
It’s guaranteed that if any other killer is around stalking you and the others at the campfire, you might just hear them laugh a bit. Danny may or may not have shown the pictures to the killers and they may or may not hate Meg aswell so it’s really a win for everybody. Except for her of course. She’s trying to cover her face out of humiliation as the other survivors tease her about it too.
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hey cleo! i just wanted to share some of my recent success stories and a little bit of background info about my journey.
so i found out about subliminals back in june 2021 and started using them since july 2021. at first i was very doubtful and constantly checked the mirror for proof so that’s why i never saw any result.
in late august i was scrolling through youtube and found hyler’s channel and that’s when i found out that you could manifest with your “thought” (at first i thought subliminals were magical audios or some sort).
i over consumed so much info on youtube till late december 2021 when i finally decided to just start applying. mind you that during those 4 months i had affirmed (constantly), scripted etc. but nothing happened. anyways, i remember that i had downloaded the app “self pause” where you can basically record your own affirmations and i put myself on a time crunch; by the start of the 2022 i would have my desired appearance.
on jan 1st tho, nothing had changed, but i never lost faith and kept going. long story short, during all these months till now i never really manifested anything “big” only a few small things, but i can definitely say that now my mindset has changed. for the past few weeks, i would only have to hink about something that i wanted without even “manifesting” it and it would show up in the 3d. that’s when i realized how freaking easy it actually is to manifest.
i also forgot to mention that for six months i stopped using subliminals, but now i want to use them again because i know that they’re going to bring me my results fast and quickly and also because i kind of miss summer 2021 and i actually loved listening to subliminals! I’ve been listening to eggtopia’s “goodnight darling” subliminal and played it on loop overnight and these are the few things that i’ve noticed have been changing so far;
-my skin; i used to break out a lot (when on my period, if i would eat chocolate), but now my skin has been visibly clearing up and no pimples are showing up on my face.
-my voice; i’ve been jamming to my playlists lately and let me tell you, i can sing so much better now! i can do vocals almost like ariana which is amazing.
-my body; i used to have a “door” body type (small boobs, wide ribcage and waist, hip dips and stomach bump) but recently i haven’t been bloating when i eat, my stomach is visibly flatter and my mom even complimented me about my waist after i stayed a week in france with my cousins, which is becoming way smaller day by day.
i have to admit that i never had a bad self concept, but if i didn’t see results right away, i would always justify it by saying that i didn’t see movement in the 3d because of my doubts. what i’ve learned is that all it takes is persisting. persisting, persisting, persisting. i have now assumed that “i have everything i want regardless of everything” and i’m persisting with that assumption everyday and i actually feel like i’m getting closer and closer to the day where i’m waking up with all my desires. i’m sure of it.
i would like to thank you and @halokisses for inspiring me to move forward and persist in my journey. thank you a lot for everything, i really hope you didn’t find this too long or annoying. love you so much 🧡
ilyyyy and i’m soo proud of you! our journeys are so similar too. i’m glad you’re finally manifesting your desires <3 you deserve it! 💗
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